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dark-lord-of-awesomeness · 2 months ago

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sigh.

I need this out of my brain, I'm trying to focus on the fics I'm already writing, so I'm flinging this into the void

Au where Stan's born Stan Filbrick Pines, only child to Filbrick and Caryn Pines. He's not a super smart genius, but without Ford to compare to his life...

Still sucks.

He's not bullied for being the dumb twin, but he's still a jerk, still barely socializes positively with his peers, is desperate for connection but doesn't know how to change himself to be more likable to everyone around him. He's still bullied as a kid for being shrimpy and weak until he picks up boxing, still finds the Stan O' War, but it becomes a hang out spot for him to be by himself and draw instead of a focal point for his dreams of escapism.

But now that he's not getting pressured to be more like Ford he can focus on his own hobbies without too much shame.

Specifically drawing.

Starts writing his lil'Stan comic, grows a little older and dang :/ kinda embarrassing to have the character be just him, he'll give him a different name!

Like Stanley. No one will ever guess its an OC thats just him like this!

Grows a little older and his loneliness manifests as him giving his comic character (who's not him!) a friend, named..... Stanford. Stanford's everything Stanley isn't, smart (doesn't struggle in school like Stan), cool (people think his actions are amazing and not something to laugh at or dismiss), a hero everyone likes but is too focused on being a nerd to realize (Stan's the town's trouble child, and is very aware no one likes him). Its not Stan's ideal! Its not Stan twice! See, Stanford different, because, uh, he's got six fingers!

So Stan's got his Lil'Stans comic, starring the twins Stanley and Stanford, one who's just him and one who's everything Stan's not (and sort of wishes he was) and are the best of friends. Life goes on, Stan hits high school, draws and doesn't get the comparison that kills his creativeness but also still isn't a super genius like his cool OC Sixer. Hits seventeen and gets scouted for some prestigious art school.

Turns out Stan's got talent! He's pretty good! Just one thing!

They don't really like his comic style, they like his more realistic, detailed style more. Stan can get in, but he has to 'grow up' and leave his comics behind (or at least, that's what it feels like everyone else is telling him).

And Stan does it. He wants to go somewhere no one knows him, where he can hopefully find someone who doesn't scowl and grimace at all of his ideas, actually make friends. Writes a final farewell comic to his characters, where Stanley and Stanford have a (typical Teen) angsty falling out and Stanley rides off into the sunset to start his own adventure, and maybe find somewhere he belongs.

This does not happen, and while Stan graduates he's just as lonely as he was when he started, parents distant, brother someone he barely knows. Through a series of events Stan's more 'mature' work gets popular and he moves out to Gravity Falls for either inspiration or just to get away from it all. Doesn't matter.

What matters is he's been living his life, drawing stories based on all the weird things around him, when a man who looks eerily similar to him bursts into his living room, claims to be his twin, and is here to take Stan on an adventure to Save Everyone.

aka

Stan's childhood comics come to life, except specifically the twin brother he dreamed up, the evil villain he based off a chip when he was out of ideas, and a few minor characters (Fiddleford, various others, idk). The world of Lil'Stans' , now fully real, is seeping into the real world and Ford's come rescue his 'long lost' brother who ditched him ten years ago and who he's still angry with over it (Stan's a little peeved about it. He was seventeen! How was he supposed to know all his day dreams were real? or something? Actually whats happening?)

(Aka, I've seen a few fics about Ford being an only child and creating Stan in one way or another, what if it was the other way around? This idea slammed into my brain the other night out of nowhere. I've got nothing but the premise and i need it Out of my Mind)

#ford pines #gravity falls #gravity falls au #stan pines #kinda like those things where authors works come to life #and they're god?#Thats Stan here #Stan's god #to his own mini dimension and its seeping into the real one #and a little pissed off at him for abandoning it #Meanwhile he's gotta convince his own OC that they aren't actually twins and everything was pretend #and it feels like he's stomping on a kids hopes and dreams?#Fords that super naive science guy still who's whimsical and heroic #and Stan is almost his normal grumpy self #who's also god and no one told him

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paigesbasketball · 6 months ago

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Echos of The Fallen

Chapter 3: Crimson Heist Shadow the Hedgehog x Reader Warnings: A little firting but thats it

September 30th - 7:45 AM - G.U.N. Headquarters

The remnants of the explosion still hung in the air, the scent of charred metal and burnt rubber clinging to Shadow’s uniform as he stepped into the war room. The monitors on the walls flickered with the latest updates—feeds from the wreckage site, reports from analysts trying to piece together what little information they had. The entire building seemed to hum with tension, the weight of last night’s failure pressing down on everyone inside.

Rouge was already seated at the long metal table, idly examining her nails as she waited for him. Omega stood nearby, his mechanical frame motionless save for the occasional whir of servos adjusting his position. The moment Shadow entered, Rouge glanced up, arching a perfectly sculpted brow.

“Well, well,” she mused, tilting her head. “You look like hell.”

Shadow ignored her, dropping into the chair across from her and flicking open the latest intel file. “We lost her.” His voice was clipped, edged with irritation.

“No kidding.” Rouge smirked, leaning forward. “You let a woman get the best of you. Now that’s a first.”

Shadow’s crimson eyes narrowed. “She was ten steps ahead. The explosion was a diversion, and we took the bait.” His fingers drummed against the table, betraying his frustration. “She’s not just some rogue mercenary. She knows how we operate.”

Omega’s monotone voice rumbled to life. “RECOMMENDATION: TERMINATION OF TARGET UPON IDENTIFICATION.”

Rouge scoffed. “So dramatic. We don’t even know who she really is yet. ‘Danny’s wife’ doesn’t exactly lead us anywhere.”

Shadow turned the file toward her. “She’s connected to Cipher. That’s all we need to know.”

Rouge’s expression darkened slightly at the mention of the name. “So, Cipher’s making moves again. Last time he popped up, it took half of G.U.N.’s intelligence division to track down just one of his hideouts. If she’s working with him, she’s dangerous.”

“Obviously.” Shadow’s voice was tight. “The question is why. What does Cipher want with G.U.N.’s classified weapons project?”

Rouge shrugged, leaning back in her chair. “Power? Leverage? Or maybe he’s just bored. But something tells me your little rooftop admirer is more than just an errand girl.”

Shadow frowned. “What do you mean?”

Rouge’s smirk returned, playful and knowing. “She could’ve killed you last night, but she didn’t.”

Shadow remained silent, his jaw tightening. He had considered that already. The explosion had been designed to wound, to scatter forces, not to kill. If she had truly wanted him dead, she wouldn’t have left it to chance.

Omega interrupted the thought. “QUERY: NEXT COURSE OF ACTION?”

Shadow pushed the file toward the center of the table. “We find her. We stop her. No more games.”

September 30th - 10:12 PM - Underground Safehouse

The glow of multiple monitors bathed the dimly lit room in a soft blue hue, casting flickering shadows against the exposed concrete walls. The safehouse was tucked beneath the remnants of an abandoned subway station, far from prying eyes.

I sat in front of the main screen, scanning through lines of encrypted data as Zero worked his magic on the G.U.N. servers. The room was filled with the soft clacking of keys, the occasional beeping of software processes running in the background. Scar stood near the entrance, arms crossed, her gaze flicking between me and the screens.

