#kyle fluff

[reinerismwrld]

Better Days (Kyle’s Version)

PAIRING: Kyle Broflovski x Reader

SUMMARY: During a study date with Kyle, your mother decided it was the best moment to make some nasty comments about you, and Kyle wasn’t happy at all.

GENRE: Angst, fluff, comfort.

WARNINGS: Hint of physical abuse, emotionally abusive parent.

WORD COUNT: 1k words

“Oh well, look at this!” you froze after hearing your mother’s voice. She wasn’t supposed to arrive at your house until 9 pm. You turned around and saw her. You could tell she was mad, but she was hiding it. You did tell her you were going to study with a friend. But you never told her it was going to be with Kyle. Your mother always thought Kyle was one of the many factors for you not having good grades. She thinks having a boyfriend is a waste of time. Kyle wasn’t your boyfriend, or well, that’s what she thought. You and Kyle were together, but in secret since, well, your mother wasn’t a big fan of the idea of you dating someone. You and Kyle decided to keep it a secret.

“Hi, Ms. Y/L/N,” Kyle said, trying to be polite.

“Well, I didn’t know it was you who she was going to study with today… Anyways, at least I know she’s actually studying, you know, someone as empty-headed and slow as my daughter needs help sometimes,” she said while looking at you. You only sigh.

“She’s actually pretty smart, Ms. Y/L/N,” Kyle said while staring directly into your mother’s eyes.

“Oh please, Kyle, you don’t have to lie only because you have a thing for my daughter. She’s so stupid. I’m actually impressed she managed to pass first grade,” she started to laugh. She was so… Mean. “And well, I just want to ask you. Kyle, you are actually a smart kid. I know you are at the top of your class, so why want to be with someone as slow-witted as my daughter?”

“Are you kidding me, Mom?” you whispered. She hit you on the head with the palm of her hand.

“Am I lying?” your mom was starting to get angry.

“Mom, can we please, not do this right now?”

“Why? You don’t want your little friend to know how stupid you are?” she chuckled.

“Mom, please”

“What? I’m only telling the truth. You’re so fucking dumb. Kyle deserves someone with more brain cells than you” You felt yourself starting to tear up at the comments. Of course, she wouldn’t keep her remarks even if you have visitors. Kyle was seeing your reaction, and he wanted to shut up your mom so badly. He knew sometimes your mom could be mean, only imagining how harsh her comments were. But this was a whole different level from what he was expecting. Kyle was ready to say something back until he saw you, and you only shook your head. Making him just stay in silence.

“Mom, don’t you have things to do?” you managed to say without your voice breaking.

“You know what? You’re right. I have better things to do than to be here with you trying to explain things your brain wouldn’t understand” With that comment, your mother left the living room and also your house. You heard the front door close, and that’s when you broke down. You hide your face in your hands, and all the anger and hurt start to get out of you. You couldn’t believe she said all those things in front of Kyle. She would normally wait until the two of you were alone, but she decided to do it in front of someone this time. Kyle stood up and made his way next to you. The sounds of your crying were breaking his heart so much. You didn’t deserve any of those comments. You were nothing like your mother said. Kyle stood next to you and brought your head to him, playing with your head to help you calm down. He stayed like that for some minutes until you were calm. He knelt in front of you, and he started to clean your dry tears.

“So it’s always like this?” he asked.

“Yeah,” you let out a deep breath.

“Why you didn’t tell me, sweetheart?” you sighed. Sooner or later, he would’ve found out, and apparently, it was sooner than you expected.

“I just didn’t want you to worry. Kyle, you have so many things in your life right now, and I just didn’t want to be a burden” You cleaned the new tears that were starting to fall on your cheeks with your sweatshirt sleeve.

“You will never be a burden, sweetheart” he started to caress your cheek, and you melted with his touch. “It’s not the first time those types of comments come out of her, right?”

“Every time we are in exam season, she repeats them. It’s like that’s the only thing she knows. But I don’t know, Kyle, am I actually stupid?”

“What?! No! I won’t let you think that. You are not stupid, Y/n” You looked directly into his eyes.

“It’s hard to not start believing those things. There must be a reason she’s saying all those things, Kyle.”

“No, Y/n, you cannot let her get into your head. Listen, sweetheart, you are one wonderful and intelligent person. Your grades aren’t bad at all. I mean, they are way better than Stan’s.”

“I know, it’s just… she just wants them to be perfect, and if I don’t do like she expects… Well, you were able to see how she thinks.” you sighed. “I mean, I know I’m not as smart as you, but I’m not bad at school. Yeah, sometimes it’s a little too hard, but I still manage to be good.”

“Exactly. Look, I know sometimes parents can be, well, hard to handle, especially since they think they know it all. But believe me, baby, they can be wrong. Being an adult doesn’t mean they know everything in the world. So don’t let her comment get to you. And as far as I’m aware, you are doing better than her when she was in high school, right?” you chuckled.

“Yeah, you’re not wrong.”

“Prove to her you’re nothing like she says. And when you do, I’ll be the first one to shove it up on her face,” you and Kyle laughed. He kissed you on the cheek and returned to his place to continue studying.

“Now, let’s prove her wrong, sweetheart.”

n a v i g a t i o n

[icannot3]

Menstrual Dilemma

(Frat) Kyle Spencer x reader

Word count: 1k

Warnings: talks of periods? Kyle buys you pads lmao. That's the plot.

Taglist: @taintandviolent (comment if you'd like to be added!)

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Excruciating pain was all you could feel. It left you doubled over, rolled in a tight ball and rocking around in agony. Your arms squeezed your abdomen tightly, short-lived waves of relief feeling like the holy grail before your ovaries once again continued their monthly, almost murderous routine. It was as if a knife had been stabbing you aggressively from the inside. The pain- along with other symptoms of inconvenience, such as headaches and nausea, had made you an uncrossable force not to be reckoned with. Being in far too much anguish to move, you'd sent Kyle to assist you.

