#lee jangjun x reader
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nonranghaes · 2 years ago
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"hey... you know jangjun's been flirting with you this entire trip, right?"
joochan has settled onto the steps next to you, half-leaned forward as he tries to keep this between the two of you. you look at him over the rim of your sunglasses, glancing for just a second to where jangjun is getting ready to chop firewood. you realize way too quickly that joochan is entirely serious.
"what? no." you look at jangjun again, watching the over-exaggerated way he stretches, only to drop the act immediately when he sees he's caught your eye. he waves, you wave back, and your eyes meets the very unimpressed ones of joochan. "he's just being jangjun."
"really." his voice is flat and slightly annoyed. "he's been making a fool of himself all week."
"isn't that just jangjun?" you can't hide your smile, though: you like jangjun and how funny he is. but jangjun? flirting with you? you can't see it.
"he literally dedicated our meal to you last night--"
whatever joochan says next, you don't hear because you've caught the sight of jangjun with an axe in hand. with a swift swing, he splits the wood all too easily, and your heart leaps into your throat. joochan looks between the two of you for a moment, noticing that proud smile on jangjun's face that says he's succeeded in what he set out to do.
this is hopeless. you're both idiots. joochan gets up to leave you, and barely seconds later he can hear jangjun flirting with you again ("hey... you come here often?" "jangjun, we're literally on vacation together..."), and he fights the urge to roll his eyes. it'll take locking you two idiots in a room together for you to realize anything.
(maybe that'll be his next move. jangjun just did the fake "yawn and stretch and put-arm-around-other-person" trick and you're eating it up without a second thought. he'd rather you two be insufferable together than as oblivious idiots.)
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thepixelelf · 3 years ago
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henlo my beloved ursa!! i hope ur doing well 💕 if you still wanna do the first kiss prompt: baby blue and jangjun golcha? he is. admittedly in my thoughts too often nowadays 😳 (get him out of there)
[the antithesis of tranquility] Lee Jangjun is talking.
Lee Jangjun is always talking.
And it's no surprise to you, of course, not after all these years in which you've known him as the guy who never stops talking.
It's weird, though. Seungmin -- after Jangjun introduced you to his friends and then fucked off to do something stupid with Joochan while the rest of you watched -- helpfully informed you that, yes, Jangjun talks a lot...
...but only when you're around.
Sure, he's the life of the party in any social situation -- you can't remember the last time you had to put yourself out there without Jangjun by your side loudly proclaiming every good thing about you to anyone who'd bother to listen. (You hate when he does that, but you also take pride in his sincere compliments. He'd never say them straight to your face, so you've never told him to shut up, even though, in the moment, you often feel like burning yourself at the stake.) Any sort of situation in which he's around people he doesn't know, he'll know them soon enough. You're pretty sure everyone you've met since forcefully osmosis-ing yourself into their friend group has gone, "Oh, Lee Jangjun? I know that guy."
Except the thing is: Seungmin says Jangjun is actually a rather quiet dude.
You think it's bonkers, really, to want to live with nine other guys in the same house. Jangjun says the rent is killer (positive) when they all split it up, but you seriously can't believe the idea of two and a half bathrooms working between all of them. Not to mention the Watermelon Rind Incident of August 2022, in which only you sided with your newly proclaimed favourite of the house, Donghyun.
(Jangjun whined for three whole hours until you told him that, fine, he's tied for first place.)
Anyhow, despite living with a bunch of guys who are shockingly (and yet you're surprisingly unsurprised) capable of keeping up with Jangjun in terms of the volume you've borne witness to, Seungmin assures you that Jangjun tends to zip those lips of his whenever he's alone.
Seungmin actually said whenever he's not around you, but you don't think that makes much sense.
"You make him nervous," Seungmin teased one day, while you watched Jangjun laugh at Jaehyun, who was chasing Jibeom down the street for unknown reasons.
"Nervous about what?" you asked, but Seungmin just shrugged and smiled. He's annoying that way.
But now, while Jangjun rambles on and on in the space just outside of your front door, you think you get it.
He came running to your place on one of the grossest days of the year (it rained but it's also unbearably hot, which is so messed up, by the way) to make sure he caught you before you left for your blind date. He hasn't said a word (aside from hundreds of dumb, unrelated ones) about why he'd try to catch you before leaving, but that's not the problem.
You're not going on a date. You're headed out to watch your favourite guilty-pleasure feel-good movie at the old Selenite theatre, the one with only two showings rooms and unaffordable popcorn. Sure, you might call it a treat-yo-self date, but whatever this blind date shit he's spewing at you is so wrong you don't even know what to say as your brain shifts the puzzle into completion like an all-green rubiks cube.
Jangjun ran to your place through the hell-combination of rainstorm and heatwave because some shit-stirrer in his house (you suspect someone born in 1999...) told him you were bringing a date to your one-person party.
In other words;
Jangjun likes you.
"--and, I'm just saying, what about Saturday crossword competition day! We haven't done that in forever and you promised we could do it this weekend, I, uh-- I'm pretty sure!" He's grasping at straws, straight up gaslighting you into thinking you made plans for today when you know you were planning on kicking his ass at crosswords tomorrow, when the big bad Sunday edition comes out. "I haven't done the past week of crosswords just so we could do them together." You're pretty sure he doesn't do crosswords unless you're there, anyway. "And-- and Sungyoon made his famous cookies last night! You want them to just go to waste? All his hard work? You'd break his little ol' fragile ol' heart, shatter it into a million pieces. You want to ditch Sungyoon's cookies -- ditch our crossword coliseum? Oh! Oh! Jail for you! Jail for you for one thousand--!"
So you do the only thing you can think of to shut him up. You plant your lips on his, and smile at the sweet sweet sensation of utter silence.
(You suppose his lips pressing eagerly back onto yours is nice too. And his hands on your cheeks. And the fact that he's stupid crazy in love with you.)
((Later, when you drag Jangjun to the theatre you assure him you were planning on going to alone, you accidentally glance at his phone, where he's sent twenty or so frantic messages to Sungyoon. He needs him to make some cookies ASAP.))
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bluepilogue-s · 4 years ago
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[ WHISPERS ]
in which a temporary stay at a foreign base with ten other people becomes more and more unsettlingly terrifying as weeks go by — especially with the sudden, and sporadic, disappearances.
gn!reader & non-idols!golcha . (govern. agents? kind of?)
PART WARNINGS: disappearances, auditory hallucinations, mentions of panic, grief, etc., angst, open ending … (word count; 500+)
NOTE; any depictions of the real people in this are not a direct reflection of them in real life; please do not take it as such.
this idea came about when i listened to a podcast that talked about the strange happenings in alaska, so … yeah ! very sorry <3 hope you still enjoy this half of it tho !
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You knew that there wasn’t an actual person at T11A7 with you — not anymore.
You knew that all ten of your teammates had strangely disappeared one-by-one, starting with the lead mobile-navigator — and your leader’s right-hand man and best friend — Choi Sungyoon, only a month after arrival; a disappearance that quickly affected the stability of everyone’s stay within T11A7 a lot shakier, and creating a second mission within the first one.
With your oldest teammate and leader, Lee Daeyeol, obviously struggling with both the loss of his best friend and second-hand, but also trying to keep up with the daily logs of how the main mission was going while also still trying to quietly search for the missing, doe-eyed man —
— it was only a matter of time before he, too, disappeared without a trace only two weeks after. Which silently left your third-oldest teammate, Lee Jangjun, in charge of the mission logs and the team; something that slowly took pieces of him.
Though he — whether you think it as fortunate or not — was not the next to disappear shortly after Daeyeol. It was one of the youngest teammates and technicians, Kim Donghyun, who’d been so quiet, but still so curious. The morning you’d woken up to Jangjun’s pure panic and grief had been the hardest — Jangjun had always been so protective of the younger man; having watched Donghyun the longest out of all the younger men grow throughout the training program, he’d always been so much more fond of him. (All three of the oldest in your team had, actually.)
But, with all the grief and panic, came the realization that there was a subtle whisper in, and around, the base; that when it used to be — when it was supposed to be — quiet, it wasn’t. That you never really felt alone anymore. And you had said this much to Jangjun — only to be given a look of indifference and it's just the wind, Y/N.
Which, as it would anyone, only made you frustrated.
You understood that he was grieving — that all of them were; they’d all grown up with each other, they’d become more of a family than just co-workers, and missing people from your family hurt.
You also understood that you were an outsider to them, having only been added to the team last minute — that you weren’t even supposed to be there with them; you’d only been added when Hong Joochan, one of the main mobile-navigators, had injured his leg during the last practice test before they were sent off, and needed to be substituted for, at the least, three months — that being your temporary stay. They were never out-right hostile about you being there — you could just tell that they were uncomfortable having someone looking in on them during their most vulnerable times.
But there was just something so wrong with the area that they — that you — had been sent to. And the disappearances only further added to it; with three men — three healthy men (not counting the last two being stressed and grieving for the first) — just disappearing without a single clue as to where or how, only made it worse. Sure, the mission was to figure out the state of the area and if it was safe to live, but it was beginning to feel like the team was sent to be sacrificed.
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honeyhuun · 4 years ago
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different types of dates with lee jangjun
~ type . headcanon
~ requested . no
~ pairing . jangjun x gender-neutral!reader
~ genre . fluffy fluff !!
~ tw . mentions of alcohol 
~ song recommendation . hold by winner
~ a/n . so i was watching that one jangstar episode with daeyeol and seeing jangjun on the rooftop screaming into the open air, gave me an idea... hence why this scenario exists. hope you enjoy and continue to love our jangstar with all the stars in the universe.
