#like it’s always been 😮💨
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haven’t posted anything here in a while but i’ve been itching to put some art out there… so fingers crossed that i’ll finally do that soon hehe
#rambles#i’ve redesigned my dol pcs even thought i haven’t played the game in a hot minute#i blame all the cool artists and blogs i’ve been consuming lately#been also playing lads and i’ve made my own blorbo so i wanna share them too#i also have OCs that i wanna share#i also have a bunch of IFs stuff that i wanna finish or draws soooo the list grows hehe#my style evolved quite a bit so i’m a teensie bitsy anxious about it#but i really like the way it’s going sooo 🤷♀️#it’s mostly the colouring process that is a pain#like it’s always been 😮💨#i love to sketch could do it for hours but when it comes to colour my brain is like nope thanks#while colouring traditionally is very fun and relaxing so i don’t know why my brain works like that#this is more of like an encouragement and reminder for me than anything else really#but alas
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I want to love someone enough that they no longer feel like they have a gaping hole inside of them but also perhaps more importantly i want to love them enough that they realize that the hole they felt inside of them was never there to begin with, that they’ve never been short of anything and that they’ve always deserved love even when it was hard to find
#wlw#wlw mood#sapphic#sapphism#lesbian#does this make sense??? like do you UNDERSTAND?????#like ohhh i want to help people realize how much they’re worth#and how much they deserveeee#and i NEED them to know they’ve always been worth it and deserved good things#idk if im saying it right#but i want to be loved this way too#😮💨😮💨#sorry im tired and my brain is going again lol#so more sappy thoughts for yall ig😅#im gay and i like sleeping
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like i do usually like the trope of the shorter one in a height difference relationship being all salty about it but i really think cyno probably likes that alhaitham is taller than him, like cyno gets to carry him around and it probably looks even more impressive than it is because alhaitham is a fucking mountain
#cytham#cyhaino#haino#gi cyno#gi alhaitham#i am once again thinking about cyno carrying alhaitham around😮💨#god tier daydream scenario for me fr#like i know ive talked about it before but i just KNOW they’re both so obsessed with it#and god i know cyno gets all smug about it too#like oh he gets to carry alhaitham around in front of everyone and look strong and everyone knows they like each other#and alhaitham is alhaitham so OBVIOUSLY he doesn’t mind any stares or anything and oughhhhhhhhh#they are in my thoughts#like they always nag me but DAMN they’ve really been nagging me lately
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#I WILL ALWAYS BE AN “I DON'T KNOW” TRUTHER#this song makes me feel like i've been dumped 23 times and been through 4 divorces#can't believe they actually forgot this song exist 😭💔#i also love love love “light a flame” and “fronting”#jealous of everyone that's seen “light a flame” live 😮💨#“my i” is also so good and the fact that the korean and chinese versions are their past and present selves conversing#their minds 🤯🤯🤯#“do re mi” is such a cute song#seventeen#svt
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Gilbert's route wins for being the route with the biggest skip I gave ever since playing Ikemen prince 😀😀😀
Gil's Romantic CG 👇🏻👇🏻👇🏻👇🏻 :

