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Pt. 2 of this (back by popular demand).
When Jason wakes the following morning he feels gross. His face is tacky and he’s smushed in an uncomfortable position where he feels like he’s rolled to the edge of his bed.
When he blinks up at Bruce, the events of the day before come crashing back with alarming clarity. He goes rigid and Bruce immediately opens his eyes to check on him, pulling back slightly to give him space.
And that makes Jason’s chest hurt. Because everything that had made him uncomfortable Bruce had fixed. Because Jason had been telling Bruce what he didn’t like about him the whole time.
Jason had started to like Batman. He’d gotten dry reports about life in the alley from the guy but he’d also gotten questions about what more could be done to help out alley kids. He’d taken all of Jason’s brash criticism and actually tried to fix things. Jason had started to really like the guy.
And to now be faced with the fact that it was Bruce, the guy who read like, an actual newspaper in the morning and asked about his interests like he was having teeth pulled, it still couldn’t quite compute.
Bruce couldn’t seem to figure out if Jason was comfortable on the cot, so Jason solved his problem for him by tucking his face back into his shoulder. He knew they would have to talk about it. How Jason had been kidnapped and watched his- watched Bruce get shot and then cried about it. But that conversation was going to be exhausting, and his body wasn’t sending him into a panic being this close to Bruce, so he was going to enjoy it while it lasted.
Bruce seemed to get the message and started running his fingers through Jason’s hair again.
When Alfred came down with breakfast for the both of them, Jason knew his time was up. That they’d have to talk about it all. He wasn’t sure what they would do now that he knew, send him away? Or no, they’d need to make sure he never told anyone. Never let him leave?
Before Jason could spin out too badly, Bruce started explaining how he’d wanted to protect Jason by not telling him about his nightlife. How it was a dangerous secret to know since it could put people in danger.
Jason scoffed at that since he’d been abducted for his connections to Bruce Wayne, like that was any safer.
Bruce paled pretty quick at that but had that look on his face that said he was determined to get through this. Jason wondered which he actually preferred more, conversations or going to the dentist.
But Bruce continued to explain that he’d had concerns over Jason’s ability to trust adults and was entirely out of his depth on how to begin to repair that trust. That he thought Jason needed someone to talk to that would try and resolve his problems. And Batman could do what Bruce couldn’t. He had been scared Jason would run if he couldn’t convince him it would be safe, and that scared Bruce most of all.
And Jason had to acknowledge that Bruce wasn’t entirely wrong. He probably would have run if Batman hadn’t been checking up on him, at least in the beginning. Because Bruce didn’t make any sense. He wasn’t like any of the other adults Jason knew. His body wouldn’t calm down even if he knew he was safe, and he probably would have run from that feeling.
Most importantly, Bruce apologizes. For keeping secrets and also for getting shot in front of him in a “sorry you had to see that” sort of way.
And yeah, Jason could’ve done without watching the guy that’s almost his Dad get shot in front of him, but it wasn’t really anyone’s fault.
And Jason, like a dork, apologizes for crying on him and not being able to handle it.
That makes Bruce’s face do something complicated that Jason had a hard time reading.
Bruce tells him that it isn’t actually normal to not react to someone being shot in front of you. Especially for a child, crying is a very normal response and nothing to be ashamed of.
Jason comes to an odd realization that he isn’t the first kid to know Bruce’s identity. He remembers talk in the alley of Robin, the flashy distraction to Batman’s silent stalker approach.
He asks Bruce if Robin was Dick Grayson, his ward. The supposed “brother” he had yet to meet. He wasn’t sure what Bruce was waiting for there, but he supposed if the man wasn’t even sure if Jason actually wanted to stay that it would be fair that he was cautious about introducing him to everyone.
Bruce’s face shuts down almost entirely at the mention of Dick. He seems to catch himself pretty quick though and picks a spot over Jason’s shoulder as he starts to explain the last time he talked to Dick outside of mask business. How scared he had been his- his ward would be hurt. How he’d fired him from being Robin. How he’d gone off to Bludhaven to be Nightwing. That Bruce hadn’t seen him since he left.
