#love it so farrrrrrr

[preciouspatriots]

saw the clown in a cornfield movie yesterday. half way through listening to the clown in a cornfield audiobook today. cole hill, you mean everything to me!

[purple--queen]

Sometimes when I watch a new marvel show /movie I think 'nothing can surprise me anymore' & then they reveal something like "obadiah stane had a child" like what do you mean by that???

[kdogreads]

Imagine moving in with Carmy

You didn’t really mean for it to happen.

Carmy lived closer to work and most of your friends’ places, so you started staying there if you worked a late night or got too drunk on a Saturday night and didn’t want to Uber all the way home.

You’d call him after the bar closed and nearly give Carm a heart attack:

Baby? Are you alright? What happened, where are you?

Carmyyy, can you pretty pleaaaase come pick me up?

Don’t want to ride all the way home?

No, Carm, it’s so farrrrrrr

S’okay, baby. I’ll be there in 5

You start leaving clothes and shoes there

Just in case you had an early meeting. Or needed something to wear when you two went hiking after work. It could snow in May in Chicago — what if you needed your boots and coat to shovel out your car? All valid points Carmy made to persuade you to leave some stuff at his place.

Of course, Carmy got you your own toothbrush not too long after you started staying over. He made you mean dinners, but neither of you wanted to hang out all night long with onion or garlic breath.

He slowly starts accruing a stash of everything you may need: tampons, ibuprofen, makeup wipes, socks (the no-shows you like), even that sugar-free dairy-free coffee creamer Carmy thought you paid way too much for.

You change your delivery address to his

On everything from Amazon to your monthly makeup subscription, it just makes more sense for it to go to Carm’s. Otherwise it’ll just sit at your apartment’s office for days.

Your mail starts coming there, too, since you put his address down whenever you sign up for anything new.

It doesn’t come up until your lease is almost up

Carm’ll hit you with those sad, puppy dog eyes, sweetly questioning you why you bother to pay for a whole apartment you’re hardly at.

Why don’t you, uh, just stay, stay here?

Are you asking me to move in with you, Bear?

Yeah, yeah I guess I am. Move in with me.

Moving day is pretty simple

Seeing as most of the stuff you need is already at Carmen’s place. Your place.

Marcus, Ebra and Richie all come to help, insisting you didn’t need to hire movers with all that man-power around.

You decide to just sell all your big furniture on Facebook marketplace, aside from a funky chair you couldn’t part with and all of your eclectic art collection.

Carmy gives you free reign to redecorate however you want. He doesn’t have much on the walls to begin with, so you meticulously place every piece of art in its perfect place. Carm doesn’t understand all of it, but he loves it. It makes his empty apartment come to life. It feels like a home for the first time in a long time.

Carmy starts calling it “our place” right away

You still stumble here and there:

I left my jacket at Carmy’s, er, at home this morning.

But Carmy would shout it from the rooftops if he could. He’s so proud to be building a home, a life, with you.

Cousin! Can you stop by our place tonight and help us carry that god-awful futon out to the curb?

The two of you are more comfortable than you’ve ever been before

And you can’t wait to spend every night and every morning with Carmen in your home, the one you’re creating together.

[stormbreaker-290]

I wamt give you a kisssssss,,,,, or two,,,,, or five,,,,,,, or eight,,,,,,, or twelve,,,,,, if fifteen,,, or-,,,,,, /p

Wamt,,,,,,, give you love amd cuddle💔💔💔

Why so farrrrrrr💔💔💔💔💔💔💔💔💔💔💔

EBEHRBEBEBR

Ouwhaghhhhhhh I wabht to tooooooooo,,,,,,,,,,

Why must my affection go un . Affected 💔💔💔💔

[hemlockesprings]

Hey Hemlocke! Love your music, it's been super fun following your progress. I saw your comment about pos and sever being stressful songs to make. I'm curious which of your songs came easiest to you?

Excited to see what comes next! 🥰

hello hello! 🥹👋🏾 can't wait 4 u to hear!

gimme all ur luv was the easiest, by FARRRRRRR!

See what had happened was I realized I hadn't made a song in a minute (like 4 or 6 months) so while I was shitting on the toilet, I came up with 4 song ideas (not joking---TMI, I KNOWWWW)!

