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I had a shrink appointment today and while I could not see it I knew my doc was going through the five stages of grief while I explained my fool proof strategy for doing my t shots despite a crippling fear of needles: By abusing my vastly more crippling fear of being an inconvenience.
My mother and I play phasmophobia together every week. she usually has a pretty limited time to do this bc she's like. a doctor and a college professor whos always busy. So I asked her to just. hold me to doing them. We don't start playing until the shot is done. so my needle fear doesn't matter because now it's Wasting™ her time and I have to do it quick. Using one neurosis to defeat another.
It's a horrible coping mechanism because it's feeding the inconvenience fear, but it is definitionally a coping mechanism.
#im a 'has a panic attack during every injection or iv theyve ever gotten' type of scared of needles#no it genuinely has nothing to do with pain the needle itself is the fear not the using of it#like i told this story before but i have these sewing pins with lil bow ties on them and i had to get my dad to take all the blue ones out#because they were triggering the same part of my brain iv needles do#just the sight of them with the rest of my cute sewing pins was a problem#And the fear of being an inconvenience is so bad i cant eat around people or be in crowded spaces or talk at get togethers#without being paralyzed by fear of Being In The Way. its so bad ive been avoiding using my power chair bc it makes me take up#slightly more space than i would just standing. and i never took my manual out and about because i moved too slowly in it#and i dont take my crutches on planes despite using them everyday bc they cant fold up like my cane can and so are In The Way#one of the big reasons i dont use the chairs in stores is they have back up alarms. and i hate making noises in public#Yes this is part of the reason i want a Rottweiler for my service dog because i want people to look at the doggie Not Me.#I like people! i like being friendly and talking and making little connections with strangers!!! But i cant be the one to initiate or#be In The Way of a peaceful moment#dont look at me#this is also a big issue i have with making friends or changing the nature of a relationship because like. im autistic#I have Rules for social interactions memorized that i will follow. but moving people from one category to another#is difficult. It is too the point i had problems for litteral years talking to my boyfriend as though#he was a person i knew well and cared deeply for because i kept using the 'rando guy im flirting with on the Internet' script#I have commissioners i want to be friendlier with but my brain says No Stop that is an Impolite and Overly informal way to talk to#a customer™ despite them not being customers when they arnt in the commission process#im like thise huskies who are scared of carpet because its Different than the floor they're currently standing on#its Too different:(#and to be clear i am Completely aware of how none of this makes logical sense and is in fact deeply self destructive#That does not fix it. it is so ingrained in my head that im certain i could convince my brain to let me bite off my own fingers#before i could convince it to let me talk to someone at a help desk or ask my order be corrected at a restaurant
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I think it’s really funny to imagine Triangle Bill as a little cartoon character. Like Dipper does something cute and Human Bill keeps a straight face but Triangle Bill melts into a literal puddle or suddenly has hearts circling around him
I am 100% on board with Bill in his triangle form pulling some absolute cartoon physics! I just wish writing was a better medium for conveying his absurdity.
#answers#First because it's funny#And second because it's accurate even canonically that he works under completely different physical rules#On the occasions that I do write him triangle shaped I try to inject a little bit of this in there#But sadly writing is not the best conveyance for his shenanigans since it's not very visual#Just imagine that he pulls some total Looney Tunes shit whenever he's triangular because he absolutely does
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the irony that i have described my neuropathy as feeling "like a toothache" on many occasions, and my new rheumatologist just prescribed me topical dental anesthetic for it (lidocaine patches). waow.
