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r u comfy being included in sapphic n lesbian attraction
yes i am i think !!
#it's complicated basically#irl i basically just present as a guy unless u kno me well#and so i can feel guilty n kinda predatory participating in any kind of wlw settings online#@ the same time im definitely nb and my presentation and id would be a lot more fem if situations were different#and i identifu with being fem MUCH more than i feel like a guy / the fact that i present as a guy gives me a ton of dysphori#while i will never rlly actively do anything to b included in those settings i have zero problem eith ppl treating me as such fr the#purposes of attraction#and in fact i find it rlly rlly flattering and sweet:))#sowwy super long answer#flusterasks
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I think that some of the frustration that people express is that poor teaching is not unique to the US. The US history curriculum is actually far better than what it was like in my home country. I studied in an American high school for a month and was introduced to a lot of stuff I'd never been taught about ever. Having one world history class was more than I ever had. Most people's history education ends at about World War Two. So I think it can be frustrating to see people blame the education system solely for this global ignorance because that argument rests on the idea that America is uniquely bad, uniquely propagandistic, etc. There is something to be said that the US has a uniquely insular culture because of its international cultural dominance. It doesn't have to look outside of itself because it's always the most important country in the room. I don't know.
But I also think that turning ignorance into a moral failing is an unhelpful and sometimes cruel thing.

#I have complicated feelings about all of this#because it is very frustrating having to explain that yes we do have microwaves actually#and the refrain that the US' education is uniquely awful does frustrate me because (at least in theory) it is far more expansive than most#but that fact must be mitigated by the quality of the school which is tied to funding which#It's complicated basically#The reason non-Americans get so vicious over this issue is (I believe) due to having to exist within American hegemony when online#And it is exhausting to constantly be experiencing your country/culture from an outsider's perspective
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lami lives au WILL save me.
au thoughts: lami's amber lead is less developed in this au and she's able to escape the hospital with less injuries :] distrustful of doflamingo, she's never comfortable living with the donquixote family but stays because law wants them to get stronger. he's a smidge less murdery in this one, but still not thinking straight and she doesn't know how to help him until cora kidnaps them. these sketches are missing a lot of context inbetween scenes buuut i got excited
#she also joins the heart pirates with law#my art#one piece#op#one piece fanart#trafalgar law#trafalgar d water law#trafalgar lami#trafalgar lammy#one piece lami#AMYWAYS I HAVE MOOORE THOUGHTS ON IT but this is just the basic premise.#might make another post later#op fanart#donquixote doflamingo#he lets them join because yknow. he sees himself and cora#its more complicated than that but. yuuuuup#lami lives au
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Since book 7 part 5 (the part where we meet Meleanor/Maleanor 👀) is coming to EN this month, i would love to see your take on lilia’s proposal to meleanor! i mean they were like little kids right? it couldn’t have been that serious…i think the only reason she even brought it up again is because she could tell lilia still genuinely loved her…(even if he didn’t realize it himself?) but, oh well! Let’s think about silly childhood shenanigans to numb the pain! ^_^ (orz)
oh shit?! get ready for a doozy guys, it's comiiiiiing ᕕ( ᐛ )ᕗ
I chickened out of posting the whole thing (look, I get VERY carried away when it comes to these wacky kids and their Tragedy), but I do believe that it probably ended with Lilia getting embarrassed and just shoving the first thing he sees into his mouth to try and cover for it.
