#loggintrouble

[chitchatwitme]

BUMMER!!

Welpppp this kind of BLOWS!! I haven’t felt like sitting and writing for such a long time and Today!, man idk what is is about today but sitting here in my office in front of my computer I just wanted to hop on my TUMBLR and just write! Just update on what’s been going on but for some odd reason I cant remember the password!!! Ugh, I find this so oddly because I usually keep the same password for my socials and before you say “Well that’s stupid!” I DO NOT give my password to anyone! So therefore I find it so weird that I cant log in. Was I feeling spicy that day and changed it up?? Like really Kiana out of all days you want to feel spicy about a darn password?! LMFAO I cant believe that! I also tried to recover my page which was a task of its own LOL! So I did as instructed, but for some reason it wouldn’t accept my “code” which I thought I had to make up , obviously wrong!!! I think my account is linked to my old number which suckssss because I don't have access to that number anymore, So here I am on a new account! Ugh doesn’t feel the same but you know what it feels good to sit down and just write (if were being technical type LOL)!! I really wish I could go back but I guess out with the old in with the new!?!?! I have to try to convince myself of that because to be honest this is my 3rd TUMBLR account =/ I’m so embarrassed!! The bright side I always come back! I TRULY LOVE IT HERE! It’s my SAFE SPACE! So yes I might be a little ashamed (LMFAOOO) but I’m happy to be back! I’ve really been in my feels lately! I do have to remember my life is different with out my dad and I have to stop looking for the norm, MY LIFE WILL NEVER BE NORMAL! I lost a piece of my heart! No matter how long its been it feels like yesterday. I just have to find the new normal, and it’s been such a tough journey especially when holidays come up. It’s like i just get in this funk! I don’t want to do anything! Just hibernate in my cozy home and hide from the world! Trust me in my head when the suns out I’m outside enjoying the day but in all reality ya girl is probably binge watching a banging ass NETFLIX show lmfao ( btw anyone need any suggestions I've done seen most of em LMFAO) !!! Slowly but surly I'm seeing a little change, like hey look at me here up at my desk on my laptop finally writing to my peeps!!! One step closer to getting back on my YOUTUBE grind which is def the next post we will get into why ya girls been in her feels about all that and honestly I feel like i had a reason but ya girl is being the bigger women AGAIN lmfao and getting back to what i love! I cant keep letting people or anything keep getting in my way! I need to go back to what makes me happy and if anyone and I mean ANYONE doesn't like it they can FALL THE HELL BACK YA HEAR MEEEEE LMFAO!  AHHHH I missed this! I missed yaa! Time to go throw down on these cookie brownies I made! Till next time xoxo- MzKMP