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soleilwoo · 2 months ago
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softdom! jacob is been on my mind lately 😵‍💫i wonder if you can write something about it!! I Just love the way u write! 🙂‍↕️🙂‍↕️
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softdom! jacob bae
mature content, minors do not interact!
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jacob is the ultimate soft dom. he's a romantic at heart and this plays a big role in the bedroom. he wants to make sure everything he's doing is okay with you.
[☀︎] — verbal consent is key along with him taking it slow and holding your hand. he is so gentle and caring and always puts you first. he pleasures you in all the ways he can. just pampers you, giving you everything you ask for and more.
[☀︎] — while he is super loving and all, he loves taking charge because to him it’s a way of knowing that he’s the only one who can do this to you. he loves that you trust him so much. it’s such a turn on for him. he teases you quite a lot, edging is his favorite torture method, but throughout the whole ordeal he won't stop calling you ‘angel’.
[☀︎] — he wouldn’t be afraid to let you take the lead. though be warned, he will be a power bottom and will fight for control if you’re not doing it the way he thinks it should be done. i don’t think he has it in him to be mean/degrading or into anything too into the bdsm range, however, the positions will definitely mess you up. it’s really just sweet-loving sex.
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♡ sangyeon ♡ jacob ♡ younghoon ♡ hyunjae ♡ juyeon ♡ kevin ♡ new ♡ q ♡ juhaknyeon ♡ sunwoo ♡ eric
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onef1lm · 3 years ago
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a/n: i feel like this sucked a little because i'm half-asleep writing this but i really wanted to finish it hehe ALSO thank you for the support on my first sunwoo post 🤍 i appreciate it alot !! enjoy the content <3
you stare hard at the sleeve on your coffee holder, the heart drawn next to your name giving you butterflies. a glance towards the barista at the counter doesn't go unnoticed by him.
jacob, according to his name tag, waved at you and chuckles as you hide your blushing face in your folded arms on the table. you could practically feel your face heating up a lot more, maybe you had steam coming out of your ears too.
which is why you were even more flabbergasted when you hear the seat across you drag on the floor. you looked up to meet jacob face-to-face. he pushes the plate with a blueberry muffin towards you, beckoning you to eat it.
he winks at you before leaving, your mouth wide open in shock. for the past 3 months of visiting the café, and silent pining, you've never interacted 'til today. the napkin beside your muffin is neatly folded, almost making you squeal when you notice his message.
hello y/n,
i was wondering if we could hangout sometime! if you're up for it, i'm ending my shift in 10 minutes, so maybe you could wait? for me? but only if you want to of course!
should you agree to my abrupt request, please wave at me HAHA enjoy the muffin, i noticed it's one of your favourites :D
although i'm earnestly hoping you do.
jacob :)
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pixieminutes · 4 years ago
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ahhh hii could i pretty please request something with jacob from the boyz where he pretends he’s going to be really busy on v day but in reality he planned a really cute surprise + got the reader a promise ring 🥺
hello anon!! of course you may☺️ this is so sweet & i hope you enjoy🥺❤️
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12:31 - “no, no, no, he’s busy.”
“what?! that’s not like him,” kevin frowned.
“he said he had to do v-lives and stuff like that,” you shrugged, “i don’t know, but i don’t mind! i know he’s busy.”
“he’s not live right now,” kevin commented.
“okay maybe not right now. seriously?!”
“sorry, but i’m just saying.”
“what? he wouldn’t lie,” you rolled your eyes, when suddenly, the sound of a key in the lock, “wait gotta go. bye.”
“hello!” jacob called.
“hello? why are you here? i thought you were.... woah,” you chuckled, “why are you wearing a suit.”
“well go and put this on, and i’ll explain everything,” jacob smiled, handing you a bag.
you looked at his quizzically, but took the bag, rushing up to your room and getting changed into the beautiful dress and shoes, before coming back out to your prince.
“you look incredible,” jacob beamed, “but there’s one thing missing.”
you furrowed your eyebrows, looking down, “what?”
“here,” he smiled, handing you a small box.
you opened it to find a small opal ring, “what is this?”
“an eternity ring,” jacob said sheepishly.
you gasped, sliding the ring on your finger and admiring it as jacob took the box back.
“come on, let’s go,” jacob chuckled, taking your hand.
“why is everything such a rush?!” you laughed, as jacob whisked you out the door.
“i don’t know, i just want to do everything,” jacob laughed, shutting the front door behind you.
“relax,” you chuckled, taking his jaw in your hands and kissing him, “we have time, okay? look. eternity.”
jacob nodded, kissing your head, “i love you, hun.”
you smiled, “i love you too. now, shall we depart?”
jacob giggled, offering his arm, “we shall.”
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flowertboyz · 5 years ago
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hiii can i perhaps request jacob and both kids with phrase 3 and 7? please and thank u ❤️💚
Luca = 4 / Bailey = 5 months
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“Luca, it’s baby’s first Christmas! Aren’t you excited?!” Jacob exclaimed, just as you went to put Bailey to bed.
“Is Father Christmas going to bring gifts for Bailey too?” Luca asked, absentmindedly playing with the hem of his dad’s t-shirt.
“Of course,” Jacob smiled, “and Luca? Don’t worry, he’ll bring you exactly the same amount of presents as he usually does.”
Luca giggled, sitting up excitedly, “really?”
Jacob nodded with a knowing smile.
“Okay, she’s asleep,” you smiled, “what are you two talking about?”
“Father Christmas!” Luca grinned, leaning back against his dad’s chest.
“Really?” you smirked, “well, you know there’s more to Christmas than just Santa.”
“Yes,” Luca sighed, “there’s dinner as well.”
“Exactly!” you exclaimed, “and we need dessert. So will you make a gingerbread house with me?”
“Yes, yes!” Luca cheered.
“Shh, shh,” Jacob chuckled, “Bailey’s asleep, baby.”
“But will Santa not come?” Luca pouted.
“No, no,” Jacob promised, “he won’t come until, hmm, 2am? And it’s only 6pm now.”
“Okay!” Luca giggled, running to the kitchen.
“He has no idea what that means,” you chuckled, Jacob laughing in response.
“Come on Mummy!”
“Coming, babe.”
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daisyvisions · 2 years ago
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Random thot: thinking about playing hide and seek with a tbz member.
You were both invited to a house party and it's at the point where everyone is drunk as hell and someone suggests to play hide and seek in the house so you decide to run into a closet to hide.