(we're just lucky it wasn't a frog this time)
#art#twisted wonderland#twisted wonderland spoilers#twisted wonderland episode 7 spoilers#twisted wonderland book 7 spoilers#twisted wonderland episode 7 part 5 spoilers#twisted wonderland book 7 part 5 spoilers#please excuse the Dissertation that's about to happen (i have too much headcanon about them)#they've been ambiguous about most of the fae aging/developmental stages (plus lilia and mel's species age differently)#so this is entirely me assuming based on context#but i think that lilia being ~99 was probably about the equivalent of 9-10ish?#(i don't think his age maps perfectly onto 'human age times 10') (if only because i absolutely do not believe general lilia is 29)#(but in this case it feels right to me)#and i think of meleanor as being just slightly older (like ~11-12ish)#so like...kids but not LITTLE-little kids#so i think lilia was serious in a 'i have a huge crush on you and i haven't thought beyond that' kind of way#and meanwhile mel was more cognizant of how their dynamic was basically#lilia: i would die for you#meleanor: that's dumb#(lilia 600 years later: man she was right. that was dumb.)#but yeah I think she might've assumed (or hoped) he would grow out of it#except whoops oh no it just got worse#and then raverne made things MORE complicated and you know honestly maybe getting murdered was kind of a relief#meleanor in heaven: well at least he won't accidentally raise my kid to have the exact same -- are you kidding me#(i have too many thoughts to express properly i'm sorry) (i just. love these morons a lot okay.)
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I don’t know if I got their designs quite right. It’s my first time drawing them :)
Monster hunter au lambo twins ehehe
#maccadam#transformers#monster hunter au#sideswipe#sunstreaker#lambo twins#I don’t actually know much about them#besides fics of course haha#Don’t know anything about Sideswipe#I remember seeing Sunstreaker for the first time in All Hail Megatron#I was like….wait….THIS GUY BASICALLY SOLD THE EARTH DO DECEPTICONS??#He. Who is the autobot. Sold the earth and all the humans…like…..literally doomed the whole planet….what the fuck?#And then I learned what exactly humans did to him#I discovered what humans turned him into#and you know what#yeah#There you go Sunny kill the humans who needs them anyway#I love seeing morally..grey? Morally complicated Autobots hehe
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Shmilk, is there anyone you like among these cookies you are stuck dealing with?
"Annoying at best, boring at worst."
but it beats sulking on your own
#ask#anon#dejammed au#this is basically early-midgame thing#then things get complicated#shadow milk cookie#espresso cookie#strawberry crepe cookie#my art#fanart#digital art
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With reflection on their characters, the idea that Dennis "theology major" Whitaker and Trinity "probably steeped in religious angst and probably has a dozen theses about Stupid Catholic Bullshit because she's literally named Trinity" Santos have the highest likelihood of the newbies of becoming work siblings is, theologically speaking, kind of hilarious.
#the pitt#the pitt spoilers#trinity santos#dennis whitaker#in my mind Whitaker probably has. complicated feelings toward Christianity#obviously he takes comfort from its basic teachings of humanity and mercy#but he also curses generously and is currently working in a very grounded and worldly profession steeped in science#meanwhile i don't remember the last time i picked up such powerful “raised Catholic and now avowedly atheist because of it” vibes#as i have from Santos lmfao
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gonna throw Loop into a multifandom rp group later this week and thought a bit too hard about them glitching and looking like their old self again. hehehahahoh
#isat spoilers#isat loop#loop isat#siffrin isat#isat siffrin#in stars and time#sammi sketches#in the context of the mfrp glitching is basically like...how in spdierverse everyone rejects being in the wrong dimension#outta no where a character can glitch and the effects are whatever want. so im like HMMM WHAT IF I GAVE THEM THEIR FACE BACK#LOOP WOULD HATE ITTTTTTTT and siffrin is already in the group so thats extra fun heheahaha#many many complicated feelings. so excited to rp loop wheeee
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okay so anybody wanna think about how all daydream employees wear masks to obscure their identities and how everyone on braun's show including braun himself literally doesn't have a face and how kim soleum and braun have a rigid view of the world as Fiction with inherent rules to how it should and must operate and both of them need to always maintain a collected image to anyone watching and how both of them got thrown into weird situations outside their control and how they both used and manipulated each other because they're afraid of sincerity.
