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#i log on to get the daily dims and walk around for a bit and im just bombarded by so much noise and visual stimulus. li#like i cant get myself to play it when EVERYTHING moves and bounces and sparkles and stuff. i hate it :[
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The Unexpected Roommate
Part 5

Book: The Royal Romance
Pairings: Drake Walker x Riley Brooks, Leo Rhys x Olivia Nevrakis - All characters belong to Pixelberry
Song Inspiration: Perfect Strangers, Jonas Blue
Warnings â ď¸ DO NOT READ IF YOU ARE UNDER 18, If you choose to read you are consenting that you are over this age. NSFW, adult language, mention of shooting noise. If these trigger warnings affect you, please donât continue to read.
Word Count: 3,900 ish
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âAre you going to sleep on the couch? Or are you going to stay with me?â Asking in a flirtatious yet gruff way- Riley paused for a slight second. Not giving him an answer straight away. Her hands roamed along his body, lost in thought. The final decision was based on the kiss that they had just shared.
âStaying.â
Smiling softly at him, that mischievous grin that she had previously wore had disappeared - now, this smile was sincere making her slightly blush. Drake was turned on before- how could he not be? But now she had agreed to stay with him, changed everything.
âWhat do you want me to do? Stay or leave?â Her voice was quiet, almost like a whisper- as her hands continued to touch places dangerously, yet teasingly.
âI want you to stay. I want that fake sex, to become a reality.â An intense feeling erupted inside of him the moment their lips touched again. Her lips were soft yet warm, tasting the fusion of alcohol surrounding her mouth- he felt more drunk than he was already. Feeling Riley crumble right in front of him- he continued savouring her lips. Finally pulling away, they both silently gazed at each other- both needing to confirm if the feelings were mutual. The hate that they both originally showed in their eyes, now soon changed- this moment right now they looked at each other not as roommates, not as enemies but instead as lovers even if it was only for the night. Leaning down to kiss her again, she moved her head towards the side- informing him that she wanted those kisses to be on her neck again. Rather than her lips.
Feeling her hand gently rub his cock, through his jeans- he groaned quietly but loud enough for her to hear. Drake abruptly moved her hand- standing up, his hand went towards his trousers. Riley quietly stepped forward and reached for his shirt- her fingers gently working at the buttons, unbuttoning them slowly before removing it. Standing in front of her half naked, bare chested - he took a deep breath, wondering if he was dreaming.
Coming out of his daze, he felt her fumbling around with the belt buckle before unzipping the fly. Drake managed to pull his jeans down, urgently stepping out of them. His cock, sprung up inside of his boxers- this movement seemed to immediately catch her eye, whilst Drake was slightly embarrassed. They both knew what was about to happen, but he had wished that he could control his manhood- making him not look that eager. Cursing himself mentally inside, Riley smiled softly at him. Tugging at his boxers, he removed them in one swift motion. Once off the head of his cock bounced up practically hitting him in the stomach. Natural instinct, led Rileyâs hand downwards- feeling her small hand begin sliding up and down his shaft, he briefly closed his eyes, feeling more aroused with her touches. Opening them, he noticed that her sparkling baby blues were focused onto his face as she continued the movements. Drake removed her hand, not that he wanted to- but he needed to get her naked as well. It wasnât a one man show. Caressing her cheek, she inhaled sharply- unzipping her dress, he assisted her out of it. Seeing the matching underwear, he wasnât sure how much longer he could hold off. Feeling mesmerised her body, his brain wasnât functioning correctly. With past partners, he just got straight into doing the deed.
âDrake? Are you okay?â
âYeah, sorry.â Reaching out he gently stroked her hair, before leaning in for another kiss. The kiss began softly, feeling less anxious about the situation - he unclasped her bra. With one hand around her waist, his other hand cupped one of her breasts. Beginning to caress and play with her hardened bud, she reached down stroking his erection. As they were exploring each otherâs bodies the kissing became more passionate, their tongues began to fight against each other.
âLay down on the bed, Riley.â Following his commands, his hand ran soon up her thigh- eventually parting her legs as if she was doing the splits. As he reached further up, he immediately felt the dampness surrounding her.
âYouâre so wet for me already...â
âI would be if I did it to myself- youâre nothing special Drake....just like you were immediately hard just by me straddling you before.â
âTouchĂŠ. I assume you donât want me to continue then? I was going to spoil you with my mouth instead....â Before Riley could respond with a sarcastic comment, Drake lowered his mouth downwards- holding her breath, that soon changed the second his lips touched her clit. Placing light kisses along her slit, he then stroked it with his tongue- causing her whole body to tremble. As her body reacted to his actions, he was pleased that her could pleasure her, lapping up her flowing juices.
âFuck... Drakeeee...â Ignoring her, he continued sucking and licking her moistened lips, pumping his tongue deeper as she continued screaming his name.
Feeling as if he had done enough, he lifted his head up- seeing Riley tightly holding on to the duvet, he smirked.
âYour turn. Get on your back, Drake!â She demanded, fluttering her eyes open after recovering from her climax.
âI donât want anything.â
âThatâs bullshit...â She quickly lay down between his legs and curled her fingers around him as she did previously- slowly she began to rub up and down his length before slipping her lips over the head of him. Continuing up and down his length, he grunted as he felt the tip of his cock reach the back of her throat. Placing his hand around the back of her neck, he guided her. Not that she needed assisting.
âRiley! Please stop!â
Sitting up, she darenât make eye contact with him- not wanting to show the disappointment. Positioning herself on the edge of the bed, she wondered why the change of heart from him. Fuck, she muttered to herself- regretting letting herself become carried away. Deciding that it was for the best to leave the awkwardness as it was, she slowly stood up.