You don't realize that a tbz member is also hiding in the same closet as you. The problem? there's a LOT of sexual tension between the two of you, even before the party. Just generally the air seems to get tighter every time you're around one another but both of you are too in-denial or dumb about your feelings.
So while you peek through the slits of the closet door, he also peeks with you, unintentionally whispering in your ear and it makes you get fucking wet. You gasp at the sudden feeling of his hot breath near your ear and he suddenly freaks out that he's so close to you that he can practically smell the shampoo on your head
You end up turning around to meet him but again, both of you didnt realize how close your faces are to one another that when you turn around your lips lightly brush. You both freeze. Is this really happening right now?
None of you remember who made the first move, but you both end up desperately kissing and touching one another, sticking tongue in each other's throats while his fingers deliciously abuse your core while you stroke his cock. You both cum together, just moaning in each other's mouths like your breathing each other's air 😮‍💨
Thank god the seeker was drunk and forgot about looking for the two of you that night....
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kpopsfic · 3 years ago
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oblivious ꩜ eric sohn
pairing: eric sohn x gender neutral reader
genre: high school au, best friends to lovers, fluff, angst
warnings: cursing, a kind of dumb and very oblivious reader, cheating (idk if this is a warning but oh well lol), hyunjae is depicted as a pos
word count: 2.3k
written by: tiff
description: you’re constantly dating people who don’t treat you well and eric is always by your side, even if you’re a dumbass.
a/n: i wrote this sooo long ago and i apologize if there’s any inaccuracies or plot holes. i just wanted to post something about eric since deobis have been missing him a lot lately. hope you enjoy!
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i.
You always considered yourself fortunate to have Eric Sohn in your life. From the moment the two of you were born, you were pretty much inseparable. He had been there for you through everything that had ever happened to you in life, and you were there for him the same way.
From the first day of kindergarten to the awkward puberty phase of middle school up until now, where you were about to graduate high school and were finalizing what colleges you wanted to attend in the fall. You were always so grateful for him, especially in the times you needed him.
Especially now as you shakily dialed his number, holding your phone up to your ear and covering your mouth in an attempt to stifle the sob that threatened to slip past your lips. However, the moment you heard his voice sleepily mutter a quiet “what’s up?” guilt weighed down your entire body.
“Did i wake you?” you asked, trying your absolute hardest to keep your voice even. but, he knew you better than anyone on the planet, and instantly knew something was wrong.
“Y/N, talk to me, tell me what’s wrong,” his voice was laden with concern, “and don’t try to tell me nothing because I know you’d be lying.”
You chuckled, ironically, sniffling a bit as you finally said, “I think Hyunjae cheated on me.”
A heavy silence filled the other end of the line. You knew Eric had ill feelings toward him the moment you introduced the two, but you stayed with him despite all of Eric’s warnings. You wouldn’t be surprised if your best friend immediately started in on the “I told you so” and “you should have listened to me,” but instead, he abruptly ended the call. you instantly started texting him.
𝗬𝗢𝗨: eric for the love of god please don’t go to his house
𝗬𝗢𝗨: if you do i will never forgive you
𝗬𝗢𝗨: i mean it
Despite all of your texting, he never replied to any of your messages. You sighed in defeat, flopping back onto your bed with fresh tears streaming down your face. You couldn’t help but stare at the video of your boyfriend - if you could even call him that at this point - kissing someone who was definitely not you.
How could you be so stupid? How could you not listen to the one person you trusted the most in this world? If you had, you wouldn’t be in the position you are now. You wouldn’t be feeling so heartbroken. You couldn’t help but text Eric again in hopes he would reply to you soon.
𝗬𝗢𝗨: i’m sorry for not listening to you
𝗬𝗢𝗨: i knew there was a chance of this happening and still got into a relationship with him anyway
𝗬𝗢𝗨: and then woke you up only to more than likely annoy you
𝗬𝗢𝗨: just…. please don’t bring harm to him, i’m afraid he’ll do something worse to you too.
You tossed your phone to the side, covering your face with your hands and letting a quiet, muffled sob rumble in your chest. You were too absorbed in your own thoughts to even hear the loud footsteps in the hallway or your door barging open. You only took notice when a weight was sinking down on the other side of your bed and a pair of arms were pulling you into their chest.
“What are you crying for, dummy?” upon hearing his voice in your ear, your practically melted into him, your tears soaking into the fabric on his shoulder.
He pulled you closer, squeezing your frame tightly against his own with a sad sigh. He hated seeing you like this, especially over a boy who didn’t give you the time of day to begin with. He just wished you weren’t so oblivious about what he felt for you.
Oblivious to how he could treat you so much better.
Finally, you pulled away and look up at him, wiping underneath of your eyes with a quiet sniffle, “I can’t talk about it here, I don’t want my parents to hear.”
“Let’s go out for a drive then,” Eric stated.
“Dude, it’s 11:00 on a school night, there’s no way they will let me leave,” you replied, half-heartedly gesturing to your desk, “besides, I have work I have to do.”
“Y/N.”
“What?”
“Do you really think you’re gonna do your homework in the state you’re in right now? Because I don’t,” he countered, his eyebrow raised slightly as if to question you.
You shrugged at his words, “even if you’re right, my parents still won’t let me leave.”
Eric clapped his hand onto your shoulder, a sly grin stretching across his thin lips, “that’s why we sneak out, idiot. When I came in I told them I was bringing you a textbook you left at my house. When I leave, just climb out your window and meet me at my car.”
He didn’t really give you much of a chance to answer before he was practically vaulting himself off of his bed and out of your room, closing the door tightly behind him. You sighed, shaking your head.
If you got caught, he was taking the blame.
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ii.
Once you were finally far enough away from your house to stop worrying, you relaxed into the passenger seat of Eric’s car and willed yourself not to start full blown crying again. He was the first to break the silence.
“How did you find out?”
You stared down at your lap, messing with a loose string at the end of one of your hoodie sleeves, “he went to a party with Kevin and Sangyeon. Apparently Chanhee as there too because he was the one who sent me the video.”
Eric’s grip on the steering wheel tightened and you could visibly see his jaw clench at your words, “they had the audacity to send you a video of it?”
You nodded, “at the end Hyunjae realized what was happened and practically begged Chanhee to turn off the camera. He said something along the lines of if I found out, I wasn’t going to let him live it down.”
