#ive typed like three responses to this and accidentally deleted all of them

[dailyblueberror]

hi can i yap about Error!Papyrus one second cause he's my roman empire???? @_@

Uhmmmm. I've kinda... overanalyzed his design to hell and back cause that's really all we have to go off of.

Lowkey I think he's more stable than Error!Sans and Error!Undyne but less stable than Blueberror and this is kinda for a few reasons. Mostly because he's wearing his Sans' jacket. Which yk, implies his Sans is dead, but also that he's like... aware enough to have felt sentimental attachment to his Sans' jacket and kept it (notice how Error!Sans doesn't have his Papyrus' scarf anymore, since he doesn't remember him, even though we know he used to as Geno). But also because he doesn't have the like- eyeboogers that Error!Sans and Undyne do. Like if how Error!Sans got his is like the standard (having the epic crashout to end all epic crashouts and loosing all sense of self) and if Blueberror is relatively stable by error standards and doesn't have them, I'd imagine having them is probably a sign of how idk... errored? an error is.

However yeah like you said earlier he's kinda creepy and hangs out with known threat to the entire multiverse, Error!Undyne. Which I've taken to mean he's yeah still incredibly unhinged (moreso than Blueberror, who's basically still just Swap!Sans with C-PTSD).

Like I don't think he had bad intentions at least at first (yk, Papyrus, the guy who's so much of a pacifist he literally stops doing damage when his enemies are at 1 hp) but like yk, if monsters are like condensed love and hope and stuff, seems like errors are usually either condensed loneliness (Blueberror), nihilism (Error!Sans), or rage (Error!Undyne). (i think being an error changes what feeling a monster is made out of, which is why apparently humans can't become them? They're literally like magic users in adventure time with their magic madness and sadness). But yeah I think basically being condensed loneliness would probably make him like start fucking with people. Kinda think Papyrus in general is so lawful good he ends up being chaotic and I think that would apply 10x more to Error!Papyrus.

Like "OH YOU'RE SAD AND LONELY? I'M GONNA PUT YOU IN MY WEIRD CREEPY COLLECTION THAT I MADE SO I'D NEVER BE LONELY AGAIN. THEN YOU CAN'T BE LONELY, AND BY EXTENSION SAD." I think he thinks he's helping but he's really making things like 100x worse (self awareness is not in the error dictionary). Like I don't think he's intentionally hurting people (yk, it's Papyrus), but like I don't think he's like, stopping genocidal humans. He just wants attention and companionship.

I do think him and Error!Sans meeting would make both of them kinda freak out though (/pos or /neg I'm not really sure. Probably both).

Anyways sorry if this was like long and annoying, but like idk I kinda wanna know what you think about any of that. @_@

THIS IS !!! ONE HUNDRED PERCENT CORRECT !! Honestly not much i can say because this is like . Exactly how i see him also . Except i think Error and Error papyrus wouldn’t really recognize their brothers in each other due to their extremely different appearances and personalities…,. Maybe they’d hesitate to really attack each other (the same way error hesitates to attack us-papyrus) but i still think it wouldn’t be different than them interacting with any other versions of their brothers

I also agree that the marks on errors show their sanity to a certain degree.. i really like that take because it backs up error undynes malice because her eyesboogers are INSANE

[traumasurvivorshelpingsurvivors]

[TW: Manipulation, Bullying(?), Light Mentions of Physical Abuse, and possibly more, i genuinely dont know how to tw this sorry]

Hi, call me Shadow. Im looking for some advice on how to move on from the situation below, some reassurance, or atleast someone to listen to me without judgment. Sorry for any grammer/spelling mistakes

They're alot of parentheses, extra notes, and run on sentences so apologizes for length

About 6ish month ago, i cut off a very toxic friend. Said friend, lets call them A, would offen make fun of and tease everyone in our friend group 'to show love' and such. Which is fine, some people are okay with that but personally im not as ive dealt with many toxic friends who've hurt me by using that as a cover up.

A was an irl friend of three people in our group's server that was invited on really late, i was pretty guarded and afraid around them for awhile, both because of a new person and because i had a feeling some was off with them. I ignored it, thinking i was just being overprotective and overthinking things again. After a few months things settled and it seem they fit in almost perfectly, till suddenly their jokes started getting really targeted and mean.

