#like. it's insane. she's SO combative abt a lot of stuff it's to the point where I KNOW
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I just want a life where my mom isn't so much of an asshole that on like a bi-monthly basis my eyes hurt by the end of the day from crying so hard cause she's such a fuckin giant dick
#like. I cannot stress enough. no one else in the family wants to deal with her NOT because of her disabilities#but because of how much of an ASSHOLE she is#and like. I can accept that some things are harder with her cause her mental faculties are like. idk#not great#so *sometimes* she maybe doesn't understand something or whatever#that's never been a problem for me. like she doesn't really ever remember how to use her ATM card. whatever. I help her!#it's INFURIATING tho to try to have any conversation with her when she's permanently on the fox news IV drip#like. it's insane. she's SO combative abt a lot of stuff it's to the point where I KNOW#if she went to a therapist they'd have her on new meds like *that*#it also doesn't help that numerous times drs have told her like you definitely have other diagnoses#things I wont list here because it's not my medical history but let's just say YES HOLY SHIT SHE HAS THOSE#but she literally doesn't want to be ~crazy~ so she got a new doc and got them to REMOVE THE DIAGNOSIS#said it was in error she doesn't have those#she 100000% does. and if she were on meds for them and in INTENSIVE therapy#with someone who was REALLY qualified to treat THOSE issues she might do better#I'm just SO tired bro. I'm 36 years old#and I continuously have to drop whatever I'm doing to handle every little thing for her#my internet went out I know its 8:30pm but it's out! I can't log into my hulu!#like. it's so much. and I make like. seriously not enough money. and I don't get enough hours#and this has been my WHOLE LIFE. when I was in high school I wasn't even paid for it! I was going to school and basically#parenting her and my brother#I'm SO TIRED bro. I'm so tired. I'm stsrting to cry again ughhhhhh I just really needed to vent#delete later#erin explains it all
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can i ask abt ur dragons? like their personalities and their background? 🐉
YESS YAAY ALWAYS.. theeeres . a lot . i have like 80 something dragons on the site and probably ~30/40 who have written out concrete shit about them/their role lollllll but errm. long post here r the important ones.
from the last post these r the 5 'gods' of the area. they arent actually gods, just extremely old and more intune with magic than the average bloke in the modern day. they dont actually get all along theyre just paired up in my head cus theyre oooold.
Aspenti (any pronouns) is An Informant. to what at this point i dont think she remembers but she takes the role veeery seriously and works as a sort of messenger for the other forces doing their shit in the wasteland they live in ^_^ he stays completely silent outside of his role tho... a kind of cherub-esque figure but if a cherub was a strange thing that was so full of the like. Concept Of The Sky sometimes it exploded in lightning.
Regina (she/her) is an archeologist who became kinda fixated on the castle in the wasteland. shes often mistaken for a statue guarding the way in and out of the area and doesnt mind that much. attention gets to her head. she loves telling stories to scare the kids into behaving and is like. Kind of Insane about the history of the realm but feels a sort of weird obligation to stay out of current hypothesizing about the history even tho shes lived through most of it cus it "spoils the fun for the rest of them."
Sulcatus (it/its) is the oldest thing around. its body is what became the castle everyone in the area lives in, before even the rot of the wastelands moved in it was there. its mostly only heard of through whispers of the court at this point. like Regina it has a fondness for spreading stories of the history it lived thru, but genuinely doesnt remember most of it out of not giving a shit, so it loves telling lies to anyone brave enough to actually approach it. its lazy, polarizing, and really just a trickster. its quite cute. it used to train fighters but stopped after its last trainee kinda died horribly from its command. its fine tho its trainee is fine and doing great.
Aeternitas (he/him) is combative and kind of wretched. like hes fine he doesnt actually enjoy fights for as Aggressive as he is and how Fighty he comes across hes a huge fan of just Staring and watching stuff happen, taking up the role of a guard dog with regina just to see people squirm. hes the embodiment of the rot of the wastelands in the area like sulcatus is the castle and regina is the history, but "embodiment" in the vague sort of, Hes around cus Its around, not that he made it. people Blame him for it though (or worship him depending on ur personal view on the idea of a living rot growing over the land) and he thinks thats hysterical.
Stagnum (any) is like. the least important frankly. shes the defacto Trickster Joker figure in the mythos, but like if your mythos was completely real and your gods tripped you in the hallways because tehy dont get attention otherwise. hes the herald of life and all things living in the area but if thats just cus she was the only figure left to deify or any real magic no one rlly knows. he just likes attention.
the 4 like maaain Modern figures in the lore ive been building r these guys tho. normal ass freaks.
Euclid (she/it) is the head of a local group of vagrants who were drawn to the castle by promise of a new home after being kicked out of their original homes fr Many reasons. theyve fully dedicated themselves to helping the rot of the waste spread to the point theyve let it take over themselves, cus it provides fr them so why dont they provide for it back! shes driven and a bit too dedicated to her cause getting a little merciless in her protection of those shes deemed as under her care . shes cool. she helps a lot with the local merchants and the political shenanigans in the castle.
Vlad (he/him) is a stressed freak given wayyy too much sway mostly because Many Many powerful people think hes charming. hes So Scared of literally everything going on but is somehow the head of the guard and The Person people go to for peacekeeping. Both the head of the forum of merchants and local Powers and the leader of the ruffians who claim original ownership of the castle and make its halls a nightmare to be in think he is Simply So Charming and their little Thing LMAO.
Neve (it/its) is the loser leader of the ruffians in the castle who is vaguely obsessed with vlad. once, maybe twice dead, its a cunning and terrible scholar who heads the ghosts in the halls. though at this point its been so many years its mind is kinda scattered and half there at times. its really not that bad tho it just likes Seeming that bad. its like if a zombie was cool.
Raphael (it/its) is the self proclaimed leader of the forum. the forum doesnt.. have a leader? but no one else cares enough to claim to be one so everyone lets it pretend it is. the forum is a group of 11 dragons who embody the elements and have been in the area as long as its existed. most just kinda chill out but some get Extremely involved. raph is one of latter ones and mostly acts as an annoyance. every other one of the heads in the forum has some sort of Thing they do, produce/provide/etc but raph really doesnt??? so it tries to take to leadership. but isnt very good at it . it at least acts as a sort of like. mascot? or like figurehead of the entire area so people are charmed by its ditzy outlook.
#spent an hour thinking about dragons. whats good#if any of this is incomprhenesible sorry im so bad at describinbg my own characters#cus like how much does the average person know. i dont#know.
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