One of them (which ended up being gimme) was starting out really weird about teddy bears, kisses and hugs, but I had a chorus kind of down pat ("I just want loveeeee")!

I took a shower, and then the whole song came to me!!! Worked on it that day, worked on it the next day, it was done by day 2 and then I teased it on tiktok cause I was a baddddd student and welllll.....the rest is history!

-🔒🩵

[eddiemunsonbrainrot]

hi, are you the person who wrote a very down to earth and sensible post about how obvious byler endgame is based on visual storytelling? if so i vaguely remember you saying you werent invested in byler at first (hence also your username lol) but now you seem really into it and i love that and would like to know more about your journey haha

if none of this makes sense, please swivel me back around and propel me gently down the waterslide thank youuuuuuuuuu

finally getting round to answering asks sorry it has taken so long!

I don’t THINK that was me but I have also made so many posts on here that I can’t say for certain?BUT you are right that I wasn’t that invested in byler at first!

I’ve been a fan of st since season one since the party actors are all around my age so that was what brought the appeal at first then I stayed because of the amazing plot. In season one I was an absolute massive fan of mileven, but I was also part of the early Will Byers is gay truthers. In season 2 I was a multishipper, shipping both mileven and byler, but more mileven since at that point they were still kind of cute. But then in season 3 I stopped shipping mileven and only shipped byler, but only casually. In the first volume of season 4 I also only shipped them casually, and I was more obsessed with Eddie (hence the username).

However, after vol 1 is when I started getting really into tumblr, at first mainly for Eddie and steddie, but then I kept seeing byler proof posts and I was like hang onnnn could this actually happen???? Then I just ending up diving DEEP into byler and seeing all the evidence and analysis and now I am so invested and completely believe that byler will be endgame and if it isn’t the duffers are wrong, not us. I still love Eddie but I am farrrrrrr more invested in byler than anything else about stranger things but I’ve gone by this username for so long that I’m scared if I change it no one will know who I am so it’s going to stay forever

[probablyin-bed]

the bear spoilers ???? kinda????? read at ur own risk I guess

can we talk about how this season of the bear ended bc I have so many things to say. sydney having a full blown panic attack. carmy is turning her into him. he unfortunately turned himself into chef fields. and we alllllll see how he feels about that fuck head, so.

aside from that tho, I absolutely loved their little kick back and syd's place. seeing all these chefs who take everything so seriously be loose and have fun and just fuck around with the faks & richie and just have fun it was very nice to see that. I - loved - seeing chef terry going through syd's fridge and finding the frozen pizza and going "chef terry loves this shit". olivia Colman is a treasure!!!!! also peep richie and jess . hmmmmm

ALSO ! I think carmy needs to be alone LOL like he does not need to have any romantic relationships. poor claire dude. yes, she is indeed the peace so leave her tf alone lol. and keep sydney farrrrrrr away from that relationship too. I absolutely hate that ship bc my girl doesn't need anymore stress from carmy. my boy needs to heal a hell of a lot more. but I did pick up on her little flirtations w luca and I am so incredibly down for that ! (but maybe im reading into that wrong idk)

sugar. nat. I love you. you are top 3 characters for me in this show and you're not 3 ! the whole ice chips episode. ugh. pete is also such a himbo sweetheart. he loves his wife and is just so good.

richie breaks my heart. love him so dearly. that is a girl dad if i've ever seen one. he's trying so hard. he's just too too too good.

fucking john cena as sammy fak? he doesn't look like a fak but god did he fit so well. the 3 of them bouncing off of each other comically was incredible. it worked so well.

i'm sure I have more to say but I need to do a rewatch already so

[dark-elf-writes]

please elf i am on my knees asking you to watch heaven officials blessing, it’s written by the same author as mdzs, and i am so unwell about this god of misfortune and the ghost king who is so in love with him he reincarnated three times

It’s definitely on my list and I think I actually own the first book of that one along with scum villain but that would mean checking my shelves to find out and it’s so farrrrrrr

[tortoisebore]

you’re an amazing writer! i love many fics but i tend to only focus on certain bits of them because my attention span is truly shit. however you have such a way with words, and i throughly enjoyed every part of the story, loved the way you describe places etc, i can’t wait for part 2 ❤️ love x

waaaaah i can’t wait for u to read pt 2 i love them sm 😭😭😭 domestic fluff is by farrrrrrr my #1 fav thing to write i’m having so much fun with it 🧚✨