Kyle deeply considered himself a gentleman. He'd do just about anything for his little lady. But when given the task of fetching you menstrual products, the job was perplexing - to say the least. Not only did he not have any deep knowledge about the use of these products, but he also had no idea where to find them. You'd told him to grab pads. After a painful amount of time scanning through the aisles of the nearest grocery store, refusing to ask for any help, he'd finally found the brightly lit women's care section. Before he entered, he did a quick loop around, making sure no one was close enough to see him enter. He felt a bit flustered being near the products in plain sight.

Finally, he'd made it in. His eyes scanned over the very large selection organized across the shelves. From what he'd gathered by looking at them, there were seemingly infinite options. The variety amazed him, really. The pads alone had so many sizes, but then there were just as many tampons up for selection. His hand trailed across the shelves, noticing a small box with bright purple packaging. The label read "menstrual cup", he'd flipped around the small cardboard box with curiosity. His eyebrow cocked up quizzically after seeing the product. Kyle's mind raced with endless questions. How did that even stay in there? Why would someone leave that inside of them? Did it hurt? Fairly astonished, he set the box back in its rightful place and made a mental note to ask you about that later. Regaining his original focus, he went back to the task at hand. He needed pads, right. He looked back at the intimidating selection, attempting to choose the best option.

He tried his hardest. He really did. But he truly had no clue what he was getting into when he accepted your request. He picked up one smaller package that seemed to lay in the middle flow-wise, gathering that it was the safest option. Kyle looked at the price tag from where it sat. Almost ten fucking dollars? For a medical necessity? His eyes widened like saucers, disturbed by the ridiculous cost of just a fancy cotton ball. He'd finally felt a small ounce of feminine rage and frustration over these matters. It was outrageous. Even the ones that weren't name brands were ridiculous. And the large packages for people with heavy flows? Screw that. Kyle gathered that if he had a period, at this rate, he'd shove a washcloth down there and call it a day.

His head snapped over, alarmed at the sound of a shopping cart. A mother had walked into the aisle with him. She had a small child in her cart as she browsed the selection. She looked at the prices, comparing them with her pointer finger whilst letting out a defeated sigh. Kyle understood, watching her try and look through the cheaper generic brands at the bottom. He still felt unsure about his choice. Putting all embarrassment aside, he got her attention.

"Is this stuff good? I'm here for my girlfriend." He showed her the pads he selected, desperate for help of some kind. She smiled kindly at him, nodding her head. "Yes, they don't have wings, though. You may want to ask her if that's what she prefers?" His brows furrow, he continues to grow confused over yet another technicality.

"What are wings?" He politely asks her. She giggles, pointing at another products photo. She gives a brief explanation, telling him about the benefits. Gratefully, he nods, grabbing that one as well. Just in case.

When he greeted you at his return to your shared apartment, just seeing you bundled up filled him with an immense amount of guilt. Not only did you have to deal with these ridiculous prices, but you were suffering. He set the bag next to you, pulling your exhausted form into his arms. You greeted him happily, pulling him into a tight embrace.

"How do you feel?" He inquires, rubbing small circles into the small of your back. You took a deep breath, soaking in his warmth. "Better, the cramps are starting to fade since I took my medicine. Were you able to find the pads?" He gives you a small smile, nodding his head in response. "A really nice woman helped me pick some out." You laughed, shaking your head at the thought of him getting advice on periods from a complete stranger. He found you precious, looking absolutely beautiful, snuggled into his chest. His fingers twirled through your hair and brushed your soft locs. Kyle, in that moment, vowed to always be as understanding and sympathetic towards you and any woman who complained about their monthly. He felt disgusted from his lack of knowledge alone.

He tapped your shoulder, silently asking you to face him. You hummed, eyes catching his own. "I have a question." He placed a kiss to your brow. You tilted your head, ready to answer whatever it was.

"Do you use menstrual cups?"

[reinerismwrld]

hi! same anon that asked for the rules lol- could I request headcanons for poly kyle x reader x craig? feel free to ignore this request if needed <3

Poly Kyle x Reader x Craig Headcanons

How it started:

At first, you weren't sure if it was possible to fall in love with two guys at the same time. Whenever you think about it, you get sad because everyone says, "If you fall in love with a second person, you weren't really in love with the first one."

But whenever you were with either Kyle or Craig, you knew you loved them equally and not only in a friendly way.

And you were sure they felt the same way too.

Like, there were moments when they would try to touch you, like hugging or holding your hand or putting their arms around you.

Or times were they would cancel their plans with their friends when you couldn't go out with them just so they could spend more time with you.

Giving you little things like your favorite candy or buying you your favorite drink just to see you happy

One time the three of you decided to spend some time together without the others.

Craig and Kyle surprisingly get along really well. (In Craig's words, he was the most sane out of Stan's gang)

Well, you decided to just hang out, listen to music, and maybe get drunk after a long week.

When you least noticed it, you were on Craig's lap kissing him, Kyle not really paying attention.

When you finally stopped kissing Craig, you felt Kyle's hand on the back of your neck, pulling you to kiss him.

You were surprised at first, but who were you kidding? Kissing the two guys you liked was amazing.

"Not that I'm not happy, but what was that?" You asked them, feeling ecstatic after those two mind-blowing kisses

Long story short, they noticed that you liked them too, and they didn't want to fight over you, so they wanted to try a poly relationship.

And you were more than happy with the idea since you wouldn't have been able to choose between one of them.

How they are in the relationship:

Being in a polyamorous relationship isn’t something that people are entirely used to

You and Craig couldn’t care less but Kyle…

Yeah, he was way too anxious about being caught.

And you understood that, but it kinda made you sad that he was too preoccupied to enjoy the relationship.

While in public, it was like only Craig, and you were together, always kissing or hugging. You sitting on his lap, walking through the halls holding hands. And Kyle was there too, but he looked like the third wheel.

But in private, Kyle was different loving to have you close to him, giving you kisses on your cheeks, neck, and of course, your lips, constantly reminding you that he loves you so much.

Most of the time, the three of you would be in your room cuddling and listening to music.

You loved playing with Kyle’s hair while he was on your chest, Craig sitting at the top of the bed with you either at his side or between his legs.