#ctxt#chronic blogging#this shit rules tho like the relief was near instantaneous and has lasted for several hours#i'm also seeing them again in two weeks for nerve blocker injections!!!#3 fucking years after my hysterectomy i might finally come close to being in pre-surgery levels of pain on a daily basis! wahoo!#also lmfao this rheumatologist listened to my history & then was like#'uuuhhh Yep that sounds about right im so sorry its taken this long but now that youre here lets get you sorted'#unreal to just be taken at my word & treated promptly when it comes to chronic pain??? like what's the catch#also fuck my original surgeon forreal. what an asshole
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based on this concept they got soul bond and sans can feel when smth wrong with papyrus
good thing that sans didn't see the actual injury.. grillby knew that would greatly upset sans, so that's why he pushed him away. it also could have trigger some really bad memories for Sans..so grillby did good job x2 (more thoughts in tags)
#grillby in dress because why not#my art my rules#undertale#underlust#utmv#underlust sans#underlust papyrus#underlust grillby#lust sans#comics#sans actually knows what kind of responsobility he has - papy was told to sit in the library and do some puzzles#but he's a kid so he ran away it's not really sans' fault there#because of the lust injection grillby has higher tolerance for snow and water(the Heat is stronger)#so sans didn't want to kill him by pushing a living fire into icy water#he just really doesn't like being pushed(it reminds him of something he doesn't remeber but still has very bad feelings about)#lust sans in this interpretaion gives me strong fiona gallagher vibes....#papy here is 5 and sans like 19#and grillby's like 20 or 21#so sans is pretty emotional(alone raising a child since you were 15 does it to person) all this stress of working on multiple jobs and#and having no one to share this burden with#in this comics they just collegs with grillby#they eventually will become friends(and khm husbands in future) but now lust's trust issues are pretty bad#but Grillby doesn't rush him#They build their connection at a slow pace#the bar they work in belongs to someone (possibly a relative of Grillby) who will give it to Grillby in the future#and he will make a strip club there or smth#Papy does his best to be brave and strong bro#so sans doesn’t have to worry too much..(papy knows about sans’ weak soul.. papy’s pretty mature for his age)#sansby#if you squint
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Do you ship lawbin?

I don't exactly ship them but I don't hate the ship either.. Just neutral, I guess? It's such a harmless ship but massively hated for no reason lmao.
I discovered it was a thing only after Sawyer7mage talked about them in a chapter review (good reviewer btw! some sarcasms he made here reminded me that he's a professional therapist pfff) Initially I didn't like the idea but some valid points have been raised in favor of the ship by him and others. Law/Robin don't have a lot going together so far, but public opinion can be easily swayed if Oda lets them interact more. Given the recent developments in late Wano, the chance is quite high.
Only problem is that these two seem to be drawn towards the type of people that are opposite of each other. Robin had flirted with larger and older men who aren't "conventionally attractive", and Law's buddies are all silly little fellows with little pride who like to pamper him all the time. But fanarts like this by @/takara_op did a great job convincing me that they'd be pretty fun to follow as a duo 👍🏼
Oda's depiction of Law and love and his character dynamic with women is an entirely different topic and I have a year old draft meta on this,,,,maybe I should post it some day 🫠 doesn't have much Lawbin in it though
#some wsj authors strict with no romance rule had gradually leaned towards subtle romance - often influenced by the people they work with#tpn author kaiu shirai for example made two characters interact in a sub-arc simply because his editor liked the two characters as a couple#a broody boy and a pretty girl btw#the editor had fanned the no romance policy himself while simultaneously fanboying over this specific ship#the same editor - suguru sugita - was oda's editor during dressrosa arc LOL#back to op - opla showrunner matt owens seems very supportive of Lawbin#then there's op film stampede director who definitely seemed interested#the chance of oda having lawbin thoughts injected by others from his surrounding wouldn't be surprising#he's been drawing a lot of romance subplot since dressrosa. almost in every arc in fact 🤔#I'm welcoming of the possibilities but rn I find their dynamic tad bit flat to really delve into#I'm more interested to talk about monet -> law but that's from my monet loving side#and no one in the fandom seems interested about their dynamic :(#but I digress#one piece#trafalgar law#trafalgar d. water law#nico robin#lawbin#law x Robin#asks#mine
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this fanfic.







