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My 3 little cousins were baptized today. "Triggered" is kind of a strong word but being in a catholic church again... I'm a little fragile rn ngl.
#butch speaks#it was hard not to shake as i held J over the basin to have the water poured on his head#when he was cleansed of sin. as if a little kid could ever knowly or intentionally offend a so-called loving god#the words came naturally to me#but they meant nothing#i remember when they used to mean something. when i begged gods forgiveness for my sin (being a lesbian) and tried to pray the gay away#i remember how much i wanted to die bc i could never truly embrace the sacred#i STILL deal with the complex of catholic guilt. its a very real thing. its hard to shake#i cant help but wonder if the catholicism ingrained in my brain is why i have a hard time with casual dating n sex#fun fact: there was a point when i was a teen that i got REALLY catholic#i prayed everyday. i talked to my patrin saint (st agnes) every day. i wantsd to become a nun#the thought of marrying a man mad me more sad than feeling like an alien did. so id marry the church as a nun.#not the way to hide being a dyke when ur fam is catholic btw LMAO#the first priest i knew was father joe. i loved that guy. he was so kind. friendly. briming with love.#he was one of my biggest references for what a good person was like#he talked about gods love a lot. how its for everyone. no one is exluded. ever.#he used to look right at me when he said stuff like that. a few other kids too. all of whom grew up to be queer#then father joe passed away. our church merged with another church. father jeff was the priest there.#he was kind but not as kind. he talked about hell and sin more. he looked at the same kids father joe did.#but the kindness in his eyes wasnt there.#that wasnt for us.#my family wasnt even THAT catholic#i went to church every sunday i did vacation bible school and catechism classes and youth group#i was an altar servant and in the choir#i even used to speak/understand a little latin#imagine how much worse id have been if my mom could have afforded catholic school lmao#grateful to have grown up poor in that regard#hm. actually... reading my own tags. mayne we were pretty catholic actually.#fucking hell.#i need to have lesbian sex in a church before god and everyone. mayeb that would fix me.
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OK I'm seeing why you guys kept going on about the magnus archives
#Spotify put some mechanisms songs into my playlist literally years ago#And I finally got around to actually listening to the bifrost incident in its entirety the other month#Which led onto the rest of the mechanisms albums#Which has now lead to the magnus archives#And I'm only on episode 20#And I wasn't quite expecting it all to start linking together already#But I'm going crazy any time there's reference to a previous episode#Or an interruption from another character mid recording#Basic bitch opinion but the caving/cave diving was easily the scariest yet#But the Jurgen lightner stuff is also REALLY cool#And I'm buzzing over the electrician and the priest telling the same story from different perspectivez#And all that that implied#I'm just so excited to see where it's gonna go next I love to get freaked out#Daily commute has one advantage and that is podcast time < dumb ass who could've started listening to podcasts months ago#Once I finally learn to drive I won't be able to focus on a podcast cuz I'm very all or nothing about them#So idk when I'll otherwise listeb#But I'll work it out
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I finished reading Sha Po Lang today. I don't think I'll have time to get into all my thoughts for a few days, but there's a really interesting essay to be written about how this novel's themes compare to Tai Sui's. Both novels are about the end of one era and the start of another, but each story's protagonist (and each story as a whole) goes about fighting corruption and societal decay in very different ways. Sha Po Lang is a story about fixing a failing country from the inside by working within the systemâit's a story celebrating a Good Emperor. Tai Sui is, for the most part, about systems that are corrupt and oppressive by nature and must be torn down and equalized to elevate the common people. That's a hell of a change in viewpoint for novels written by the same author six years apart.
#I'm curious now to see if there are any earlier priest novels that touch on the same themes. and how they handle them if so#since spl is kinda mid period for her. and its themes connect to md's. which came out a year later#I'm also really curious to see if her later work will continue to reflect the ideas expressed in TS. or if she'll regress#but I don't think any of her newer stuff has been translated#also since I'm breaking my rule of not posting about it and I don't mention this in the post itself#obligatory disclaimer that. interesting parallels to TS aside#spl is hideously racist. and I cannot in good conscience recommend any one else read/buy it#I'd really rather nobody do so because of me at least#invasion of the frogs#andie reads spl#technically I haven't finished all the extras yet. but I've at least finished reading the whole main plot
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Awhile ago I made a post saying that my favourite dualistic Horus and Set epithet was rHwy, but I have since learned that thereâs another spell in the Pyramid Texts that calls them snwy (which is just the number two in Egyptian), so Iâve changed my mind, thatâs my favourite one. A dou so iconic that the Ancient Egyptians will literally just call them âthe twoâ and expect you to figure it out.
The translations of this spell add another word usually to make this make sense, like âthe two (assailants)â or âthe two (contestants),â but that is not there in the Egyptian.
(The spell in question is Pyramid Text spell number 407/Pharaoh Tetiâs spell number 284, if you want to have fun figuring out the huge mess that is Pyramid Text spell numbering in order to find it. The line in spell where this occurs is about the pharaoh deciding court cases, so that does make it pretty obvious which two gods they must be talking about, but this is still very funny.)
#egyptian mythology#egyptian gods#horus#set#seth#Heru#sutekh#the pyramid texts#If youâre wondering if this could be a mistake where they meant to write a second word and forgot: Egyptian doesnât work like that actually#Egyptian nouns can be singular plural or dual#So in Egyptian you can just add a dual ending onto a noun to show thereâs two of them the same way you add s to show plural in English#The Egyptian word for âlordâ is ânbâ and Horus and Set have another epithet ânbwyâ#which means âthe two lordsâ because it has that dual ending#If the priests had wanted to say âthe two somethingâ instead of âthe twoâ here they would have added -wy to a word instead of writing âtwoâ#ava has thoughts#ancient egypt stuff#Do you like how I insist on putting all this context in whenever I make posts like this?#I can never just say something funny I noticed and then leave. I need to treat it like Iâm writing a thesis.
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Justice for jolyne wdym emporio defeated pucci
#can i say maybe i dont like where this is going bc i dont like the priest. like why not have dio do all this. i have to endure his boring#self while not having any motivation bc i still dont know why he wants to do all this bc that backstory doesnt justify anything#while dio is in the background and he has a motive to hate the joestars and create a world without them. idk#this is like light and near but unjustified#i would have prefered the priest resurrecting dio in some strange way than him doing all this i think#and i still dont like his powers âđ» they dont make sense to me and the evolution doesnt either. how can you just flip stands.#also his rant about how he killed all his enemies... josuke and giorno are out there now lmao#retracting my statement they changed the opening but just this last episode#i do like the destiny stuff like the same thing happens in a new world bc of necessity and the whole plot has been about things happening#because it needs to happen but why does this reset need to happen??? why does pucci want it?? so everyone can be happy?? why??#literally nothing that happened to him has been the joestars fault. dio brainwashed him? ok SHOW IT#like the plot is okay but the priest doing all this makes no sense it could be anyone at this point#okay i get it now destiny is like gravity.... but his stands changing makes no sense still. the disc thing got out bc of the plant baby. ok#but the gravity just changed to something else entirely??? to time??#he kept repeating time and space but a space stand would be the hand. gravity is something else entirely#its not like velocity>acceleration or star platinum and the world velocity>time. that makes sense#gravity and time is like my stand makes anything into ice cream and then it makes things disappear#rant at this point but yeah#okay control. the priest wants to know exactly what is going to happen at all times to be prepared and evolve?? and why would dio want this?#weather report...... i mean it was meant to be#yeaaahhh emporio roast him#irene and anakiss ajdhaisjaisjakakakak#i might be crying but this doesnt change my pucci criticisms#the ending song..... incredible choice#i think i liked golden wind too much and i cant control myself and not compare#but pucci doesnt make sense to me here apart from being a priest and wanting to fulfill 'god's' purpose or whatever that means#so now there is a new world but with joestars but they dont have stands?? or just pucci doesn't exist (or dio)#so just the prison gang doesnt get them. but ermes didnt go to prison either. idk#talking tag#watching jojo
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other problems im having with ascendance of a bookworm:
theres only about one event in each book before it ends/transitions to epilogues
The Author's Barely Disguise L*li Fetish
The Author's Barely Disguised Royalism
#.din#.txt#like. point 2. its all stuff so small that in isolation i sound crazy to notice.#but the mc is small for her age [by 11 she resembles a 7 year old]#and the plot keeps mentioning how young she looks for her age and how small she is and on and on and on#and then. her endgame love interest. is a priest who is chronologically 20 years older than her.#[i say chronologically and not physically bc the mc is like. she spends 2 years in a magic cryopod so.]#im still reading it because its relatively well written and very well worldbuilt [mostly]#[as in despite myne inventing paper + shampoo + etc the world seems too advanced for these to be new. compared to irl medieval europe.]#[like the explanation is they used magic instead of inventing stuff. which would be more interesting if it was culturally 1900s.]#my biggest nitpick is that the seasons have the same names despite the days of the week being different. like is it another world or not.#riddle me this fantasyland: what is the etymology of 'autumn' in this world?
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A few headcanons about Snacksworthâs treats:
The Proto Beasts and Neo Swords love their respective modern-day counterpartsâ treats (Blueberry and Cherry just coming up to me and mugging me for the Suicune and Virizion treats I used to catch Scarlet and Violet respectively)
Glastrier treats have Iceroot Carrots and Spectrier treats have Shaderoot Carrots
Disappointingly I canât think of anything else right now also both of those felt very obvious
#headcanon#Legendary PokĂ©mon#PokĂ©mon#if I have the time to play today I plan on grinding for BP in Scarlet while listening to Judas Priest#and then tomorrow Iâll grind for BP in Violet while listening to Iron Maiden#also Iâve given up and will finally allow myself to make permanent alterations to Blueberry and Cherryâs movesets#I also have some changes I want to make to the other Proto Beastsâ and Neo Swordsâ movesets:#Apple needs a move that can make use of both its Fire Tera type and itâs higher Attack stat#and I donât like how Passionfruitâs moveset includes a forced switch-out a move that only does stuff two turns later#and a move using its worst stat to calculate damage#so something has to be done about that#Lemon I might change Dragon Hammer to something special but I donât rely on that move anyway#and Orange never uses Megahorn (Iâve only used it with Cherry I think and Cherryâs proven Megahorn has terrible accuracy)#also some of Snacksworthâs Legendaries are having their movesets altered#especially everyone who doesnât have a move of their Tera type#although Iâll probably fix the issue with Reshiram Zekrom and Solgaleo by changing their Tera types to their secondary types#(and doing the same for Lunala too but it doesnât have a problem with Psychic-type moves)#and then creating that same problem for Kubfu/Urshifu by changing its Tera type to the secondary type of the form chosen in that version#(Dark in Scarlet and Water in Violet)#but Lugia (only Water-type move is Rain Dance) Groudon Glastrier and Spectrier are all getting moves of their Tera types#not sure whether or not I want to change the Swordsâ of Justice Tera types to their primary types#I may end up catching the rest of the Legendaries in groups of 3 or 2 because Iâm impatient#the groups are in no particular order:#Galarâs DLC Legendaries plus Alolaâs Box Legendaries#(these ones are my favourite which is why Iâm splitting up Alola and Hoennâs Box Legendaries)#The Legendary Birbs#Johto and Unovaâs Box Legendaries#(mainly because of their sub-legendary trios being âcounterpartsâ this gen due to the Proto Beasts and Neo Swords#or more specifically Suicune and Virizion alliterating with Scarlet and Violet which is why the two trios are counterparts this gen)#and then finally Hoennâs Legendaries
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talking to him more very much achieved. we just talked for like 4 hours in the kitchen holy shit I need to sleep
#I went into the kitchen to wash up wanting it to be a few minutes to get back to my parents by he came home at the same time#unsure what just happened honestly! as in Iâm not sure what is going on from his end of the interaction#because I have never met anyone who would just do that before. like four hours straight when before weâd talked for periods of idk 10minutes#and he WAS engaged the whole time#granted he spent a significant amount of time talking. he talked far more than I did which is often the case but Im not sure how I felt here#I think he gets excited abt individual topics and. gets carried away is the wrong word but he gets absorbed in it#he spent a while talking me through the very complex maths heâs been doing recently#(he studies maths. also abt to start masters.) and was assuming a much stronger mathematical background than I have but I understood a bunch#he IS very good at explaining things and I was interested to a point but unfortunately I was not going to ask about individual theorems and#shit like that at 11pm. it was still super interesting Iâm not downplaying that but I didnât know half of what he brought up#there was basically no way I was going to understand much more than the vague concept anyway#anyway! also extremely into food. especially into traditional chinese cooking which is cool as fuck and I now know so much more abt food#I have never personally cared much at all about food. I enjoy when taste good and I enjoy cooking. heâs into the precision cooking#that he told me apparently Chinese and French food is the best in the world at. meant to be amazing at going for specific effects#oh he came back from a musical! apparently abt a woman with bipolar that was on in London I might check what that was. next to normal#cried 7 times. apparently heâs super into stories with that kinda emotional payoff. started telling me later abt tokyo animation#priest if youâre already seeing this I WILL be asking you abt it later but pls tell me whatever. he likes clannad and sound euphorium#bunch of others but those are the ones he talked most abt and started tearing up when he played me a song from clannad where the babyâs born#so I think biggest things Iâve learned are that heâs impressively in touch w his emotions (further damaging the straight guy case)#regardless itâs just nice to talk to a guy who talks abt stuff so openly itâs very refreshing#unsure how cultural differences factor in here. I wouldâve expected it to go the other way but possible this is a degree more normal#and heâs very very academically minded. he learned Japanese bc was bored after high school and is doing a WHOLE lot of extra maths for fun#socially definitely very competent heâs very good at talking but a little more focused inward.#definitely did not notice the (admittedly extremely gentle) flirting throughout like when I complimented his bracelet#(this cute gold year of the rat thing his mum got him)#so yeah. was very fun talking to him. will process this for a while#I think this has definitely established that we could be friends if either of us pursue that after summer which is very cool!! will see#luke.txt
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Day 6 of Character Trivia Night!