Jason takes in as much of it as he can. He can’t quite process what it would mean to be a vigilante, to be Robin. He still feels dazed from yesterday and the environment of the cave is strange and foreign.
He asks what the plans for the day are and Bruce huffs. Says that he’s on strict orders from Alfred for bed rest. That there will be conversations, a debrief, about what had happened, but that can wait a few days. They will also have to talk about formalizing Jason’s living situation here and registering him for school. All sorts of things, if Jason would like to stay.
And Jason does.
Later, Alfred comes in to re-wrap Bruce’s bandages and move him upstairs. Jason hovers awkwardly, wanting to help but not knowing what to do. Alfred gently directs him in helping get Bruce back to the living room. He says they can move him to his bedroom later but it’ll be easier on his mobility if he stays on the first floor for a while.
Alfred also informs them he had taken the liberty to inform Dick, Barbara, and Clark of the incident, so there will be patrol while Bruce’s shoulder is healing. Bruce goes rigid at this information.
Alfred asks if Jason will accompany him to the kitchen and help carry out their lunch.
When they’re alone, Alfred apologizes for keeping their identities from Jason, and how happy he is the boy is safe. He’d been so concerned yesterday at the car but hadn’t had time to do more than bug the vehicle.
They talk for a bit about identities and Jason accepts that it was kept from him, but now that he knows, he’ll stay in the loop.
Alfred also asks if he wouldn’t mind helping keep an eye on Bruce and make sure he doesn’t try and sneak back down to the cave without medical clearance. If he’d be alright to watch a movie in the living room with him, or a board game maybe.
Jason recognizes the ploy for what it is and plays along, grateful he doesn’t have to go worry by himself in his room or in the library.
When they bring the food out to the living room, Alfred shows Jason their selection of movies and makes sure they’re settled in before going off to take care of dishes.
Jason and Bruce start out sitting on opposite ends of the couch, but by the end of the second movie, Jason is stretched out in a way where they’re almost touching, a pile of pillows separating them.
Jason falls asleep during the third movie.
Dick arrives at the manor halfway through the fourth.
Pt. 1 Pt. 2 Pt. 3 Pt. 4 Pt. 5 (sold separately)
#batman#jason todd#bruce wayne#dick grayson#alfred pennyworth#i think bruce deserves to solve exactly one thing at a time and in the process make something else more difficult#like buddy you should've told dick he had a brother even if you haven't formally taken him in yet#idk the fucking timeline for this - is it summer? maybe bc otherwise jason's ass would have to be in school#i am so fucking serious jason should absolutely cry if bruce is shot bc idc if he's been on the streets that is traumatic af and hes like 1#12? idk their ages. and he's not robin. should he even be? how did people know jason should be randsom'd to bruce?#look i never intended to expand this so excuse the plot holes#also get ready for dick! he's not going to be happy! and jason thinks he chose to leave! roll for confusion! and miscommunication!#bc bruce only knows how to be open on opiates! thank god alfred has him on the good stuff#batfam#batfamily#yes jason will be robin but should he be??
