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Cozy, plz. You are killing me here. Absolutely floored by the Nyoka voice reveal vid.
I love Tia, I love Nyoka, I love Cecil, I love Emilio. The list is gonna grow as you share more.
Big dopamine rush when I see your work on my dash. It brightens up my day. Always proud of you.
(In reference to this) 💖DsdsfGdgdh

Thanks it was the most accurate depiction of my little vision 😭😭 I’d do more like it, but it’s veering a little too niche to be enjoyed outside of myself. So any future stuff like that is probably better off staying in the drafts, so to speak.
Why do so much when it’s easier to slap a still image over un-transcribed audio and call it a day? Sure would accomplish the same thing. I should be a corporate board member with an inflated salary so I can finally eat something outside of popcorn.
AS FOR OTHER CHARACTERS, aside from the one guy that’s still being revised (despite existing before Nyoka), the list will probably remain small 😩 I only really make characters if there’s a story I really wanna see (I mean no one else except @/oddberryshortcake the lorekeeper will see them, but still.)
still thank u for being proud of me let’s hope i don’t mess it up 💃
#cozy ask#twstposting#The fun part is that I don’t have many 💖#[simply does not count any associated supporting cast or family members if applicabke]#*applicable. [MINOR SPELLING MISTAKE… 🦔]#tho sometimes I feel like if I reveal more info on my end it takes any mystique and ruins whatever people project on them.#(<- extremely arrogant and delusional statement.)#Excluding Tia she is every run of the mill MC stand in.#Almost everyone has one. AND WHEN EVERYONES SUPER—#Every day and every new work feels a little less and less worth the time 🫠#I mean. What is any of this even doing for anyone#Whats it doing for me#its pixels in a fake scenario using skills that havent net any benefits and go unused day to day outside of hobby#WHOOPS TURNED INTO A VENT#thank god nobody reads tags#except that one time people did.
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WHY CAN’T I DIE!!!!
#for me it’d be dormancy but I want this to be applicable to a wider demographic. and not everyone is a system#jiraiblogging#landmineblogging#talking tag 🗡️#jirai lifestyle#jiraiblr#lifestyle jirai#lifestyle landmine#jirai posting#jirai kei#landmine jirai#jirai vent#landmine vent#landmine lifestyle#landmine posting#jirai blogging#jirai type#landmine blogging#jirai landmine#landmineblr#landmine type#cluster b vent
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Mine
#my art#im sure i should tag this with more things but idk what those are#omg is this vent art is that an applicable category#like. im pretty sure the answer is no on some technicalities#idk#idk man#i miss my family
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#our roommates are officially moving out!#which on the one hand im over the moon that i'll get to have a bedroom again#on the other i have a massive headache from panic applying to jobs again bc my current one Does Not Make Enough#just spent the last 5 hours doing nothing but applications and cover letters#oh also panicking but at least there's meds for that one#fucks sake#haven't even been able to squirrel away a proper savings after the energy company ate it all#so if i can't get a better paying job we're fucking cooked#no fucking pressure#gonna go ahead and prepare to nuke my sleep schedule while i apply for night shifts fucking everywhere#vent#vent in tags
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my dream summer internship turned down the best cover letter I've ever written. boys? it's time to bring out the hlvrai.