After that, you continued to rant, allowing everything to be said into the open and lift the weight off your shoulders. Throughout all of it, Eric kept his eyes on the road but his ears open, listening to everything you had to say. He wanted you to feel like your feelings mattered and that he would always be by your side, no matter what.
Because he always would be, even if it broke his heart.
iii.
Despite the breakdown you had over Hyunjae, you still decided to give him a second chance. You talked with him and told him the next time anything of the sort happened, the two of you were done for good. Needless to say, Eric was more than pissed.
The moment he saw you walking hand in hand with the same man that cheated on you in the hallway, he saw red. You had only caught a glimpse of your best friend before he was storming out of the double doors, leaving school entirely.
Once fully settled in his car, he hit his hands roughly against the steering wheel, frustrated tears gliding down his face almost effortlessly at this point. When were you going to learn that you deserved better? When were you going to learn that when someone cheats once, they almost always do it again? When were you going to actually give a damn about yourself?
When were you going to acknowledge him?
As if on a queue, his phone chimed to several messages from you, ones of which expressed your concern as to why he was leaving school.
𝗬𝗢𝗨: are you okay?
𝗬𝗢𝗨: do you feel sick?
𝗬𝗢𝗨: do you want me to come with you?
𝗘𝗥𝗜𝗖: i’m fine. just didn’t feel up to being here today.
𝗬𝗢𝗨: do you want company?
𝗘𝗥𝗜𝗖: no, it’s okay. i just need to clear my head. besides, you have a test today.
𝗬𝗢𝗨: okay… be safe wherever you go today.
𝗘𝗥𝗜𝗖: i will.
𝗘𝗥𝗜𝗖: y/n?
𝗬𝗢𝗨: what?
𝗘𝗥𝗜𝗖: keep your guards up this time. i know for a fact he won’t hesitate to hurt you again.
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iv.
You really wished that Eric’s advice would stop being right.
Here you were, once again, feeling your heart shatter into a million pieces. All because Lee Hyunjae didn’t know how to keep his hands to himself when he was around other people that weren’t you.
After receiving a plethora of unledgible texts from you, he was able to only make out that you needed to skip school and wanted him to come with you. He didn’t mind the skipping, really, because he hated school anyway so it was never an issue.
However, what he didn’t expect was to find you stumbling out of the bathroom with tear stained cheeks a puffy eyes. He didn’t even need to hear you say what happened before he already knew your current state was because of Hyunjae. Sighing, he grabbed your arm and practically drug you out to his car.
Once the both of you were inside, he began driving out to the spot you always went to whenever you wanted to skip class because you knew nobody would ever find you there; the creek.
The drive there was painfully silently, the car only filled with your cries and sniffles every once in a while. You could sense that Eric was fuming next to you, and you didn’t dare speak until he asked you to explain what happened this time. Within minutes you were parked in your spot, sitting at the edge of the creek with your legs drawn up to your chest. Eric studied you for a moment before he finally decided to start talking.
“Why do you always settle for the people who you know will find some way to break you?” his tone was slightly bitter as he spoke, “why do you always settle for scum?”
You were taken aback by his questions, “I- what? since when has anyone other than Hyunjae been scum? Please, enlighten me, Eric.”
“Hmm let’s see… Juyeon put you down every chance he could get, Younghoon never cared about your opinion or what you had to say, and Hyunjae cheated on you, and with every single one I told you they were gonna treat you horribly. Do I really need to continue?” he didn’t hesitate to spit out a list to you, and you felt anger beginning to bubble up in your stomach.
“Since when do you get to decide who I should and shouldn’t date?” you fired back.
“I never said that, Y/N, but I told you before all three of those relationships that you should seriously take into account how their last ones ended. I was right about them all, especially Hyunjae, and you still went back to him anyway.”
You scoffed, staring out ahead of you, “I cannot believe you just said that to me. As a best friend you’re supposed to comfort me now and tell me later that I was an idiot and needed to do better.”
Eric rose to his feet, and started to pace back and fourth along the bank of the creek. He was fuming, and you knew it. You followed suit, standing up to start walking in the opposite direction of him before his words stopped you.
“I just want to know why you gave him a second chance after he broke you so badly the first time.”
You sighed, “I don’t know, Eric. I guess I just enjoy the feeling of someone loving me even if it’s twisted.”
“You deserve someone who truly loves you.”
You laughed sadly, stating, “well in case you haven’t noticed, nobody in my life seems to love me like that.”
Something within Eric seemed to snap, and the next thing you knew, his voice was echoing throughout the woods surrounding the creek, “I do!”
“What?” the tone of surprise was evident in your voice, “Eric, what are y-“
“I love you, okay? I have loved you from the beginning of our high school career all the way up until now. I have loved you even when you were at the lowest points in your life. I’ve loved you even when you were dating those shitty people,” he yelled, “and it has broken my fucking heart every time I have to see you get walked all over and every time you’re completely oblivious to me.”
He began to walk closer to you, standing only a few feet away from you now, his chest heaving and pain dancing effortlessly in his eyes, “I love you, Y/N, why can’t you see that?”
A small silence fell between the two of you before you quietly said, “I’ve been oblivious to you because I’m afraid of losing the one person I have ever truly cared about on this earth. If we were to ever date and break up, I really don’t think I could handle it.”
“You’re not gonna lose me,” eric’s voice cracked, but you could tell how genuine his words were, “even if you don’t feel the same, I’m content with loving you without it being returned. At least this way I can still have you in my life.”
Without any hesitation, you closed the distance between the two of you and pressed your lips against his own, taking the taller boy by surprise before he finally melted into you, his hands cupping your face gently. You pulled away, looking into his eyes before saying, “a part of me has loved you this whole time too, I’ve just been too afraid to admit to myself, let alone you.”
Eric only kissed you again, this time with the reassurance that you would never lose him, that he would never treat you the way any of the other people did. Somehow, you knew everything was going to be okay.
It always was when you were with him.
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sangyeonsofthours · 3 years ago
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the boyz as hogwarts students; hyung line
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☾ this is purely based on my own knowledge about harry potter, the hogwarts universe and what thoughts and impressions i may have about the boyz members. It is also and slightly based on kevin’s answers to a fan and a friend’s impression on the boyz that also knows a lot about harry potter;
☾ maybe there’s things that are not really canon on the hogwarts universe, but i think i could have some artistic license for my own au, right?
☾ you can read 98 line here and maknae line here!