braun viewing everything as a tv show 🤝 kim soleum viewing everything as a horror story
anyways so if one wants to be pedantic it could be argued that braun being confined to the bunny plushie counts as reverse-isekai
#feli speaks#got dropped into a ghost story still gotta work#gsgw#brasol#<- I GUESS?#for me shipping something doesnt mean wanting them to kiss it means studying them in a test chamber#sorry i'm just not over how basically everything on Braun's Late-Night Talk Show was putting kse into braun's shoes#for the past hundred chapters. i'm not over it#over the story finally asking. okay. well. how does braun feel about this‚ exactly. it's so good#the answer of course being: insanely complicated#LIKE. THE FUCKING METAPHOR. ON#BOTH OF THEM ONLY BEING ABLE TO TALK ON EVEN FOOTING THROUGH A FUCKING TV SCREEN#Through the fucking crt filter. through an intermediary. i'm biting the floor. i'm biting the walls. i'm eating optic fibre cables
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one of the first sketches I did for the au finally got from the not-so-lined stage
I just wanted to draw Siffrin and Seafoam mirroring each other :)
#fanart#my art#isat#in stars and time#isat spoilers#isat siffrin#isat loop#two hats spoilers#seafoam#The Start and the Epilogue#isat au#isat fanart#siffrin#loop#I was struggling with background and then remembered the 'concept' thing I did and was like I CAN ACTUALLY USE THAT AS A PLACE#and now that's a place#and they'll meet at that place probably#and meet A LOT but that's just a base for now#also I hate that I made Seaf's design so complicated at that stage#but it does get more complicated it doesn't start this way#and in a way that's even an *alternative* design too#but that's still up to debate at how it fits better#flowers stay either way I love them#also as a little detail I was immediately like “Siffrin and Loop in this au are basically that specific Two Hats ending dialogue”#aka they're chill as hell at least that's what I read while playing but who knows#I'm still figuring out how do I want to actually write them and stuff#when I find the specific vibe I can work with it#I did figure out like 2-3 of them now I just need to focus and actually do stuff.... all of the stuff work. study. this.#I hate focusing bc anxiety just goes WOOP and I'm dead from thinking stuff oof#but this thing is so interesting to work with
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am I getting too convoluted if I said Johnny dies Dallas lives n Pony loses his hearing as a result of the way Dallas hits him (to put out the fire) when he pulls him out of the church au??
#idk man#this idea has been rotting in my head for a long time#i have like a terribly rough outline#where basically the events of the book happen exactly as canon up until post church fire#so pony johnny n dallas are in the hospital#n ponys reeling from literally everything that just happened#n he reunites with soda n darry n suddenly realizes like oh fuck#i cannot hear sodas hysterically releived laughter#or darrys voice as he thanks god ponys fine#n then the dr pulls darry aside n tells him that pony has profound hearing loss as a result of an injury sustained during the fire#the last voice he will ever have heard clearly is johnnys#johnny dies canon complicent#but before dallas can get himself shot by the cops darry gets to him first#so dallas survives#pony learns asl from a deaf woman who their family has always been familiar with#since their parents were always real keen on including people that the rest of the world looked down on#dallas has to deal with not only surviors guilt but feeling like he took something from Pony that can never be given back#he has his own arc with the woman#but it basically all boils down to deafness is not the LOSS of something#but rather just the ADDITION of a new community n language n experience#plus dallas learns sign n is just utterly overwhelmed by feelin like his hands can be used for somethin soft n good#UGH#if yall wanna hear more about this lemme know#bc i have been thinking about this for a WHILE#the outsiders#sodapop curtis#ponyboy curtis#darry curtis#dallas winston#the outsiders 1983
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I'm revising some old character concepts which led to this. I'm not taking further questions at this time.
#my art#oc#eyestrain#im just a sucker for an undead butch i guess#they're a guard dog for a mad scientist character of mine. he revived them and made them super strong to act as his body guard#its more complicated than that but thats the basic premise#anyways.