You loved being physical with them, and they loved it too

But your relationship with them wouldn’t be a secret for long

There was this one time when at school, you were waiting for your classes to start, so you were just laying your head on your desk trying to get some rest since you wanted to get some sleep after a long night where you Kyle and Craig decided to not sleep and have a FaceTime call forgetting you had school next day

Craig hadn’t arrived yet, but you knew he was going to be late, as always

You felt someone kiss you, and you were shocked since you already knew it wasn’t Craig

When you opened your eyes, you were surprised to see Kyle

You were speechless, and when you thought nobody noticed, you realized no one was talking

“Dude, you just kissed Craig’s girl,” you heard Stan say

“She’s my girl too.”

You didn’t say anything, but the smile on your face was enough for him

After that, everyone seemed to accept your relationship since, let’s be honest, all have seen way more weird stuff, so a relationship with 3 people wasn’t that bad

Kyle loved the fact that he didn’t have to restrain himself whenever he wanted to kiss you or just hold you

I would like to believe that the three of you have excellent communication

You don’t like to have any fights or problems

So instead of starting to shout and get made you would like to communicate

And having someone like Kyle, who likes to resolve everything in peace, makes things better

There’s this agreement where if you want to give something like a gift, you must get gifts for the two. And that rule applies to the three of you. So no one would get jealous or sad for not receiving anything

So it works really well

Love actions:

So hugs. A. Lot. Of. Hugs

Maybe not in public since Kyle doesn’t love PDA at school, but he’s the clingiest outside of it.

Craig LOVES giving you love bites and some sense of owning (not in a harmful or toxic way), but those aren’t in everyone’s sight. Only for him and Kyle's view to appreciate.

You like holding hands. Even if it’s something so simple, it gives you a sense of security. A little message that they are there for you

You realize that they like to give you little kisses on a specific part of the body. Craig loves giving you kisses on your forehead, and Kyle gives you hand kisses.

They have these little ways of showing love. But what means to them the most is quality time. So it doesn’t matter if it’s doing homework, walking down the street, or just lying down. You do it together.

n a v i g a t i o n

[reinerismwrld]

Enchanted (Kyle’s Version)

PAIRING: Kyle Broflovski x Reader

SUMMARY: Remembering can be bittersweet, and each and one of them have been since you were little. That doesn’t mean all the memories are joyful. But in the end, you were enchanted to meet them.

GENRE: Angst, Fluff.

WARNINGS: Swearing, mention of eating disorders, depression, panic attacks, bullying (if you squint).

WORD COUNT: 5.3k words

PART: 2.1 (series masterlist)

3rd Grade

“This is our first year together, right?” you turned your gaze to the redhead boy who sat down next to you. You were waiting for one of your friends to arrive, or well, you were expecting him to be in the same class as you.

“Yeah. You’re Kyle, right?” you asked him. Even if you were in different classes, you knew who he was since it was easy to hear the girls in your class and his class talk about the cute redhead boy all the time.

“And you must be Y/n. It’s a pleasure to finally meet you.”

“You know who am I?”

“Well, last year I was in the same class as Kenny, who I know is your best friend. He just couldn’t stop talking about this fantastic friend he has.” you smiled.

“Yeah, he is my best friend. I hope he didn’t say anything bad tho. I’d punch him if he did.”

“Don’t worry. He didn’t. But I wished he at least mentioned you were cute” You hid your face in your hands. You felt your heart’s pace get quicker. You turned your head to Kyle.

“I think you are cute too.”

“It’s recess time. You’re supposed to be eating” Kyle sat beside you on the ground.

“I forgot my lunch,” you sighed. “And well, I’m not really fond of the idea of eating a ham sandwich again for the 100th time.”

“You are telling me all these days I’ve seen you eat a sandwich. It has been a ham sandwich every time?” You nodded, and Kyle was shocked. He always thought there were variations of it. “You’re kidding.”

“I wish I was. It’s just I know my mom tries hard to prepare me something for lunch, but I actually wish I could have something more for lunch. Or at least that the sandwich had more than just ham. I saw one picture where a sandwich had lettuce and tomatoes. That would be nice.”

“So it’s literally two slices of bread with a slice of ham in the middle?”

“Yeah.”

“You know what? I’m not letting that continue. Here have half of my lunch” Kyle gave you 4 pieces out of the 8 nuggets his mom sent him for lunch. “I’ll tell my mom to pack an extra portion from now on.”

“Kyle, I can’t accept, look, I can tell my mom to give me money for lunch,” you lied to him. You knew pretty well your mom wouldn’t give you money since she thought you would spend it on something else.”

“I won’t take no for an answer. We can give your sandwich to pigeons or another animal so it wouldn’t go to waste, but I’m not letting you keep eating only that. You need proper food at this age.” you sighed. You looked at Kyle directly into his eyes. He wasn’t going to take no for an answer.

“Fine, but let me repay you in some way.”

“I’ll think about it.”

4th Grade

“Are you gonna tell me what happened?” you turned around to where the voice was coming from. Kyle was standing behind you.

“What do you mean?” you were finishing packing up your stuff, ready to go home, when Kyle stopped you before leaving the classroom.

“Don’t try to hide it from me. I can see it in your face. Something happened last Christmas, and you haven’t been the same. I tried to not bother you for the past months, but you’re not the same” Kyle was able to see how you were trying to come up with something, but he knew he wasn’t going to get any information from you. “Just, I want you to know that if you ever need anything, you can count on me, Y/n.”

Kyle was ready to leave the classroom when you grabbed his wrist and pulled him in for a hug. The first hug the two of you shared. Kyle hugged you back, and he realized you had started crying. He didn’t know what to say next, but he knew something. He hated seeing you like this, making his heart break into a million pieces. You didn’t say anything at all. You stayed like that for what felt like an eternity until you could calm yourself. You really wanted to say something about what happened to you to Kyle, but it was way too personal.

“Thanks, Kyle. Maybe one day I’ll tell you, ok?” Kyle only nodded and kissed your wet cheek.

“What are you still doing here, Y/n? I thought you always leave with Kenny” Kyle saw you standing at the school’s entrance as if you were waiting for someone, no, for something to leave the school.

