#ive been praying for mania literally this whole time so i can at least enjoy feeling alive and get shit done
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I love therapy my girl always has my best interests at heart 🥺
#me yellen that literally nothing goes right in my life and that im sick of coming up with custom solutions bc im locked outta the normal one#she was like it's okay to be mad and be unproductive and relax and to chill. i got permission to take a vacation#im so burnt out and im not even manic FELLAS I HAVENT EXPERIENCED MANIA IN MONTHS#ive been praying for mania literally this whole time so i can at least enjoy feeling alive and get shit done#but nope. i told her how on the emergency scale ive been living in orange for years and we're tiptoeing into the red zone#i just lol. im so sick of having to fight for literally everything. im 29 and my heart is failing and my kid is disabled and i don't feel#like getting back up rn. let me lay on the floor. im sick of getting my teeth knocked out and having to get back up#ill be asking for yes or no situations ans get weird unprecedented answers. this is an a & b choice and i get a fucking essay#cmon. im sooooo tired of it all and im so angry and ofc im angry! a person only has so much resiliency in them#im glad she went: yeah you can be mad and you can take some time to recover. i know youll get back up you always do#i felt seen lol. i just wanna have fun for the next week to remind me that everything is worth struggling for
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