For tonight we have Micah
Micah is an only child with a mother and a father
He grew up in a small town and his parents were upper-middle class in town standards
They were very religious and paid a lot of attention to always appearing proper. They wouldn't wear the same outfits two days in a row and made sure their clothes were always perfectly ironed
His dad was quite strict with him, not allowing him to play outside and crease his clothes, and made sure he attended church regularly
Micah was never really interested in playing with the other kids so he didn't particularly care about the rules
Even as a child he was aware he was prettier and smarter than most kids around, he was also very apathetic towards others. He didn't particularly care about them but enjoyed when they praised and looked up to him so kept the good boy act
His one joy was growing flowers, because unlike humans flowers are not annoying. If he takes good care of a flower it'll grow up and bloom like planned, it won't betray his plans. Its life is on his hands, if he decides to cut it it'll die, and if he decides to stop watering it it'll shrivel
His parents weren't very into the idea of him taking care of their garden but after seeing he wasn't giving up and that he actually made it look prettier they gave in
He was later on sent to the capital to further his education, joining the cathedral and quickly becoming a high priest
Even away from his parents he continued to live following their teachings. He would wear clean and well ironed clothes, he usually preferred loose fitting ones that didn't show much skin
He also started growing his hair to the possible displeasure of his father, he enjoyed taking care of it and keeping it clean. He naturally had very thick strands but his hair was still very soft
He also quite enjoying coffee, especially with some light sweets accompanying it. Thanks you that he ended up being quite good at brewing coffee and baking low sugar cakes
He was popular with men and women alike thanks to his angelic appearance and polite personality, receiving letters of affection not only from people inside the cathedral but those who simply came to visit it
Soon enough he was more well known than the actual bishop amongst the common people
He didn't really care about ranking up more and taking on the bishop role, he actually enjoyed the fact that he was better liked even as someone of lower status which made the actual bishop quite furious
He was eventually sent to work at a church in a nearby town by the bishop who did not enjoy seeing him around, not that Micah cared. The town was small but clean and well taken care of, he could just live quietly while being adored by those around
He was greeted with many cheers upon his arrival to the church, his fame traveling ahead of him
He greeted everyone and introduced himself, not caring to pay too much attention to the stuff they told him
Around his third day at the church, as he was passing by the inner garden he heard the sounds of giggling
Two nuns in training, seemingly enjoying a conversation between themselves
Micah could hear what they were talking about but somehow it all felt like blank noise, not registering. The weather was nice, he could feel a warm breeze flowing through his hair. The sunlight was just right, making his skin warm and fuzzy but not to the point of making him sweat. He could hear the chirps of birds mixing with their giggles. Everything was so nice, so nice and so clear, and Micah was just standing there. He was just standing there and looking at the nun he seemingly had never noticed before. Was the sky always so blue and full of life?
It wasn't too hard finding more about you as you were on good terms with most people around. He quickly learned that you were a faithful child of god, that your family was quite poor and that you wanted to become a nun in hopes of earning money to help your family
The day he first approached you was an exciting day for you. He's THE Micah after all, anyone would be excited. He was so nice and so easy to talk to, before you knew it you were crying about your struggles and pains as he gently hugged you
You really liked him, he would always listened to your problems so patiently and offer you solutions. With him you felt so seen
At first it started small, Micah bought you the dress you've been eyeing for so long. Then it started getting bigger, he would sometimes directly give you money, telling you to go buy whatever you need
He was like an angel, truly a good person. You thought he must be a savior sent by god to make your pains go away
And so you trusted him, how could you not? He was such a good person, and everyone knew just how good he was. And you continued trusting him when he called you to his chambers late at nights, you trusted him when he locked the door behind you, you trusted him when he was being just a bit too close for your liking
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Micah didn't care about how many weeds he had to cut off to make one flower bloom the way he wants it to bloom. At the end of the day it's the flower he wanted, and his flower has the prettiest petals when he holds it in his hands
#micah#yandere priest#yandere priest x reader#yandere#male yandere#tw non con#tw noncon#tw religion#male yandere x reader#yandere x reader#yandere x darling#yandere x y/n#yandere x you#oc#my oc#yandere oc#yandere original character#original yandere#original character
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Hi, sorry if this is an insensitive question but I was wondering if you have books by black authors that don't center racism? It's not that I want to live a blissful life not knowing about racism, I'm dark skinned nb woc, racism is part of life. I just noticed that unless it's a romance book, every 'by black authors' book list I find will have all the books with racism being a major theme. As if being a black author means publishing will only sign if you write about racism. I want to read something different, happy and humorous, fantastical, scry, whatever. I don't want every book I read from black authors to be about race the same way I don't want every book by queer authors I read to have homophobia. I got some recommendations before and all of them were like "hilarious book where author talks about racism they faced in a funny way", I feel exhauated. I know different books have to exist but I can't find them when I google.
sorry I'm so charmed by the idea that asking a white bitch for book recs about Black people doing something other than experiencing racism might be insensitive
anyway you're right like!!! a lot of authors of color only get to crack into publishing if they're willing to write about their suffering and be lauded for that and like, cool, bless up for writing that but would be cool to pay attention to stuff that's not all pain and suffering!!
I'm going to caveat to say that some of these will contain, you know, References to racism, especially if they take place in the real world, since Black authors and Black characters are gonna acknowledge that, but I'm not gonna rec like. The Hate U Give where that's The Point, yknow? also a lot of these are still rather dark and grim as novels because of who I am as a person and what I like but I hope will still be helpful. check the content warnings for everything I recommend ever.
ANYWAYYY
gotta shill for Akwaeke Emezi right out of the gate as usual: their most recent novel, Little Rot, is a pitch black thriller that starts with a Nigerian couple breaking up in Lagos and proceeding to have the most evil and deranged weekend anyone has ever had. truly almost content warning in the book for this one, BUTTTTT racism is like. the least of anyone's worries. girl, there are hitmen.
My Sister, the Serial Killer by Oyinkan Braithwaite is another Nigerian novel that's more of a dark comedy about a dutiful older sister who's been cleaning up her impulsive and beautiful younger sister's dead boyfriends for YEARS. shit comes to a head when little sis sets her eyes on a man her older sister likes (who's also her boss!!! gag!!!).
Helen Oyeyemi's novel The Icarus Girl is a quietly creepy horror about a young mixed English girl who visits her mother's Nigerian family and comes back with a commanding, powerful imaginary friend that no one can see, who starts causing terrible things to occur once the family is back home. I was blown away by how well Oyeyemi wrote little Jessamine's POV; really nailed the smart, lonely, anxious child perspective.
Darknesses by Lachelle Seville is a WILD paranormal indie pub that i read earlier this year that's soooo messy and so entertaining. I think I described it as feeling like reading through someone's blog about their OC's? it was a hoot. the basic premise is that a young Black woman named Oasis, physically and mentally scarred from escaping a cult, is working at a bookstore in New York City when she meets another gorgeous Black girl who claims to be in love with her... and also to be an incarnation of Count Dracula.
if we want some high fantasy I really, really love NK Jemisin's Dreamblood Duology, which is set in a fantasy version of ancient Egypt and revolves around a class of priests who utilize the magic of dreams. political intrigue ensues!
love of my life Janelle MonĂĄe curated a collection of short stories called The Memory Librarian, where each story is written by a different author and is inspired by the world of MonĂĄe's album Dirty Computer. Danny Lore's story Nevermind, based on the music video for Pynk, is my #1 favorite thing.
also if we want some nonfiction I truly adore all of Samantha Irby's essay collections so much; there aren't a lot of writers who consistently make me LAUGH laugh but she gets me. her most recent, Quietly Hostile, has some top notch shenanigans re: having to go to the hospital for a very stupid allergic reaction at the height of COVID social distancing.
you may also find inspo here (I know I did!!)
and here (I'm especially intrigued by Meet Me at the Crossroads)
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in which you're loopy from anesthesia
You shouldâve known Azzi wouldnât let you go through your wisdom teeth extraction alone. The moment you brought it up in your shared dorm room, nervously fiddling with your hoodie strings, sheâd immediately put a hand on your shoulder and said, âDonât worry. Iâll be there.â
And she was. Right along with Paige, KK, and Sarah, who insisted on tagging along purely for the chaos. You, on the other hand, were too doped up on anesthesia to know or care.
Which brings us to now.
The car is quiet for all of two seconds before you open your mouth.
âI think Iâm in love with the sun.â
Paige, driving, glances in the rearview mirror with a smirk. âWeird way to say Azziâs name, but okay.â
Azzi, whoâs seated next to you in the backseat, watches as you lean dramatically against her shoulder, cheeks puffed out and eyelids drooping. âSheâs prettier than the sun,â you murmur, as if itâs a grave injustice. âLike⊠have you seen her face? Her face is⊠like⊠like art. Like a Picasso.â
âPicasso?â KK chokes out from the passenger seat. âBro. You sure you donât mean a Renaissance painting or something?â
âNooooo,â you whine, head tilting toward Azzi again. âI mean like the good Picassos. The ones that donât look all melty and weird. She's the opposite of melty. Sheâs all, like⊠symmetrical and stuff.â
You blink up at your girlfriend, heart doing cartwheels in your chest. âYou⊠youâre so pretty,â you mumble around the gauze, voice muffled and drowsy. âLike. Like so pretty. So. Prettttyyy. Prettier than like. Flowers. And like⊠sunset on a beach⊠and like that sparkly filter on Instagram.â
Paige, trying to focus on driving, lets out a snort-laugh. âOh, this is gonna be good.â
âNo like. Like I love your face,â you continue, staring at her with awe, like youâve never seen her before. âYou have like. Eyes. And like. Cheekbones. And your lips are like. Boom.â
âBoom?â Sarah asks from the seat behind you. Sheâs riding along just for the entertainment at this point. âWhat does boom mean exactly?â
You lift your hand (with great effort) and vaguely make an explosion motion next to your head. âBoom,â you repeat. âLike. BOOM. Lips go boom.â
KK is wheezing.
âOh my god,â KK says, recording all of it on her phone. âAzzi, you better save this. For her birthday. Her wedding. Her Hall of Fame induction.â
You tilt your head dramatically against Azziâs arm, face scrunched in pure adoration. âAnd your arms, oh my god. Your arms are like⊠Greek statues. But like better. Like real life. And soft. But also strong. Like you could carry me and Iâd be like âthank you I live here nowâ.â
Azzi chuckles softly, brushing a loose strand of hair off your forehead. âThanks, baby,â she says sweetly, but her eyes are already dancing with amusement.
You blink up at her. âYour arms. Your arms are my favorite arms in the world.â
Paige is wheezing now. âWait, what?â
âTheyâre so⊠strong. Like, I bet you could carry me and my emotional baggage. And like⊠a whole Costco haul. At the same time.â
Azziâs trying not to laugh, but itâs impossible now. Her shoulders shake as you grab her bicep with both hands, eyes wide with childlike wonder.
âSee?? Look at this! Look at this muscle! This should be illegal.â
Azziâs laughing, full-bodied now, biting her lip to keep it together. She flexes her arm a little just to mess with you. âYou like these arms, huh?â
âLIKE THEM?â you cry, suddenly very emotional. âI worship them.â
âOh lord,â Paige groans, covering her face but laughing so hard sheâs crying. âThis is the greatest day of my life.â
âLike one time you were wearing that tank top in practice,â you ramble, eyes glazing over as you remember it with awe. âAnd I was like⊠should I call a priest? âCause that was a religious experience.â
Azzi leans her head back against the seat, her whole body shaking from laughter now.
âI love her so much,â you whisper suddenly, voice cracking. Your eyes go wide and glassy. âLike. So much. Like. Like more than pizza. More than... nap time. More than sweatpants. More than muffins, Azzi.â
âOh no,â KK says, as your face starts to scrunch like a baby about to cry.
