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Hi, I'm not sure if this one has been asked before or not? But do you have any recs for Johnlock with an asexual Sherlock? I was watching one of those 'are they gay?' vids and apparently, to this person, Benedict wanted to portray Sherlock as an asexual? And now I'm just curious to see what that would've been like. Anything you've got, I'd be happy to read. Doesn't matter about the ratings. TIA! :))

Hi Lovely!!

Sorry I missed this or I would have attached it: I’ve legit just recently posted a Queerplatonic / Ace Relationships fic rec list, so you can check those fics out for yourself! 

Have a great day, Lovely!!

[doctorstrangeaskblog]

Hey! :) I've been loving having your blog pop up every now and again on my dash and I didn't realise that it was your birthday until you mentioned, so.. Happy Birthday! <3 What have you got planned for today?

TUMBLR, FACIAL EXPRESSION ANALYSIS VIDEOS, GAMES AND CAKEEEThanks so much! I’m happy you like my blog! <3 :D Mehehe VACATIONSSS

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Tagged by: @teenyugioh thank youuu! <3

coffee or tea / early bird or night owl / chocolate or vanilla / honey and lemon or milk and sugar

silver or gold / pop or alternative / freckles or dimples / musicals or plays / humming birds or owls / colouring books or watercolour

snakes or sharks / ivory or scarlet / flute or lyre / strawberries or rasberries

butterflies or honeybees / macarons or eclairs / rooftop or balcony / diners or cafes / road trip or camping trip

typewritten or handwritten letters / spicy or mild / london or paris / brunch or happy hour / macarons or croissants

secret garden or secret library / potions or spells / ocean or desert / rome or amsterdam / aquariums or planetariums

vincent van gogh or claude monet / denim or leather / mermaid or siren / unicorns or dragons

masquerade ball or cocktail party / sun or moon / herbs or flowers / fireworks or sparklers

pearls or diamonds / watermelons or peaches / tattoos or piercings / sushi or ramen

beauxbatons or durmstrang / candles or fairy lights / classic or modern art / polka dots or stripes

paintings or sculptures / hot or iced / glitter or matte / lemonade or iced tea / sweet or sour

scorpio or cancer / silk or lace / new york or los angeles / beaches or forests/ degas or seurat

mountains or fields / thunderstorm or lightning / egyptian mythology or greek mythology / gemstones or crystals

eyes or lips / witch or fairy / opera or ballet / spring or fall / winter or summer/ plants or neons

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[superheroabc]

Late nights- Bucky Barnes

Bucky x reader

Let me know if you’d liked to be tagged in this series of late nights with the avengers. Tomorrow I will be posting a Peter Parker Late nights so stay tuned for that. (Yes he may not be a technical avenger but he’s still amazing and adorable and I love him)

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Another day, another HYDRA base. Another Hydra base, another successful mission. Another successful mission, another one of Tony’s infamous parties, because you guys just “had to celebrate.” according to him.

Bucky wasn’t big on parties. Although Tony claims he’s forgiven him, there’s still some obvious tension and a sense of hatred when they’re around each other. He also felt that the rest of the team were always ready to fight him, as if they always had their guard up. Although T’challa got most of the winter soldier out of him, something could always trigger him and once he’s been set off it’s hard to get him back.The only people that treated him “normal” were Steve, Sam and Natasha. They would joke around with him and they were easier to talk to than the others but they babied him a lot. The only person who truly let him be, who wasn’t afraid or hated him was you

Bucky tried everything to get out of this party, but Tony said it was mandatory (after Steve told him to say so). Once the Quinjet landed everyone went to their rooms to get dressed. Bucky took the longest to get downstairs, feeling awkward in the modern style suit Steve got for him. When he went downstairs he was greeted with the sight of hundreds of guest dressed in their fanciest attire.

He walked through the crowd looking for you, not wanting to hear people ask if he’s alright or any stupid jokes about hm finally being social. Once he came to the conclusion that he wasn’t going to find you he decided to go to his usual spot during parties like this. The balcony.