They started targeted me and one of my partners, constantly making cruel 'jokes' about us, everything from "if you're on [name]/[name]'s team [insert bad thing] will happen to you" to jokes that were just insults played off as jokes. I tried multiple times to ask them to stop but they played the "its just a joke" everytime

It got the point they started holding my reactions over me, and even purposely making me upset to have something to use against me. The main incident i remember is them pretending to be mad at me while i was rambling and spent atleast 10mins pretending to type to make me anxious (they later admitted this to one of my friends who then told me), and when they finally sent their message which ended up being a joke related to what i was rambling, i in my moment of vulnerability due to rambling (rambling for me is like exposing my soul) and them scarring me, i accidentally admitted i was afraid i was gonna be yelled at

They then took to posting what i said in our quotes channel for everyone to see after i deleted my message. They refused to delete the message and even started deleting mine in response (they were a mod on our server), it took owner stepping in to fix this

A started using their mod powers to delete both of my partners' messages when they started speaking out against all three of our treatment. They also deleted our messages unrelated to that, making us look terrible in pass conversations.

When me i finally snapped and ledt the server, moving to another server hosted by a different friend that 90% of us were also one, they started messaging me for answers and to "apologize" aka blame me for what happened. They were nice and reasonable at first, but then they started pressuring me into in their words "cursing them out", which i unfortunately gave into.

A used it as an excuse to blame me for everything, blame me for never speaking up despite me constantly trying and being met with "its just a joke bro" they tried lying me about them using tone tags despite that fact they never used them. I blocked them quickly after that, seeing what they were doing but barely a day after they tried talking to one of my partners about it.

In the message A sent they tried to place all the blame on my other partner, saying that they deserve everything that happened. They said i shouldnt be absolutely pissed at them about what happened to my partner, what they (A) put them through. To say that was the final straw is an understatement.

A destroyed me and my partner's self worth and confidence, has made us even months later second guess our every word and even our friends. Afraid their gonna turn against and treat us like A did. A made me question my own judgment and stuff with their lies. They tried placing blame on me for unrelated things, they tried to ruin my image. And as we later found out A physical hurt one of the three people in our group they knew irl, often.

Im still constantly afraid of A finding their way back to the new server even tho they're blocked, ive had ex friends stalk me to almost creepshowart levels and i wouldn't put it past them to do that. Most of the process i made with my friends to open up and be myself more destroyed. I fear people talking behind my back again, cuz apparently A tried starting a secret server with my friends who were aware of what happened due to exams to trash talk me, which failed but still.

I still feel terrible about all this, i didnt speak out when A originally started trash talking my partner out of fear, now i feel bad for causing my friends to basically lose our originally server because of this. The guilt eats at me even tho i know this was the best choice for everyone

Tldr/summary cuz its long

An ex friend of mine would constantly bully me and one of my partners and when we finally stand up for ourselves they tried manipulating us and our other friends into making them the good guy and us the bad guys. Even going as far as trying to fake evidence (which ive learn as of writing this)

Even months after im still suffering the effects of everything and i dont know how to try moving on. I am trying to seek therapy again but the health system here is terrible and expensive, so im trying to possibly find ways to help myself while waiting

Hi Shadow,

I'm so sorry to hear about the toxic friendship you had. The way your friend treated you and your partner was completely unacceptable. Their behavior of making mean-spirited jokes, targeting and insulting both of you, and dismissing your requests to stop is not a sign of love or friendship. It's important to remember that you deserve respect, kindness, and support in your relationships.

It seems like A used their position as a mod to further their harmful actions. Deleting messages, manipulating situations, and attempting to shift blame are clear signs of their toxic behavior. It's unfortunate that they tried to undermine your self-worth and confidence, as well as create divisions among your friends. This kind of treatment can have lasting effects, but it's essential to recognize that their behavior is a reflection of their own issues and not a reflection of your worth.

Please know that healing is a gradual process, and it's okay to give yourself time and space to heal at your own pace. It's understandable to have moments of doubt or fear, but try to remind yourself that you have taken positive steps by cutting off a toxic relationship. You deserve peace and happiness in your life.

I hope I could help, and please let us know if you need anything.

-Bun