âWhere are you going?â
âYou asked me to stop. So Iâm going to go and sleep on the couch...â
âI asked you to stop because I felt as if I was going to cum. I didnât want to cum so early.â Feeling relieved in a way, she regretted allowing paranoia get the best of her. âYou said that you was staying, so stay. Letâs finish off what we started...â Drake pleaded.
Guiding her backwards towards the bed her stomach began to flutter, as if butterflies were there. She was unsure as to why she was suddenly nervous. Mentally scolding herself, her nerves soon disappeared as his body hovered over her.
Leaning forward so that he was leaning on her- skin to skin- he grabbed her breasts and squeezed them. Lining himself up, he slowly thrust against her-letting her know that he was ready. âCan I?â Not knowing why he asked her if he could begin- the words just slipped out. âPlease.â After her response, he slowly entered her- hearing a slight gasp escape her lips he waited a while before he started. Beginning with slow movements, he eventually gained the confidence to work faster with this new partner. His cock began slamming in and out of her, his balls slapping against her bare skin from this angle that they was in - as he continued fondling with her breasts and increase his speed- this was enough to bring her over the edge.
âDrake! Iâm ... Iâm....â Drake knew what exactly she needed to say, he could feel her muscles clench around him. Hearing her climax again, encouraged him to pick up the pace - needing to release himself. Not that he wanted to this soon, but this unexpected time with Riley- made him feel something that he hadnât felt in a long time. Excitement, curiosity, in a slight way loved. Knowing she didnât love him, he was hoping that rendezvous wouldnât push them further apart.
Grunting, he pulled out his now softening cock and laid next to her on the bed. Neither spoke to each other for a while, both still breathing heavily. Drakeâs hand covered hers, turning to face her- he smiled at his roommate. Not with a cocky smirk, that he usually provided but instead a genuine smile. A happy smile.
âMaybe I should have trusted you- when you informed me that you was big. Jesus Drake, I cant move.â
âNot to brag or anything. But I wouldnât lie about that. You donât have to move, you can sleep here. If itâs too awkward, Iâll sleep on the couch...â
âI donât think it could get any more awkward. We just fucked.â
âTrue. Night, Riley.â
âNight, Drake.â Both of them turned on to their sides facing away from each other. Neither could fall asleep immediately, both of them laid there thinking about what had happened.
About an hour later, Drake was still awake- as was Riley, unknowingly to him. Rolling over, he placed his arm around her- snuggling closer to her.
Cause you're here with me now, I don't want you to go, he sung inside in his mind.
****
The morning after, Riley stirred. Fluttering her eyes open, she remembered everything- however, wondered where Drake was. She felt his arm go around her, so surely it didnât feel that awkward that he slept on the couch.
Quickly getting dressed, she ambled towards the kitchen but paused as she overheard the men talking.
âSo you and Riley... you can thank me. I accept appreciation in the form of beer or very expensive clothing. Just call me Matchmaker, Leo.â
âLeo, Iâm not thanking you.â
âWhat was it like? I always assumed youâd just keep going back to Kiara when you needed sex.â Kiara? Who the fuck is Kiara? Overhearing this, Riley soon became paranoid- overthinking what she actually meant to Drake. Was last night just a âfuckâ to him?
âI havenât slept with Kiara in months. With Riley it was different. But it was only a one time thing.â Saying this, he believed that Leo would stop the conversation immediately. Instead he attempted to inform Drake to shut up.
âWeâre just roommates. She doesnât like me more than that. If that. It was only sex....â
âGood morning, Riley!â Leo blurted out, wearing a sheepish grin.
âGood morning, Leo.â Ignoring Drake, she made herself a coffee. Feeling that his words explained exactly what last night was.
She fucking heard you Drake, you absolute dipshit. Leo mouthed you his friend shaking his head.
âWhereâs Liv?â Focusing her attention towards Leo, she didnât want to make eye contact with Drake. Assuming whoever this Kiara was, she would be second best.
âShe left about an hour ago. Getting a manicure before meeting you.â Rolling his eyes back, he was unsure as to why his fiancĂŠe needed a manicure to go shopping. He didnât understand how a womanâs mind worked, but just agreed anything Olivia did to keep him in her good books.
âOkay... Iâll go and get ready in my room then.â
âDo you want some breakfast?â Drake asked nervously, knowing he was in the doghouse. Walking away, she responded with her back facing him.
âNo, I prefer to jump straight into my dessert.â
Sighing, he placed the food on the table- walking after her.
âHave I done something wrong?â Drake questioned, hoping that he hadnât fucked up. Hearing Leo snort in the background, he turned his head towards his friend scowling. Leo responded by smirking and shrugging his shoulders.
âNo. Why?â
âYou overheard what I said... stop lying. Thatâs why you ignored me. Itâs not like that at all, I said that....â
âI heard it all. Yes. Donât worry about it. Weâre not in a relationship. It was just sex remember? Sounds like you have a âfuck buddyâ already- donât include me in your games or sexual needs anymore.â
âIâd rather you be my âfuck buddyâ.â Fuck. I didnât mean for it to come out that way. Taking a deep breath, he regretted saying that instantly. He was kind of expecting a right hook. âWhat happened between us was amazing, Riley.â
âYeah it was.â Not sounding too confident she didnât want to make out that she was jealous over him being involved with someone else. Whether it was in the past, or in the present. Reaching out for her hand, he held it tightly not knowing how she would react to the gesture.
