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Sketches of the Pine Nut


Baby............. ;-;
Transcription/notes: Pg. 1
wanted to test out a fit idea; also gave him goggles. Don't. don't ask how those'll work with his glasses. maybe they're really big or something
awkward teenage smile (it gives Mabel life)
he SPOOKED oh NO
Pg. 2
gave him a gun to reload (what me avoiding complex items like crossbows? never) - shoulder holster under coat - bag strapped to thigh/hip (arrow) "gathered sleeves" (arrow) "fingerless gloves" give this boy explosives
(arrow) "Oh noes help him he too smol/tired to pull heself up "also gravity's prolly weird here"
#ring of a bell au#eggin creatin'#stanford pines#young stanford pines#gravity falls#gravity falls fanart#he is SMOL he BABY I love himn ;~;#gathered sleeves beloved#lapels beloved#SHOULDER HOLSTERS BELOVED#didn't feel like drawing a crossbow in the second page gave him a weird pistol thing instead#he's a bit older than in the beginning of ring of a bell#maybe like. 14. 15. something#where did his baby fat go oh no he is not rounmd ;<#baby is in survival mode#mabel! MOTHER HIM#hough#gotta practice those in between stages of life#he is an awkward lanky duck at the moment#anyway HERE HAVE A GOOD DAY I LOVE YOU GUYS <3#I hope you all have a very good and blessed week and stay warm southerners!#I hope you'll all be warm and safe
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if chibnall was the one writing this season you lot would be talking VERY differently
#anti rtd#oomfs ur so right#s14 is the kinda mid that people think his era was#and yet#you throw in that razzle dazzle written by rtd and all of a sudden there's no criticisms!#or worse somehow#is how its a polite and gentle reframing of chibs criticism#like with him it was hey he ate this singular one thing But I KNOW CHIBS IS BAD HE'S TERRIBLE DONT WORRY I KNOW IT#and with rtd its oh i disliked this nonsensical and objectively bad writing but ummm guys i lOVED LOVED everything else i swear#its soooooooooooooOOOOOOOOO#it must be studied#but i knew yous were a lost cause when we had 14/15 running around calling men hot bc yes totally something the doctor just does#not ooc at allllll#bc this is how we know the doctor is queer now guys#dont you know it#i have like a million other complaints i miss being like oh hey that was mid/bad and moved on with my life 😭😭#god i think 13 era killed me bc now i do care about u hypocritical losers#rip 15ruby i wish i cared and that you had any development#ncuti millie i would like to hang out with you though#15 maybe you'll cry less next season so that the emotional scenes have impact perhaps 🙏🏾🙏🏾#ramblings of an insomniac#god i just remembered the whole real mum antics#fuck i need to go i gotta go!!!!#ps the ncuti conundrum where he's the most charismatic dr in nuwho whilst also being the worst actor is driving me nuts#idk if its the characterisation or his lack of ability in creating that inner psychology that connective tissue between his louder acting#which he's great at btw!#idk maybe that one monologue in boom made me go yes okay here we goooo#but then every other moment has been like hmmmnnnmtgodhd okay whateve#i think he needed more acting prep before he got this role bc he's got Something he could be Great but the subtle stuff is lacking#sooo hoping he can grow into that but it's giving perfect actor wrong time.... and if ur white ur not allowed to agree with me shush go away
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@katkastrofa, circa 40-ish hours ago: Hey, what if our newest bunch of OCs adopted a baby from one of the other brothel girls who knew she couldn’t afford to raise one? That would make for some fun shenanigans :D
Me, with a notoriously non existent sleep schedule, instinct of self preservation or concern for my poor wrist: Alright, bet. Watch how fast I can make you fall in love with this hypothetical baby >:)
Daneli as a gentle and loving caretaker-turned-adoptive-mother is something that can be So Personal, actually, and originally I was going to leave it at this quick sketch, but then I got carried away thinking about what this child will grow up to be like raised by this little gang of misfits, so…
Here she is!! A little older and so, so beautiful, I need more of her in my life immediately, she’s way too precious
And, because I wouldn’t be me if I didn’t also add a sapphic element to this absolute cinnamon roll, a small crack ship that I’m only half serious about for when she’s a little older still:
All in all, we may be getting impossibly far from canon, but I for one already cannot get enough of sweet darling Kumisai <3
(I fully drew three pieces from scratch in 9 hours I cannot feel my brain or my hands anymore send help)
