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what happens every time i go outside
#why i reduced going out#no more seeing cars ever#maccadam#transformers#transformers memes#tf memes#prowl#ratchet#ironhide#optimus prime#tf#it happens especially with ambulances bc#man i love ratchet
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sorry. still thinking
#its just been on my mind a lot more especially since talking about it with my mom in california she told me a lot i didnt know about#bc i was like 13 when it all initially happened i barely knew/was told what was going on. we just all saw him nearly dead on his floor#and then suddenly there was an ambulance and he was gone#and then he went to one of the city hospitals hours away and my mom was gone most of the time for months to be with him#and i knew he nearly died and was told later it was bc he got hiv but like that was basically it? and i knew it was from drug usage#but she told me basically everything this time. and it was just a lot#apparently i have a group of students from a texan medical college to thank for him being alive. bc they did an experimental thing on him#after his original doctor had given up hope and told my mom he was just going to die#we're not sure exactly what they did i guess it was some kind of medicine of course but like. anyway whatever it was it worked#and the thing i remember most. was my mom saying 'at least that makes it so he can help as many people as he's hurt.'#bc my brother just...has a complicated past and the things leading up to his near-death were especially#and apparently the test is gonna be in some medical journal probably. im guessing its what helped them confirm their experiment works#anyways. im just glad hes alive. but its a lot to think about
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Another continuation to my list of random thoughts and reactions to STH3
(Part 3🫠)
!spoilers ahead duh!
- NOOOOOOO TOM!!!! HE CANT BE DEAD!!! SHADOW DID NOT JUST KILL TOM (I was literally shaking AND oh was I on the brink of tears too aakdjsjsnjs)
- more parallels 😭


- omg the new suits looking like how they do in the games o yaaaaas
- uhm someone care to help eggman he looks like he’s having a seizure
- okay now I definitely feel bad for stone :(
- idk why but this part in the movie I could NOT stop rambling to myself about it
It was after the ambulance had driven away with tom and maddie
How Sonic was just filled with so much anger and hurt he was willing to break the promise he made with his team about not using the M.E
Knuckles ofc was fully against the idea as using the M.E could be too dangerous, especially using it for something like vengeance. Then also saying that Sonic is in no right to make any decisions esp in his emotional state
Because emotions (especially anger) can cloud your judgement. you’re not always thinking straight therefore leading to irrational decision making
And knuckles, always being known as the hothead, short tempered, sometimes leaping into battles with just fists and no brain. He of all people probably knows what happens when you make decisions based off your emotions
And iirc doesn’t the power of the Master Emerald (or the chaos emeralds) reflects (or is based of) the person’s heart? Having someone who is feeling a whole pile of negative emotions wield such power can have severe consequences (which I’m pretty sure has already been demonstrated)
But anyways Sonic couldn’t care at the moment, he was even fine with going solo if no one “had the guts” Hecc, he was even ready to throw hands with Knux just to win it over and I was like “oh shiz it’s gonna be STH2 all over again” cuz y’know they both got all charged up
But then Knuckles was reminded about the OTHER half of their promise…to trust each other, and he was going to make sure he kept that promise even if Sonic broke it on his end, even if Sonic chooses to go with what could be a very reckless choice. When knux swears a ✨sacred oath✨ he is bound to keep it regardless.
So he stands down and lets Sonic have his way
Idk did that not just scream maturity or character development to you?? Bc knux usually wouldn’t make a stretch like this esp with the M.E. Idk maybe I looked too far into it help
(Also I’m not in any way condemning Sonic for being the way he was…poor guy has been thru a lot from dealing with another hedgehog, to 2 eggmen, GUN, and now his “dying” father. He has every right to be pissed)
- oh is it who I think it is-
- OH MY GOSH WADE HAHAHAHA YESSSSS THE NEW FEARSOME GUARDIAN OF THE MASTER EMERALD ALL QUIVER BEFORE HIM
- BUDDY YOU DIDNT EVEN LOOK LIKE YOU TRIED-
- NAAAAA NO MORE SAD FLASHBACKS :(
- OH STUFF’S ABOUT TO GET REAL
- SUPER SHADOW ENTERED THE CHAT!!!!
- SONIC JUST PUNCHING SHADOW ACROSS THE WORLD DAAAAYYUUUUMM BROS ON A WHOLE NEW LEVEL OF VIOLENCE
🎶Brazil, Morocco, London to Ibiza-🎶 (shh it’s totally accurate)
- I’m crying WHAT IS THIS SORCERY
- SONIC SHED A TEAR I REPEAT SONIC SHED A TEAR I SAW IT
- ahh yes beautiful trauma bonding
- OMG OKAY ITS HAPPENING EVERYBODY STAY CALM
- AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA
- LIVE AND LEARRRRNNNNNN
- old people and insects…
- BANGER SCENE + BANGER SONG = PEAK CINEMA PT.2
- THEY DID THE THING!!!

- oop there goes eggman
- WAIT WHERE DID TAILS AND KNUCKLES COME FROM DID I MISS SOMETHING?
- lmfao Gerald gets his ass zapped by his grandson and then incinerated by pure chaos energy the karma is reallll but uhm rest in pepperonis ig
- THEY PISSED ON THE FREAKING MOOOOOOOON
- AAAAAHHHHH TAILS SEES HIS BIG BRO PLUMMETING TO HIS DOOM AND-

HES IN TEARS IM UNWELL
- YESSSS GO SAVE YOUR BUDDY!!!!