☾ thank you all for reading my stuff, i hope you’ll like it! please, do not forget to give me some feedback ♡
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SANGYEON
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house: hufflepuff patronus: eagle blood status: half blood pet: eagle owl best subjects: transfiguration and charms worst subject: potions
Sangyeon is the Head Boy of his house;
Was elected to be prefect for his house when he got to the fifth year;
He’s clever and responsible, got good grades and is an exemplary student;
He’s also hard-working and super good at leading;
Always takes care of the younger ones and anyone who needs his help, to be honest;
He’s pretty good at quidditch, he’s a chaser!!!
Captain of Hufflepuff Quidditch team;
Has the potential to be Hogwarts Champion;
Girls and boys all over Hogwarts have a crush on him because he’s that kind of guy that is super funny and super cute but isn’t really aware of that;
Looks harmless but could actually hex the shit out of you anytime if it was needed;
His friends constantly make fun of him for anything (poor boy is that type of hyung who the younger ones won’t leave alone);
JACOB
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house: gryffindor patronus: peregrine falcon blood status: muggle born pet: black and white bunny best subject: charms and transfiguration worst subject: arithmancy
This boy here is too pure to be real;
You could easily mistake him for a Hufflepuff;
His personality sometimes can come off as calm or quiet;
But he takes pride in being a Gryffindor and will do anything to protect his house and it’s students;
And his friends!!!!
Wanna find him? Check out the library. He’ll be there tutoring first-years;
Or maybe he could be helping Madam Pomfrey in the infirmary;
Or any professor, for thar matter;
He’s probably one of McGonagall’s favorites students;
Will end up having a brilliant career in the wizarding world, probably at the ministry.
YOUNGHOON
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house: hufflepuff patronus: chow chow blood status: pure blood pet: pygmy puff best subjects: charms and astronomy worst subject: ancient studies
Even though he's a pure blood, he’s super cute and loves getting to know anything about muggle borns and muggle things;
He’s part veela… so he obviously has girls (and boys) swooning over him all the time;
Could get away with anything because of this, but he doesn’t because he’s too pure to do anything wrong;
Has the most undying loyalty to his friends;
The elves at Hogwarts kitchen totally love him! He doesn’t need to steal food because they give it to Younghoon soooo gladly;
The true embodiment of ‘he protects, but he also attacks’;
Seems tough for a Hufflepuff, but because of his soft nature he does have the tendency to cry a lot depending on the situation. He needs to be protected sometimes. Hyunjae is always there to dry his tears tho;
He’s too clumsy to be around animals and plants for too much time, even tho herbology and care of magical creatures aren’t his worst subject;
Look too soft, but if there's a problem he'll confront it and take action needed - always with good intentions, of course.
HYUNJAE
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house: slytherin patronus: raven blood status: pure blood pet: snowy owl best subject: defense against the dark arts worst subject: divination
Uses magic for everything;
Is a natural in pretty much every field of magic, probably due the fact that he grew up around so much magic, being son of a long lineage of pure bloods;
He doesn’t give a damn about the pure blood shit though;
Still, he’s kinda annoying… too cocky for everyone’s liking;
Well, he’s a slytherin, after all;
But I can guarantee you, he’s super funny and a sweetheart to the ones who knows him better;
Enjoys quidditch but doesn't play for his house;
He freaking aces at defense against the dark arts. Enough to be an auror, maybe;
Flirts a lot, but doesn’t really have a girlfriend/boyfriend;
n/a: thanks for reading until here! it won't take me too long to post the next part, bc it is already written, i promise! please, feel free to send me messages/asks about the boyz as hogwarts students ♡
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chichyunjae · 4 years ago
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🧷 reaction : their s/o not being able to walk properly the next day
— kinda fluff, smut ofc
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## sangyeon
: would probably laugh at how hard you're trying to properly move
: gentle; will guide you carefully whenever you do something
: it will boost his ego upon realizing that he did so well in pleasuring you
"fuck, sangie. what did you do to me last night? i can't fucking walk." you hissed when you tried to stand up properly, holding onto the edge of the bedside table for dear life.
"aren't you the one begging me to go faster and harder? you were so loud." he laughed, holding your waist to guide you through the bathroom.
"babe, shut up!!"
## jacob
: an angel, we all know that
: kinda shy when he saw you struggling
: a gentleman, i swear
"you alright, love?" "do you need help?" "is it painful?" "you can rest if you want to." he's always there, his comforting words making you forget the pain you are feeling. you loved every minute of it nonetheless.
"i love you, you did so well last night." he whispered, taking your hand to intertwine it with his.
## younghoon
: awkward but still sweet
: you'll be teased after though
: clingy, wants to make you comfortable, lots of kisses
he shyly covered his face with his hands when you groaned in pain.
"b-babe, i'm sorry. uhm.. what do you need?" he awkwardly asked.
"nothing— oh, okay." you whispered, loving the way he suddenly hugged you and rubbed comforting circles on your skin.
## hyunjae
: would tease and laugh at you, jfc have u seen him
: hands always on your back to support you
: kinda proud of what he did, cocky mf
"i made you cum so many times, damn i'm proud." he joked, his hands on your shoulder continue to rub circles.
"i thought you weren't gonna fit, fuck." you sighed, remembering last night's activities.
"you loved it though, you kept screaming 'hyunjAEEE jAEHYUNNN— ow!" you chuckled and smacked him when he copied your exact voice.
## juyeon
: shy at first, would always flash you his cute eyesmile to make it up to you ><
: cuddles
: not gonna let you do any work, y'all would just lay in bed
"why are you standing up? come here, babe~ i will hug the pain away." he chuckled, carefully dragging you at the soft mattress to hug you.
"was i too rough? sorry." you melted at his cute expression, pinching his cheeks in the process.
and that's how you both spent the day, talking and giggling at each other while in each other's arms.
## kevin
: shy but would laugh at you
: always behind you to help
: would crack jokes/pick up lines to make you laugh
"is your name Earl Grey? because you look like a hot-tea." kevin grinned, making you crack up by the sudden pick up line while watching tv.
"this is why i love your stupidass." you burried your face in his chest, appreciating his attempt of making you smile to forget the pain.
## new
: shy baby
: would also laugh at you
: a sweetheart but also a tease i swear
"i'm sorry, love. i didn't mean to!!" your boyfriend pouted when he saw you struggling to go down the stairs, your right hand gripping it tightly.