#vent in tags beware:#like...genuinely the application the cover letter the resume#i feel like theyre the best ill ever do!!#and they still dont want me?? like whats left#what else do i do. what do u want from me art museum#its an undergrad curatorial internship...what do you WANT from me bro#grrrrrr...and other places aren't getting back to me#ist es over für mich
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Maybe I'm just cursed 🤪
#trigger warning for everything that follows in these tags btw#i am in need of some venting into the void#so im gonna vent#so uh#im almost out of time to find a new job before i have to leave my flat and move back with my parents#in the past 27 days ive filled in 189 job applications#6 of those led to interviews#so far 5 of those have been rejections#i even started looking at jobs that paid way less than i can feasibly live on just so i could at least cover rent and stay here but no luck#anyway thats already sucky#and then ive had to go off my adhd meds because of continuous and annoying fuck ups with my drs and im hesitant to work to fix it cause#might be moving counties anyway lol#my depression is the worst its ever been in about two years i struggle to want to exist day in and day out and#this morning i found out my dog - my baby who i dont live with because i moved cities - he lives with my parents#we found out he has an agressive cancer - and i have to now make choices i dont feel ready to make#and im just#do you ever feel like youre already one the ground but life wont stop kicking you#and i feel#so lonely#my friends are doing everything right my cousin who i live with is always checking in on me and i am still#convincing myself i am being a burden i am the problem i#my whole life is collapsing and i#even writing this all out in tags my brain is yelling at me for being an 'attention seeker' or smth and idk#i just wanna#idk#its complicated ig#im fighting#i am fighting so hard#i just want ppl to know im doing my best thats all#anyone who read all of this - hi - i hope youre having a beautiful day. its all going to be okay in the end 💛
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The Problems
#vent#grandmother is demanding 100 dollars a week when my ssi is only 500~550 a month + i have to buy certain things on my own#you didn't treat my sister like this. when she had a part-time job + was living here she only had to pay around 50 dollars for rent..#what the hell makes me so different?? fuck man#by the way for those uninformed: she collects ssi in my name currently#with the trade off she gives me money when i ask for it#and i can't hold a job due to my disabilities making me overwhelmed by Everything a normal job throws at me#(down to the damn applications)#i need to. wait i need to divert for a second why are pr/o ed tags being recommended to me. bite my happily fat ass. anyways#i need to get out of this fucking household i am. this close. to biting my arm off
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hello i wanna be paid $100000000 for being a silly billy <3
#/personal#i want another job!!!! i hate the one i have now!!!!!#i want one that is actually entry-level and not 'oh you need these specific certifications and 20 yrs experience'#these tags aren't related i'm using this space to vent#i'm tired of filling out job applications and interviews!!!!!! aaaaaaaaaaa#ok to rb
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Finally managed to schedule send the two emails that caused multiple stress induced meltdowns in a single day! Now to never check my email inbox ever again so I don't have to subject myself to the mortifying ordeal of knowing the reply!
#I owe most of it to my girlfriend who helped me draft it and motivated me through the process because#GD I needed it#Haven't written an email this anxiety inducing in a long time#(it was rec letter requests which. Terrifying. Asking people for stuff is abjectly terrifying)#But I did it#by the power of Gd and gayness I did it#That is why my girlfriend is the coolest#personal#vent#grad school jeremiad#<- my tag for lamenting about graduate school application stuff
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Even worse is fiction writing vs academic writing vs journalism writing. I know OP already brought up the first two but I do occasional freelance journalism and that is a horse of a different color. Somehow the skills for fiction writing vs academic writing vs journalism are all vastly different and take different approaches with different time/talent needs but it still uses up the same energy. I’ll get done writing my final paper after hours of work and I’ll be stressed about money bc school is expensive, so I’ll try and write for money and I’ll be too tired to write, so I think I’ll take a break and relax and do something I enjoy like fanfic writing but I can’t do that because I’m too tired from all the other writing
different types of writing are all different muscles but lemme tell ya, they’re all attached to the same limb!!
Really crazy how "writing" is not a universal skill and "fiction writing" vs "technical writing" vs "writing peer reviews for work" are somehow all different muscles
#And that is why I haven’t been updating my fic lately#Or writing for my job#Bc Ive been too tired from school#I’ll go from extensive note taking several hours a day on multiple indepth classes to writing for several hours long exams to-#-to working on multiple academic papers to working on a research project for TA bc I need my prof’s networking connections to typing out-#-out args for debate so I can keep my scholarship to attempting (and failing) to write articles for websites so I can get money to trying-#-trying to write for internship applications and scholarships and fellowship applications so I can be doing something over the summer so-#-so I’m competitive in the job market when I graduate to being too tired to even think about fic writing#Thank God for the summer#Which takes some of that off my plate#Although I still have to do some of the less enjoyable writing#Srry for the vent but that’s part of what tags are for
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i refuse to believe that people actually think writing whole paragraphs in almost entirely passive sentences with nouns randomly omitted for #aesthetic reasons is a good stylistic choice omfg
#ok karin chill#like not only does it make it extremely difficult to digest but#i for one dont think that reading entire paragraphs made up of passive sentences sound very good either#and this is not me ragging on anyone experimenting on their writing styles or anything but just#i know for a fact that this is a deliberate stylistic choice and not like still exploring writing etc#its just not very readable and sounds incredibly awkward to me#like what happened to writing normally#bring back a mix of passive and active sentences and using at least 80% complete sentences#omitting nouns for every sentence just makes it sound choppy#not this vent in the tags omfg.....#also well we should not prioritise aesthetics over readability/the message of a piece of text anyways so#talking specifically about prose btw this isnt applicable for poetry really but also ur poetry still should be readable#anyways if we're being real this complaint is rly about rp writing but yknow
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Down one job application this week, and should have time for another one tomorrow through Saturday.