âSo what do you say? Make a little arrangement? If you want âusâ, we can start as casual sex- then see where it goes?â
âYouâre fucking insane, Drake. Go back to hating me.â
âIâd say Iâm an attractive guy, youâre a gorgeous girl when youâre not an arsehole.â
âYouâre so vein. I do have a rule, if we do this though...No kissing on the lips.â
âBut we did that last night. Why?â
âThat was this morning actually. Because if we arenât in a relationship, whatâs the point in being intimate?â Drakeâs heart sunk, not realising why. Now he had kissed her, knowing what it felt like- he wanted to continue that.
âOkay, fine. Iâll see you later then?â Iâll kiss those lips, donât you worry Riley.
âYup. Bye Leo.â Leo waved from a distance, not really wanting to get involved in the love life.
âRi?â
âYeah?â
âIâm sorry for being a jerk... Iâm starting to fall...â Fall for you. âfall behind with the housework. Iâm only going into work for a few hours. Iâll clean up when Iâm back.â
âWait for me to come back. Iâll help you. 50/50 remember. My nails are fucked anyway.â Providing a little laugh, she headed towards her room- not fully aware of what she had just agreed to. Not knowing if that was actually what she wanted. Deep down, she wanted more after their night together. She wondered if he did too. Or if indeed he was just happy with the friends with benefits arrangement.
Drake sat down besides Leo, his head fell into his hands. This girl had got into his mind, he suggested the âfriends with benefitsâ hoping that she would decline the offer. Hoping that they could begin a relationship instead. He just didnât have the confidence to express what his heart truly wanted - she made him weak at the knees. Although he would never confess that. Not yet anyway. He was unsure as to if he would ever be able to admit to his true feelings.
âNow I may not be a translator, but that was the biggest bullshit ever stated, Drakeâ Leo knew Drake and he knew for a fact what his friend meant when he stuttered after the word âfallingâ.
****
Riley arrived at Macyâs bang on eleven am. Usually she would arrive early, punctuality was important to her. On her way there, her mind was in a daze- flashbacks of her rendezvous with Drake wouldnât disappear.
Noticing her friend waiting outside, she knew Olivia was about to berate her.
âI thought that youâd ditched me for Walkerâs cock.â Feeling the blush appear on her face, she didnât want this conversation to elaborate.
âNot now, Liv.â
âSeriously, Riley. Why him?â
âHeâs a good fuck, I suppose?â Olivia shuddered at the thought. Not wanting to think about her arch-enemy any longer, she changed the subject. âYou know, Liam is coming back for the wedding.â
âWell I hope so, heâs the grooms brother.â She responded sarcastically- just wishing that they could go inside, choose a dress and leave.
âObviously. But heâs single.â Nudging her friend, she would do anything to see her happy- anything apart from push her towards Drake.
âOlivia. Stop right there. Iâm not interested in Liam. I never was.â
****
After hours of searching through the dresses, Olivia finally chose the perfect dress for her maid of honour. Riley was grateful that the bride to be hadnât made her look like a sugar plum fairy. Making her way back âhomeâ she wondered if the atmosphere would be awkward. In the back of her mind, she still wasnât sure what was going on between herself and Drake. Opening the door, she witnessed him shoot up from the sofa in a flash.
âHey, did you find a dress?â
âYes. It was the first one we actually looked at. Hours of my life wasted. How was your suit fitting?â Bending over to take her slightly small high heeled boots off, Drake paused before responding to her question. His eyes were focused on her ass. âDid you hear me, Drake?â Shaking his head, he didnât want her to notice that he was gawking at her like a drooling puppy.
âYeah, sorry. Suits are overrated. A suit is just a suit right? Iâve got a hundred in the wardrobe that I donât wear.â
âTrue. Youâve tidied up. I told you to wait until I was back.â
âI had nothing better to do. Iâve also ordered some food.â
âWhereâs the real Drake? Youâre turning into a softie, Iâm going to start calling you âmarshmallowâ from now on.â
âHaha. Funny fucker. Whereâs the real Riley? You havenât done a prank yet.â Thatâs what you think. I always think ahead.
âWhy donât you pour yourself a whiskey. Iâll get changed, put this away and come and join you.â Smirking as she walked away, she didnât get too far before hearing Drake spit out the drink.
âRILEY!â Chasing after her, she slammed the door in his face- accidentally of course. âOpen the door!â
âOr what? Iâll come out in a minute I promise.â Drake waited impatiently for her to come out, eventually she opened the door wearing the biggest grin. âDonât kill me. Please. Just stand on the rug.â Why the fucking rug? Fluttering her eyelashes at him- he was hypnotised and followed orders.
âHoly shit! Riley get down!â Crouching down, panic began to run through his veins- not only for his own safety but for Rileyâs. The gunshot noises scared the life out of him, wondering who was in the apartment with them. How did they get in? What did they want?
Looking at his concerned face, she walked over towards him pulling the rug back- showing the reasoning behind the âgunshot shotsâ. Bubble wrap. Unable to prevent herself from laughing, every time she contained herself- his face would make her burst out into a fit of hysterical laughter. âIâm sorry, Drake... I canât.... I canât breathe.... your face....â
âAre you trying to fucking kill me? First you drug me, then try to poison me with fake whiskey- What was it? Then you try and give me a fucking heart attack.â
âTechnically Olivia drugged you. Itâs tea with vinegar in it- couldnât you smell it? It was worth seeing your face...â
âHow would you pay the bills if I died? Ever thought about that?â
âSimple. Iâd move out. Leave your body to rot. Plead innocent. By the way, the real whiskey is in the cupboard- behind the cereal.â
âIf youâre fucking with me again... Iâll kill ya.â Hesitating trying it, he sniffed it first. âHere, try it first.â Riley did as he asked, swallowed it down in one.
