#iwasbornafraid

[lonelyheartedboys]

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“Lies. You know exactly what you’re doing,” Simon said with a small laugh “You seem awfully sure that I won’t be able to resist,” he said, he wasn’t fooling anyone though. Of course he would give in.

“Resist what? I’m just relaxing,” he hummed, grinning softly as he lazily dragged a hand against his stomach. He shifted where he laid, stretching out shamelessly.

[magnusofbane]

10 // 02 // 16  --  10 // 02 // 17

:: to all the gorgeous people out there reading this, I LOVE YOU AND HI. thank you so much for the year worth of support for this blog. it certainly has been one bumpy ride with both ups and downs but looky -- i’m still here!! thats a good sign right? haven’t given up just yet. and i would just like to take a moment to thank the people that are apart of the reason i’m still around.

@heartguided // okay so seriously clary honestly you would be insane if you didn’t already know how i feel about you. you’re like my soulmate on here. i love writing with you, i love talking to you, i love screaming at you. you’ve made coming back to this blog entirely worth it. you were there for me when i was feeling insecure about my return and you made sure i knew i was very much welcomed back. this blog literally wouldn’t be worth it if you weren’t around and i wouldn’t be enjoying it as much as i am right now. i love you to BITS okay? you’re my heart and i will squish you forever. AND EVERYONE HERE KNOWS IT. i have never felt as lucky as i do when i write with you because you’re brilliant and amazing and incredible. AND ALL THE GOOD WORDS STILL WOULDNT BE ENOUGH TO DESCRIBE YOU OKAY.

@goldtouched // JUUUULIE. the julie to my julsidy. literally you’re the cutest person i’ve ever met. like you never cease to amaze me by how warm you can be. like just through words alone. i know i can talk to you about anything on here, no matter what it is and i thank you for forever being there for me. i trust you so much, i trust you with all my little ramblings and insecurities and you sit there and listen to all my rubbish XD. you’re the jace to my magnus. together we make jagnus and no one has even come close to your brilliance. keep being beautiful in every single way okay? and please dont ever leave me because i would not survive on here without you. I LOVE YOU JULIE SO MUCH. you’re one of my best friends on here, and i love you. xx

@eloquated // HOLY SMOKES, where to begin with BRITT. like you’ve had me hooked on your writing the minute we started writing together. like no joke. i didnt realise how quick i could fall in love with someones writings like i was with yours. i even told you after like the third reply you were never getting rid of me. your threads are like drugs to me, i literally cant get enough of them. every rp with you has me thirsting for more. magnus and ragnor are my number one addiction on here and i will gladly brag about you to everyone i can. i want to scream at everyone how brilliant you are but then i really dont want to share you because you’re so perfect and i want you all for myself. i love you britt okay? please dont ever leave me <3

@brokcnlegacies // AND THEN WE COME AROUND TO THE BAE THATS BEEN WITH ME FROM THE VERY START. SNOOOOOOOOOW. I adore you to PIECES. we’ve been literally through so much together. you’ve been there for me when all the crap was going down and i just want to thank you for that from the bottom of my heart. i dont think this blog would still be around after that drama if it wasnt for you keeping me afloat. so thank you so much. this one year anniversary is all thanks to you tbh. even if we dont rp as much as before, please know that you are forever in my heart and i will never stop reading your threads from afar and still fREAK OUT OVER HOW TALENTED YOU ARE WITH LIKE YOUR 100 MUSES LIKE HOLY HECK. i love you snow okay, love you SO MUCH <3

my smols xx ;;

@warstopper, @arrowbythebooks, @lightxwoods, @fallenregent, @remembcr, @highwarlockxbane

the lovelies i adore playing with and talking to ;;

@eludedhell / @warvived, @inthequiver, @nephiilim, @painistemporary, @helvitisbrokentoy, @dysxn, @silvercrowncd, @selfishisuppose, @tastefullywicked, @beeutifulmuses, @talldarkandangelic, @arrowiisms, @ofcyberhunting, @pcrcbctci

the ones i love from afar ;;

@beastmade, @nephiliminheels, @atrabilicus, @frayedheart, @warbleralways, @archerinrunes, @oftaintedhearts, @popsfangs, @piiratical, @moonoverbourbon, @iwasbornafraid, @camillebelcourtme, @angelicelectrum, @reprcssed, @twofirstnames, @bowborn, @bowstrung

[forgottobuttonmyshirt]

I hit 100 a couple says ago and am now a couple above it, which is amazing to me as I figured most people wouldn't want to follow or interact with Malcolm due to how little interaction he has with other characters not in TDA and the fact that most people are show based and he isn't in the show. So to celebrate I'm doing promo thing, using things from Annabel Lee as titles for the different sections because why not.  

