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How about Bunnies embodying afterlifes? If I may request; A bunny based on Nirvana from Buddhism

Strange Rabbits - Nirvana
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i don't remember the last time i was this pumped for a video game release. sure, there's been a lot of games i was excited to play eventually, but it's been a long time since i felt like i needed to get a game on release day
#even bg3 which i've been playing since early access#i didn't play it beyond that until like a month after it's full release#i waited at least a few weeks on cyberpunk#ffvii remake i had to wait until pc port#it's really been a while#i WILL be buying da:tv on release day#i will NOT be pre-ordering however#personal#might delete later
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I'm so surprised that Obe's banner is today! I thought it was next week so I didn't prepare a catalyst yet. I rolled anyway and....

I got him!!! 🙌
I wanted to get Tam Lin Tristan too cause of the LB6 story but I ended up just getting a second Obe copy 😂

My friend and I got different summoning dialogues probably cause I already finished LB6. I'm glad I summoned after finishing it. 🥰





I think he likes me 😳 /j
Here's what happens if you finish his ascension quest. (You need to level him to Stage 4 Ascension and finish LB6 to get his sus form)

P.S. I'm poor. I just raised Koyan to 10/10/10. Surprisingly, I had all of Obe's mats laying around. I just don't have lores for him 🥲 I really need to play events akfkkdkdkd
#fate go#oberon vortigern#spoilers#blurbs#and yes im so broke i didnt even have fous for him#until the next event damn#it's really been a while#my last active playing was LB2...which was released 2020 i believe#by active i mean literally burning AP everyday doing dailies and master missions and getting all F2P stuff like CEs and welfares#after LB2 and max bonding Arthur i just quit and went on and off lmao
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Choir audition was today. It's been almost 7 years since I last sang for one. We will see if I passed it again. If not I might look into Sweet Adelines. I just miss singing with people a lot.
#lene and things#it's really been a while#i was taken aback when i didn't get to finish my prepared song#but I know that was more about getting through the list of ppl
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Falin Drawlin ^.^
#drew this during a call w luvly friends and ended up liking what came out :^)#I love women 😍😍😍😍 I love women covered in blood 😍😍😍😍 I love wo#dunmeshi fanart from me…. it’s been a while#art#drawing#digital art#fanart#my art#falin touden#falin dungeon meshi#chimera falin#falin#dungeon meshi#dunmeshi#dungeon meshi fanart#suggestive#<- nawwtttt really but better be safe ?#delicious in dungeon#delicious in dungeon falin#dunmeshi falin#falin fanart
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I like that Megatron is essentially leading a bunch of senior citizens
#transformers#maccadam#transformers one#megatron#starscream#tf one#soundwave and shockwave present as texts lol#megs has heard back in my day one too many times#vice versa the high guard dealing with a gen z child#I think soundwave would use emoticons from all over !!#I still don’t really know shockwave unfortunately but he gives me rise and grind 🔥🔥 energy#starscream is a stubborn old man who will not upgrade his old ass iPad or use emojis so#it’s not that he’s dumb it’s that he’s not hip#I think d-16 would have been a casual emoji user while pax would’ve been super liberal#as megs he uses less but not by much
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Physically? I am sitting in my bedroom. Mentally? Spiritually? I AM DEAD ON THE FLOOR!!!!! THESE TWO HAVE KILLED ME!!!!
(Another drawing! This was originally attempt #1 at drawing stan, and then fiddleford just showed up. Kinda feels like them five minutes after the above acting like nothing happened though, so it works sdjkgkjfshj)
#HEALED FIDDLEFORD HAS ME BOUNCING OFF THE FUCKING WALLS!!!!!!! GIVE THE MAN A BRIGHT HAPPY FUTURE!!! FUCK!!!!!#I don't know how i'm coming off right now#when i say that i've been super manic about them for the past week I really mean it#guys Idk but I think I might be fiddlestans number one fan#I liked this pairing before book of bill and after reading it it only solidified things#IT IS SO MUCH MORE THAN A CRACK SHIP TO ME!!!!!!!!#fiddlestan#gravity falls#anyway this is supposed to be them the next summer#stan is working the shack to tutor soos for tourist season#fiddleford has changed while the twins were on the stan o war#STAN DOESN'T KNOW HOW TO FEEL AT FIRST and they have a lot of shit to work through from their past before they can start making out dksjds#sketchbook#traditional art#pencil drawing#traditional drawing#stanley pines#fiddleford mcgucket#gravity falls fanart
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together, we do the same thing again //
#my art#jujutsu kaisen#jjk#jjk fanart#gojo satoru#jjk gojo#satoru gojo#i still dont fully know what im doing w my render but i think im landing somewhere#pls let th transitional shift b over im tired of this grandpa#i know i am always like its natural fr styles to shift dont fight it just experiment and go with it see where it takes u#but god is it frustrating not being able to tell if u even like what youre making while youre making it#every piece being a full leap of faith bc u cant recognize what the 'ugly phase' is and therefore cant convince yourself tht it will pass#exhausting i tell u#anyway . gojo.#having a lot of fun w yellow-blue-grey lately so i figured id test them out on gojo more#i usually veer sharp in2 either neons or cool tones fr him but lately ive found the bruised pallid yellow look 2 b really striking#throw some periwinkle down fr contrast bam#i also realized its been a while since i drew gojo w his blindfold so theres that also#idk man i just work here#monthly gojo quota met and perhaps even exceeded#ALSO been looping clouded innocent fr ages and ages its so good so have more vocalyrics in caption smile
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this one goes out to a certain middle schooler who wouldve been eviscerated on the spot by woke miraculous
