#internalized transphobia..

[loserlovesmusicals]

OH MY FUCKFJDHDHEEHWNWN REAL UES REAL. I NEVER REALLY TBOUGHT ABOUT HER HAVING LONG HAIR PRE-SQUIP, BUT I HAVE HEADCANONS.

im genuinely just using this app as notes for my bmc designs at this point but for my jeremy design im probably gonna make like 3 versions just bc like..i think the pre,during,and post squip phases would look very different

pre squip would be a very “quiet” design bc yk shes just tryna blend into the crowd but she would still have hair that would be considered long for a boy bc idk makes her happy

during squip and squip would convince her to like chop it shorter to appear more masculine aswell as dressinf more masculine (which the squip already does canonically so)

and obviously post squip she embraces all her quirks and dresses more loud and personal

or am i crazy

[bumblingbabooshka]

MTF Tuvok aboard the USS Excelsior. Though she'll later tell a monk that she seeks kolinahr to be free from desire in all its forms - there's one particular desire she seeks to be free of above all others. [Patreon | Commissions]

She only changes into her pajamas in the dark, once everyone else is asleep. The first two weeks aboard the Excelsior, her roommates noticed this and attempted to catch her in a state of undress but she either evaded them completely or slept in her uniform. "The thing is, we're all guys here, Tuvok. It's just a little weird, that's all." They eventually tired of their game. Especially after Tuvok reported their actions. There is nothing abnormal about Tuvok's body but it at some point became imperative that it not be seen. (Some point = When the androgyny of childhood was no longer present) If it were seen... "We're all guys here, Tuvok." She remembers, staring at her bunkmate's mattress, Jara. The girl she'd had feelings for all those years ago. She has long since forgotten the visceral nature of that romantic pining but she keenly remembers the one time they spoke at length. Jara had been staring at her and when Tuvok asked what was wrong the girl had smiled. "Nothing. Vulcan boys are much prettier than the ones back home. I can't tell the boys from the girls sometimes."

From 'Pathways'. This specific passage is incorporated into my characterization of young Tuvok. The rest of the book? Mmmmm. Up in the air. But Tuvok viewing Humans as brutal, strange, and cruel with a particular dislike of male Humans? Fascinating.

[ocean-breeze-pier]

When did people collectively decide that trans people that don’t pass don’t deserve respect (it’s always been like this I know) but it’s just so fucked up how many people think my pronouns are optional simply bc they have determined that I don’t look like how a man should

[blushedfemmes]

btw in light of certain things if me calling myself a boy in any capacity while looking and dressing the way i do “triggers your dysphoria” you can go ahead and do us both a favor and unfollow! :) don’t let the door hit ya on the way out