#it's umm a process
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i've got some news for everyone (including me) who say that a shift is instant....
#it IS instant#but kinda like not really#it's umm a process#DON'T HATE ME#I WILL EXPLAIN I PROMISE#shiftblr#reality shifting#shifting community#shifting blog#shifting#shifters#shifting antis dni#shiftinconsciousness#shifting perspectives#shifting reality#shifting motivation#shifting awareness#shifting advice#shifting confessions#shifting coded#shifting content#shifting consciousness#shifting blogger
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went to buy hair dye today after work and got fucking chased down in the parking lot by 4 dudes in a car screaming slurs and shit at me abt my body and my hair and shit. and 2 ladies were walkin in front of me n no one said shit or asked if i was okay. being a girls girl isnt for dykes and heshes i am well aware but it always stings and it sucks feeling unsafe and also knowing theres no one on your side. cant show your heart or tears just have to rage and scream and fight back and hope for the best bc what else is there. last time i saw a girl in a parking lot getting yelled at by dudes in a car driving by i screamed go fuck yourselves and she thanked me and it felt good and i will always stand up fr others but i wish tough butch dykes had someone to stand up for us too sometimes. thts what femmes are for honestly but my femme is 200 miles away and im just Here. anyways i hope those guys get in a fiery car wreck and die
#im safe and home now just processing#also i did stand up for myself i screamed Kill Yourself after the first slur n they swerved back around n started being like#'uhh umm i bet yr gna go have sex with a girl!! with a strap on!!!' like yeah sure are you jealous
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whats your drawing process for lineart???
I draw the It
#umm the actual process. i Do the lines and i focus on avoiding tangents / form overlapping in my lineart#then i color. then after i color i go back and color in the lineart in places where Same Colors touch#and i leave the Outside lines black. does that make sense#quarshton
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Idk The Devil Has Some Really Good Points
#hajun paralive in a mildly inaccurate nutshell. but not that inaccurate#OH MY GOD I FORGOT HIS TATTOO 😭#umm we can imagine he lost the war and got his tattoo immediately after this thought process#my art#paradox live#yeon hajun
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@jinlin-at-the-moon @voidjellyy and @sp00ky-gh0stt’s request from stream :3
lgbtq+ dracula trio
#fraudsteal smp#fraudsteal#fraudsteal fanart#has no one used that tag before??#umm I did only find koi’s tumblr after I finished drawing the lineart so I interpreted the green streak as a piece of kelp…. hope that’s ok#jelly gave me tall vibes so. yea! that was just my thought process behind drawing all this
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watching a video and someone went like "she died because she 'lost the will to live'. if she had died from an ACTUAL MENTAL ILLNESS that would be fine, but instead she just 'lost the will to live'" like 1- what do you think depression is. 2- this is why focusing on the label rather than the actual state of existence will always be ableist and harmful. not everyone is given the language for that shit
#the source of the condition DOES NOT FUCKING MATTER when the experience is the same#and that will ALWAYS be a part of my philosophy#with transness with mental illness with physical illness even#I'm not Deaf in any capacity. but my mom and i relate A LOT about how hard it is to understand strangers#because she is Deaf and I have audio processing disorder so strangers who mumble we just struggle to understand#acting like im not allowed to complain about my hearing simply because im not Deaf is fucking dumb as rocks#i still come up against obstacles to communication and understanding. notably far fewer than her but it's still a PROBLEM for me#i was treated far kinder by communities that said 'ok- you don't know if you're one of us. but you have a problem and here's what can help'#than ones who went 'umm you don't have a Diagnosis that means you can't possibly have Symptom whatsoever'#like man.... what do you think causes a diagnosis to happen in the first place.........