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darabeatha · 2 months ago

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/I miss writing dynamics between characters , but this is really a me issue I should strive to correct, but even then, I I still find myself yearning like a cold animal by the road-

#;ooc #ooc #;dl #like i want to be saught after basically; YES I SAID IT #which is of course kind of mmmmm since change should stat with oneself #but can i be selfish for a quick moment; allow my facade to fade- im looking at u guys dead in the eye #like; reached out not to be a resource; but to be someone you have fun talking to #i tend to get obsessed over my mutuals' chaatcters but i kind of wish i had that feeling once #like; “I N E ED TO SEE R.OBIN HOOD HE IS MY SPECIALIST GUY!!!!”#that type of energy #im being weak AF by revealing all this information but #we are sensitive meat machines truly #its like;; that same interest- but in a genuine way; it would feel so nice; im sure ive felt jt before but right now ive forgotten #that i can finally speak about my personal blorbo without feeling annoying or receiving a reaction that doesnt match the energy i give #*sought #i think it boils down to i want to be seen and searched #but i knkw that to have that you should take the first step #i want that same enthusiasm;;; like i was telling a friend how i could write all their ocs and have their vibes plastered perfectly #bc i genuinely adore them; they are like from an actual manga to me #and Its that emo moment of; wishing one of ur characters meant something important to someone else i think #anyays urmmm urmmm this is mad embarrassing; im actually super cool all the time so-#;delete later #like;; do my muses even convey something? anything? to me i carry them under my sleeve so i feel it #but if someone came abd told me “your x muse is my favorite” i would sobb #ita like that selfish desire of; im always chasing others with appreciation and enthusiasm and love; when will i feel that with my muses #like omgggg s.mol posted about a.rjuna!! i love him so much!! i kove the way you write him!#actually i might be a dog-#wanting praise... MAD EMBARRASSING GROSS DISGUSTING proper perfect beings such as myself should not require of such trivial things #-frotting at the mouth from yearning and a warm touch-

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