âMuffins, bro?â Paige says. âThatâs real love.â
Tears are now freely rolling down your cheeks. âSheâs so beautiful, you guys. And smart. And she smells good. And she always ties my shoes when Iâm tired. And one time I was sad and she brought me gummy bears and kissed my forehead and it FIXED EVERYTHING.â
Azzi wraps both arms around you and pulls you into her chest, laughing even as she blinks back a few of her own tears. âBaby, itâs okay. I love you too.â
You look up at her with big watery eyes. âDo you?â
âOh god,â Sarah whispers. âWeâve entered the Dramatic Phase.â
âI do,â Azzi says, kissing your nose. âI love you so much.â
You sniff, then smile, cheeks puffed. âYayyy,â you slur. Then, without warning: âI want to marry your arms.â
âNot you?â Azzi teases, brushing your messy hair back.
You pause. âYou can come too. But your arms are the main event.â
Paige almost pulls over to the side of the road because she canât drive through the laughter. KK is gasping like a fish. Sarah is doubled over.
âIâm gonna make this my phone wallpaper,â Paige says, pointing at the video of you stroking Azziâs arm like itâs a priceless artifact.
âIâm gonna make shirts that say âI want to marry your armsâ,â Sarah adds, wiping tears from her eyes.
Azzi just hugs you tighter, beaming like the proudest girlfriend in the universe. âYouâre never living this down, by the way,â she whispers in your ear.
You mumble something incoherent into her shoulder.
âWhat was that, babe?â she asks gently.
ââŠboobs.â
Azzi is dying, trying to keep her composure while you pat her arm repeatedly like youâre making a point. âYou donât understand. These arms? They cook for me. They hug me. They shoot 3s. Swish!â You raise a limp arm in the air in an awkward imitation of her jump shot, smacking the car roof lightly.
Paige is crying now, laughing so hard the car swerves slightly. âOkay, okayâno impersonations in a moving vehicle, please!â
But then, without warning, you suddenly sniffle. Your face crumples like a sad raccoon.
âI just love her so much,â you sob, nose stuffy and gauze hanging from your lip like an unhinged vampire. âSheâs so⊠beautiful. And kind. And nice. And smart. And she helps me study when I donât understand econ. And she remembers my coffee order. And⊠and her smile? Her smile?! Itâs like sunshine and glitter and heaven.â
The car falls into stunned silence. You hiccup. Then:
âAlso her butt is really cute.â
That does it.
Paige literally pulls into the campus lot doubled over the wheel. KK slams her hand against the dashboard, crying with laughter. Sarah is recording the entire thing from the back, breathless with giggles.
Azzi, blushing furiously, has both hands on your cheeks now. âOkay, okay, babe. Letâs get you inside, yeah?â
You cling to her like sheâs your personal teddy bear. âWill you marry me?â
Azzi chuckles, kissing your forehead. âOne day. When youâre not on drugs.â
You squint up at her, serious as ever. âOkay. But your arms better still look like this.â
âThey will,â she promises, half-laughing, half-melting. âJust for you.â
You beam like you just won the lottery, then look over at KK. âCan you officiate?â
KK clutches her stomach. âSay less. I got ordained online last week for this exact moment.â
They help you into the dorm, you still babbling about how Azziâs smile is âprobably what inspired the concept of light,â and how youâd fight God Himself if He ever tried to take her away from you.
Azzi tucks you into bed, wipes your drool, kisses your temple, and whispers, âI love you too, my dramatic little baby.â
Paigeâs Instagram: [blurry selfie of the car] "Y/N's wisdom teeth got pulled and she proposed to Azzi mid-anesthesia. She also gave a TED talk on her biceps. 10/10 entertainment."
KKâs Tiktok: [video of you poking Azziâs arm repeatedly] âShe said âthese arms do Godâs workâ and started crying đđđâ Song playing: âCanât Help Falling In Loveâ by Elvis
Azzi? She saved every single video. And so did you.
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FALL FROM GRACE
do not desire her beauty in your heart, and do not let her capture you with her eyelashes. put to death that which is earthly inside you.

pairing: priest!sunday x succubus!f!reader
themes/content: dubcon (char!receiving - he says "stop" and it's basically ignored, and there's some heavy coercion/corruption stuff going on here), somno depending on how you look at it (succubi technically visit people in their dreams, so he's asleep ? sorta?), lots of religious guilt around sex, heavy catholic religious imagery (literally straight up bible verses). smut. handjobs, fingering/masturbation, p in v. i wanted to explore the rigidity and internalized shame sunday feels so uh . here's this ! (wk: 3.6k)
a/n: me when he's burdened and tormented (also i had to put my religious trauma somewhere ! hope it's yummy) :3333
The first night is always the most fun.
They never wake, not on this visit; the mind is a simple thing to trick, eager to make excuses for the gentle touches trailing over oneâs torso, down their chest. A dream, they call it, a ready and waiting path to forgiveness.
The second night is usually the same - feather-light hands, breathy kisses - but you find Sunday to be a near-impossibly light sleeper when he begins to stir beneath you. Pinned under thighs that straddle his waist, his eyelashes flutter, nearly roused; his lips part, almost a sigh. Itâs an uncanny thing to be so beautiful and so unaware; you wonder if heâs grateful for this gift. With a quick peck, you send him back into the waiting arms of slumber.
The third night you visit him, his eyes open slowly, still clouded by dreams. Itâs rather obviously unexpected to be found in this position, with a stranger resting over him, smiling, trapped beneath their weight.
âWho are you?â he breathes, barely above a whisper. Thereâs no fear behind his gaze, only shimmering curiosity.
âWho do you think I am?â
Your fingers trail lower, tracing circles into his abdomen. Itâs a fitting pattern for what youâve seen of him: controlled, precise, predictable. No hard edges or uncertainty, just smooth and calm. Something about a vow, you think, has made him like this. Poverty. Chastity. Obedience. A promise to a power too self-righteous for your taste.
His eyebrows furrow as he attempts to focus upon you, vision still blurry. The most beautiful thing heâs ever seen, curves casting shadows under the fading starlight, black lace and soft skin. Then, thereâs a flash of horns, a flicker of your tail, the markings below your abdomen pulsing through the dark. He swallows. âWhat are you?â
Ruby lips spread into a grin, one that veers sinister - heâs such a cute little thing, a chocolate covered strawberry, all sweet and flesh and blood. âAn angel.â
The silk pillowcase rustles as he shakes his head, too innocent, too naive to do anything but be truthful. âNo, youâre not.â
âNo,â you lean forward, feeling his pulse thrum below your palm. âIâm not.â You kiss his cheek, and whisper a goodnight.
The fourth night, heâs more awake, but less verbal. Instead, sun-bright eyes follow your movements, the crackling fingerprints that travel his skin. He lets you touch him, lets you trace out the muscles lying below the surface, feel the nerves and arteries that quicken under your touch. Drowsy little whines leave his throat, barely a sound, as you work. Up wrists, over shoulders, to collarbones, counting ribs and diving into his hips, along his thighs, and back again. Itâs a beautiful routine, just light enough to keep him half-slumbering.
From there, itâs mostly the same - you touch and trace and tease him, and he watches, silent and mostly unconscious. A week passes, maybe two. The time doesnât matter, not to you, not really. What matters is the way his skin sparks beneath your fingertips, the way his eyelashes flutter under the moonâs silken glow.
You arenât granted the privilege of visiting him awake, not yet, at least. Thereâs no way for you to see the way he pours over text, books with cracked spines and dusty pages, to find the source of theseâŠdreams, of the being that visits him and steals him from the respite of sleep. The word succubus is heavy in his mouth, more bitter than communion wine, with no unleavened sanctity coming after to dull the taste.
On the seventeenth night (you think, if your count is right), he wakes in a notably different position, no longer cradled by the mattress upon which he put himself to bed. Under the mottled moonlight, he finds himself sitting upright, the bare skin of his back resting against something much warmer than the wooden headboard.
âGood morning, Sunday,â you purr into his ear from behind.
He murmurs something, slowly turning over his shoulder to face you. For the briefest moment, you think you catch the flicker of a smile.
âGood morning, demon.â
âOh?â you let out an airy chuckle. âSo youâve figured it out then. Good, I was worried all you priests were nothing more than fools.â
The lightest laugh brushes past his lips, allowing his eyes to rest for a moment. âIâm no fool. Now tell me, why are you here, demon?â
Through a feigned pout, your hands make their way back to his chest. âWhat, are you sick of me already? You donât like me, is that it?â
âI have no particular feelings towards you.â Heâs quick to respond, quicker even to remind himself of his place, of his duties, as your palms threaten to burn through his skin. Poverty. Celibacy. Obedience. Important ideals. Good ideals. Holy ones, at that.
Through a hum, you travel lower over his body. Itâs a test, really, to see if heâll stop you, grab your wrists and yank you from behind him and banish you from this place forever. It would take so little: a splash of holy water, or even a simple curse, and heâd be rid of you. Surely he found that little fact in his readings.
And yet, he simply follows your path downward with his gaze (you canât say youâre truly that surprised - it has become your routine, after all. And Sunday cherishes his routines).
âNo feelings for me, you say,â you say, pensively. Lower, and lower, and lower.
Just as his lips open to speak, to throw some calculated retort, your fingertips brush between his legs and the sound twists into something else, something needier, a noise he couldnât have controlled with all the constitution in heaven.
You gasp at the response, too, awe bubbling inside your cheeks.
âOh, Sunday,â you breathe. âYou poor thing, you must be so pent up.â
âI- mmm.â With a second run of your palm over his hardening length, his eyes dance shut, his entire body shuddering.
âDonât they allow you to touch yourselves here?â
Itâs evil, this touch, coursing with sin and dark, dirty blasphemy. He ought to shut his mouth, rip out his vocal cords if thatâs what it takes, and wait. Perhaps a blood smear above his lips would protect him, make you pass him over tonight and all nights thereafter.
âN-not in the monastery,â he chokes out. âItâs against the rules.â
He grants you the privilege of grazing his warming skin, before letting out a shaky breath. Thou shalt not covet. Dispel desire.
âYouâŠyou should stop.â
âStop?â The absurdity leaks into your voice. âYouâve given up so much for this silly church, donât you think? Why give this up, too? Donât you deserve it?â
A pause, a steadying breath, to quiet your dissatisfaction disguised as rage.
âAnd besides, look how badly you need this. It feels good, doesnât it?â An angel, caught in your trap; to think you may not even have to clip his wings. âDonât you want to feel good, my dear Sunday?â
Eyelashes delve into the creases of his eyelids as he tightens them closed, lips pulled into a gasping frown. Everything in his mind, in the years of his training, of memorizing verses and teachings and sermons and rules and rules and rules, tells him to say no, to force a stop to this nonsense.
âAnd,â you perk up at his hesitation, âit wonât even be violating your so-called ârulesâ if Iâm the one touching you, right?â
Even through the feather-light touches, Sunday worries heâs losing his mind, like your fist might as well be piercing through his chest and ripping his soul from it, dragging it into hell with you. The thoughts that make it up his spine are too blurry with lust to let the more sluggish Reason through.
âRight.â
Smiling into his neck, you feel his carotid jump under your teeth. âGood, good. So just let me do this, okay?â
So put to death the sinful, earthly things lurking within you. Have nothing to do with sexual immorality, impurity, lust, and evil desires.
He says the words over, and over, and over in his mind.
Do not be greedy, for a greedy person is an idolater, worshiping the things of this world.
He knows better than to make idols.
And yet, all he can do is nod his head.
He doesnât face you, of course, buried under the shame of it. If the church was any older, heâd worry the brick would collapse in on him at any second, to punish him for the sin he was too weak to avoid committing. Perhaps he should be turned to salt, a fate befitting of his pathetic disobedience.
âOkay.â
Itâs immediate, the way he relaxes when you finally reach below his boxers. The heat of your touch melts him, his throat craning as it releases strained whines. Heâs heavy in your hand, a weight his so-called gods would surely commend, if they could spare such thoughts. Soft skin, unsoiled, untainted. Utterly holy.
As you stroke him with a tenderness only known to the clouds of salvation, he looks nothing short of angelic, the arch of his spine making space where wings ought to be, the tickle of his hair soft like a crowned halo. And you, wrapped around him like a flame, carry him through the air. Lower, and lower, and lower. To soften the blow when one falls from grace.
It takes so little for him to shake, to shudder and cry and bend, until you worry his shoulders may snap if you werenât caging his torso against yours. His head falls back, slack-jawed and awe-struck, as he releases into your palm, pumps of white coating your hand.
Itâs a beautiful thing, the sounds he makes, the purity of it. White and cream and gold, just as youâd imagine heaven to be.
Thereâs waves of pleasure, his stomach clenching with each one, pushing him further and further into you, and you swallow him whole, welcoming with open arms.
Slowly, you press your lips to his cheek, scalding hot.
âGoodnight, Sunday.â And he falls into your chest.
It grows increasingly difficult for him to hide the dreams (at least, thatâs what he would convince himself they are). Itâs been months now, although truthfully, youâve stopped counting.
Every night, he falls into a troubled, humid sleep. Every morning, he wakes to a mess, still half-hard and panting.
And yet, heâs more relaxed, his shoulders less tense. When he turns to the parish, his neck moves more easily. As a well-educated (well-trained) man, he assumes he hides it well, but his relief is palpable, a taste too thick to anyone who knows him.