People : Oh my god, Gilbert looks so soft and cute in this CG!! 😭❤️❤️✨
Me *ignoring Gilbert* : Dang, I want that black dress Emma is wearing 😤😤🖤🖤🖤
#like fr I'd wear that dress for my wedding 😤🖤#Now let us return to read Leon's route and listen to his beautiful voice 😮💨💖💖💖💖#It has always been for Leon from the start 😤#ikemen prince#ikepri#ikepri gilbert#gilbert von obsidian#ikeprince leon#ikeprince yves#ikeprince chevalier#ikeprince clavis#ikeprince licht#ikeprince nokto#ikeprince jin#ikeprince rio#ikeprince sariel
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#going to vent a little bit here#but i just found out that apparently a member of my party has been intentionally trying to prevent my character#from progressing in their personal narrative because of a perceived slight months ago#and that its justified because my character always gets what they want and need to be brought down a peg essentially#my breaking point was when they got physical and started actively trying to harm my character#but like...what in the world#i should not be punished for following the narrative and I very clearly dont get what i want all the time#the dice are always against me#I'm just so shocked#dm has suggested i run every move by her first and like...i am not doing anything different from any of the other players#why am i the only one being limited here#anyway id like to play with a table that shares my philosophy on the game#ive been at a lot of tables where people genuinely forget its a game and everyone has a responsibility to keep the game fun for all players#and fun for the dm#will delete later#😮💨😮💨😮💨
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Cat-owners of elderly cats, do you find that your cats get clingier as they age? Mine definitely has, but idk if it's a general phenomenon 🤔
#he's always been super affectionate#but only with me! he doesn't like anyone else#and now as he gets older not only does he want to be within breathing distance of me at all times#he also gets very annoyed when I don't let him sleep on me or if I try to move him#he is very persistent 😮💨#cats#elderly cats
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I'm gonna kms someone at work got me sick. and it's my BIRTHDAY
#i wish i was into witchcraft so i could send a hex to every motherfucker out there who goes out sick and doesnt wear a mask#guarantee it was that unpleasant woman who bitched at me on the phone bc a bed was being delivered for her mom and i#didnt know if the previous bed had already been removed yet. girl im at the front desk i cant see thru walls. its 8 am the maintenance guy#isnt here yet. also this woman complains every time she comes in about the fact that we. disinfect things.#like we have 2 cups for pens one for clean pens and one for used pens. and she always scoffs and says “god i cant wait for you guys#to stop doing this its ridiculous“ and like. looking at us expectantly like we're supposed to agree with her. ma'am leave please#or it may have been the aide who came to the front desk to get a mask “so she doesnt get anyone sick.” while breathing in my space 😮💨
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i wish i could dress butchy but ionwanna cut my hair and i'm terrible at fashion 😔
#/personal#and i'm fat but let's not get started on that#it's summer so i'm more hyperaware of hwat i look like and it's not fun :(#i've always been awful at fashion and putting an outfit together#clothes stress me outtt like mufti days at school made me so anxious 😔#but butches always get me like “i wanna be her and also be in her” 😮💨
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Besties I made my mom take me to Barnes and noble and I got an Enhypen album for my birthday and I pulled my bias! Jay my beloved!! Look how pretty he is😍❤️

#he’s the handsome man on the left for my non kpop besties#I’ve decided I’m going to actively collect Jays album cards and this is one I’ve been drooling over#I’ve been considering buying it off Mercari so pulling it made me so happy#and Jungwon was my first bias (bc I always bias the leader first without realizing bc I have daddy issues 😮💨)#and I reeeeally wanted this card when he was my bais so I’m still very happy to have pulled it#aaaaa I’m so happy 🥰#this is my birthday Jay now 💅🏼#I opened the album and my mom asked me to unload the dishwasher so I looked at everything except the photocards#and my mom came out mid dishwasher and asked me#‘did you find your boyfriend in there??’ aka did you pull your bias#she tries to be supportive and I appreciate it#when I pulled Jay I went out there and I was like HEY LOOK PRETEND TO BE EXCITED FOR MY I GOT MY MANS#and she loooked over and went WOOOOO!!! he has very nice eyeliner :)#thank you mother yes he does 🥰#jongseong <3#enhypen <3#camshitposts#romance untold concessio#romance untold comback is SO GOOD 😤#but dark blood ot7 Nemo set is out for delivery rn#my kpop binder is eating good on this best birthday I’ve ever had 🥰
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Happy Valentine's Day to THEM! 💕
John & Madison.

Josh & Tara.


Caroline & Malcolm.


Luna & Jonathan.


Emma & Hayden.