#my art#artists on tumblr#the legend of korra#original characters#jinora#wow. nia drew a canon character? what is this?? who was I replaced by???#but joking aside. a small explanation for this crack ship#originally it was me editing my timeline and realising that Kumisai would be around 14/15 during book 4. the same age as Jinora#so my mind immediately went 👀👀👀 and I decided to go for it#since in sotrl I sorta implied Jinora had a gay awakening by watching Suiren. so.. why not go all out and make her another baby queer?#no offence to Kai. what they had was rather cute tbh. but it felt kinda out of nowhere and just added for the sake of parental drama#plus she was a young girl meeting someone her age for the first time. of course she got a crush#doesn’t mean she has to stick with it you know?#anyway. as for how they would meet. Midori could introduce them :D#Kumisai is Daneli’s daughter. who’s a friend of Summiya’s. who’s Zaheer’s sister. who’s Midori’s uncle. who’s friends with Jinora#and spirits know Jinora deserves to act her age a little more often. she has way too many responsibilities on her shoulders#so maybe Midori would think that a friend her age would do her some good#and don’t even try to tell me these two wouldn’t be absolutely adorable puppy crushing on each other. look how cute Jinora turned out here#might be the first time I’ve drawn her? not sure. maybe I did before but it was A LONG time ago. 2019 ish#but okay. enough rambling about Jinora. back to Kumisai#I don’t really have too many headcanons about her yet. but she’s probably rather happy and carefree#having a large support system as a result of being raised communally#I think she considers Daneli her mom and the others are her aunties. auntie Shezan in particular is a notoriously bad influence :)#and maybe one day she’d get to meet her bio mom. but only if that’s something both of them want. not sure yet#I feel like she’s rather disconnected from her water tribe heritage since everyone around her is Earth Kingdom. save Phailin who’s half FN#but she still has small hints of blue in her clothing. the colour matching her beautiful eyes. maybe she is curious about her bio dad a bit#since unlike with her bio mom no one knew him and can’t tell her anything. that’s bound to come as a natural curiosity at some point right?#maybe that can be part of her story when she’s an adult. trying to find her bio dad. but ultimately it doesn’t matter that much#because Daneli is her mom and the only parent she needs <3 I’m really just throwing out suggestions here to fill the tag space#kaaatttt come discuss all this stuff with me I waited all night for you to wake up >:) distract me from my grandma’s tv watching
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I ggot .... distracted...... Take This. small 🤏
#fire emblem#feh#i was doing. Something. esp that i didn't wanna overthink/for a demo essentially.#i could include this among that.... but........ what if i want a little treat. just for me. which is Making You Look At Them.#they are. ambiguously small. i almost wanna place sharena at 12 or 13 and alfonse 14 or 15#he looks a little more 14 to me here though....#i imagine he just got a growth spurt. i also imagine that sharena will grow maybe one or two more inches and that's it. all she gets 😭#still this is such a small doodle but like. what if i exploded. something almost unbearably soft about it.......#don't ask what i WILL throw up and die. badly#fe alfonse#sharena#my art
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tbc was actually what made me actively interested in warriors again because yellowfangs line in omen of the stars about ashfur where she says "his only crime is that he loved too much" after jayfeather sees him in starclan is what made me not want to entertain warriors as a series anymore LOL so finding out they made him a villain was massively vindicating
#txt#i dont believe in the need for bad people to be sent to eternal damnation but im sure you can understand likem#my frustration over middle schoolers reading a book series where the actions of a violent entitled man are waved off as love#like before that point ashfur sympathy wasnt necessarily canonized by the narrative but i remember being like uh#probably 15 or something and being SO MAD LOL#maybe 14 idk
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reminders of the passage of time moodeboard
#my blog is in his last year of middle school. he'll be off to high school next year (at least I think so..? 13 yrs old is usually 8th grade#at least from my experience. 9th graders are usually 14. 10th are 15. etc. etc. and then you're in 12th grade#and graduate high school usually 17yrs old.) ANYWAY.. wow he is so ancient..