âSee itâs whiskey.â Drake narrowed his eyes still unsure if he could trust her fully. They remained silent for a short amount of time, until Drake decided to break the silence with an obscure question. Not the usual type of conversations.
âWhat are you wearing under that by the way?â
âWhat time is the food coming?â
âIn about an hour because I wasnât sure what time you was coming back. Why are you ignoring my question?â
âIâm not ignoring it. If you want to know, why donât you just undo my robe.â Drake held his breath as he closed the distance between them. He noticed her breathing rapidly increase as he touched her. Untying it, his hands went to her shoulders- forcing the robe off of her.
âYouâre wearing what I bought you.â
âDo you like it?â
âI love it. You look sexy... so fucking gorgeous.â
âAre you fishing for a blowjob with your charm?â
âNo. But if you want to do that Iâm sure heâd enjoy it. Or I could pleasure you instead?â Leaning forward, in his mind he wanted to fuck off her stupid suggestion about âno kissingâ. Their lips almost touched, as there was a knock at the door. Drake let out a frustrated sigh, letting go of her waist he answered the door, as she quickly put the robe back on. Their takeout had arrived prematurely, handing the delivery man the money- Drake forcefully placed the food on the island. âCan you not tell the time properly? I thought you said that it was arriving in about an hour. I think you need to go back to school Drake.â Winking at him, she was about to position herself on the stool- her belly had began to rumble, the aroma of freshly cooked food was lingering around them. Unexpectedly Drake picked her up and flung her over his shoulder- heading towards his room. âDrake! What the fuck? The food!â
âChinese is always better warmed up the day after anyway!â Placing her back on the ground he held her tight- not wanting her to runaway. Not wanting for her to ditch him for some over fried, fatty food. He knew what he wanted. Ever since he knew what she was wearing, everything slipped from his mind. Opening the door, he dragged her in- not forcefully. Pinning her against the wall, his hands urgently ran through her hair before cupping her cheeks. Crashing his lips on to hers, mentally he was smirking as she melted away in the kiss.
âI said no kissing....â
âI get it. Youâre afraid you wonât be able to keep your hands off me. If we kiss. But weâve already crossed that line...you shouldnât tease me...â
âHow am I teasing you?â
âWearing what you are wearing...â biting her lip, she untied the robe- slowly yet seductively.
âOh, you mean this?â
âYes. That. I want you, Riley. So desperately...â
âWhat are you waiting for then? We had an arrangement didnât we?â Drake held her head in his hands, pulling her towards him into a fiery and passionate kiss. Breaking apart, their breathing was in unison- rapid. Caressing her cheek with his thumb, she ran her fingers down his chest before pulling his as close as she could towards her. Not leaving any gaps between the two of them, she could feel his heart beat against her chest. Knowing that he could feel hers too, they stayed still gazing into each otherâs eyes. âThat arrangement, I am going to stick to it. Get on the bed, roomie.â
****
Leo and Olivia had just shared an intimate shower together. Relaxing on the couch they were both excited about their upcoming wedding. Discussing last minute preparations, Leo couldnât wait for it to be over and done with- he hated seeing Olivia act all bridezilla towards him. Hearing the door knock, they both placed a wager- assuming it would be either Drake or Riley crying and moaning about each other. Making the other person seem the worse one. The two of them knew that Riley and Drake was alike- especially with their stubbornness. Leo sighed as he walked over to open the door, with a towel hanging dangerously loose on his hips.
âBefore you start, I donât want to hear it... Iâm not getting blamed for this....Liam?â
âHey, Bro. I assume you wasnât expecting me with that introduction. Who have you pissed off this time?â
âI assumed you was somebody else. Sorry, Iâve not pissed anyone off. Donât worry. What are you doing here? Youâre not due back until the wedding.â
âIâve used some holiday days.â Olivia heard the familiar voice, confused as to why he was here showering them with gifts. What has he done now? She thought to herself.
âAw Liam, I didnât realise that you loved me that much. These flowers are beautiful.â
âThey arenât for you. But Iâll get my favourite sister in law some soon. I promise.â Olivia was unsure whether or not to be offended that the flowers wasnât for her. After all the Rhysâs were charmers with all the women.
âWho are they for then?â Seeing Liam look at them with sorrow in his eyes, the penny finally dropped.
âThat person, doesnât live in the city anymore.â She send confidently, attempting to persuade herself that she was telling the truth.
