#in case ur wondering it won first place in 2D art twice (there was a judge panel and then a separate judging by the sponsor) | Explore Tumblr posts and blogs

foulfaced · 5 months ago

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so scary posting this because I haven't thought of this art work since I submitted it for a judged competition on a whim and won...

Honestly I did not expect to win at all so it threw me for such a loop that I almost stopped creating for a year because I felt I didn't deserve the win. It still feels odd to look at it but I wanted to post it anyway 1) so that other people can continue to enjoy it and 2) so that I could share that sentiment with other people who might also be feeling that they don't deserve the success they have with their art for one reason or another.

It's a weird feeling but if you are struggling with that I hope you can find peace with it soon!! I enjoy creating art, especially when I'm not tied up in worrying about whether I Deserve to or not!!! Make art and be weird!!!

#honestly even posting it makes me nervous. wdym this was in a museum for a night. ME??? but. i am being so normal about it!#grits my teeth. we can be so normal and strong take my hand we must take up space and make art no matter what #my art #digital art #original art #in case ur wondering it won first place in 2D art twice (there was a judge panel and then a separate judging by the sponsor)#and i only submitted bc my prof insisted it would at least be good practice with rejection when i didnt think it was worth doing orz #rejection he said.... he got my ass... i shouldve known when he stared me down and asked me like three times to submit ANYTHING of mine

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