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- now jangjun would absolutely LOVE spending time with you
- it is probably his favourite thing to do in the world 
- when both of you guys are free he is attached to you at the hip
- when you meet at your date place he would hug you so so tight and like not let go
- you had to remind him that you had a date to be continuing but he’d be all whiny and ask for five more minutes in your arms
- dates for him are the perfect way to gain energy
- because of his busy schedule he isn’t able to see you as often as he wants too
- so maybe one or two dates a week if he isn’t extremely busy
- now let’s get onto jangjun’s personal favourite dates
- he would always ask for your input but these are his favourite ways to spend time with you
- ice cream dates !!
- jangjun seems like such a sweetie
- and what’s a better way to prove that than buying you something that’s as sweet as both of you
- the two of you are frequents to the ice cream place near his dorms
- i swear even if it’s -1 degrees outside he would be like “ight it’s ice cream time”
- he would drag you into the store by your hand and asked what flavour you wanted
- when you said something different to the usual he said “ooo spicing it up a bit now aren’t we jagi, would you be able to handle it ~” (teasing shit)
- his eyes would grow so large at the wide array of flavours, watching them being scooped into bowls diligently
- jangjun would order one bowl of the dessert instead of two, having your chosen flavours on one side and his on the other
- he just loves sharing things with you and it makes it easier if he wants to feed you some of his ice cream
- if your order was slightly incorrect he wouldn’t hesitate to call out the poor worker 
- “excuse me sir, my jagi ordered two scoops of cookies n’ cream, why is there only one?”  *you dying of embarrassment next to him* “jangjun honey, it’s alright-” “nu uh, my baby doesn’t deserve this absolutely disgraceful service. y’know what? we are going to a different store next time, this is unacceptable-” *then proceeds to go to the same place with you next week*
- would sit you down in a small booth in a corner and just talk to you about your day
- dates are basically like catch up time for him
- because of the nature of his work there aren’t very many times where he can just talk with you
- he loves to be filled in with all the things happening with your life
- jangjun is an amazing listener, he would bring up shit you said like 50 years ago that you barely remember yourself “ahh y/n how was your weekend off at jeju? what did you do?”
- would totally do that thing they do in dramas. when you have some ice cream on you lips he’d lean in and swipe it off with his thumb (lee jangjun the napkin was right there >:) 
- he would get a bit embarrassed afterwards but it made you giggle so it’s one hundred percent worth it in his eyes
- insists to feed you, you’re his baby there’s no getting away from “say ahhh”
- loves to kiss you during these moments, his heart just swells with so much emotion seeing your cheeks full or seeing you suffer from a brainfreeze
- you would always taste the syrupy sweetness on his lips and the cold from the ice soon turned into warmth
- laser tag dates !!
- jangjun lives for your smile
- it actually completes him
- there are two quick ways to make you smile
- making you laugh and teasing you
- and during laser tag dates he always does an over abundance of both ~
- on this occasion he brought joochan and donghun along (he didn’t do it willingly, they begged him to earth and back and promised not to mess up the date) (if you count stealing a good chunk of your attention from jangjun a ruined date, then yeah they did :)) 
- so we now have a pouty jangjun who wants your attention very much because you’re talking to donghun more than him
- he get’s the perfect opportunity to get back at you when you’re put on opposite teams
- you and donghun vs.  jangjun and joochan let’s go >:
- jangjun would always try and distract you by doing cute shit but it would never work
- even forgets about donghun he only has eyes for you, even when he’s trying to get you to lose 
- “it would be amazing if my wonderful very beautiful y/n came over here for a second.” “lee jangjun do you think i’m daft” “daft for my love now come here-”
- when you try to shoot him and miss (you swear you hit his sensor though) he pokes his tongue out and runs off
- strong advocator against camping, he says it isn’t fair and a cheap strategy (it’s just that he’s never paying 100% of his attention to the game and gets caught out by donghun because he’s too busy looking at you)
- jangjun is so so so so so so in love with you but will never out rightly admit just how much he does, but it’s so evident in how he looks at you and in the little things (like not shooting you when he has the perfect opportunity to) 
- i have a feeling he’d just randomly do the choreo to something like genie in the middle of the game and get pissy when someone catches him out
- turns out joochan wasn’t as good as a teammate as he thought when they lost to a cleverly planned ambush by you and donghun
- he swears his day can’t get any worse being betrayed by his partner and bandmates, but give him five minutes and a few pats on the head and he’s all yours again
- lovesick puppy ;-;
- board game dates !!
- sometimes the weather doesn’t always permit you to be able to go outside
- so on days of extreme weather he’d always show up to your door with heavy bags filled with unhealthy snacks, a blanket or two, alcohol (it’s no secret how much he likes to drink) and a few board games to try out
- after setting everything up he’d take a shot of soju to feel buzzed and doesn’t forget to feed you a bit before you start. he will not let his baby play with an empty stomach >:
- you guys always start with a classic: monopoly
- picks hat or dog; thinks the car is ugly
- cheats, like a lot.
- “jangjun you moved your piece ahead like fifty spaces bring it back- we both were on go a few minutes ago !!” “jagi what are you talking about? i was always there!!” *secretly moves his piece two spaces forward*
- goes to jail a lot but almost immediately gets a jail out free card (he isn’t cheating for this one, he just has luck you could only dream of)
- laughs so loudly when you land on his property and have to pay up, holds his hand out for the money and you wish you could beat him up; only with love though ~
- gets on his knees and begs you to give him four, hundred notes when he’s on the verge of bankruptcy 
- you never agree and he always ends up loosing, accuses you of cheating and you can only laugh
- “you won AGAIN? y/n stop cheating, it isn’t fair-” “lovely to hear that from you lee jangjun...” “at least i cheat with pride and dignity!”
- will reluctantly move on to jenga
- even more tipsy this time, you’re the same (if you drink that is)
- makes up stupid dares you have to do if you lose
- it’s probably shit like running outside of your place into the street screaming or aegyo
- both for his personal enjoyment and good photos
- this is where you guys get serious
- no love just “YOU WERE THE ONE THAT TOUCHED IT LAST” “NO I WASN’T MY ARM WAS RIGHT HERE” “LIAR-”
- once you had a really long game and it looked like jangjun was going to win but you sneezed and made him lose focus
- as we have already established you are his baby, you can’t be sick wtf that’s a crime
- gives you the death stare as the tower topples
- *proceeds to do the most over the top aegyo you’ve ever seen before going back to giving you the death stare*
- just kiss him and he’d forget why he was even mad at you in the first place
- now he’s basically drunk at this point, slurring his words and refusing to let you out of his vice grip
- being smart you try to get him to bed but he refuses wanting to play one more game. what are you supposed to do, say no?
- that game ends up being charades !! jangjun is normally really good at this game, when he is sober that is...
- can not guess what you are doing for the life of him
- “giraffe, polar bear, gorilla-” *you were acting out excitement. the emotion.*
- giggles cutely when you guess correctly what he’s trying to
- his cheeks are all red form all the alcohol and i’m-
- both of you (only him if you’re not drunk) pass out on the couch just wrapped in blankets with your bodies smooshed together
- jangjun wakes up in the morning very happy despite his raging hangover
- video call dates !!
- jangun is an idol, the nature of his work means he can’t see you as often as he’d like
- even when he’s free your schedule sometimes doesn’t match up with his free days
- this problem won’t stop jangjun from trying to spend time with you, if he can’t smooch you in person he would give his laptop screen all the smooches in the world to make up for it :<
- video call dates are absolutely necessary to your relationship and they are your most common date 
- jandjun would legit go insane without seeing your face for too long
- lost in the waves of constant dance practice, recordings and promotions you ground him
- you’re like his safe space, he can be as uncensored with you as he you wants (if jangjun is holding himself back in normal recordings just imagine how he’d be with you alone)
- so video call dates would happen very often definitely a minimum of three times a week
- y’all would do many things, maybe he would be studying japanese and you reading something required for work or school
- he could be working out and just called you to give him motivation
- but the most common type of video call dates are your mukbang ones
- jangjun loves to see you eat
- one of his favourite things is to share a meal with you
- so during dinner times, he thanks who ever cooked the food (ngl it’s probably takeout), took it to his room, told seungmin to go somewhere else for 30 minutes and turned on his laptop to call you
- smily when you answer and sees your face
- “y/n !! how was your day angel? i was missing you a lot today, have you eaten? no? go and get something then, i can hear your tummy rumbling from our dorm. we can have a little dinner date!!” 
- help i am helplessly in love with this man and i don’t know what to do >:
- brings his food up to the camera “it looks good right~”
- WILL try and feed you through the screen and ends up spilling a bit on his keyboard
- will let you do the talking, will just eat happily nodding along adding input when needed
- jangjun fluffy cheeks full of food; my favourite concept ~
- will pout when he has to end the call because seungmin needs something in their room
- “i’ll talk you later y/n, always missing you~”
- rooftop dates !!