“Yeah, well, he wasn’t feeling good today and left early. His mom picked him up.”

“And why are you still here? It’s been 20 minutes since everyone has left.”

“I can ask you the same, Kyle.”

“Well, I needed some help from Mr. Garrison for my project, so I stayed behind. And you?” Kyle was looking at you, and you hid your face in your hands. He smiled.

“Promise not to laugh.” You handed out your left hand to him with your pinky out while your right hand was still covering your face. Kyle linked his pinky with yours.

“I promise” For the first time since he found you, you were able to look at him in the eyes.

“It’s just that… Agh, this is so embarrassing. But I haven’t been by myself in the streets ever. And I know my house is just a couple blocks away, but I’m scared. My parents always came for me until the beginning of this year, and that’s when Kenny offered to walk me to my house every day. But today he’s sick, so this will be the first time I’m walking alone….” Kyle didn’t laugh as you expected, but he was smiling. He felt his heart flutter. You were just way too pure.

“I understand, but you know you can’t stay here forever.”

“It’s been only 20 minutes Kyle. I’m just waiting for the courage to come to me. I’m a big girl now,” you answered back.

“Oh well, I was going to offer to walk you home, but since you are a big girl, you can do it by yourself” Kyle started to walk outside the school when he felt your hands grab his arm. Kyle couldn’t help but smirk.

“WAIT! Since you’re offering, how can I say no to you, my dearest friend!” Kyle could see your relieved semblance. He noticed one of your hands never left his arm. Actually, he was able to feel your hand slowly making its way to his hand until you were holding hands. Kyle looked at you and then at your hands which were now intertwined. You looked at him with questioning eyes until you realized what you were doing.

“Oh my god, I’m so sorry. It’s just that I’m just so used to holding Kenny’s hand.” you were trying to let go of Kyle’s hand, but his grip was stronger.

“I’m not gonna let you go. I like it. You started it. Now commit to it.” You laughed and stopped trying to let go of him.

“If Kenny’s not able to walk you home, tell me. I will love to do it, ok?”

“Ok.”

5th Grade

“So you won’t believe who I saw crying outside Mr. Mackey’s office,” Wendy said to Red and Bebe.

“Omg, who?” Kyle rolled his eyes after hearing the girls gossiping once again when they should be helping him, and Kenny prepare the next project Mr. Garrison assigned.

“Y/n,” Kyle and Kenny froze. “She was literally bawling; she-”

“When?” before she could finish the sentence, Kyle interrupted her.

“A few moments ago. Why do you-” Kenny and Kyle didn’t even wait for her to finish when they made their way to Mr. Garrison. He was reading something on his phone, not even bothering if his students were working on their projects at all.

“Mr. Garrison, can we leave for a few minutes, please?” Kenny asked him. Kyle was able to see his nervousness.

“And why would I let you do that, Kenny?” Mr. Garrison turned his gaze to the two boys standing in front of him.

“A friend of ours, Y/n, we heard she’s not feeling right, and we want to make sure she’s ok. I promise we will return as soon as we make sure she’s fine, please.” Kyle answered, and Mr. Garrison was able to see the two kids were anxious. He saw they were telling the truth and not only a lie to leave class without permission. Mr. Garrison handed them the hall pass.

“Don’t get distracted and come back after making sure she's ok.” Mr. Garrison returned his attention to his phone, and Kyle and Kenny quickly left the classroom.

Kyle and Kenny were running to Mr. Mackey’s office. Kyle felt his heart beating so hard. Something definitely happened to you if you were crying in public. The closer they were getting to the office, the more he felt his heart coming out of his chest.

They saw you sitting on one of the chairs that were outside the counselor’s office. Kyle could see Mr. Mackey was trying to calm you down, but you were still crying, and it didn’t seem you were stopping any time soon.

Kyle realized it wasn’t only crying. He could see your scared semblance. Kenny ran to you and knelt in front of you. Kyle got closer to Mr. Mackey and showed him the hall pass. Mr. Mackey just nodded and thought maybe your two friends would help better than him. He left the three of you to talk.

“Princess,” Kenny started to speak, trying to get your attention. Kyle saw the way you were holding your chest. You looked at Kenny and tried to talk, but it seemed that whenever you tried to speak, your breathing started to become more hectic than it already was. You were having a panic attack. Kyle saw Kenny also begin to cry, not knowing what was happening to you. That’s when Kyle stepped in.

“Hey, I need you to breathe with me, ok?” Kyle grabbed your attention and placed one hand over your hands that were still on your chest. You only nodded to him. He took one of your hands over his chest so you could feel his breathing. You slowly started to calm down, but the tears continued rolling out of your eyes. The two of you stayed like that until Kyle could see you were ok. Kyle smiled at you.

“You did great, sweetheart.” you only nodded.

“What are you doing here?” you asked them.

“We came as soon as we heard you were crying,” Kenny said, and you were able to see his puffy face.

“I didn’t want you to worry. I’m sorry” You almost started to cry again after realizing the two of them got worried because of you. Kenny knelt again in front of you and grabbed your face by the cheeks.

“Hey, hey, don’t you dare to think anything bad at this moment.” Kenny began cleaning your tears with his sweatshirt sleeve.

“Wanna talk about it?” Kyle asked you while he was tucking a strand of your hair in your ear. You shook your head, wanting anything but to remember the reason for your panic attack.

“Don’t you have to get back to class?” you asked worriedly. Your teacher knew you were with Mr. Mackey, but you knew they only had permission to leave for just a few moments since you could see the hall pass hanging from Kyle’s hand. Before they could answer you, Mr. Mackey came out of his office.

“You are better, Miss Y/L/N?” You nodded and gave your counselor a reassuring smile. “Then I believe you have to get to class, the three of you. If you need to talk, my door’s always open, kids.”

“Thanks, Mr. Mackey,” Kyle answered him, and the counselor returned to his usual spot in his office.

Kyle and Kenny were both grabbing your hands while walking back to your classroom. Having them by your side always made you feel at peace. When the three of you arrived at your classroom, Kenny kissed you on the cheek.

“We’re gonna talk later when school finishes, ok? Wait for me here.” Kenny moved away so Kyle could say goodbye to you.

