#its kinda gn thoo...

[grim333z]

I've got dreams again~

Carl x m!reader

{tw: suggestive}

"Feel the rush of my blood

I'm seventeen again

I am not scared of death

I've got dreams again

It's just me and the curve of the valley

And there is meaning on Earth, I am happy"

He's a fair few steps ahead of you, his years worn boots crunching against the rocks of the path. In reality, you'd told Rick it was just a run and you'd planned to go pretty far out, and you were gonna see if there was anything of much use to the community but in all reality, You and Carl just wanted to get out, really, a break from it all. 

The gentle hum of grass hopers in the un maintained shrubs rings out as you walk down the path. You're surprised the path is even still here after all these years, chalking it up to water erosion, the heavy rainfall in the early months of the year washing away the soft stone of the area. The boy in front keeps his eye on the surroundings, for walkers or people who'd get in the way. 

His hair falls like water on his back, waved and curled slightly unruly, the ends glowing like gentle embers at the death of a bonfire under the warm light of summer sun, his hat tipped back sitting as it usually does on his head, one slender hand wrapped around the strap of the backpack he was carrying, laying against his shoulder, the other strap loose and dangling where he'd not put it on. His free hand lingering over the worn handle of his bowie knife, his years old gun never to far, over time bullets had grown sparse for a while you manufactured them, he only had a few, and rarely used them, preferring to opt for melee weapons in this day and age. Despite his messed up depth perception from the accident he'd had as a fourteen-year-old he was decently accurate with a knife, though you were never far enough away to jump in to help him.

The decent up the rocky terrain is calm, a warm oasis in the mess of everything amplified by the gentle appreciation of each others familiar comfort. There's no words exchanged just the quiet taking in of everything, the bliss of nature being left to its own devices. Over grown trees and the sounds of so many birds, having been left untouched for years at a time. There was never any discussion to what the two of you were, close, for sure, anything more however seemed to linger in the background; neither of you willing to do anything, but the feelings growing to hard to ignore. People had suspected the two of you were together,  you'd never really had the chance to... explore that kind of thing. You're pulled out of your thoughts by Carl speaking after having been quietly walking for nearly an hour, "There's this gap in the trees we can set up camp for the night," He hums turning to look at you, his overgrown fringe covering the majority of the scar, the faint reddened valley of the scar poking out from beneath, the taut and stretched skin that was pulled haphazardly together by Denise and her very sparse medical knowledge.

You nod in response, following him through the dense masses of the gorgia woodland, tall southern magnolia trees line the edge of the now waning path following Carl as he cuts down some of the in the way plants lining the once foot worn path, the soil being slightly more compact than around the path, being the only sign it really once existed.

The clearing is higher up the Hill, almost mountain, than you'd thought, though you'd probably not even realised the angle you were climbing at, just following Carl while taking in the undisrupted nature around you. It had clearly been a campsite before, a worn rotting wooden fence lines the edge where the slope down to the valley begins, an undisturbed view of the miles long stretch of hill and valley, the trees accumulating into one large mass as you look down at them off in the distance. However your moment of appreciation is interrupted by the sound of the thick polyester of Carl's orange backpack hitting the dirt behind you, the sun hanging lower in the sky, knowing the two of you would need to set up for the night.

Walkers were fewer and further between now, less people to feed from, less people to infect and less people to join them after passing; if you'd made it this far you'd had to have grasped the almost rules behind a Walker, bites kill, everyone is infected. Nowadays it was almost a sign of respect to put someone down once they're gone, if they cant or don't wanna do it themselves. You know Carls rules for putting someone down, he only does it if its someone he loves, he admitted he'd do it for you in the event of your passing. Though when the time comes, you'd doubted you'd let him see you in such a vulnerable position as that. 

"Can you keep watch while I pitch the tent, just in case." he hums knowing you're god awful at setting up tents, still you decide to challenge him, "Why can't I do it?" he shoots you a disapproving yet playful glare, a very clear No. You tinker around the small campsite, deciding to get something cooking, lighting a fire, letting it grow as you venture out into the woods, hoping for something decent to eat. Heading back to camp after a short while with two small-ish rabbits, preparing them too cook before setting them on the fire, Carl sat on a log beside the small fire; silently taking in the warmth and orange glow as it spits small embers into the air, you slump down against him as the summer warmth starts to fade into a cooler evening, a comfortable silence falls between you and the boy, the smell of cooking food and his faint boyish musk from beside you fills your nose, the sound of birds far of in the distance quieting down for the night, being taken over by the late night hum of small clusters of insects scattered around the forest. 

