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#i saw the tv glow#illustration#artists on tumblr#a24#movie poster#my art#this movie was sooo good im so glad my local indie theater was still playing it 😭#I thought I was gonna miss seeing it in theatres!#it hit me so hard it’s going to stick with me for a while I think#this ticked so many boxes for me AND it was rly good#waaah
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hey rememberthe reverse iterators au. are you ever going to post about that again because i think it was pretty cool!
pebbles when he didnt even get to try
[More of my reverse iterator au if anyone is wondering what is going on!]
#rain world#five pebbles#hi! gonna answer you in the tags :))) hope you dont mind!#so first of anon you should concider buying a lottery ticket. the chances of me answering an ask is very very low but here we are!#second of all awww happy you like my silly little au!!!!! have a rough comic!#i admit i think what i have posted is generally a fairly complete run down on what i think about for that au. i mean theres many things i#can expand on but well i cant really do that in any coherent way so you know :) it is what it is!#so instead im giving you a snippit of pebbles angst about it all because i have missed being inside the head of this guy. he is sooo unhapp#in any and all ways rhat matter and i genuinally dont think theres any universe where he would be satesfied#and while i do overall think of this as a very silly au there is alot to be said about a pebbles rhat dosent get the chance to be his own#ruin and deal with what happens agter he fails. my pebbles in this will forever live with the what ifs and nothing more. which i find very#compelling! i think it would take him alot longer to come to terms with anything seeing as he will always have this small part of his mind#that is calculating what could be if this didnt happen. even if we of course know what will happen and it will be much the same as everythi#what happened in this au. i also havd alot of thoughts about how iterators process emotions. i think its fun to toy with the idea thatthey#do feel them but have a certain distance from them and pre programmed ideas about how they apply to themself. i dunno!!!#anyhow anyhow thansk foe the ask anon! i really should have doen this in proper text but i love me some formating so oh well!#god hope you didnt want more about moon. she is just chilling if your wondering. im not sure if she can feel things like remorse.#reverse iterator au#anyhowsis hope you have a lovely day anon! i just used this as an excsuse to draw pebbles so you know thanks for that!#and of course we are listening to it was a monstering by everything everything today i think! :D#my art#i have more doodles if anyone is curious. i should probably add.
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save me morally ambiguous priest character.... priest character save me...
#tycho arts#apology video with tears for no art in.... HOW many years? coming soon.#ANYWAYSSS GO WATCH UNICORN WARS ITS SO SOOOOO GOOD!!! or die by my hand.#unicorn wars#uw#padre#uw padre#padre uw#unicorn wars padre#padre unicorn wars#sfw furry#furry art#I GUESS?#coudlnt decide if i liked the one w or w/out pupils more so u get both tumblr#i lauv u padre ur just like me forreal!!#this was supposed 2 be just a warm up bc i neeed to get back into drawing but then i was like. fuck my stupid baka life. lets slap shading#can u also tell i havent used this lineart style in like. years also. very verryyyy rusty but i gotta get back to my roots#SORRY LOL i miss talking in the tags#miss this stupid webbed site. every day. fun fact we are so fucking back (hopefully)#caricias is next btw. hes sooo my favorite ever. sopping wet pathetic loser#cooking up incredibly based things in my art app woe furry art be upon ye soon#ive been so autistic abt this movie its insane sorry for the person im abt 2 become once the rest of the fanart drops#el padre#MY SHAYLA <///3#also just realized hes caipirinha posing. not intentional btw#and/or danganronpa posing (derogatory)
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tbd later
i think tht pisses me off the most abt the dalish in terms of how theyre written is the conflation between like. land back movements when it comes to the dalish vs zi onism and how basically this is addressed in truly horrific ways no matter which route you decide to go down
others have done loads of posts on the dalish being allegorical for indigenous peoples, so i wont reiterate that too much. but the problem is that with the addition of datv this is... simply not true. the elves are not the first peoples of thedas -- the dwarves are. the elves, mirroring z ionism, literally show up in the waking world, and violently colonise the space and hoard the resources. im still 98% sure that solas' orb in dai was a titan heart, and the elves were literally mining for lyrium. there are direct parallels between the arguments that z ionists make for settler colonialism in p alestine vs the in-world justifications for the "war" on the titans & dwarves. the ancient elves literally steal the bodies of the titans, mirroring i srael's history of stealing organs and even skin from p alestinian prisoners. elves' arguments of the lands being theirs etc is simply... untrue. and land back movements for the elves when we take this history into account is... an argument for settler colonialism. the land they were "given" by maferath, i.e. the dales, was literally never theirs but it gains such a sinister overtone, and again, parallels western nations "giving" p alestine to z ionists who demanded a state, with the assumption it was "theirs" first. and it wasn't.