- sayonara Shadow the Hedgehog and Dr.Robotnik 🫡
- NOOOO TAILS LOSING CONSCIOUS YOU TRIED ITS OKAY
- YEEEAAAAHHHHH HERE COMES KNUCKLES TO SAVE BOTH HIS LIL BROTHERS!!!!! 💪💪💪
- TEAM HUG AWWWWW LETS GO
- DONUT LORD IS ALIIIIIVEEEE YESSSS
- MORE DOGGY TRANSLATIONS :D

yes ozzy u get all the loveeee
- YES WE GET THE REAL RACE THIS TIME TO TOP IT OFF
- I love this movie
- *proceeds to jam out to the credits*
- welcome to the SCU Amy 🩷 ALSO GURL UR SO PRETTY WOWZERS
- I need STH4 NOW
#sonic the hedgehog#sonic movie 3 spoilers#sonic movie 3#sonic movie#sth#sonic wachowski#miles tails prower#tails wachowski#knuckles the echidna#knuckles wachowski#shadow the hedgehog#movie shadow#movie sonic#movie tails#movie knuckles#tom wachowski#maddie wachowski#dr eggman#ivo robotnik#gerald robotnik#maria robotnik#amy rose#movie amy
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personally, i would prefer that collins’ storyline averted away from pregnancy (at the moment!) with everything that happened with her in s1 and before with the abortion and the miscarriages, i feel like it’s taken a huge toll on her (which she confessed to robby in the ambulance bay.) and i think that exploring her character outside of wanting to be a mother in s2 is what’s best. i want to see how she adjusts to being an attending, the guilt she probably feels about not being there for pittfest and how she overworks herself to try to absolve for her absence, how her relationship with langdon changes bc i can see her being on his side / a little more empathetic than robby was and that possibly causing conflict between them bc it’s like “how do you see his side and not mine.” especially since their relationship is closer and she knows him.
(also because selfishly if/when she tries again i want it to be with robby and that can’t happen right now until he’s gotten help. and neither one of them are in a position to be in a relationship again at the moment. if she wanted to do it on her own again like maybe adoption this time since we’ve heard her exasperate about the hassle of ivf my sentiments would be exactly the same. but that’s a different conversation.)
so s2 is of collins adjusting to her new role, catching up with everything that she missed while she was getting her much needed and deserved rest at home, while robby goes to therapy and works on himself. at the end of season 2 they can reconcile and begin their relationship again THEN in s3 they can start trying for a kid together again. and we continue to see the progression of their relationship over the seasons and how their family builds.
and while i don’t want an immediate pregnancy storyline again, i do hope they explore a little more of collins’ and robby’s feelings about her abortion and miscarriages. because to me that’s not just a one conversation topic. and i hope that it’s brought up in his therapy sessions if we get to see them bc collins is such an important part of his character. i wanna hear him express his regret about not being emotionally available to her in their relationship like he should’ve been and how he wishes he could’ve done more to show her that he was all the way in like she was. i want to see both of them develop then come together.
#the pitt#the pitt hbo#the pitt on max#michael robinavitch#heather collins#rollins#like there’s too much to their story for it to not be further explored#both of them are such complex characters with such complex stories that’s why they work together so well#ive been seeing people root for a s2 pregnancy storyline and I’m just like well wait a minute#there’s too much unresolved issues between them for it to happen so quickly#he needs therapy before anything else#then he can go fight to get his girl back lol#the pitt hbo max#again this is my personal preference
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✨️I'm back on my bullshit✨️
And this is for the last 3 chapters. Sorry if it's a bit of a mess. Classes and work had me ready to lose my mind.
Chapter 21:
Call me crazy i loved this with your writing style, and I would read an entire fic like this.
I loved getting more of freelancer and thier family especially since this isn't the first time they have been in the hospital with this support system. Seeing how the Danm crew all rallied around them without a second thought makes me so happy. FlL deserves them.
SH is so real for trying to escape the hospital, and it's so Marie coded to just be literally everywhere when someone is trying to leave. And the clear fact that SH still wants to fo thier job.
Also fucking tank seeing thier name in SH is a crazy thing to happen.
Lovely, the fover saint, not accurate but still, to go through something so scary and be w
So willing to sit and wait and not know if anything will change is powerful. And I'm glad that thier is clearly care for both Lovely and Vincent at this hospital.
Chapter 22:
Gotta love the fluff. Fluff makes the world turn, and sometimes that's all we need.
I'm glad Vincent is doing mostly better. He is a miracle walking, and something about fits his character so much.
Sam ditching the sling after two weeks and being back in the ambulance is so real and so him coded. Like couldn't even make it a month before doing dangerous shit. But then being stressed when Darlin is doing dangerous shit is so real and i love him for it.
Chapter 23:
I love getting background information about the crew and Gabe it makes me really happy that you are still including Gabe bc so much of everyone's story needs Gabe.
Thank you for writing SH and David fighting like that, I love the hc that they bicker so much. Like I love that interaction with them so much, I feel it makes a lot of sense.
I fucking called it, I called that it was Quinn being in caelum's room and it still makes me fucking vibrate in anger at him. Bc bringing a child into what is an adults fight is such a Cowardice thing for him to do. and Caelum and lovely and Gavin not really knowing what is happening bc take is flying of the handle. And maybe I'm weird it makes me really happy to see Darlin to so protective of caelum. It's sweet and I think it shows lot of them as a person.
Anyways,
Love your writing as always,
-River
P.S. fell free to chose one chapter to talk about if all 3 in one was a lot
Omg River!! SO glad you had the chance to read and stop by!! I love when you share your thoughts, so don't apologize!!!
Chapter 21 was so fun to conceptualize. I was struggling to figure out which narrator I wanted to stick with and it turned out that this was the best choice!