- jangjun’s final fav type of date
- he doesn’t want to do these too often, they need to feel extremely special
- when he knows you’ve been having a hard time recently or he hasn’t seen you in a while, jangjun would ask you to come to the rooftop of his dorm or company
- this where you would see him at his most romantic
- jangjun isn’t one for grand gestures and deep heartfelt declarations of love
- he shows his love in little ways most of the time but he just feels the obligation to do something bigger once in a while
- when you arrive at the rooftop, it’s decorated with fairy lights and pillows
- jangjun would sneak up behind you, placing his hands on your shoulders giving you a jumpscare
- “BOO !! hehe i scared you right ~ so... do you like it? i had youngtaek help me with it, i promised to buy him food afterwards. see, i owe someone food because of you-”
- would lead you to the pile of blankets plopping down first, patting the space next him
- won’t hesitate to burry himself into you his excuse being “i might not be able to do this again for a while” ;-;
- he would prefer rooftop dates in the day because cloud gazing is much more fun to him than stargazing
- jangjun would point out like really obscure and hard to see shapes in the clouds “oh my god jagi, look at this one !! it looks like burger ~” “hun are you hungry?” “maybe...”
- he’d also enjoy looking down at the street seeing people going about with life, it just made him feel more apart of something and not just a lonely island in the idol world
- if you really really liked the stars he’d change the plans to be in the evening instead (only because he has more chances to stare at you when you’re concentrated on trying to find patterns in the sky)
- would say shit like “the sky looks amazing, but not as amazing as you ;)” and you’d want to push him off
- honestly you’re the only person jangjun would ever stoop this low for in the realms of cheesiness 
- moments like this would be the only times he’d ever tell you he loved you
- it’s not like he never feels it, because trust me he does every single moment he’s with you
- he would always say things like “you know you love me ~” often but it was always in playful jest (and when he mildly pisses you off oops-)
- those three words were only saved for perfect moments like this and you knew he meant them every time
- you guys would be looking up at the sky and he’d just grab your hand and rub your thumb saying how seriously lucky he is to know you and how he’d never imagine in a million years to be able to call you his, while cuddling closer to you. you’d just smile because lee jangjun- and he’d press his lips on the shell of your ear and say softly “i love you”
- (clock by infinite just came on DO YOU EXPECT ME TO BE OKAY RIGHT NOW)
- then he moved to your lips and i’m a goner-
- this is definitely the sappiest you’d ever see jangjun but this side of him was very very very cute n’ soft indeed
- would just lay with you forever and ever just enjoying your presence
- as long as your there jangjun would never look at anything that isn’t you
- lee jangjun just enjoys spending time with you so so much, it’s when he’s really at his happiest and most carefree
- make sure to take him to all your favourite places in return, he’d love to see all the things that make you happy :((
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a/n . this killed me from the inside out, i love this boy so much- to whoever is reading this jangjun and golcha love you so much :(
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key201303 · 4 years ago
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GOLDEN CHILD MASTERLIST
KEY WORDS:
🐥 -> ONESHOT
® -> REQUESTED
🌸 -> FLUFF   
🤧 -> ANGST
🔥 -> SUGGESTIVE/SMUT
💀 -> CREEPY
❤ -> VALENTINE SPECIAL
❄ -> CHRISTMAS SPECIAL
🎃 -> HALLOWEEN SPECIAL
🎂 -> BIRTHDAY SPECIAL
🏵 -> DRABBLES
🌺 -> SERIES
⏰ -> TIMESTAMPS
🆎 -> NSFW ALPHABET
📱 -> SOCIAL MEDIA AU
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Birthday drabble 🌸🎂🏵
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Bottom of the ocean   🌸🐥🌺
Dead Alive 🎃💀🌸🤧🌺
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babysubinnie · 4 years ago
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golden child masterlist
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- so this is gonna be a little different than usual,, just for my masterlists,, if the group has higher than 8 or so fics, then i’ll make a seperate masterlist for them,, in golcha’s case there were 9 so heh - i’m probably going to leave this gif cuz it’s cute so it won’t change until my bias miraculously changes - in order of age :)
f - fluff                 ✨- requested a - angst             🧩 - my favorites             e- emotional      
a/n:: all of this is my own work, that i wrote myself. if there’s any copies, reuploads, or that are copied on any other accounts other than this one, it is not mine.
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so that’s how you felt - lee daeyeol (f) ✨
being an idol at woollim has it’s ups and downs, but every single time you go to the conveinece store, it just so happens that daeyeol is only there when you are.
run to me - choi sungyoon (f) ✨
you and the twins got to be in the audience of golcha’s isac win for 60m and 400m relay. the twins always got babysat by the golden child boys so when they won, the twins congratulated the boys but not sungyoon.
don’t change the channel - lee jangjun (a,f)
every ONE (lucid dream) performance, jangjun always has that one part that his looks are just breathtaking, and he changes the video while you admire that one part over and over.
dance with me - bong jaehyun (f)
dancing with jaehyun isn’t hard, well only when he starts nagging you about how you need to practice harder so that you guys can do a duo on stage on day together. there’s only one thing that makes you want to work harder.
do it, i dare you - kim jibeom (e)
being the fiancé of one of the biggest mafia bosses in korea isn’t easy, it’s actually quite difficult especially if his one mission is the worst one he could ever be assigned.
the real best friend - hong joochan (e)
best friend!joochan is starting to fall in love with this girl. she’s clearly a bitch but that one day when joochan comes in to talk to you about the feelings that you had for him, it’s actually to tell you he’s engaged.
my joochan - hong joochan (f,a) ✨
you liked joochan more than anything in the world, but your dad made it clear that he forbade me from going out with him. when he gets fired from your dad, there’s not much you can do.
team captain - choi bomin (f,a)
the boy that everyone was in love with. the boy that everyone thought was absoultely perfect, it turns out that maybe he isn’t so perfect. but that’s the reason why you loved him. wait-
choi bomin as your boyfriend ✨
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crybabybomin · 5 years ago
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Cramps - Lee Jangjun
Pairing: Jangjun x reader
Words: 673
Warnings: none
Request: Hello may i request a fluff with Jangjun where you have very heavy period pains and he tries his best to comfort you and distract you? Ty in advance 🥺
Masterlist💕
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You were watching a video when you felt it happen. It’s that time of the month again. Yep your period started. You went to the toilet to check if it actually happened and yes. Luckily you didn’t have any plans today. You knew that the cramps would start soon. So you prepared a hot chocolate for yourself and you went to sit on the couch. Your boyfriend wouldn’t be coming home for an hour so you had to entertain yourself. You decided on watching a k-drama.
You heard the door open and Jangjun walked in. “hey babe.” You just mumbled a respons and he looked shocked at you. “not even an hello, what’s wrong.” And he sat down besides you. “I got my period today.” You told him and as if you pushed a button in his brain he stood up. He walked to the kitchen and after a while he came back with an ice tub and two spoons.
You smiled at him. And he started talking about stupid stuff he did today. He filmed a new episode of Jangstar and he had some members as guests. Seeing him talk about his day cheered you up but you still had cramps. “hey can you get me a hot pack.” You asked jangjun and he stood up like sonic and ran to the kitchen. Well he tried halfway on the way he slipped and fell. You bursted out laughing. He stood up and looked happy. “At least I made you happy.” And he walked to the kitchen and got you the hot pack. He sat down next to you and you were finally smiling.
“can we watch a movie.” He asked you. You nodded and he put both of yours favourite movie on. He put his arm around you and you rested on his chest. You couldn’t really focus much on the movie and were just thinking about how lucky you were with Jangjun as your boyfriend. You randomly kissed his cheek. “What was that for?” He laughed at you. “Just because I love you.” He stood up and started dancing. “Y/n loves me, Y/n loves me, Y/n loves me” You laughed at him. When he stopped dancing he said. “I love you too.” And kissed your cheek.
You stood up and started dancing like him. “Jangjun loves me, Jangjun loves me, Jangjun loves me.” He laughed and you both were dancing like crazy in the living room. He hugged you and you were engulfed by him. “Thanks for making me smile.” He looked down at you. “Im your boyfriend that’s what im supposed to do, you stupid” you looked at him and pushed him away. “your calling me stupid when you fell into the water twice even though the producers told you not to.”
He was thinking of his comeback but he didn’t have anything to say. “You have a point there.” And he started chasing you. You were running around. When you acted like you fell down. “baby are you okay.” And he picked you up and put you on the bed. “Awh how nice.” You said when you laid down. “Ya are you serious.” You laughed. He laid down next to you and after a while you fell asleep. Jangjun just kept staring at you.
He was very happy that he cheered you up and that he was able to make you laugh. He loved you more than anything in the world. He might seem like a crazy person sometimes but he would do anything for you. You accepted him as himself and that’s what he liked about you. He could be totally himself and so could you. He loved that sometimes you could be as crazy as him.
After a while he fell asleep too.
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tbhsoft · 5 years ago
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honsul
(n.) the act of drinking alone
as an adult, one of your favorite past times was going out to drink with your friends. so many memories blessed your phone on these nights and made drinking alone during quarantine all the more sad. that’s why you gave jangjun a call.
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he gave you a look and tilted his head, “drinking over facetime? that sounds so sad. lemme get the soju!”
you laughed as he raced to set up his own mini bar. he placed his shot glass on the table and plopped down in his chair. you both poured soju into your glasses and took your first shot of the night.
you talked for hours, throwing back shots after every other topic. it was amazing how in sync you guys were together, agreeing on almost everything. it was inevitable that you fell for him.
when you guys were together, the crackhead energy was potent. every place you went to echoed with your cackles and loud banter. there was never a dull or uncomfortable moment. over facetime was no different. you enjoyed each other’s company.
“hey— [y/n]?” he slurred, empty glass in hand. “i got something to tell you.”
you hummed with a flush adorning your face. your lashes fluttered as you looked at him. “yessir?”
“i think you’re stupid.”
your eyebrows furrowed together at the insult as you straightened your back. “excuse me?”
jangjun drowsily pointed his finger at you, “how could you not know that i’m in love with you? it’s been years!” a sheepish grin grew on his blushing face.
suddenly, you were sober. jangjun was in love with you? he has been for years?
