#michposting

[climbinupuraorta]

I have a secret technique called only watching about one movie a year if that, so all the movies I've seen in recent memory are the best movie I've seen in a year, possibly in years

[climbinupuraorta]

Unfortunately my journal has less of those than I thought, but this one fucking takes me out every time I read it

getting really into journaling is so fucked because you will fr end up with pages like "dear diary, it's fucken wimdy today!!!!! also I might be a talentless hack with no real creative drive or discipline to speak of. xoxo ✨"

[methamphetaminelol]

Chyba mam salomonelle

[teruthecreator]

also idk if i’ve made it abundantly clear w the amount of posts i’ve made since posting The Post but i’m p much done w the silv her sis stern situation so just understand that if u engage w me on that i’m probably not going to respond

[confield]

[climbinupuraorta]

I dropped out of a class on the first day of the semester today because as an icebreaker we were answering why were in biology and what we were studying for, and writing the phrase "I have no gain from studying biology" gave me pause, so now I'm sitting at a very nice field

There is nothing that interests me more than finding out what girls around the world are doing and thinking. Keep posting I will be reading till I'm dead

[climbinupuraorta]

My problem is I speak more harshly to myself than I would ever want to speak to someone else, but I refuse to let anyone else speak to me like that. Being called an idiot by my own self doesn't feel as insulting as being called an idiot by someone else, because when a second person is on the scale it becomes possible for one of us to feel superior to the other, and I constantly watch for people thinking they're superior to me.

Obviously the best fix for this is for me to stop being mean to myself, but some people seem to wish I would just let them be as mean to me as I am to myself, which tells lots about them I think.

[climbinupuraorta]

*playing elden ring* nice try buddy but if I can recognize my own patterns I'm sure as shit not gonna fall for yours *instantly killed*

[climbinupuraorta]

The kind of poor mood where you ignore messages or refuse to respond because saying anything too kind is fawning and demeaning to yourself, but saying anything terse or harsh is too cruel to somebody who did nothing wrong on purpose, so instead you communicate the bare minimum and retreat to yourself.

[climbinupuraorta]

I wish there more plants that could be smoked without making me nauseous or headachey or making my mouth either really dry or really moist

I don't want to support the tobacco industry and I don't want to be high constantly but holding something burning, letting something smolder between your lips, blowing smoke in someone's face as a joke, tapping it out on the back of your hand is a vibe.

[climbinupuraorta]

alice

I think this war must weigh on you

Much as it does on me

Do you know what it can do to you

Trying to keep a sense of peace?

Do you forget that you are whole

A present self, body and soul

And do you make yourself a ghost

Inside a shell, empty and cold?

The shuttered windows slightly cracked to ventilate the gas and smoke

The bitter prose so highly stacked to exorcise the words not spoken

Something scratching from the walls, real or just imagined

Chipping at your patience, driving you to desperate action

Is your presence still enough to make you feel real and alive?

Or are you sure to turn the lights off to the rooms where you reside

Alone...

Alone?

[climbinupuraorta]

I swear to god hearing my conservative brother complain about the American economy but then complain about the Canadian government by saying our province should join the US makes me want to kill him

[confield]

excerpts of a conversation with @fuck12, @burnpygmalion, and @bat-xing

[confield]

also, here's an official 3x3 of michcore albums. if you listen to, or like, any of these albums or artists, you are certified michcore.

[confield]

collector's items

[confield]