"ow fuck—" you groaned.
"but you also love it when i fuck you senseless, right?" a smirk spreads his lips once he held your waist and whispered exactly at your ear.
"oh no, babe. don't start."
## q
: omo? (y'all know that sound he makes pls skdjdjfd)
: pure evil
: also a sweet baby
"am i really that great in pleasuring you? look at yourself, babe. omo? i'm so proud." changmin teased you while you're walking slowly towards the room, slightly limping from last night's happenings.
"you love it, though." he added, making you roll your eyes at him.
"you do realize that you're hot, right?"
## haknyeon
: this mf would laugh at you i swear
: finds it funny that he really went that deep
: will take care of you, still
"you alright, baby?"
"do i look okay to you, babe?" you glared at his laughing figure.
"do you want me to sing trot songs to you?" he followed, his laugh growing louder.
## sunwoo
: doe eyes 🥺
: but also lots of teasing and smirking
: babies you
"you're so cute, oh my god." he glanced at you from head to toe. why does he find this cute? you're literally trying your best to walk properly without groaning.
"kim sunwoo, we're not doing that again. i swear."
"but you love me~" his doe eyes followed suit, you know you just can't resist.
## eric
: blushing mf (did you see that vid of him on vlive, he's so red pls)
: also a tease
: but shy too yk a baby
"aren't i supposed to be the one being shy and red because i cannot walk right now? you're cute, love." you giggled.
your boyfriend blushing instead of you? soft.
"eeeeh– are you alright, though?"
"i'm not but you're making me forget about it." you snuggled further, squishing his cheeks too.
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milkybonya · 4 years ago
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strangers to lovers!Jacob
Pairing: college!Jacob x gender neutral reader
Warnings: none
[a/n]: idk what this is but it has been in my drafts for a while and i just decided yeet lets post it! it came fresh out of the time i was super sof for Jacob hehe
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How you met:
On a rainy day, a student ran into the lecture hall fifteen minutes late while soaking wet. To his surprise, there were no seats in the back, so he slowly moved forward until he found an empty seat: right next to yours.
Apologizing for being loud and late, he settled into his seat and began to pay attention. The sound of water dripping from his hair onto the page in front of you distracted you, and you offered a beanie of yours for him to wear. He thought you were being kind to him and making sure he didn't catch a cold, but really you just hated the way his hair was dripping everywhere.
He put it on and later the lecture ended. When it did, he immediately took it off to give it back to you, but saw you were gone. You had another class right after that one and had to rush off, which is why you disappeared like that. He tightly clutched the beanie and promised to himself that he would wash it and it to you.
The second meeting:
"Wait! WAIT!" a boy yelled outside the bus, hitting the door with his fist while chasing after it.
The bus, packed with students from campus heading home, stopped for him and let him on. He panted and apologized many times before getting on and pushing through the many people who were standing. They all groaned at him, and even you were getting angry just watching the way he was acting... until he stopped right in front of you.
"Hi! Do you remember me?" he asked you a big smile on his face.
"No...?" you responded, removing your earbuds.
He took some time to open the zipper of his backpack, rummaging through before he found a beanie that looked incredibly familiar to you.
"My beanie?"
The boy nodded, handing it back to you.
"Finally, I get to give it back! Thanks for letting me use it that day."
"No problem!" you said, taking the beanie out of his hands.
"So where is this bus headed anyways?" the boy asked, looking around.
You blinked at him, confused.
"Oh.. I kind of just saw you on this bus and followed you on. I'm not really sure where it's going," he explained, still smiling.
You laughed.
"You got on here just to give this to me?"
The boy nodded, eagerly.
"Well... this bus goes to the west side of the city-"
"Really? Darn.. I live on the east side!"
"Well you might wanna get off and take a bus back then," you advised him
He considered it, but shook his head, no.
"Are you headed home?" he asked instead.
"Nope! To a library near my home to study," you said.
"Well can I tag along?" he asked.
You couldn't say no to his adorable puppy eyes, so you agreed, even though you had planned to study alone.
Confession:
You and Jacob, now a close friend, had finally managed to reserve a spot in a private study room. You entered the space feeling like champions, caressing the comfy chairs and sprawling all over the huge desk, drawing on the whiteboard and prancing around like little kids.
Then, you finally got to work, reviewing materials from your shared class. Jacob was using the whiteboard to complete some calculations, so you didn't think much of it when he asked you to look up at what he'd written.
[y/n], i have something to say!
He hid his face in his arms as you read over his cute, neat writing, blushing when he witnessed your lovely smile.
"What is it, Jacob?" you asked him.
"[y/n]... I like you! Let's date... if you want," he said, smiling.
You smiled back at the boy, nodding.
"Okay, let's do it."
The first date:
After walking around a few music stores as Jacob searched for strings that he could use to replace the snapped ones on his guitar, the two of you stepped inside a café. Strangely enough, your favourite song was playing, and Jacob didn't miss a beat in pointing this out.
"[y/n], you love this song! Should I ask them to play it louder?" he asked, a cheeky grin on his face.
"As if you could ever work up the courage to ask them," you joked.
Jacob huffed and trudged up to the front counter, asking them in the softest voice ever imaginable if they could turn up the volume, which they did. You gave a thumbs up to Jacob when he turned around, dancing to the music that played while Jacob laughed.
After the two of you ordered, Jacob quickly found the best spot and shyly pulled out your chair for you to sit first.
The two of you enjoyed your drinks and snacks while talking about whatever random things came to mind, and Jacob spent the whole day smiling at you and laughing at all of your jokes. Later in the evening when you went for a walk around a park, Jacob took off the beanie he had been wearing and carefully placed it on your head, making sure to cover your ears with it so you wouldn't get cold.
"My hair looks terrible today but you staying warm is more important than my hair," Jacob said with a laugh.
You reached up to ruffle the boy's hair and he tightly shut his eyes, relishing in the feeling of your fingers gently touching his scalp, even if it was for a brief moment.
"You know... we first met because of a beanie, too. When I lended you mine," you said as you walked.
"That's right! Do you think we should get matching beanies sometime?" he asked.
"If we can find something cool, then definitely," you said, reaching for Jacob's hand and holding it in yours.
Jacob walked you to your dorm that night and didn't leave until you shut the door and he could see your light was on. Even then, he still texted you to make sure you were okay and to wish you a good night.
