#jishins

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Jishins Tempura Paper Liner - Extra Thick

Absorbing excess oil from tempura, karaage and other fried food

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Ebi Fry Teishoku

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[Jishin Kaminari Kaji Kyoudai: 1]

Summary: There are times when Mokuba sees too much of Gozaburo in Seto. But he can only bite his tongue so long.

Word Count: 6k | Rating: T | Gen

Seto glanced at him. Mokuba didn’t move, torn in two by a tremendous surge of dueling forces, twin forces, born on the same day, in the same place, in a single moment: on their seventh night in the Kaiba mansion, when Mokuba found Seto not in his bedroom but red-eyed in the library, and Seto told him not good night but get out. Everything had started almost immediately. The first force: he would do anything for Seto to touch him, squeeze his shoulder, hold his hand, stroke his hair. Something gentle or something loving or something anything to make him feel okay . His entire body was ablaze with silent pleading. Please just hug me. Please show me you still know how. Please.  The second: revulsion. Seto looked away. His phone glowed through the dark like a wayward star, a stolen star, dragged down from the heavens and pressed flat into a shell. As fast as you can, Isono, he said.

A/N: three-part Kaiba brothers DRAMA fic as a birthday gift for @rainstormcolors. This is not fic where they're fluffy and cute. This is a fic where they are angry and hurt and frustrated. Hurt/comfort but they're doing both the hurting and the comforting. all that being said: enjoy!! likes are nice, reblogs nicer, comments nicest!!

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Drawing her at work. Just a half assed sketch

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— NARUTO FANFICTON: JISHIN. | Friendship.

Ashi Shinsen & Sasuke Uchiha.

[sai-aeko]

Unknown artist

Two Catfish as Street Musicians in the Kashina district

Jishin no sucharaka

1855

[fuckyeahmeikokaji]

Meiko Kaji (梶芽衣子) and Toshiro Mifune (三船 敏郎) in Ronin Of The Wilderness (荒野の素浪人), 1972.

Scanned from Josei Jishin (女性自身), November 11, 1972.

The text below the image says "Who`s holding a grudge?"

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oc stuff

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Josei Jishin Interview July 15th 2023

https://jisin.jp/entertainment/interview/2223283/

[Part 2 of this interview: https://www.tumblr.com/moon-struck-net/721909444724883456/yahoo-japanjosei-jishin-interview-july-4th-2023 ] “All my life, I’ve been attacked (wry smile). I’m not saying that it’s made me stronger, but it has stopped affecting me. I’ve just gained the ability to recognize that it doesn’t matter. Regarding the bashing toward me, around my late 30s, I became able to think “Well, reporters need to eat too” or “I guess there are people who can’t earn money any other way.” Previously, I’ve seen things that were written about me now and then. Like, a question and an answer. “Why isn’t GACKT married at his age despite being good looking, is he unpopular with women?” “Someone who turns 50 without being married despite being rich must be a loser” There are people who can only evaluate others based on things like that. I suppose they are married. But when I see those posts, I think “Well, a cool loser like me is going to draw resentment from others.” I can’t get mad at every single one, and there’s no need to react to the chirping of insects around me. I’m less easily angered than when I was young. Though of course the feelings of anger towards the world or towards people don’t disappear. But I no longer directly connect to that feeling and attack the other person. I do get frustrated with mistakes. I used to go “Arrgh!” until I turned 40. When I was 40, I decided deep down that I wasn’t going to do that anymore. “I’m not going to yell in anger.” -GACKT has reached the age of 50. What greatly changed his mental state was a woman he was in a relationship with for about 3 years.

“What changed me was a woman in the celebrity world who I was dating at the time. I fell in love with her at first sight. I was even more surprised by her character, that there was someone so fun, who smiled so wonderfully, that I could feel so happy when I was with her. I was always laughing at things she said.

It happened one day. She became emotional, and even though I said, “Let’s stop talking for now. Let’s talk when we’re calm,” she didn’t stop. After that, in the end, I got heated too and finally shouted, “You listen to me!”

I stopped then and went to a café, and drank tea until I calmed down. When I was wondering what to do next, I decided, “For the rest of my life, I’m not going to yell in anger.”

When I decided that and stopped yelling in anger, I became able to communicate my anger to the other person calmly and in words. Even if the person I’m working with makes an excuse, I say, “So in other words, you haven’t done X.”

