#loopsafrin

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i love that isafrin can be the most straightforwardly romancey, wholesome pairing on a surface level and then you go one (1) level deeper and run into siffrin’s seething guilt and convoluted feelings around touch and intimacy and the extent to which they want or don’t want those things in a specifically romantic way or if he was trying to seek connection and love in any way he could once he knew that Isabeau wanted those things from him in that context, and the combined power trip/self disgust at “manipulating” Isabeau’s desires without his knowledge to make themself feel wanted and in control. and then you keep going and there’s also Isabeau’s own warped self image (still, in spite of all his changes, fearing that he’s someone that would be shameful to know), his “emotionally stable pillar” role and self-taught therapy talk masking his deep fears of real confrontation (struggling loop after loop to confess, not wanting Odile to confront Siffrin about their weird behavior in the sus quest bathroom talk) and how Siffrin’s fear of vulnerability and Isabeau’s fear of Pushing Too Hard allow both of their issues to fester unspoken long after it’s clear that the problems exist.

all this to say. duality of isafrin. makes my heart full and warm and happy to see the sweet, fluffy, silly love and connection between them (mutually romantic or otherwise). and then also. the delicious, delicious complications. gnawing on them like a dog with a beloved bone

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Sloopis is either the most tragic and gut wretching ship or This to me, no inbetween

Ref under the cut!

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Waiter! More toxic yaouri!

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Holding the world in your arms

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so you know how I have an isat fic here , right? Well on ao3. but whatever. My mind is split on different platforms. So anyways. not only do I want to change the name of it next upload because The Sun, the Moon and the Stars was really a place holder name, but I also made a Discovery. So I was doodling events from that fic that I have Planned and. Well. In true hyperfixation fashion, the original ending I had planned is now. Not there anymore. In the sense that the Event is there, no way of getting around it , but. I have. More. Planned. :3 Guys I love Loop In Star And Time

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thought about centaurworld again FUCK

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wanted to finish a Loopsafrin doodle for Saint Valentine's but got too busy playing detective beebo and finishing an exam

I STILL HAVE TIME IT'S AN ILLUSION I CAN DOODLE!

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i have to make more loopsafrin stuff or i will Lose my mind

[chimerafeathers]

#the guilt. the yearning. the self-hatred tempered but also exacerbated by love. #sloopis is populated entirely by people who are simply by virtue of who they are the absolute worst possible people for one another #but also by virtue of who they are have the potential to be the absolute best possible people for each other as well #it's just so goddamn tasty (via @anuninterestingperson)

it’s a choose-your-own-adventure of soul-cleansing cathartic growth, support, and healing, or the most catastrophically devastating trainwreck of angst you can imagine. and if you play your cards right you can even do both at the same time! or one leading into the other in either direction! they’ve truly got it all

i love that isafrin can be the most straightforwardly romancey, wholesome pairing on a surface level and then you go one (1) level deeper and run into siffrin’s seething guilt and convoluted feelings around touch and intimacy and the extent to which they want or don’t want those things in a specifically romantic way or if he was trying to seek connection and love in any way he could once he knew that Isabeau wanted those things from him in that context, and the combined power trip/self disgust at “manipulating” Isabeau’s desires without his knowledge to make themself feel wanted and in control. and then you keep going and there’s also Isabeau’s own warped self image (still, in spite of all his changes, fearing that he’s someone that would be shameful to know), his “emotionally stable pillar” role and self-taught therapy talk masking his deep fears of real confrontation (struggling loop after loop to confess, not wanting Odile to confront Siffrin about their weird behavior in the sus quest bathroom talk) and how Siffrin’s fear of vulnerability and Isabeau’s fear of Pushing Too Hard allow both of their issues to fester unspoken long after it’s clear that the problems exist.

all this to say. duality of isafrin. makes my heart full and warm and happy to see the sweet, fluffy, silly love and connection between them (mutually romantic or otherwise). and then also. the delicious, delicious complications. gnawing on them like a dog with a beloved bone