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finished the Henry danger movie and it had its moments mostly with Henry and jasper but the end of the movie was very unsatisfying and I know Henry has never been the most perfect friend but he just felt so ooc and assholeish in this movie and it never really gets resolved. the silliness was completely gone almost and jasper's personality was sanitized except for his obsession/loyalty to henry, which henry didnt even get to react to or acknowledge that much in a way he would have done in the OS because he was too busy mewing and standing there looking attractive. I think this ending for Henry danger as a whole is unsatisfying with Henry saying "I lost my whole childhood to being kid danger, I dont want to be captain man" and then leaving swellview to just become. captain man 2 but not. hes still a superhero he just didnt take over for swellview. I thought that the arc between jasper and Henry was going to end with Henry realizing how much he needs jasper and how theyve been friends for years and years and hes been a shitty one and that jasper deserves to be treated better by him but instead it just had Henry give jasper the torch to protect dystopia when jasper never wanted to be the big hero he just wanted to be equals with henry. and then its treated as a satisfying ending for jasper and Henry to separate for them both to be superheroes
#i need to see discussion aboit this movie asap#it feels like the entire arc Henry had in OS about not wanting to be captain man has just gone absolutely nowhere#and its almost like it didnt even happen#whats the point of him having that arc if he just becomes a big badass superhero anyway just for a different town#and he literally LOOKS like ray too. he fucking became another captain man#and they turned jaspers unwavering loyalty and special relationship with Henry into just a teammate partnership about hero credit#jasper took all those arrows and hits and everything for Henry in all those universes becsuse he loves henry not bc hes his hero teammate#there wasnt every character in all the universes but every universe had henry and jasper. they should#have expanded upon what tat means for their relationship rather than act like its an issue with their partnership & jasper getting 'credit'#pandas.txt#Henry danger#maybe i dont remember the HD finale enough or something idk
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thinking about this post but also it's more than that. do you ever think about how stories starring men are allowed to be about humanity but stories starring women have to be about Womanhood
#it's just the same discourse from like the 2010s about how girls will read about boys but boys won't read about girls#and we haven't gotten anywhere#even when it's like in a feminist way!!! there's room for stories about Womanhood obviously#but believe it or not ''women'' is not the only significant trait or experience that that half of the population has#and frankly I think it's counterproductive to focus every woman-centric narrative on the Woman aspect in some kind of feminism way#especially I feel like in adaptations that get a more hashtag feminism focus! like that story was about a person that was a woman#and you made it into a story about Women. which. ok#but was it not enough for her to just be a human being#experiencing human experiences that perhaps men could relate to#but a story with a male main character is allowed to exist on its own terms#no one's like. okay the main theme of this is obviously something to do with masculinity#(unless that's actually true)#a man is still the default character to explore your ideas and adding the ''girl'' trait is seen as like this extra distortion#that you would add only if you wanted to explore Womenness#like everyone's putting a guy in situations but hey maybe your guy could be a woman#even if the specific situation doesn't call for it#did you ever think of that?#and a lot of it I think is because men are conditioned not to relate to female characters#so making a male character would work to expand your audience because female readers are still willing to invest in him but not vice versa#but that doesn't mean we should just keep perpetuating the cycle#and only making stories about women specifically for women about Womanhood#that's just cementing the problem even further#obviously this is all a generalization and there are exceptions#this also applies to things like race#like in the US if you're making a story with a nonwhite main character suddenly it has to be like About Race or something
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Writing requests OPEN
Do tell of any ideas you might want to see come to light
Either here or an ask, I really want to write something Fluff or gore, cruel or kind, I'd be happy to hear all that's on your mind
⠀ Just want to write something others may enjoy So, if I write for someone, at least I know one person will like it, right?
I know I'm not allowed to doubt myself Our writing is good, but I do also think that changing things up would do us well. Can't only write what it takes, now can we?
I guess, I think I want to inspire?
But, I don't think I'm good at it So, that's why we should practice Get better.
#fop#fopanw#fop a new wish#could be about#fop peri#peri#dev dimmadome#coswan#anti coswan#or maybe some more obscure character like#fop goldie#Just something short and sweet#to help me believe that there is a reason one should post#Still‚ thank you Jasmine and Starlight for always being so kind too me#well‚ I wouldn't mind hlvrai or some other fun media#But fop seems the be the one we are writing for now#maybe we should expand?#maybe we should ░░░░ ░░?#my writing#valley writing#writing requests#reqs open#send reqs#thinking each request may be around 500 words#depending on what it is
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Even now I feel the ghosts of muscles and nerves wishing to induce pain, as my upper torso works on healing missing skin from ripped kinetic sports tape used in recovery.
