#listens to spillways and cries in my car again

[anamelessfool]

Ok so is your current fixation on Primo and Young Copia a sign that you're trying to heal from some awful fucked up teenagerdom in which you were responsible for a very very young child sibling (almost at the level of being their parent) while trying to manage two other more actively volatile siblings in between that child one and managing a parent that was trying to be your friend and not a parent and during that you also were trying to be perceived as normal as possible by society but never actually truly being accepted as either normal or alt?

Me, crying: "No..."

Haha anyway read my fic I'm having a great time

[anamelessfool]

I'm the most senior member of my work team now. Our supervisor keeps coming by, riling up excitement but then flaking out. My team is constantly disappointed and annoyed he never pulls through. I couldn't care less, I'm just glad the guy is nice and he gets excited just telling us about all these lovely things he's going to do for us.

Y'all had a decent childhood where you were emotionally supported by a parental figure and it shows haha

[anamelessfool]

The feeling of [Nihil's] own words being more of a wager than a sign of honesty hung about his shoulders. He had the faint memory of being on the other side of that conversation. And in those moments what he thought was a promise was really only a way to buy time.

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Excerpt from my Young Nihil Ficlet I Posted Recently

Ok so is your current fixation on Primo and Young Copia a sign that you're trying to heal from some awful fucked up teenagerdom in which you were responsible for a very very young child sibling (almost at the level of being their parent) while trying to manage two other more actively volatile siblings in between that child one and managing a parent that was trying to be your friend and not a parent and during that you also were trying to be perceived as normal as possible by society but never actually truly being accepted as either normal or alt?

Me, crying: "No..."

Haha anyway read my fic I'm having a great time