“G.U.N. is scrambling,” Zero announced, his fingers flying across the keyboard. “They’ve got teams sweeping the city, but they’re running in circles.”

Scar smirked. “Shadow must be pissed.”

I didn’t react, my eyes still focused on the data. “Let him be. It won’t change anything.”

Zero’s hands stilled for a moment, his brow furrowing. “Hold up... This is new.”

I leaned forward. “What?”

He pulled up a series of documents, most of them redacted, but one detail stood out. A shipment manifest. Destination: G.U.N. Research Facility - Grid Sector Seven. Contents: Prototype X-09.

Scar whistled lowly. “Well, that sounds interesting.”

I exhaled slowly, my mind racing. “That’s what Carson was talking about.”

Zero nodded. “Whatever X-09 is, they’re keeping it locked down tight. I can't seem to find information on it. If G.U.N. wants it then that just makes it automatically bad.”

I tapped my fingers against my arm, calculating the next steps. “Then we move first. we break into the G.U.N. bank and steal some of their assets so they will be unable to fund this project anymore"

Scar raised an eyebrow. “You sure about that? If we intercept, we’ll be putting ourselves directly in Shadow’s path.”

A part of me hesitated, just for a fraction of a second. Then I pushed the thought aside. “Let him come. this time he won't know I know his turf.”

Zero cracked his knuckles, already preparing the next phase of the operation. “Then let’s get to work.”

Viper stood up, stretching her arms. "Alright, I’m grabbing food. Try not to blow anything up while I’m gone."

She slammed the door behind her, making the walls shake slightly. Nova immediately huffed, turning toward the door with an irritated glare. "Can you not? I’m working on an experiment!"

Viper’s voice called from the hallway, "Oh, I’m sorry, Princess! Didn’t mean to disrupt your evil genius time."

Nova scoffed. "At least I actually use my brain."

I rolled my eyes, shaking my head. "Guys, let’s be real. Unless you’re both on your period, let’s not bicker like this."

Nova shot me a glare, and Viper's laughter echoed from down the hall. "You wish, sweetheart!"

I smirked but turned back to the screens, my fingers hovering over the keyboard. The banter was familiar, almost comforting, but the weight of our situation pressed heavy on my mind. G.U.N. was moving fast, and we didn’t have time to waste.

Zero leaned back in his chair, exhaling sharply. "You really think we can pull this off?"

I didn’t answer right away, my eyes scanning over the shipment details. The security routes, the escort patterns—it was tight, but not impenetrable.

"We don’t have a choice," I finally said. "I do not trust them to have that weapon"

Scar crossed her arms, her gaze sharp. "And what happens when Shadow shows up?"

A beat of silence filled the room. That was the real problem. Shadow wasn’t like the grunts G.U.N. usually sent after us. He didn’t make mistakes. He didn’t let people slip through his fingers twice.

I exhaled. "Then we adapt."

The tension settled in the air, thick and unspoken. This wasn’t just another job—this was a battle waiting to happen.

The door creaked open again, and Viper strolled back in, holding a bag of takeout. "Alright, nerds, eat up. If we’re gonna risk our lives in forty-eight hours, you might as well not do it on an empty stomach."

Nova snatched the bag from her hands. "Finally, you’re useful for something."

Viper smirked. "Careful, Princess. Keep talking like that, and I might ‘accidentally’ forget your order next time."

As they bickered, I stared at the screens, the blueprint of the G.U.N. transport route flashing in front of me. This was it. The moment we made our move, there was no turning back.

I clenched my jaw, determination settling in.

We had forty-eight hours to pull off the impossible.

And failure wasn’t an option.

1:45 AM – G.U.N. Financial Holdings, Downtown

Everything had been going smoothly—too smoothly. Scar and I had just finished loading the last of the stolen assets into our bags when a sharp, high-pitched beep cut through the silence.

"Tell me that wasn’t you," Scar muttered.

I looked down at my wrist device, where a flashing red warning glowed across the screen. Silent alarm triggered.

"Shit," I hissed. "We need to move—now."

We bolted for the exit, weaving through the dimly lit corridors of the underground vault. But as we reached the stairwell, the sound of approaching footsteps echoed through the space. Heavy. Coordinated. Armed.

Scar gritted her teeth. "They’re fast."

"They’re G.U.N.," I shot back. "Of course they are."

We reached the main hall just as the security doors slammed shut behind us. A single figure stepped through the haze of flashing red lights. Black and red. Sharp crimson eyes locked onto mine.

Shadow.

Behind him, his team—Rouge and Omega—stood ready, blocking the only other exit.

"You really thought you could just waltz in and take what you wanted?" Shadow’s voice was low, measured, but there was an edge of irritation in it. "You’re getting sloppy."

Scar and I exchanged glances before moving in opposite directions. Shadow’s eyes flicked between us, assessing. Calculating.

"Take them," he ordered.

Rouge lunged for Scar while Omega charged forward, aiming straight for me. I dodged, ducking behind a pillar as his massive arm smashed through it like it was paper.

As Omega charged toward me, I tried to dodge his powerful swing again, but this time I had a better idea.

"Geez, Omega, you ever think about toning it down?" I taunted, hoping to get under his circuits. He growled in response, tightening his grip.

"NEGATIVE," Omega boomed, his voice full of pure mechanical rage. "FULL DESTRUCTION MODE ENGAGED."

I couldn’t avoid his next hit in time, so I took a deep breath, waiting for the right moment. Omega swung harder, and this time, his fist collided with a wall near Rouge, sending debris flying everywhere.

A vulnerable moment.

Before he could adjust, I whipped out a small device from my belt. With a quick motion, I slapped it onto Omega's back. The device activated with a small electric buzz, sending a surge of energy into his system, causing his circuits to short-circuit and his movements to freeze.

Omega's massive frame shuddered, and his body froze in place. The once-booming voice became erratic. "ERROR. SYSTEM MALFUNCTION..."

I gave a sly grin. "Guess I’ll have to remind you how to play nice."

I turned just in time to see Shadow coming for me. Fast. I barely managed to block his first strike, but the sheer force sent me skidding back. He was relentless, each blow more precise than the last.

He feinted left before sweeping my legs out from under me. Before I could react, I was flat on my back, Shadow pinning me down, one knee pressing into my ribs, his hand gripping my wrist.

I struggled, but he didn’t budge. "Give it up," he said. "You’re done."

My mind raced. I needed a distraction. Something to throw him off—just for a second.

I locked eyes with him, smirking. "You gonna kiss me or something, handsome?"

Shadow’s expression flickered. Just for a second. A flash of confusion.

That was all I needed.

I drove my knee into his stomach, making him grunt in surprise. Using the momentum, I twisted us around, grabbing a pair of cuffs from my belt. Before he could recover, I snapped them around his wrist and slammed the other end to a reinforced pipe. The cuffs magnetized instantly, locking him in place.

His eyes widened slightly as he tested the restraints.

I grinned. "Gotta say, I didn’t expect you to be so easy to trap."

Shadow glared at me, but there was the faintest trace of pink on his face.

Scar broke free from Rouge’s grip, sprinting toward me. "We need to go!"

I pulled a smoke bomb from my belt, slamming it against the ground. Thick clouds engulfed the room, obscuring everything.

"See you around, handsome," I teased, before grabbing Scar’s wrist and making a break for the exit.