The words "Do what you love while you still have the bodily means to do it" rattles through my bones, I'm not that old by human standards but the sense of a countdown remains regardless. Comics are a deep love of mine. They're also the medium to tell a story very, very slowly.
With an average life span of 80 years, knock off my current 30, that's 50 years left. A completed series could take about ten years, many have taken longer. The manic could commit maybe five stories. Realistically, most manage half or a quarter of one. Maybe complete one. Maybe two. And my arms hurt, my spine pinches. My fingers tingle.
With my current funds, I choose between one physio session for the month, or hope to save up enough for an ergonomics assessment of my awful workdesk-setup in a slanted apartment, with a chair too big and items eternally too wide, too heavy for me. "This time," I say, "This time, this will help me get closer to drawing again".
I had wanted to be a freelance illustrator, when I realized my day job would never financially reflect the amount of work I do or don't put in. I wouldn't be able to increase my funds if I took on more work. My job will only realize they can expect more work out of me for the same pay. Getting hired elsewhere, while a possibility, would likely involve obtaining a new job that is twice as stressful and pays a tiny bit more. I don't even want this career.
I used to do commissions. I used to draw like I breathed. The irony of working in an art school is that the continuous exposure to technique and "how to get better", mainly makes you able to see your own mistakes and your own shortcomings over and over again. It's always about improvement. Find the faults, do better. Do better. Do better.
Don't sing this way, sing that way.
I feel like I've lost my voice. I feel like my voice hasn't much to say, actually. I know people loved it, once. People even demand my return.
"I want to see the next pages." "Where's that comic you said you'd do?" "Made any art recently?"
Positive attention doesn't pay bills, doesn't give me lunch, doesn't offer insurance for my physio therapy bills. It almost did. But I would have to keep performing. Keep producing through the burn. And I want to. I do. That's the awful thing in the end. I also want these pages done.
I want to love to create again. I remember I loved. I loved fearlessly. Made fearlessly. I embraced bad art. Minimalist art. Shitty art.
"I know you can make better than this." "You didn't put effort in this one."
Please put effort in me.
I am sorry the previous conditions I worked in were not enough, and the past support was not enough. I did have patreon. I did have some support. I had people willing to pay me for my time and effort and they even had patience. It was almost enough. Almost.
A flower still wilts if only given a slice of the sun it needs. It can try to grow in those conditions but it isn't going to be good.
"It used to be enough before!"
Maybe I grew. Maybe my appetite and my needs got bigger. Kids' meals don't fill me anymore. What right do I have to ask for more, when I have nothing to show for it? When what I make, may end up being terrible regardless?
"Remember you will love," I tell myself once more. Maybe I'll love regardless, in the end. Pages or no pages.
I do love terrible comics, in the end.
#makeaterriblecomicday2024#This became a much bigger vent art and text ramble than intended#But there's something nice about yelling into the void of tumblr#Hello strangers#I am haunted by the ever-expanding scale of the thing I wish to make#over and over again#And knowing “I could make it that good if I really tried”#And knowing equally how finite my energy and means actually are#There is a sadness in knowing I could restart and make it better later#Make it better make it better make it better it could always be made better#Maybe I should simply stop and yell#“I make it now and I make it real as a journal of today's present day and time”#Art as a signature of a temporal and situational context that can never be made again#“I was here like this too”
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Post canon Kalos League vacation to Unova..... What could go wrong? (a lot of things. Maybe.)
Im kinda curious on that offhand mention,,,
Tbf I didn't really do much with the idea now as it is, but it's just one of those fun crack plots that I would like to do if I'm free of the main part of the AU and am still kicking heh. Basically, you are 100% right: everything that can go wrong, will go wrong. We're talking about missed trains, lost in caves, lots of random splitting up (intentionally or unintentionally), getting more lost, trying to stay undercover with random fanclubs, sneaking into places they shouldn't be, more getting lost, and tons of other problems lol.
