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[cupcakewebkinz]

zilla just awoke from big fat nap

Huge eep

Here to hug u digitally

Wanted to say i fink ur writings come a hell of a long way buddy, like idk if i sound crazy but i think ur much more confident with it now, and its genuinely been rlly cool to see ur format change like it because you look like ur enjoying urself alot more now

Or im wrong and ur just vibin lol

Have a good time bud :D

No actually, you're not crazy at all-

I have gotten much more confident, just, generally overall actually, not just in my writing. Instead of fearing anon hate whenever I open my inbox, I get excited because I know every time I open it - someone's gonna be there with love and compassion and just - lots of positivity. Instead of waking up and sadly looking at my blog because I used to get no interactions whatsoever, I get so excited when I open Tumblr because I know I'll wake up to lots of spam of support.

Instead of just, hoping one day I'll make something people would love but never finding inspiration - I hope I see my favorite people in my notes, liking everything - even if they never speak to me or reblog a thing. And every day - they're always right there.

I genuinely have felt so much better in general because of this - because of my writing, my silly aus, my new group of fans and friends and mutuals. I never smiled so much before, never laughed so often, never just - felt so genuinely happy before.

Honestly, thank you so much for everything you've done for me, Zilla. You were one of my inspirations to start writing, one of the reasons this actually happened. I'm forever grateful for you, bud. Genuinely. You've made my life feel so much better, I hope I make you feel the same.

Cheers to our friendship, Zills! *digital hugs*

Also can I just say - I feel the same about you, honestly. You used to seem so anxious about your writing and now you're really grooving over there, it's been amazing to watch your au grow too. I've loved every bit of the Modern AU's growth, and I've loved watching you get more comfortable with your writing style - and art style - so much. I hope we can mutually keep watching each other grow! Much loves ♡ /p