Back then I also communicated this to her. “I’m going to stop yelling in anger. So even if you become emotional and we start fighting, I won’t yell at all. But let’s stop for now. Let’s talk when we’ve calmed down. And if you can’t keep your temper three times in a row, let’s break up.”

I hate verbal conflict. I’d rather we hit each other. Because a physical fight ends, in a way, you can see an end to it better than you can with a verbal fight. Both of you get hurt and worn out.

But verbal quarrels have no end. And because of that it feels like you’re cutting into each other's skin with a 0.1mm razor. It doesn’t bleed much but it leaves wounds. When you look at the wounds later, the memory comes back. And it takes a long time for those wounds to heal. Moreover, because it becomes an act of mutually wounding each other a lot, I don’t need it in my life.”

- GACKT continues to reflect on his own actions. As he was worn out psychologically, he reflects that she may have been his “last great love”

I really loved her. That’s why I thought that it was pointless to fight over and over with someone I loved like that, and like I said before, I suggested that if we fought three times, we should break up.

“If you say it calmly, I’ll do my best to fix what I can. But if you become emotional, you’ll say things that you shouldn’t have said. Love is the most important thing, so let’s not do anything to damage that. So if we can’t stop quarrelling, let’s break up. We’re not right for each other,” I said.

“Perhaps there are people who will put up with quarrels, or even like them. So you should decide to find someone like that. No matter how much we love each other.”

In the end, we decided to break up. Because if we were together any longer, we’d both become unhappy. I always loved her, so it took a while to sort out my feelings. I feel sorry, and I continue to reflect on myself. How many things was I lacking in, and such questions.

When we broke up, it was in the middle of the rehearsals for “MOON SAGA -Secrets of Yoshitsune- Chapter Two”. I was directing and acting and doing the script and the music so I had no time. And because I broke up with her on top of that, I was psychologically worn out.

Maybe if I’d had more room to breathe I’d have been able to face it differently. When people don’t have any slack, they change. In life there are times when you have to do your best, but when you’re moving forward with multiple things at the same time and a lot is demanded of you at once, it doesn’t go well. If you chase two things you catch neither.

So I really still think that if not for the quarrels, I would have been with her.

Was there the option of marrying her?

I never feel the urge to get married. I’m not refuting marriage, and if there was a need to marry her I probably would have. We still talk sometimes, and she was a big presence in my life. I’m extremely grateful to her. Until then I lost my temper easily, went on rampages easily, easily got caught up in trouble. She changed me, so from the bottom of my heart, I want her to be happy.

Having reached your 50s, what’s your next goal?

I want to perform around the world as soon as possible. I love live music venues.

My hiatus was long. I want to make my music reach the people around the world who have been waiting. Because no one knows how long I’ll be able to keep going.

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Jishin Motte Yume wo Motte Tobitatsu Kara - Ishida Ayumi, Sato Masaki

Morning Musume '21 10ki Member Ishida Ayumi & Sato Masaki FC Event ~Hiyoko ga 10nen Tattara, saa Nani ni Naru?~ "Maa Birthday Yattenai yo. Semete Ishou dake Kisasete!" "Iya, Title Nagai yo!"

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Ebi Fry Teishoku

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[Jishin Kaminari Kaji Kyoudai: 2]

Summary: There are times when Mokuba sees too much of Gozaburo in Seto. But he can only bite his tongue so long.

Word Count: 5k | Rating: T | Gen

Seto was alone on the deck, awash in the cool breath of dusk. Little blue petals of fire danced and flickered in the fire pit, making the glass pebbles shine like fallen stars. Their heat was weak. He barely felt it from his boneless slump on the chaise. What was he supposed to do with all of this anger? Where could it go? What was it good for? Gozaburo was dead. The only real thing left of Gozaburo was himself. Battle City was a joke. His anger sat in his chest like an animal, hot and heavy and suffocating. For now, it was asleep. Was that all he could promise Mokuba? 

A/N: The Kaiba brothers crashed together and now they're left sitting in the wreckage. If you like Isono, this might entice you. If you like weird dream sequences, this one might also be for you. If you like long meditative passages about going for a swim, you might just be me? Enjoy! likes are lovely, comments are welcome, reblogs are rad!

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