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Leonore Baulac, Mathieu Ganio
Mayerling
photo Helena Maria Buckley
#ballet#ballerina#danseur#etoile#paris opera ballet#mayerling#leonore baulac#mathieu ganio#you know I was never that much into MacMillan’s pd2#they were too often too athletic and overdramatic and basically over the top for me#but this one#when done right#oh boy…#and I LOVE how these two#and let’s be real#Mathieu especially#have gone about it#how you can tell his Rudolph is about to die from exhaustion#how fucking empty he is#how he barely holds his body together#so the bursts of energy displayed in all the complicated lifts and partnering#are less so an athletic feat#they are not so physical#but they come from within#and it is so emotionally exhausting just to watch#i told you#he is unreal#out of this world
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assorted weredoc doodles for @bttfjanaury! seeing as i’m the one who submitted it i might as well do it also hahaha.
bonus weremarty (au of au lmao):

#back to the future#bttf#bttf fanart#marty mcfly#doc brown#emmett brown#kit does an art#weredoc au#i wanted to update the comic itself for the day but it was like 5 days before and there was no way it was happening LMAO#so you get collection of doodles instead!#doc picking up marty like a pup was bc rose-of-pollux mentioned it so everyone say ty rose!#really i just like drawing marty getting carried around so this was very fun#weredoc in Full Dog Mode isn’t too bad either but when we throw in his giant meaty hands we start having problems#do his appendages change size depending on the pose? yes#does this annoy me? also yes#am i going to fix this? definitely not#it is what it is. alas.#regarding weremarty something something teen wolf something idk#i have no clue what breed weremarty is but i think it’s really funny he’s exactly the same height (possibly even smaller) compared to doc#who doubled in height and size basically#weremarty au would have significantly more complications very quickly since unlike doc marty actually has a social life and family that#he lives with. so weredoc au doc and marty should consider themselves lucky!#hmmmthe quality is a little shittier than usual. will fix soon
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Just want to say, love your mimick au. I only found it like, an hour ago and I've devoured everything in the tag and I'm planning to do the same to the spellbound and monster hunter aus.
That said, in one of the mimick fanfics, Orion tells Prowl to leave him alone and to find a hobby, but a comic that (presumably) happens after this conversation when Orion meets Jazz, Orion seems to be back to working with Prowl. I thought the whole "leave me alone" order would go on infinitely because Orion didn't seem to have his goal locked down and he also never specified when to come back. So how did they return to working together? Did Orion find Prowl post-meltdown, or was it Prowl who just set an arbitrary amount of time before going back to Orion and going "so, how do you feel about defying god?" I just find Orion and Prowl's relationship so interesting in this au, simply because of how Orion doesn't seem to apply his morals about freedom and coexistence to Prowl despite the fact he's the one who points out that Prowl didn't include himself in his calculations, but at the same time, if he doesn't recognize Prowl's autonomy and only sees him as a tool (chatGPT style), he would have to accept that he's the one responsible for Prowl's actions because he's the one using him. But also also, Prowl encourages him to not take responsibility for all the immoral actions (like killing monsters to keep the Council's favor), which I think Orion does take up, but that would indirectly be accepting Prowl as a individual capable of making his own decisions, you know? It also the fact that Orion and Prowl both have different (and somewhat incompatible) ways of communicating. I was thinking when Orion asked Prowl to what he'd do to make the most amount of mechs happy, Prowl understood it literally: the majority of the population are non-monsters, so statistically, he'd focus on making non-monsters happy. But Orion doesn't want to make most mechs happy; he wants a diverse and equitable society, and that doesn't necessarily lead to happiness, especially in transition phases. Even in the academy, monsters are learning to compromise to live in a non-monster society; compromises are about restriction, which often aren't a source of happiness. But Orion equates that vision to happiness, and probably gets a bad impression of Prowl given "free reign" from his answer. It's great, it's so juicy.