"You ever been here before?" You question, he never spoke about much of what he did before he knew you, having known you from the start it was his life before that remained in the dark. He shakes his head, before glancing at you, his hair brushed to the right in the wind, "Saw it on a map," He breathes, before pointing at the faded blue paper sticking out the free bottle holder on his backpack. You hum gently in response, before the calm silence resumes around you two. 

The sun sets, the night air cold around your two bodies as you eat what you'd hunted, subconsciously growing closer to the boy beside you for warmth. "I'll keep watch tonight," You hum, receiving a quiet grunt in appreciation. 

However when you find yourself shivering beside the burnt out bonfire, the cold air whistling past your ears and the constant ringing of crickets, You know he can hear you shiver from through the polyester walls, hearing the zipper, you glance at the tent, spotting his tired eye meeting yours. "Get in idiot" he hums, "I said I'd keep watch..?" you spit back, "Walkers aren't hard to hear, we'll be fine get in." He breathes, watching you shiver as you stumble into the tent, sitting down next to his camping mat.

"I should've told you not to..."He says, more to himself than anything, you decide not to respond, taking in his sleepy form, the way his hair has become dishevelled, his scar revealed from where his hair had flatted from where he sat, his tee-shirt clinging to his bony frame, you sit trying to warm up, glancing at the boy across the tent, he looks nervous, like he's hesitating.

"If you sit closer you can use my body heat, if you want..."He hums, a gentle suggestion, to which you comply , awkwardly positioning yourself near enough to him, where you weren't touching but you could feel his warmth, sat across from you on the edge of his sleeping mat. "Thanks.." There's something about the air that's off? Like some words lingering on the edge of your lips or the crack of roots as a tree hits the floor, like you can hear them before they've even been said. 

Before you know it his lips have found their way against yours, gently asking permission to continue, as he drinks you in, the warmth of his body hovering near yours as his fingers tangle into your hair, finding your fingers digging into the bone of his hips. The two of you had hardly been with girls let alone other guys, the whole thing feeling clumsy and raw, the feeling new and and nameless, something undiscovered, at least to the two of you, his name frequenting your lips, the perfect genius of your hands and mouths, a moment of peace in the midst of everything you'd been through. Each time your eye met his, the deep ocean blue of it filled with awe of something like this manging to find its way into something so flawed and maimed.

[yeokii]

# types of tropes w enha !!

₊﹒wc! 2.7k

₊﹒warnings! non-idol!enha, gn!reader (but I kinda wrote it with she/her pronouns in mind so if you see she/her pronouns im v sorry pls ignore), profanity, mentions of alcohol (only in jake's), mentions of skinship, mentions of stalker behaviour (its a joke, nothing serious tho) mentions of being high (ITS A JOKE), mentions of blood in Riki's one, spelling and grammar errors!!

₊﹒note! yen and Kayla my fave bff helped me w the tropes!! ngl got carried away with junwons one

₊﹒requested by this anon !!

# lee heeseung ⎯ coworkers to lovers

IT JUST FITS HIM SO WELL

heeseung would def catch feelings first when you asked him to help organise the files

HE ALWAYS AND I MEAN ALWAYS takes up the offer whenever you need help with something.

you want a drink? bro will bring you the whole menu

literally will do anything to show that he's into you.

bro just loves being near you.

but this one time where he dropped you home when it started raining heavily, you started to question ur feelings for him.

and so the mutual pining begins 😞

yall both would be mad blushing whenever you both interact w each other.

both of your friends would be so mad because they know you both like each other

like why aren't yall kissing already??

you kinda did know that heeseung did like you back but the man was oblivious

so you asked him out 😁

SUSHI DATE FTW!!

and you both hung out in his car after the date finished and this man did not want to take you home.

it was painful pls 😭

fastfoward to when you both start dating and he come to your house and picks you up so you can both go to work at the same time.

he would bring your daily coffee orders aswell

he would even teach you how to play league of legends help 😭

skinship is a must!!

give it a few months and he would know you more than you know yourself

PLS HES SO CUTE SOMEONE GIVE THIS MAN AN AWARD

"baby, let me take you on a date after you finish work."

"I swear to god, it better not be a ramen date again."