The DAMN crew!! I love them so much seriously. I'm sad that I wasn't able to get more of them into this piece as time went on, but there will be more for me to write with them in the future!! I love them very much. FL for sure deserves them!
Of course Sweetheart tries to escape the hospital, it's so them, and it's so Marie to be there to stop it. I love the friction of hyper independent Sweetheart finding themself among the hyper inter-dependent Greers, and learning to get close to that family. They're better for it.
You know I had to drop that crazy scar on Tank eventually!!!
And sweet Lovely!! They're going through it but they aren't alone. The Solaire's are weird, but they do love Vincent very much.
Chapter 22 was a touch of a struggle, but most of the fluff tends to be for me. It was a fun challenge to work through that and get it out!! I'm so glad you enjoyed it!!
Oh Chapter 23! What a fun piece of this for me. I've been planning on that scene for a while and I had so much fun finally getting to write it!! I feel like Gabe has to haunt the narrative a bit in a really positive way most of the time. Fleeting memories of his kindness reminding the characters to carry on that kindness. But for Tank, who struggles with kindness most of the time, it can feel genuinely haunting.
Whether the characters are comforted or scared by his ghost, Gabe has to live and breathe through the whole story. If he had never died, Tank would never have gone with Quinn. His death was the catalyst for change in almost every member of the house.
Bro SH and David having a cute lil banter is so important to me. They are TOO similar. They must bicker!
Yeahhhh, I feel like it was a bit of a heavy handed hint when Caelum mentioned his imaginary friend, but it was necessary. I was hoping y'all would hang on to the idea that maybe Quinn wouldn't go that far. But like... lets be real. This is Quinn.
Darlin is so protective. They want everybody around them to just be safe.
Thank you so much for writing me such a sweet ask! I always love to hear from you my friend!!
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Yoy are doing amazing job sharing all this!
Do you also have some links to KGCS? Looking them up only leads to their twitter. And a few reddit posts complaining about censorship.
Thanks :)
sure
twitter
statement condemning arca live & the blue archive fanmerch at the Illustar Fes a couple months ago
statement condemning Arknights KR for removing a woman’s artwork.
Statement regarding the MapleStory/Studio Ppuri/Nexon incident
tweets in english from Gootarts explaining how KGCS helped the Studio Ppuri animator with her legal fees link to original tweet-

news article about the press conference they set up for studio ppuri
sorry most of this is direct links to this blog bc it’s the easiest thing for me to search but I usually always post direct links. some other weird shit I’ve seen only coming from English speaking communities - they think the switch from PMUA to KGCS was for some grift, it was literally because they were expanding the scope of the issues they tackled. people think they scammed people out of money that was supposed to go to vellmori - this one is insane and I’m guessing also based on a game of telephone from someone who was not watching these events happen in real time and does not speak Korean. The first protest truck was not from the PMUA. This other group got donations, and when the money went over what was needed, they floated the idea of trying to get it to vellmori but ultimately they were unable to get in touch with her and gave the money to women’s organizations. KGCS will post what they’re fundraising for, I think it’s almost always legal fees for clients like the Studio Ppuri animator, they usually get the money quickly, close the donation box so any money after that is returned and then you are able to immediately request refunds if you want. I’m not their PR agent or anything so I can’t field questions for them lol but all of this is good work, especially their help with Ppuri. the fact that this has been twisted into some stereotypical ambulance chaser group and the labor union has been slandered as some greedy power hungry group to young and impressionable fans who will believe it because they see them on the “them” side on the “us (project moon fans) VS them” binary they’ve built in their heads is a bit scary
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911 8x13 liveblog
Dang free my man Archie, 🥺 I don't know if he did NOTHING wrong, but I don't think he deserves all THIS. He literally got fired and then went home and cleaned his whole apartment???
gshshssbhs YAY Buck got to break so many things 🥰
Bro I'm about to fight Archie's fiancée and cousin omg. Hen and Chim, please convince him to cut them both off during the ambulance ride 🩵
tbh I'm getting a little tired of Eddie's conviction that Chris won't accept him as a father (or whatever) if he doesn't have superficial signifiers of success to win him over. Like, I understand why he feels that way, but I thought they kind of worked past that in the last ep? I'm not trying to diminish whatever feelings Eddie's experiencing, (I certainly can't speak to a parent's perspective myself) but I feel like the way HE'S acting is starting disregard Christopher's own capacity to think and decide for himself. Like, he's a teenager, not a little kid who you can distract or bribe with toys and treats.
gjdkksksjxj they BROUGHT TAKEOUT, that's so fucking RUDE!!!!
tbh shoutout to the actor playing Helena, bc she is SO effectively irritating, jesus.
sjjdjakkzk are they eating a little bit of everything?? That's so awkward!
"Does your job allow bumper stickers?" oh my GOD??? (tbh my mom makes the same kind of insidious, "how-was-i-supposed-to-know?" jabs 🙄)
Oooof, okay, I didn't think springing the game on Chris was a great idea, (especially bc we JUST established Eddie's BROKE) but Eddie definitely needs to put his foot down about communication. (Obviously he shouldn't HAVE to, but, if that's how they're gonna play it...)
Awww, Hen outfit montage! 🥰✨️
Aw, oh noooo 🥺🥺🥺😭😭😭 not the sitcom classic, "forgotten birthday"!!!
Okay wow Helena is SO much. But also, Eddie, literally just ask Chris what he wants? You have his number, text him!!
hdhskakjzh the nozzles??? Deeply unserious show.
Hey, it's my friend Archie!! I thought his hand would be fucked up after getting crushed under the weight of two adults? But I guess I'm glad it's not!