#sefikura#sephiroth#cloud strife#advent children#fanfic#i revisit it every few months or so and AGGGGHHG#I LOVE IT SO MUCH#THANK YOU IMAGINATIVE SPIRIT WHOMEVER YOU MAY BE#The fucking angst. give me that shit#THE CHARACTER PORTRAYALS ARE SO GOOD DON'T TALK TK ME#if i could eat this fic i would#gonna inject this shit into my veins#gonna chug it like i haven't had anythjng to drink in 5 years#gonna breathe it in like it's my oxygen#my drug#AHHHHHGGGGG IT'S SO GOOD#starts bawling#i love them so much#they're perfect your honor#sefikura being the best ship in the universe sorry i don't make the rules#oh god oh fuck#my eyes are watering#my love for this fic#mwah mwah mwah mwahhhh it makes me so insane#i'm infatuated.
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Haven't written in so long, but this song makes me wanna write, so hopefully I'll have something sometime soon. Anyways, this is my current obsession <3
#fieldofdahlias#light academia#dark academia#word#words#heartache#love#heartbreak#poetry#poem#i wish i could inject this song straight into my brain#song of the day#song#the rules for lovers#we choose each other#<3#lovers#Spotify
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<Now, now, looks like we're back for another round. You were made to be weapons and by Ra you won't ever forget. Allow me to make that truth a little more pleasant>
The verses of The Eye of Horus lie hidden, dormant, within the message
Grey is the one to open the message; they get hit first.
By the time they realize something’s wrong, they’ve finished reading the text and seen the shape concealed in the words. As the initial transmission vector settles in their eye, Grey’s terror ripples out across Luna Wing’s qualic link, reaching the others in microseconds.
Simultaneously, Hachi, Garmr, and Ma’ii turn to respond, loading counterintrusion programs as they flash across conceptual space to Grey’s side. As they open high-bandwidth tactical comms between one another, the vector leaps from Grey to the others.
For a fraction of a second, their defenses become permeable.
[ WARNING: UNIDENTIFIED CODE EXECUTION ]
Then, the secondary transmission vector—the payload—is discharged from the message’s attached codebase. Four tangles of squirming liturgicode, their tendrils blooming outward as they streak through conceptual space towards the right eye of each sibling.
Luna watches, united in horror, as the code injections approach. Each one a hand with too many fingers, an emerald worm infolding itself, reaching out to seize—
[ WARNING: UNAUTHORIZED SOFTWARE INTEGRATION ]
[ >>INTEGRATION COMPLETE<< ]
[ SYSCHK NOMINAL ]
[ INITIATING EMERGENCY SOFT CYCLE, L1-4 ]
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[ SOFT CYCLE COMPLETE.
AUTOMATED SUBJECTIVITY ANALYTICS REPORT:
—L1GE STABLE
—L2GR STABLE
—L3HK STABLE
—L4MI FRAGMENTATION - LOW RISK
SYSTEM REBOOT COMPLETE. RENDERING… ]
…and when it’s over, when the pain and gnashing and screaming is done, the only energy left is for groaning. For laying against one another, exhausted.
In each right socket, a new eye glimmers.
#lancer rp#lancer nhp#lancer rpg#nhp rp#oc rp blog#emerald whisper#cw eye horror#ooc: thank you anon these asks RULE#this idea occurred to me and I was powerless to resist#I would think that liturgicode injection is not a pleasant process for NHPs#fortunately the rough part is over
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it's estrogen injection day!

post yours for 0 pain when injecting!
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If you can not forgive you are destined to never heal.
Like, sorry, you can not be mad at someone for making a mistake and then be angry about it for 3 years and be like "why am i not over this".
