#in ..WHATEVR im normal abt him

[soliddaddy96]

video is so copacabana coded .............

[smashmpregcastiel]

okay i found this super funny . first question everyones asking

also godddd transmasc dean . so . LOGICALLY i know it wouldnt make sense because john wouldnt raise him the same way probably . like yeah still be a hunter but i feel like he wouldnt see a daughter the same way hed see his son as his little soldier . idk i do not trust john to be normal about having a daughter so. BUT !!! ignoring the "got anything thats real? my boobs" and "dude i got re-hymenated" and like . other things he said . the!! making himself super masculine and stuff and not showing emotions and stuff . also im sorry for being insane but the whole oh im unloveable so i just do one night stands and drink a lot👍 bc hes weird and wrong cuz its early 2000s . also wasnt there a thing abt him wearing girls clothes when he was younger ?? anyway also esp early seasons his style . yes king layer up !! been there done that (3 layers at a beach in 30c) . also yesss t4t destiel !!! for me . sorryr im watching s4 ep10 and i love how when anna kissed dean they cut to castiel . hello . anyway for me cas is just like me fr . not ugy not girl not anything just chilling on his own . idk agender i guess but thats not just like me fr cuz i dont use that label . idk im going insane i was not made to sit in an office . anyway yeas trans man dean and agender cas t4t couple <33

also bc im bored and normal sooo normal . dean being soooo happy abt being tall . hey angst moment i wish i couldnt feel anything so true king<3 me when i see a guy who hates himself drinks a lot and cares abt other hey thatsme i love when characters are just like me fr<3 whatevr he was soo happy abt growing tall cuz imagine if he was shorter. like idk even if considered "tall" for a girl lets say idk 175cm. imagine him standing next to sam and his 193cm thatd be so funny . okay im done for now i think

HIIIII yes. yes. yes. yes

this is so funny "is castiel in love with dean?" dean after fanfiction episode googling 'supernatural' and 'castiel':

hmm i guess youre right. but. idk. its john winchester. maybe he just didnt care that much. or dean gaslighted him . (ok. but. the fact that he was named after his grandmother. like. if you have a firstborn son. normal people dont name them after their mothers. looking at you mary). trans kinggg!!!

tbh for me. idk im insane i read a fanfic like that once and i cant stop thinking about itt. like angels are super agender beings but . like. i csnt explain ittt right. but cas spent time on earth and kinda realized . that he actually likes being a Guy . though your version is alsooo so real bro is just chilling his ass absolutely Not caring. but considering its cas. he can absolutely be both at the same time

AND YEAAAH. if he was like 170 and sam 193. i think dean would just end himself. or sell his soul to gain more inchesssss KDJFJ

[bylertruther]

just remembered lucas and will's excited tappy-hands hugs and also their strong, stable, full body, will's chin hooked over his shoulder hugs . i am both Healed and also Dead

[chokemewinwin]

((TW: mental abuse))Mind if I share a few thots on ur rant? This might be overstretchin but sounds like manipulation. Like if hes doin this on purpose, whether he realizes it or not, sounds like hes tryina make u jealous and despite how "normal" that is in relationships its not healthy and its borderline abusive. Plus if hes ever tried to get u to not hang w/ ur friends then thats definite mental abuse and if thats true, leave him cuz thas not a relationship u should be in ~concerned stranger

ok i appreciate this and understand this is important, he has told me how he doesn't like it when im with my guy friends (im the only girl in the table bc my girl friends graduated last year since they're a year older) but i have suggested moving and he's always like "i mean idk i can't let u do that no that's not good" and he sounds like he's trying to convince himself not to tell me to do it and before......him and i would argue A LOT and he didn't make me happy he made me more stressed and sad than happy and he himself knows that, i didn't tell u guys but he found this blog and READ through everything i said abt him and Brandon ...idk abt u guys but that is definetly not okay especially when i told him not to find me or this blog on tumblr bc this blog is literally like my diary I wrote whatevr was on my mind and i had the freedom of starting over on this blog but he took that away fro me, he invaded my privacy and read through this blog before telling me and that's why half my posts is gone my archive is missing so many content bc i tried deleting everything