Oh my god???? 🚚
Aw, shoutout to Hen for remembering!!! 💕
Wow, they've got so many little tools!!
The Hen-Archie bestieism had me GIGGLING 😂
oh my god, was Eddie the 118's birthday man??? Oh this is SO good!
(okay apparently it's just Facebook, but I'm choosing to believe that Eddie is always the one who "just happens" to mention that someone's birthday is coming up.)
The fact that Buck suggested taking "an Uber" from El Paso to Lubbock is INSANE. that's a 5.5 hour drive! Though, that's almost half the time it would've taken Eddie to drive to fucking Dallas for a basketball game.
(Are people in El Paso mostly Mavericks fans instead of Spurs fans? Embarrassing, if so. I'm pretty sure Spurs tickets are cheaper, too.)
Awww, I really liked both Hen's speeches 🥺🥺🥺 she's so good at articulating her feelings!
Okay, wait, didn't Eddie give his parents $ for a "chess coach" last episode? And now they're saying Grandpa's been coaching him?? Did Eddie just independently decide he needed to pay his own father for teaching his son chess? I thought he was reimbursing them for, like, actual private lessons, that his parents were already paying for.
hdjsjsk the production going into making this chess tournament seem dramatic and exciting 😆
Oooh, his "DAD"? yikes 😬
Oh my god, I KNEW it, I was HOPING he hated chess!!!! Nobody's been asking Chris what he WANTS!!
Ohhh 🥺🥺🥺 (okay, I don't think actually ASKING Chris if he wanted to move would've been remiss, but I guess if he's happy with outcome... and i suppose posing it as a question could leave more ambiguity that it's what Eddie wants?)
Oh noooo, bad times continue for my buddy Archie!!! 😢😢
hkzhhsjdbm ARCHIE HAS A KNIFE??? Objectively a bad thing, but i kind of love it.
hdhskakkesbshshs WHO PLANNED THIS "RESCUE"??? they did a BAD job!!!! (Though possibly realistic to how actual cops might fuck something like this up)
Okay really, though, Archie, you could've just demanded your apartment back from your ex? I'm pretty sure your name is on the lease anyway... Then, at the worst, 911 would've gotten a normal DV call, which is obviously not GOOD, but, like, better than whatever THIS is.
bdjsjsjjs he doesn't even have a gun??? Why the swat stuff?? How many people does it take to get one knife away from one depressed homeless man?? The SNIPER???
If this were a (morally) better show, this storyline would be about how capitalism beats people down and backs them into corners without any resources! Like, how easy it is for someone without a strong support network to go from a "normal, functioning member of society" to desperate and penniless and losing their grasp on reality. But I feel like that's not the direction the Disney corporation is gonna take this.
hdhsjsjsn they're gonna make this HEN's fault?? "Yeah, I got justifiably frustrated" (not even ANGRY!!) "that everyone in my life forgot my birthday, and I ended up inadvertently causing a stabbing and a mass hostage situation. Actions have consequences, y'know?"
Hen didn't deserve ANY of this, wtf???
BALLROOM DANCE??????
Awww, yay, Diaz boys! 🥰
"BEST BIRTHDAY EVER"????? Hen, you got SHOT AT!!
Wow, Buck is NEVER beating the "eager-to-please working dog" allegations.
#SORRY for not breaking this up but it seemed like too much work and I've got to get ready for class!!!#911 liveblog#9-1-1#911 spoilers#911 8x13#eddie diaz#christopher diaz#evan buck buckley#buck buckley#hen wilson#by elise
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Word Search Tag Game!
Thanks for the tag @otpcutie!! I love all the tag games you tag me in that involve writing (and I promise I’m going to do the penguin classics cover one soon. They’re all made but languishing away on my computer bc I forgot about them 😅).
I used some of these words way more in my WIP than I thought (especially breath! Which. Shouldn’t have been as surprising as it is. Give a character a traumatic rib injury, expect them to breathe poorly. And yet I was shocked anyway). This is from my longstanding WIP (which hasn’t been posted at all yet despite being 20k words and counting oops) for my Bad Things Happen Bingo Card. It’s Rory/Jess (Gilmore girls) for the square “trying to wake them up” on my card.
Alright, enough of my yapping. Rules: In a new post use the words below (or choose your own) to find where they appear in your WIP/s and share those parts.
(I apparently never used the word body surprisingly? So I changed it to clarity)
Breath:
“We were almost back to Luke’s when he suggested that we could just keep driving around. I said yes, Lane. And then we-” Rory cut herself off with a harsh breath. She felt shame rise up in her chest, hot and accusatory, and she couldn’t finish her sentence. Worse than the feeling itself was the question about why she felt it. Was she feeling guilty and embarrassed over the accident or over what might’ve happened if they hadn’t crashed?
Out:
��Dad?” Rory said, looking at her mom in confusion. A small part of her had been upset that he hadn’t so much as called while she was in the hospital, but the rest of her knew not to expect it. That small, hurt part of her was soothed by the sight of her dad standing anxiously in their driveway looking at her like he’d never been so relieved in his life. As soon as her mom parked, he was rushing to help Rory out of the car.
Clarity:
Rory nodded vacantly as she watched Jess continue to breathe. She didn’t register anything else until they got to the hospital and they shepherded her out of the ambulance and into a room in the ER while they continued to wheel Jess further down the hallway.
Suddenly, Rory came crashing back to herself in earth-shattering clarity. The lights were bright, and everything was so loud—too loud—and she hurt everywhere, but especially her chest and her wrist, and they were taking Jess away from her.