#maybe he's still in a preteeny early teen emo phase or something.. I hope he gets some black and white striped armwarmers and black eyeline#r for his birthday. Maybe an MP3 player of course. Though because I don't really like most alternative music and he is my son he's actually#not allowed to listen to metal or pop punk or emo rock whatever stuff. I open the mp3 player and pre-stock it with only#disco and funk and classical music. he can have a little chiptune or techno stuff as a treat (sometimes emo adjacent maybe more#scene. I think a lot of scene kids were into that more.. emo's weird eccentric brother))#Also he starts taking iron pills his 13th birthday because he's probably incredibly anemic just like me#so on and so forth and et cetera (I'm just being silly.. I am not pro-controlling your children down to whatmusic they#listen to or etc.etc. lol)#THOUGH I love that it's in january... january is one of my favorite months if not my favorite. yeeaaay#just such a nice cool month. I like that it's the start of the year mostly and that it's sometimes snowy here. Like where I live nov - dec#isnt really actually snowy?? You always associate those winter Months with snow but I think snow happens later on this coast#so it's more like Jan - March or even april sometimes. Though that may just be climate change lol.. But it's cool that Jan is winter AND#ACTUALLY snowy. plus the Beginning Of Year vibes and energy.. hrm... nice nice.. ANYWAY#AND this is not even my first tumblr blog. I had a different one before it I think..#evviilll to be on one website for so long lol.. Very thankful that most websites I used to use as a 10 year old or whatever#are now defunct. There's something weird about how humans are just creating endless streams of words and pictures and all of this stuff#and it just goes out into the void and stays there long after the person themselves has forgotten it. not even like 'oh no what if i said#something bad!!' but more just the general sense of.. people create so much more ideas than they can actually hold in their heads. nobody#remembers exactly word for word every post they've ever made or etc. It's like parts of yourself that you've externalized and then fade awa#from you but they're still you but they're not so you just have little snapshots of yourself in time floating around entirely unbenknownst#to you. like making clones of yourself and then forgetting you did so but every once in a while going 'shit... there's clones out there..#of me and I don't even have track or awareness of them anymore.. what an odd concept..' etc. not EXACTLY like that ghbj..you know what I me#n.. or maybe you dont.. hrmm... ANYWAY#I am just now slightly recovering from my most recent mysterious illness spell and etc. so I would like to post more again and mAYBE even#do a costume if I'm being ambitious.. but after so many times of being randomly stricken by problems I'm now fearful of ever being too#hopeful lol.. always like 'I would like to go to the grocery store tomorrow! .... MAYBE.. if i CAN.. possibly... NOT getting my hopes up'.#etc. etc. etc. every statement has a caveat and a backup plan and so on and so forth and such is life.. anyway. happy birthday evil tumblr
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i do think it's unfortunate how inflexible organized sports spaces are towards adults and how many regular people would find it easier to be active if their only options weren't the gym or jogging through their neighborhood or whatever
#i had to drop bball at 14 both because of injury but also bc the team age capped at 15 so i was already done for anyway#there were no options for me to continue except maybe in a big city which wasn't something available for me#and like. i don't care if it's unprofitable if interests are low. i don't care if you have to coach like 5 people GOOD!#everyone and anyone should be able to participate it's sooo stupid how the world works oh i hate it
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okay i like the split outfit thing but honestly that’s the only part of that whole bi-generation thing i was into
#doctor who#like okay that bit was fun#but i’m not into the whole 2 doctors thing#i get why people like it though#really i do#just not for me#like there’s 2 doctors and 2 tardis’ now??#so like if there’s ever danger people don’t need to try and get in contact with 15 and hope he shows up in time#because they know they can just go knock on donna’s door and find 14 there???#also this ending is very parallel to 10s ending right?? or am i remembering wrong??#like there was 2 of them and one got to go live a normal life with rose???#very similar#and i honestly just don’t get how 14 chilling means that 15s all rested and healed#like they spilt before the healing happened??? the memories will be different from then on???#maybe ?? might be wrong i don’t understand this stuff#also you know if 15 has a tardis he’ll be off doing doctor stuff anyway not just travelling#like shit always happens no matter what right?? that’s the whole thing???#please do correct me if i’m wrong though#i’m bad at following everything that goes on#i talk and its probably something weird
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HOLY FUCK I CAN PROJECT MY EYE THING ONTO DAZAAAAAAAAAAAI!!!!
Okay: Hi, I’m Robin, my eyes are fucked up! Im almost always seeing double esp when im reading or doing things like that, this causes trouble because obviously. My eyes don’t talk to eachother like they’re supposed to and one eye is better at everything than the other. The solution to this is that I cover one of my eyes while im reading (I always cover my left eye, but technically I’m supposed to cover both eyes interchangeably or smth, I’m actively making the problem worse lol)
WHAT IF THIS IS WHY TEENAGE DAZAI WEARS THE EYE BANDAGES????