₊﹒other members under the cut !!

# park jongseong ⎯ brother's best friend

no cuz its so jongseong of him to fall in love with his best friend's sibling

he would know you since he was like 3 and he prolly always saw you as his best friend's annoying little sibling 😭

but you were literally completely in love with this man

if you could kiss the ground he walked on, you would.

PLSSS HE WOULDN'T EVEN TALK TO U

just a few glances here and there

but when you started to grow up, you kinda ignored him aswell cuz you started to get a life 💀

BUT U STILL KINDA LIKED JAY THOO

it wasn't very visible as it was before b4

but this hurt jays ego like why aren't you foaming in the mouth whenever you see him???

BYE SOMEONE PLS HUMBLE HIM

so when you both were at a party

YOU LOOKED ETHEREAL

and it bugged him why were you hanging out with other people??

this man really thought you had no social life plss

you looked so pretty and he didn't even look at anyone else, it was just you.

this man fell in love with you gn.

and then from there, he saw you as a romantic aspect or wtv.

IT WAS SO FUNNY BECAUSE NOW HES THE ONE FOAMING AT HIS MOUTH WHENEVER HE SEES YOU

you kinda noticed that he liked you because he believed actions > words

he started picking you and dropping you off to school when your brother couldn't

he would even bring one of your favourite snacks along the way too

he would text you and talk to you more often

so one night while you and ur bsf had a sleepover

jay also had one w ur brother

AND BROOOO HE WAS SO JEALOUS U COULD SEE HIS EYES TURNING RED

jay vamp era frfr

he was being very passive aggressive to ur bsf

SO U CONFRONTED HIM 😁

and bro just straight up said "I like you"

followed by "I don't like when they talk to you"

so ur just there 🧍��♀️

like helppp it was so awkward

after the confession, he asked you on a date and ofc you said yes

IT WAS SO CUTE TOO

but a few months in the relationship, you both are getting comfy with each other

its either a full on classy restaurant date or staying at home and watching Disney+

theres no in between

and ofc your brother is okay with this as he gets used to it

he loves to act like he doesn't care for you but you know he loves you

"no I'm not blushing!"

"jay you so are! I didn't know you liked backhugs!"

"SHUT UP"

# sim jaeyun ⎯ exes to lovers

it would def be you who broke up w him

I js don't see Jake calling off a relationship

and it would prolly be over the summer when you thought you and the aussie boy (😝😝😝) didn't click anymore.

mans would be sooo devastated like wdym ya'll don't click anymore???

he would spend more time thinking abt why you thought the relationship didn't work than actually being sad

mans really tried to move on but he srsly couldn't do it.

he was so comfortable with you, he couldn't do that with anyone else.

all his friends witnessed him going through the five stages of greif

it was sad actually 😭

he would still have you as his lock screen like he never even bothered to change it

so probably after 8 months of going through crappy dates and drinking his heart away (he got drunk on apple juice) he decided he wanted you back

so he reached out to you

found out you work at a cafe through his 'sources' (jungwon)

and when you see him he's like "whatttt? you work here????"

its giving stalker behaviour

do better jake 😕👎

and now that he KNOWS you work here

he comes there everyday at 4 right when you're shift begins

bro is the master at small talk

and that is when the small talk with you goes on for an hour and you realise its been an hour since your shift is finished.

he offers a ride back home

and you agreed since you didn't want to walk home alone

you didn't really see the problem with exes being friends and you told him abt it too but

NO NO NO

this man did not work this hard for ya'll to just be friends again

so he waited until your shift finished and decided to bring you your fav flowers

and he asked you if you wanted to go out

and he brought you to a picnic

and you're like "Jake??? its night???"

"you always wanted to have a picnic with me so I thought why not?"

plsss you were shocked that he remembered you wanting to have a picnic with him but you both never had the time.

he even brought your fav sandwiches and drinks it was so cute

and when he dropped you back home he confessed everything and he told you he wanted to get back together

after thinking abt it for a few days

you decided you wanted to get back tgt

so you showed up at his house with flowers in your hand (it was rlly cute plss 😭😭😭)

and when you both get back together

he really tried to make the relationship even more stronger an always assured you to talk to him if you had any problem

its cute because this man is never gonna let u go

like whenever ya'll walk tgt, he's gonna be holding your hand

you're making something in the kitchen? he's backlogging you

you wanna pee? this man's gonna follow you into the bathroom

jake's so cute plss😭😭

jungwon swears he's the reason you both got back tgt

"please you looked so funny when you fell on your butt!"