“i wasn’t going to say anything— but, considering that we’re in quarantine, i think i’ll have enough time to process a rejection before we see each other again.”
your eyes widened as your lips parted. you grabbed your phone, “i think that’s enough drinking for night. i’m gonna go to sleep! i’ll see you in the morning!” you hurriedly ended the call and chucked your phone on your bed.
it’s the alcohol talking, you reassured yourself. your heart unfortunately didn’t believe it, skipping a beat at the thought of your feelings being returned.
morning came and so did a text from jangjun.
jangjun: that was fun! we should invite the guys!
you: invite the whole circus? of course haha
you fidgeted with your phone, your fingers begging to ask the question that was on your mind.
jangjun: remember what i said last night..?
your breath hitched. it was your chance to ask.
you: ya… did you mean it?
you were nervous for his response. a couple of minutes passed before your phone dinged again.
jangjun: yes.
you grinned and eagerly texted him back, your relationship starting a new chapter.
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beautifulchris · 2 years ago
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pink tulip
pairing: bang chan x gn!reader
wc: 3,4k
featuring: hwang hyunjin, lee felix, kim seungmin, yang jeongin, blackpink’s lisa, bts’ jeongguk, got7’s bambam and yugyeom, golden child's jangjun
summary: you’re always glued to your best friend chan, and your seventh year with him is no different
genres: hogwarts!au, best friends to lovers!au, gryffindor!chan, gryffindor!reader, fluff
warnings: kissing
notes: moodboard made by me, pictures found on the internet. reposting works from my old blog
order of writing: chan - jisung - minho - hyunjin - jeongin - seungmin - changbin - felix
networks: @kflixnet @k-labels @straykidsland
tag list: @badwithten @raethethey send ask/dm/comment to be added!
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The weather was perfect on a sunday like this. Warm with a refreshing breeze. On the Quidditch pitch, a majority of Gryffindor were either on the field, a broom in hand or sitting between the stands.
You were set back from the group of people on the field, stretching to be in the best form possible.
Quidditch meant a lot to you, it had for five years now. Being in the Quidditch team for so long meant having friends and rivals but overall, you were very friendly so the rivalry turned into friendship over the years.
You were stretching your arms when you felt a hand on your shoulder. You turned around with your arm still spread and hit Jeongguk’s shoulder.
“Eh!”
Yugyeom was laughing and you joined him cheerfully. Jeongguk’s expression was too funny to be ignored.
“You scared me Gguk, it’s your fault. Hi Yugy.”
“Hi Y/N, how’s it going?”
“I’m ready to keep my place. Also congrats on you two for staying as beaters this year.”
“Thanks. We’ll try not to take you down too much.”
”You’ll wish you did,” you bragged.
They scoffed with smiles on their faces. “It’s almost time for tryouts, we’ll be on the stands cheering you on,” said Yugyeom gently.
“Yeah, we wouldn’t miss this for anything.”
“Just say you’re here to spy on us for Soyeon,” you accused, not being serious at all.
“Can’t we cheer on our friend without being attacked like this?” Yugyeom fake cried.
You rolled your eyes playfully. “Thanks guys, your presence is really appreciated,” you smiled at them as they walked away, waving at you.
As the chaser, you were one of the best elements of the team. But really, you always thought the team was getting better and better over the years. Especially since Hyunjin joined.
Speaking of which, he only had time to come to you when Chan went straight to you both when he saw you on the field.
“Hey,” Chan greeted as he kissed your forehead and hugged Hyunjin.
Chan was your best friend. He always greeted you with a kiss on your forehead. It was his way of showing you affection. He was also a lot clingy, so he hugged his friends often, you included.
“Hey, do I really have to audition for the tryouts again?”
Chan was the captain of the Gryffindor Quidditch team. He was also the last —but not least— one to make the tryouts for the team of the year. Around thirty students —more people than the year before— came and he was divided between being happy so many people wanted to be part of the team and being anxious because he knew he inevitably had to say no to more of them.
“Are you scared better chasers will take your place, Hyunjin?” Chan asked, smirking.
“Definitely not, I’m determined to get in.”
“You’re right, you’re one of the best. If Chan doesn’t take you back, that would be the team’s loss. And you don’t want a weak team, am I right, Chan?” you asked, turning to Chan.
Hyunjin thanked you for your kind words and you winked at him while Chan waited for him to walk away before giving you an implied look. To which you replied with a raised eyebrow.
“What? Am I not right?”
“You are, he’s one of the best. But there’s a lot of people today, I ca—”
“So what?” you cut him off. “You know like me that none is better than him.”
“You seem to forget yourself.”
“What does it have to do with me?”
“You’re as good as he is, if not better. Give your best today, it would be a shame if I had to replace you,” he winked at you, put his broom between his legs and flew into the air without letting you reply.
He went in front of the mass of people who were waiting for the tryouts while you were left flustered by his wink. You quickly put yourself together (you’ll have plenty of time to rant after the tryouts), picked up your broom and went next to Hyunjin to listen to what the captain had to say.
“Thank you everyone for coming today. As you know, six people will be selected for this year. A seeker, two beaters and three chasers. Let’s begin with the chasers, shall we? Next will be the beaters then the seeker. Please, those who came for the other positions you can go to the stands for now.”
You prepared yourself and went in the air as easily as walking. Flying on a broom was so satisfying, you really loved it and were almost more comfortable in the air than on the ground.
Chan positioned himself in front of the hooped goal posts and Bambam, the freshly new Gryffindor Head Boy, who you didn’t see coming, threw the quaffle into the air. The tryouts had officially started and you were ready to show your skills.
About thirty minutes later, the verdict was final. Everyone returned to the ground and gathered around Chan.
“I want you all to know that if you’re not taken this year, don’t lose hope. Your time will come. I mean, it's my last year,” he laughed. “Alright, let me introduce the new chasers for this year: Y/N Y/L/N, Lisa Manoban and Hyunjin Hwang. Congratulations to you three.”
Everyone clapped their hands. Chan’s eyes met yours and your smile lighted up his face, making him smile brightly, showing his cute dimples. You then found Lisa and Hyunjin and hugged them tight.
“I’m so happy. We’re like the holy trinity,” beamed Lisa into your ear.
“It’s true, we’re a killing team,” added Hyunjin.
You closed your eyes and enjoyed the moment of joy you were sharing with your friends while the field was slowly emptying, leaving the chasers and the keeper.
“Guys, the beaters are coming. Ready to go there again?”
“Way to kill the mood, Chan,” whined Lisa but you went back into the air like you belonged there.
The beaters were chosen after forty minutes into the game. It wasn’t without complaints but Mingyu Kim and Chaeyoung Son were the best. They deserved it, since they almost killed you —twice.
For the seeker, you all had to play again, but somehow you never got tired of it. You were amazed by the time Mark Lee needed to catch the snitch. Eight minutes. He was the fastest boy you ever saw.
When he returned to the ground where everyone was waiting for him, you realized his broom was the fastest of the current year.
Of course, you thought, it helps.
But he truly was the best, the broom couldn’t create talent. You were sure to win all the games with him.
The tryouts finished, you directly went to take a shower and relax in the Gryffindor common room. Your transfiguration homework could wait an hour or two.
Chan sat next to you on the comfortable couch.
“You were amazing today. I couldn’t stop any quaffle you threw.” He was truly impressed by you. Ordinarily, he could stop two or three, but today, you were at your best form.
“Thank you. I practiced during summer with my dad,” you explained. “But are you sure it’s me getting better or you getting sloppy?”
He looked at you in disbelief and it made you giggle. His features softened at the view, he undeniably had a soft spot for you.
If only you could see it, he often thought.
“Hey, you want to spend the day with me next weekend?” offered Chan.
“Sure, what do you want to do?”
“We could revise for the N.E.W.T. at the Three Broomsticks?”
“Like a study date?”
“A—a date?” he choked a bit.
“Yeah, it’s not what you were asking?”
“Oh yes, yes it was.”
Chan felt awkward and stupid for stuttering like that. He wanted to show more assurance but you were making his heart beat so fast he couldn’t help it.
He was saved by the gong. Or more precisely, Jeongin, who needed help for the Lapifors spell. You greeted the younger and they left you.
You had your eyes closed and didn’t open them when you felt someone sitting next to you again.
“When are you going to confess?”
Your eyes opened wide and you looked at the boy.
“What are you even doing here, Seungmin?”
“I came here right after the tryouts to congratulate you and Hyunjin. So congrats. And don’t change the subject,” he grinned.
You sighed, staring at the portrait of the lion above the fireplace.
“Thanks. We have a study date next week,” you simply replied.
“A WHAT? You’re growing up so fast,” he said in an emotional voice, wiping off a non-existent tear from his eye.
“You’re younger than me, silly,” you laughed at his reaction.
“True but still, it’s been years Y/N. It was about time you did something.”
You completely ignored what he just said. “I think he flirted with me before the tryouts. I’m not sure though.”
“…What did he say?”
“He complimented me on my skills and winked at me. I was so flustered, Seungmin, I swear he’s so likable.”
“Whipped.” He giggled shamelessly at your pout.
“What is?” you heard Chan ask from behind you.
From the corner of your eye, you glared at Seungmin for a second, a scared expression on your face, before turning around with an awkward smile.
“Nothing, we were just gossiping,” explained your Ravenclaw friend, saving you from embarrassing yourself.
“Okay, I feel like you’re hiding something from me but I’ll let it pass for now.”