Totally not a solid 'fic' as it is, but I'm thinking that they went to Unova to just unwind and see another point of view as part of a vacation therapy professional training. They do have outings before but not on this large of a scale, and basically they have to choose replacements before leaving and it's a whole mess back in Kalos as well lol. But even in Unova they do not have peace (not even the plane ride was safe from shenanigans!).
They do meet the Gym Leaders in Unova and have... a relationship (although how good or beneficial it is seems questionable) and the Kalos Gym Leaders are basically just stuck with each other for like a month in a different region. They have to wear different clothes. They sign in the same PokeCentres (because some of them wanted that experience again) (also anonymity). They're all distracted and have to deal with each others shortcomings and while it has a lot of (and I mean a lot) of diffiulties and issues arising, it does bring them more together. And they learn to have fun. And also just learn about each otehr too and how to support each other.
#believe me i have way too many crack ideas as well as just some expanding fic ideas for almost everyone ever#it's a whole thing. it's sad though because they're all so far away from where i am currently writing#and i don't want to lose my train of thought or contradict myself later on#so they're just floating around in my head with strange cutscenes lol#clem is just so fed up with everything at this point. he already journeyed through a region! he's not that close with these guys anyways#viola and grant just having the chespin and pancham dynamic here. yes it was grant who fell off the ferry that one time#but in her defense he said that he could swim the whole way!#you know deep in your heart that korrina will challenge every gym leader there. she won't say anything just show up and battle#and then its just a matter of time until they realise who she is lol. she's going around collecting badges and by the end of it gets seven#all because wulfric couldn't help but run over to brycen before anyone could say anything. cheapskate.#btw yeah that's his only reason for being there. wulfric is just there to see brycen-man and get his autograph#he's chill with everything else though. mostly.#ramos is just inexplicably in the background doing something. no one knows where he goes off to but by the end of it#he has like 10 suitcases full of pokeballs (more grass types) different types of tea gardening tools and other stuff#WAIT i'm just thinking about cynthia's villa lol. imagine the group getting jumpscared by it#valerie is like: yeah elesa said this is where we'll meet someone very good :3#olympia: don't it's clearly a trap and omg korrina why did you open it#and it's just her garchomp standing there with a bowl of cereal#look i'm getting so many ideas as it is lol maybe i should just do this one#i actually have quite a few fics on the gym leaders doing some crazy stuff so there's that#also if you're wondering about the kalos e4 they're just going through the paperwork#dealing with the replacements and generally wishing that they could have the vacation instead#but they already used all their days and also diantha won't give them more. which is totally unfair but if they want more#they'll have to beat her. ...yeah it's not going to work out#diancie delivers#very crack but also lots of feels and open moments as well so yay
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Man, I wish people would not use “YA” as a shorthand for “bad unnuanced teenager fiction” and also not assume that all YA authors think the same way about literature.
There’s a post I would reblog because it’s making some really good points, most of which I agree with, but a lot of these good points are also framed by a hook that is unnecessarily aggressive toward YA authors in general.
Like I get that there are some YA authors with really annoying thoughts out there—any writing-geared-toward-an-age-group is going to have writers with annoying thoughts—but uh. Way to overlook seriously great writers like Rita Williams-Garcia and Jacqueline Woodson and Malinda Lo and Dean Atta and Joy McCullough and Kiyash Moncef and Nic Stone and Nick Brooks and Jason Reynolds and Elizabeth Acevedo and Traci Chee and Nina LaCour and Randy Ribay and countless others really.