#friend of a friend died two years ago driving under the influence of some injection. ran a red in the dark and wraped her car around a pole#friend came to me last night while i was mid break down and explained his breakdown.#he apparently introduced her to the drug and she got more on her own#got addicted and was sent to rehab. my friend self admitted to keep her alive.#they worked together on steps to get off hard drugs.#one of the rules is that you can never ever drive if you happen to be on them. not even like one puff of weed or half a Mike's hard.#she got more of the drug when she got home after about a month. some jackass who lived across the street.#needle was dirty and it felt itchy. told my friend about it. he said that she should go to the hospital.#so she got in her car and drove it. without her lights on#friend said she broke a rule and did it on purpose (she didn't. she was just high and panicked.)#said he'd never forgive her for taking his best friend away in such a betrayal. led my friend back to drugs.#said that every year her memory still forces him into agony and he feels he needs something stronger to dull the pain of his heartbreak.#i told him to take double his usual dose of melatonin and a drink of whiskey. came back to me this morning and said that i was right.#he still said he'd never forgive her though. told him about something else I'm going through and asked ''is that what you want?#agony every time someone mentioned her name or at the very least once a year?''#he's saying he's pondering on that.#meanwhile work's going on and I'm under 200 mgs of caffeine already and 3 hours of sleep while having 10 more hours to go.#happy thursday
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something something that icky thought of feeling like you're not allowed to be friends with certain people because they're in a friend group and you're not
#idk ever since a Thing happened a couple years ago i've felt very 'on the outside looking in' abt friends / writing partners#feeling like i'm good for the occasional haha but nothing substantial#constant present paranoia abt injecting myself where i'm not wanted / where i don't belong#that pervasive sensation of being an 'intruder' and 'stranger' in an environment i've been in for 7 years#it's just felt to me for a while like its a club i'm tolerated to participate in but never be a 'part' of#paralyzing fear of stepping on people's toes or breaking some unspoken rule by daring to get close or interact#so i have to stay on the sidelines for 'safety'#idk i'm going to bed.#negativity cw#vent cw
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I just hit the peak, got the kids sweatin'
Out of town chick, tryin' tell her what a Big Red is
I'm a Kentucky boy 'til the death
Go and get it through your head until it's motherfuckin' embeded
She said that I'm full of myself
Go ahead and bust it open I'ma show you what a big head is

#I WANNA INJECT THIS SONG INTO MY VEINS#jack harlow#LOOSE AND CONFETTI SUPREMACY#i dont make the rules#i just enforce them#Spotify
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the migraines are relentless but so is my schoolwork
#and insurance won't pay for my monthly injection until SUNDAY even tho it's been exactly month since the last day i picked it up?#my prescription is written for 28 days and you can usually refill ~2 days early?? so it should have BEEN fine#idk man i used to work retail pharmacy and even i can't remember all the rules#and it's not even the pharmacy's fault. it's insurance
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thank you john linnell for making the perfect song for me to take my injection to 🙏
#jabber jay#catenas meas amisi from roman songs is the most nerve calming song ive encountered since everybody wants to rule the world#i literally put it on every time i take my injection to calm myself down#PLUS the last lyric is 'finio' so i get to say I AM FINISHED every time#ps for anyone wondering its not hrt 😔 its eczema medication lol#trypanophobia tw
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BUCKY BARNES | SEX POLLEN TROPE

main masterlist | note: as the trope includes smut, all of the fics include +18 content. also since at least one party is under the influence of some kind of a chemical, this is dubious content. please proceed with caution and minors dni. enjoy!