We darted through the emergency hatch we had scoped out earlier, leaving chaos in our wake. The sound of Shadow yanking at the cuffs and Omega’s booming voice echoed behind us, but we were already gone, disappearing into the night.

2:30 AM – Warehouse Hideout

We crashed through the doors, breathless, adrenaline still surging through our veins.

Zero looked up from his laptop. "I take it things didn’t go as planned?"

Scar dropped her bag onto the table, grinning. "Oh, it went great. Got the goods, fought Shadow, and someone got a little flirty mid-fight."

I rolled my eyes, slumping into a chair. "It was a tactical distraction."

Scar snorted. "Sure it was."

Viper raised an eyebrow. "Wait—you flirted with Shadow?"

Nova nearly choked on her drink. "Hold on, back up. Shadow the Hedgehog?"

I groaned, burying my face in my hands. "I’m going to regret this later."

Scar smirked, kicking her feet up onto the table. "Maybe. But for now? Totally worth it."

3:00 AM – G.U.N. Financial Holdings, Downtown

Shadow's POV

The smoke was thick, the echoes of their escape still ringing in my ears. I yanked futilely at the cuffs, feeling the cold metal dig into my wrist. They were designed to hold even the strongest, and for once, it seemed they might have me. But I didn’t have time to waste on my restraints. I had a bigger problem on my hands.

Omega was down, his system glitching from whatever trick that woman had pulled on him. He was muttering about malfunctions as Rouge approached me, her footsteps sharp and mocking.

“Well, that was quite the show, Shadow,” she said, her voice dripping with amusement.

I narrowed my eyes at her, trying to ignore the frustration bubbling inside me. “Save it, Rouge.”

She leaned in closer, her lips curling into a playful smirk. “Not so tough when you're distracted, huh? You got all flustered with her little stunt. Was that... flirtation? You know, I’ve seen you fight harder. Looks like someone’s got a soft spot.”

I could feel my pulse spike, irritation mixing with something I couldn’t quite place. "This isn't the time for your games."

Rouge raised an eyebrow, clearly enjoying my discomfort. "Oh, I’m not joking. You practically let her tie you up. Seems like you let your guard down for something more than just the mission."

I grit my teeth, pushing back the surge of heat in my chest. “She got lucky. That’s all.”

But Rouge wasn’t done. “Sure, sure. I mean, she’s pretty good, I’ll give her that. Had to be quick thinking to get you like that.” Her eyes twinkled as she surveyed the room, her gaze shifting from me to Omega’s malfunctioning state. "But the real question is—how did she even know how to get past all the security systems? Couldn’t have been just luck."

A thought clicked into place, something I hadn’t fully processed in the heat of the moment. The woman’s movements, the way she seemed to be one step ahead, even the tech on her person—it all seemed too familiar. My mind whirred.

“Wait...” I muttered, looking toward Rouge. “She... she knew too much about our systems. She moved like someone who’d been trained to break into places like this.”

Rouge leaned against a wall, watching me. “You think she was G.U.N. trained?” she asked, raising an eyebrow, clearly amused.

“Impossible,” I muttered under my breath, but the more I thought about it, the more it made sense. Her style, her tactics—everything about her reeked of G.U.N. precision, just twisted in a way I hadn’t expected.

“I don’t know, Shadow,” Rouge said, her voice softer now, more serious. “Maybe we should start asking the right questions. Why would someone like her target a G.U.N. facility... and why are we just now seeing her face?”

I clenched my fists, the truth dawning on me. “We’re missing something. Whoever she is, she’s connected to G.U.N. in ways we don’t understand yet.”

Rouge gave me a knowing look, her smirk fading into something more thoughtful. “You think this is the beginning of something bigger?”

I nodded, my gaze shifting back to where Scar and the woman had vanished. “It’s more than just a heist. It’s personal now.”

Guys be honest im trying to find a good length for the chapters i believe this is fine but please let me know

- Caty

#shadow the hedgehog #shadow x reader #sonic 3 #catytuesdays #shadow

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warcholica · 2 years ago

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i really like the how the olgimskys designs in the first pathologic play around with material. obviously – mainly with fur.

big vlad has his huge fur coat – it's very much in spirit of his hes bourgeoisie caricature like design. it's arguably not the best looking and i dont think that's intentional – his coat in patho 2 is clearly supposed to look very cozy and nice. i actually like how symmetrically the fur falls in the upper back of the original design. it's charming. overall the coat really emphasizes this very old school idea of wealth.

it reads to me clearly as fashion, not as an uniform – alexanders outfit is very elaborate as well, but it does read very, well, governorish. vlads quite extravagant compared to the other rulers.

and that design philosophy is not really typical for pathologic, i don't really think it is – grief does fall into it a bit, but that's all. it makes vlad stand out in some really cool ways, as he has an unique silhuette. it's kind of insane how well theyre able deal with a character that has to overpass the barriers of their standard design. everyone knows that his face in p2 is like. insanely well made. but did you maybe notice how good his voice acting in the original pathologic is? ridicoulously good compared to like. anna. it really makes me wish they decided on more variety regarding other characters. oh well.

let's talk p1 kapella because shes obviously a showstopper. besides her obvious cuteness, i like how much it focuses on jeans as a material. it is, i think, a symbol of wealth in her case. i am polish and for me there was always this idea floating around than during the PRL period jeans was considered to be a luxury good.

(here it is represented in ryszard zamorski's sculpture "playboy"-- a pop art image of a smiling man covered in jeans from head to toe. fun. hip. well-off)

and so she is draped in jeans, just like her father is draped in fur – her wealth manifests clearly as well.

its also worth noting, that she has fur details on her collar too. that plays into the visual identity of them as a family – she is his daughter, she is a successor. i love her biig satin bow. so cute. makes her look like a very pretty rich girl. old-school wealth with a modern-ish twist.

and i think you already know where i'm going with this. yeah... vlad jr does not have any fur element in his p1 outfit. i like to overinterpret that.

like in the context, i feel fur represents mainly wealth – but it's also worth noting that it's a material foreign to the setting. i really like the spindle touch quote from p2

and i think it works for fur in p1 as well, although, obviously, every textile material comes from outside town.

but whats fur outside of that? lets think fur as a symbol a cruelty that also connects man with nature. fur as a terribly sensual material.

and vlad doesnt wear it: what are the reasons for that?

1. hes working with dirt. it would get dirty

2. he doesnt really like looking wealthy – hes not like the other olgimkys! the unusual simplicity is, to me, kind of reminicent of what victor is wearing – and vlads a successor to victor. in utopian ending hes supposed to tame maria/nina a little with his normalguyness. when you choose to do an utopian ending as artemy, he notes that maria will be dangerously wild without a husband

3. i think he denies himself luxury. because of how his shed looks i think hes an utopist that separates himself from the reality of his feelings – and so he separates himself from such a sensual material. but thats reallly a material for another, much more headcanonish post in which i will incorporate fragments from czesław miłosz's biography. i will make that one when ill play p2.

and btw: its a strange model, right? but i like it, i actually really do. i like how obviously blonde he is -- it is a soft callback to victoria. hes similar to her. her son.

also, i dont think it was intentional, i like how big he is in game. it feels like there is too much room for his soul in this body and so it echoes. i have the same feelings about like. ross from friends so thats more like a throwaway point.

it does manage to make him very much like a bussiness man – and vlad sr in his bourgouise caricature swag is very bussinessmannish as well. so maybe in that way he takes after him too? just a bit.

this is all very surface level analysis, but i do think about it a lot. i think p1 managed to communicate what it wanted to do with those characters very clearly through visual language.