#hope this doesn’t come across as Not All YA Authors#also this I’m not mad at you or anything if you reblogged the post#I like the post’s larger points defending classic literature!#I do think a lot of classic lit gets a bad rep for being “problematic” and people should be more willing to engage with it#however as someone who’s been in community with a lot of ya writers#most of them recognize the importance of the classics in question#and can talk about classics in a nuanced way#a lot of their work critically responds to classics and is in dialogue with them#and that’s what we should want#another thing: the original post (rightfully) goes to bat for older titles that are part of the canon#but sometimes i wish we could expand the english class canon to include more recently written titles?#a sitting in st james has details to analyze for miles#patron saints of nothing is brilliant#the poet x? we should be spending time on that too#like i get it some ya authors said something annoying#maybe don’t use their age group label to go after them and just talk about the fact that their opinion is annoying#because that is enough to criticize (and it is worth criticizing)
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prev, i wrote a bunch in the tags and then thought maybe. maybe i should make a post of my own for once. and by making a post i mean yapping in tags ^_^
#*baas*#blogging my thoughts i mean#i really struggle sharing things w ppl a lot#i think in the past i was def prone to oversharing maybe#but quarantine really worsened my social capacity as it did w many ppl#this is probably why ive become a lot more prone to lurking#i often dont add to conversations bc i feel like i dont have anything worthwhile to say bc. i dont really do anything#< which is completely untrue#im often drawing writing or playing video games#expanding my creative skills#but its not that often that i have important life updates or anything#or daily stories bc i dont have a job yet#but i am trying#i def struggle w that thing of that i feel useless bc i dont have a job and think im really behind on life and im a huge loser and#etc etc#but i dont think that about other ppl just me#a circle of feeling negative about myself but also recognising that im silly for thinking that way and that its untrue#i think ive also come to the realisation recently that im prone to scrupulosity#so i think that has me hesitant to share my opinions sometimes even when i agree with whoever im talking to#i should probably be medicated or something#and should definitely go outside more#i also feel like my critical thinking skills have atrophied in some way bc uni really burnt me out#and even though its now been a year since ive graduated i feel like im still mentally recovering from this#but this also may be a case of the ogre literacy meme
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I have nothing for Eris and I’m lowkey PANICKING 🫠
#send help#I could post the start of something but ugh I don’t have the time to expand on it like I should#should I just be unhinged???#maybe
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drawing requests maybe?
#maybe something that isnt natsume? though of course i do love drawing stuff for that series#but i feel like i should expand my horizons. but feel free to request natsume anyways. lol.
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betrayed by the potatoes once again
#text#the curse... it rebounds#😖#chronic illness#every time im like wao maybe im better!! i go and try to eat something slightly out of my established range and it fucks me up so bad#im back to eating meat only#i should just give up. on trying to expand my diet for a while. yeah. i need to heal....#that stupid fucking coconut drink stole my ability to eat potatoes.
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persona 4 trumpets my beloved <3
#just pav things#my insomnia-fuelled hot take of the morning is that I think a lot of Tales games miss out on having a distinct musical identity#Like there’s no confusing a track between p3 p4 and p5#and then the spin-offs do this fun thing of expanding and hybridising those identities in something that feels distinct#But my point is you could swap the lesser tracks of Graces and Zesty around and it wouldn’t even matter#And maybe this is me being spoiled by shoji meguro and yoko shimomura and ACE+ and all the geniuses behind the persona q ost#but it SHOULD matter :(
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uuuug every so often i see writing tips passed around and i want to make a post but i can't find the right words to convey "aaaauuggh don't do what The r/se of sk/walk3r did"
(long tags warning bc i haven't learned how not to type like i'm not popping off yet)