When he opened the door he sighed in releif at the feeling of the cool night air on his face. He grinned at the sound of New York and... crackling fire?

He quickly turned his head in the direction of where the heat was coming from and saw you, wrapped up in a blanket holding a mug in hand.

“Y/N?” He said confused. You turned your head and gave him a small smile.

“What are you doing at my spot James?” You said jokingly (which he didn’t get).

“Your spot? This is my spot. I mean I can leave if you want, it’s just that this is where I normally end up during these ‘mandatory’ parties.” He said while looking down at the floor, afraid you’d judge him although you both know you’d never do that.

“Well no wonder we’ve never crossed path’s. I come to every party but I normally stay inside during the ‘mandatory’ ones. Come on sit, I keep a stache of blankets and hoodies in that bin if you need one.” Bucky goes and gets a blanket and sits next to you. When he sits down he notices the sparkly blue dress, that fits your frame perfectly.

“I don’t know why your out here. You look beautiful, you should go show off.” He said with his signature, playful smirk that only you would get to normally see.

“I don’t do parties, but thanks Buck. Your lookin’ pretty handsome yourself.”

“Thanks doll.” 

As the night went on this party became more bearable for the both of you. You were both cracking up about stories from your childhoods, or stories you told him about Steve and how frustrated he’d get learning how to use technology from Tony. As you two sat outside more the party was not dying down. It was getting colder and Bucky could tell.

“Hey doll, you wanna continue our party inside?” You simply nodded. You both put away your blankets and snuck through the party going unnoticed. You  went upstairs to Bucky’s room. He gave you a shirt of his, it being way to big for your body and he changed out of his suit into some sweats. You both climbed into his bed (eventually snuggling up to each other) as you watched movies like emperors new groove, making you both laugh and feel like care free children. This is a party you both preferred any day.

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Tagged by @lilithleelynn ! Lock screen is a photo I took in Seattle this summer. I took...much better photos, but it got a giggle out of me so I kept it. And speaking of Seattle, I’m actually wearing my PAX shirt from said trip because I literally always wear it if it’s clean. It’s so fucking soft and it actually fits me nicely. I mean I look bored as hell because I am but every selfie I had on my phone wasn’t really too recent!

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I've been watching A LOT of your YouTube videos and I just love how you talk about the books that you either want to read or are reading. You just have such a fun and engaging personality and I really like seeing what you have to say. :)

Listen... my three year anniversary of starting YouTube was yesterday and this message has me eMOTioNAL

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@mo0nchxldc It's a new movie (will be released in 2018) with a lot of video games references. Actually based on them lol

Reblog if you’re going to watch ready player one for just that half of a second with commander shepard

because I do

but jk it seems a cool movie anyway

[superheroabc]

Late nights- Steve Rogers

Steve x reader

So this is going to be like a series kind of. I’m gonna do like little imagines of what late nights with the avengers would be like. The next one I post will be with Bucky and it will be up tomorrow. Let me know if you’d liked to be tagged.

warnings: cussing (like always)

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Walking through the compound at night was pretty dangerous. When your living with multiple assassins, crazy scientists, some super soldiers and some mutants that all just so happen to be light sleepers, it’s best to just stay in your room. But tonight for some reason you couldn’t go to sleep.

You quietly tip toed to the kitchen and grabbed a glass of water. As you were pouring it you felt someone tap your shoulder. Instead of jumping like a normal person would you reacted. You set the glass down, jabbed the person with your elbow, grabbed a knife, turned around and held it to their neck. That person immediately grabbed your arm with a slightly firm grip, making realize I️ didn’t have to fight back by his gentle actions. It was Steve.

“Steve what the hell are you doing down here? You scared me.” You whisper yelled at him.

“Language. And I️ heard you coming down here, figured I’d join you.” He shrugged.