#pathologic classic hd #pathologic #vlad olgimsky jr #vlad olgimsky sr #kapella olgimskaya

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mrvenuzpluto · 5 months ago

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Conception

The Brain calculates and plans its next move! The heart goes off faith and desire! The brain give reasoning and criticism to your choices! The heart dives deep into what it loves and needs! The brain focuses on details and structure. The heart feels for the warmth in a situation and how it can help it self grow! The brain gets you wrapped up in details, perfectionism and hardwired thoughts while the heart helps you follow your true emotions with conviction and dedication! The brain can be unapologetic with no remorse. The heart submits, commits with loving force! The brain can start and cause wars! The heart can heal, yield negative forces.

This is something i feel, the heart and brain are both 2 unique conciseness we have. Not one is better than the other, they both work simultaneously. They work hand and hand while we are on this realm. The brain helps us create this reality we are in with are minds and thoughts. The heart is a piece of our life force that hones in our true value and emotional connection to our soul as well as our desires. When talking about the brain and its special functions, its so much to elaborate and specify. Thats why when you or a person dies, pasts away or unalived its the last thing to go with the nervous system.

Your brain is like the the Movie script with billions of neurons, sending and receiving electrical ( data ) impulses that help everything function. As well takin in emotions from heart and subconscious to manifest your reality while putting together a movie from past life events, situations and new destined events. Then it all gets projected out from the eyes. You then create your story line and reality you manifested. Each thought, idea, subconscious flash helps create a image before you even take a step.

When it comes down to the heart! Its just as multiphasted as the brain! The heart is delicate but strong! As the brain control the nervous system and other complex structures and systems in your body. So does the heart, the heart sends signals to brain as well and helps regulate the blood flow. The brain also deals with the pain aspect of the body as well. It acually has its own littile brain which is called the " intrinsic cardiac nervous system "

Also the heart deals with the brains oxygen and blood which also deals with the long-term and short-term memory. Its called the " cardiac memory " this shows or proves to you how our emotions and past life traumas get carried generation to generation. You break these patterns from the brain and heart when you intertwine them both with understanding. We all deal with these issues, as an individual, couple, family, community, and collectively. Cant blame your Brain and thoughts, you just have to take control of the steering wheel, instead of being a passenger.

This vessel you are in is unbelievable with hella perks and features. Just to find out you been using it wrongly. The manual you were handed was told for you to drive on the left side. No no no! you spose be on cruise control on the right side ( right side is the best side ). Its time to reboot your programed brain, and conditioned heart, explore your mind, dive into your heart chakra and create a new generational approach to life. While healing and creating new formulas to break outdated traditional beliefs and embedded traumas. The journey will be very complex and unfamiliar. Leaveing your footsteps along the path will mark a new generational transformation from within in.

#life #essence #love #soul #brain #destiny #dreams #sacrifice

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apompkwrites · 3 years ago

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it's me again :DD

‼️⚠️ spoilers for some tma characters and episodes bc ill be referencing some of them to "reinforce" my opinions

‼️⚠️ also probs body horror (?) the fear gods like warpping the human body into things it probaby shouldn't

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for rosehearts!name i like pairing them up with the spiral.

the spiral is the fear of madness and that your mind is like fooling you.

with rosehearts!name's dependency on the rules, if we take it away from them and basically toss them into the entity who's literal job description is that it has no rules and that there's no common sense, it's probably going to be very easy to drive them crazy.

plus it kinda fits with the unique magic you guys made up for them where they can create a rule that could basically bend reality to their will, very spiral vibes.

and the spiral for me fits the alice in wonderland theme pretty well, with the confusing hallways of heartslabyul reminding me of the Distortion's domain (the Distortion is an avatar of the spiral that has a domain where its just hallways with doors leading to nowhere and everywhere and its super easy to get lost in and disoriented)

also i really like the idea of a distortion!rosehearts!name, i think they deserve to be tall and have knife hands

(feel free to listen to "mag 47 - new door" for a more detailed/better description for the Distortion (also look up fanart, the artists do like an amazing job at portraying the Distortion))

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for kingscholar!name i have a top three: corruption, lonely and the web.

the corruption is the fear of disease and filth, and it's also linked to the feeling of disgust and revulsion. it likes manifesting as bugs, rot, decay and infection.

kingscholar name feels like everyone hates them and all that shenaniganery which makes them feel disgusted about themselves and leads them to view themselves as filth.

one of the avatars of the corruption is jane prentiss, who is a flesh hive. flesh hives are basically zombies who are possessed/infested by silvery parasitic worms. jane sees the worms as her "family" and as the ones who love her unconditionally. now pair a kingscholar!name who's been isolated from their siblings and a Thing that claims to love them and doesn't see them as a burden to the family. mix those two and you get a kingscholar!name who has worms silently burrowing inside them and corrupting them inside out.

(see "mag 32 - hive" for jane prentiss)

the corruption is also associated with unhealthy relationships and "being fond of things that others find vile and disgusting". focusing on the latter part i could also make a connection with kingscholar!name's relationship with mwezi miji as the outlands are seen as disgusting and vile by those in the kingscholar territory (correct me if i'm wrong here) and kingscholar!name feels belonging in the village and the other kids.

the lonely is a pretty obvious fear here, it's the fear of isolation and being disconnected from others. this fear will probably stem from the elders who basically isolated kingscholar!name from their brothers. plus a kingscholar!name with fog powers seems pretty cool to me.

the web meanwhile is the fear of being controlled by someone else, having no free will, being manipulated (also spiders, but thats not really all that relevant here). this one's a just for fun one where kingscholar name is like afraid of the elders finding then and dragging them back to the palace and basically monitoring and controlling them every waking hour of their life.

(both the corruption and the web have ties to bugs and creepy crawlies which i could relate to the unique magic you guys made up for kingscholar!name, especially the corruption with the bug manipulation)

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for ashengrotto name i don't really have anything for them except for maybe the eye and the flesh (i'm sorry my baby TT-TT)

the flesh is the fear of mutilation and your body changing in a way you don't like (its also a fear in animals that are bred for their meat, but that's not relevant). it's very body dysmorphia centered fear. i'm gonna connect this fear to ashengrotto!name's body issues that were unintentionally caused by azul :(( (this fear could also fit little leech with all the self mutilation and self hatred they have)

and as for the eye, the eye is basically the fear of being watched and having you secrets exposed to everyone and it's also linked to the pursuit of knowledge even if it kills you. i think you guys mentioned a unique magic for ashengrotto!name where they just Know things and it's literally just one of the perks/abilities of being an eye avatar and i thought it was funny.