Tagging: @sarah-sandwich @thebookshelflord @bunny-bopper @webtrinsic1122 @ernestonlysayslovelythings @maria-de-salinas @serenefreakgeek @violet-prism-creatively
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Ugh. I was gonna try to take a nap but my step grandma decided to "tell the story of when I got appendicitis when I was like 10" which involved me having to go to the ER bc everyone thought I just had a 48hr flu and she was like "I wanted to call an ambulance but she (my mom) wouldn't let me" so I had to get up and be like "I'm fucking fine. I'm 30. I was fine. (Stop making my mom cry). Why are we even talking about this. Shut up."
Like. That was 20 years ago. I was sick. And the doctors I'd been to thought I was just sick. And also. I'm fucking fine. I have not thought about it since I got my appendix out and healed. The most I do is that I have a scar from when they took it out and occasionally I notice it, but like. It happened to ME not you. So why are you harassing MY mom about it. Especially considering the fact that I. Am. A. Grown. Adult.
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It's me again, I'm hesitant about reblogging because my first ask was spoilery but in the end, who cares lmao. FUCK I forgot about Sara. I agree that the ending was choppy, especially the hospital scene... he moved from ambulance to post-mortem way too fast. What always gets me though is Peter's breakdown. He's alone, and it hits this unemotional man with full force. It's magnificent. I'm also just... sad that Neal was made to believe that he could never fully change. He deserved better. He tried so hard and he WAS succeeding despite Mozzie's disappointed resistance plus everyone else's mistrust. Thanks for geeking out on this with me hehee
hi again!!!
ugh yes Peter's breakdown is heartwrenching, and it brings me back to a line he says earlier in the show, i don't remember the exact words, but he says something about how if something were to happen to Neal, he doesn't know if he'll be able to live with it. and i just. yeah. ow. lol
now buckle up for another character analysis essay bc i can't shut up ever lol
Honestly i have a lot of mixed feelings about Neal's "redemption/reformation" ! because yes he wants to be good, but also... i don't think a true/complete redemption arc is necessary for his character, and i honestly like that he doesn't have one? I think that the most important aspect of his character development in that sense is that, he considers the effects of his actions on other people a lot more by the end, and i think that's all the reformation that he needs and that makes sense for him. I don't think he needs to become someone who commits no crimes/cons in order for his reformation to be recognized.
i think what i'm more sad about is the lack of recognition for that development. he isn't perfect, and he still has a lot of vices, but now his actions are almost all out of a desire to fix things/protect people/etc. Most of the other characters, namely Peter, don't seem to recognize or appreciate this development. Understandable, to an extent – Peter has dedicated his life to law enforcement, and his moral code is, for the most part, aligned with the law. Neal is still breaking the law, even if, in his own mind, Neal is doing so with good intentions, to Peter, the outcome matters a lot more than the intent.
Neal begins the show as a con-artist and art thief whose priority is his own enjoyment and gain, and he ends the show still a con-artist and art thief, but now his priority is shifted. In the later seasons, almost none of the crimes he commits are simply for the hell of it. there's almost always a reason, and the reason is almost always to fix something or to protect the people he loves. his moral code is still very distorted, and he has a strong disregard for the law and authority, but he also cares about other people, their safety, happiness and their opinions of him. He still loves the thrill of the con, and he still loves living luxuriously, he's still impulsive, and he's still very proud of his skills, but...
these things don't make him "bad," in my opinion. He wants to be good, and he is good. His intentions are good, it's just that the way he understands and navigates the world isn't aligned with "legal good."
I could write an essay on that alone. Neal is very traumatized, and very good at compartmentalizing and masking so that no one can tell, and also (this is entering headcanon zone) probably some form of neurodivergence, on top of probable CPTSD and some kind of personality disorder. So, obviously his relationship with the world as a whole is... disrupted and warped by these things, so maybe that's one of the main issues. "moral and good" as Neal understands these things, simply don't perfectly align with most people's definitions of them.
And I think this is the main issue in his relationship with Peter. Neal wants to be good, and is trying to be, and he wants Peter's recognition and appreciation for that. But that's still not enough for Peter, who operates on a different moral code, and doesn't understand Neal's perspective.
Once again, this is very longwinded, but basically: I think Neal did have as much of a redemption arc as he could have had without having a complete shift in worldview, and I really like that about him and his character. That he didn't end the series as a perfectly reformed ex-con, but he did end the show as a good person.
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Noting down things on my rewatch of Season 1 of Good Omens
While watching that scene where God explained that "it was like playing poker in a pitch-dark room, with a dealer who won't tell you the rules and who smiles all the time" and so many things appeared on the screen I just imagined how long it took to edit/make that whole scene.
In the book it's mentioned that Crowley's remark "You're an angel, I don't think you can do the wrong thing" is supposed to be sarcastic but Aziraphale doesn't notice. Well then I guess I'm like Aziraphale because I also did not and continue to not notice the sarcasm there unless I really watch out for it then slightly I guess.
Rewatching I feel like Eve opening her eyes after taking a bite of the apple is given even more underlinement than when Adam does it. Especially also through the sound effect in the background
I didn't even remember that Ligur & Hastur came out of the ground. To do it on a graveyard too like they....rose from the dead. Yeah cool symbolism or something 👍
Hastur with his flaming hand to light is cigarette is also cool. Once again thinking about editing and special effects etc. etc.
LIGUR'S LITTLE ANIMAL PAL ON HIS HEAD MOVED!!!!!! IT'S PAW OR HOWEVER YOU CALL IT MOVED!!!!
Long hair Crowley
I didn't even notice but Crowley sways his hips EXTREMELY after walking back to his car after receiving the antichrist. This is the Crowley slutty walk everyone is talking about
"Ciao. Means...Food." Always cracks me up. The pause adds to the comedic effect.