“Thank you,” you breathed then got up. “I have transfiguration homework to do, bye guys.” You literally ran to your room without looking back to avoid any further questions.
“Is everything okay?” you heard Chan ask but didn’t stay to listen to the rest.
“Yeah, so when are you going to confess?”
(っ◔◡◔)っ ✿
The whole week you were thinking about the study date and when it was time to go, you were a bit nervous, but excited.
When you entered the Three Broomsticks, your eyes wandered around looking for your best friend. You found him upstairs in a corner, two mugs of butterbeer in front of him. His dimples showed when he smiled at you and your heart melted. It was one of the things that made you really happy.  You joined him and started working.
“I spent a really good time with you today. Thank you for helping me with this particularly hard silencing charm. And sorry for practicing on you.”
“It was with pleasure, Y/N. Thank you for your help on my transfiguration homework. I couldn’t see the end of the parchment last night.”
“You want to do this again?”
“I would love to.”
“What about the same day, same time, same table if not already taken?”
“Okay,” he agreed, finishing his butterbeer. His heart was fluttering, he won more alone time with you, like you weren’t already inseparable.
On a table, not far, Felix and Seungmin were talking about the two lovebirds.
“How many months before one of them confesses?”
“It’ll be done by the Christmas holidays. I hope,” Seungmin sighed, sipping his mug of butterbeer.
(っ◔◡◔)っ ✿
And so, every saturday you practiced Quidditch and every sunday you studied at the Three Broomsticks. It was your routine for a few weeks, until the first match opposing Gryffindor to Slytherin, the second weekend of november.
The whole school was present for it, especially your friends in the front row, hyping the hell out of both teams. Jangjun and Felix were the commentators and you were expecting funny comments from them.
Everyone was in good condition and was excited for their first match of the season. The Slytherin team was constituted of the best Slytherin players and Soyeon was a good captain. You weren’t very close but she had helped you before for your Wiggenweld potion the year before, which made you earn an O, so you were grateful.
The teams greeted each other and you talked a bit with Yugyeom, Jeongguk and Changbin. The latter was one of your closest friends so even if you were currently rivals, you gave him a warm hug and wished him good luck.
“Alright, is everybody ready?” asked the referee.
A whole cheer answered back and all the players went into the air. You flew above the referee to be the first to catch the quaffle.
“One, two… THREE. LET’S START,” she shouted before releasing the bludgers and the snitch then throwing the quaffle into the air.
“From the outset, Y/N is taking the quaffle and is going for that goal,” Jangjun commented into the mic.
“They’re flying majestically,” added Felix.
“Mister Lee, please,” scolded the professor next to him.
He apologized and continued, “Y/N gives the quaffle to Lisa, who’s making a sloth grip roll to avoid a bludger sent by Yugyeom!”
“She’s giving the quaffle to Hyunjin and he’s close to the goal. He’s about to strike, San is getting ready and- HE SCORES!”
“Ten-Zero for Gryffindor!” shouted Jangjun excitedly.
About three hours after the beginning of the match, no injuries were to be deplored. Mark was about to catch the snitch but Jeongguk blocked him and Changbin caught it right after. Even with their final effort, Gryffindor won the game. The final score was very close: 240-230.
The team was celebrating with a few friends at the Three Broomsticks after a well-deserved long and hot shower. There were a total of eighteen people gathered around two tables. Engorgement charm had been used on the mugs of butterbeer, unbeknownst of Madam Rosmerta —and she better not know for all of your sakes.
A few hours after the little party, where you all had a very good time, exchanging anecdotes about everyone’s school experience, you went back to school.
On the way, Chan and you were glued to each other like always. Everyone could see the love you had for each other but you.
(っ◔◡◔)っ ✿
Two weeks after the second Quidditch match opposing Hufflepuff to Ravenclaw, Seungmin, Hyunjin, Felix and Jeongin gathered in the Room of Requirement to talk about you and Chan while you were both studying at the Three Broomsticks like every sunday.
“We really have to do something to help them. I refuse to see them spend the Yule ball with anyone else,” said Seungmin in a serious tone.
“Or worse: alone,” added Jeongin.
“They’re never going to confess on their own, they’re too afraid to lose each other,” sighed Hyunjin.
“We can help them with that, right?” asked Felix.
“Right. I have an unerring plan,” smirked Seungmin.
(っ◔◡◔)っ ✿
And so the next friday, as you were walking to your next class, a note flew out of nowhere on your charms book saying “meet me in the room of requirement at 7 tonight. chan xx”.
You stared at the note for a whole minute. Lisa had to pull you by the arm to avoid a collision with a running group of first years.
“What’s happening?” inquired Lisa with a raised eyebrow.
“Uh, nothing, I’m seeing Chan tonight.”
“You see Chan everyday. Why are you blushing so hard? Did he ask you out?” She jumped around you excitedly.
Instead of answering her, because you didn’t know exactly what he wanted to tell you, you showed her the note.
“Oh my, this is so cool. If you need help with anything, let me know before it’s too late.” She fled away and you followed her.
“Wait, what is that supposed to mean?”
(っ◔◡◔)っ ✿
Meanwhile, Chan was seated on a low wall with Bambam when the note deposited itself on his hand while he was talking. He stopped himself to read “meet me in the room of requirement at 7 tonight. y/n xx”.
Bambam read it over his shoulder and nudged his friend.
“Tell me you’re going to go.”
“Did I ever ditch on my best friend?”
“Best friend,” he repeated mockingly, “you better dress well for the occasion.”
“What do you mean?”
“Dude, you’re unbelievable,” Bambam face palmed.
(っ◔◡◔)っ ✿
Jeongin was hiding near the door and no one could see him. He was there to make sure you and Chan would enter while everything your friends worked hard for was still present.
Chan was the first to enter the Room of Requirement. He was surprised and amazed by the sight. Birds were flying, candles and flowers were levitating and a table at the center of the room was filled with yours and Chan’s favorite food.
Soon after, you entered the room, looking outside as you closed the door.
“Hey Chan— wow.”
You took the sight in as well. A particular light made your face shine and Chan could swear he fell in love with you once again. Your eyes laid on him and you smiled.
“What did you want to talk about?” you asked, gulping loudly.
“I received a note from you, don’t you have something to say to me?” he raised an eyebrow.
“I received a note from you too, though.”
You watched his reaction, being yourself confused. His smile faded a bit and you worried.
“I see there’s our favorite food, want to eat? I’m starving,” you proposed.
“Sure.”
He sat in front of you but didn’t lay his eyes on the food since you entered. That was the moment Jeongin chose to discreetly leave to join his friends in the Great Hall.
“So, if you didn’t send that note and I didn’t either, who do you think made all of this?” you asked.
“Probably Seungmin. I think the flowers come from him.”
“I agree. I recognize ambrosia, linaria bipartita, red rose and red, pink, orange tulip,” you enumerated, looking around.
“It’s crazy how you can recognize so many flowers.” Once again, he was impressed by you.
“I simply love Herbology. Felix surely helped by asking the elves to cook all this delicious food.”
“I think he and Hyunjin used the levitation charm and the avifors spell.”
“And someone had to stay here until one of us got in. I bet they made Jeongin do it.”
“They did so much, it’s really cool. Hey, look at the birds!” you exclaimed.
They were forming a big heart while flying. How romantic! It suddenly made you realize the meaning behind the flowers and you looked down at Chan. He looked at you at the same time and you stared at each other for a rather long time. You began to speak at the same time as well. Damn synchronization. 
“Chan—”
“Y/N—”
“You first.”
“No, you.”
“Okay, I know the meaning behind the flowers.”
“Oh?” he seemed interested to have your insight on them. Truthfully, he was interested in anything you had to say.
“So,” you took a deep breath, “pink tulips mean caring, good wishes, friendship, joyful occasions and confidence. The orange one means understanding, appreciation and truest love. After that, it’s…”
“It’s what?”
“Ahem. Linaria bipartita means… please notice my feelings for you.”
Chan widened his eyes. Was it going to happen through flowers symbolism?
“Red tulip means undying love, passion and perfect love and ambrosia means reciprocated love.”
“Looks like Seungmin knows us too much. I love you.”
“I love you too, Chan.”
“You have no idea how happy I am right now, hearing you say that.” If his red ears and dimpled smile were any indication.
“I love you, I love you, I love you so much Chan, I’ve loved you for so long now,” you chanted, taking his hands in yours over the table.
“Me too. Would you want to go to the Yule Ball with me?”
“Of course I would!”
You both got up at the same time and you hugged tightly. Oh how happy you were at this moment, in your lover’s arms with birds chanting your names… Wait.
“Do you hear what I hear?”
“Yes…”
You looked at the birds. It wasn’t unpleasant to hear. Felix and Jeongin must have taken a lot of their time to teach them so much.
The elves worked hard to make the food and it would be a shame to leave it there. You had a wonderful date that night.
(っ◔◡◔)っ ✿
The night of the Yule Ball, after dancing for two whole hours non-stop with your friends, you went outside to breathe. Chan followed you and put his hand on your waist.
“You look stunning,” he said into your ear.
You turned to him and kissed his lips.
“So are you.”
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nonranghaes · 2 years ago
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heads up! agent au. mentions of gunshot wounds and surgery and blood.