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babytaes · 4 years ago
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eternal soul
pairing: jacob x reader
genre: fluff, slice of life
warning: none
part of the welcome to the forest- serenity
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Your manager cheerfully told you, "The tables weren't going to wipe themselves," as she ordered you to the upstairs cafe.
As you walked up the stairs, you faked a smile as you collected the towel and cleaning supplies.
"Two more weeks and I'll be free." As you took a big breath and made your way to the rear table first, you continued reminding yourself.
The coffee shop's pinnacle was the upstairs cafe. Although the downstairs had more space, the upstairs had more space for sleeping, studying, and almost anything else.
And yes, anything. You shrugged sharply, recalling the day you caught some teens attempting to produce children up here.
What a day that was.
Anyway, as you wiped aimlessly from table to table, your heart beats quicker as you recalled the events of the day before.
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The sudden chilly hands made you shudder. As you yelp, his arm wrapped around your body like a snake.
With their typical rowdiness, he and his handful of friends had entered the store.
As he placed his head in the crook of your shoulder, he grinned at you. After you pushed him away, you shushed the guys with a wave of your hand.
"If you don't calm down, I'll have to kick you all out." As the boys made their way to the cashier, your voice quivered with laughter as you said, "Just hurry up and order."
While you typed the sum on the cash register, Jacob whispered in your ear.
"You wouldn't throw me out, would you?"
You push him from behind the register, snickering as you watch him smirk.
"You know you can't come back here. There are no special privileges.”
While you started making their drinks, he pouted as he sat down with a few of his friends and conversed.
As you observed more and more people enter the cafe, the mood began to quiet down. Despite the fact that your shift was far from finished, the presence of them and him made you feel better.
You gladly (annoyingly) grinned as you heard your boss call you over to clean up the upstairs area.
“Got it.”
As you grab the mop and bucket you take your sweet time as you arrive. This was your safe haven; you preferred being up here, away from prying eyes.
It gives you a sense of security and serves as a reminder of all the wonderful experiences you've built here. By yourself and with others.
Your eyes connected with Jacob's body as you put the items down and hurried over to his spot.  As you sighed, the body of a weary young woman dropped across his lap.
“I don’t want to do this anymore, I deserve a break. Right Jacob?”
His warm chuckle sent you grinning as he tapped your tired body. 
"How about you go on a health outing with me to light up your dull and unpleasant life." Gasping at that final word made you hit his shoulder as you both snickered.
"I mean, you're not entirely wrong...but I'm not sure."
Your eyes meet his as the creaminess melts your espresso stained heart as he cocks his head.
"Come on y/n, a pleasant excursion with your number one person."
Your cheeks flush somewhat as you peer down and away. 
"I definitely deserve a break!" you exclaimed as you bounced up and pulled Jacob in for an embrace as you spin around like young kids.
"I love you, Jacob—" you halted, your eyes widening as you slowly turned to face Jacob.
As he mirrored your exact movements, it felt like you were gazing in a mirror. Gradually putting your hand over your mouth you coughed as he grinned
“Wait-“
You pushed his body toward the steps as you watched him descend the steps, not allowing him to say anything.
"Bye Jacob, Kevin show him out. See you all later" 
As he walked out of the store, his crimson face flushed as he said goodbye in hushed tones.
“Umm, okay?”
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You let out a big sigh as you dropped the rag on the table and you heard a loud ruckus downstairs.
As he stooped over to collect his breath, his feet didn't take long to reach you.
"Y/n, y/n...just wait a few seconds.”
You can see his back move as he inhales and exhales deeply, his muscles contracting with each movement.
Jacob laughs, lifting his head as he strolls over to you. .
“that thing you said yesterday... Did you mean that?”
Tenderly, you draw nearer to him as you whisper in his ear.
"I suppose we'll find out on this trip." As you left him speechless, your lips made their way to his cheek.
“Wait, y/n, come back. "Please tell me"
Watching him mope as he trailed after you made your face gleam as he quickly shot questions at you.
You were looking forward to this relationship, and he was too!
✧・゚: *✧・゚:*    *:・゚✧*:・゚✧
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sunlightwoo · 5 years ago
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The Boyz Masterlist
updated as of 05.21.22 (all gifs in unit masterlists belong to respective creators!!)
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✰ OT11 timestamps:
(TBZ 3 YEARS) | sangyeon | jacob | younghoon | hyunjae | juyeon | kevin | chanhee | changmin | haknyeon | sunwoo | eric
(Summer Things) | sangyeon | jacob | younghoon | hyunjae | juyeon | kevin | chanhee | changmin | haknyeon | sunwoo | eric
✰ OT11 Series:
Under The Spotlight | social media au [discontinued]
✰ OT11 Specials:
Fallin’ For You | cupids, fallen angels and demons aus
Rating How I’d Fight TBZ
12 Months I Loved You | TBZ Collab Hosted by Me
Loving You Is A Losing Game | soulmate aus
Dad!TBZ Collection
Storms of Broken Hearts | collection based on 5sos songs
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✰ Hyung Line Masterlist
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✰ 98 Line Masterlist
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✰ Maknae Line Masterlist
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yolkyeomie · 4 years ago
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[blurb] — pairing: jacob x reader, word count: 1004 , au: theatre club/fluff, warning: none.
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[3:54 pm]: “Cut!” You groan at Kevin’s nagging voice, muffling your voice with the script in your hands. This had been the tenth time he’s stopped the play in the last three minutes and you were this close to exploding on him.
“What now, Kevin? We barely even got started,” Jacob complained as the boy walked over, not even paying attention to the words that were coming out of his mouth. He was too focused on keeping his nose stuck in the script, rereading the lines over and over again in his head. Jacob let a half smile stretch across his face as he reached his hand out to pat his back, “Kevin…? Are you good—?”
“Y/N! You need to be more genuine with your words,” he suddenly exclaimed, flipping the pages aggressively before spinning the script in his hands to show you his notes. “The way you move across the stage is great! But your tone is matching with your actions. You need to put more effort into what you’re saying.”
You strain a smile as he spoke, pressing the script close to your chest as you tried to argue with him, “then what am I supposed to do? I’m saying the lines exactly as the stage directions say… what do you want me to do, go off script?”
“No! Not going off script, I just need more… emotion. Watch this!” Kevin exclaimed, turning the script back to you and making direct eye contact with Jacob. He rolled his eyes for a moment before entertaining the eye and matching the same energy that the boy was giving off.