“How did you Here me?” You asked wile putting the knife back.

“For starters I️ have super hearing. Plus I️ couldn’t fall asleep either. So, what’s keeping you up?” He said while leaning back on the counter.

“I️ don’t know?”

“You wanna work it out? We have a gym right down stairs.” What He said made you choke on your water.

“Are you serious? At 3:47 in the morning? Your out of your mind Rogers.” You said while shaking your head.

“It might wear us out.” He grabbed a bottle of water from the fridge and started to walk away. “You coming or what?” He asked over his shoulder.

“Yeah yeah, let me get dressed.” You (quietly) ran back upstairs to your room and put on your gym wear. When you were done you saw Steve warming up on the mats. You jogged over to him and joined him.

“Do you want to spar?” Said Steve.

“Sure.” You said, getting into your fighting stance. He immediately got into his once he noticed you were ready.

You took the first swing, which he dodged straight away. You punched at him a few times until you decided to go for a kick in the stomach. He grabbed your leg but you quickly spun yourself around making him fall on his back. You stuck out your hand, letting him up.

“Come on Rogers, I’m kicking your ass.” You said with your arms confidently out.

“Language, Doll.” You simply rolled your eyes and kept going. As the fight went on, you kept noticing Steve not trying. Although you were an amazing fighter, Steve was better. You have beat him in spar before but normally it took a lot out of you.

“Um, Steve.” You said, slightly out of breath.

“hm?”

“You wanna take a break?” He simply nodded and went to grab his water bottle. He took a few sips before he sat down with you, leaning against the wall. “You were going easy on me Steve. I don’t like pity cards, you know that.”

“It wasn’t a pity card Y/N. It was a middle of the night, we’re both exhausted and it could be dangerous for us to full on fight card.”

“Whatever Rogers.” You said leaning your head on his shoulders. You felt him tense underneath you but you payed it no mind. “I forgot to ask. Why couldn’t you sleep?”

“I was just thinking too much.” He said shaking his head while snaking an arm around you.

“About what?” You yawned.

“A lot of things actually. About the last mission, the upcoming mission... and... a girl” He said nervously.

“Who Sharon? Well let me tell you Steve Rogers, any girl would be lucky to have you. The way you care for the world is amazing... and the way you  care for the people you love is like something I’ve never seen before.”

“Thanks Y/N, but um it’s not Sharon.” He said chuckling at himself.

“Well whoever she is would be silly to say no. I know I’d say yes if you asked me.” You said looking up at him.

“Y-you would? Y-you like me?” His heart rate going up incredibly.

“I mean I don’t necessarily have a crush on you. I just think you’d be a great boyfriend. So if you were to ask me I’d say yes.” You said, nuzzling further into his side.

“Good to know.” He said with a bright smile on his face.

After a few minuets of silence, Steve was going to say something. Just as he opened  his mouth the door of the gym swung open. Bucky, Sam and Tony’s loud voices echoed through the room, waking up your slight slumber. As soon as they walked in the room they noticed you and Steve, making them have a smug look on their faces.

“How long have you two been down here? It’s six in the morning.” Asked Tony.

“Since four in the morning.” You said rubbing your eyes as you sat up from Steve’s shoulder.

“You two look pretty cozy.” Said Sam trying not to laugh at the blush that tinted Steve’s cheeks.

“Yeah did you tell her how you feel, punk?” Asked Bucky, who busted out in laughter at the sight of both of your large eyes.

“Not exactly, jerk!” Said Steve, pinching the bridge of his nose.

“You didn’t tell me I was the girl, Rogers?!” You said in disbelief.

“Well I was going to tell later, especially after you basically just told me you’d say yes, but asking someone out while we’re both half asleep sounds like a bad idea.” 

“Well Steve, I’m gonna go upstairs and sleep for a little bit. When I wake up I’ll be expecting you to properly ask me. Goodnight Rogers.” You said kissing his cheek before hopping up from the floor.

