#mechachimera.txt

[mechachimera]

I love encouraging people to write their stories/draw their ideas and bring them to life instead of letting those concepts collect dust in their brain (absolute hypocrite behavior feel free to pester me and get on my shit)

[magicandwizards]

Debating on whether or not I should post my AU rambles on here or keep this blog primarily focused on the artwork and some OC lore. A lot of my fanart is based on headcanons and AU anyway, but I realize I don't give much context, but I also don't know if people care about that, or if they just appreciate/want the art on its own.

[mechachimera]

I forget how strong of an incentive rp is for me. Finally stopped procrastinating on that tire change + got gas + got lunch + did laundry + doing all my other tasks just to have that twink OBLITERATED

[mechachimera]

I found my first art of the Lieutenant and put it next to my most recent drawing of him.

He's reached cherished and adored status: being put through pain and suffering

[mechachimera]

I'm going to write that clausten oneshot this year come hell or highwater. I gotta do it. I will be at ease once I do.

[mechachimera]

woke up with my heart gripped in anxiety nd bad feelings today. doing it full of dread but doing it. good morning gamers

[mechachimera]

My work colleague asked me about hit series Yu-Gi-Oh! GX when I clocked in because I talked about it last shift. I thought she was tired of it. No... she wanted the yap session sequel...

[mechachimera]

ken mother novel is so full of anger to me like idk. i feel like bro just never grew up past the whole saving the world thing and he's as spiteful as ever. or maybe it's me thinking of a counter to ninten's growth post-m1 story, like almost this "what if he never grew/changed" character. i have more thoughts but i need to sleep, so in conclusion I love the guy and i'd like to throw him into the sun

[mechachimera]

fucked up this whole neopolitan ice cream cone in like 3 minutes

[mechachimera]

thinkin about that post that was like "what if there's genuinely nothing wrong with me and im just like this" and then seeing it's like 1:30. time for bed

[mechachimera]

wanting to draw and write and create but forced to work a job where i can't do any of that has me so normal. I am so So Normal about not getting to create. I swear I'm so so So so normal about this.

[mechachimera]

something something you have to find your own purpose in life and shouldn't waste your life waiting on divine calling and feeling like you're a failure if your pleas are met with silence

[mechachimera]

need to meet someone who also feels music on and in their entire body and it fills them up and it makes patterns behind their eyes and movement in their mind

[mechachimera]

I really need to lock in on my portfolio but also if I don't work on Second In Command again by the start of March I think my soul will break out of its cage and start running

[mechachimera]

I've been coming up with music/singing hcs in between suffering shifts at work and looking for a 2nd job.

The best one so far? Giving Ness the lead singer of Maná. The worst one?

Ken. He got George Michael. He doesn't deserve it I'm so devastated

[mechachimera]

what do you MEAN my oc lore can't just be nebulous themes and vague symbolism that lives in my head. what do you MEAN I gotta write a cohesive plot and character dynamics. what do you MEAN I can't just have centuries of worldbuilding and have them do whatever WHAT DO YOU MEAN