You sat and watched as Kevin performed your part with much more energy than you’d ever allow yourself to give while Jacob gave back the same amount. They looked like they were having fun making fun of their parts in the play and you wanted to have the same feeling but you couldn’t find it in yourself to do so.
You weren’t ever the most active person out there and auditioning for the school play had been a last minute joke you had done with your friends. Yet when the casting was released and you found yourself landing the role of Juliet in the iconic Shakespearean play, your entire schedule had been flipped upside down.
No more running home as soon as the day was over and sleeping to your heart’s content, now you had to report to the auditorium almost every day of the week until late in the day. You were tired all of the time now, an excruciating amount of tired!
Even worse? Jacob had ended up landing Romeo out of everyone who had auditioned and each day you found yourself growing fonder and fonder of him like a fool. Maybe if you go ahead and drop out now you won’t have to deal with this anymore…
“Y/N, are you even watching?” Kevin complained. You jumped out of the just as the boy threw the script at you, sliding across the stage like a flying frisbee.
“Sorry! I was… and then I wasn’t. Listen, you seem like you enjoy playing Juliet! Why don’t you take my part and I become a part of the stage crew?” You offered, your mischievous grin appearing on your face as you attempted to hand off the script to him.
Though to your surprise, it wasn’t Kevin that had stopped you. “Oh, come on Y/N. You can’t back out now, you’re doing great as Juliet!” Jacob complimented, handing the script back to you with that wickedly kind smile on his face. The sheer sunlight it was beaming made your mischief burn out in a heartbeat, unwillingly taking the script as he continued, “if you’re struggling with the lines… I’ll help you. Since we are both the leads we should practice on our own time, right?”
“Woah… that’s pretty slick, Jacob. I see what you’re doing,” Kevin teased, poking at the boy’s arm to get a ride out of him. He didn’t seem phased though, only laughing off Kevin’s comment and shaking his hands away from him. “Maybe with a little bit of Jacob’s help, Y/N can truly perform with genuine emotion.”
“What? No. I mean—!” You struggle, unable to defend yourself from the boy’s teasing. Luckily for you Kevin had been called by one of the members of the stage and was forced to leave you alone. Unfortunately that also meant you were left alone with Jacob instead. “Listen, Jacob, I didn’t mean no as in I don’t want to work with you. You’re very good at playing the role of Romeo—“
“You think I’m charismatic like Romeo?” He couldn’t help but ask, his eyes wide with curiosity and flattery.
“Yes,” you answer immediately, not even thinking about the words that escaped your mouth for a moment. “Wait! I mean— no. Well actually, you’re charismatic, don’t get me wrong… and don’t take that to heart either, I just meant you are really good at acting! Yeah…”
Jacob only laughed at your malfunction, though you were unsure of whether or not it was because he actually thought you were joking or because you had made an absolute fool out of yourself. “I think you’re really good at playing Juliet too, Y/N. Now let’s try the balcony scene again before Kevin comes back and really takes your part.”
You nod your in response, mentally cursing at yourself for crashing and burning so hard. There goes even more of your sleep erased off of your schedule… but maybe this was a good thing? After all, it was Jacob who was going to practice with you.
And he liked the way you played Juliet! But was that really something you should be getting excited over…?
Let’s just hope that he forgets this incident ever actually happened. You don’t know what you would do with yourself if you created an awkward atmosphere between the two of you. “I’m coming…,” you finally speak, admitting defeat and trudging over to him.
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pixieminutes · 5 years ago
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can i req a really fluffly blurb with 4 and 62 for jacob bae
제이콥 + #4 + #62
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06:27 - “it is too early to think,” kevin groaned, sitting himself down at the table where the rest of the boys were sat, bar your boyfriend.
“here,” jacob called, only less than a metre away, sat at the bar, “come sit next to me.”
you smiled, bounding over and jumping so your bum could reach the seat.
jacob smiled, placing his hand on your cheek, “you’re so adorable.”
you blushed slightly, shaking off his hand.
“i already ordered you a coffee,” he smiled, taking your hand and kissing it gently.
“thank you, oh my god,” you laughed, “i am so tired.”
your boyfriend of only a few weeks laughed, raising his eyebrows in a response to your question, “oh yeah?”
“yeah,” you chuckled.
“well you know you didn’t have to get up at 5am,” jacob said, his tone teasingly stern.
“um, well i was still late so apparently no, i had to get up at 4:30am,” you said, not able to stop your laughs.
jacob shook his head, stroking your hair as he laughed, “you’re really something, aren’t you?”
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ikigyu · 4 years ago
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jacob + sunset + fluff ♡
p. Jacob x reader | g. fluff, established relationship | wc. 117 | tw. none!
↳ the boyz masterlist | 200 event
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You stared at the setting sun in awe — the sky was filled with hues of orange and red as it enlightened that one particular part of the sky.
Looking through your glass window with a cup of coffee in your hand, you released a short sigh of exhilaration. With that, you felt hands wrapped around your waist, making you flinch for a brief moment. Jacob chuckled at you before muttering a low ‘sorry for startling you’ as he nuzzled his face on your neck.
He then rested his chin on your shoulder as he stared at the beautiful dawn sky. Being here with your boyfriend in front of the sunset was more than you ever wanted.
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—© LOVEHYUCKZ
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hcuyk · 4 years ago
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[6:49PM]
warnings: implied car crash
“Please...please pick up.”
Jacob’s voice cracked as he spoke, frantically grabbing for his keys before shoving on his jacket. In an attempt to conceal any upcoming tears from blurring his vision, he pauses to take a deep breath. To his misfortune, his heartbeat could only raise when hearing the antagonizing sound of his phone continuously ringing against his ear, fumbling to put on his shoes.
He calls for a second and then a third time when you don’t pick up, already sitting in his car, driving. The traffic lights overtook his vision when he hit the busy streets, that being all he could see when he allowed the tears to finally flow down his cheeks. As the ringing started to fade out, Jacob couldn't stop himself from sobbing, having the surrounding noises accompany him while begging through voicemail.
“Y/N….please– I’m sorry I couldn’t be there with you- please be okay. I-I can’t—I’m stuck in traffic, but I’m coming, okay? I’m going to be there with you. You’ll be okay, I-I’ll be here. I’ll be there. Wait for me, we’ll be together...”