"remember the time where I dumped you?"

# park sunghoon ⎯ first love

I feel like this boy would not fall in love that easily which is why he hadn't had his first love

sure he had his first likes, loads of partners, but never love

and then baam

you came in 😎

he felt like it was one of those tv series where everything was in slow motion and like the spotlight was just on you

he just felt like it was just you and him in the ice skating rink

like bro's brain just flew through the window

and ofc his kdrama moment had to end because u fell on ur ass trying to skate.

and bro let me tell you

this man procreated the loudest snort alive to mankind

and ofc you glared at him

which made him run to you, helping you up

"hi, I'm sunghoon."

"ok"

he thought he would cry right there.

he apologised and asked to make it up by trying to take you out for ice cream.

ofc you couldn't say no

and you both got to know each other well

this man was scared because he thought he wouldn't se you again

so what did he do?

this man used every pickup line known to mankind

NO NO NO

he did not ask your number

INSTEAD he turned into the rizzlord

oh was it a sight to see

NO CAUSE YOU KNEW HE WANTED YOUR PHONE NUMBER

he was js really nervous

so u asked his phone and saved ur phone number

"maybe I could like yk teach you how to skate next time?"

"wtv you say hoon."

# kim sunoo ⎯ best friends to lovers

oh god the mutual pinning..

YOU BOTH LIKE EACH OTHER

WHY ARENT YALL SUCKING EACH OTHERS FACES RN?

riki asked calmly

and I wholeheartedly agree

you thought sunoo was js your bsf

which explains why he always looks out for you

waiting for you at the school gate everyday even if you're like 30 minutes late

or always getting you fav drink

or always covering for you if you got into trouble

LIKE NAHHHHH

be so fr rn

riki could not stand it

bro was about to grow white hairs

this man was the literal definition of a third wheel

everytime riki tried to talk abt you two

you always dismissed it

AND SUNOO WAS BUTTHURT

like were you that blind?

NO

you were js scared you were gonna get rejected and all these years of friendship would go to waste

and ngl sunoo felt the same

so ofc your matchmaker riki pulled sunoo aside and asked him how he felt abt you

and pls sunoo loves you more than himself

he literally only trusts you

and you were the same for him

#goals

so riki used his amazing megamind brain and asked yall to talk abt your feelings

and it took a while to open up after riki left and by the end of it you both had shared your first kiss with each other 😁

NGL IT WAS REALLY CUTE

you both were red

and now since y'all are in a relationship

riki hated it more

"BOOO get a room."

ur dates were so cute

either it was hot choco dates or ''lets go play in the snow' dates

you always enjoyed it

because you are with sunoo (I physically cringed)

"maybe I should call u the sun cuz u brighten up every room u walk into."

"r u high?"

# yang jungwon ⎯ academic rivals

his jaw dropped when he saw the results

HELLO A 95???

man hasn't got anything below a 97

and there you were

waving ur results sheet at him with a clear 96

bro wanted to slap that smirk right off your face

so he asked the teacher to check his paper again

bye the teacher did not give two fucks

so he checked it himself

he was actually supposed to get a 94 but lets keep that to ourselves 😁

he js waited until the next exam to rot around and by that this man took a mental screenshot of every page in the book

a 94???

GOODBYE.

if there was a dissapear button in life

he would press 65 times

and what did you get

a 97.

happiest day of your life ngl

this man had a whole fit

HE COULD NOT BELIVE IT

the teacher actually had enough of you

and gave you both detention

all you had to clean the classroom

'bonding time' she said

'it'll be fun' she said

so when you started to clean the room

all you both could give each other were side eyes and silent curses

it was painful actually

you both divided the room saying this was his side and that was your side

but there were tiny moments were you were staring at him, admiring his side profile

THAT WAS SO UNLIKE U

U WERE SUPPOSED TO HATE HIM

but why did he look so ethereal when he was sweeping the floors

GET A GRIP.

so there was this moment were you both close to each other and you tripped on your untied shoelaces and landed ontop of him

he landed on his ass

so romantic I know.

and you both stared at each other for a long time (5 seconds)

before he pushed you off him

"EW."

