#jupf reference

[wolpatinga]

that was not intentional, but ig that fits. i just vibed with colors for a bit until it looked right

wait. nah. this is what color you are

Woagh . . Did you make me the asexual colors on purpose?

You lot as a whole are orange. Individually, you have your own colors

[wolpatinga]

okay. a fundamental piece of my fic is that i've straight up misinterpreted or misheard some lyrics, and i'm just rolling with it.

like, in the soul eclectic, i thought heart and mind were talking to each other about how much they fear soul "he's a damn madman/he's a depressed fool" -> who is he? soul. obviously.

in the bidding, "the two halves are in love, an attempt to concile". i know it doesn't rhyme. it sounds nicer to me though

the second verse of be born is directed at soul, not heart. no idea where i got this idea from, but that's what i hear

time machine reprise is just whole to me. sorry?

i'm in denial of the beginning of ROE. it didn't happen. juno didn't miss because he wasn't trying to hit. i'll die on this hill/in this pit. mind's definitely the obscene detective tho

and the flibbity jibbity jibber jabber is, if you can believe it, the celestial/terrestrial voices! these guys are hearing *something* telling them to continue the cycle

also the clouds blocking the sun as punishment. in be born. augh, people ignore this so much. mind believes in divine punishment, or he can control the weather

verse two of good day is about soul

the mind electric doesn't exist if i don't look at it. mind is a LIAR

that's all i got for now.

[wolpatinga]

soul deserves a disco elysium final dream moment. as a treat

[wolpatinga]

I notice you tag some posts with solar eclipse, but it doesn't seem to be about the cosmic phenomenon. what's the thorough line there? :3

oh gosh... response below the cut

i believe this is what we in ye olden days would call an OTP? i ship the freudian concept of the id and the super ego

there's a concept album i like that tells the story of an id, ego, and super ego caught in a timeloop. its an endless fight between them, the id and super ego both trying to be the only influence on the ego. one of them gets very damaged, they call a temporary truce, they kiss and make up, and then one of them does something to ruin the peace and the cycle begins anew

in that album, the id is given moon imagery, the super ego the sun, and the ego the earth. and of course a solar eclipse has, from the perspective of the earth, the moon dominating the sun /shrug/

anyways. because its an album, the designs for what those three look like are really up in the air. i like the idea that all of them had different kinds of wings (cicada wings, bat wings, corvid wings) at some point, but war is war and hence the dewinging connection. these guys brutalize each other with guns and tridents and yet they're all trapped in the same consciousness forever. they're all they've got

i'm kinda disconnected from the rest of that album's fandom, and i've gotten swept up in my own AU, which i call JUPF. i can't say i recommend it or the album. also i'm hesitant to namedrop the album because apparently its problematic to ship these guys? i don't want to get into it

like if a consciousness is fractured enough that its formed characters with entirely different personalities, i don't think the materiality of "they're all in the same body" matters at that point. perhaps it's because of the lessons i was taught as a kid that we're all fragments of god's consciousness, caught in our own temporary struggle before resting and reintigrating. in that case, all shipping would be problematic. all romance would be problematic. dogs and cats living together, mass hysteria /reference

so anyways. my solar eclipse tag is anything that reminds me of that ship. a couple deeply in love but inflicting terrible violence on one another. removing one's wings. anything about the freudian subconscious. there are two wolves inside you and they're both gay