at the same time, bw has gone out of it's way to draw clear parallels to the history of the j ewish peoples - between things like the long walk, the exalted march on the dales (harding even says "never again" when you get to the exalted plains), history of slavery for modern elves, etc - all create such a frustrating conflation between j ewish people and z ionism that pisses me off to no fucking end.
it's damn near impossible to solve for me as someone who is neither indigenous nor j ewish, because this representation is not for me. either i ignore datv and the end half of dai to draw more strongly on parallels between indigenous peoples and the dalish, at the expense of ignoring j ewish representation in the narrative. or i buckle down and directly address the z ionist nonsense, which leaves me with a horrible argument for indigenous land back movements. like how do i rework this!!!!!!!!!!!
when i fucking get you, bioware. when i fucking get you, david gaider!!!!!!!!!!!
#im struggling to articulate this clearly but im so so so so so frustrated!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!#it feels like i can rework sooo many things. but this is just. GRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRR. rly struggling post da tv w this#my initial concept was just to make all the elves desi. bc of parallels i'd been drawing btwn things like the caste system n society in#tevinter and the history of the mughal empire's colonisation of india etc etc so the argument of social justice here would be framed#differently but that's also. like. a separate problem. AUGH. i hate it here!!!!#vee rewrites da#bioware critical#writing woes#added some additional spaces bc i dont want it to show up in the tags lmao itll just detract from things but#i havent seen a lot of ppl talking abt this. or maybe i have missed existing posts idk but eughghgh#ok my hand is cramping again... offline i go
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somebody talk me out of starting an apocalypse challenge :')
#i have sooo many things to do already i dont need this!!!#and yet........#im quite into how the rules restrict gameplay a lot but also just use maxis career promotion type goals.#mostly i just miss playing desert hoods i think... and i miss my time in sandrock
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can i say something—
#sorry Lena HRLDJFLSL#shepherds of haven#croelle#oc; perse#(pronounced like percy :3)#not sure if im gonna make them a full-fledged shoh mc they’re just one of my ocs ive been Rotating in my brain recently#ANYWAY. long time no post lol#every time i try to draw lately smth happens#like i was gonna work on this as more than just a warmup scribble but there’s a thunderstorm sat on top of my house so i got scared LMFAO#and ive been having sooo many concentration issues (uh. more than usual anyway)#BUT WE PERSEVERE THRU THE HORRORS to draw blorbos#hopefully can draw/post more soon bc i do miss it 🥹
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pssst....did you know its this blog's 1 month anniversary ??? ( technically, its the 29th but...february has no 29th so march 1st will count shhhhh )
i just wanted to say, i can neverrrr put into words how much i appreciate every interaction, ask, like, reblog, comment, ect ect on this blog !!!!
this was my first time actually doing an askblog/rp blog, let alone roleplaying since i was 12 or so probably, and i am stilll to this day insanely suprised how far this blog has gotten in only a month ??? like, i dont care for numbers this is tumblr, but im only 11 followers away from 100 ?? its insane that nearly 100 people like this silly little blog ??