“Just if you feel it’s going to start again, try breathing slowly, ok?” you nodded, and he gave you a sweet kiss on the forehead.

“Thank you, guys,” you whispered and entered your classroom. Kyle and Kenny let out a loud sigh. They may not have that much in common now, but they knew they would do anything for you.

6th Grade

Kyle saw you laying your head on your desk. He couldn’t quite see if you were just resting or if you actually fell asleep. He knows for a fact you haven’t been sleeping properly for quite some time now, so he doesn’t want to disturb you if you’re asleep.

He slowly made his way to the chair that was free next to you and sat down. Kyle could see your face better. You were definitely asleep. Your face was peaceful, and not a glimpse of stress was on it. You looked like an angel to him. Well, you always looked like one to him. Ever since he met you, he has thought you were way too perfect to be actually real.

“So pretty,” Kyle whispered.

Kyle was able to admit he was now in love with you. But unfortunately, he wasn’t going to be ever with you, all because of that stupid pact he made a few years ago with Stan and Kenny. He regretted that pact ever since he realized you were his everything.

He tucked a strain of hair that was covering your face in your ear. He tried to not wake you up, but of course, he managed to wake you up. You yawned and opened your eyes, trying to adjust your sight to the classroom’s light.

“I didn’t mean to wake you up, sweetheart. Sorry,” You didn’t care you woke you up, and most importantly, you didn’t mind if Kyle was the one who did it. You smiled at him.

“Don’t worry, I wasn’t fully asleep. I was just, you know, resting” You stretched out your arms and then grabbed one of Kyle’s hands, reassuring him it was ok.

“So… You think I’m pretty?” you asked the boy, and Kyle felt his cheeks burning.

“Yeah, I mean, you know you’re pretty, right?” You let out a laugh.

“Oh, so you just said it because you think I think I’m pretty?” you asked.

“No.” Kyle knew it was now or never. “I do think you are pretty. Really pretty.” you smiled at him.

“I think you’re pretty, too, Kyle. Really pretty.” Kyle wasn’t used to hearing compliments, so when he heard those words coming out from you, his heart was ready to come out of his chest.

Kyle slowly started to approach you. You could see his face getting closer and closer to yours, and you held your breath. Could this be it? Was Kyle gonna be your first kiss? Kyle grabbed your right cheek and stroked it with his thumb.

"Fuck the stupid pact!" Kyle thought. He was looking at your eyes and then at your lips, going back and forth, just wanting to make sure you enjoyed this as much as he did. You smiled at him. That was enough reassurance for him to keep going forward. Since he was getting closer, you were able to perceive his smell. Cinnamon and apple. He smelled sweet. Before he could actually kiss you, he stopped just mere inches away from you.

“Tell me if you want me to stop.”

“I don’t want you to stop.” He smiled. Your lips were almost touching…

“Y/n!” Kenny entered the classroom shouting and looking for you. You and Kyle pulled apart before Kenny could see the closeness between the two of you. When you turned your head to the door, you were able to see Kenny was making his way to you, and Stan was looking at Kyle with anger. You wanted to ask Kyle about it, but you decided to brush it off and ask Kenny what he needed.

“I forgot we had an exam today. Can you please, please, please help me?” Kenny was giving you puppy eyes. Kenny knew he interrupted one really important moment for you, so he knew he needed to be extra sweet and careful with you.

“I swear to god, Kenny, you are so... God, why do you have to be so inopportune?”

“But you love me.”

“Yeah, whatever. You owe me big time, McCormick” You turned your head to Kyle and muttered a “Sorry” to him. You stood up so you could follow Kenny, but before leaving, you turned around and went back to Kyle and kissed him quickly on the cheek. You didn’t give him a usual kiss tho. It was tender and sweet. Kyle smiled.

“Maybe another time,” you whispered in his ear and gave him another quick kiss on the cheek.

You were sure Kyle Broflovski was going to be your first kiss someday.

8th Grade

Kyle was nervous. He went away for one year. Not only because his dad decided to move to San Francisco due to work, but he was also an important factor in his father’s decision. He needed time to forget whatever feelings he had for you.

The last time he was at South Park, he got into a fight with Stan and Kenny since he wanted to break the pact where the three of them decided that none of them were going to be ever with you for the sake of their friendship. Still, at the end of the day, the two of them were the closest ones, so why did he have to be involved in that pact too?

Anyways, Kyle was sure those feelings were long forgotten in San Francisco. He was really sure if he saw you again, he wouldn’t feel anything at all. And then you entered the classroom. Kyle’s breathing got stuck in his lungs.

You were different. He was gone for a whole year, and you were completely different, at least in his eyes. He could see your face, your eyes seemed lost, but they still had that same light he fell in love with. Your hair was longer. Physically you were skinnier. That definitely was something that changed the most. And, of course, last but not least, your smile. You always managed to smile, but he saw it wasn’t as sincere as before.

Kyle couldn’t help but notice the person that was on your left side. Kenny. Of course, he was there with you, but that was also different this time. He seemed more alert. As if he was protecting something, in this case, you. His demeanor was scary. Kenny was able to see Kyle was in the classroom before you were able to notice him, so he covered your view so you wouldn’t see him. Kyle’s blood started to boil. Who does he think he is? It took all the strength Kyle had for him to not go up to Kenny and start a fight.

Your first teacher of the day came into the classroom and started to talk about what you were going to be learning during that school year when they noticed Kyle was back.

“Well, look who came back! I don’t think it is necessary to introduce you to your old classmates, am I right, Mr. Broflovski?”

The mention of Kyle’s last name grabbed your attention really fast. You turned your head to where your teacher was looking, and for the first time in what you felt were months, you actually smiled out of happiness. You locked eyes with Kyle, and your heart skipped out of your chest. He was indeed back.

Your Kyle was finally back after a year. At that moment, you couldn’t care less if he just left without anyone noticing. You were so happy he was back in town. You waved at him, and he mouthed a “Hi” to you and gave you the sweetest smile. Kyle was definitely not over you and doesn’t think he will ever be.