The whole "Yes" simultaneously. Also very funny tbh. Especially the way they say/pronounce it.
Until recently when I searched up about the actors starring in Good Omens in detail I literally didn't notice that the actors of Nina and Maggie were literally both nuns in season 1. Call that recycling (or foreshadowing, who knows)
Yooo the soundtrack when the ambulance arrives at the nun hospital is lowkey fire
Crowley's old glasses...I feel like the new ones are better bc they have these things at the side so the eyes are covered completely from all angles. I can't believe I'm getting a pair of them on Monday!! (For my Halloween costume)
WHY are there so many people on the street in front of Aziraphale's bookshop. Is that just what it's like in Soho.
The way Crowley talks and also his expression in that telephone cell are so funny in a way
Now that I've started reading the book and know that Aziraphale was the one blew up/set on fire the block of traffic officer who tried to give Crowley a ticket for parking in the wrong spot, I think it should have been included in the Show
I don't even remember this much happening in the first episode. I'm so used to OFMD's 30 minute episodes. And Good Omens Season 2 episodes somehow don't feel that long Idk why
Nanny Astoresh!!!!!! (Idk how it's spelled tbh)
I never noticed that Nanny's lullaby was to the tune of like the Good Omens soundtrack
Crowley going down the reflection of the escalator to go to hell weeeee
Crowley's little bun ❤❤❤ (+ his coat ❤❤)
Crowley's expression when saying "They [Heaven aka The Opposition] don't suspect a thing
Beelzebub & Hastur & Ligur all have little animal pals I think Crowley should have a little snake pal
I don't know how I never realized the first time watching that Crowley only has the snake tattoo on one side. I always thought he had dual snakes. I guess that is his little snake pal.
Why the close-up shots of Gabriel 😭😭
The famous "Please do not lick the walls" sign!!!
Isn't that Erik the demon that they fed to the hellhound??? He just keeps coming back like a Nokia huh. Indestructible.
Crowley short hair all of a sudden 😢 (he still looks good but it was a jumpscare ngl after seeing him with long hair all the time)
Crowley suggesting child murder on a sunny afternoon (I just now realized, Crowley doesn't kill kids. Is that why he suggested Aziraphale do it? I thought it was just because then it would be "heavenly doing" but this is probably his deeper motivation)
Crowley's watch is really cool?? I had to go back like 3 times to see what all the different lanes for the numbers were for though
Crowley's new glasses too
Them drinking again because they f-ed up
#From the 29th of October last year lol#Still working on that fic….#good omens#good omens s1#fanfiction#my writing#crowley#aziraphale
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Yes im going to react revenge (its not a good thing because im thinking of it and im already sad. So they are all like on this type of mountain high hilled track btw)
During the race its made to be a tie breaker between reader and hobie. Others are in the race, a couple of mutual friends of hobie and zeze. Ans just friends of theirs in general. Reader knows that hobie is a good person but wont admit it out of competitiveness for their passion. They dont hate hobie as much as they did, but the track they are on is an extremely difficult track that no racers are supposed to race on, stuff easily goes wrong on the track. And it rapidly goes downhill, with how many people have been watching and even joined this race makes it go into pure chaos. All the racers aligned to start, yet last time reader raced on this track it was extre different then how it is now. Something or someone had to have changed it. Readers car keeps drifting but she and hobie stay tied in the same place currently ahead of others. Everyone else is further behind them yet they are also having issues with this track. The curves, swirls, and the height and how horribly tohe track is made. Reader slowly starts losing the ability to even drive on this track as well, it throws them into a panicking mode. This hasnt happened to them one in a race. Trying to stay calm bit its visible thats not happening, the tears blocking their vision makes it immediately worse. Especially since a boulder comes crashing into their pathway. While everyone else notices this, reader doesnt. They are trying to get control back over their car. Reader crashes right into it, its damaging to them and their car. Readers car immediately goes up into flames into where it was hit, the air bags are puffed out. Readers falling in and out of consciousness from the crash as well as having tears in their eyes. Trying their best to get out of the car. Trying to kick open the door, hobie heard the crash and immediately stopped curving to the side and stops his car, getting out of it. Noticing whose car it is, he immediately runs over to it. He sees reader struggling to open it and he also tries to get it open, its not working and the flames are building up getting violently closer. Hobie cant seem to get the door open either so he has to go to the back door and break open the window. Glass sticks to his jacket but thats not what he cares about currently. Reader had already started coughing, choking on the smoke even though its not in their car yet. A couple of bruises will be put on their body from this. Especially since they didnt dress properly nor were they driving properly. A couple of those bruises already show. The cars cramped up and from the crash their legs were injured, probably the worst of it and and once hobie gets in the car, he has to try and get them out in the safest way possible without causing more harm. Somehow and lucky he managers to do that, carrying them out like how a parent would get their sleeping child out of the car. He isnt even most of the eay away from the car before it burst full out into flames now. He shields them the best he can as pieces fly from the car and he has to back away. Another racer pulls up telling hobie that theres a couple of ambulances here. Others got to competitive and ended up also getting fatal injuries. Ones already having to be took to the hospital, number 45 or in other words Gwen. Hobie was informed of it too, miles is with gwen in the ambulance which is on its way to the hospital.