âI know she does Olivia. Stop lying to me. I need to see her, I need to talk to her. Whereâs Riley?â
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hanâs Entire Thoughts and Feelings on TWICEâs âI Canât Stop Meâ
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ALRIGHT SO-
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OKAY SO RAP VERSES WITH DAHYUN AND CHAEYOUNG AND MOMO GET ITS OWN PARAGRAPH BC OH MY GOD I LOVE IT!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! it just GOES⢠okay???????? it doesnt hit too hard with something fast it goes along with the instrumental and then BOOM momo is there and that Broke My Neckâ˘
as always THE DANCE just slaps THE ENTIRE DANCE IN THE CHORUS IS JUST SO.................. ATTRACTIVE??????????? I DUNNO WHAT I MEAN WITH THAT BUT I CANT THINK OF ANOTHER WORD THAT COULD DESCRIBE IT- I DONT JUST MEAN THE RED LIGHT PART OKAY THE ENTIRETY OF IT LOOKS GOOD- the âHOOOoooOOOO HOOOoooHOOHOOHOOâ goes along together so much holY GOD- and then that entire sequence after the first chorus when theyre all nine that was Pleasing To My Eyes⢠that part with tzuyu and theyre doing body waves or whatever.................................. I Will Not Speak Or Think So Ill Just đđ
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SOME SCENES THAT I LIKED AND WANNA MENTION:
FLOWER IN THE WATER HELLO-
the f ucking table scene with one side is of them wearing a light color sorry i honestly cant tell what color that is im so dumb đ and the other side theyre wearing black........... wrow.mp3
wherever the hell sana is looking like a goddess im [rest]
LITERALLY THAT WHOLE SCENE WITH ALL THE FLOWERS WAS FOR MEâ˘!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I CANNOT EXPRESS HOW MUCH I LIKE FLOWERS OKAY-
THEY LOOK LIKE THEYRE SURROUNDED BY SOMETHING LIKE THE SEVEN WONDERS OF THE WORLD OR WHATEVER IN THAT LAST DANCE PART
JUST THE BURST OF COLORS IM SO ALIVE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
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i feel like i deadass reiterate myself at this point buT LIKE I FEEL LIKE I MUST RUN TO THE HIGHEST PEAK OF THE TALLEST MOUNTAIN OR THE ROOFTOP OF THE TALLEST BUILDING TO REMIND PEOPLE THAT THEY ARE BEAUTIFUL WOMEN AND IF YOU DONT THINK SO REEVALUATE EVERYTHING EVER-
THIS NEEDS TO BE A SEPARATE LINE BUT THE JOUTFITSâŚâŚâŚâŚâŚâŚâŚâŚâŚâŚâŚâŚ [REST]
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okay i need to get this off my chestâŚâŚâŚâŚâŚâŚâŚâŚâŚâŚâŚâŚâŚâŚâŚ JEONGYEON IN A LEATHER JACKET ON A MOTORCYCLE- her with this hairstyle and color im honestly struggling to breathe she f ucking took it yall!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! THE SPARKLY GOLD DRESS WITH HER SHOULDERS OUT MAâAM HAND IN MARRIAGE-
FIRST OF ALL SHORT HAIRED MOMO IS SUPERIOR I SAID WHAT I SAID- THAT JEAN ONE WITH THE SPARKLE S HIT OR WHATEVER IMâŚâŚâŚâŚâŚâŚâŚâŚâŚ IM D*ING!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! and that pretty dress she was wearing when she was lying down for her rap anD IM SKIPPING THE YELLOW ONE BECAUSE FRANKLY THATS A LITTLE TOO MUCH FOR MY BRAIN TO COMPREHEND RN
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JIHYO AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! THAT RED HAIR HELLO SHE IS SO STUNNING�???? IN THAT BLUE DRESS???????? oh my god that V E S T during the dance in front of the flower iM BREATHING AND NOT SIMULTANEOUSLY- 2:05 LITERALLY YALL DONT EVEN LOOK AT ME!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
MINA THE GODDESS THAT YOU ARE???????????? HELLO????????? LITERALLY SHE DID NOT SHE SHOW UP LOOK LIKE THAT⢠im breathless and all she was doing was rolling around in a white dress with white sheets around her and beiNG BEAUTIFUL-
dahyun just has long dark hairâŚâŚâŚâŚâŚâŚ and she stilL BROKE MY S HIT- that blue dress is E V E R Y T H I N G LISTEN- I CANNOT EXPRESS HOW PRETTY SHE IS⢠the gray outfit the sleeves rolled up the belt the skirt B OI DO I D*E- THE BLACK ONE WITH ONE SHOULDER OUT QUEEN S HIT I THINK-
THOSE CONTACTS ON CHAEYOUNG ARE YOU KIDDING ME i swear like 90% of the time she just decides to hurt MY FEELINGS AND CAN WE PLS TALK ABOUT THE JEAN OUTFIT AT 1:46 CAN WE PLS- she looks so good as a blonde its RIDICULOUS
oh my god tzuyu that skirt???????? crop top???????? jacket???????? that hair color on her iS SO GOOD and then that yellow plaid outfit she is just so Pretty⢠i caNNOT!!!!!!!!! the white dress yknow what i dont really get the frills buT ONLY SHE COULD MAKE IT WORK
LIKE i definitely prefer this song over more and more THAT ONES A GOOD ONE TOO OBVIOUSLY but T H I S O N E⢠JUST HITS SO DIFFERENT!!!!!!!!!!!!! i was literally hooked on the first listen and thats just twices power T H I S O N Eâ˘âŚâŚâŚâŚâŚ UNLOCKED HIDDEN EMOTIONS- i was definitely swaying from side to side and nodding my head buT NOT IN A CHILL WAY i dunno what this song did to me but it injected just a big ass syringe full of Feral⢠directly into my bloodstream AND my brain
IN CONCLUSION: I CANT STOP ME PLAYING THIS SONG
#HOOO BOY LETS NOT PAY ATTENTION TO HOW LATE THIS IS#IM TIRED FROM SCHOOL POR FAVOR FORGIVE ME#twice#not dc#han.txt#hanâs mv afterthoughts
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BABE. oh my god. okay here we go, itâs gonna be long!!
1:Â when you have cereal, do you have more milk than cereal or more cereal than milk? more cereal than milk I think?
2: do you like the feeling of cold air on your cheeks on a wintery day? I love winter and everything about it, Iâd rather be cold than hotÂ
3: what random objects do you use to bookmark your books? post it notes, receipts, Iâve used flowers a few times, really anything thatâs in reach
4: how do you take your coffee/tea? tea with a little bit of milk and honey, coffee depends on the day? typically with a lil bit of vanilla creamer. when I make my âfancyâ coffee at home with frothy milk on top I always top them off with a dusting of cinnamonÂ
5: are you self-conscious of your smile? always
6: do you keep plants? ye! I have a succulent/cacti terrarium, some sunflowers, jasmine, african violets, tomato plants, hanging planters, and a few more I forget the names of!