quite honestly i made this blog impulsively because of the green & blue blogs, i had no idea what id do with it, and honestly thats the fun in it for me !!! this blog has made me LOVE improv storytelling honestly it is so fun to do !!! :D
in only a month red has given out government cats, illegally got a corndog, joe mama'ed rocketcorp, been to fortnite, had ruben take over their blog, miss their friends, crashout so many times, go to minecraft, lose ruben, get shot by a skeleton, get bullied by anons, get drugged by anon peer pressure, and be taken care of by anons and probably more because this is all by memory lmaoo
AND THATS INSANE TO ME???? so again, i may be really sappy alot but i literally appreciate everything soso much !! you've guys made this soooo fun for me and its only ongoing :3
#[ ooc ]#i kept rewriting this cause i kept getting too sappy and personal in the tags so ill sum up my tag yap-athon i originally had LMAO#but tldr i used to have a different avam blog (its not hard to find expecially with our earlier artstyle)#but id rather not directly mention it yet but anyways i was rlly socially anxious and barely interacted with anyone#-> then abandoned that to focus on my own art & self project im still working on#-> then missed being in the avam community so thus i made solariex months later#except i stepped out of my comfort zone and told myself i WOULDN'T be socially anxious & ill interact with people more#thus what led to me making the red blog despite it hugely being outside my comfort zone#& how the red blog helped me appreciate my art more by not worrying about making perfect doodles and just making sure i get the idea/concep#instead of it being perfect !! (although during red's cave arc i went back to that but shh im working on it)#and how ive had off days but this blog & interacting with sooo many cool people has made me feel immensely better :3#because before all this i didnt have any friends who were in the avam fandom like how i was !!#<- thats still alot but the og ramble hit the tag limit SO LMAO </3#but yeah i appreciate you guys immensely !! :3#alsooo im about to go out to dinner w/ my family and then ill post more when im back btww hehehe >:3
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ugh. i love odin in fates. the pairing (and also poly. leo trio was meant to be all married together but intsys HATES me) potential he has is so good bc he’s just such a perfect fit for fates’s cast. i still want to do an owain ship tier list but i fear that would be me going “YES. FATES CHARACTER. S TIER” and “oh awakening character. like sure i guess” bc the way that i view his romantic chemistry between games is soooo wildly different in that in fates he has all of it and in awakening he has like. uh. well. i struggled with him for a reason
#IDK i just. i love sooo many fates pairings for him#ive talked about a lot of them before and for the sake of not showing up in the search i wont list them but#genuinely if u put a fates character in front of me and ask for my opinion on shipping with odin theres like a 90% chance i think its just#fantastic#i have SOME exceptions but theyre very far and few between. like im probably not down with odin/h*yato#but im not really down with h*yato and anyone excepy el*se so theres that#but when im looking at owain im just like. idk. i dont really love a lot of his ships with the awakening second gen?#my favorite with him is. uh. y*rne 😭😭😭😭#vanilla game probably sev but if u know me he’s definitely not my favorite for HER#even awakening trio poly styles i dont think it works in awakening#i think they HAVE to be in fates or at least that weird gap of time inbetween games#but yeah idk. thats just how i view him anyways. and the crazy part is i actually like his portrayal as owain more than odin#i think theyre both fantastic because its HIM but i do think owain lets more honesty fall through the cracks of his hero of darkness persona#more than odin does which is my personal favorite part of owain#but its not a large gap of a preference because while odin does it LESS it makes it more impactful when it does happen#i just like to see what hes thinking a little more. its harder for me to gauge that with odin!#that and i think the dlc helps owain a lot too. i know i dont say tjis about l*slow but thats bc THAT GUY is a little TOO honest#but yeah. anyways that was my random ramble on owain/odin. i love him i really do i miss him so much#if i ever need to smile at something i can open one of his supports and im up hes such a guy. ugh. UGH
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The prompt was Halloween but honestly, I wanted to draw them in Dia De Los Muertos clothes, I hope I did it justice! Very fun :D



tap for better quality (and look at the details, there's some that I looove) 🎃💀🍬 & reblog aaahh this took me so long , ty byee
#THIS TOOK ME SOOO LONG. LIKE ... 7 hours#im exhausted#please give it love I'd love that#its 4 am 😭😭#ANYWAY#i took so long bc i wanted to get many details right#also bc i remodelled some things and used colors for lines instead of just black#i looked up references for the clothes and make up#theres so mnay fun designs and colors!!#i really love Tallulahs#i wnate some thing basic for chay bc i know hed loove just dressing up as a skeleton lol like his dad#<33#i gave Phil halloween colors and made miss So purple#my fav family<3#qsmp eggs#qsmp fanart#qsmp#qsmp tallulah#qsmp chayanne#qsmp philza#qsmp missa#mcyt fanart#mcyt#rare sketchbook#mcytblr's fanart fest