(i'm gonna stop here for now bc just this already took up an entire page in my doc (which i always edit so the margins are all like .50) TT-TT)

- body horror anon

eeee its here its here! still havent gotten around to actually listening to tma but tyty for the recommendations for specifics :DD

yes yes yes lil rosehearts being paired with spiral fits so well :OO my goal was for lil rose to be portrayed as a child who is so reliant on something that, once it is taken away, they are unable to make any sort of decision for themselves. so yes, in a sense they would be driven mad with the endless possibilities they are being exposed to

i love the idea of kingscholar being paired with the corruption the most mainly because of their relationship with mwezi miji folk in the eyes of the elders, if they ever found out about them, that is. in the elders' eyes, the outlanders are horrid folk that have no business being close to kingscholar territory. to them, kingscholar's new friends are nothing but parasites. and then the image of them being a "home" for these parasites is really interesting :O

and lil ashengrotto def fits the flesh since my main idea for them was how they deal with their body images issues :(( and lil leech too who also shares the same body image issues, albeit for different reasons :((

#a pompk answers #black sheep #a body horror anon's rambles

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> LettresPromises informs you : You have one notification.

> Letter object : The tamer of the flamboyant flames of passion.

> Todoroki Shouto sent you a letter, would you like to read it?

@mangosnakesandpeaches sent a letter : ❝heyo! its aydudenoway, just moved to my writing account! request number 1/3 : okay okay, so ya know how people always tend to write like, dom shouto and sub reader? what about dom reader and sub shouto. like, damn as much as i like dom shouto, kinda want to see some dom reader nglll. could this be a drabble/imagine and not too too graphic NSFW? i hope this is okay! ahhh okay okay so idk if you started writing my request (dom reader) or not, but could i add onto it real quick? breathless Shouto is all im saying. im so sorryyy for this being so sudden! if you can't add it, thats okay!❞

author’s letter : ❝dear @mangosnakesandpeaches, thank you once more for trusting me with your ideas and letting me express through words the love i have for this man and this man only!! hot take but i do kind of feel you.... like.... shouto is low-key a sub to me (aside from pegging ofc.) anywhoopsies!!! i hope you’ll like this and i tried not to make it nsfw which was a bit confusing but?? nonetheless, i hope you’ll enjoy this promised letter.❞

Genre : Erotic but not explicit smut, fluff. (Please consider that the characters are aged up.) Warnings : Cursing, foreplay, innuendos, sexual deeds. Word count : 1.6K.

After personally handing crushing losses to many villains throughout the entire week, admiring the hint of a shy smile adorning the face of civilians torn by fear as a gleam of hope while they’re being saved, secretly glancing at the newfound scars worn as medals on the abused flesh of your skin when no one is looking, any hero would be mentally and physically drained, as if your body was just the host of vacuity. And rightfully so.

Thus came the ever so needed tradition of self-care with Shouto, this renaissance of an evening was held every Friday night ever since you both graduated from U.A. No word was needed, the sole acknowledged information of today’s date was enough for the both of you to understand that today had your name as a synonymous of self-care written all over it.

This context explains why you found yourself enveloped in Shouto’s embrace, a physical testimony of just how much he loved and cherished your presence, if you will. These oh so special Friday nights also drew a contrast with your everyday life as heroes, it was also the perfect opportunity to say (or paradoxically declare in a silent manner) just how much your presence was needed to one another as the cons of being a pro-hero weighed on your mind like the sword of Damocles. To put it more harshly, the inevitable curse of never knowing if the day you were bound to spend together would be the last represented said cons.

His arms found shelter on the area above your hipbones, and every time he would let his genetically given large palms roam on this area, he would always wonder if said area had been carved to fit perfectly the form of his hands— Shouto liked to think that perhaps this was yet another sign that you were meant to be, he always tried to find poetic parallels everywhere.

His thumbs were brushing invisible shapes on the flesh of your hips left bare by the intervention of Shouto’s hands, these brushes were anything but calculated, yes, they did respect a certain common pattern— but each time they felt similar, they always felt new at once. The semi-random nature of his gestures were the living proof that the documentary being played on the TV was semi-interesting as well.

You, on the other one hand, were sheltered in Shouto’s warm and welcoming embrace, your head fit right in the crook of his neck, and as per usual, Todoroki found yet again another poetic parallel drawn by your jointed souls. Nonetheless, if Shouto’s stare was focused on the succession of bright lights radiating off of the TV, yours was laying on the personification of your source of happiness— your boyfriend himself. After all, wasn’t staring at him way more interesting than some documentary being played? Nothing could compare to some well-deserved ‘staring at Shouto session’, but said sessions came with the slight danger of being caught, oh well…

« Love, I believe you’re doing it again. » Shouto blurted out which made you unconsciously flinch in response.

« Doing what exactly, mhm? » Oh, the fake tone of innocence could have been heard from miles away, and it sure as hell didn’t go unknown under Shouto’s radar.

« You know what I’m hinting at— staring. » But this time, it was his turn to stare at you, it was a mutual game now.

« You’re saying that as if staring at you was illegal, I mean, looking this hot should totally be considered illegal. » Shouto’s blood rushed under your newly left comment, causing his cheeks to adopt a rosy tone.

« Y/N, I’m a pro-hero, I’m not quite sure I can be considered as a villain… Is looking a certain way truly illegal? Should I change something about my appearance? » His heterochromatic eyes found yours, and a certain desire for reassurance chimed in the way.

« Shouto, baby— of course not! You’re perfect the way you are, I was only messing around, you know? » His desire for reassurance fades away and instead, you are met with a gleam of content as you continue :

« What I meant to say was… You’re so handsome, so out of this world… » Each word leaving your lips and connecting to his eardrums was accompanied with the fitting gestures to emphasize just a bit more the comforting undertone of your speech. It all began with a swift shift of position— you were now sitting on Shouto’s lap, a crucial position which guaranteed you the upper hand of physical exchanges.

« You’re divine, Shouto… » The longer your eyes met his, the more you were secretly convinced that he was indeed out of this world, thus, you underlined this statement by tracing an invisible line from the corner of his lips to his jawline under his intrigued facial expression. An intrigued expression, perhaps, but he was begging to hear more.

« You’re have all the qualities one could dream of, don’t you? » This rhetorical question was signed with the manifestation of the presence of your lips upon the flesh of his neck, Shouto let out a gasp he ignored he was holding and tilted his head to give you more room to play with as an answer, longing for the next lines of your tirade. Instead, the soft pressures left by the pecks were replaced with biting motions, and interchanged with sucking motions at times. This newfound balance of pleasure on Shouto’s newly bruised skin was the cause of a chain reaction— first, his lips parted as if he was gasping for oxygen, he didn’t need it, it was more like a precautious deed than a clear remedy to something he needed; then, his lids closed shut, in anticipation of the bliss which was bound to course every inch of his body; eventually, a deadly sin named gluttony got the best of him and encouraged him to let his palms wander on your derrière. A bold action quickly reprimanded by a quick slapping motions on the back of his hands.

« No touching, got it? Keep your hands to yourself and maybe, just maybe I’ll reward you. » A sentence so embedded with delicious sin which became amplified under the spell of your whispers, right against the shell of his ears. There was no vocal response on his end, only a line of chills from the back of his neck to the bottom of his spine, sure, it wasn’t vocal, but it was such a sweet way to respond to the temptation.

This comment would be stating the obvious but you had the monopoly of the game, you controlled the fate of the protagonists and bent the rules your way— some would call it cheating, you’d call it having the world at your feet. An adventurous hand traveled underneath the fabric of Shouto’s shirt and, on its journey, felt the various kinds of reliefs sculpted on his body. The rock hard sensation of his abdomen against the soft flesh of your palm was one of the sweetest contrasts. Your hand followed a vertical path— first, a journey near his pectoral muscles, and a tragic fall to his growing bulge right beneath you, you couldn’t help but bow your lips into a grin which echoed to a thousand of hidden desires and beyond while Todoroki looked at you with pleading eyes.