âYou seem different lately, Sunday,â Father Wood observes casually.
With his back facing him, Sunday conceals the way his spine tightens. âHow do you mean, Father?â
Pensively, Father Wood lights the altarâs candles, an honor given only to those most highly ordained, an honor Sunday used to dream of performing (now, of course, his dreams are consumed by other desires).
âJustâŠdifferent, is all.â
Sundayâs attention falls to the flames before him, to the way they dance nervously despite the still, stagnant air inside the church. Perhaps they know something he doesnât.
âIâve been spending more time in the library lately. Perhaps my reading has enlightened me.â
âPerhaps,â Father Wood echoes. With quiet purpose, he lights the final candle. âThis church is your home, my boy. You had nothing before you came here. I remember the day we took you in, the day you were saved.â
Thereâs a pit in his stomach, one that grows and grows and grows; heâd expect it to taste like acid, but all he gets is honey. âI remember it, too.â
Father Wood hums, facing away. ââIf our minds are ruled by our desires, we will die.ââ A pause, a flickering flame. âSunday, I trust you not to forget the oaths you swore.â
A shiver runs up his neck. Poverty. Chastity. Obedience. âOf course not, Father.â
That night, you meet Sunday in bed. Normally itâs little trouble to untuck the sheets, to find the welcoming skin of his thighs, but tonight he seems determined to bury himself within the blankets.
âSunday,â you say. He fails to respond, but his ears twitch. âSunday, I know youâre awake.â
One eye slowly cracks open, revealing the sun behind his eyelids. âGo away.â
âExcuse me?â you choke a laugh. âYou want me to âgo awayâ?â
Closing his eyes, he hums in affirmation.
Within your chest, your heart flutters - heâs so cute when he thinks heâs in control. Perhaps thatâs why you chose him (the chase is always the most fun, the tension of it all; you think Eveâs first bite of the apple must have been underwhelming compared to its weight in her palm).
Perhaps your routine will bring him back. Slowly, you trail a finger along his collarbone - before he pulls away. Curling himself onto his side, he tucks his knees to his chest and shuts you out.
This is certainly a novel development. And it certainly will not do.
âFine then,â you state, leaning back to the corner of the mattress.
In response, his left ear twitches, but he gives no other response. So be it.
Against the wooden footboard, you open your legs, visible if he were only to turn towards you. With well-practiced hands, you easily slide the black lace panties down your knees, letting them fall at your ankles and leaving you bare (it requires few garments to do your work successfully, after all - theyâre made for this).
Silently, you spread your ever-wet folds open. With your other hand, you draw circles around your clit, slowly, tauntingly. Delving into your own heat, a sound of relief comes as an exhale, one that finally has Sundayâs gaze peeking from between his eyelashes.
âWhat are you doing?â
âIf you donât want me to touch you, I guess Iâll just have to touch myself instead,â you say. The words flow easily, thick like milk and honey, something sweet, something to help him sleep.
This time, his eyes remain open.
His mouth does, too.
Silent except for the ragged breaths coming past his lips, he watches you pleasure yourself, the way your fingers curl, knuckles disappearing only to reappear shining. The inky pattern adorning your womb morphs and glows; a spot of saliva catches in the dim light, and he makes no move to wipe it away.
With an arch of your back and a tilt of your head, you beckon him closer - always such an obedient little thing, your Sunday (he was praised for it, once); he slowly rises. The mattress shifts beneath his weight, holding it unsteadily, as he crawls towards you. Unwavering attention held raptly between your thighs.
âSunday,â you say, to snap him out of the trance that pulls him towards you. He says nothing, a small trail of drool spilling from the corner of his perfectly eager lips. âSunday.â
His eyes snap up to yours, the sun eclipsed behind the growing shadow of his pupils.
Your palm cradles his jaw, thumb wiping away the glistening desire. âAre you going to behave now?â
A blank stare.
A fragile nod.
âGood.â Your grin splits the earth open with wicked flames, poking between your teeth. He drinks in the heat with a starving throat, ignoring the way it burns (or reveling in it).
A sparkling star shines in his eyes, nearly glowing. You pull the two fingers from your cunt, still warm and sticky and sweet, and hold them before his face.
You donât even have to tell him to open his mouth - obedience is such a lovely thing.
When your taste lands upon his tongue, he releases a moan like molten gold. His lips close around your fingers and he sucks and licks the essence from them, hungry and gnawing. Your fingertips glide over his molars and he fights the urge to bite, to claim (a well-trained dog is still just a dog, after all).
Thereâs a half-hearted whine when you remove your skin from his, one that makes your cheeks ache.
âTell me what you want, my dear Sunday. Anything you want.â
If our minds are ruled by our desires, we will die.
Perhaps dying here tonight, with your taste still lingering in his throat, would be a graceful demise. A martyr of his sacrilege.
Already, he looks ravished, his cheeks dusted red and eyes wild and unfocused. The pretty ones are always the most fun to ruin, to dirty with desecration; they look so beautiful as they fall.
âI want-â thereâs a lump in his throat where his servitude lives, where the years of holiness coalesced and stayed. He swallows heavily. âI want to feel good. I want you to make me feel good.â
âAh,â you breathe. âI suppose I can do that.â
âBut-â he catches himself. Rules, and rules, and rules. They clog up his esophagus, his vocal cords straining to get past them.
With a gentle finger, you hush his worries. âJust let me take care of you. Let me make you feel good, okay?â
He exhales, a shaky sound. âOkay.â
It takes little pressure to recline him onto the bed, the sheets already dampening from the sweat collected in the hollows of his back. He lets you undress him, lets you place scalding kisses into his skin, soft and sweet as a fig. Ripe like one, too.
Only two pumps of your fist up his length and heâs already leaking, twitching and aching.
âSo eager,â you coo when his hips rut into the air, chasing your touch.
âM-my apologies,â he says weakly.
âNothing to be sorry for, my sweet Sunday. Pleasure is a thing to be worshiped, donât you think?â
Theyâd bury him for this. The other priests would crucify him and leave his body out to rot. Heâd deserve it, he wouldnât even complain, heâd be perfectly obedient until his very last breath.
As your thighs encase his, as you line his tip to your entrance, as you sink down, slowly, slowly, slowly, until youâre flush with him, until youâve swallowed him whole and nestled him inside of you, his vision goes white and he feels the warm smile of forgiveness.
âYes.â
From behind, your tail twitches into his peripheral vision. A cruel reminder, a crash and burn. Melted wings and the sea. But then your hips circle, once, twice, and he forgets himself again, he enjoys the fall.
His hands fly to your waist, before theyâre swatted away with a click of your tongue and a sparkle in your eyes. âAh, no touching me, remember? Those are your rules, after all.â
âRight.â Instead, his fists dig into the sheets, knuckles turning white.
With each plunge of your warmth up and down his cock, heâs reborn, fresh and gasping, each breath burning like the first. Crescent moons carve into his palms, and he groans.
âIs thisâŠis this real?â
A chuckle bubbles from your throat. âDo you want it to be?â
He hesitates for a moment, lets your hand rest on his unsteady heart, lets your skin stick to his. Just below it, a knot forms, the strings tightening and tightening and tightening under years of strain.
âYes.â
You fill his vision, all-consuming, eating the space between you with sharp teeth. When you speak, itâs a low sound, a rumbling purr. It makes his stomach clench. âGood.â
His breaths come in faster, now that he knows itâs real, that the heat creeping up his neck and down his legs is real, that this is happening. That something exists that feels this fucking good.
And then, all at once, the knot unties itself. The moans he releases are holy, more beautiful than a choir with all its ordained voices.
Damp palms grab at your hips, and you let them. With greedy fingers he holds you in place, fucking himself up into you. Tears well in his eyes and in the blurry haze, he thinks he sees heaven. It opens itself before him, warm and beckoning, in the space between your thighs.
âGod, fuck,â he exhales, and you grin.
âHow blasphemous, Sunday.â
If he hears you, he gives no indication. Curses tumble from his lips, raw edges cutting his lungs.
He chases a high with urgency, with uncoordinated thrusts and a too-tight grip. His dedication is truly a virtue.
Itâs only a moment before he stills, eyes widening, jaw falling open to release an angelic cry. Truly beautiful as he falls, as he comes undone. In the space below his arched spine, you swear thereâs a momentary flutter of wings.
Eyelashes open and close, as if to prove that this is not, in fact, real. But the heat still encircling him is proof enough. He shivers.
âFuck,â he whispers, more to himself than anything.
âOh Sunday,â you hum, fingers tracing ribs that rise and fall unevenly. Thereâs a twinge of something mixed into the pride, something sadder, something longing. âThis certainly has been fun.â
âFuck,â he says again. Dread settles on his shoulders, heavy, heavier than duty or scriptures or a grave, than a cross. âWill IâŠ?â
âBe excommunicated for this? Probably not,â you smirk.
Weakly, he shakes his head, sweaty strands of hair sticking to the pillowcase below. âWill I see you again?â
The question makes your heart flutter. How cute.
âIf youâd like to, my dear.â With a gentle hand, you brush the fringe from his forehead. âAnything you want.â
At that, he relaxes, his shoulders sinking deeper. With heavy eyelids, his blinking slows. âGood.â
How beautiful he looks like this, half-conscious and spent, utterly debauched. Utterly holy.
âBut for now, get some rest.â Warm lips press into his cheek, and he leans into them with a hum. âGoodnight, Sunday.â
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The birthday gift

A Halsin x reader fanfiction | Explicit, 18+ | 7k words A/N: Okay since the Halsin brainrot has had its hold on me for ages, I started this fic on my birthday in december, not expecting to ever finish it because I have literally never finished anything I've started writing before- until now. I got inspired to write this by this post (for the birthday part, the smut part is my own horny imagination) and well, this is the final product. Since it's my first time publishing any of my writing and writing smut at all, please be kind with me XD Summary: Your companions prepare a surprise birthday party for you, Halsin sees you in your new dress, you two dancing leads to him confessing his feelings for you and a very happy ending... CW: halsin x f!reader, virgin reader, halsin eating pussy, fingering, p in v sex, breeding, rough sex i guess, halsin being the man he is, all that stuff idk what to write here really
I hope you enjoy it, comments and reblogs are very much appreciated <3
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You and your companions had finally reached Baldurâs Gate. Itâs still morning when you enter Rivington that day and the streets are busy with all kinds of people, many seemingly refugees from Elturel and farther away, here to find shelter in the city. As you continue down the road to the village in front of the city gates, you are stopped by a little red-headed girl.
âErm. âScuse me, I canât find my mum.â She looks worn out and as if she has recently been crying.
âWhere did you last see her?â you ask as you bend down to her, smiling to show you want to help.
âShe went to go get some herbs - for her spotsâ she gestures towards her face. âShe was sick. And she was supposed to come back the same day.â She pauses before adding, âThat was last tenday though.â
âLetâs go find a guard. Theyâll be able to help youâ, you propose.
The girl shakes her head. âGuards blow like petards. They donât help us.â
Your heart sinks at these words. It seems all these people were here because the city wouldnât take them in. And the guards are no help either, apparently. You wonder what happened to your city, where once everyone was welcome.
Halsin sighs and shakes his head in disapproval. âThis city is a poor place to be in need of help. Even the guards canât be trusted to protect the most vulnerable.â
You silently agree and think of how you could help that girl. You decide to spare a few coins, so she can buy herself some food.
âI donât know where your mum is, but here - take a few coinsâ, you offer her, not able to tell her that her mother is most likely dead. Halsin smiles at you warmly as you shoot him a quick glance, the sight making your heart skip a beat.
âOh - erm. Thank you so much! I donât have anything and you canât do anything without any coinâ, the little girl exclaims, bobbing on her toes and suddenly looking a little less tired. âIâll pay you back. When I find my mum.â She turns around and bolts. âNo need, itâs a gift!â you call after her but she has already vanished in the crowd.
You finally arrive at Wyrmâs Rock Crossing in the evening, after you had snuck past one of the new city guards - the so-called Steel Watch - and promised to investigate the murder of the local Ilmater priest. Another incident that seems to fuel the hate towards the refugees.
And that isnât even all. The city is closed, even for you as a Baldurian, and to get in youâd need an Admission Pass - or wings. You sigh. You just want to get into the city, rent a room in the Elfsong and think about what to do next, now that the Absoluteâs army must soon be upon the city.
Itâs all too much and too little time. And you canât just turn away from the people you met in Rivington either, they need help just as much as you need to find out how to beat the Absoluteâs Chosen and get rid of the tadpoles.
When you make your way around camp that evening, checking up on your companions, Halsin notices your exhaustion, the way you slump your shoulders and how your usually impeccable stance falters. He wants to relieve you of at least a bit of the tension, so when you walk over to him, he offers you a massage. The things he wants to say to you can wait until tomorrow.
âThank you, Halsinâ, you accept, his hands turning you around and gently pushing you down to sit on your knees before him. You sigh as his broad hands knead the tension from your back and by the time he is finished, you feel like a sleepy, boneless lump of flesh, muscles completely relaxed. You thank Halsin again before you retire to your bedroll, the hopeful thought that the offer mightâve been more than Halsinâs usual kindness crossing your mind before you drift off to sleep.