[silver-wield]

wow, it's been quite late for me but during jan 4? It seems like a twitter has been gettin shit for a shitty ass take he made about tifa and cloud. He's called profnoctis? And honestly? Shame man. He calls himself a theologian or professor? But wth are these bad takes and immoral standards? I swear, they like to act like cloud was tearing up the world from the pain of losing someone he barely even knew and he had a brain defect as well. Like i get its rpg, but ff isn't that kind of rpg. I can't stand anybody preaching they love cloud but really? They only love to self insert themselves in cloud because she has tons of girls who are into him. It's an incel dream.

I also hate HATE how they frame shippers as only shippers when literally we know more about the game than these dudebros who are allergic to the genre of WELL WRITTEN romance. Just because he PERSONALLY sees cloud is available, doesn't mean he has an infatuation to everyone who's into him. Might as well say he feels the same way for jessie or madam M while they're at it. That's like saying cloud only had feelings for tifa "after" because he's fine now like wtf??? What shit ass love story is that??????

Sighhhhhhhhhj you can't call yourself a theory maker wtvr if you don't understand he literally did everything for tifa, name Lockhart is literally based on that. What use would "he had a cRuSh" has in the game other than for incel fantasy. Cloud isn't you, cloud has his feelings, and hell no, it's only for tifa.

I swear saying "he only ever loved tifa" is auto-shipper for them. Like it needs to be both or you're a shipper. Well id rather be a canon shipper with proof than an incel who wants to make up excuses how he's not one. If you don't have proof, your personal opinion is fck all nonsense, just common sense so they shouldn't call it canon.

Plus i saw they gave you shit for it. The original poster, I know that guy, i immediately unfollowed him before when i realized he's just desperate for followers and it shows. Making a thread discussing the girls and not expecting a shipping discussion to arise? Calling you jairus? Lmao FARRRRRRR from it. I hate cleriffs and these " neutral"s aka "we just want both of them idgf " type of mofos.

Jfc, im so sorry for the anger but I can't stand their bullshit. I always thought both these guys are weird for some reason and it shows. God i just feel so bad for cloud. I really fcking do. Not even his fans know him, so much for so called acceptance that he wants when they just "want you/ fave you" when they need to self insert.

Idgaf if they're not real. Their shitty moral standards show what kind of people they are on real life. That's like stating you'll cheer for walter white, despite the fact he's a pos but yeah he's not real . Lmao sure sure they should hide in those mantle of BS because they have nothing to say back that has proof other than " i want nothin of this war" for which they themselves provoked.

It seems that "prof" deleted the tweet. I guess he didn't want others to unfollow him or rightfully correct him on his bullshit. I mean when I say these dudebros just want followers and acting all high and mighty but it's all air anyway. I've seen max say some shit at some point but i hope he stays consistent and not say bs if he says he actually knows the game.

btw, for a theory maker, why can't he see that , that supposed "infatuation" is just jenova all along? And has 0 to do with his real opinions. He's a puppet, who only shows his real self with tifa as toriyama stated. Sigh, ill stop now but I really really hate shit takes. It's been decades, it just makes me want to kill them. I just wish they clarify exactly what cloud's motivation is and why he's even tf alive now (we know why but they don't sigh).

[varminties]

I unironically love gamer boys like........... I play online with so many people atm and I play with so many like, hardcore gamer boys, and they're some of the chillest and nicest people. always willing to help out. like I know it's a meme that if you're a girl then you'll get weird boys hitting on you just bc you play games but I've not really had that and my experience with nice, cool boys who you can make friends with and vibe with farrrrrrr outweighs any dudes trying to hit on me

[seventeengoingunder]

new halsey record. thoughts?

KSENIA!!!!! I feel like we're never online at the same time anymore - missed you and hope you're doing well ❤️❤️❤️

I've been really excited for and interested in this since the moment the concept and initial visuals were revealed. The daily impersonations were a great marketing tactic but they could've easily gone wrong if the tracks were subpar - luckily for me, I'm obsessed with all the ones artists I love inspired 😌 (Dog Years the best song on the album by farrrrrrr!)