7: do you name your plants? not the ones I have currently
8: what artistic medium do you use to express your feelings? I love ink. I haven't been able to paint with ink in a while, but the movement of that and watercolor are just.. freeing? I dunno how to explain it.  that and drawing using ink, every mark you make is permanent and I just kinda zone out when doing it
9: do you like singing/humming to yourself? aight listen. my future s/o is gonna have to deal with this a lot. shower? singing. car ride? singing. cooking? singing. y'all aint getting a break even if I sound like a dying cat
10: do you sleep on your back, side, or stomach? primarily side and stomach!
11: whatâs an inner joke you have with your friends? I cant think of many at the moment but uhhhh. hmm. a few guys and I play a game together and I run the group (in rdr2), and we don't let people join it if their horseâs tail isn't braided so weâll hunt them down and kill them instead
12: whatâs your favorite planet? neptune looks beautiful
13: whatâs something that made you smile today? the fact that you wanted to know more about me
14: if you were to live with your best friend in an old flat in a big city, what would it look like? lots and lots of plants, kinda modern, a few fish tanks, smells like lavender and coffee
15: go google a weird space fact and tell us what it is! mars has the biggest known volcano!
16: whatâs your favorite pasta dish? stupidly basic, but chicken parmesanÂ
17: what color do you really want to dye your hair? Iâve always wanted to impulsively dye it some shade of blue just for a few weeks
18: tell us about something dumb/funny you did that has since gone down in history between you and your friends and is always brought up. I got ridiculously drunk off tequila at a house party and was given my first mojito, thought he picked leaves off the tree out back and threw them in so I dug them out and threw them around the yard in disgust. I have a very vague memory of this but they always give me crap for it
19: do you keep a journal? what do you write/draw/ in it? I have a couple! one is my bujo where I keep lists of things like self care ideas, favorite movies and books, quotes, friend stuff, etc. another I use to draw in and like to recreate van gogh sketches, others are privateÂ
20: whatâs your favorite eye color? y'all ever really see brown eyes? oof
21: talk about your favorite bag, the one thatâs been to hell and back with you and that you love to pieces. I don't have this?
22: are you a morning person? I could be if I woke up next to the right person
23: whatâs your favorite thing to do on lazy days where you have 0 obligations? netflix binging, reading, aquarium shopping, walks with my dog in the woods, making stupid pancakes, and league with a babe
24: is there someone out there you would trust with every single one of your secrets? it takes time for me to trust people, so probably all my life at some point with a girl. as for family? no
25: whatâs the weirdest place youâve ever broken into? Iâve locked myself outta my place a few times and had to go through the window
26: what are the shoes youâve had for forever and wear with every single outfit? several pairs of sandals and slides!
27: whatâs your favorite bubblegum flavor? just regular mint?
28: sunrise or sunset? watching the sunset on a blanket in the grass with a girl I care aboutÂ
29: whatâs something really cute that one of your friends does and is totally endearing? her voice gets a lil louder and she talks fast when she's excited about something and its flipping adorable
30: think of it: have you ever been truly scared? yes.Â
31: what is your opinion of socks? do you like wearing weird socks? do you sleep with socks? do you confine yourself to white sock hell? really, just talk about socks. I love fluffy socks and patterned socks and ones with dinosaurs and stuff and I love socks so much, don't sleep in them though
32: tell us a story of something that happened to you after 3AM when you were with friends. we played a drinking game based off how we did in a split screen game, one drink for every kill, got v drunk that nightÂ
33: whatâs your fave pastry? I love baclava but Iâm horribly allergic to walnuts
34: tell us about the stuffed animal you kept as a kid. what is it called? what does it look like? do you still keep it? I still have it! my dad went down to south carolina a lot and I was, and still am, very much in love with alligators. I think I was six or something but he came home with this giant garbage bag and was moving it like there was an animal inside and when I opened it, it was a giant stuffed alligator. he's currently sitting on my bed, but seems a lot smaller now
35: do you like stationary and pretty pens and so on? do you use them often? I really wanna get into using thicker paper for letters with pressed wax seals and pressed flowersÂ
36: which bandâs sound would fit your mood right now? I donât really focus on individual bands too much tbh, I bounce around a lot within genres. anything happy and country atm
37: do you like keeping your room messy or clean? Iâm tryna keep it cleaner, better habit to make myself get intoÂ
38: tell us about your pet peeves! people smoking around me (I don't care that you smoke whatever, I just ask you don't do it around me bc it makes me feel sick), a group of people that takes up the whole sidewalk going incredibly slow, people that cut me off in traffic without turn signals, people who f around in the tsa line and don't get ready then stand there for ten minutes taking everything off for the scanner and hold us up, âthereâ and âtheirâ and âtheyâreâ misuses, etc. jeez, didn't realize I had so many and that's not even all of them
39: what color do you wear the most? blue?
40: think of a piece of jewelry you own: whatâs itâs story? does it have any meaning to you? I love my claddagh ring, my mom and sister both have the same one and we all match. currently not wearing it bc it was like 100 degrees F then other day and it burned my finger?????
41: whatâs the last book you remember really, really loving? asoiaf!!!!