"they're awake, you know." daeyeol stands before jangjun in the hospital waiting room, hands tucked into his pants pockets. "and they asked about you."
technically, you've been awake for a while now. the surgery went fine, and you're alive (thankfully), and jangjun can't bring himself to leave this spot. his hands, which are carefully tucked away into his own pants pockets, still have your blood on them. his shirt is still stained with both his and your blood, and he hasn't left the hospital since the moment they brought you in, only ever budging when someone looked at his own wounds. daeyeol ends up pushing him ahead of him, following behind to make sure jangjun doesn't get any other ideas.
by the time he shows up to your room, it's empty aside from you. everyone else has likely heard the story by now, and he stops in the open doorway. it takes another shove (this time from joochan, he thinks--he doesn't get a glance before someone pulls the door shut behind him), and jangjun is within your field of vision.
you breathe in, long and quiet, and exhale. "you look like shit, lee."
he's already tearing up as he crosses the room, all but collapsing onto the space next to you as he takes your face in his hands. "don't do that again!" he says, voice harsh but wavering. "i could have taken a bullet--"
"you needed to be--"
"i know where i needed to be," he says. "just... don't do it again." his voice is softer now, and he can see it in your eyes. jangjun isn't like this. jangjun isn't deadly serious: that's your job. he's the social one who puts people at ease all too easily, you're the no-nonsense one who often has to pull him away before he can finish a bit. "okay?"
his eyes are red. he's been crying, but for how long? how long were you even out? everything's still a blur, and no one's answered your questions yet.
you smooth back his hair from his face, hand shaking slightly. "okay," you say, one of your hands warm and secure in his own. "i won't." a moment later, you flick the tip of his nose with your finger, a hint of a smile crossing your face. "but this is payback," you say, quiet enough that it stays between you both, "for last time."
and for the first time in what feels like an eternity, jangjun finds himself smiling a little, too. "fine," he says, softer this time as he leans forward to kiss your forehead. "i'm glad you're alive... partner."
it earns an eye roll from you, but you don't bite back like you usually do. you're sure everyone knows anyway. "same goes to you, partner." you scoot over, giving him ample room to sit next to you. "c'mere. you look like shit, lee. take a nap before i kick you out."
(he smiles and snuggles in. you aren't going to kick him out: that much he knows. but cuddling with you? that he can do.)
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thepixelelf · 3 years ago
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702/3100 word october
[patching up] “Jangjun?” you call out, eyes darting over the pumpkin patch. “Jangjun! Where are you?” It’s getting chillier and chillier as the autumn days roll by, and you wish you brought a thicker sweater. With that chill comes a shiver down your spine. You’re not normally jumpy, but since you met Jangjun, you’ve learned that things to be jumpy about do in fact exist. You mutter under your breath, “I swear if you—”
“BOO!”
You barely flinch when Jangjun’s icy cold fingers dig into your shoulders, but it’s enough to make him burst into manic laughter. Turning around, you glare at his bent over, transparent figure. Tonight, the moonlight seems to get trapped within him. He glows that misty white you’re still getting used to.
“You do that one more time Jangjun and I’m never coming to visit you again.”
“Ha!” Jangjun can hardly open his eyes as he points at you. “You shrieked!”
“I did not!”
“Did so!”
You huff and move to walk away. “Seriously, I’ll leave—”
“No, wait.” His cold hand wraps around yours. It’s not a nice feeling, but you wonder why you don’t want him to let go. “C’mon, it was just a little joke. You’re the only one who ever visits.”
Your eyes roll, but you knew you weren't going to go anyway.
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blossom-hwa · 4 years ago
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congratulations on four years!!! i really loved your depiction of jangjun in forever and always, so either an extension of that or something like coworker rivals would be incredible!! thank you ❤️
forever, and always jangjun is one of my favorite characters I've ever written, so it makes me really happy to hear you enjoyed it that much <3 thank you for this request!! I hope you like what I wrote for it :)
4 year anniversary drabble game: send me a Stray Kids/The Boyz/Golden Child/Ateez member + a prompt (check out the post for ideas) and I’ll write a drabble for you!
Read the original series, Forever, and Always, here!
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Title: Bored
Pairing: Jangjun x gender neutral!reader
Word count: 838
Triggers: mentions of alcohol, cursing
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"Y/N."
You don't respond.
Jangjun pokes you. "Y/N."
You still don't respond.
"Y/N." Another poke.
You stare resolutely at your computer screen.
"Y/NNNNNNNN -"
"Oh my god, what?" you snap, looking up as best you can at the stupid lump of boyfriend wrapped around your shoulders.
The smiling, slightly flushed face that belongs to one infuriating Lee Jangjun grins down at you. "I'm bored."
Are you fucking kidding me? "Go bother Seungmin. Get him drunk." You shove at one of the arms still wound around your torso. "Jangjun, seriously. I want to finish this today."
"You have a whole two more days to get it down," Jangjun whines. Damn, why does he have to be such a heavyweight that he can even remember your due dates while slightly hammered? "You can give me attention for one night."
You roll your eyes, finally turning around fully. Jangjun - 1, Y/N - 0. "I give you attention every night. You can spare me for once."
"Since when did I spare you from anything?" Jangjun grins and all you can do is put your face in your hands (or try to, at least, because he's still basically trapping you to your chair from behind) because he's right - when did he ever spare you from any of the "perks" that come with dating someone as insane as he is? "I'm not going to start now."
You attempt to turn around. His arms tighten around your chest at your first movement.
Jangjun - 2, Y/N - 0.
"Jangjun."
"Y/N."
You groan. "Why can't you just go get more drunk with Seungmin?"
"Seungmin went to sleep, and I don't want to drink anymore." He hooks his chin over the top of your head. "I want attentionnnnnnn."
"You want attention." You give him the really look that he knows all too well by now. It never fazes him. "Are you not going to just fall asleep like you did the last time you said the same thing?"
That makes him pout. Said pout makes you grin. Jangjun - 2, Y/N - 1. It's about time the scores evened out a little. "You know I didn't mean to," he sulks overdramatically.
"You're drunk, Jangjun. And even though you always seem lucid up until you quit, we all know you get sleepy." The smile on your face softens. "I'll cut you a deal. You go to bed, but I'll stay with you until you fall asleep. Is that okay?"
Jangjun narrows his eyes. Squints. For a moment, his arms tighten where they're still draped around your body, like he expects you to flee any second or something.
Then he nods. "Fine."
You grin. Jangjun - 2, Y/N - 2. A tie's better than nothing. "Come on, then." You pat one of his arms lightly. "Let me up."
He lets you out of the chair, and once you're standing, you hop onto his back. "Move," you order, hooking your chin over his shoulder. "You got me up, now you're going to carry me."
Jangjun being Jangjun and also slightly drunk, he mostly-purposely accidentally almost knocks you into the doorway and then the walls as he carries you to his room, where he deposits you on the bed.
You fall onto the mattress with a laugh that Jangjun joins, patting the spot next to you. He tries to pull you with him as he lies down, but you purposely fall off the bed just before he manages to grab you and pin you in his arms. "Nope," you say a safe distance from where he's now lying on the sheets. "I said I'd stay. I didn't say I'd sleep."
"Oh, come on," Jangjun whines. "You can stay here, with me."
"No."
"What, you're afraid you'll enjoy it too much?"
You open your mouth. Then you shut it. In the back of your mind, you can hear the ding of Jangjun's mental scoreboard racking up point after point.
Jangjun - infinity. Y/N - 2.
Damn.
"No, I'm afraid I'm going to fall asleep when I still want to finish that essay today." From the look on Jangjun's face, you know he doesn't believe you, but you plow on anyway. "Go to sleep, okay? I promise I won't leave before then."
"Pat my head," he says bossily.
You roll your eyes. "Only if you promise not to drag me down."
"Fine."
You drag a chair from a corner of the room over to the side of his bed. A dumb, self-pleased smile spreads across Jangjun's face as you arrange the blankets over his stupidly built body and begin to card his fingers through your hair. "Go to sleep," you say quietly. "The faster you fall asleep, the faster you'll wake up to bother me again."
Jangjun's eyes blink open for a second. "You know me so well."
"How could I not?" You snort. "You know me just as well."
"Touche." His eyes close again. "I love you."
"I know." You lean forward to kiss his forehead. "I love you too."
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diverseinsertknet · 2 years ago
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Navigation by K-pop Group Names G-M
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Look for the reader insert fic you want at DiverseInsertKNet with links organized by Group Names G through M below. This list will regularly add groups and idols as more stories are reblogged to the network. Entries without a link are currently in the queue and waiting to be published. Desktop/web browser users- the original version of this post on DiverseInsertKNet will always be the most up to date.
Our navigation page has links to groups with other names listed alphabetically as well as fanfic labeled by Gender and other kinds of diversity.
(G)I-dle- Song Yuqi
Golden Child- Bong Jaehyun, Choi Sungyoon, Kim Donghyun, Lee Daeyeol, Lee Jangjun
GOT7- Kunpimook Bhuwakul, Im Jaebeom, Kim Yugyeom, Park Jinyoung, Mark Tuan, Jackson Wang
Holland
iKON- Kim Jinhwan
Infinite
ITZY- Shin Ryujin, Shin Yuna
Kang Daniel
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MAMAMOO- Ahn Hyejin, Moon Byulyi
Monsta X- Chae Hyungwon, Im Changkyun, Lee Hoseok, Lee Jooheon, Lee Minhyuk, Sohn Hyunwoo, Yoo Kihyun
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bluepilogue-s · 4 years ago
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[ a beautiful dream ]
gn!reader x chosen ones!jangjun/golcha . (unrequited tho.. yikes)
magic au (insinuated) ! (word count: 100+)
WARNINGS: angst, open ending, beginnings of heartache.
this is past 2am rambles…. hope you enjoy <3
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It was strange to see how his heart belonged to another — to realize that he’d fallen for another months ago, and you’d just been too in denial, too enamored with the fairytale-like glow he often had. That all the things you thought were something, were nothing more than him being kind — nothing more than him being your friend.