#whenever I’m seeing double my left eyes drifts off to the side#so like temporary lazy eye#I didnt know this until a few years ago#when my ex friend pointed it out by saying ‘hey what’s wrong with your eye?’#and that’s been an insecurity ever since#this hc is probably suuuuper unlikely#but fuck you all#I get to project onto my favorite characters because I’m awesome and super coo#bsd shitpost#bsd headcanons#bungou stray dogs dazai#15 dazai#bsd dazai#bsd dazai osamu#dazai#dazai osamu#the amount of times that I’ve gone to grab something but ended up grabbing the space beside that thing is unreal#or words will over lap and I misread something#I just imagine Mori watch 14 year old Dazai hold his eye closed while he reads something and is just like ‘no- no we’re gonna fix that’#I’m pretty sure there is an actual fix for it tho#maybe surgery????? idk#maybe Dazai got that during his 2 years underground????#nobody talks about how the eye covering 100% fucks up his vision tho
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When wolfwood is finally officially introduced in ITNL every damn person invested in this fic (including me)(especially me) is gonna lose their goddamned shits
I'm thinking about it again. It's so fucking close, yet still so far away...
#speculation nation#itnl shit#im gonna try to work on chapter 14 more tonight#i wanted to have the chapter out this week. and then i had like 4 awful shifts at work. only 2 fine ones#which doesnt exactly lend to finishing a chapter...#but im gonna try my best to finish it soon. there really is so little remaining in this chapter...#and chapter 15 is gonna be so damn easy to write. comparatively.#and then 16 will be. Something.#and then 17. 17 should be the one. if everything goes according to play we Will see wolfwood in chapter 17.#if i can get over the hump of this chapter we can finally have him back 😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭#i need it so bad.#honestly could even be chapter 16 if i make chapter 15 long enough. no promises tho.#but it's a fast track between the end of 14 and when wolfwood is introduced.#at least. im hoping. i rly wanna start the vashwood already 😭😭😭😭😭😭#first things first tho i gotta finish 14. and im so close i can taste it..........#i will do my best. if things go well i could maybe finish writing today and then edit tomorrow.#no promises. but im hoping.
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So I was going through my pinterest boards (I weed them from time to time) and it's so funny how I can just. Determine what phase I was in depending on the pins. Because it's very rare that I actually save something to a board, so when I do save something it means I REALLY liked it
#in other news my humor was shit a few years ago#theres that post “maybe you weren't a bad person you were just 14” or something like that#thats me with my 15 year old interests and humor#but instead of bad its just cringe (i know thats not a bad thing
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my fifth grade best friend’s mom who i haven’t seen or spoken to in probably like almost 10 years responded to one of my instagram stories to tell me she remembers me and hopes i had fun. Ok maybe everything good Ive ever thought of was real all along
#i made a post about it but i had a dream like two months ago that#i like ugly cried in his arms while he held me and said something profound i don’t remember AND LIKE.#i woke up like two hours before i actually had to be up but I couldn’t get back to sleep because how am i just supposed to be normal#after that.#I haven’t spoken to him since I was like 14/15 maybe. I miss him a lot all the time!#i think we’re very very different people now but i will always <3#anyways. i love everyone forever and i miss everyone forever
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Early morning thoughts, still ruminating on that video from the other day, but shout out to that time I possibly got psychosis during the Duke of Edinburgh award camping thing and was terrified and convinced I was gonna die in that field if I stayed, so I bailed and my best friend of the time broke up with me for being 'selfish' because I left
#mental health#psychosis#tbf although I thought I was hallucinating at the time I'm not convinced I was. but delusions were clearly there#like I thought the clouds were doing something impossible but having been to a similar area much later. the clouds do just do that sometimes#but I still thought it was A Sign and I was gonna die out there so like. what's the difference#sorry ex friend if you thought at 14/15 years old you were gonna get me through that. most likely you just thought I was faking. nope.#but this is why I am very 👀 and sympathetic around mental health stuff#it's never happened (or not so badly) since. probably was triggered by the physical exertion and period and lack of sleep. but still#maybe just as well I'm not gonna go through pregnancy. who knows how bad it might be via those physical and emotional stressors#my mum's cousin who was incredibly smart and sensitive developed schizophrenia and spent most of his life in mental health facilities#do not want. but so long as I look after myself reasonably I'm good.#on that day I was still scared in the car and back home but being with my dad and then inside helped. the Danger felt Outside#a nice bath and good sleep in bed and I think I was basically fine the next day. but then drama with friend#tbf to her. it would not have been easy to be friends with me anyway because I had bad depression and wanted to die generally at that point#if she'd said 'I cannot handle being friends with you' that would have been fair#still would have sucked but it would have been fair. calling me incredibly selfish for what was actually mental health problems. not so much#I'm rambling in the tags#but just feeling the potential vulnerability in my mental health rn
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But I think it would be so funny if, because Dick was so young when Bruce took him in, that so many people forget that Dick isn’t Bruce’s biological child. Like once Dick is older than say 16/17, most interviewers and reporters and journalists drop the “adopted” part of “adopted son,” and sometimes they might even comment on how much Dick looks like Bruce, how similar they both are.