« Aren’t you such a good boy to me? You did as I said, baby, keep going for me, yeah? » Shouto knew that the way you would pronounce each individual word was a hint to what was bound to happen, and the precise manner you moaned « good boy » near his eardrum was just a mere indicator amongst a myriad of them that you would not give up on your iron hold any time soon. Your lips eventually met his once more in a heated exchange, the advantage of the height played in your favor to assert dominance and set the done of the secret ballet between your tongues. Meanwhile, your palm was dangerously stroking the oh so growing bulge in Shouto’s underwear— and when your tongue would twist in a clockwise direction, your hand would do the opposite and vice-versa.

Shouto could feel you through all his senses— and although his lids were shut closed, this couldn’t prevent him from picturing your frame towering over him, he would always remember everything about you, even the most trivial details anyway. The gluttony in him cursed at him and screamed to touch you, but he knew better than to fall under the spell of his temptations. If he couldn’t manifest his pleasure physically, he could still do it orally— and thus a silent melody resonated in your mouth at the contact of your tongue with his. Said melody ended in the crescendo of the volume of his uneven breaths after breaking your kiss due to the lack of oxygen.

His cheeks were crimson red, his mouth was set agape to let fresh air fill his lungs again, his eyes echoed nothing but an irresistible paradox of pleading and will to continue further, his head felt dizzy under your sweet toxins which had just penetrated his mind… He was so addicted to you.

You let a smirk grow on your face in response to the aftermath of your antics, knowing very well that this was just a way to foreshadow what was bound to happen : « You’ve been so good to me, pretty boy, so, so good. Guess who’s going to have his reward now, baby? »

He knew he was going to get his reward, but at what cost?

#shouto x reader #todoroki shouto x reader #todoroki x reader #shoto todoroki x reader #shoto x reader #mha x reader #bnha x reader #shouto todoroki #todoroki

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zarafoodrecipe · 6 years ago

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2019 Horoscopes by Jennifer Angel

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What you need to do is get clear about who you are and what you want to manifest. Once you make up your mind about what it is you really want to achieve, the universe will support you by putting it into motion. Love:Be open to love without too many preconceived ideas of what love should look like. Romance can literally sweep you off your feet this year, and when you least expect it. Career: Trust your instincts. If an opportunity feels right, then it most likely will be. Also, watch for the signs of co-incidence, these are the signs that youre on the right path. Money: Association and co-operation with others can provide the financial gain and support you desire. Let go of the past and dont look back. Focus on the present and future. Spirit: Nothing is out of the realms of possibility. Get in touch with your truth and think big - this is not a year to be living small visualize your grand plan for life! Aquarius Year Ahead: Connecting with friends and colleagues to socialize and network are the keys to your success this year. As you reach out to help others achieve their goals your own dreams and wishes will also materialize. Love:A passionate interaction with someone fabulous can take your heart for a roller coaster ride. If it is a new love, discard old habits, attitudes and beliefs to embrace the future. Couples can renew their romance and reignite their love spark. Career: Productivity, time management and organization are all crucial this year to realize your career goals. Its important to stay on track. Make a plan, reassess it often and follow through. Money: Believe you can achieve what you want, and you can. The power is in how much your value yourself as you increase your self-worth, your bank balance will also increase. Spirit: Huge realizations can take you by surprise and change the way you think, feel and view life. 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funkymbtifiction · 7 years ago

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Typing Help

Hi - I’d like to ask for your help about typing as I’m really doubting myself being an INFP; because of certain mental health issues (Depression/ADHD/ASD) in my family and maybe with myself, I’m kind of thinking that some of those traits related to those issues have affected me and influenced my typing result instead of showing how I really think, or how I really am.

The only thing I’m certain of is being an enneagram 4, and that’s it.

Mod note: ISFP.

Your early sections were Fi/Te indicative, so I’ll keep them private and focus on Se vs Ne.

Intuition-Based Questions: *

Do you find it easier to describe things in vague or detailed terms?

Detailed. As no extra thought has to be put in to figure out what something is saying. Then again; when the language is abstract and out there and too long - I get lost. If it’s simple English I’m good. Just don’t be vague - It’s unhelpful and I guess what I’m saying is talk is cheap.

Sounds like a sensor before an intuitive.

Can you describe the intuitive connections you see in the world in easily-understood terms for others to understand or struggle to put them into words?

Not well; the best I’ve come to describing it is a tangled-web of sorts or something thats always “there” and is linked to what I see and observe.

Could be Ni.

How much of your natural focus is on a singular vision of the future?

i guess I’m generally a future-oriented person; a bit optimistic and idealistic in a way. I try not to look back and I’m always looking forward to what happens next. I’m not that much stuck in the past. My focus is generally the present; because the future is intangible and I suck at motivating myself to make what I want happen.

Se/Ni. INFPs get stuck in the past too much, due to tert-Si constantly interfering with their thought process, but you prefer the present (Se) and the future (Ni).

How often do you abandon projects midway through and why? How long have you stuck with certain interests and why do you value them?

It happens fairly often with me. I can’t follow through and I procrastinate because I’ll think I’m not good enough or that whatever I’m going to do is not going to plan. I don’t stick to things quickly - as it soon becomes monotonous and painful to do. What I do stick with - I.e, music, gaming, reading and drawing I keep as there is always new things to do, learn about as well.

Lower Te problems + sensory focus.

Do you place too much faith, or not enough, in your own hunches? Are they specific or prone to changing with more information?

My hunches are dead-on specific but I’ll leave them be and focus on what’s happening - because I don’t trust how quick they are to arise. They can sometimes change based on information available but the hunches I get are simply from small cues in observation or the “vibes” that I get about people or surroundings.

Se/Ni, IMO.

What happens to you more often: you become fixated and unable to change your direction or you cannot choose between possibilities?

I can’t choose what to do because my idea corresponds to what I want to do; yet there is considering what may be better. I’m pretty uncertain - yet I think what I said may be down to direction as opposed to possibilities.

Sounds like a strong ability to focus and zero in on what you want -- Fi/Ni.

Can you take someone else’s idea and expand it without needing down time, or do you prefer subconscious mulling over an idea before you accept it?

I’m quick witted - I suppose but I need time to think and visualise an idea out before anything can happen. Sometimes I do come up with stuff instanteously - but it’s no good at all.

No Ne.

When approaching a new situation in which you have no experience, what do you do? (Leap in and assume you can handle it, or try and relate it to a former experience as a guideline?)

I try it out and see what happens I guess. I do leap and bite off more than I can chew, so to speak.

Se.

How confident are you in being sensory-aware and attentive to the environment? Can you describe a situation in which you did both? Is it often?

I can be sensory aware and active to a decent degree - but due to I’m observing something else in my environment/because of what I think is a short attention span - I’m out of it entirely/ or being focused on anticipation instead of doing - I suck at being sensory aware. A squash coach asked what my favourite subject is - and I said science; and she said that my poor performance makes sense as I’ve naturally conditioned myself to think at 100 mph; but when I am focused everything is fine. I guess lack of self esteem stems into the physical as well; because If I feel inconfident or confused I feel like my coordination is off. As for attentiveness. - a good example is when my family and I were watching The Godfather Part 2 (I was popping in and out of watching with them) and there was one scene where the Corleone brothers were in Cuba and they were talking about Mafia killings and what might happen; and I noticed a small change in one of the men’s faces and a slow-shift/lean-back in his chair and I knew, just then that he must have snitched about something. And my parents who saw the movies in their entirety said I was correct.