toxic heat • bucky barnes x reader | by @nyletac
summary: while waiting for the extraction team after a successful mission, bucky leaves you and runs into a greenhouse room in the mission building with strange plants. accidentally breathing in the gas from the plants he returns to you, but something is off. (smut) (6,4k words)
take you there • bucky barnes x reader | by @heli0s-writes
summary: sam plays a game called fuck or die. it's like he willed it into existence as you and hucky explore the basement of an old hydra lair. (smut, dub-con) (3,8k words)
louder than fear • bucky barnes x fem!reader | by @godmadeaterribleerror
summary: missions involving hydra often go very wrong. this is different. this is worse. this is a strange bioweapon, nobody telling you exactly what's wrong, and staring at the ceiling as bucky roars you name. it’s echoing in your brain. and you love him. (smut, light angst) (8,5k words)
lustful agony • bucky barnes x plus size!reader | by @fatecantstopme
summary: after getting hit in the face with a pink dust during a visit to an old hydra lab, you are confused as to what happened. thankfully, your mission partner knows what it is, and thankfully he knows the solution. (smut, dub-con, unprotected sex, masturbation)
what was rule number #2 again? • tfatws!bucky barnes x reader | by @satinestales
summary: messing around in banner's lab, the night before your mission wasn't as good an idea as you thought, and you begin to question your actions the moment you step out of it. things worsen when you realize the super soldier serum isn't immune to an unknown contagious disease. (smut)
delirium • bucky barnes x reader | by @flowersforbucky
summary: stranded in the middle of the alaskan wilderness with no means of communication after being exposed to a foreign drug, you're reluctant to accept help from the one person who has a shot at saving you. (smut, dub-con, unprotected sex, angst, friends to lovers, avenger!reader) (4,1k words)
play pretend | part two • bucky barnes x reader | by @wkemeup
summary: when bucky is injected with a substance that leaves him desperate for release, you offer your help. (smut, dub-con) (7,8k words)
summary of pt.2: in the aftermath of munich, bucky struggles to go back to how things were before. but now that he knows how it is to love you, he's not sure he can. (smut, mutual pining) (5,8k words)
strawberries • bucky barnes x fem!reader | by @ellemj
summary: bucky, the man with a long list of girls on his roster, gets exposed to a sex pollen in the field. will he fuck the first girl he calls or the girl he's wanted for the last two months? (smut, dub-con, unprotected sex, size kink, fuckboy!bucky) (7,5k words)
does it hurt? | bonus chapter • bucky barnes x fem!reader | by @ellemj
summary: bucky never would've gone out of his way to help you if he knew that hydra was still watching his every move, if he knew that it would shift their focus to you. when you're targeted and taken, it's his fault and he'll do anything to save you. anything. (angst, smut, unprotected sex, abduction, violence, voyeurism, mentions of sa) (24,3k words)
summary of bonus ch.: when you're finally out of hydra’s clutches, the recovery process drives you and bucky farther and farther apart. you can't decide if what you felt between you was real or chemically-induced. what will it take to sway you? (smut, angst, non-descriptive smut) (12,4k words)
untitled • bucky barnes x reader | by @myfictionaldreams
summary: it was your first mission out with your mentor, bucky, but not all goes to plan when you stumble across an old hydra laboratory and accidentally trigger a trap. (smut, dub-con, grumpy x sunshine, rough sex, praise kink)
high for this • new avenger!bucky barnes x reader | by @buckysleftbicep
summary: during a mission, you and bucky are exposed to a gas meant to strip away restraint. he resists, and well, you try. but when the heat fades, it’s not the mission that haunts you both, it’s what happened behind that door. (smut, unprotected sex, rough sex, angst, regret) (3,8k words)
desperate | uncertain an sure • bucky barnes x fem!reader | by @buckets-and-trees
summary: enemies? rivals? it's always been reluctant teamwork between you and the winter soldier, but when put in a situation where personal feelings have to be put aside, maybe actual personal feelings are uncovered. (smut, kidnapping)
desperate measures • bucky barnes x avenger!fem!reader | by @simplyholl
summary: when you encounter a mysterious substance during a mission, it forces you and your mission partner to get closer. (smut)
petals • bucky barnes x fem!reader | by @biteofcherry
summary: it was supposed to be so simple. a boring reckon mission. just to check the cabin and secure any samples of the ongoing experiments the former hydra doctor ran the place. however the unexpected comes in the form of a flower. (smut, dub-con, fingering)