“You seem different, sweetheart” You turned around and saw Kyle, who was sitting down on the entrance stairs.

“What do you mean, Kyle?”

“I’m gonna be completely honest with you right now, and I really hope you don’t get offended, but since the first day of school, I realized you were different, as if you were a whole new person… Something happened while I was gone, didn’t it?” you sighed. You tend to forget Kyle was way too observant and way too smart. Of course he was going to notice your change of attitude and your physical change.

“I cannot hide anything from you, Kyle…” You were debating if it was actually a good idea to tell Kyle everything that happened over the year he was gone. In the end, Kyle was one of the people you could truly trust, or at least he used to be. “What do you want to know?”

“Tell me everything, Y/n,” you were preparing yourself mentally. You promised yourself you would never let Kyle see you in such a bad physical and mental state, but at this point, you needed help. The only people who know what has affected you in so many ways during the last year were Kenny and Bebe, but you were starting to feel you were such a burden. Maybe Kyle could help better.

“Well, a lot has happened since you were gone for over a year. First of all, it was unfortunate when I didn’t see you on the first day of 7th grade. I felt like a piece of me had been missing for over a year. You know how important you are to me, Kyle. I should’ve taken that as a sign that it would be such a horrible year,” you chuckled.

You tried to smile, but Kyle noticed all the pain you had collected over a year. He grabbed your hand, and you continued. “I really tried to at least give the best and tried to stay positive, but there were these comments going around of how I looked at that if I continued doing whatever I was doing and eating, I was going to end up being as big as a fucking pig. I really tried to not pay attention to those comments, but the fact that even my own family and parents were saying those types of comments really took a toll on me. I’m pretty sure you did notice that change, am I right, Kyle?” Kyle only nodded.

“And, of course, my parents. I mean, you may remember how they were, right? Well, now they are worse. They don’t really see me as their daughter but only as a machine that has to do everything perfectly. They don’t see me as a human being anymore. They also expect me to be perfect at school, but mentally I just can’t….” you didn’t realize when you started to cry. The tears were rolling down your cheeks. “I want them to love me, and I know that if I’m a good student, they will finally be proud of me and tell me they love me, but I just can’t seem to do school right. I’m just useless.”

You cleaned the tears with your sleeve. Kyle was surprised and sad at the same time. He could see that those negative feelings affected you way too much. He felt his heart sink into his chest. He wrapped one arm around you, and you leaned into his shoulder and closed your eyes.

You were exhausted. Your parents and school have been really hard to handle, and at this point, you wanted everything to just stop. Maybe you were going to regret telling all of this to Kyle later today, but as for now, it felt good the way he was holding you as if you were the most fragile thing in the world that could break at any moment. You were really enjoying the physical contact.

“You are not useless.”

“I’m literally so fucking useless right now, Kyle. I’m unable to do anything right, and over the last year, my grades have just gotten worse and worse. I’m not the smart girl you used to know.”

“I don’t think grades get to tell how good or bad a person is. What you do is what matters.”

“Fuck, that’s even worse.” you tried to joke and laugh, but Kyle realized you were really thinking that poorly of yourself.

“I’m serious, Y/n.” Kyle wanted to keep talking and show you how much of a fantastic person you were, but he realized he wouldn’t be able to change your self-concept anytime soon. Whatever your parents have told you really affected the way you perceived yourself. He kissed you on your forehead. “I can tell people have hurt you so much over the past year, but now I’m here, and I’m not letting anyone hurt you anymore, sweetheart. Got it?”

“You sure you ok, sweetheart?” Kyle wanted to know what happened between you and Kenny. Everyone in the class could see that you and Kenny weren’t even acknowledging each other.

For the past 7 almost 8 years, you and Kenny were inseparable, so this was just new territory for Kyle and a shocker for everyone else. The two of you were supposed to be reading and making a summary of whatever new book your English teacher assigned this month.

You only nodded, not even looking up from your book, and Kyle understood you didn’t want to talk about it. A part of him (the most selfish part) was pleased Kenny wasn’t next to you 24/7, but of course, the other part hated to see you so distraught.

“He’s an asshole if he can’t see what an amazing person he had by his side.”

“He’s not an asshole...” you closed your eyes and tried to calm yourself. Even if you weren’t on speaking terms with Kenny, you still believed he was the best thing you could’ve had. “You think that?”That I'm an amazing person?” you finally looked at him, trying to change the subject.

“Of course I think that.” Kyle tugged one strand of hair that was falling into your ear, and you smiled at him. Kyle always managed to make you feel better. You leaned into his shoulder.

“I just, I really don’t know what the hell happened. I mean, yeah, we fought a few weeks ago, but we made up, or well, at least I think we did. I don’t understand why he just started to ignore me and treat me like I’m the worst person he’s ever met.”

Kyle glanced at Kenny, who was not far from the two of you, and he could see the anger and betrayal he was feeling. He couldn’t believe Kenny was playing the victim in all of this, and he couldn’t quite understand why you didn’t do anything to at least make Kenny understand it wasn’t your fault, either.

“You know what’s the worse part? I don’t even know what I did. It looks like I did something to him and Bebe, but I’ve tried to remember everything that happened for those weeks, and I’m unable to piece any of it.” Kyle didn’t stop looking at Kenny during all that moment.

Kenny was ready to pick up a fight with him, but something stopped him. No, someone got his attention, Red. Kyle found it suspicious since he never really listened to anyone but you, but it appears Red became closer to Kenny after his fight with you.

Kyle decided it was best to just direct all his attention back to you instead of Kenny. Kyle grabbed your chin so you could see him directly in the eyes.

“I don’t really know what happened. At this point, I’m pretty sure I know as much as you, but I promise you that I’m going to find out what happened. Just trust me, ok?” Kyle gave you a sweet kiss on your cheek, and you blushed. You were finally smiling for the first time during the day.

“It’s not that necessary, Kyle. I’m just happy you believe me. I’m serious. Thank you” You returned your sight to your book. Kyle smiled at your comment.

He loved making you feel better, he loved your smile, and he loved the way you always managed to make him feel. Loved. Kyle also returned his sight to his book. When he least expected it, he felt your hand grabbing his. You smiled when you felt him squeeze your hand. You really loved everything Kyle was doing for you, and of course, you really loved Kyle.