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kpopsfic · 3 years ago
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admit ꩜ jacob bae
pairing: jacob bae x gender neutral reader
genre: angst
warnings: cursing (hyunjae has a horrible mouth), angst, mentions of depression and sadness
word count: 1.3k
written by: ollie
description: jacob bae was your world until the abrupt day that he wasn’t. you thought you would never see him again. you thought you would never learn why, but apparently two certain boys had a different idea
a/n: i wrote this awhile ago, but here’s my first imagine on this blog. please enjoy!
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you loved your roommate. sunwoo was your best friend and you knew completely that he just wanted what was best for you. however, hyunjae was different. whether it was for the best or not, he just wanted to be right. 
that was exactly how you ended up locked in your own bathroom with your ex-boyfriend, the mastermind behind the whole plan insisting that all your problems would be fixed if you just "talked it out." 
if only talking it out was that easy.
jacob plopped down on the floor across from you and instantly, you knew you guys were going to be in here for awhile. he wouldn't even look at you. his eyes were focused on his hands, which were wrapped around his knees, pulling them to his chest. the silence was practically deafening. 
what were you supposed to say? what were you supposed to do? this was only the second time you had seen jacob bae since the breakup occurred and the first time involved you running away as soon as you were able to distinguish his blonde head. this time, you couldn't flee. you couldn't run. there was no escape. this time you had to face your problems. 
𝒅𝒂𝒎𝒏 𝒚𝒐𝒖 𝒍𝒆𝒆 𝒋𝒂𝒆𝒉𝒚𝒖𝒏. 
as if he was summoned, a voice from downstairs broke the silence. "why don't i hear talking? quit being pussies!" 
a gasp followed hyunjae's remark. "hey, was that necessary?" sunwoo exclaimed.   
"completely necessary."
the room fell into silence once more and you found yourself unable to take it. 
"he's right you know." your voice sounded foreign to your own ears. it was barely raised above a whisper and you swore if you tried to speak any louder that the tears would start to flow. "we're going to have to talk at some point. why not now?" 
jacob let out a sigh, but stayed silent. you surveyed the boy in front of you, pain aching in your heart. he was no longer the boy you fell in love with. the boy in the bathroom with you now appeared broken. dark circles had blossomed under his eyes since the last time you two had crossed paths. he seemed paler and maybe even thinner as well. 
you didn't want to talk. that's what you constantly told sunwoo. what was done was done. jacob broke up with you and talking about it wasn't going to make a difference. it wasn’t going to bring him back. well, at least that was what you kept telling yourself. 
talking about the pain and confusion you felt toward the boy who you loved most in the world was not something that could be talked about easily. 
especially since he was the one who shattered your heart to pieces in the first place. 
but today was different. today, you found yourself needing to talk; needing to vent; needing to find out the reason 𝒘𝒉𝒚. 
"i just don't understand why, jacob," you managed to croak our past the lump in your throat. "i don't understand what i did wrong." 
the tears weren't falling yet, but they were close. crying in front of him was going to make it worse, but it was going to happen. you couldn't avoid it. not after all the pain he had caused. 
"i- i loved you. I loved you so much. I thought the absolute world of you," you whispered. "you made me so happy." 
jacob's eyes were now trained on you. he could feel the pain in your voice and it killed him. however, it was better for you to feel like this than to still be with him. 
"every day i woke up and thanked the world that kevin introduced me to you because what would i be without you. who would i be without you? you were my person, my rock. you were the person who i wanted to spend my entire life with." you scoffed, shaking your head. your right hand ran across your cheeks to rid your skin of the tears. this time anger was in your voice. 
"i can't believe after all that you had the nerve to break up with me over text. what? did a phone call seem like too much? a voicemail would have even been better than a stupid text, jacob." 
the blonde boy flinched at his name. he knew he was in the wrong. he knew the way he broke up with you was wrong, but he didn't have a choice. he couldn't have done it in person. 
your voice was fragile when you spoke next. "was i not good enough? was that it? did a year go down the drain all because of me?" 
you weren't talking to receive a reply, so you were shocked when jacob actually spoke. 
his words were careful. "don't talk about yourself like that. you deserve the world and more." 
"then what went wrong, jacob?"
he sighed, running a hand across his face in frustration. not frustration because of you, but because of himself. 
"look, i know you're still hurt and there's nothing i can say and do that will excuse my actions, but i love you, okay. i just didn't want to hurt you anymore. i didn't want you to suffer because of me and for that, i am sorry." 
jacob's words caused the tears to let loose from your eyes and you tried to hold back a sob. "what do you mean hurt me? you weren't hurting me and I wasn't suffering. what hurt was the fact that you didn't give me an explanation." 
now it was jacob who was trying to hold back tears. how was he supposed to explain to you what was wrong? how was he supposed to explain the fear and self-hatred? 
"i know you were starting to realize that I was acting different. i was acting more distant. it seemed to you that every time I talked to anyone i was irritated or annoyed. you started to see my personality change, but i know you were choosing to ignore it. you figured that if you continued to be nice that everything would go back to normal. but i hated that. i hated knowing that i was treating you horribly, but i couldn't help it. i was just so angry and sad all the time and i didn't know how to handle it." 
you could see the tears coating jacob's cheeks and you had the urge to wipe them away, but you knew that wasn't an option. "so that's why you decided to break up with me? i could have helped you, jacob. we could have gotten through all that together, but instead you pushed me away." 
jacob shrugged. "i wasn't going to stay around long enough to bring you down." 
a sob left your lungs at his words and you buried your face in your hands, unable to even form a sentence to express the internal turmoil you felt. 
"i wanted to reach out to you for so long now, but you know that i always ran from conflict. i'm a coward and because of my cowardliness I couldn't tell you what i was going through. i hurt us both and i just saw no way to fix it. so i just kept running. I am so sorry."
you lifted your head up and almost on autopilot you reached out for him. without hesitation, he pulled you into his arms. 
jacob's embrace felt like home and instantly brought about a sense of comfort. you missed his scent. you missed the feeling of safety he created. you missed him. 
he rubbed your back softly as he waited for your tears to calm down. the burden now felt like it was off his shoulders, but he knew the regret of not telling you sooner would haunt him for all eternity. 
it had to be ten minutes before you were able to speak once more.  
"can we just start over?" 
jacob nodded, his arms tightening around you as he rested his chin on the top of your head. "yeah, i would like that." 
suddenly you heard the lock to the bathroom door click and hyunjae rushed in, nearly jumping for joy. 
"just call me fucking cupid!"
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