The next evening, you were finally inside the city walls. You consider the new information of the day. How you got your hands on an invitation to the celebration at Wyrmâs rock fortress, your disbelief to see that it was Lord Gortashâs coronation as Arch Duke, how he made the tadpoled Duke Ravengard give up his power and how Baneâs Chosen then proposed an alliance against Orin, the shapeshifter that had already approached you in Rivington. You had agreed to kill her, but you definitely wouldnât leave Gortash his Netherstone. But that is a problem for another day. You had managed to get a room in the Elfsong Tavern and as usual you make your way through it to hear what your companions think of all that had happened today. Most approve of your decision. Halsin is the last person you speak to and as always, he has just the right words to ease your worries. For now, at least.
âWait-â, he grabs your arm before you can leave. âI didnât thank you yet.â His large hand is warm and makes your skin tingle where it touches you.
âThank me? For what?â He chuckles at your puzzled look. âFor all that you did in Rivington yesterday. You have so many worries and yet you still go out of your way to help those in need. The way you made that little girl smile, or how you didnât hesitate to investigate what happened to that Ilmater priest.â A blush creeps up your cheeks as he continues. âIâm afraid Natureâs balance can never be restored in a city like this, but seeing what you do every day without expecting anything in return gives me hope. And for that I thank you.â You smile up at him, lost for words with your heart beating fast.
âI appreciate you saying this. I wish I could to more, to help everyone, but if I can at least do a little good, itâs worth the exhaustion at the end of the dayâ, you eventually admit with a smile. Halsin grins. âYouâre too modest. I wager you donât even know how extraordinary you truly are.â Your cheeks blush an even deeper red at those words and only when you retire to bed for the evening does your heart resume its normal pace again. But the warm feeling Halsinâs presence gave you remained for the night.
After you had the first proper breakfast since your crash with the Nautiloid, you feel ready to explore the city and find out how to best deal with all your problems. You hadnât particularly missed the bustle and noise of your old home, but you canât help feeling safer now that you were in familiar surroundings again.
Gale proposed to go to Sorcerous Sundries, both to find out more about the Elderbrainâs crown and to see what the wizard there wants with your companion Nightsong. Since you donât have an idea where to find Orin yet, you figure that this is as good as any other thing you could be doing.Â
The way from Elfsong to the magic shop isnât far and you still have some time before it opens, so you decide to stop by the Baldurâs Mouth Gazette to update yourself on any news you had missed in your absence and struggle with the Absolute.
Scanning the title page, you notice the date in the corner and your brows shoot up in surprise. Noticing this, Gale asks if you found anything important in the newspaper.
âNo, itâs just that I realised today is my birthday and I've completely forgotten about it. That means we have been on the road for more than two months alreadyâ, you wonder aloud before you add, âIt doesnât feel that long.â
âWell, then we have to celebrate of course!â Gale exclaims happily. You smile at his enthusiasm but shake your head. âWe have bigger problems for now. Letâs see what this Lorroakan wants with Dame Aylin and then get on with our business. Besides,â you shrug, âwe didnât celebrate birthdays in my monastery anyways so I wonât miss anything.â
âIf you say so,â Gale replies and you turn your attention back towards the page you were studying before.
You had already forgotten about the conversation as you come into your chamber in the Elfsong, grateful for the few minutes alone during the bath you had taken and the respite for your tired body.
But the moment you enter the room, Karlach and Shadowheart drag you to a set dinner table, laden with the most delicious food you could imagine. There arenât your ordinary fish heads and the mouldy bread you usually have to call supper, instead delicious smelling pork roasts, pies, glazed carrots and potatoes, deep red apples and more pile atop the table, all lovingly placed around a huge flower bouquet in the middle of it.
You are so overwhelmed by the amount of work your friends mustâve put into this, that you can only stutter a âthank youâ before Karlach announces, âHappy birthday soldier! Halsin, Gale and Shadowheart here told us that today is your birthday and you never had a proper party before, so we decided to prepare you a little something!â With a grin she gestures from the table to one of the unoccupied beds, where a few packages are placed.
âYou brought me presents too? You really didnât have to!â you exclaim in surprise. You are so touched that your friends -among all the trouble- still found time to prepare the presents and this party for you that you feel tears well up in your eyes.
âDarling, no need to cry,â Astarion laughs as he pushes you onto your designated chair. âThis is a party and not a funeral! Go ahead and enjoy yourself, itâs your special day after all!â
With a sniff and a small chuckle at Astarionâs words you sit down properly. He is right, of course, and you all clearly enjoy having a small break from the worries you faced at the moment.
Smiling hesitantly, you grab some meat and vegetables and start to eat - it really is delicious. You revel in the laughter and conversations with your friends, your weariness from todays fight forgotten for the moment.
When all of you canât possibly eat any more, Karlach drags you over to the bed with the presents. You can tell she is excited to see if you like the few things your companions managed to get you in the time they had for preparing, so you start unpacking.
The first present contains a book on the monastery you were raised in, with a handwritten note from Gale:
âIâm sure you already know most information this book has to offer, but I thought it might still bring you comfort and remind you of home.â You thank him with a tight hug and carefully place the book into your bag.
The next package is a bottle of the finest liquor of the Elfsong Tavern, plus a sparkler for every one of your companions which Karlach sets of immediately.
Laughing at her shenanigans, you reach for the last and biggest present. It is wrapped in red paper and decorated with a little white bow. You wonder where your companions had managed to find all those things while you carefully pull the paper open. Soon a dress falls out of the packaging and you gaze at it in awe. Your fingers trace the deep forest green fabric, intricate silver and gold patterns weaved into it.
âThis is beautiful, thank you, truly!â you say earnestly. You still canât quite believe that all this should be for you. âI thought you would like itâ, smiles Shadowheart. âAnd Iâm certain it will suit you beautifully. Go now - try it on!â she urges you.
You walk to the bathroom which still smells of the quince-scented soap you had used for your bath a few hours before. While changing, you bask in that warm feeling in your chest these moments among your friends always grant you. Whatever problems you had encountered, in your opinion they have all been worth it just for the people you found and let into your heart along the way. As cheesy as that sounds.
You regard yourself in the mirror. The dress is cut low and close-fitting, capturing your cleavage in a very flattering way. Maybe too flattering, if you think about it too much. This isnât something youâd usually wear, but you have to admit that you like the way the dress looks on you. A bit insecure you go back into your room, where you are greeted with approving cheers and whistles from your friends.
âYou look absolutely stunningâ, Shadowheart admires. âI knew it would look good on you! Turn around pleaseâ, she commands. You do what you are told, with red cheeks at the compliment.
When you face Shadowheart again, you notice Halsin gazing at you with pure admiration - and something else you canât quite place. You think you notice a golden shimmer in his eyes, but that could be a trick of the light considering all the candles in the room.
âI must admit, your neck looks very tempting in that dress but I know someone who is a lot hungrier for you than me right nowâ, Astarion remarks with a wicked grin and a sideward glance. You frown at him, though you canât help your heart skipping a beat at these words. Could he possibly mean Halsin?
âNow, what would a party be without some music and dance?â Wyll interrupts your thoughts and as if these words have summoned her, the bard the party had met in the druid grove appears in the doorway.
âAlfira!â you exclaim happily and immediately rush over to hug her. âIâm so glad you got to Baldurâs Gate alright!â
Alfira grins at you. âYes, thanks to you and your friends here. When they reached out to me today and told me it was your birthday, I just had to come! Wyll organised everything.â You nod to him in thanks. âNow, I donât have anything to give you but just tell me what you want to hear and I will play it for you!â
âThanks, Alfira, thatâs more than enough for meâ, you beam and lead her into the room towards your group. âWyll, now is your chance to show me your dancing!â You say as you take his hand and pull him into the middle of the room, then you grab Karlach and Gale and start to move to the tune Alfira started to play. Karlach swirls you around and Wyll shows you the dance moves from court, which -to be honest- remind you a bit of the mating dances you had seen with a few bird species.
Out of breath from all the dancing and laughing, you request a slower tune from the tiefling bard. You manage to persuade Shadowheart to put away her wine for a moment and start to waltz around the room with her. She is quite the good dancer and you wonder where she had learned it, with her being raised in a Sharran temple and everything.
At the next tune, you approach Halsin. With your head light from the wine, you have finally gathered the courage to ask him for what you have secretly thought about the whole time.
Still, you can feel your heart beating in your throat. âErmâŠHalsin, w-would you honour me with a dance?â you eventually manage to mumble out shyly.
âOf course, little flower. Whatever your heart desires.â That particular heart skips a beat at his intimate tone. âAlthough you might wish you hadnât asked me that once youâve seen my dancingâ, he adds with a chuckle as he takes your hand.
He leads you into the room and starts to swirl you around to the melody of Alfiraâs lute. He definitely isnât as graceful as Shadowheart but certainly not as bad as he has made it sound. But even if heâd had the dancing skills of a bugbear, you wouldnât have noticed. His large and warm hand around your waist and the smile with which he regards you sends your pulse through the ceiling. His smell of pine and honey and fresh air intoxicates you and it is hard to keep your feet from getting tangled in your dress.
When he leans down to you, you have to remind yourself to keep breathing. âBefore you go and mingle again, I still have a present for you. I wasnât sure if you would even like itâ, he admits, âbut I have decided to give it to you anyways.â When the tune ends, he leads you to the space in your room where his bed stands and bends down to search his pack.
You think about how long it took you to realise how attracted you are to the druid as you admire his strong back before you. Of course, you have noticed his kindness and compassion and you have always marvelled at the way he drew strength from nature. But only since you had some kind of break these last days have you begun to understand the depth of your affection for the man before you. It runs deeper than mere friendship and the echo of his hands on your back have awoken a hunger inside you that only grows stronger the more you look at Halsin. How desperately you hope that he feels the same way about youâŠ
When he stands up to turn around, you quickly brush away the thought that has sent the heat into your cheeks again.
âYouâre the only one who knows of my secret passionâ, he begins jokingly, âso I thought you might accept this as my present for your special day.â He hands you a small whittled duck he has apparently made in the hours you were away from camp. You canât help but tear up at the thought of how much effort he has put into all the details he has carved. There are even small webbed feet on the underside of the little duck.
âThank you Halsin, this is an amazing gift!â You smile down at the little duck. âYou are amazingâ, you add quietly.
âWith all that you have done for me, I should be the one thanking you night and day.â As you look into his eyes again you see that his gaze is now very solemn. âThere was another reason for wanting to speak to you privately. I have lived a very long time. I have taken many lovers. My heart does not stir lightly. But it does now.â Your heart flutters in recognition of his words, the confession sending sparks across your skin.
âI want more than to fight at your side, or to sit around the campfire with you. I want to lay with you under the stars and feel your skin against mine.â Halsinâs gaze on you is intense, filling your chest with a burning heat that slowly spreads lower into your belly, as if the wine you have been drinking suddenly caught on fire inside of you.
Halsin continues, âI think you feel the same way - but tell me Iâm wrong and the matter can rest. I do not wish to sour our friendship, but I have to know if it can be something more.â
You stare at him for a moment before you realise that he waits for your answer.
âY-youâre not wrong, far from itâ, you whisper. âI would like that very much.â You smile up at him and he takes your hand in his.
âMay I kiss you?â he breathes out, relieved. You nod and he bends down to gently press his lips on yours.
His hand slides up your arm and to your back while he places his other behind your head, gently pulling you closer and deepening the kiss.
You feel his tongue prodding at your lips, demanding entrance and you happily oblige. The feeling of his soft lips on yours sends you spiralling and you canât stifle the small moan that escapes you. Halsin sends out a silent prayer to Silvanus - if that is all it takes to make you moan, what sounds do you make when he finally gets to taste you? Groaning, his hand on your back slowly wanders lower, a silent question of permission in his eyes. You press your body against his as an answer, feeling the heat radiating off his chest ⊠and lower.
Halsins hand grips your ass firmly, making you gasp, the other joining in and hoisting you up on his hips, turning you both around and pressing your back to the wall. You cannot stop the surprised squeak that escapes your lips at the sudden movement and Halsin presses his mouth on yours to stifle it.
The feeling of the growing bulge in his pants between your legs and the low moan Halsin utters before kissing you even more vigorously sends a shiver down your spine, pressure starting to build between your thighs.
In a desperate attempt to pull him closer, your hands grip Halsinâs hair, arms, everything you can reach. But before you can lose yourself in him, Halsin releases your lips, panting, and rests his forehead against yours.
âI would very much like to continueâ, he whispers, his breathing ragged and voice hoarse with desire, âbut the others will expect us back and I think you would probably like a bit more privacy.â He sighs and softly kisses your hair. âI will come to your bed when the party has ended, little flower. But donât expect much sleepâ, he adds with a wicked grin. You can only nod as he gently props you back on your feet.
With your head spinning, you get back to the others, averting your eyes from the knowing smirks of Astarion and Shadowheart noticing your ruffled hair and flushed cheeks. You ignore them, trying to engage in some more conversation and one or two dances while the thought of what awaits you wonât leave your head.