#outing myself as an mlb fan ive been on this train since the damn thing aired and i cant leave#dont follow me for ml btw this is probably a one time thing#. i think.#duck scribbles#doodles#miraculous ladybug#miraculous spoilers#mlb#juleka couffaine#rose lavillant#julerose#marc anciel#nathaniel kurtzberg#nathmarc#marcnath#marcaniel#what even is their ship name actually why are there three different ones#i used to be so obsessed with them when i was younger its unreal i still cant believe these are episodes that exist#JULEKA AND MARC WERE MY FAVORITES...... im so happy for them i really am#i died 10 times over theyre so cute. i wouldve been insufferable and inconsolable back then#would say i cant believe nath and marc arent dating yet but also its even funnier that way to me. hang in there marc#im not gonna apologise because my beloved best friend is gonna get mad at me if i let my sense of shame win again#and also this was the kind of thing i could only have dreamed of drawing when i was like 12 or something so this is for her 👊#im having fun!!!!!!! and isnt that all that matters rly i keep forgetting that#actually while drawing this i realized the splatters on naths overalls are kinda similar to the bi colors thats rly cute#esp when paired w marcs tie dye shirt jksdgjkshdgshdgds
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I think so many people are so deeply alienated from themselves that they have no clue how to exercise their free will and autonomy. For some, this alienation runs so deep that they are afraid of their own autonomy and humanity. It is completely understandable why one would have those feelings, but it can be worrisome.
I want to help others who feel this way, so here are small things I have done to exercise my free will:
Add "guilty pleasure" songs to playlists and actually listen to them (I have a ton of late 1990s-early 2000s music I listen to now proudly that I never listened to in the past out of shame)
Getting the décor item, bath set, bed spread, ect. in the patterns you like, even if it's "childish" (I got a dinosaur-themed wastebasket from the kids' décor section and I adore it)
Taking a new route to get to a place you go to often
Eat dessert first
Celebrate well, and often
Collect things that are "odd" or don't seem like an "acceptable" thing to collect (somebody on my "for you" page collects dandelion crayola crayons and it was so cool!!!!!!)
Incorporate one new piece in an outfit you wear frequently (e.g., a new chain, a necklace, ribbons, bracelets, ect.). Challenge yourself to add onto the outfits if you feel up for it.
Sing along to songs without worrying that you sound "good" or your intonation is completely accurate
Read a book from a genre you weren't allowed to read as a kid (comics, thrillers, mysteries, anything!)
Walk without having a specific destination or goal
Pick up a new craft without expecting yourself to master it or to ever be "good" enough. Get your hands messy.
I don't want to shame anybody for not feeling as though they have free will or that they are exempt from exercising it. However, I wanted to give ideas so that you might read this list and find your own ways to express your intrinsic autonomy and will. You deserve to be a person, to feel alive, not just living. That is what our lives are for.
#mental health#mental health support#positivity#if anybody has ideas of their own definitely include them!#i just think being stuck with this feeling that you don't have autonomy and that you ultimately aren't an equal person or a person at all..#...in comparison to other people can be a really troubling and dangerous place to be in...#...and that isn't the person's fault for feeling that way. they didn't pluck those thoughts out of thin air...#...like i have felt that exact way all my LIFE because i have been abused for. probably 2/3s of my life...#...only within these past few years have i even FELT alive. frankly it's going to take a while to repair what i have been left with...#...so i know the feeling and i want to help others feel even a LITTLE bit alive. you deserve it...#...you deserve to take in a deep breath before slowly realizing 'oh my gd this is what it feels like to be alive' and SMILE about it#i want that for you even if it is brief. even if it is small. even if it is a whisper. i want you to feel alive#unironically getting rid of the idea of 'guilty pleasures' has made my life SO much better
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Found some sculptures from a few years ago that I forgot to sell! A couple snails and a creature named Kefir. I'll be listing these for auction on ebay soon :)
#like in a day or 2 lol#i just need to get boxes to pack them in bc ive not sold sculptures in a while so ive not been keeping boxes for it#kefir is made with a real rabbit pelt#the snails are made from sculpey and resin and seashells#art#sculpture#creature#no idea if ppl are still interested in buying these since its been a while lol hopefully#to be completely honestly the reason i dont really sell creature sculptures anymore is#that its just not rly fun making 3d art for the purpose of selling it#sculptures esp creature sculptures are fun to make if its something im able to get emotionally attached to#its not like this for 2d art commissions tho#idk
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i cant even properly explain how it emotionally affects me when my cat comes up to me for cuddles. small creature walks up to me, a giant, in search of a gentle touch, because he trusts me completely. that is what love is. that is what the universe is built for. i want to cry
#i've been really sick for a week and haven't had the energy to play with navid for a while#and i feel like he's been so understanding about it??#like he gets it that im not well so he's not being pushy to play as he usually is when im healthy#i love him so so so much#jamble ramble#navid#my cat
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my dealer: got some straight gas 🔥😛 this strain is called “public transit” 😳💊 you’ll be going wherever you want for an affordable price 💯👨💻
me: yeah whatever i dont feel shit
5 min later: dude i swear the bus should have been here by now
random guy at the bus stop with me: the transit app is lying to us
#now that im making this post i think i saw a very similar version a while ago#then again it could have been that i just thought about it really hard#who knows
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You've Been Portal Jacked! Part 9
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...do you ever feel like you're the only one in the room who doesn't know what's going on?
#rottmnt#rise of the teenage mutant ninja turtles#rottmnt leo#rottmnt mikey#rottmnt raph#rottmnt donnie#YBPJ#Okay these pages took a while#not because of the glow-y stuff. that was fun to mess with#but because I really couldn't figure out how to do the layout#Edit: Changed the background colors a bit because I realized I used the wrong palette lol#You've Been Portal Jacked!#comic
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what's left to those with ash instead of soul if not to cling to those who burn a bonfire?
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the product of me contemplating about olrox's possible backstory and reading several mexica culture + spanish conquest books for the past 2.5 weeks (was absolutely worth it)
(+ a bit of yapping under the cut)