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we will be normal about casual physical touch and we will not make it weird
#* I am the guy making it weird#we have to run really fast at each other and jump into hugs we need to make this so normal cause otherwise it's getting scary out here#i miss doing this but i havent rlly been able to see my high school guys in quite some time and my newer fellas i met over covid and like#im like slowly getting back to like friendly elbowing and tapping and shit but it used to be sooo easy. and normal. to pounce on your guys.#fuuuuuck. im overthinking it badly i just like had one too many awkward moments in the way i present recently and it makes me KEEL OVER!!!!#got me DROPPING TO MY KNEES AND CLUTCHING MY HEAD!!!!!!!!! but its fine. its fine#eff
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you people have no fucking idea how good you have it. first of all you have stores that are open 24/7. second of all you have stores that sell slushies like there's just a slushie machine. at the store. and you can fill your own cup with it which btw costs the same as in hungary but is 3 times bigger. third of all those two are the same store
#this is @ anyone who has 7eleven or kmart lr whatever like oh my GODDDD#slushies are my favourite thing on earth I basically live on them all summer but ours are very different to the ones here#like i cant describe it but it's not this#I've had one every day since i got here and by god I'm gonna keep doing that#IT'S SO FUCKING GOOD. N LIKE. THE TEXTURE???#like ours is a super different consistency like it's tiny pieces of crushed ice that are so small it's liquid but it's still ice#but like you can pour it. the slurpees or icees or whatever elsees here are solid and hold shape but somehow still come up the straw#im fr gonna lose my mind without these. the european market cannot comprehend the allure of a giant cold drink#I'll give the americas this one they rly went off with slushies and stuff like that being 1.5 litres#like lowkey my plane took off from budapest and landed in heaven. AND it's only 50-60 pesos that's literally what ot#it* costs back home for 500ml😭😭😭😭#going on way too long about slushies i apologise. i havent been to the usa in 2 yrs and probably wont be back soon but the#food is on like a different level i miss it every day#sooo many additives that are definitely illegal in the eu. well they're not illegal in my heart. cmere princess#barking#cdmxlb
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no bc i'm actually lowkey terrified at the idea of joost coming to spain
#like hear me out i wanna see him SOOO BAD and i wouldnt wanna miss it for the world but like#ive always told myself there's no way i wouldn't be going even if i had to travel far and go by myself#but yeah realistically....ive never gone to a concert by myself and the thought is TERRIFYING LMFAO#my friend likes a couple of his songs but idk if she likes him enough to want to come w me yk????#also moshpits are scary and esp seeing how so many people in germany had bad experiences/got injured....yeah 😭#anyway i guess id still try my best to be able to go bc id regret it if i didnt but yeah#very scary all around 🥲#like im not ready for that to happen jajdbahs#raquel speaks
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sorry i stopped doing promos i got sad and left to play bloons td6
#i saw promos for someone i couldve been friends with if i tried a little harder and it made me sooo sad#i missed my chance :( im missing so many chances#quacking
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I don't feel pain I never escape I'm under the bed I'm licking the floor
#mysmes#mystic messenger#mysme#mysme unknown#mysme saeran#saeran choi#mine#*24#art#unknown#this song is literally called weakling. sooo saeran coded.#half of this was just me trying to get the skin indents from gripping his bicep right. and its still not that good but i tried#whatever i miss this cunt.this fucker was everything to me in 2016-2018 you dont understand. teenage me 🫂 saeran#dont talk to me abt his route i have many conlicting feelings abt it. but i will say his overall portrayal was better in v's route than his#except near the end but even the conclusion to that was like. hm. he just wakes up and is fine. ok.#also why the split personality. bpd saeran was amazing that was even his VA's hc for him in SE. ok i said i wasnt gonna talk abt it IM NOT#... i just think they made him a less interesting ch in his route by splitting him up to a 'good'/'bad' side. like ray WAS manipulative#he's complex! he has a skewed world view + morals and a fucked up sense of self and major black and white thinking#ohh my god im not doing this again im not writing a dissertion in tumblr tags again. its an otome game with a nonsensical timeline
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ive been sooo inactive here but anyways im not dead <3
#and im an adult and i have sooo many other random updates but im sooo busy lately#but hi i miss yallll#sky.txt
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I'm finally back in home in Canada 🇨🇦

#the readjusting is sooo weird#like the time obviously but so many little things too.#i miss 7/11 so bad.......#fruitforthoughts 💭#my stuff#maaaaan its gonna be nice to start writing again#for those wondering my research is going great !!!#im thinking i might ask for an extra semester before submission to really make everything perfect but its really shaping up well#anyway i missed u guys#smooch
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