#also with depression i do not doubt that literally nobody found out bc this girl is a literal PRINCESS. she was raised in politics#could never show emotions if she wanted to and didn't have people to just Talk Feelings with. she had to be Professional!#and when she was ready to give up she didn't wait or tell anyone she just did. she just kept quiet and nobody noticed#I've experienced that before!!! only difference is i was caught during the actual act#its not weird for an emotionally neglected child forced into politics to not have anyone be aware of her mental state#its not weird for her to not have the language for diagnosis#especially when the film came out in like THE 90S???? YOU THINK A 90S FILM WOULD NAMEDROP DEPRESSION AS A DIAGNOSIS????#THEY'D ONLY HAD THE DIAGNOSIS AS A THING FOR LIKE. BARELY EVEN TWO DECADES BY THAT POINT#I STILL SEE FILMS MADE BY PEOPLE CONVINCED DISSASSOCIATIVE IDENTITY DISORDER DOESN'T EXIST AT ALL
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Paint the night with colors of my rage,
Forge the stars from all that remains
#my art#na'el doyle#na'el xenoblade#xenoblade 3#future redeemed#xenoblade chronicles 3#xb3#xbc3#ok now that those are there#i had like WAY too much fun with this probably but i kinda like how it came out anyway#and i don't think i really captured his vibe well in my last uploaded art of him#so i wanted to try again regardless#and i wanted to practice a more painterly less perfectionistic type style#and maybe i leaned too much into not being a perfectionist and embracing the messiness but umm#idk it was a really fun process and i wanted to share it
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Wip :p Gotta line it
#sydneys wips#sydneys videos#This is whaatt happenssss in the loooong run where allure kills themself cuz the burden was too much to bear#They felt a lil silly!#Umm but yeah. Yeah goat couldnt rlly process that his situationship and leader decided to pull the plug one day. So#He was snooping through lambs stuff to get answers on why they were so suicidal. Lamb knew he'd do that#flops down on the ground like a fish
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wrt Felassan I'm just going to be forever thinking about that moment when Briala starts to confront him about all the inconsistencies in his behavior. When she's just trying to get him to help her against who are ostensibly his people, and then she stumbles on this realization that if she keeps going he will fucking kill her because he is hiding something much more than not being Dalish. I'm constantly going to be chewing over this. What was going through his mind? What changes between this and "nah don't tell me the passcode. please. don't tell me the passcode." It's fascinating to me ; ;
YEAH... it's sad that the book is so quippy and fast-paced bc i feel like even 10% more breathing room to show the character shift there would've been neat. i feel like if they had leaned into that theme of "learning to care about the people around you rather than abstract goals given to you by an authority" it could've been fun, especially since theoretically that's supposed to be part of briala's character too.
except uhh. the author didn't seem to think it was weird for her to help kill all those dalish, and then immediately take the moral high ground in arguments, with no introspection or cognitive dissonance at all. once again, i am wishing weekes a very editor.
#asks#also i did find briala's whole thing. wild. gjfjshsh.#she's unironically like ''uwu but i love the dalish... i helped them... they didn't like me bringing a chevalier and the empress?''#''ok i can kill them then :)''#GIRL.... with ''allies'' like these no wonder the dalish are xenophobic 😭#they were right actually... i'm sorry to briala but the thought process there was so incredibly unhinged and the author did not seem to lik#realize that's a deeply fucked up mindset and indicates that briala really is part of the Game first and an elf second#which is of course an interesting character trait if. it is written on purpose.#instead she just Wins The Argument with the last survivor of the clan by being like#''umm did YOU do anything for halamshiral?? no. checkmate''#when the clan is. 50 people total. and she's meaner to them about it than she is the actual empress and chevalier who committed the killing#😭😭😭#every time i remember that book it sends me into space
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i was possessed by the need to make this. i have brainrot. it's gonna be a charm once i'm not broke.