42: do you have a favorite coffee shop? describe it! I like this lil coffee shop about half an hour away, every drink has an individual and funny name and the workers are niceÂ
43: who was the last person you gazed at the stars with? I honestly canât remember, but I could really go for this right now
44: when was the last time you remember feeling completely serene and at peace with everything? uhhhh itâs been a bit? lotta stressors recentlyÂ
45: do you trust your instincts a lot? I try to, should've listened to them regarding some stuff and I didnâtÂ
46: tell us the worst pun you can think of. what do you call a blind dinosaur? a do-you-think-he-saurus.
47: what food do you think should be banned from the universe? broccoli
48: what was your biggest fear as a kid? is it the same today? santa and the dark, no on both accounts nowÂ
49: do you like buying CDs and records? what was the last one you bought? no, I just use apple musicÂ
50: whatâs an odd thing you collect? I dunno about odd, but I keep seashells and shark teeth I find on beachesÂ
51: think of a person. what song do you associate with them? somebody to love
52: what are your favorite memes of the year so far? uhhhh Iâm bad at keeping up with when these come out but probably the âwait was anyone going to tell me ___ or was I supposed to find out in this ___â
53: have you ever watched the rocky horror picture show? heathers? beetlejuice? pulp fiction? what do you think of them? I haven't seen these sorry!
54: whoâs the last person you saw with a true look of sadness on their face? my dad
55: whatâs the most dramatic thing youâve ever done to prove a point? I honestly cannot think of this right now
56: what are some things you find endearing in people? when they get excited about something, when their eyes sparkle a bit in sunlight, when theyâre touchy (only certain ones), compassion, weird hobbies and interests, etc
57: go listen to bohemian rhapsody. how did it make you feel? did you dramatically reenact the lyrics? itâs an experience. listen with headphones on high or don't listen to it at all
58: whoâs the wine mom and whoâs the vodka aunt in your group of friends? why? I guess Iâd be the wine mom bc I don't drink heavily too often with my friends cause Iâm usually the dd, vodka aunt would go to my friend S cause hell she puts that shit away fast
59: whatâs your favorite myth? I love greek mythology
60: do you like poetry? what are some of your faves? sappho
61: whatâs the stupidest gift youâve ever given? the stupidest one youâve ever received? a lil cat bank that grabs a coin with its paw and drags it into the box and a potato, respectivelyÂ
62: do you drink juice in the morning? which kind? not usually
63: are you fussy about your books and music? do you keep them meticulously organized or kinda leave them be? I kept all of my books on a shelf before the move but idk what imma do with them now bc I have no room for a bookcase so they're kinda messy rn
64: what color is the sky where you are right now? pale blue and cloudy
65: is there anyone you havenât seen in a long time who youâd love to hang out with? a friend who moved away a few years ago, I miss herÂ
66: what would your ideal flower crown look like? oooooh. hmm. lots of blues and pinks and purples with lil twisty brown vines?
67: how do gloomy days where the sky is dark and the world is misty make you feel? I love them, 10/10, perfect.Â
68: whatâs winter like where you live? we either get 3 feet of snow overnight or a dusting, thereâs no in between
69: what are your favorite board games? I cant remember the last time I played a board game??? I liked the game of life and monopoly when I was a kidÂ
70: have you ever used a ouija board? nope
71: whatâs your favorite kind of tea? whatever happens to be in the cabinet!
72: are you a person who needs to note everything down or else youâll forget it? I have the memory of a goldfish
73: what are some of your worst habits? letting people get away with things they've done to me, being too lenient with people that make me uncomfortable, etc
74: describe a good friend of yours without using their name or gendered pronouns. theyâre such a good friend and we have enough years built into our friendship that we can go a few weeks without talking and be right where we left off. theyâre kind and caring and ready to help people when they need itÂ
75: tell us about your pets! my cat is an 8 year old lil grump, but he gets so freaking affectionate and lovey too. he knows when Iâm anxious and will come up and sit on my chest and purr. my dogâs a ball of jumping energy, she's always excited and happy, sheâs only 2 so hopefully sheâll mellow out. then my clownfish are flipping adorable even though they try to bite my fingers when Iâm working on the aquariumÂ
76: is there anything you should be doing right now but arenât? unpacking and socializing with family
77: pink or yellow lemonade? pink lemonadeÂ
78: are you in the minion hateclub or fanclub? I don't care about them really, but the facebook minion memes passed around by moms gotta stop
79: whatâs one of the cutest things someone has ever done for you? one of my exes surprise got me flowers sometimes, while the relationship just didn't work that was a cute actionÂ
80: what color are your bedroom walls? did you choose that color? if so, why? theyâre kinda beige-ish? I just moved here and I donât wanna repaint them
81: describe one of your friendâs eyes using the most abstract imagery you can think of. hmm. one of my friendsâ eyes are like the leaves on the forest floor, an assortment of greens and browns blended together with the occasional fleck of gold when light filters through the trees
82: are/were you good in school? Iâm okay? In high school I was in honor classes and stuff and I've made the deans list a few times in college so far, but honestly I think Iâm just average. I have a lot of issues with math and itâs why I couldn't go into one of the fields I was considering. I get overwhelmed quickly
83: whatâs some of your favorite album art? tbh I don't look at this kinda stuff but I know keshaâs rainbow was good?
