#longlivethirdsquirrel

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When you're officially a 20-something because after 21, nobody cares about your actual age anymore. . . . . . I'm glad to have the autonomy to run off to the mountains for the day without permission or consequence. It's tough to have to balance having enough money to pay my bills and go on adventures while still getting As in my full time school schedule. It's overwhelming to have the knowledge that I'm capable of living my life anywhere, any way that I want. Am I making the right decision? Could I be happier doing something else/being somewhere else. It's impossible to say. But I'm grateful for the laundry list of amazing experiences I've had and all the people I've had the privilege to love in my life. I'm grateful that I feel stable and generally healthy. I'm grateful that I feel proud of myself, and I do, I really do. I guess here's to 22🎉🍺 ~it's too much pain, it's too much freedom, what should I do with this~ #LongLiveThirdSquirrel #happybirthdaytome #donnerlake #truckee #california (at Donner Lake)