*me asking for angst, gets angst*
This has so much potential!!! Continue writing it, my love bc I think this would be such a great read!! (Only if u want to ofc! No pressure ❤️)
Also me reading gwen: 😲
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I did shrooms + got high again and it was one of the best experiences i’ve had thus far.
me and my friends decided to take shrooms around 3 on Oct 4, and i didn’t expect the stuff that went down to happen. i’m going to try and detail what i can remember.
after dosing, we walked to the streetcar to get to the historical park in the middle of the city. we started tripping in the streetcar while talking to the older man who had these cool piercings that went all over his eyebrows. after that the streetcar stopped bc there was an ambulance in the way. we decided to walk the rest of the way to the park.
after getting to the park i rmr it being so green..it looked almost fake but it also reminded me of teletubbies (i always reference this show everytime im high). while walking we decided to grab some food before going back to the park. we went to CFA and we started laughing hard about seeing this final boss Ethiopian looking guy. it was really funny bc his features were all exaggerated to the max lmaoo. after getting food we sat in the grassy area and started eating. i rmr feeling like we were in a utopia bubble. everything felt like a solar punk futuristic world.
at the same time, even the food looked so cool, it looked like the fake plastic foods. for a moment. i was in a completely different reality. i realized i also was paying attention to a lot of fine details especially since i had my glasses on this time. anywho i decided that i wanted to take a walk so one of my friends joined me. it was a nice walk and i rmr sort of getting into an area that felt very dull. it was interesting to see how everything changed for me the moment i was there. so we decided to go back to the more grassy area where we felt like we were in a different reality. when we got back to the group, i rmr my school calling me. I thought at first it was an automated emergency call…but it was a slight silence and once i said hello, turns out some HR manager was trying to set an appointment to interview me. it was one of the funniest and worst phone calls i’ve ever had. it was so hard to remain my composure, and he was talking for so long trying to help me understand what the job exactly is. it was like we both sounded unsure throughout the phone call. it’s so embarrassing and i might even cancel that job interview that i have monday on whatever goddamn time i even set, i don’t even rmr what time i said lmaooo
another moment i rmr is when some of my friends wanted to leave and me and my other friend wanted to stay at the park longer. we were sad at first bc we didn’t really wanna split ways w them since the whole point was to enjoy this day together. we decided to split but as me and my friends were walking around, we stumbled across our friends who were supposed to leave just standing by a water fall fountain looking area. we met up w them again and started laughing abt how they’re still here after they said they’d leave. since it’s a historical olympic park, they were reading what the fountain was for and who it was honoring. it was a man who found a bomb under a bench that was near it and ran away w it which ended up exploding on him during the olympics. we had a very reverent moment and we all decided to start walking around while reading every monument and sculpture that was made in honor to those who contributed to the olympics. it was funny and ironic that we were just exploring and looking learning about art in a city we live. it was an art appreciation moment and we had so many good discussions on our walk around. oh and we also some some man with a pet bird, it was pretty cool.
I also remember us walking to the park to play but there were kids there so we were abt to walk away. as we were tryna walk away, we saw a bunch of kids that look like they’re YN’s in training. these kids ended up walking up to us and started to harass us flexing their fake money and saying “fyn shi” it was one of the most hilarious moments ever. tiktok has rotted in these kids heads and it was so crazy watching it happen real time. they ended up following us until we were out of the park and we decided to come back in another way. and just smoke and head back home.
after smoking, i took like 3 hits from the benjamin and was madddd highhh. like i haven’t felt that way for so long. i couldn’t stand or walk so we all decided to just sit down on the grass next to the sidewalk and they were calming me down and telling me that there’s no rush and we can just stay. everyone else got just as high as me and we sat and started listening to classical music.
it was such a beautiful high and we talked abt almost everything. specially the beauty of classical music and art and how it’s all around us. even moments later being there the sun started setting and it looked amazing. it was sooo pink and beautiful, it almost felt unreal watching that real time. at some point at night we were even watching the ferris wheel as the colors were changing and going with the classical music that we were playing. it was like they were so synchronized. it was so beautiful to watch. one of my friends had a real moment and they started running to the light. it was soo funny like straight out of a movie lolll. we also at some points saw horses going by in a carriage
in the end me and my friend waited at the park while my other friends went to get waffle house. there was some homeless guy who was making farting noises as he was walking everywhere. it sounded so sinister and it was really funny because it seemed as tho he was watering the grass…like why want a sprinkler when u have spit all over 😹😹 anyways this is all i can rmr thus far but it was by far one of the best experiences i’ve ever had being high. and i really want stop micro dosing on shrooms and try at least 2g.

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okay this got kinda out of hand bc i've been thinking about it all day, so i broke it up lol
so imagine this is after jeremy starts learning about blairs dancing and they start doing their stretching/ballet training together
blair has a recital coming up and she's really nervous for it, mama can see it on her face while blair is in class and tries to tell her how good she's doing after rehearsal is over but it's not helping. mama is talking to jeremy later and is like "i don't know how to help her jer. she's not hearing me when i tell her she's ready and is going to do great"
so jeremy picks up blair the next day and tells her he knows she's going to do great but she's so nervous she goes "i don't want to disappoint you or mama or kenny"
"blair you could never disappoint us. you're gonna go up on that stage and do your best and you're going to make us so proud. i'm gonna be front and center recording the whole thing. i promise baby girl"
flash forward to the day of the recital and kennedy and jeremy have been working on the ice a lot recently and they go that morning, promising mama they'll be back in time to make it to the recital. well, they don't make it. jeremy loses track of time and no matter how many times mama calls him, he doesn't answer, his phone is on silent in his bag.
mama is so upset with him, especially since blair keeps asking where the two of them are. mama keeps calling and texting but gets no answer as the recital starts.
all is going well, mama is recording the whole thing and blair is doing amazing, though she keeps trying to find jeremy in the audience. she gets distracted while scanning the crowd and lands a jump wrong, hurting her ankle.
she falls and immediately starts crying and everyone stops. mama runs to go get her but blair is crying for jeremy, he's all she wants. they're on their way to the hospital and mama is calling jeremy, still with no answer. they get to the hospital and while blair is waiting to have scans done she's crying out "where's daddy? i want daddy."