When the last of the party finally bids you goodnight, you hurry to bed, awaiting Halsin. You canât get away from the echoes of his hands on your body, heart already racing again and warmth blooming in your belly. Even if he hadnât promised you heâd come tonight, you wouldâve been unable to sleep.
A soft rustle next to your ear startles you from your thoughts and as you turn your head, you could make out Halsinâs large figure in the dark, crouching beside your bed.
He cuts you off from what you wanted to say by placing a finger on your mouth, his other hand sliding under your back and pulling you into an upright position. With your heart beating into your throat, you take the hand Halsin offers as he gently beckons you to follow him into the corridor outside of the room the party shares, then further into a small but cosy bedroom on the next floor.
The door closes with a click and before you can say anything, Halsin sweeps you up into his arms, pressing you flat against the door and capturing your lips in a kiss that feels like it burns you from the inside.
Halsinâs fresh, earthy scent floods your senses as your tongues intertwine and your hands find their way into his hair, tugging at his braids. You whine when Halsin lets go of your lips, only to gasp as he starts nibbling and placing searing kisses on your jaw while his hands squeeze your ass firmly, bringing your bodies as close together as possible.
You moan at the growing ache between your thighs but plant your small fists against his shoulders anyway, gently pushing him away a bit. Halsinâs eyes, pupils wide and dark with desire, find yours.
âWhat is it my heart?â he asks, voice hoarse. âDo you want me to stop?â You see no disappointment in his gaze, only worry and your heart swells at how selfless your lover is. You avert your eyes, suddenly embarrassed to tell what troubles you.
âI- I j-just wanted t-to say that ⊠um ⊠well, I- I have never been with someone beforeâ, you mumble eventually, averting your gaze as you blush furiously.
âSilvanus, preserve meâ, Halsin groans out before almost dropping you and stumbling backwards, trying to steady himself on the small desk opposite the bed. With wide eyes you regard what is happening before you. Halsin drops to his knees, a deep animalistic growl coming from his lips as his eyes fill with golden light and he transforms into his huge bear form.
You gasp and nearly trip over your feet in an attempt to make room for the bear before you, but the animal fills almost the entire chamber. After finally regaining his composure, Halsin manages to change back into his elf form, with a snarl and a ragged breath coming from his lips.
âForgive me. I- lost the run of myself.â He shakes his head in disgust at his outbreak, terrified that he has ruined this precious moment with you before it could properly begin, and slowly gets back to his feet. âSometimes, when blood runs hot enough, itâs difficult to tame the beast. And the thought of you trusting me enough to share your first time with me ⊠well, you saw what happenedâ, he smiles tentatively, slowly approaching you again with hesitation in his eyes.
âDonât apologiseâ, you assure him with a shy smile. âI like it.â If possible, you blush even harder now. âMaybe for another timeâŠ?â you add, fidgeting nervously with the front of your dress.
A relieved grin spreads over Halsinâs face. âYou like it..?â, he chuckles. âYou are full of surprises, little flower.â As he steps forward, he bends down to gently plant a kiss on your cheek, only to proceed to bite at your earlobe which elicits a delicious moan from you.
âIâm glad you think so, but now youâve made it even harder for me not to outright devour youâ, his low voice whispers in your ear. âNevertheless, I will be gentle. Or at least Iâll try to be.â You swallow hard, arousal sending shivers down your spine.
Halsinâs arms wrap around your waist again as he kisses your jaw, your forehead and nose, until eventually his lips find yours again, his tongue ravaging you like a man starving. His hands, this time directly shoving under your dress, firmly grip your thighs. He ruts against you, growling, his now rock-hard cock pressing against the confinements of his clothing.
His fingers trail higher up, kneading your ass, then stroking the soft skin of your back before slowly wandering even higher. His touch sends jolts through your body and you can feel the heat between your legs, already nearly too much to bear.
His eyes hold an unspoken question and when you nod, Halsin lifts your dress off and brings his mouth down on one of your breasts, the hand thatâs not on your back now gently kneading the other, massaging the hardened nipple between his fingers. You mewl at the sensation, impossibly more pressure building between your thighs. Halsin gently bites down at your breast, only to run his tongue over it afterwards to soothe the mark he made. You moan and arch your back, desperately trying to press closer against Halsinâs still overly clothed erection, wanting to feel everything of him.
He growls and his mouth begins to place kisses down your front, between your breasts, on the soft flesh of your belly until he is on his knees before you, his warm breath fanning over you and flooding you with heat.
âMore?â he asks, his pupils blown wide with lust, as his thumbs brush the soft skin between your legs. âPleaseâ, you whine, knees almost too weak to stand and your underwear already embarrassingly soaked.
Halsin wastes no time, pressing kisses on the insides of your thighs, his one hand holding you in place and his other slowly -too slowly- sliding your panties down your legs. The sight of you bare and dripping with need before him almost makes him lose control again, makes him want to take you, devour you, fuck you, mark you and then fill you to the brim with his cum but with a groan he wills himself to calm down and be gentle with you. He wonât hurt you. He wonât.
He exhales deeply, lifting one of your legs up and slowly swiping his tongue through your wet folds, which earns him a choked gasp. His nose nudges your clit as his tongue starts stroking, slowly at first, then faster and with more pressure. You canât help the way each expert swipe of his tongue makes your hips buck into his mouth as countless moans and sighs fall out of your mouth. Halsin growls in response, the vibrations around your sensitive bud making your legs shake. You can barely keep up and the coil in your belly is tightening ever faster with Halsinâs mouth sucking your clit and his tongue inside you.
âYou are sweeter than honey, my heartâ, he groans as his tongue presses flat against you. âLet me taste you as you come undone on my tongue.â With your mind clouded with lust, all you can do is moan out Halsinâs name and press yourself further against your loverâs mouth.
He understands anyway, now slowly dragging a thick finger through your dripping folds until he stops, teasingly pressing against your entrance. You whine, begging him to fill you, to do anything to release the overwhelming pressure between your thighs. When he finally thrusts into you, you canât stifle the cry of pleasure that escapes your mouth. With Halsinâs finger now working your cunt open, his mouth continues its ministrations, licking and sucking your clit, soaking your legs with your slick.
With a wicked grin, Halsin inserts a second finger into your quivering hole, pushing inside over and over again, holding you firmly in place as you try to writhe away from the intense pleasure. His fingers coil upwards in response, hitting a spot inside you that makes you see stars.
âPlease HalsinâŠâ, you beg, toes curling and legs shaking, âIâm close- I- Oh!â
Moaning into your cunt, Halsin picks up his pace, his fingers pumping in and out of you as his tongue swipes over your clit again and again, bringing you closer to your end.
One more thrust with his fingers and a soft nip of his teeth against the sensitive bud between your legs is all it needs to send you spiralling over the edge. âHa- Halsin!â you cry out, hips jerking violently and fingers digging into his shoulders as your orgasm hits you with the force of a lightning bolt. He moans at the sensations of your walls contracting around his fingers, the urge to take you and feel you squeeze his cock with your needy cunt almost overwhelming him.
You whine when he pulls his fingers out and stands up, bringing you in for a passionate kiss as you still struggle to regain your breath. Tasting yourself on Halsinâs tongue pulls a small moan from you and an embarrassed heat creeps up your back at the thought of how aroused you already are again.
With a smile, Halsin pulls away. âYou are amazing, little flowerâ, he whispers breathlessly as he picks you up and gently places you on the bed, admiring your flushed body.
If Halsinâs tongue hadnât just turned your mind to goo, you might have been able to return that compliment, but alas-
âMay I go further?â Halsin asks and when you nod he swiftly discards of his clothes, you licking your lips at the sight of the elf naked before you. Your eyes take in his form, from his muscled arms down to the soft curve of his belly and- oh gods. Your eyes widen. You didnât think he would be that big and the thought of him filling you makes you gulp down a mixture of fear and arousal.
Attentive as always, Halsin notices your insecurity and bends down to press gentle kisses against your ear. âWe donât have to do this, my heartâŠâ, he whispers while he rubs soothing circles into your hips. He looks at you, his expression earnest. You bite your lip, thinking for a moment before answering. âN-no, I want thisâ, you assure him, your voice still weak but pleading now. The way you look so sweet with your little fangs on your lips makes Halsin feral and he kisses you again, desperate and more passionate this time. He groans into the kiss as he gently spreads your legs for him, lining up his tip with your dripping slit and sliding through your soft folds before stopping just at your entrance. The sensation of his hard length so close to entering you is enough to make your head fall back, eyes squeezed shut. âIf itâs getting too much, tell me and I will stop immediatelyâ, he whispers soothingly. âNow relax for me, little flower.â
All thoughts leave your head as Halsin slides in, agonizingly slow. The stretch would be painful if your lover hadnât prepared you so thoroughly beforehand, but now you only feel pure bliss. Raising your head, you can see that he isnât even halfway in but gods, you feel so full already that you canât stifle the choked gasp that escapes your throat.
âYouâre doing so well, my heart. Just a little bit more- mngh-!â Halsinâs growl sends jolts through your spine as he finally bottoms out. You can see just how much effort it takes him to hold back by the way his jaw tenses and his chest is heaving.
âBy Silvanus, youâre so tight-!â A shiver crawls down his back, carrying a wave of soft golden light with it, as Halsinâs eyes light up with his magic for a moment. The thought of how you are able to bring your lover to the precipice of losing control is extremely flattering and you feel yourself clenching around Halsinâs cock, making him grunt in response. Finally somewhat accustoming to his size, you arch your back into the mattress below you. The new angle makes you moan in pleasure as you grip the sheets for support.
âAre you still feeling good, little flower?â, Halsin asks as he slides a hand from your hip under your back to support you. You can only form one thought. âMore- please Halsin!â you whine desperately. You donât have to ask twice, with a low growl he slides out - just to knock the breath out of you with his first, hard thrust. He sets a steady pace, one that leaves you moaning and gasping out his name. Halsin takes your small hands into his, pressing them into the bed beside you to pin you down, pushing into you deep and slow while he places bites and kisses on your throat and chest that will surely leave marks come morning.
Gods, Halsin thought. The sight of your small body sprawled beneath him, split apart by his thick cock while he fucks into you relentlessly is driving him insane. He is growling with every thrust now and each one of them makes you cry out in pleasure. It doesnât take long until he has you on the precipice of release again, your cunt fluttering around Halsinâs length.
âH- halsin- please! Iâm so close!â you can only beg, not sure if you can take much more, your body feeling like it might explode. âCome for me, my heartâ, Halsin demands in a gravelly voice before pressing a thumb to your clit, rubbing and massaging until his name leaves your lips in a hoarse cry as your orgasm hits you with full force. Your hips jerk upwards, walls clenching around Halsin as you notice the tears from the overwhelming pleasure streaming down your face. He continues to pound into you, prolonging your release and muttering praises for you under his breath.
Through the fog in your mind you wonder how Halsin still has the energy to keep going, his pace unwavering while you are completely spent, gladly accepting whatever your lover has to give you as long as youâre not required to move.
So, you do not see it coming when Halsin suddenly pulls out of you, the unexpected emptiness making you whine in displeasure, only for him to flip you over and press your chest into the soft bedding while he gently raises your hips.
âI know itâs a lot right now but I need you to cum for me one more time, my heartâ, Halsin huffs with a strained voice, pushing inside you once more and grabbing a fistful of your hair to keep you in place. The new position lets him slide even deeper than before and you canât help the strangled cry that leaves you when Halsin starts pounding into you again, hitting a spot that makes your eyes roll back with blinding pleasure.
ââs too much- please-!â you sob, your poor overstimulated clit still trying to recover from the last orgasm. But Halsin doesnât relent and you can feel sharp pricks on your hips where his hand grips you, fingers partially wild-shaped into claws and his head thrown back in ecstasy. Seeing just how feral you drive him makes your hole clench around his shaft, the squeeze causing his hips to stutter as a grunt leaves his lips. âSilvanus preserve meâ, Halsin pants as he fucks into you even faster, âif you keep squeezing me like that I will not be able to stop myself from claiming you completely, from making you mine and filling you up with my seed.â
You whimper at the image of Halsin pumping his cum into you, fucking it deep into your womb until he is sure that it has taken hold. You cannot pretend you havenât thought about it before, the idea usually sending an embarrassed heat into your cheeks, but now - gods, now you needed it.
Completely breathless you moan, âHalsin I- ah-! please-! Fill me with your cubs!â These words were the last needed for Halsin to lose himself completely in you, driving himself into you with punishing strokes that cause you to arch yourself into him while moans and whispered curses fall from both your lips. The coil in your stomach is so tight again and when Halsin takes the hand from your hip to softly press on your lower belly you see stars. Your walls clench around Halsinâs cock and you feel him twitch inside you, a sign that he too is close to release. All it takes to send you over the edge is his finger pressed against your clit, your body shaking violently beneath him, toes curling, while waves of ecstasy course through you and you cry out his name.