#Some are missing bc I got tired. 😮💨#RIP to them I guess. 🤷🏽♀️#oc valentines#you can have the best of me ♡ john/madison.#aren’t all the pretty girls happy? ☆ madison hunter.#verse: marvel#would it be enough if i could never give you peace? ♡ tara/josh.#you plucked my petals just like the devil would do ☆ tara ray.#oc: joshua bloom#verse: child's play#you're as fucked up as me ♡ caroline/malcolm.#it's just not my year‚ but i'm all good out here ☆ caroline schneider.#'cause i've been silent all my life ☆ malcolm mckenzie.#verse: scream#am i a victim in your game? ♡︎ luna/jonathan.#sugar in my teeth‚ demons in my dreams ☆ luna koval.#you're a wreck‚ but i'm always going to want you ♡︎ emma/hayden.#all i ever wanted was the world ☆ emma thompkins nygma.#starved it till it died‚ and i did not cry ☆ hayden crane.#verse: dc universe#♛ mirrors.
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i mean if they're that kind of cultist in terms of exploiting me and pretending it to be helpful in some way and brainwashing and hurting me into it while also generally doing literally nothing good for anyone anywhere that does explain why they thought i'm trying to kidnap them or something this one time oh my
#and here i thought i couldn't be more obvious about my traumatized little reactions to people being weird and intrusive to me like that#their little obsession with breaking me despite me already being kept in practically non functional state for so long by other cultists too#oh well#they sure do have morals#they'll probably get so mad at me or something again and i'm not even trying to be rude or anything just saying things😮💨#i'm really disappointed i don't know#yeah the whole sciencecore magic mafia gang is just me being friendly and not scary to people i like to be around essentially#didn't exactly work out as you can see🥱#not the point really it's just kinda so weird of them#my responsibilities are mine chat it's never been anything different#the cultists are fucked up ridiculously self serving self righteous and narrow minded though and only ruin things for no reason as always#tiring to talk about really it's just friendships and tender feelings lost to horrors of their own making
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they should invent a day off where you're not woken up by the household at 9 in the morning and being unable to fall back asleep
#im fuming 😭😩 just let me sleep i feel like i've been physically beaten up at the end of my every 2nd shift 🥲😮💨#i don't understand why i get to this point of exhaustion.. i mean i got used to the physical aspect of my job..i think??#i has to lift/pull much heavy stuff but i try to not overdo it but it seems i end up always overdoing it anyway#my back and neck still end up hurting.. god i need hold on just for december and 2 weeks of january 😫🤧
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hello! i just wanted to ask you something but i really dont want it to come across rude or anything? i am just wondering how you sort of? justify continuing to stan key while hes showing such a bad track record over the past months? i wish i felt okay supporting him along with the other members but i really feel uncomfortable when he keeps doing and saying things that are so problematic.
hi dw it doesn’t sound rude! i’m just a little confused (my knowledge/awareness of recent stuff might be a bit limited as i’ve been busy lately!) i know some people have dropped both taemin and key for their colorist comments against minho which i completely understand/have shared on here, but i’d say both taemin and key are equally at fault for this (seeing as they treated the backlash in a similar way/their apology letters were similar too) so i assume this wouldn’t be your main driver for asking? i also know of the hyuna thing that’s since been deemed a mistranslation and deleted (i did reblog the original post of it and had distanced myself from him/posting abt him for a while but since then people have come out with the correct translation which boils down to them hanging out together in the past, which we all knew they did? yk it was also on amsat so im always a bit wary as to the tone/way things people say on tv reflecting their true feelings but that’s really sort of unrelated and a debate of its own) so idk if there’s anything else i’m not aware of that would also come into play here, in case there is i would def want to know to be able to gauge the situation as well. i don’t mean to undermine any of these things and generally like to reblog everything that happens of this sort so that those who follow me/check my blog are aware of it and get to make their own decisions on who to support and what to do moving forward so if i didn’t that would mean i didn’t see! i know people like to sort of bury these things under the rug and im not very online aside from my user tag (hehe<3) these days so that might be the reason.
#of course different people feel comfortable with different things and i completely understand if someone doesn’t want to keep being#supportive of people (i hate the word stan 😮💨) like of course if you don’t feel good about it that’s a completely fine decision to make an#fully up to you! just pointing it out bc it’s happened in the past: i hate when people rely on my personal opinion to form their own (and#i am of course not saying you’re implying that i just want to point it out bc it’s definitely been the case and i’ve been like. put on ‘ot4#block lists’ in the past for being wary of the guys when the stuff with jonghyun’s vcr and everything that happened with jinki so like!#i don’t mean to instigate ever i just like for everyone to be informed and make their own decisions and implement them while feeling good#about it. peace & love over here as always <3)
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It's different now that I work there of course but pre-library job I had a conversation with a coworker at the Horse Place where we discovered we both shared the experience of being made very anxious simply by stepping foot into a library (or any kind of store or whatever, really, but it's like, particularly ridiculous to experience that kind of anxiety in a library)
#ive always been Like That but my anxiety got SO awful last year i couldn't leave my house#ive gotten a little better especially thanks to the studio job forcing me to be highly social all the time#but its still a work in progress 😮💨
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⬆️ his ass did NOT expect his homework to be so labor intensive
#please feel free to ignore this#Jake meets world#A couple of my classmates were talking about how they took the whole 2 hours for our quiz and still didn't manage to answer every question#I've always been an extremely fast test-taker (like people hate being in the same room as me fast lol) and even I took like an hour#The HW requires answers of similar length and each one takes me like 30-45 minutes to get through 😮💨#I didn't start last week's assignment early enough and I have Learned My Lesson 🙈#It's EIGHT PAGES and I've finished like 2.5 🫠
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