#me adding context to this and then vanishing with a teleporting noises. hehehe

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I want this for H:SR Kaeya so badly... biting my knuckles. How this line of thinking actively holds back any progresses he may make in terms of becoming human. Because once he feels human enough, something happens that makes him remember that he isn't- he's an uncanny object, programmed to exploit what he learns for survival, unable to not protect, because everyone else is so painfully prone to be wounded badly, so human in this. By all standards, Kaeya can, then, be considered a monster.

He never has the instinct to flee- only to attack, extinguish the threat until everyone is safe. He never has the most human instinct to pick between flight-or-fight Therefore, he must be a monster.