With a last snap of his hips and a low moan, Halsin comes as well, twitching cock releasing hot spurts of cum inside your still fluttering walls. He continues to pump into you until the aftershocks of your shared orgasm have subsided, before he slowly pulls out. You collapse onto the mattress, exhaustion settling over your overstimulated body.
Halsin gets onto the bed with you, gently gathering you up in his arms and placing your head against his broad chest. âYouâve done so well for me, little flowerâ, he whispers into your ear, placing soft kisses on your face before he looks your body up and down. One of his hands comes up to stroke a strand of hair away from your damp forehead and to gently lift your chin in order to look you in the eyes. You note worry in his gaze, his brows furrowed in remorse when he plants a feather light kiss on your lips.
âIâve hurt youâ, he states. âIâm so sorry, my heart. I shouldnât have lost control like that.â
You smile up at him and cuddle deeper into his arms before you shake your head. âDonât apologise. I loved every second of it. There is no birthday present in this world that can ever match thisâ, you confess with a shy grin. âAlthough I have to admit Iâm a little sore. You sure did your best to make sure Iâm unable to walk tomorrow.â
Halsin chuckles. âI can help with thatâ, he answers with a sly smile, his free hand sliding down your body to stroke through your soft folds, muttering an incantation under his breath. As the familiar glow of the healing spell engulfs his fingers, you feel a rush of warmth where he touches you. A moan escapes your lips before you could stop it, eliciting a mischievous smirk from your lover as you hide your face against his chest in embarrassment.
âIâd be happy to go again, my love, but I think you need some rest first. Besides, we still have an Elderbrain to kill, so weâll need our strength tomorrow.â You nod at that, the tiredness in your bones leaving you unable to object, even if you had wanted to. But you know he is right, so when Halsin wraps a blanket around you to carry you to the bathroom, you just relax into his chest, the sound of his steady breathing soothing you.
When the bathtub is filled with warm water, you are already half asleep, barely registering that Halsin is gently cleaning you up, rinsing the sweat from your hair and body and rubbing salve over the bite marks and the bruises on your hips once you are dry again.
You can hear the soft snores and deep breathing from your companions when Halsin brings you back into the room you share, all of them already fast asleep. Absentmindedly you wonder how long you and Halsin have been away, but the thought is gone as soon as Halsin places you on your bed.
âGoodnight, my little flower. Sleep well.â He gives you a kiss and turns to leave. You manage to grab his hand before he does, stopping him in his tracks.
âStay with me tonight?â you mumble sleepily. Halsin smiles, warmth and adoration filling his chest as he carefully climbs next to you, the bedframe creaking slightly with his additional weight, and wraps his arms around your smaller figure. The thought of how your companions might react in the morning seeing you two in one bed briefly crosses your mind, but Halsinâs steady breathing and the soft pulse of his heart against your back soon drown out anything else as you drift to sleep in his warm embrace.
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Part 2 is here now!
#bg3#halsin#baldur's gate 3#bg3 halsin#baldurs gate 3#halsin silverbough#halsin bg3#halsin x reader#halsin x tav#halsin smut#halsin fluff#bg3 smut#bg3 fanfiction#bg3 fic#bg3 fanfic
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BEETLEJUICE BEETLEJUICE SPOILERS !!
âIsnât this romantic? A private wedding with our closest friends and an entire orchestra to play us in.â The man next to you sighs dreamily, as if he hadnât taken you and a whole church full of people hostage, âif that doesnât say âdream weddingâ, then I donât know what will.â
âAre you insane?!â
âSo kind of you to notice, sweetheart.â
He ignores any curses you throw his way as you both make your way towards the front, arms laced together in a mock loving gesture.
this was.. such a bizarre twist of events.
for almost two years, youâd been Lydia Deetzâs personal assistant. Grabbing her coffee, running her feedback to anyone who needed it, just doing whatever it was she needed done for her.
she was nice, if not a little spaced out at times. as far as employers go, sheâd have to be one of your best ones.
which is why you felt a little obligated when she asked you a pretty big favor.
you had to drive out with your bosses to help deal a couple issues that arose when the show was briefly paused due to the passing of Lydiaâs father.
once you arrived at her old home, you kept things organized for the wake to take some of the load off of her.
later on, by order of Rory, you were put in charge of handling all necessities required for his wedding before he even officially proposed.
gross.
taking it as an opportunity to avoid the family matters that plagued the Deetzs as much as possible, you kept your head down and typed away at your laptop.
you will admit that the change of scenery was refreshing. Instead of a city filled with noisy cars, youâd been brought into a nice, quiet town.
well, at least it was quiet before some weird stuff started.
first, it was the occasional static on your laptop, which youâd shrugged off as poor connection.
then, bugs had seemed to have it out for you as they found their ways into whatever clothes youâd packed for the trip.
âthis is an old house. Itâs not uncommon for bugs to find their way inside.â you tried to justify as spiders crawled all over your former favorite bra.
although youâd genuinely thought you were going crazy when some weird flyer kept popping up wherever you went. At the dining table, inside your shoe(?), in the bathroom.
not wanting to cause any potential trouble, you just kept everything to yourself and tried to ignore it for the time being.
(it was hard to ignore the one that somehow ended up in the back pocket of the very jeans you had been wearing all day)
all of which is forgotten as a series of bizarre events had completely derailed the rest of the evening.
as youâre rushed around town by both of your employers, you eventually find your way into the church for the wedding.
that is, until the ceremony was rudely interrupted by someone that had come to claim what was due.
now, youâre dressed in some poofy, 80âs wedding dress thatâs practically impossible to walk in about to be wed to a demon. The very one who somehow wormed his way into your short visit.
Lydia looks on in shock from behind one of the pews, her daughter and stepmother sharing the same mortified expression as youâre yanked down the aisle.
âI canât believe the dayâs finally here! Are you ready for the rest of our lives together, honey?â Beetlejuice gushes, strong-arming you into his side.
âNo wa-â is all you manage to get out before something zips! over your lips, smothering whatever objections you had.
âWhoops, looks like someoneâs gettinâ cold feet.â
He cackles as you try to remove the zipper that conveniently had no slider. Youâre given one last slimy grin before he forces you to face forward, urging the priest to begin.
god, serves you right for being an assistant to a paranormal TV personality.
#BEETLEJUICE BEETLEJUICE SPOILERS#keatlejuice x reader#Beetlejuice x reader#very rough draft#assistant!reader donât mind if I do
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Celoso // Damian Priest x Reader
Authorâs Note -> Hellooo everyone, I had planned to put this out earlier in the day but something happened and it threw me pretty bad, but I still wanted to deliver. As always, happy readinggg!
Plot -> He doesn't want to see you with anyone else but him...
Pairings -> Damian Priest x Reader (Y/N)
Warnings -> Friends to Lovers, Cursing, Jealous!Damian (Dom Mention lol), Choking, Spanking, Hickies, Oral Sex (M!Receiving, F! Receiving), Unprotected P in V, Creampie, Not Proofread, MDNI
Word Count -> 3.0k
âHey, Y/N, I gotta talk with production real quick⊠you alright to wait here for a second?â Damian had brought you backstage for an episode of Raw in Brooklyn, which mostly meant you were following him around all night, but it was so cool to be in his world for the night and see your childhood best friend live his dream, becoming one of the biggest stars on the brand in the process.Â
âOf course, Dames, Iâll be here!â He flashed you a smile and walked off with someone, leaving you to fend for yourself for the time being. You pulled out your phone and scrolled through socials, making sure to respond to some messages from family and friends. X always provided you with some entertainment, especially on the wrestling side of the app, so you scrolled through some of the Damian fan accounts, liking some tweets here and there.
âY/N! Is that you?â You snap your head up to find Dominik Mysterio, who was making his way over to you. Now, you werenât gonna lie, after you met him last year when Damian was still in The Judgement Day you had developed a little bit of a crush on him. He was for sure attractive, but he was so laid back as well and you loved that. You didnât dare tell Damian though, heâs been weird with crushes you had since you were kids, and after all you just thought Dom was cute- itâs not like itâd ever go anywhere.
âDom, hey! How have you been,â you extended your arms out and wrapped them around his waist for a hug, staying there for a few moments before backing away.Â
âIâm good, Iâm good! I didnât know you were in town tonight, itâs great to see you!â
âDom⊠I live here, of course Iâm in town,â you chuckled as he blushed, forgetting you were a Brooklyn native.
âOh, yeah,â he rubbed the back of his neck with his hand, âwell hey! Iâm staying here an extra day, Iâve got some press stuff to do but afterwards I was thinking we could go get some drinks? Itâd be nice to spend some time with you, catch up for a bitâŠâ he trailed off, giving you his trademark smirk letting you know heâs (most likely) up to no good. It was your turn to blush now, looking up at him as he scanned you from head to toe.Â
âUm⊠yeah, I think Iâm free tomorrow. Iâll just give you my number so you can text me when youâre done with your interviews and such. Thereâs this place I know near my apartment, theyâve got really good drinks and some decent food in case we get hungry. Iâll send it to you,â you smiled, taking his phone from his hand and inputting your number before handing it back to him, your hands brushing as you exchanged the phone. That simple touch sent a shock through your body as you looked up at him, sensing he felt the same thing.Â
âSounds good, Iâll see you tomorrow,â he walked backwards, still looking at you and whispered, âte ves bien esta noche, ĂĄngel1.â You blushed again at his words while he winked at you and walked off. You leaned back against the wall, sighing contently at the exchange, and noticed Damian standing to the side looking⊠upset? Sensing his foul mood, you made your way over to him.Â
âHey, there you are! Everything okay? Did the meeting go well?â He nodded, still staring off into the distance as you waved your hand in his face. âEarth to Damian, you sure youâre good?âÂ
âYeah. mâfine, Whatâd he want?â He signaled to Dom, who was walking down the hallway.
âOh, nothing super important, he just asked if I was free tomorrow to get drinks so I gave him my number so we could meet up. Havenât seen him in like a year, so itâll be fun to catch up,â The smile on your face dwindled as you noticed Damian seemed to be getting more and more irritated the more you brought Dom up.
âSucioâŠâÂ
âHuh?â You thought you heard him mutter something under his breath.
âNothing, letâs get outta here. You ready?â He wraps an arm around your shoulders and leads you both out of the arena and to his car to head to your place, watching him closely as he drove. The arena wasnât too far from your apartment, so you and Damian were able to get there and get settled in pretty quickly. The two of you were seated on your couch, beers in hand as you two talked about the night.
âAmor, donât get me wrong, Domâs my brother⊠but heâs a player. Seriously, that whole âDirty Domâ thing you see is real. I just donât want you to get hurt, âcuz then Iâd have to kick his ass forreal.â
âDames, câmon, itâs not even like that. Weâre just catching up, thatâs it.â
âYou sure about that? Y/N, please donât be stupid, he was basically fucking you with his eyesâŠâ you smacked his arm gently, cutting him off.
âHey! Chill, he wasn't, he's just⊠friendlier than most, I guess. And besides, is it really a bad thing if it is a date?â Damianâs entire demeanor shifted. âI mean, I havenât gone out with a guy in over a year⊠maybe itâs time to do something about that? Iâve been pretty lonely, Damian, I donât exactly have you around all the timeâŠâ
âWhat, and you think Dom can help you with that?â
âWell, I-â he cuts you off, his deep voice getting more and more intense with every second.
âYou think Dom can keep you company better than I could? Treat you better than I could? Love you better than I could?â You furrow your brows at him, confused as to why heâs making this all such a big deal.
âJesus, Dame, you act like youâd be losing me if I were with Dom. Newsflash, you wouldnât, so why the fuck are you freaking out on me right now?â Damian sighed, setting his beer down and rubbing his temples in frustration.
âY/N, you just donât get itâŠâ
âWell then make me understand, Damian. Youâre sitting here mad at me because Dom asked me to go get drinks and I just donât get it. Youâre supposed to be happy for me, Iâm finally putting myself out there again and as my best frie-â
âItâs just that, Y/N, I donât want to be your friend anymore, okay? He estado enamorado de ti desde que Ă©ramos niños.2 All these years, Iâve waited and waited but Iâm tired of waiting, Y/N, I want you. More than anything in this world,â he paused to watch your reaction, as you sat shocked. All this time, heâs been in love with me?
âThe thought of you going out with Dom, being with him, letting him touch you? It makes me sick, mi amor, because it should be me. It should be me touching youâŠâ he pushes a stray hair behind your ear, âloving youâŠâ his fingers dance along your jaw and cup your cheek, âtell me you feel it too, please, I know you do.â
âD-Dames, I-,â you stutter out, still trying to wrap your head around the whole thing. Damian sighs, removing his hand from your face and distancing himself, placing his hands on his knees before standing himself up.