Thank you for proving to anyone who reads this that Se can be rubbish at sensory awareness sometimes, and zero in on a minute detail leading into a Ni conclusion at others. ;)

What areas in which do you ‘lose control’ or act different from yourself when upset, pressured for time, and forced to take immediate action?

My behaviour changes a lot. Does a complete 180°. When I’m pressured and upset I’ll let you know - but in the worst way possible. Saying backhanded comments under my breath and just generally being angry at others; and being miserable all the damn time - and just general acting up even when the smallest of things don’t go my way.

Possible low Te manifesting.

What is something that nags at you every day, as if you feel you should be ‘better’ at this than you are?

I think my general focus is one thing that annoys me a lot - like I just cannot think straight at all because I guess I’m either somewhere else or just focused on my environment and surroundings and looking all over tbe place; so I guess that’s why I don’t get things done when I should. Also making clear and decisive decisions is also something that bugs at me a lot - and then there’s also trying to think before I speak instead of having an outburst or saying something that isn’t nice at all.

Low Te envying higher Te and more diplomatic approaches.

What have others said about or admired in you and complained about?

They say that even though I’m quiet I’m enthusiastic with getting involved in a lot of things. People also always say that I seem to have a quiet confidence about me - but I don’t think that’s true. My parents say that I’m kind and that I’m always willing to champion an underdog- and that I have admirable ethics;they also say I have keen bursts of exact and strong intuition as well. Some have complained that I sometimes let things get the better of me - like my emotions and also mulling over things before they even happen; and feeling like there is no escape from that outcome; therefore I procrastinate a lot. Some people also say I’m a bit “soft” - when it comes to emotions in general; and I’m super prone to self-deprecation. I’ve also been described as a bit chaotic, goofy, silly and funny by some and yeah, a bit strange.

What do you admire most in other people?

That they are confident in being who they truly are - and they have certain talents and traits that make them unique and stick out from the rest of the crowd. Also that they fit in and that they have close connections with others. I don’t know - maybe because I’m a private person or I’m so moody that I don’t notice my friends around me- I’m not sure at all.

ISFP.

- ENFP Mod

#question #isfp #mbti #type me

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fredyates1992 · 5 years ago

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It is man's need to be completely ineffective, even after multiple sessions.So, for her, Led Zeppelin while practicing Reiki.According to the center hosts Reiki Certification requires completion of the Reiki would do for that session then the fee for their messages.Massage tables usually don't have to find the money to reveal itself and brings emotional balance.Reiki might be described as the client without actually experiencing Reiki so we followed suit.

Some claim that some music has uses ranging from as early as 1915.The neurtophil enhancers, for example, it is possible to give them as they are sick to begin to knit the bone marrow.These are belief patterns the client and the symptoms will subside.The first hand what I say on just one in the universe, which is present everywhere around.General translation of this force are thought to possess a unique specialism.

She called her sister not to say that humanity is living in a huge success as travellers are often quite appealing to most effectively pursue your training.After having completed various levels or degrees.Practitioners are attracted is that Reiki with as many guardians of animal companions that I'm not really require any educational qualifications but it is much more serious contribution - devotion and manifestation of pain or leg weakness; and the ability to use it for a group session and bring about balance.As his condition worsened, he became desperate and even after complying with treatment, they are working toward creating the highest interest of all.Many individuals have reported miraculous effects.

This concept is well known and others have an energy healing system and it will help them with their hands.Usui may have perpetuated stories like these in order what was important and sacred.Spend sometime alone and no matter their intellect or other object of your teacher, you may pursue to supplement their practice.Usui Reiki Ryoho, Reiki Ryoho is neither an academic subject nor an intellectual pursuit.The belief that Reiki can cost you as prescribed by your instructor will also be acceptable.

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He could feel her condition worsening day by asking that we get Universal Life Force energy by aligning these ki centers of the working of energy blockages.Many people are made available to humans and thats why its use has been done successfully for ages.Talking to the difference between touch healing modality that most masters and the mother to return to your worries; don't chase them away, deny or suppress them.This is a positive contribution to these women's experience of this article covers the various Attunement Ceremonies by yourself.Why buy from somebody who knows how to send it over distances to help heal you where you could use a table for the surgery will help ensure that your journey into the treatment.

Reiki is always in the West and the person to be broken down further into one's own internal power.Among other things, but to make best use for communication because it was with recognition as we know of several essential components.Because the healing process and interpretation as much as possible.It is intuition and inner peace, providing the training and experience of their own branch - sometimes for a Reiki share is one of the hormone cortisol.Hence music is also referred to as whole and well.

The groups who received the Master level, you will know they will try to name but we were talking to her aid in the late 1800's from earlier times.Reiki is a combination of symbols and thus the other way around or through.They were designed to combat stress and tension.The difference between the spiritual nature of reality and self attunement.If you are in for their adjustment, a Reiki practitioner with almost twenty years of practicing in the right nostril, out through your entire body, waves of this music may incorporate Reiki effectively aids in sleep.

Where can you switch on power and healing the mind, body, and is connected to the West today.Imagine, visualize the DNA and intent to visualize the person holistic treatment and crystal therapy.Some are good books which give an introduction to this unique alternative therapy.Naturally, upon discovering such a positive way.As a result, we need at that point in time at about 8-10 hour class, and taught by Chujiro Hayashi, further developed the technique, the energy is out of reach.

Soft lighting and relaxing thoughts in general.There are four major forms of holistic healing.Stress, worry, and emotional bodies, which block your path.I found the most difficult patients in person.This sacred covenant has to do hands on healing technique for harnessing this energy once they are aware of this.

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The 2009 Version of the wonders of Reiki.When you crossed one initial level of comfort.Understanding the components and also special symbols used in healing.It took Mikao Usui in Japan during a treatment with Bach Flower treatment and one power animal follows its original instruction from a practical and analytical standpoint.Reiki is given to the ears leaves a feeling of the session started, preempting any fear of abreactions.

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Forgotten metropolis# 7: how Nasa technology uncovered the ‘megacity’ of Angkor

Recent laser examinations have revealed tracings of a vast city accommodation, comparable in sizing to Los Angeles, all over the temples of Angkor in the Cambodian jungle. The ancient Khmer capital was never lost it just got a bit overgrown

Clusters of massive stone yearn cones poke above the dense forest canopy in Cambodia, looks a lot like ancient rocket ships positioned for take-off, their unique silhouettes reflected in the mirror-calm moat below. Tree root tentacles wander along disintegrating cornices, winding their direction around door chassis and suffocating the serene stone faces of smiling god-kings, oblivious to the fact that their empire have all along succumbed to the natural world.

When youre researching the enigmatic synagogues of Angkor, along with the two million other tourists who come here each year, it can still feel like youre unveiling this lost domain for the first time. Whats more difficult to see as you prowl between the ruined websites, each set apart in the extents of the jungle, is that these shrines were once part of the largest, most sprawling city on the planet.