“You really aren’t going to go to the last day of school? You’ve been absent for over a week now. Also is the graduation ceremony. The last day we will see each other” You and Kyle were lying down on the floor of your bedroom; the bed was way too small for the two of you to fit in it. Your parents, thankfully, were out working until 8 pm, so for the last week, Kyle has been visiting you during the evenings.

“Yeah, it’s not worth it. I don’t have anything to celebrate about,” you sighed. For the past months, Kyle has been the only one you could trust in. And the only one that seems to enjoy your presence.

“C’mon, it’s gonna be fine. I’m gonna be there. Let’s show everyone they cannot get to us that easily. If you don’t go tomorrow, they will win.” you laughed at his comment.

“You’re making it sound like it’s war, Kyle.”

“Well, yeah. Those fuckers hurt you. Don’t satisfy them, sweetheart.” you moved your whole body to face Kyle.

“I don’t know Kyle. I don’t think I want to see Kenny yet” You closed your eyes, trying to hold back the tears that were threatening to fall at any moment. You felt Kyle’s hand grab your cheek, and his thumb started to caress it.

“Open your eyes, please.” You slowly did what he asked you to do, and you realized he was closer to you than he was before. His face was just mere inches apart from yours.

“Kyle…” you looked at his lips. Your whole body was now aware of his presence. How one of his arms was below your head, giving it some support while his other hand was still caressing your cheek. How his breathing started to pick up the moment you looked at his lips. For just that moment, you forgot everything that has been bothering you for such a long time now. For just that moment, it was only you and him.

“Can I…” Kyle didn’t even need to finish the sentence. The two of you have been waiting for this moment for so long, and it was finally happening. You only nodded, and that’s when you felt Kyle’s lips touch yours. The kiss was short but sweet. And it was everything you ever wished for. The two of you opened your eyes, and you stayed in silence for some minutes, just looking into each other eyes. Kyle’s gaze was filled with adoration and love.

“Please, go tomorrow. I’m never leaving your side. Plus, it may be the last day we are going to see each other since we are going to different high schools. Please, sweetheart.”

“Ok, but you have to promise you aren’t leaving me alone at any moment. Promise?”

“Promise.”

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[reinerismwrld]

Call It What You Want

PAIRING: Kyle Broflovski x Reader

SUMMARY: Kyle was the person that made your life better. Even after three years with no contact, you still remember him dearly. Will it be the same for him?

GENRE: Fluff.

WARNINGS: Swearing

WORD COUNT: 2k words

PART: 2 (series masterlist)

“You know, you should contact him,” Stan said from your kitchen. After that night when he arrived drunk at your house two weeks ago, his presence was something recurring in your home, visiting you daily. His question surprises you.

“Who are you talking about?” As you started to recall the conversation you two had before he went up to get something to eat, you didn’t know where that statement came from, nor you know what it meant.

“I’m talking about Kyle. I’m pretty sure he would be delighted if you at least sent him a message.” He came out of the kitchen to sit on your couch next to you.

“I don’t know, Stan. I’m going to be honest with you, I like the idea of contacting him again, but what if he doesn’t like the person I’ve become.” Stan could see your scared demeanor.

“You shouldn’t be scared. He liked you back then, and he will like you now. And if I’m honest with you, I really, really like you now. I mean, not that I didn’t do it back then, it’s just now that we are older, I can appreciate you in all the ways possible, and you are just an amazing person to hang around with” You felt your cheeks burn at his comment. You knew he wanted to be more than a friend to you, but you weren’t prepared for it until you were sure his intentions were pure and truthful. Still, he took every opportunity to show you how much you meant to him. And the last two weeks consisted of him trying to show you how sorry he was for everything that took place six years ago, and you knew you were starting to fall for him quicker than you would like.

“Even if I wanted to do it, I don’t have his number, and I could easily send him a DM, but we both know he rarely uses social media.”

“Luckily for you, I have his number, so call him,” he wrote his number on a little piece of paper that was lying on your coffee table, and he gave it to you. You looked at him suspiciously.

“So? Do it.”

“What? Like now?” You were startled. Was he being serious right now? Did he really want you to call him?

“Yeah,” you looked at Stan as if he lost his mind. But he was looking at you expectantly. You took your phone and started dialing the number on the paper. One, two, three rings were heard through your phone, and then you listened to his voice.

“Hello?” You felt your heart in your throat, making it harder for you to speak.

“Mmm, hi Kyle, it’s me -“

“Y/n,” you smiled when he said your name. “How have you been? I heard you and Stan have been hanging out” You were surprised he knew that. You looked at Stan, and he just chuckled.

“Yes, we have.” You made a pause, not knowing how to continue with the conversation. Luckily, Kyle spoke first.

“So why are you calling me?”

“Well, I was wondering if one day, you know, would you want to hang out? Maybe we could catch up on each other’s lives, or if you want, maybe we could do something the three of us, you, Stan, and me” You felt your throat starting to close, so you drank some water, realizing you were more nervous than you should be.

“I would love to. How about you and me? At the park?” you couldn’t help but smile. You looked at Stan, and surprisingly he was smiling too.

“Then it’s set. Message me when you are free so we can do it” You heard two chuckles and then realized the words you had just said.

“I mean, well-“ you sighed.

“Don’t worry, sweetheart, I understood.” Hearing the old nickname he gave you made your stomach flip. “I’ll message you. Bye”

“Bye,” you hang up. You stayed there for some seconds, trying to process everything, and then, you finally exploded. You went and hugged Stan, taking him by surprise. You couldn’t be happier.

Kyle was waiting for you on a park bench. The two of you decided it was better to talk about everything that was going on in each other’s lives before starting to hang out and continue with your friendship. The closer you got to him, the more nervous you were beginning to become. Kyle was not only your friend back in the day, but he also was your first love, as you were his, so you wanted this day to go perfectly. Every important moment you spent with him was playing on your head, and you must have stayed standing for some time because you felt someone touch your arm.