he stood up and went back to sweeping and you were still on the floor

you stood and started cleaning again

but what you didn't realise was that he kept staring at you

occasionally having eye contact

after that day, you both became softer to each other

YOUR TEACHER HAD HER JAW DROPPED WHEN HE SAW YOU BOTH NOT FIGTHING WHEN JUNGWON GOT A 94 AND YOU GOT A 96

like hello???

where the hair ripping and shitty insults??

your friend were in school because you stopped talking bt how much you hate him and so were his friends

scary really

both of your friends thought that you both were planning some big revenge or something

but then they caught you smiling at him while walked past you??

they called an exorcist immediately

THIS IS NOT OK??

you both didn't whine and ask the teacher to change when you both were paired up for a project

you both had a fun time and you actually had a good convo

you both called truce

and you both started to not hate each other

and one day while you both talked you had a moment of silence when you just said 'fuck it' and went in and kissed him

GET A ROOM

and the next day in school

you both walked holding hands

everyone was so confused because um what the actual fuck?

"can't believe I used to hate this pretty face."

"ew jungwon"

"shut up before we go back to being enemies"

# nishimura riki ⎯ hates everyone but you

when he heard about love, all he could say was 'bs'

like be so fr

BUT THAT WAS UNTIL YOU ENROLLED IN THE SCHOOL

he swore he could hear wedding bells

everything abt you was so perfect

like he never had an ideal type but god damn bro

might as well have one rn

he like froze for a sec

crazy ik

tbh you didn't acknowledge his existence for a few days

until you saw him playing basketball w his friends

and his basketball met w ur face

bye ur nose did not stop bleeding

man came rushing to u when he realised it was u

he took you to the nurse and when you were all ok

he sheepishly grinned at you and apologised for hitting you w his basketball

you were quick to forgive him and you started to become friends since that day

everyone was in shock because you were the first person he'd ever talked other than his friends

and you were so confused because everyone kept telling this was so unlikely of him

he had never tied someones shoelaces when they were untied

or he had never lent someone his jacket

even to his friends

the privilege was showing

like u were so confused because he doesn't do this with other people

he prolly be like 😐 but when you're there hes like 😁

soo you asked him

"idk I like you"

HELLO???

"oh uhm haha same."

BYE YALL ARE SO AWKARD

it took a few weeks for him to grow some balls and ask you to be his s/o

and this man needed to always be on your side

he's gaming? ur on his lap.

he's playing basketball? ur playing with him.

UR LIKE EVERYWHERE

its so cute

makes me sick

"BABY WHERE R U GOING?"

"riki I need to pee."

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[thatjadedhotmess]

Library study dates

pairings/characters: albedo x gn!reader, kazuha x gn!reader

warnings⚠️: fluffiness that's pretty much it. wholesomeness as well yesyess

a/n: I'm finally almost done with exams and had time to finish this up I hope yall enjoy it TvT (sorry its looks kinda rushed ahhh)

albedo (阿貝多)

☁︎︎ yall know that light academia style with the dress shirt and a sweater vest? yes him that's how he's dressed with that messy hair bun.

☁︎︎ before you guys meet he would buy you a drink of your choice and stuff it into his bag so that he doesn't get caught bringing in sweet drinks into the library.

☁︎︎ he probably wouldn't go there to study though, more like be your tutor and help you out with whatever subject you need help with.

☁︎︎ is super patient about it too, like he would never lash out at you for not understanding something but would rather explain something to you in different manners until you understand it