Didn't care much for the singles but they did end up being my least favorites on the album so it's all good! The rest of the tracklist was a nice surprise due to that. Love the 70s and 90s sections. The 80s did lose me a little bit but I expected that.

I guess some might say the tracks sound too much like their inspirations but I'm always a fan of songs sounding like other songs. Rip-offs are fun because recognizing the interpolation makes me feel smart, sorry to say!

Obviously any album this long is going to be inconsistent but there are enough great tracks to carry it methinks - the first half is noticeably better as far as I'm concerned though.

What were your thoughts + favorite tracks!!!

[k4tie75]

Girl how do you always make your blog themes so cool! Fr love all the ones you’ve had 🫶

- coucous

Hahaha thankyou sm 😭🫶🏻, honestly it takes me farrrrrrr too long when I change my theme to actually find something I like on Pinterest!!

[theautumnaldemon]

I made progress in drawing but my dark gray died 🫠

GRAHHHHHHHH I LOVE IT SO FARRRRRRR sorry abt the gray marker oof

[heartslabyulzz]

Fifth OC down! This fun flier, Aeri, belongs to @th3-s0l4r-fl4r3 (I wrote it other acct on the image if that's chill aaa)

I LOVE THIS SILLY BIRD. HES BEEN BRINGING THE NRC TO NRC AND ITS BEEN SO FUN WITH HIM AROUND SO FARRRRRRR

His hair was also really fun to draw actually I enjoyed it a lot fhfjjfnfnf

Y'know what... Mutuals.

Throw me one of ur twst OCs.

It might take me nine years to draw but... Throw them my way perchance? I wanna try drawing when I have the time again aaaaaaa

[theluxuriansecret]

Diary Entry 03242024

11:39 pm

The night before I start the job I've been banking on, dreaming of, manifesting and I am so nervous but also very excited. I honestly have so many feelings stored away inside of me and I am having trouble finding ways to release them / manage them.

To begin, I know that we have entered eclipse season and tomorrow will be a full moon. There are a lot of emotions brewing in me like self doubt, will I be good enough for this job? Will my new coworkers like me? Am I okay with accepting rejection / failure? i honestly don't believe I'll ever be put in a situation I couldn't handle.

Which I guess brings me to my relationship. I have been devastated with the distance between us and how we don't get to spend actual quality time together as I was like. When I was manifesting the guy of my dreams, I always said I wanted him farrrrrrr away so that he would leave me alone. I guess I should've specified how far. 4 hours isn't that far, but it's far enough where we cannot see each other on a frequent basis. Today marks a month since I've seen him and honestly, I don't like it getting to be that long. I was starting to think if had accidentally repeated a cycle. But this man is NOTHING like my last LDR ex, honestly, the only thing similar is that he is fucking far. I miss him. I miss breathing the same air as him and I miss touching him, kissing him, holding him, looking into his beautiful brow eyes, the way he smells. I hate that I am in this again, but I'm truly hoping that we build our future together and come together soon.

I have been having very weird emotions about my parents lately. For starts, for MONTHS I have been wanting to have a conversation with him and really pick his brain about why he is who he is and does the things he does, or lack thereof. But today he came into my room in the span of 10 min to hug me and tell me he was proud of me and that he is there for me for anything. I was truly at a loss because where is that coming from? Why now? I'm basically finished growing up, all the hard times I really needed you, all those very moldable and vulnerable times are gone. Not to say I'm finished growing that will truly never end, but I am an adult now.. So, one of these days I'll plan something for us, but right now I am just focusing on myself.

My mother on the other hand, we got into not long ago and although we were able to "work through it" and move forward, I feel like because she won't be able to rely on me like she used to, she is really about to take a hit. But also, I was really getting tired of her relying on me for everything, alllll the time. Especially when there are two other capable adults in the house. I've had this conversation with her only once, but I really need her to get a grip and stop babying my brother. I understand that she is done with my dad and tired of begging him to do things he's proven he just won't do, which is whatever, but also not my problem and not my fault. Call me selfish but I did not build this family, and I truly don't intend to. Unfortunately, that is just not my purpose. I wish all of them luck to.

Anyway, only to lucky girl things. Only to love, luck, happiness, good health and prosperity. CHEERS xoxo