#so basically after the movie was released worldwide to the public- official social media dropped a bunch of side facts about the story.#but not in the way that something like fromsoft games tend to do. u know how there's massive lore in some games?? but not overtly explained#but there's enough there (and the medium type might help) that fans pick up what the game already contains to connect lore.#anyway. the movie in op apparently had…a bunch of details that were relevant to the actual story in the movie but just. were not included#the knig/ts of ren?? their whole deal is Not Included In The Movie that they finally appear in#the planet that connects one of the major characters to the grandpa he has a whole complex revolved around? doesn't mention he visits#the inner thoughts of the protagonists' (supposedly). or the vital sidequest one main guy is on but is only vaguely mentioned?#not in the movie. these and most likely other tidbits important to the characters or narrative in some way were at most given a nod to#but otherwise nothing substantial to these themes and motivations or actual character backgrounds were properly executed/expanded on#so the official socials instead just like. idk shared a bunch of these deets online or in completely separate media of the franchise#but it should!!be in the movie!! it could have enriched the narrative and it could have been better executed!! do u get what i'm saying??#maybe i am like Burned from what that movie did in regards to this (and the franchise as a whole lol) but like. ig what im saying is#you can include the little side bits that might be important to your characters or narrative or themes in some way even in passing#and it doesn't need to be removed from the narrative entirely. if you like your audience to share something that fancies you then-#-you can make room! somewhere somehow. if u want! if it's balanced#so on so forth “kill your darlings” disclaimer but just Please not at the expense of throwing the baby out with the bathwater
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I honestly think one of the bags MOST fumbled by CW for supernatural were the Leviathans. because like I get it, dick joke haha I understand that but like,,, in the version of Supernatural that lives in my head the leviathans still work in the food processing industry, but they're the butchers. They live in slaughterhouses, their bodies are bulked by a lifetime of herding animals, they speak in voices tinged by the south and have effigies of a fallen angel hidden away in the back. Alters of bone viscera arranged in a spirals, six wings made from hundreds of chicken wing bones, unveiling the undeniable form of a Seraphim
Dick roman still exists, but he's human. He's still a capitalist still a tycoon, but he's human. And he knows what the leviathans are, but he doesn't care, he sees the profit they will grant him, Hes the man who sold out humanity.
#the leviathans spn#supernatural#im half asleep off flu meds and will probably expand on this later but#you see the vision#also banking off my last post this also would tie into Raphaels death and how a lot of healing incantations stop working#yall know how in the early 2000s people where obsessed with Miracle Food?#with raphaels healing no longer powering the world there could be a connection to people turning more into that kinda thing#which the leviathans would eat up#maybe i should write something
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im glad that despite being on the backburner for . years. i can still think of my main aus like i never stopped :] kh on the brain forever
#looked thru one of my note for the pmd au and immediately got new ideas for it . i am so fucking back#made me wanna expand whats going on w Terra n Aqua since they dont have much going on besides. well. be legendaries basically#(they take the roles of rescue team Groudon n Kyogre as well as Latios n Latias in psmd. n technically also Entei for Terra in psmd)#that seems like a lot but i know what im doing i swear 👍#maybe i should find a way to include the khdr kids since i havent gotten to that yet.. could be fun#oh ! also been working on ways to connect Terra w Ansem n Xemnas :] probably gonna be more canon-esque than most other things#but it kinda works w the rescue team part of the timeline#and i really need to figure out how exactly to work around Xehanort bc of what he can and does do both in canon and taking his role here..#ironically these things are also backed up by pmd iq groups . now that i think abt it#i also need yo do more work on the psmd part of the timeline since its arguably the most altered part so far#since i dont really cover gates or rescue team anyway . explorers and super just connect a lil too well#i mean tbf gates and super are way too easy to also connect to each other bc like. come on.#but who would be the duo for that .. or maybe it could be earlier in the pmd timeline than it is .. hm.#that Could line up a something else i have planned actually. could be funky. theres two (2) different duos i have in mind#maybe more depending on who else i could slap in here#ok yeah. i have objectively the funniest duo to put in gates. thats happening now <3
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looking back on the robot one especially im like no wonder you hated it you stopped before you could get anywhere good 😭😭 art is such a practice of believing in yourself and i am STRUGGLING TO DO SO!!!
#i know what i have to do...#use clip studio paint and see if drawfee was right about their sick ass brushes#that or draw something in my comfort zone but then i feel like a weak baby bitch !!!#i must expand constantly !!!!#also phone sketching is a lot harder than trad sketching so maybe i should just literally use a sketchbook lmfao#but what would i draw ...#i feel theres so mant ideas that like. arent of much interest to me#ill try doing the arcane oc challenge and having Multiple ways it could go#instead of just doing one head and hating it lmao
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