âItâs okay, Y/N, I understandâŠâ he trailed off. âI think it might be best if I head home, give us both some time to think about things. Iâll see you later.â Damian heads towards the door, head down as he drags himself to leave. You realize youâre about to let the best thing to ever happen to you walk out, so you stand up and run over to him, wrapping your fingers around his wrist to turn him around. Your hands grab his face and pull him down to meet your lips, his hands wrapping around your waist instinctively. You pull away from him, hands still on his face and looking into his eyes. âDames, Iâve always loved you, I just never thought you did too.â You confessed, blushing as you did so, âbut I promised Dom Iâd go out for drinks with him. I canât just cancel on him, weâre fr-âÂ
âStill thinking about DomâŠâ Damian closes the distance between you too, bodies dangerously close, âBaby, you wonât be able to remember his name after Iâm done with youâŠÂ only name thatâs gonna be coming from those pretty little lips of yours,â his lips hovered over your own as he growled, âis mine.â He crashes his lips into yours, snaking his hands up your torso and removing your shirt before removing his own. The kiss was intoxicating, your mind feeling fuzzy as you wrapped your arms around his neck and walking the two of you backwards. Your back hits the wall with a soft thud, making you gasp which allows Damianâs tongue to slip inside and assert its power over you. His fingers trailed along your sides and wove themselves into the waistline of your pants, tugging on the clothing to undo the button. You reached your hands down between you, allowing him to step back as you removed your bottoms and tossed them to the side.
âFuck, Y/N, tu cuerpo es una obra de arte. Câmere.â Damian pulls you to him and throws you over his shoulder, carrying you effortlessly to your bedroom. You giggled, playfully kicking your feet and trying to âget awayâ but Damianâs grip on you remained firm as he placed a smack to your ass making you bury your head in his shoulder as he rubbed the smooth skin and walked you to the foot of your bed. He laid you down before taking his jeans off and climbing on the bed with you, pulling you on top of him and pulling you back in for another kiss. You were straddling him, your hips grinding against him. He hissed against your lips, feeling your wet pussy soak through your panties and onto his growing bulge. The movement of your hips was driving him wild, but more wild were his imaginations of you sinking down on his cock and moving your hips like that while he was buried inside you. He would hold onto that thought, flipping you two over and targeting the sensitive skin on your neck. He bit and sucked the flesh hard, drawing bruises to the surface without a doubt. The intensity in which he worked on you had you spiraling- your mind was hazy and the soft moans being elicited from your mouth were beginning to grow louder. He continued his descent downwards, being sure to kiss, bruise, and nip at your breasts and sternum as he traveled downward. His face was finally level with where you craved him most, and luckily for you he was in no mood for games. He took the delicate material of your panties in his hands and ripped them, the cloth now coming off with ease as your pussy clenched at the sight. He chuckled, admiring your pussy and watching it pulse in ways he knew only he could make it do.
âOh, baby, sheâs so ready for me already,â he brings his right hand to your folds and collects your juices on his fingers, placing them in his mouth and moaning at your taste. âSo fuckinâ sweet for me too. Pretty pussy knows who her Papi is, doesnât she?â You moan at his words, whining as he teases you with his fingers. âWhose pussy is this, nena?âÂ
âY-yours, itâs yoursâŠâ you moaned but Damian, not satisfied, delivers a gentle smack to the front of your pussy, making you cry out in a mix of pain and pleasure, rubbing you to ease the sting from his hand. âYou mustâve misunderstood.. I said⊠whose pussy is this, baby?â He brings his thumb to your clit and rubs circles, your back arching at his motions. âMmm, fuck, it-itâs yours, Papi. All yours. PleaseâŠâ you whimper. âSo much better, baby,â he groans and lowers his head, allowing your thighs to wrap around it as his tongue and fingers conduct you to your orgasm like a symphony. The torturous pace of his tongue compared to the pace of his fingers was sending you completely over the edge, your body shaking as he coaxed you to cumming on his fingers. He cleaned you with his mouth, savoring your taste on his tongue as he brought himself back to your level. You kissed him passionately, tasting yourself on his lips and moaning into his mouth. You flipped the two of you over to straddle him again as you kissed down his chest, desperately wanting to return the favor. You bring yourself level to the bulge aching in his boxers that desperately wants release and lace your fingers in the waistband, pulling them down. His cock springs free and rests against his lower stomach, bigger than anyone else youâve been with. You gasp at the sight. âY-youâre s-so big..â you mumble, keeping your eyes glued to his length. He chuckled, cupping your face and bringing you to look up at him.Â
âYou like what you see? Hmm?â You nod, biting your bottom lip and taking him in your hand. You pump him slowly, spitting on his dick and teasing the tip with light sucks. He grips your hair and pulls down while you look up at him, lifting your chin and letting your mouth fall open. âPapi donât like you teasinâ me like this, pretty girl,â he groaned at the sight of you before him, so desperate for him. âMâgonna have to fuck that outta you, you understand?âÂ
âY-yes, Papi,â you whispered. He winks at you as he slides his cock into your open mouth, your lips tightening around him as he thrusts himself into your throat. He sits up, getting leverage before tightening the grip on your hair and fucking your throat with no mercy. He moans your name loudly, eyes glazed over watching as a trail of saliva dribbles down your chin as your eyes water from his work on your throat. He slows down, pulling out of your mouth as his hand grips his length.
âMmm, come sit on this dick, princesa.â You crawl up to him and swing your leg over to straddle him, wrapping your fingers around him and rubbing his tip along your entrance. Damianâs hands settle at your waist as you rub yourself on him, before sinking down on his cock. You both throw your heads back in pleasure and moan as he slowly bottoms out inside you. You grind your hips on him, your clit brushing on his pelvic bone, and you whimper his name. Your slow grinds pick up as you lose yourself in the feeling of Damian filling you that you grab hold of the headboard and fuck yourself on his dick. Sounds of your ass slapping against his thighs fill the room as you chase your orgasm, as Damian pulls you down to him and wraps his arms around you while thrusting into you from below you. Your moans turn to screams as you bite down on his shoulder, trying hard not to completely fall apart on him.Â
âF-fuckkk, Dames. Mâso close.. Iâm gonna-â Before you finish your thought he throws you off of him, pulling you to your hands and knees before roughly slamming into you from behind. He delivers harsh slaps to your ass as he fucks you mercilessly.
âYou think Dom can make you feel this good?â He grabs a fistful of your hair as you moan for him, arching your back and allowing him to go deeper. âYou think he can touch you like I can? Dime, cariño, could Dom fuck you this good?â He grabs you by the neck now, lightly squeezing as he pulls you flush against his chest and continues to pound into you from behind. âAnswer Papi like a good girl,â he growled in your ear.
âOh fuckkk, no no no. Only you, Papi. Iâm all yours, Dames. Only you can make me- oh my god, Iâm so close⊠please, Papi, please let me cumâŠâ you begged for him, pleading for your release as Damian continued to drill into you.
âShiiiiit, fuck Y/N- go ahead, baby. Cum all over Papiâs dick.â And with his words your orgasm comes crashing down on you, you shake in his arms as you release all over his cock, moaning Damianâs name over and over as you come down. Damian follows suit, pumping his cum deep inside your pussy and moaning your name into your neck, planting kisses along your neck and shoulder. He pulls out of you, collapsing next to you and opening his arms for you to rest your head on his chest.

Damian was woken up by the sound of a phone ringing. He blinked his eyes open, seeing you were in a deep and peaceful sleep. You were not waking up. He realizes itâs your phone so he picks it up to turn it off, but sees the caller ID and stops. Dom.
He slides his thumb across to answer the call. âHey, Y/N! I wanted to let you know Iâm done wi-â
âOye, Y/Nâs not going out tonight, estĂĄ ocupada conmigo⊠oh, and Dom,â he paused, glancing over at you and watching you sleep soundly beside him, âborra su nĂșmero antes de que tengamos un problema.â Damian hangs up before Dom can speak, setting your phone to the side and cuddling into you once more before falling back asleep himself.
#damian priest#wwe#wwe fanfiction#wwe imagine#wwe x reader#damian priest x reader#smut#damian priest smut
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TW: Bruises/Hickies, Church
AN: Surprise shawtyyy! I was fighting demons to keep a poker face up until this point lolol also normally, I'd have a follow up post for Tuesday if I post on a Monday - but next update will be later this week, as I'm at the point where I'm just straight up making poses for the whole thing lol. (trying not to, because it's time consuming).
Transcript under the cut
Malcolm: Are they done yet? This is boring!
Jonathan: You donât get it.
Malcolm: Get what!
Jonathan: Mom and Dad. Theyâre in love and stuff.
Malcolm: Bleh!
Nancy: [whispers] Iâm sorry.
Geoffrey: Hm? What for?
Nancy Narrates: [For betraying you]
Nancy Narrates: [For always wanting more when this should be enough]
Nancy Narrates: [You donât deserve this..]
Nancy: [whispers] Nothing. Nevermind.
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Jonathan: What happened? Whatâs wrong with Mom?
Geoffrey: Sheâs ok, she just needs to rest-
Malcolm: Is it cause sheâs drunk?
Geoffrey: Malcolm- Ok, how about you two find a movie for us to watch for boyâs night and Iâll get Mommy ready for bed.
Geoffrey: Nance. I need you to sit up so I can get your night gown on.
Nancy: Mhm.. sâfine.
Geoffrey: [snorts] Alright, suit yourself. Donât try and steal all the blankets when you get cold tonight.
Nancy: [whimpers] Mâ gonna be better, Geoffrey. Mâso sorry..
Geoffrey: There you go, apologizing again. You know itâs ok if you do steal them, right, silly? I run hot at night any...anyway-
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Nancy Narrates: [I made a silent promise to my family that Iâll never stray away from them again. I would make it right, somehow]
Deacon: Today we gather to reflect on the sacred gift of family. God created humanity in His image. From the beginning, we see family is part of His design.
Deacon: It is within our families that we first encounter unconditional love that mirrors Godâs own love for us all.
Priest: In the name of the Father, and of the Son, and the Holy Spirit. Amen.
Nancy: Amen. [softly] Bless me Father, for I have sinned. It has been- [exhales] a while since my last confession.
Priest: What is troubling you, my child?
Nancy: Iâve- fallen prey to my weakness for the same sex. I fear what Iâve done will ruin my family.
Priest: Have you struggled with this before?
Nancy: Iâve never really acted on it, until now.
Priest: How do you feel about what youâve done?
Nancy: Guilt. Shame. Disgust.
Priest: My daughter, these emotions are a sign of your conscience at work. You have acted against your own values. You know these unnatural ways is not in accordance to Godâs design. For your penance, I want you to spend time in prayer and consider the harm youâve caused for yourself and for your soul.
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Judith: Oh, brother. He said that?
Nancy: Itâs nothing Iâve never heard before, growing up in the church and all.
Judith: You know thereâs nothing wrong with you, right?
Nancy: [scoffs] I cheated on my husband! Thatâs unforgivable, in any situation. If Geoffrey ever found out, heâd leave me. The boys would have to suffer through a divorce- a broken family. The media would eat us alive. And my mother, God, if she knew-
Judith: Oh, I am so sick of hearing about that old broad!
Nancy: I just need to put it behind me. Move on. I got it out of my system, so I have no reason to speak to Lily ever again. Iâll never think about another woman. Iâll be good. Normal.
Judith: What the hell is normal, anyway? If youâre abnormal, than so am I.
Nancy: [sighs] Youâre not married or a mother.
Judith: Have you even allowed yourself a moment to revel in this?
Nancy: Why would I?
Judith: Because you finally gave yourself something you wanted. Put the shame and all those nasty feelings aside for a second and tell me about it.
Nancy: [groans] God, it felt so good. The sex yes, but there was something about her obeying everything I said that thrilled me. If I close my eyes now, I can still feel her teeth in my skin, her gasps when I squeezed her throat.
Judith: There.
Nancy: What? There what?
Judith: The real you. You pack her away so much that when you finally allow her to show, she shines.
Nancy: She frightens me..
Judith: Good! Sheâs a real bitch, and sheâs ready for her debut! I want to see you at your brightest, darling. Itâs when youâre the happiest.
Nancy: I donât know if happiness was in the cards I was dealt.
Judith: I believe it is. And when it comes, bask in it, darling.
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Jonathan: Move, Malcolm! I have the phone!
Malcolm: NO! Let me talk to mommy!
Nancy: Quit bickering, you two. Jonathan, let your brother speak too, please.
Malcolm: YEAH!
Jonathan: [groans] Fine! Mom, are you almost home? Will you be late again?
Nancy: Iâve just wrapped up my last client and Iâll be on my way.
Malcolm: Then we can look for a Christmas tree?!
Nancy: We sure can, my love. Iâll see you both very, very soon.
Jonathan: Promise?
Nancy: I promise. I love you both so much.
Assistant: Mrs. Landgraab, you have a guest asking for you in the lobby.
Nancy: [scoffs] Youâre joking? No, no I canât. Have them book an appointment. Iâm leaving for the evening.
Assistant: I suggested that, but they refused to leave and insisted on seeing you.
Nancy: Oh, fucking hell.. fine. Page my driver to wait for me out front anyway. Iâll make this quick.
Nancy: [breathlessly] Vanessa.
Vanessa: Hello Nancy.
#the art of being seen#the landgraabs#tw hickies#tw bruises#tw church#church#priest#tw priest#sims 4 simblr#ts4 simblr#sims 4 stories#sims 4#sims 4 community#Nancy Landgraab#Judith Ward#Geoffrey Landgraab
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