#it will work out. it has to work out. please please please please . ahhhhhhhh ๐
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#unsocialized puppy behavior......#also i should be doing SO MUCH MORE.#im so. numb with anxiety (????) like ????? stuck ?????? like waiting for this to be .... finalized ???????#but also ???? very scared of everything???? lmao#it will work out. it has to work out. please please please please . ahhhhhhhh ๐#it's just that i came this far in the process and now it's still uncertain and i dont want to let it go at all#am i stupid. this is just life sometimes things dont work out. yet. i refuse to believe it will fail#(while also being too pessimistic about it and thinking im surely gonna fail all day every day)#(i dont know how both can exist)#it's like it can't fail. because i think i might die if i dont get to do this. lol#and also!!! i dont have any other plan or anything bc im stupidddddd#somehow things will work out like i know i wont die and the world wont end etc etc#but+!!!!!!!@@@!!!! i thunk!!!!!!!! i deserve this honestly and it's such a delusional and selfish thing to say lmaooooo#but !!!!! please ๐ญ๐ญ๐ญ๐ญ๐ญ๐ญ#i dont know. i dont know#i dont knowwwwwww lol#๐#in the stage where im not even embarrassed by posting vents every day sorry guys โ
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