I've been thinking of him as a warrior from the commoner class or as a priest who was accepted into the calmecac from the same lower class because of his high capabilities (it was possible to accept children who were talented and with good qualities); and the priest version slowly took over - Quetzalcoatl, whose feathered-serpent form olrox takes, is a patron of knowledge, learning and priests; while it is symbolical - for a priest after spanish invasion and all the consequences (erasing of culture, persecution of the religion, converting into the christianity) to have this form in the manner of some kind of support, it also creates a common ground and parallels between olrox and mizrak in the aspects of religion, harsh duty, devotion to divine beings and theological questions, which i found fun to explore :)
i also thought of him being on lesser position in hierarchy - maybe as an offering priest, who could have got higher due to the fall of Tenochtitlan and immense decrease of population.
Anyway, I'm so normal about him and so looking forward to read more about other precolombian cultures now!
#oh olrox so when fires were taking over tenochtitlan yours was dying out#i really have been feeling like smacking my head into the wall while reading these books#art#my art#gvalesdraws#netflix castlevania#netflix castlevania fanart#castlevania#castlevania fanart#castlevania nocturne#castlevania nocturne fanart#olrox castlevania#olrox#olrox fanart#castlevania olrox fanart#olrox/mizrak#olrox/his unnamed lover oh boy i really should read about those people in future#mizrox
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William Afton lost two baddies in FNAF..
#myart#chloesimagination#comic#fnaf#five nights at freddy's#fnaf fanart#william afton#henry emily#mrs afton#clara afton#fnaf 4#afton family#William really lost the two people he considered somewhat equal to him#that must of been a blow to his ego#for Mrs Afton I assume his depression over losing her doesn’t set in till later#cause he gotta come to terms with he did actually love her#which is uncharacteristic of him least what he thinks#while Henry leaving was an immediate blow to his psyche#his parentership meant a lot cause I could see#Henry is one of the only people he thought was even worth talking to#that actually saw his visions#dude must of been a wreck after this lmao
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