84: are you planning on getting tattoos? which ones? ye! I want a small humpback whale on my left inner wrist, they mean a lot to me and I finally got to see one in person just last year. then I have some scars on my thigh Iâve been tossing around the idea of getting a tattoo to cover up, but idk if I would or what I would getÂ
85: do you read comics? what are your faves? no sorry! I always wanted to when I was younger but I got psyched out by guys who would say they're not for girls who I never took advantage of the comic shop a family friend ownsÂ
86: do you like concept albums? which ones? I dunno what this is and Iâm too tired to google it but imma guess its about music? to which I say Iâm v bad at keeping up with everyones stuffÂ
87: what are some movies you think everyone should watch at least once in their lives? the princess bride, star wars, lord of the rings, the sound of music, indiana jones (NOT crystal skull, it sucked), jurassic park, and a lottttt more.Â
88: are there any artistic movements you particularly enjoy? impressionism, post impressionism, and expressionismÂ
89: are you close to your parents? ish.Â
90: talk about your one of you favorite cities. I absolutely loved st. malo in france. I need to go back. itâs a giant walled city on the water and itâs just beautiful. I sat and watched an artist on the street for a while and bought two of his paintings afterward, gotta figure out where to hang them in my new bedroom. the air smelled amazing, it rained a lot when I was there but I still loved it and I wish Iâd had more time to really explore than I did
91: where do you plan on traveling this year? I wanted to go to sri lanka to see my family but I donât think itâs gonna happen, but Iâve got my fingers crossed for pennsylvania cause reasonsÂ
92: are you a person who drowns their pasta in cheese or a person who barely sprinkles a pinch? cheese is life
93: whatâs the hairstyle you wear the most? I braid it overnight and wear it down during the day!
94: who was the last person you know to have a birthday? my dad a few days agoÂ
95: what are your plans for this weekend? I think Iâve got another family party to go to? feel kinda done with my fam rn though
96: do you install your computer updates really quickly or do you procrastinate on them a lot? I literally just installed 2 years worth of updates this morning, so yeah, I procrastinate updates quite a bitÂ
97: myer briggs type, zodiac sign, and hogwarts house? idk what the first thing is but the others are scorpio and slytherin!
98: whenâs the last time you went hiking? did you enjoy it? oh wow I canât remember, but imma say yes? I wanna hike with my dog at some pointÂ
99: list some songs that resonate to your soul whenever you hear them. somebody to love, la mer, and some others
100: if you were presented with two buttons, one that allows you to go 5 years into the past, the other 5 years into the future, which one would you press? why? 5 years into the future. I hope that future me is happy and comfy with someone she loves surrounded by their plants, aquariums, pets, and love.Â
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roses sugar & hopeless for the first ask meme; penthouse, roses & sparkling water for the luxury asks; peach shortcake, taiyaki, three-color dango, rilakkuma pancakes & match parfait for the sweet asks
roses:Â what does love feel like to you? describe it!
Warm and familiar, like very, very, comfortable and safe.. but still exciting and fun and new, if that makes sense.Â
sugar:Â favorite pet names? (baby, sweetheart, etc.)
I LOVE THEM ALL TBH.. my faves are baby/babe, honey, my girl/boy (or really just âmyâ anything lol), pretty/beautiful, flower, and my faaaavveesss are like princess/your highness when they're used in like.. a mocking way lolÂ
hopeless:Â do you believe in ghosts?
Mmmm I wouldn't say I believe in âghostsâ  but yeah something I just wouldn't use that word/exact concept. idk how to describe but there's somethingÂ
penthouse: what would you consider your dream home? describe it.
I would like to have a really big house, near a city and in a beautiful area. Iâd like to be surrounded by nature/not have like superrrr close neighbors. Maybe living near the water somewhere idk.. My family is more wealthy and we live in a big house right beside the water so Iâm just accustomed to that, but Iâd like to live like that, just not in the middle of nowhere like rn lolol
roses: If it had to be winter, autumn, spring or summer for the rest of your life, which would you choose?
Def Autumn, because you can have summery nice like 17c days, and also like -10 wintery snowy days! Autumn is so versatile and pretty I loooovvee it.Â
sparkling water: what are your top three songs for the summer?
I cant actually remember what I was listening to this summer... but usually Bad Bad Hats music reminds me of summer/all their songs are summery n nice. also anything by the Beach Boys or Francoise Hardy is my anthem lol
peach shortcake: is there someone who you want to get closer to?
I would like to grow closer to lots of people in my life rn, I have a hard time opening myself up to people/getting closer to people though. I only really let people see 5% of me usually lolol, Iâd like to change that.
taiyaki: talk about your first love
I could talk ab like kindergarten crushes or smth but I dont really remember/care ab those.. My first actual love that I will prob remember forever is way too embarrassing to talk ab here thoughÂ
three-color dango: something you are looking forward to
This weekend I get to go hang w my friends in Winnipeg and go shopping! and I get to eat really nice food and buy bubble bath and cute clothes and just yeaaaaa everything. also I can't wait to grow closer w my friends and make more new friends and move out and start uni and just everything idk life is excitingÂ
rilakkuma pancakes: your dream breakfast
I want fresh fruit and lots and lots of really cold/frozen blueberries and a smoothie and some like granola/cereal w vanilla soy milk or like a really nice smoothie bowl or smth! or waffles/pancakes w vegan whipped cream and berries.. or curry and rice which isn't a breakfast food but honestly.. who can stop me lol. also I love freshly baked buns and tea/coffee idk I really can't choose ONE meal forever.. probably a blueberry smoothie bowl w granola and fresh fruit like I always have when I have time in the morning lol Iâm a simple dude.Â
matcha parfait: a few of your habits
I need to stare in the mirror for like 4-5 hours a night, never have a ânormalâ bath/a bath without essential oils or tea leaves or bubble bath or smth, I always twirl my hair or fix it/play with it/check up on it, I always bounce/shake my leg, I will pick the petals off the roses in the yard, and then bring them in and eat like a âsaladâ w them LOL i don't know if that's weird or not but some of my friends said that it was so who knows, they tase rlly good and sweet. also I put honey/agave in the water I boil rice in like every single time I make it while we're on the topic of food lol
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