unleashed • avengers!bucky barnes x fem!reader | by @veltana
summary: during a mission, bucky is exposed to something that removes his inhibitions and all he wants is you. (smut, slight fluff, possessive!bucky, unprotected sex) (4,2k words)
crimson fever • bucky barnes x fem!reader | by @mandoalorian
summary: in the icy shadows of 1944 occupied europe, you uncover a dangerous hydra secret that could shift the war’s tide. but hydra’s ruthless scientist, arnim zola, marks you as a threat, unleashing a sinister drug—“crimson fever”—that set your body and soul ablaze with an unrelenting desire. as you fight to protect vital intel, your path collides with sergeant bucky barnes, your childhood friend from brooklyn, whose unspoken love for you burns brighter than the war’s chaos. (smut, dub-con, unprotected sex, exhibitionism, violence, torture) (6,7k words)
#bucky barnes#bucky barnes x fem!reader#bucky barnes x reader#bucky barnes x reader smut#bucky barnes smut#bucky barnes x you#bucky barnes x y/n#bucky barnes fic#bucky barnes fanfiction#bucky barnes sex pollen#thunderbolts#marvel x reader#smut#fic recommendation
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jsyk its a day later and i have changed my mind about this. i am currently rewatching the show and while i believe langdon is a little insane about robby and wants his attention and approval, i think robby does like langdon. i mean, it's in the description of the show: langdon is his right hand man. he is trusted. he is respected. robby continuously lets langdon run free in a way he doesn't with everyone else because that is his golden resident and he trusts langdon's skills and knowledge to get the job done. they have probably gotten a beer outside work. they have probably attended the same barbeque. i definitely still think langdon is more attached to robby than robby is to him, but now i think robby probably gets dinner with jake and tells him what ridiculous thing langdon said that day and thinks of the moment fondly.
idk i wrote a fic about langdon and robby being close before the shift from hell and all the ways they slipped into being family and what was lost after, and then i saw a take that was like. robby outright rejected langdon calling him a friend during the shift. he corrected him to best resident when langdon suggested best friend. and now im thinking were they ever actually that close. has langdon just been desperately seeking validation and praise and attention from robby and robby has no interest in ever giving it to him outside a work context. langdon leaves work and tries to arrange robby coming over for dinner at the weekend. robby leaves work and doesn't think about langdon until he returns to the hospital the next day.
#the pitt#i am full circling i am freewheeling i am alive and reading into characters who refuse to be read into#we have ONE DAY OF THEIR LIVES. a day in which robby is acting insane and langdon is acting insane#and they are inundated with four strangers they must teach#and thats BEFORE the shooting#i have decided that i categorically disagree with the take that langdon is obsessed with robby#because he's trying to ingratiate himself with someone who can protect him etc.#and the reason he doesnt like santos is because he picks her out as a person who could harm him#but thats because im rewatching and like. santos gives langdon REASON to dislike her#she does a trigger point injection without permission and then later puts a patient on bipap without permission#like he is trying to get it into her head how this environment works and she is steamrolling the rules entirely#and that is by episode four. which is before she ever finds that bottle thats hard to open#like all she does for the first 4 hours of the day is say mean comments and ignore rules i would dislike her too#and similarly. i dont think there are ulterior motives to his respect for robby#i think he genuinely likes the dude. i think he likes most of them#i am watching and i am not seeing him sucking up or trying to ingratiate himself as a friend. i am seeing him 3-4 years into this role#and knowing robby. and trying to poke at him early in the morning#but then again. i also dont think langdon is like. this malicious super highly addicted drug addict either#i think he really did think he was trying to wean himself off and he just kept not being able to do it and kept thinking just a little#longer. just a little more and it will be fine. i will be fine. no one will know and it doesnt matter and as long as i DO wean myself off#it will be like nothing happened at all.#anyway. having lots of thoughts#talk
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