“i know baby, daddy’s coming.” except mama doesn’t know if that’s true, she’s just trying to calm blair down. with kenny in the x-ray machine, mama texts jeremy: jeremy call me right now. blair is in the hospital.
-linkedin anon
oh sweet Blair bear 🥺
She’s so sad and just needs her daddy.
and while mama’s saying come here rn she’s also in two minds to say don’t fucking bother.
He’s just panicked because he’s late for the recital so he gets to the venue and they’re packing up
“Oh fuck we missed it- excuse me did my wife leave?”
The teacher is like 😟 “Mr Swayman she left with Blair in the ambulance”
And now he’s worried, grabs his phone to see the million texts and calls from her.
He’s so scared a) of his wife b) what’s happened
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even more mark headcannons (dad?edition)
my gif
not really "dad edition" but "moments leading up to being a dad edition" (does that make sense?) (i may do a dad edition)
blink masterlist
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• omg mark finding out you were pregnant was so cute
• he found out by accident
• like you were on the phone with a friend and he overheard the conversation
• before he told you he knew about it he called tom
• but he decided to bring it up at the most random time ever and talk about it like it was nothing
• like during dinner or something
"so what do you think we should name the kid"
• ^ that was his way of letting you know he knew
• mark got 100 times more protective during the pregnancy
• he didn't let you do ANYTHING in fear of you or the child getting hurt
• he was constantly holding you / had his hand on your stomach
• even before the baby bump was there
• he was 99% willing to go out in the middle of the night to go to the store so he could satisfy your cravings
• and when he didnt want to, you'd use the baby as an excuse.
"mark, the baby and i want graham crackers
"how does the baby want something its never had?"
• he'd still go get what u wanted tho
• #greathusband
• the last couple weeks of the pregnancy was nerve wracking
• especially bc mark was constantly leaving to do shit with blink
• the both of you had a huge fear that you'd go in labor while he was gone
• thank god that didn't happen
• when you went in labor, mark was freaking out more than you were
"holy shit, its happening? are you sure?"
"yeah, babe, i'm pretty sure my water just broke"
"fuck, fuck, fuck, i gotta call an ambulance"
"mark, baby, please sit down, you're literally shaking"
#closing my eyes and pressing post#i kinda dont like this one#mark hoppus x reader#mark hoppus imagines#slay#blink 182#tom delonge#mark hoppus#travis barker#punk rock#90s#punk
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Who hired a circus?!
So there's a call-out post about me, yay, I made it ig.
About both being a pro-shipper and being Israeli. I won't dignify y'all yapping about how I make pixels kiss, because I just returned from a flea market and have had my fill of screeching babies for the day.
But the Israeli part? Here's the short version.
NO MATTER HOW PROBLEMATIC a person's literal country of birth is, you are INSANE for judging that person for being born there, since there was no in-utero option for foetus-me to research my preferred country of birth and text my mother about it.
You are INSANE for judging me for not wanting my literal family, my friends, my 26 flings including Palestinians*, and everything I've come to call home, to burn. Like, imagine taking issue with that. Do you hear yourselves? And you are flaming hypocrites for singling us out to hate for our country, when a bunch of you are Americans and people aren't hating on y'all for your government laying waste to Iraq, Afghanistan etc (also, did you read your country's origin story and when are you headed back to Europe?). I'm not judging Yemenites for hailing from a country whose babies are being starved by the Houthis and whose country decimated Jews. I'm not judging random Palestinians for Hamas murdering my aunt, an innocent old lady who never served, on October 7, fck you very much.
I am 100% judging you for the insanity of picking and choosing whose life & attachments are valid depending on what side of a fence they're on, since 2 million Israelis are Arabs aka Palestinians... who also get bombed by Hamas, Iran, and Lebanon, btw you absolute circus.
Judging anyone for (not hating) their origin, is insane and racist.
I'm very critical of a lot of what Israel does and I left for a reason, not to mention I never said a word of support for what's happening in Gaza (not that I hear y'all calling out Hamas who knew this would happen), but don't you dare judge me for not hating my home, especially if you're the descendant of Europeans and who pitched your tent on the mass graves of the true indigenous folks your ancestors butchered to make room for slave plantations. Oh, your ancestors did no such thing? Great, mine didn't either, they were refugees fleeing Islamic violence against Jews that started centuries before 1948, and who UNWILLINGLY returned to the Judea they retraced our personal lineage to, because of the exact social/political climate y'all are currently rebooting for Jews in diaspora.
Now go f* yourselves with a Sabra, and if you have to google what a Sabra is, you really don't get to speak on the issue. PS Arabs are indigenous to the Arabian peninsula, Islam originates from today's Saudi Arabia, Jews from "Canaan". Temple of Solomon: Jerusalem, 957 BC. Al Aqsa Mosque: on said temple's ruins, 685 AD. Your "they were there first, you wretched colonizer" math ain't mathing. Learn what you're disrupting universities about, well, at least until you break down because you saw a banana or weren't sent an ambulance to change tampons in. The people y'all march for have more dignity than that.
PS2 since y'all love to make this about race for obscure reasons, friendly reminder that the vast majority of Israelis is brown and optically indistinguishable from Arabs because we are, brace yourselves, not from Poland.
*those not radicalized by Hamas et al are not nearly as hysterical about Israel as you kids are, and that's funny actually; the ones I met cared way more about my Israeli tzitzim wrapped around their massive.... anyway, gotta go feed the chickens.
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