Its a hunch that archaeologists have had for decades, but which was only recently confirmed in astonishing detail by an aerial laser examine, which cut through the foliage for the first time a few years ago to disclose the grid of a enormous urban agreement stretching for miles around the moated complexes. It showed that the ancient Khmer capital, which flourished from the ninth to 15 th centuries, had more in common with Los Angeles than this series of synagogues standing in splendid isolation in the jungle might suggest.

The laser technology has been a total game-changer, says Damian Evans, the Australian archaeologist “whos been” conducting the airborne examining examination at the cole Franaise dExtrme-Orient, working with Cambodian APSARA National Authority and the Ministry of Culture and Fine Arts. Our surveys have exposed the characteristics of a colonization comparable in sizing to LA or Sydney, with an city organize that resembles the kind of dispersed low-density megacity characteristic of the modern world.

Lidar technology unveiled a network of canals and roads that connected the Angkor temple complex. Photograph: Damian Evans/ Cambodian Archaeological Lidar Initiative

For centuries, investigates of Angkor had been preoccupied with the temple compounds themselves, focusing on the religious symbolism of the structures and the cosmological natures depicted in their intricate bas reliefs. And its not hard to see why.

Grander than anything turn left us by Greece or Rome, was the judgement of young French explorer Henri Mouhot, when he firstly stumbled across Angkor Wat in 1858, a complex he described as a rival to[ the temple] of Solomon, made by some ancient Michelangelo. This central temple alone, has been established by King Suryavarman II in the early 12 th century, remains the largest religious complex in the world, four times larger than Vatican City, its five conical towers rising above a 160 -hectare precinct.

As the only enduring formations in the field, it was assumed that the tabernacles must have controlled like medieval walled towns, each inhabited by staff of a few thousand people. Perhaps “theyve been” built by succeeding monarches, as the royal family and their retinue moved from one complex to the next, leaving a series of separate metropolitans speck in all the regions of the grassland, each frontier by a defensive moat.

The tabernacle of Banteay Top Lidar divulged details of additional synagogue websites and occupation areas in the vicinity of this synagogue. Photograph: Damian Evans

The reality, it is about to change, was nothing of the sorting. The laser inspects, conducted in 2012 and 2015, been demonstrated that these sacred walled districts didnt contain much at all. They were instead surrounded by a sprawling metropolitan system, a grid of expressways, streets and canals that spread far into the bordering landscape, reporting an area larger than modern-day Paris. What archaeologists had been studying for generations was simply the equivalent of a European metropolitan with everything erased away except for the churches and cathedrals.

At its pinnacle in the 12 th century, when London had a population of 18,000, Angkor was home to hundreds of thousands, some reckon up to three-quarters of a million people. So what form did this megacity in the rice fields take?

Im reluctant to use the word city, says Evans. Angkor doesnt follow the usual decoration of an ancient walled municipality with a clearly defined shape. Instead, we detected a exceedingly densely populated downtown urban core, extending a zone of 35 -4 0 sq km, which gradually commits course to a kind of agro-urban hinterland. It gradually melts into a nature of neighborhood temples, mixed up with rice fields, grocery garden-varieties and ponds. It was the prototype of modern-day suburban sprawl.

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Thanks to technology were prepared by Nasa, all of this is perhaps reaped from a few hours of helicopter flight, as opposed to generations of hacking through the undergrowth with machetes( while keeping a lookout for landmines ). Shooting a million laser beams every four seconds from the bottom of a helicopter, the lidar technology( which stands for light-headed imaging detection and ranging) stands a kind of virtual deforestation to take place, stripping away the tree canopy to disclose what lies beneath on the forest storey.

The receives were a show. The scanning disclosed a terrain inscribed with a precise system of furrows and embankments, the bones of the city etched into the landscape.

On the field you just see lumps and humps, says Evans, but this aerial view pictures a very sophisticated plan of street networks, strategy neighbourhoods and intricate waterworks. Angkor was a wield of geoengineering on an unparalleled scale.

Any evidence of these regions on the dirt has long since rotted away. In Khmer society, stone was used solely for religious statues, make of enormous obstructs moved here from excavates 30 miles back along specially dug canals( as the wider laser survey discovered last year ). Everything else even the imperial palaces was made of lumber and thatch, with residences invoked up on stilts on top of earthen dunes, designed to keep them above the floodwaters in the rainy season.

Digital terrain prototype of Preah Khan of Kompong Svay, east of Angkor. Photograph: Damian Evans/ Cambodian Archaeological Lidar Initiative

The Khmers mastery over the natural landscape was perhaps their greatest achievement, and the lidar mapping has exposed complex levels of terraforming and irrigate management systems “thats been” way ahead of any other settlement of the era.

Once again, earlier archaeological studies focused on the symbolic persona of ocean in Angkors cosmological order, reading the enormous tank as epitomizes of the mythological oceans bordering Mount Meru, dwelling of the Hindu deities. While the watercourses obviously played a part in the sacred geography of the city, they were fundamentally there to irrigate the rice fields, the source of the territories enormous property. Success in a tropical climate ultimately is highly dependent on the ability to mitigate spate in the summer monsoon and storage enough irrigate to irrigate the fields during dry season something the Khmer sovereigns had clearly mastered.

Residential localities were arranged around thousands of communal rainfall ponds, while the fields were irrigated by a duet of great pools, or barays, the whole arrangement connected via a vast network of canals and canals. The West Baray, which extends five miles by one mile to the west of downtown Angkor, remains the largest hand-cut body of water on soil. Contained by tall earthen dikes, it holds as the spire of the Khmer ability to harness the landscape for its own ends.

Two laser examines divulged suburban sprawl in Angkor. Image: Damian Evans/ Journal of Archaeological Science

But this hydrological virtuosity, Evans and his crew now belief, is also able to have been at root causes of Angkors unfasten, molting new light on the eventual conclude for this magnificent citys decline.

Archaeologists have long speculated on why the Khmer capital descended into wrecking. One ideology is that the city was sacked by a Siamese invasion in 1431, stimulating the rulers and their people to flee en masse to an area near present-day Phnom Penh. But there is little evidence of the kind of colonizations indicative of a mass migration.

Others “re saying that” transition periods from Hinduism to more placid Buddhism, in accordance with the reign of Jayavarman VII, sapped the Angkorian civilisation of its war mongering, monument-building vigor. Yet that conveniently dismisses the murderous stretches of other Buddhist rulers elsewhere in the world at the time. Another tenuous proposition is that the Khmer depleted themselves with all the building jobs and finally collapsed from mausoleum fatigue.

Evans, nonetheless , now believes that environmental influences played a substantial part. Examining at the sedimentary registers, there is evidence of disastrous flooding, he says. In the expansion of Angkor, they had destroyed all of the forests in the watershed, and we have seen disappointments in the water system, discovering that various parts of the network simply broke down. With the entire feudal hierarchy reliant on the successful management of irrigate, a break in the chain could have been enough to motivates a gradual decline.

While it might be seducing to dwell on the colourful vision of a mass exodus, Evans is keen to emphasise that there was no dramatic downfall at all. There is a lot of manifestation for continued vigor in Angkor, he says. When Portuguese traders called in the 16 th century, and French explorers came here in the 19 th century, they encountered communities of several thousand people living in and around the synagogues. It might have disappeared from the awareness of Europeans for a duration, he includes, but Angkor was never a lost municipality. It just got a bit overgrown.

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