☁︎︎ I kinda envision him also bringing along a thermo flask thoo,, and like inside is probably hot coffee or tea but he looks more like a coffee person to me;~;

~~~

"Ahh thanks for the drink Albedo." You thanked him, taking a sip from the piping hot drink that he had bought for you and stuffed into his bag before going into the library.

You had told him you were going to be late that day and so you asked that he help get you a drink, of course adding that you would pay him back for the drink. Albedo being the gentleman he is, didn't let you pay for the drink.

Settling into the chair beside albedo, you quickly took out your Biology textbook. Albedo had agreed to meet you for a study session being the good table mate (and boyfriend) he was. He always did better academically than compared to you.

"So this right here is a kidney nephron," he used a pencil to point at the diagram located in your textbook. "There are a few main parts of the kidney nephron. The renal corpuscle, the proximal convoluted tubule, the loop of henlé, the distal convoluted tubule and finally, the collecting duct.."

"Now, the main function of this whole setup is for ultrafiltration and selective reabsorption to take place, so far so good y/n ?" he quizzed. you nodded your head while frantically trying to recount everything he just said so you could write it down in your notebook.

"Following, the kidney tubule also consists of a lot of things. this includes the-"

"Ahh- ok wait for a sec. Ok you can continue." You stuck your hand out in his face to get him to stop talking for a second, causing him to lightly chuckle.

Yeahh this was definitely going to be a long day you thought to yourself.

Kaedehara Kazuha (楓原万葉)

☁︎︎ sleep deprived ass. that's all thank you

☁︎︎ ooo he would definitely be the kind of person to wear comfy clothes. baggy pants, a random shirt and maybe a hoodie incase he (or you ehe) gets cold

☁︎︎ would ask to meet up and yes he does come on time but instead of studying with your he ends up falling asleep on the table in front of you.

☁︎︎ when he is awake however, he's a completely different person.

☁︎︎ beast mode: on

☁︎︎ headphones in, laptop out, phone shut off and furiously writing short notes on his paper the man is not allowing himself any distractions

☁︎︎ is also the mom friend and would most likely need to babysit you

☁︎︎ "here, i have an extra pen use this"

☁︎︎ "i still have water in my bottle, drink since yours was empty when you came and you haven't drank anything in the last 3 hours"

~~~

"Heyy, kazu kazu, wake up sleepyhead." You whispered, poking him in the shoulder. Kazuha opened his eyes before rubbing them groggily, Huh he must've gotten a pretty bad night of sleep yesterday if he somehow ended up falling asleep while waiting for you in the public library.

"Ahhh, heyyy y/n" sleep still evident is his voice as he pushed himself off the table, slouching a little as he stared up at you, a dopey grin spread across his face.

Ahh man why is he so cute when he's like this?

You pinched his cheek, making him let out a soft whine. Moving towards the chair infront of him you quickly took out your things, seeing kazuha mirror your actions a moment later.

Once you guys had gotten everything you needed, kazuha and yourself quickly buried yourselves under the stack of papers you guys had gotten for homework.

While doing your work, you felt something nudge your shoulder. Someone nudge your shoulder. "Do you wanna start a spotify party?" Kazuha inquired while lifting up his phone. Of course you said yes, despite knowing that this would probably stop your productivity.

After you guys had successfully managed to start a session together, you were somewhat surprised by the genre of music kazuha had picked.

"Classical? I never knew you were a ravel fan."

"Im not. I just saw an article talking about how listening to classical helps when doing math." Using his pen, he pointed at the worksheet you were struggling with.

Touched by his actions, you stood up from your chair a little, extending a hand out to him lightly pat his head before ruffling his hair up. He leaned into your touch with a happy sigh upon receiving your affection.

You were definitely breaking concentration and probably disturbing others with your bold display of public affection, but you guess it was worth it. For his sake, anything was.

[mare-the-silly-scroingle]

last post before sleep bc im STUPID okay . school tmrw here is the breakdown for all the tumblrinas who care abt my IRL Shit 

okay so math at like 7 am not ideal not great boring as fuck but ill live ok 

AP lang best class scores wise bc im an L.A. freak but also kind of boring??? sometimes um 

choir requires so much goddamn energy from me it makes me want to kill myself but it’s cool my bestie is there we always have really sad convos in choir for some reason??? then we sing shit like Gloria Jubilate and the sopranos get told our vowels are SHIT and honestly Yea...

spanish ok look. i like spanish i sit next to the bestie teacher is funny (to me anyway i think everyone kinda hates him) easy to zone out to etc. but i have to actually try and get an A this semester. worst thing of my life. its such a good class when ur content with a B but im trying to get into a DC school so like yk

ORGANIC CHEM THE BELOVED thats the reason im in STEM still. NOT a fan of the teacher and some of the classmates make me feel kinda weird but i sit w my friends and its a good class to end the day on and i actually know my stuff ^-^ 

B days are better but they also have AP bio in the middle and im ALWAYS depressive then so its like eh ill take it. 

forgot how to implicit differentiate tho. fucking shit at that. and integration. god i need to pay my bestie to tutor me hes good at math and shit i used to be but damn now i want to cry like wtf is all this shit....

(+ afterschool meeting its never like Fun but IDK its quick so whatever. then i get a zoom call later which is SO FUN i love everyone there... last an hour thoo.. but i get paid for it ok GN gotta pick my clothes fortmrw %-^)