Also realized I still haven't heard back from one from earlier this month, no high hopes but at least no no yet.
#is this the real life is this just fantasy#the job application saga#tagged should you want to block it#mostly logging for my own sake slash venting
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#I think I've decided that I'm not going to associate with the yu/meshi/pping community#I'll talk/interact to some people in it#because I'm sure they're not all bad#but I'm no longer going to use the term 'yu/meshi/pping' for myself either#I'll use self-ship when applicable#nyssa vents? in the tags
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-Psychology class ends.
-I go to use the bathroom before Economics. You know, because I’m a normal person who needs to do things.
-I walk in.
-Waiting in line…
-That stupid fish-faced lackey of one of the people I hate most (it’s a long list of people but she’s up there) walks in
-We make eye contact
-I leave. Without using the bathroom.
Bonus: The girl herself saw me angrily kicking the wall because I’m surrounded by people who hate me. We also made eye contact.
#i’ll take a pass during econ or something#vent#tw vent#vent post#fuck bullies#not literally though#that’s just the only applicable tag
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damn I guess sometimes the solution to “I feel like all the effort I’m putting towards this thing is pointless” is actually that it is pointless and you need to fucking stop
#anyway this is about a specific thing and not general advice#just in case that isn’t clear#bc my god sometimes you do just have to do it#and you do just have to try and make your brain think it’s worth it#and that’s happened to me so many times I guess I just hypercorrected#and thought I had to keep banging my head against the wall#I didn’t even really consider it my therapist had to hit me with the equivalent of a sledgehammer#and even then#like it’s not just the sunk cost it’s pride#or something like it#like I have to keep going until I succeed or I break#like I’m a failure if I simply quit#and its not even like I’m really quitting!!!!! I’m literally just changing tactics#going around the mountain not through it as yurfel might say#anyway#rebloggable bc it might be useful to someone but again it’s not applicable to everything#but also will tag this as#vent post#sorta#456 words
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tag vent
#so i think my boyfriend is going to break up with me#i just had an abortion a week ago and i was at the ER last night for hours#ive been in so much pain recently and it stopped today after the ER visit bc of the meds they gave me but also i learned that due to all the#blood loss im now anemic and might need a blood transfusion and im so afraid of everything getting worse because it is#im still homeless and trying to get stable housing. im staying at a temporary housing place right now but im sleeping on my moms couch on#and off because she has a car and os close to the ER if something goes worse.#im pretty sure hes going to leave me. hes been distant and i really need him right now. like he isnt taking care of me when i can barely#move because of the extreme pain. he hasnt been cooking for me after i cooked for him every night since we got together until now.#he hasnt been there emotionally and is only there physically sometimes even though hes with me everyday and night. hes not there financially#either. the one time he sent me money to help was 2 days ago and he essentially made me spend the 25 on games and wouldnt let me save it#for when we needed it. it also seems like hes blaming me for his blood sugar even though ive been spending my last cash on him and when i#have nothing i still get him sugar and food. he hasnt contributed at all really and i feel so fucking used and that hes going to drop me now#ive been using all of my connections and resources to make sure we have a place to stay. an apartment. food. sugar. and safety.#but all hes done is lie about putting in job applications and try to get into an apartment over an hour away from where we are and he knows#i dont want to move there at all. but he keeps trying to get in. ive told him im not moving there. he said all he wants is for us to live#together and he doesnt care where it is. but damn i dont feel heard at all. and i feel like hes definitely going to leave me#im so scared i love him so much#tag vent#vent#vent in tags
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