#as i said to my friend. my comfort character is one i can draw getting hit by a car (he'll be fine)#thats my friend.... the dead guy from a musical. just the musical. id be besties w/ that one.#MAYBE i'll sell it on etsy as a charm someday. need 2 see if i have an audience for that kinda stuff#i was gonna do that w/ RW charms first maybe but umm....#that being said i gotta get the charm process ironed out more. last charm batch came fucked. this is a RGB file and the CMYK is the actual#one i'd have to submit. thus it'd be duller.#maybe i could wear this on a shirt too idk LMAO
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working on new spideypool chapter but bear with me im sad rn
(it will be coming soon as will a ((hopefully)) very cute chapter for poolverine)
#fic update#basically got the just friends text from a guy i was talking to and liked a lot so ouch#i need a sec to process#i mean what better way to do that than through yaoi#but umm yeah i may need an extra day or two soz im a big baby#personal
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i think is really funny when tgcf fans on twit / tt straight up lie about the original text because ??? gnc gay men make them uncomfortable i guess. 爱妻 is not a gender-neutral term lmfao xie lian is a WIFE!! put some respect on his name
#nevermind that same-sex couples calling each other husband/wife is like. Super common in china#actually it's common here too. do you know how many lesbian husbands there are around here#really really weird new phenomenon of people online being so scared of 'stereotyping' that they railroad characters into things they aren't#. . . usually being misogynistic in the process at the least. if we're being honest. el oh el#'umm xie lian is THE STRONGEST MARTIAL GOD?? so how could he be feminine or enjoy femininity 🤨' explain how these are contradictory#WITHOUT being misogynistic. Quickly#also don't really know how one could read tgcf and come away thinking xie lian is 100% unquestionably a gender-conforming cisgender man. hu#this is so whiney it's ok it's my monthly allotted whiney post#t#tgcf
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this was literally the only question i was curious about, thanks for asking that for me paimon
like fontainain people married other nationalities yeah?? how did they have kids if they were oceanids.. anddd umm if they could fuck normal humans wouldn’t that make the oceanid in springvale falling in love with a boy from mond a bit problematic lol especially since it’s no longer a fairytale but an actual thing that happened and we witnessed it last patch??
so it’s not the case and new oceanids are just turned into humans but wait!! so celestia allows that?? it keeps constantly happening but they’re not stopping it.. ok sure but also
i wonder how many generations of fontaine people will it take for them to realize that they have to sexually mate to create children now
#is this too weird to think about??#like i wasn’t constantly thinking about this but the moment i saw the first slate during furina’s trial i was like so are fontainians..#recycled oceanids or do they like propagate like bacteria#y’know.. as a biology major#my first thought was when a ‘human’ dies the oceanid that was them would loose their memories and be reborn as a new person#but then i thought like ok but they think they’re normal humans so wouldn’t it be weird to see other humans get pregnant conceive while#fontainians get their babies in mail?? and what if a fontainian is married to someone from a different nation.. this doesn’t make sense#and also another thought related to navia’s obsession with that cemetery#so umm y’know how we bury the dead in the ground as a way of returning them to where they came from.. and it is a natural process that..#recycles nutrients and natural sources to the planet yeah? so wouldn’t make more sense for fontaine people who were born from water to#return to water as well?? i just find having a cemetery a bit strange in this case#i only had this thought bc silver and melus couldn’t be buried and i was like.. none of u should#it is their belief that they’re born from water and will naturally return to it from what i understood doing the first two chapters#this train thought is getting out if hand i need to stop#genshin impact#genshin spoilers#genshin navia#neuvillette#fontaine archon quest
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Bad's best dating strategy is a bit... unusual
#badboyhalo trial of memories#I uploaded this right after it happened but the video didn’t process correctly#so umm a bit of a tone shift for sure!
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im thinking.
#im grown im a fully grown adult and i dont gaf about shipping so tell me why whenever i see l*ios shipped with m*rcille i want to throw up#all over the floor#just gross to me and yes i take it personally. yes i get a little angry. yes i censored their names so the mob cant find me#and yes it keeps getting recommended to me in my for you thing. and for what#im really good at throwing up all over the floor btw if the lush employees at the menlo park mall see this im so fucking sorry. sorry guys#umm.#tw emetophobia#this is such an unemployed thought process to have 💔#the way it literally doesn't affect me but im too opinionated to shut the fuck up. hiiiii#to my marvel followers. im sorry. it's true. i give a fuck about anime ........ 😞
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Got some bad news today, and what I really wanted to be able to do to cope with it was make a dirty joke about it to the LOML before we had serious conversation about it, but that didn’t happen obviously so instead I had tough love chat with my mother and depression napped the rest of the day away.
#umm me i guess#no shade to my mom#I know I’m lucky to have a parent around#but I still got the morbs even more than usual#processing it all
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