#marn is still a blorbo. to Me

[burinazar]

argh this whole week has actually been so cursed, first over the weekend a family-adjacent person (that i didn’t know at all so no condolences needed) passed away and this necessitated me staying at my parents’ house for longer than planned because they had gone to Jersey (I don’t think my parents knew the person either but wanted to help family who did with the resulting difficulties) and my sister was alone and was like House Empty Come Stay, so it was kind of like I was the back soda can in a vending rack and the decedent was a front soda can I’d never met that was removed and the rest slid forward I had to roll up outta where I preferred to be :-|

then Marnie passed away on Tuesday night :’( she’s been in decline for a while and ultimately this was probably about the best time for her to go on her own, but still really really sucked. I’ve fallen off using my rat sideblog for whatever reason so on here im not sure how many ppl would even know of her. but yeah i. had to …to mourn Marn :( she was a really special and odd rat. she bit me more times than any other and was very smart and strange and rude. as she entered her twilight years we would snuggle a lot, the total opposite of how she used to be. It’s for the best she didn’t linger too long in the semi paralyzed state she had reached in old age following HED and tumors, but i will miss her.

anyway now, since I live a clown life, the internet at my place is out since last night and I’m like crawling around the very inconvenient corner where my router lives to try and fix it, being jabbed in the ass by my own anime figures and things,,, I’ve tried all the suggested fixes and don’t know what to do next lmao I keep hoping it’ll just fix itself so I don’t have to invite a damn Verizon Human to my apartmenr or something

like of course all this would happen bc i was actually excited for this week because !!Nona the Ninth dropping!!!! (and penultimate MiA s2) But obviously now i haven’t read a page of that yet >____> ( i did watch my hole blorbos anime but it’s really hard to finish up my art or fics for it now in this mindset, which is incredibly annoying because I have a few almost-finished fics and as usual dozens of wip art).

anyway, i don’t have a good idea how to end to the post. Uh, wish me luck magically fixing the internet i guess…!..?

EDIT: I have magically fixed the internet. i still do not have a way to end this post but That’s Good