How silly, you thought, your heart aching a bit, how silly of me to fantasize of such a fate beside a Chosen One - especially the one with such a warm gaze and stubborn heart.
After you sneak in to watch their practice, you begin to notice them; the adoring gaze, the softening tone, the gentle teasing, the worry during their small, five minute breaks — every little thing that gave away Jangjun’s heart belonging to his teammate.
Every little thing that you should’ve noticed months ago - the things that made you realize that his heart ever being yours was nothing more than just a beautiful dream.
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kpopsfic · 4 years ago
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ʚ WIPS . . .
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here is a list of fics we’re working on + a short synopsis of each!
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give me love ; kim seungmin x reader (stray kids)
you unexpected meet someone at a party that was also on sober friend duty, and soon you’re desperate for him to return the feelings you had for him. (strangers to lovers, college au, slight angst, fluff)
ghost of you ; kang dongho x reader (nu’est)
kang dongho is left behind by the person he dreamed of spending the rest of his life with for reasons he has yet to discover, only to be disappointed when he uncovers the truth. (shizophrenic!dongho, angst)
search the universe ; jacob bae (the boyz)
timers are stamped onto your wriststhat don’t light up until it was ready to start with the amount of days you had left before you either die or meet your soulmate. since you had gotten yours, you had a hard time believing it was the latter. (soulmate au, angst, fluff)
in the fire ; choi sungyoon x reader, lee jangjun x reader (golden child)
a deadly virus has broken out and left the world in shambles as everything you once knew gets flipped upside down and you’re fighting for your life alongside your best friends. the three of you decide to follow a pair of strangers to a city that supposedly has a large camp set up, but didn’t realize the amount of horrors you would have to endure along the way. (dystopia au, zombie apocalypse au, angst)
falling ; kim sunwoo x reader (the boyz)
no descrption, just a drabble
under cover ; wen junhui x reader (seventeen)
retrieving lost souls from hell was a job that was tiresome, but definitely worth the risk. so was the snarky demon who managed to grab your attention. (heaven and hell au, demon!jun, angst, smut, minimal fluff)
butterfly effect ; ten x reader (wayv)
after deciding to prank text a number written on the bathroom wall at a bar, your life takes a turn for the worst. (stalker!ten, angst)
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sytco · 4 years ago
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common blessings [joochan]
pairing: childhood friend!hong joochan x reader
word count: 3.5k (!)
requested: "toothrotting fluff ft. joochan"
dedicated to @sahiflowers.
a/n: im SO SO sorry this took so long and i hope u like it even a little and that it makes u smile thank u for being so patient ily!! ily!!! reminder im always here for u!!
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In which you find that time is meaningless when Joochan is not by your side.
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wonderboy.
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Sometimes, you speculate whether Joochan has some kind of genius for finding you as soon as the school bell rings, signalling the end of another day.
Today, he surprises you behind the auditorium where you lean against a maple tree, hugging your bag to your chest, because you’ve skipped your last period (Introduction to Psychology) in favor of lying on the grass so you can watch the clouds in peace. And Joochan smiles a fond, fond smile because you have that look on your face again that you only get when you’re lost in thought.
“Missed me?”
You tense from shock before relaxing at the sight of your boyfriend who widens his arms so you can walk right into them.
“How’d you find me?” Your voice is muffled in the fabric of his vest and Joochan reaches up so he can play with the back of your collar.
“Just had a little hunch you might be here.” And this is the answer he always gives, accompanied with the same smug smile each time.
You pout even if Joochan can’t see it. “That doesn’t explain anything.”
“Well now,” he says in an affected voice that sounds like the narrator from that National Geographic documentary on penguins the two of you watched last week, “I can’t afford to have you getting your hands on all my secrets, can I? I’ve got to keep some things to myself so that in ten year's time, you’ll still think I’m the most amazing and magical boy in the universe.”
It’s ridiculous, you think, how it’s nearly winter but the way you can feel the laughter that starts in his chest and electrifies you to your fingertips is more than capable of keeping you warm and making you feel like you’re really alive.
“Doesn’t matter if I find out all your secrets or not,” you mumble, “you’ll always be the most amazing and magical boy in the universe to me.”
From the courtyard around the corner, you can hear Jaehyun shouting a loud “Oi Joochan!”.
Joochan ignores him and instead casually pecks your cheek with a kiss that feels like a blessing. “Always?”
You tilt your head as though unsure. "Well… for at least fifty years, probably.”
“Fifty?!” Joochan echoes in mock outrage, and you playfully poke his side to which he flinches slightly.
“I was lying. I meant for all of time ever.”
And despite him doing his best to hide it, your boyfriend melts instantly, burying his face in the crook of your neck where he’s probably smiling his brilliant smile that feels like the sun against your skin.
Jaehyun’s voice interrupts the peace and quiet once again with a noticeably louder and more panicked tone.
“Hong Joochan! We’re going to be late for soccer practice!”
Joochan groans exaggeratedly and you can’t help but giggle at his theatrics. “Wish I didn’t have to go to stupid practice,” he grumbles.
“You know, I’ll wait for you in the library until you’re done,” you offer and Joochan perks up - if only slightly because your arms still feel like heaven after years of loving you, and two hours of kicking a ball around (while Donghyun and Jibeom brainstorm inventive ways to trip each other up, much to Coach Lee’s chagrin) just can’t compete. He tells you as much in the way his arms tighten around you.
“You’re the best,” Joochan declares suddenly, “I might be the most amazing and magical boy in the universe, but you’re the best.”
You snort. “Go to practice already before Jaehyun starts going spare, wonderboy.”
Joochan kisses your forehead one last time before he detaches himself from you with a dejected sigh and picks up your bag, slinging it over his shoulder despite your protests. “Walk with me to the oval?”
You slip your hand into his hand only to find it a perfect fit and wonder briefly if there is anywhere in this world you would not walk to with Hong Joochan, the boy who has a smile like sunlight and a personality like a billion shooting stars.
“Of course.”
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fm.
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There is the occasional moment in which you wish that your boyfriend wasn’t so exceedingly talented in nearly every field he tries his hand at, because the various extracurriculars that Joochan (being the naturally energetic and enthusiastic person he is) involves himself with have an awful way of making tremendous demands on his time towards the end of the semester.
Right now is one of those moments when Joochan trudges into your room and dives face first onto your bed without even bothering to shake his coat off. “So what was it today?” you ask in a voice that betrays your concern and Joochan can’t help but smile at it.
“Theatre rehearsal,” he yawns, “then string quartet practice. Also an hour of soccer drills with some of the boys. Even though it’s a Saturday.”
You get up from your chair at the desk so you can sit on the bed where Joochan immediately moves his head onto your lap, lifting your hand and resting it on his hair. You absentmindedly start stroking it, staring out the window at a soft grey sky.
“Did you eat?”
Joochan shakes his head. “No time. My dumb E string broke again so I barely managed to have half an apple before we went straight into a new Mozart piece today. Think we might perform it at the next concert. You’d come, right?” And he asks that in a self-assured tone, because he already knows what your answer is going to be.
You give it to him anyway because there’s no point in hiding your blatant admiration for all that he does. “No matter what.”
“And just to see me, right?”
You fake a pause that has Joochan peering up at you suspiciously.
“You do know I have friends who aren’t you that are participating in the concert, right? Like Jangjun and Sungyoon?”
Joochan scowls. “But none of those hooligans are your boyfriend, who - in case you forgot but I do know you’d never - is me.”
“That’s quite true,” you concede before leaning down to kiss his cheek with a smile that makes Joochan’s stomach fill with butterflies which are probably colored pink and green and blue. It never gets old, he thinks: your talent for turning his world upside down in a look or a word or an action. And you don’t even know you’re doing it most of the time.
“Mean,” he accuses but in a half-hearted manner and your smile only widens because you know that Joochan is supremely happy despite his exhaustion, if the way his brow has smoothed completely and he has started drawing little stars on your knee is anything to go by.
There’s a gentle lull in the conversation while you continue to run your fingers through Joochan’s hair, and especially his fringe. It’s almost as though time has passed you by, leaving you together in your own little reality where things like hazy futures and big concerts and broken violin strings do not dare draw near.
“Wanna order something later on for dinner?” you ask quietly.
“Maybe,” he grins through closed eyes, “but nap first.”
Your radio continues to run, and you drift in and out of listening to the DJ duo while watching the rain finally fall outside.
“It’s been pretty cold recently, hasn’t it?” one of the DJs opens the conversation after a small stream of ads.
“Sure has, pal. And speaking of the cold, apparently our first snow of the season is scheduled for next week Friday!”
“So do you have any plans lined up with a special someone?”
“Just had to remind me of how single I am, didn’t you”- rambunctious peals of laughter crackle from the speakers - “but maybe some of our lovely listeners will send in their plans for next Friday.”
“I sure did - and wow, they’re already pouring in! Do you wanna read one out?”
“Let’s see… Listener ha_miii_ran says: ‘I’m planning on confessing to my crush of two years. I’m pretty nervous about this so I’m hoping the two of you will wish me luck!’ All the best of luck to you, Ha Miran-nim, from the both of us. I don’t know how you’re planning on it, but hopefully the first snow will act as a good luck charm for you!”
“Yeah, good luck Ha Miran-nim!” the other DJ chimes in. “Be sure to update us on how it goes!”