“Hi, sweetheart, you really shouldn’t just stay standing in the middle of a place alone. Some people’s intentions aren’t that good, you know? Such a pretty girl like you should be precautious.”

“Pretty?

“The prettiest I’ve ever seen” Your heart was beating way too hard. You were pretty sure you were going to have a heart attack at any moment.

“How about an ice cream, and then we can talk, mhm?” Kyle grabbed your hand and walked you to the ice cream stand that was not so far from where the two of you were.

Trying so hard to calm your nerves, you reminded yourself you were there so the two of you could become friends again. And for a strange reason, you remembered Stan. You couldn’t be excited about something happening between Kyle and you, and you knew damn well Stan liked you, and you liked him too, even if you were just hiding it at this point.

After Kyle bought the two of you ice cream, you started to talk about how your lives have been the last three years you weren’t in contact with. Of course, you couldn’t talk about everything, but just the highlights, and the more time you two talked, the more you realized Kyle was the same old Kyle you learned to appreciate and love.

Sure, his personality didn’t change that much, but physically… you couldn’t help but start comparing him to the last time you saw him, he was taller, at least taller than you, and his face was more defined. He was always handsome, but something about him appeared more mature. The most noticeable change was his hair. You knew he always liked it short, but now it was longer. And to be honest, that made him even more handsome, if that was possible.

“So, Stan told me the two of you are friends now. And not only that, but he told me he apologized for whatever stupid thing he did.”

“Yeah, actually, he was the reason I called you. But if I’m honest, I’m more surprised that the two of you were still talking. From what I remember, you hated his guts after everything that went down.”

“I did, but when I entered college, I found out he was studying the same thing as me, and I kinda felt relieved to see a familiar face. So we talked things out, and we became friends again.”

“That’s amazing, Kyle!” You were pleased to hear that. He, Stan, and Kenny were the best of friends during elementary school, so when they started to fall apart in middle school, you were really bummed out by it, but you never really asked Kenny or Kyle about it, too scared to know the truth.

“Talking about that, I never got to thank you, Kyle. I will always be grateful for everything you did for me and how you stayed by my side when I needed someone the most.”

“You don’t have to thank me, sweetheart. I will always be by your side whenever you need me. Even if the years go by and we’re apart, you can always count on me” You smiled at his words. He always managed to make you feel better, and he always managed to make your heart flutter. And now, it wasn’t an exception.

“Can I ask you something, Kyle?”

“Sure.”

“Stan told me you, him, and Kenny made a pact some years ago,” you noticed how Kyle reacted when he heard Kenny’s name, his expression becoming dark. You decided to continue with his lack of response, “About me.” He turned to look at you.

“Oh, so he told you about that, huh?” He smirked, remembering said pact.

“So that’s why we never really were something.”

“I had been in love with you since I was 9. You knew that. I never really understood it before, I thought it was something that was going to pass eventually, but I just couldn’t get you out of my mind. I found out Stan and the other one was in love with you too, so saying you were my friend helped to suppress all those feelings about you. The years passed, and the four of us fell apart. You got closer to Kenny, and that destroyed me. That is why for a year, I changed schools, plus other personal things. I knew I didn’t have any right to be mad, we weren’t anything, so I thought that maybe if I was far from you, my love for you would eventually disappear. I came back for our last middle school year, I thought I was over you, but the first moment I entered the classroom and saw you, all those feelings reappeared. You looked different, prettier, if that was even possible. I fell in love with you all over again. You knew my relationship with any of the guys in our classroom was horrible but tried to make me smile and make me feel better by telling me all of them were losers and mean and how they would be the ones regretting losing my friendship. But still, Kenny had your full attention. Then the unexpected happened. Kenny blew it off, and I was so mad at him, but I was angrier at myself. I let him hurt you when I promised myself I would protect you.” You saw his hands closed in a fist, his knuckles getting white at the memory of you being hurt. You took one of his hands and intertwined your hands together. He smiled at you.

“After that, I promised myself I would do anything to make you feel better and to help you forget about Kenny.”

“You did help me, Kyle. You made it bearable. And you are the only reason I can recall those days and smile at them. Only you. Not Kenny or those girls who used to fake our friendship. You”

“You’re being completely honest?”

“Have I ever lied to you, Kyle Broflovski?” He laughed.

“Never.” The two of you stayed there. Looking into each other’s eyes. He continued.

“The last week of school, you just stopped going to school, and I decided I wanted to know the truth about his actions. Your friend, I don’t remember her name, told me everything. I wanted to tell you, and even when I went every evening to your house that week, I never managed to tell you the truth; I think a part of me was scared of losing you, and the other one was terrified of you getting hurt again. Believe me, I planned to tell you everything that happened, but I couldn't do it. I'm sorry." you nodded and smiled.

"Don't apologize, Kyle. I have to thank you. You made that week a good memory. I'm somewhat glad that week wasn't tarnished with any hurt. I don't know if that would be the same if you had told me what you found out."

"Really?"

"I mean, you also gave my first kiss, too, so..."

"It was your first?" Kyle's smile grew. "I thought he..."

"Oh no, no no. You were my first kiss, Kyle."

"Nice, really nice." Kyle stayed silent for a moment, digesting the new information you just told him. "Where was I?" you laughed. Charming as always.

"Oh yeah, I got sick, but as I said, I did plan on telling you, but after the last day of school, you deleted all social media. I thought I would never be able to see you again, and then, one day in high school, I saw you walking down the hall. I thought I was hallucinating. The probability of us being in the same high school was really low, but it was you.” You remembered you were euphoric to see him again. “And the rest, well, you already know.”

The two of you stayed in silence. Kyle was, is, and will be one of the most important people in your life, no matter how long you go without seeing or being close to him. After all this time, he still manages to make you feel alive. Only one question was in your mind. Was it even possible to still have feelings for someone after a long time? Now that you were adults and not just some immature, hormonal kids, you were curious about how it would feel to be with him. You were about to say something, but he spoke first.

“Can I say something? I don’t know if I’m 100% over you. You kinda always stayed in my heart. After all, you will always be my first love.”

“Can I say something, Kyle? I don’t know either.”

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