And contrasts so well with how Prowl and Jazz interact and communicate with each other. Like how Prowl makes an attempt to learn hand language for Jazz in the same way he attempts to comfort Orion post-Shockwave demonification. But unlike Orion who has "Prowl is not alive" at the core of their dynamic, Jazz doesn't know and sees Prowl's attempt to learn as a genuine attempt to understand/communicate. You can argue that Prowl is just "programmed" to try and get more information and it's just efficient to ensure Jazz doesn't get carpal tunnel while working together, but you can also argue that we're all programmed to do that as well; small talk or bids for attention are behaviors/actions to build connection through information exchange that we are trained to do from formative years and general society. Which is to say, even if Prowl learns and tries to accommodate Jazz for mission purposes, it doesn't negate the fact that he is investing effort into communicating and building the foundation for a meaningful connection in the same way other people do. It's great, I'm having a blast with the whole AU.
Orion despite being afraid to continue his mission still has responsibilities in his Order so him and Prowl. Yeah hahah they just keep working together but purely on their usual legal tasks. I didn’t talk about the whole situation enough yet but basically Prowl never informed Orion about his new quest of suing God. Primarily because he knows that Orion definitely will try to stop him.
It’s kind of like. “What isn’t forbidden can automatically be considered allowed” mentality.
Also MY GOD YES. My favourite part of this au is reading asks like yours:0 Prowl exists in that thin line between being and not being a person capable of his own choices. Orion exists on the thin line between considering him being one of those options. He can’t see Prowl as a “real mech” because he knows for a fact it’s not true. But then seeing him as a tool means accepting that all questionable things he does are Orion’s responsibility.
At the end of the day Prowl is a metaphorical piece of fabric Orion uses to clean his consciousness. In his eyes Prowl isn’t alive enough to be fully blamed for all the bad things he does but he is also alive just enough for Orion to say “it was your fault. Not mine.”
Jazz doesn’t have that dilemma. Uh. Yet haha he will discover the truth eventually of course~. He thinks Prowl is obviously a real mech because in his world magic isn’t alive. It can create an illusion of a mech, sure, this is what all usual golems are, but it’s not smart or believable enough. It’s like one of those tests where all people think they can tell if they’re talking to an AI chat bot because “duh I would obviously know” and then fail to distinguish AI from a real person. Jazz is perceptive but he doesn’t know what to look for. All he knows is that Prowl is somehow doesn’t love anyone but seems to care about of things that aren’t people.
Also it’s a bit unrelated but I find it soooo interesting playing with the usual concepts of magic and technology. Because usually magic is perceived as something more “coming from your heart” and “connected with emotions” while technology tends to be more “soulless” and “emotionless”. And then we have the entire world of robots who think they are alive and magic isn’t :)
#also it’s fun how for humans#developing and growing are considered to be part of being alive#and I’m not only talking of like growing emotionally here#human babies can’t properly talk or walk or do anything really#while cybertronians don’t have the same learning process#their processors are fully developed from the start. their limbs are instantly functional#physical development isn’t something they consider natural#and I know I can’t really call Prowl something physical since he’s basically a walking spell#but he very much has that ‘growing’ aspect to him#he is a spell that complicates itself gradually#from something initially simple and to impressively complex system of thinking and behaving and making assumptions and decisions#while an average Cybertronians have their brains being fully capable of everything from the beginning and grow purely by gaining new experi#experience#…..Jazz is gonna have such an interesting time figuring this shit out lmao#tf mimics au
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Tim and Cass are besties in the “you have done no wrong ever” way
Tim and Steph are besties in the “you know what you did” way
Dick and Tim are besties in the “I really don’t care if/what you’ve done, I’m going to break in and attack you anyway” way
#besties is shorthand for best friend/sibling/twinsies/other half/undefinable relationship#batman#batfam#tim drake#cassandra cain#stephanie brown#dick grayson#cass and tim#steph and tim#dick and tim#tim and cass#tim and steph#tim and dick#dick and tim’s canon relationship is literally the best#I love pulling the little pieces of tim and cass and building them up into something awesome#tim and steph are infinitely complicated and I love them for it#basically they’re all ride or die but in completely different ways
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