“Well, we’ll be back with some more stories after this excerpt from a famous piano concerto - maybe some of our more classically-inclined audience will recognise its globally renowned composer.”
A beautiful melody begins to play and you’re on the cusp of losing yourself in the music when you are most abruptly interrupted by a sleepy, but decisive, “Gershwin.”
You blink down at Joochan. “What?”
“It’s Gershwin. The composer. Don't you think your boyfriend's clever for knowing that?"
“I thought my boyfriend was asleep, actually,” and you narrow your eyes.
“I was,” Joochan protests, “I only woke up when they were talking about the snow or something. And then they talked about that person who’s confessing to their crush of two years - got me thinking about how I can relate because I vividly remember having a crush on you for at least three before I could muster up the courage to confess. Which ended up working out for the best, you know,” he adds in a thoughtful tone, “but sometimes I’d get so nervous just thinking about it that I couldn’t sleep at all. Anyways, I’m really hungry now, so can we order something soon please?”
Maybe it’s the way he so nonchalantly wears his heart for you on his sleeve, or maybe it’s the way he looks at you as though you have strung the Milky Way itself together and made a gift of it to him. Maybe it’s the way you simply realize that you might not be able to live with yourself if you were to lose your boyfriend, ever. But for whatever reason it is, a thousand smiles bloom in your heart and you lean down to give Joochan a kiss that hopefully tastes like everything you cannot possibly put into words.
“Anything you want,” you whisper, and Joochan draws a heart on your knee in response.
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enchanted.
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You’re outside the auditorium again but in front of it, this time, and not behind. The post-concert hubbub has died down, mostly owing to the fact that much of the audience has left already whether it’s to a late congratulatory supper or down to the boardwalk where fireworks are scheduled to go off at midnight. The bouquet of lily of the valleys in your hand trembles slightly as you use your other hand to fumble around for your ringing phone.
“Hello?”
“You’re waiting outside, right?” Joochan asks.
“Yeah, I am.”
“See, Donghyun, I told you I was right about - wait. Wait! Don't move!”
And then you have less than two seconds to process exactly what is happening before your boyfriend catches you up in a running embrace that sends the world spinning in a flurry of snow and stars and kisses that Joochan plants all over your cheeks. He remains blissfully unaware that somewhere in the vicinity, Donghyun has started making gagging sounds at your very public display of affection, punctuated by Jaehyun’s giggling. (You pay them no mind.)
“Did you enjoy the concert?” he asks, fond expectation twinkling in his eyes.
You nod too much. “You were incredible,” you tell him honestly, and Joochan beams.
“I was, wasn’t I?” he says in a satisfied voice as he pulls you closer. “Guess all those hours of practice paid off.”
“It’s almost like that’s the whole point of practicing,” you tease.
“It’s lucky you’re cute and I’m hopelessly in love with you,” Joochan crinkles his nose in contrived distaste for your little jab before hugging you again so he can hear you whisper just how proud you are of him, right into his ear.
And the two of you stay like that for a little before you remember the gift you brought with you.
“For me?” And the look in his eyes reminds you of how he looked at you when you first told him that you loved him too - or maybe of every time you’ve told him that you love him too.
“Who else?”
He snaps up the bouquet, pressing it against his nose and inhaling deeply with a smile. "This is a nice surprise."
"They mean 'return to happiness'," you say, gently touching a little white bloom that looks like a star against the backdrop of Joochan's black school blazer. "Thought it was cute. And the florist was sold out of roses anyway."
Joochan laughs with the warmth of a thousand sunbeams and puts your hand in his so he can start gently tugging you away.
“But your violin”- you begin protesting.
“But nothing,” he shushes you as the school gets smaller and smaller behind you in the distance. “I don’t even want to see that thing for a week. Hey, and guess what - I found a secret place for just you and me so we can watch the fireworks without being pressed up against everyone else like sardines in a tin can.”
“You and I are going to watch the fireworks?” you echo, surprise colouring your voice.
Joochan’s exhale turns into a giggle. “Who else?” And you dig an elbow into his side, hiding a smile at his antics.
The two of you stroll down quiet streets and you lean into your boyfriend’s comforting warmth. Most shops are closed with the exception of some fast food chains and convenience stores, but you notice almost none of them now as Joochan picks up the pace, his excitement bleeding into the quiet song he sings that floats up in the air and is lost somewhere in the stars above.
“Here we are,” says Joochan proudly and he helps you up into the little gazebo at the top of the hill you hadn’t realized you were climbing. “Take this,” he adds as he tosses you a torch that brightly illuminates the space you’re in as soon as you switch it on. You turn to the rustling sounds on your left, finally seeing the wooden bench that Joochan is busy spreading a rug over.
“You planned this beforehand?” And there’s a note of wonder in your voice - the same kind that only Joochan ever seems to be able to evoke. “I thought we were going straight home.”
He gestures for you to sit next to him with a charming smile and you do so immediately. “Told you I can’t give up all the secrecy. Not yet.” Or, he thinks privately to himself, not when you look at him like that.
The golden light from the torch casts long shadows over the grass and gives Joochan’s face a nearly ethereal glow that reminds you of summer sunsets despite the cold. You slip into a soft and easy silence - one that comes from memories built upon memories, resulting in a code made up of gazes and touch that only the two of you will ever understand. And so when he squeezes your hand gently, you instantly open your arms for him to sink right into.
There’s only a few minutes left until midnight when you finally speak.
“Joochan,” you murmur.
“Mm?”
“You ever think about where we’ll be this time next year?”
Joochan shifts his posture slightly. “Often, actually. Especially when I go to sleep at night and think about tomorrow - then I’ll wonder if it’ll even remotely go the way I want it to.”
“And how do you usually want it to go?” you ask.
“Someone has a lot of questions today,” Joochan remarks with a droll look on his face that makes you laugh briefly before his expression sobers. “But usually I want it to go safely. You know? Everything in its proper place and things like that. And more importantly, I want to know all the time that I’ll be able to see you.”
You’re silent for a moment, looking out over the view of the city. If you squint, you can just make out the boardwalk by the beach and the crowds of people who have gathered there, young and old alike. “I’m scared sometimes.”
Joochan frowns. “Scared of what? I’ll fight it off for you,” and he waves a threatening fist at nothing in particular.
“The future, I guess. It sounds silly but… sometimes I don’t know if we’ll always be okay. Like this, the way things are right now. Whether it’s tomorrow or next year or even after that.” Your voice fades in volume until it’s nearly lost against the threads of your scarf, and Joochan’s heart breaks a little when he hears it: the genuine uncertainty and timid fear that seeps past the smile you give him in an effort to hide it.
“Why do you think we might not be okay?”
You look down at your feet, almost embarrassed by your own honesty. “Well, people… change, Joo. They move places, and have goals to achieve and dreams to chase down. And we’re not immune to that either.”
It’s Joochan’s turn to be silent for a bit as he mulls over your words before he straightens in your hold, turning his face towards you so he can affectionately bump his nose against yours. “You’re right,” he says in a voice that mirrors your sadness, “and it would be a lie to say I don’t think about the same things you do. But”- and he leans in to give you a quick kiss that’s shaped like a smile - “it’d also be a lie to say that every dream doesn’t feature you in it. Because every dream of mine that I’ve ever had places you centre stage.”
He kisses you again, a little longer - a little more wistfully.
“You see, the real problem here is that you have me perpetually thinking that I can’t do any of this without you,” he says simply. “Whether it’s late night phone calls or early morning messages; or maybe we’ll find ourselves having to book flights for each other, holding bags full of gifts that remind us of us. And maybe it’ll be hard and maybe I’ll wake up some days, knowing I won’t be able to see you. But that doesn’t mean we won’t be okay.”
You swallow and Joochan watches you carefully, the urgency in his eyes prompting him to lift your chin so you can see it too.
“Even if we change,” he continues in a whisper, hoping you will understand the heart in his words. “And we should. And we will, and we’ll still be okay. You believe me, don’t you? Seeing as I’m the most amazing and magical boy in the universe?”
Somewhere, midnight comes and goes and the fireworks start, dousing you and Joochan in bursts of coloured light.
“Of course I do,” you smile with eyes that glitter with tears of relief and he pulls you into a tight hug, so tight you can feel every movement of his rib cage as he breathes in and out.
For once, you do not feel that fear deep down that threatens to taint your time with the only boy you think you cannot live without. And so you unreservedly hold him in return, fingers running through his hair as he tells you that he loves you, over and over again.
*
up, up and away.
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There had been a time during your childhood when your one greatest wish had been to go see the stars.
So your friend Joochan, in all his clumsy sincerity, had done his best to make you a rocket out of a box he’d found at home. He’d then brought it to your house after he’d finished it, blue marker staining his fingertips and glitter shaped like stars lost in his thick fringe.
The two of you had sat in it together and looked up at the moon, holding hands from childish innocence and recounting thrilling tales of adventures you’d never had. And before having to go home to bed that day, he’d made you a promise that present-day Joochan complains about not being able to fulfill.
“I know I said I’d take you to the stars,” Joochan sighs in displeasure from where he lies on your bed, right next to you, “but while your boyfriend is exceptionally talented, you do know I’m no astronaut, right?”
You hold his hand in response and look into his eyes that sparkle with mirth and deeper in, shine with a love that always gives you peace.
It may be that Joochan will never be able to keep his promise of taking you to space in a real, functioning rocket. But, as you drop a kiss on his mouth that soon widens into a brilliant smile, you can’t find it in yourself to really care.
After all, it’s hard to miss the stars when for you, they all start with Joochan and end with him.
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