The Winged Seraphs(this section is really small because a lot of the people I had threads with deleted their blogs.):

@notaseamonster​ and all their side blogs: Okay, they are basically the only person I have an active thread with at the moment. They are also amazingly talented though, and it is fun to put two people as opposite as Ragnor and Malcolm together and see what happens. Especially given the fact that they care about each other despite their differences, and despite Malcolm's holding a grudge for Annabel's death and being manipultive and secretive. They also have a Catarina who both me and Malcolm love because she is a wonderful person who isn't as judgemental as basically everyone else.

@warlockiing​: We had a thread at one point, which was awesome and lead to Magnus trying to to give Malcolm life advice. They are a great Magnus and honestly I really had fun writing with them.

@cristinaxrosales: We had a thread both here and on my Annabel, and both were great. They do a great job portraying their character. 

The Demons Down Under The Sea (everybody else I read on my dash a lot.):

@darahdemonis, @angelblccd, @steleangel, @herscortana, @chokingonrosewater, @notreallyablackwell, @iwasbornafraid, @immcrtalinstrument, @inxcorde, @xncertainty, @finestglitter, @myhairsnaturallyblond, @bowstrung, @lostprxnce, @goldtouched, @angelicveined, @basiaxcoquum, @theshadowhunterwhogotleftbehind

[darahdemonis]

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things I owe

Drafts:

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[magnanimous-bane-blog]

@iwasbornafraid || Cont.

“It’s all rather.. boring. I can fix that if you like.” Magnus frowned, circling Simon as his eyes gazed at his hair, “Maybe a bit of color would help.” 

[dutifulprettyboy]

@iwasbornafraid | X

Alec shook his head. “I wasn’t worried you were about to attack me or anything,” he assured. He’d just noticed Simon looked a little hungrier than usual. “I was just asking. Because if you needed a little more, you could…feed on me?” he offered hesitantly, knowing that was a relatively big step. But he trusted Simon to not go too far if he took him up on the offer.

[eyes-blazing]

00:00:00

Emrys was looking down at his wrist as the numbers slowly counted down, less then a minute now. Less then a minute until he was supposed to meet them, meet the person that was his other half.

Thirty seconds now.

He looked up and around, checking for anyone else checking their wrist.

[lonelyheartedboys]

@iwasbornafraid

The holiday season marked a lot of them going home, Alec included. And spending weeks at his parents’ house with them and his siblings made for a surprisingly long vacation. Getting away from school and classes for a bit was nice, but there was a part of him that honestly missed being at the Frat House. Sex almost daily made him a little needy going so long without it.

He came back a few days before classes started back up. A few other boys made their way back as well. And he was rather pleased to see Simon was one of them. 

He made his way over, not hesitating to straddle his lap, arms winding around his neck. “Have a good holiday?” he hummed, leaning to drop a kiss to Simon’s jaw. “I had an idea. Since most of the guys were hogging me for early Christmas presents before break,” he chuckled softly, “I was thinking that the next eight days, you could have first dibs on me. Like a...late Hanukkah present for you.”

[n0va-c41ne]

@iwasbornafraid

“Is….. Is that supposed to be words of encouragement? Because if so… you kinda failed.”

“Not really encouragement, they were...hm” said Vivienne, trying to come up with what...exactly that was “Honest...optimism? I guess? Whatever, you can take that gym easy peasy with that Wartortle you have” 

[darahdemonis]

@iwasbornafraid

Simon laughed as Magnus draped over his lap “You could have just said ‘hey Simon’ instead of using me as a couch.”

Magnus seemed to consider that for a moment and ultimately shook his head. “Mm, no. This is much more fun.”

[dutifulprettyboy]

@iwasbornafraid | X

[ sms: Simon]: I said ‘take it as a compliment’. So yes. It’s a good thing.

[i-am-chairman-archive-blog]

"Quit it or I'll bite." (Ignore me if this isn't okay)

“Make me” Chair said as he smirked, lifting his hand as he wiggled his fingers teasingly ready to poke the other male’s side again.

[lonelyheartedboys]

"You're the worst thing ever happen to my GPA," he groaned as he watched Alec instead of studying for his test the next day, the fact that Alec seemed so intent to have HIM when he had a frat full of options made him feel butterflies in his stomach.

[My muse is undressing, knowing full well that your muse is watching. Send me your muses reaction to my muse's teasing. ] @iwasbornafraid

Alec peered over at Simon, face the perfect picture of innocence, even while he was undoing his jeans and pushing them and his underwear down. “I don’t know what you’re talking about,” he mused as he moved to stretch out across the bed, making himself at home. “I haven’t done anything.”

[magnanimous-bane-blog]

@iwasbornafraid continued from here [Text: Sunshine] I try to say that, but it never seems to work. [Text: Sunshine] And then one thing leads to another, and well, you know the rest.

[charmandgoodlooks]

@iwasbornafraid | X

Jace hadn’t meant to pass out. But with everything that had been going on, it had started to run him ragged, so the moment he finally stopped and laid down, he just passed out. When he blinked awake hearing his name, his brow furrowed as he took in the situation. He was clinging to the vampire. He’d fallen asleep with the vampire? He brought a hand up, releasing Simon in the process, and rubbed at his eyes. “What?”