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Stuck in never seeing Ice Adolescence hell

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I read “Vitya being so turned on by the mere thought of Yuuri beating him” and was thinking ‘I agree’ but then continued reading. I ALSO AGREE.

Bottom Viktor lives in my head rent free at this point.

Vitya being so turned on by the mere thought of Yuuri beating him in competition that Yuuri had to cockblock him because my Yuuri is a tease it was in the middle of practice wasn't in the outline of that scene I just wrote. I really don't know what happened there. Things just got pretty intense.

Can't wait to write about the first competition at which they will face-off!

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Lovin’ him was red ❤️

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Me talking about Yuri on Ice with anyone who will listen:

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I just want to know why Victor is crying and if he’s okay

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broke up with my fiancé cause if we aren’t obsessed with each other like Victor and Yuuri I don’t want it.

but also genuinely just wasn’t happy. but I’m inspired to find the kind of love kubo sensei taught me about.

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Hey guys,

If you’re an active Yuri On Ice tumblr account, please interact so I can follow you.

Tumblr keeps recommending me ppl who haven’t been online in years, it’s sad to see, but also I want some more activity on my feed.

Feel free to follow in return, or not, I just wanna see more victuuri <3

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I always get so happy when I watch Yuri on Ice but every time it ends I’m left feeling empty. “See you next level” hurts.

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Does anyone have the sheet music for Yuri On Ice? 🩷 I would be so grateful if someone could forward it to me!

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trying to write fluff and ending up writing smut.. these two nerds do it themselves I swear

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Can just imagine Victor being so extra that even when Yuuri farts (whICH HE’S EMBARRASSED ABOUT DON’T BULLY HIS AUTONOMY) Victor just says “bless you” bc anything that is a product of Yuuri’s ass is the best thing Victor’s ever witnessed.

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Need a Yuri on Ice edit with Yuri and Viktor in front of the tracks Mastermind, Lover, Enchanted. I’m dumb but my little stupid brain goes boing boing boing when I think about those two in LOVE to those songs.

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can the ppl who are attacking ao3 stop pls. I’m in the middle of an extremely well written Yuri on Ice murder mystery and I was about to take a well rewarded reading break after studying ;-;

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I’m driving a couple states to stay with my friend and his wife and after two years of being buddies he didn’t know how Yuri on Ice obsessed I am.

So I’m bringing my bluray and we are gonna watch it and I’m not expecting him to LOVE it but who couldn’t like this anime, right? Anyway he’s a forward thinking 49 year old so WISH ME LUCK

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Long time no see. Trigger warning for rant and mental health.

So we broke up. The guy I posted so much about in December. He had moved to live with me but he turned out to be quite manipulative and very very unmanaged BPD. Which was so difficult for my own emotions to regulate.

Classic does something shit so he cries in your lap kinda guy. Literally. Sweet when he’s happy, cold when he’s not. Not to mention he has a daughter he hasn’t seen for a long time due to money issues, but prioritises buying beer and cigarettes.

It was a few months of pure happiness until I realised this guy is immature and can’t handle money and his own emotions well. And I tried for a few months to handle it myself but I couldn’t so I ended it. He begged me to let him stay until he found a place, fair. I’m not the kind of person to make someone homeless unless pushed.

Which lead to a couple nights ago. He’d done a couple annoying things that morning that bothered me but wasn’t enough to really communicate about so when he came home from work and wanted to chat friendlies I said I don’t feel like talking. We’d previously had a conversation about respecting boundaries since I had a hard time when he was being cold and short with me and we agreed that he would just let me know if he doesn’t want to talk or needs space and I can respect that.

Guess it doesn’t go the other way though because I was sat on my couch and forced to communicate while he stood by the lounge room door. So I opened up and I guess he didn’t like me telling him what bothered me (because really it was so minimal I didn’t NEED to talk about it) so he decided to just tell me that I don’t care about him like he cared about me and that it’s entirely my fault that his life is ruined.

That I made him move here and now his life is upended. That I’m killing him. That I don’t love him as much as he loved me. That I hate him.

So I told him to get out. Goes against everything I am as a human being. I know I’m kind and patient but he pushed and tested it and didn’t want to lay in the bed he made. So instead he called me inhumane and in the worst tone “I wouldn’t do this to my worst fucking enemy”. He may as well have spat at me with how awful he said it.

Anyway. He finally left. Made sure to tell me in these literal words “you should feel guilty, this is fucked.”

So now I’m back alone. But even though I’m isolated I have so much support. My friend got me a care package and another sent me some money for home security (my dad’s been stalking me as well for a whole year but that’s another thing). In heart broken and extremely hurt but I’m going to be okay.

I was with a person who, when push came to shove, turned out to be terribly cold, self preserved and whose addictions mattered more than anything else.

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“You remember that party after the Rostelecom Cup? I drank a bit too much, but someone else drank more and he grabbed me and began dancing with me. I swear, Chris, that dance lasted the whole night.” Victor was wistful thinking about it. He remembered being dipped, swayed and spun. Hands on cheeks and eyes locked together. If there was anyone watching, he would never have known because the man staring deep into his eyes was boring into his soul and he swore he could see that man’s soul too. Something caught alight in Victor that night, and no man he’d dated since managed to keep the flame burning.