And maybe sometimes Dick and Bruce even forget. Like Dick knows Bruce isn’t his biological dad, but maybe he thinks of his parents as like “mom and first dad” and Bruce is “second dad” and he sort of forgets that he’s not actually related to Bruce.
Bruce knows that most of kids are adopted. But the others were all older when Bruce first took them in (maybe they were all at least 13, so already in their teens) but Dick was an itty bitty little thing. He was only 8. And he didn’t go to school at first when Bruce took him in, because he had been home schooled and he’d been nervous about going to a normal school, so Bruce didn’t make him start going to Gotham Academy until the following Fall, and even then he was only in the third grade. Practically a baby.
Maybe when Dick is in his 20s, he and his siblings are being interviewed before a gala. And something comes up about being adopted, and the others all say their bits, but then when the interviewer turns to Dick, he’s just chilling with his arm around Damian, and he looks at the interviewer like he’s waiting for the next question. And maybe the interviewer is looking at his notes, looking for the next question, and Jason elbows Dick in the ribs and just says, “Dickface, don’t you have anything to add?”
And Dick hisses and swats Jason’s arm in retaliation, but he looks confused. And then he just, “Oh, I’m adopted too! I forgot lmao” and all of his siblings are so confused at how he can forget that, but Dick just smiles and chats with the interviewer (who’s looking very sheepish bc he also forgot). The only one who doesn’t look baffled is Damian, because Damian firmly believes that if any of his siblings turn out to secretly be his blood sibling, it will be Dick. He maybe sort of hopes it will happen sometimes.
Maybe when they’re around the Justice League as Batman and Nightwing, a newer member might ask how old Batman was when Nightwing was born. And they both sort of blue screen for a minute before Dick laughs and says, “oh, that’s right, I’m adopted! He’s only like 15 years older than me, give or take.”
“Don’t you dare age me,” Bruce hisses. “I’m only 14 years older than you.”
Dick just snorts at him. The other JL member looks so startled that Batman seems to actually have a sense of humor.
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Even though I like 14 I don't think I like/love it as much as I love 15
I dunno if it's weird to say that or not but just I'm more attached to my characters vs the actual characters/teammates I guess?
There's some I favour ish but even then if anything happened to them I don't think I'd cry 😅 maybe be a little sad but that's about it
#another thing random but people say the vo///ice ac///ting improves over packs but personally I still think it's hit and miss#I dunno if it's the va///s or dire///ctors but like there's points where lines just don't give the same vibe as how you read the text#there's times where something has an exclaimation point or a question mark and the v///a doesn't match it#that might be pe///tty but it kind of bothers me sometimes honestly#I don't have this issue with 15 I've never sat there and questioned the voice direction or cadence#or been like maybe another take should have been done there#I do like 14 but the voice acting sometimes takes me out or disappoints me#like it's not horrific but it's not mainline games level either#I've heard people say one of the vas has said the voice direction is bad#so like if that's the issue why not y'know get better people for the job? or something#just people sub for this game you think they'd have amazing voice acting T-T
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Hey google is it weird to be 21 with no relationship experience in an age where it seems like if you’re not experienced by your late teens/early twenties you’ll never ever get to experience it?
Google??
Hello???
#lemon talks#like if I could properly articulate my feelings on this#I could write an entire book on the feeling of being behind in age of social media#like#there are people younger than me with more experience than me#and honestly it’s one of my biggest insecurities#something that genuinely makes me sad#the only ‘relationship’ I ever experienced was an extremely toxic online one when I was like#maybe 14 or 15#and even then I got cheated on multiple time#got TOLD by my partner I was being cheated on multiple times#and thought ‘this is ok :)’#n e way#just me being bitter about it
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