“Goodnight Y/L/N.” Said Steve with the dopiest smile on his face. Something the guys were going to make fun of for weeks. 

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Late nights- Tony Stark

Tony Stark x reader

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Up next: Sam wilson

This is set after the records. I have written for three other avengers so I you’d like, go check those out and if you want to be apart of the taglist just let me know.

Ever since the fight in Siberia, nothing has been the same. Vision seemed depressed over half the time, sad that he lost his first and only love. Rhodes was constantly in physical therapy, reminded of what his life could have been. Tony hardly talked and practically went into hiding when the government wasn’t forcing him to go out. And the rest of the team? Who knows where they are.

You we’re still in the compound, currently tossing and turned in your’s and Tony’s shared bed. You decided to retire from the avengers once the accords were first proposed. Knowing where both Steve and Tony came from you didn’t want to betray either of them so you stayed out of it.

Still tossing in the bed you finally decided to get up and look for Tony. You hardly saw him anymore and you missed him. You went down stairs to the place that you thought was obvious. His lab, but he wasn’t there. You searched the entire lab, making sure he wasn’t hidden in a corner somewhere tinkering with something.

Just as you were about to go look somewhere else you heard a noise outside on the balcony. You opened the cold glass doors and found Tony sitting in a lounge chair with a full beer in hand while two empty ones sat on the table in front of him.

“Babe? You alright?” You say on the arm of the chair and wrapped an arm around him, rubbing soothing circles on his arm.

“Alright is a very strong word.” He chuckled while taking another sip of his beer. He was only tipsy since he was a man that could hold his alcohol.

“Yeah I️ know. It’s hard for all of us. I️ bet it’s hard for them right now too.” You said referring to the other avengers. “Come on, you need to rest.” You took the beer out of his hand and stood up to take him to bed but he just pulled you into his lap.

“I️ missed you.” He said kissing your shoulder.

“I️ missed you too, but you’ve been avoiding the world, Tony. Your driving yourself into the ground.”

“I️ know I️ am. I️ don’t mean to but I️ am. I️ got a kid involved in something he didn’t need, now his low profile is blown. I️ helped tear the team apart. Crazy thing is… I️ miss them. And I️ found out how my parents died and that Steve, someone I’ve grown to trust and become friends with is protecting the man who killed them. So now no matter how hard I️ try these beers seem like the only thing left.”

“Tony Stark! I️ don’t mean to yell at you and I️ know I️ said I️ didn’t want to choose sides but when it comes to Bucky, Steve is right.” You said sternly, the only way to get through is thick skull.

“Great I’m loosing you too.” He said rubbing his temple.

“You can never lose me. Baby, Bucky did nothing to your parents. Yes it was his body but that was HYDRA’s mind. They practically turned his brain to mush and Bucky has to live everyday knowing that he killed your parents and hundreds of others against his will.” Tony sighed and laid his head on your chest. “I️ know it’s hard for you to forgive him but you will. And when this whole mess is over. When everyone comes back, including Bucky, we will do everything we can to fight HYDRA harder than before. I️ want justice for your parents and I️ will stand by you until that is fulfilled but justice has to be done right.”

“Maybe your right.”

“I️ am. And I’m also right that this beer is doing nothing for you and that alcohol is not going to fix this. You still have me. You have Rhodes and Vision. Your prodigy is doing pretty well too.” Tony chuckled at your statement. Somehow you always knew how to talk to him.

“You really think they’re coming back someday?”

“I️ know they will. It won’t be the same when they do. Who knows it might be better, but until then you need to stop carrying the weight of the world on your shoulders and come to bed.”

“Yes Mrs. Stark.” Tony says, following you back inside.

“Good. Now goodnight Mr. Stark.” You said before kissing him and falling asleep in each others arms.

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Late nights- Peter Parker

Peter x reader

So sorry this was late. Please let me know if you’d liked to be tagged in this series. This is the third avenger/ avenger cast member I’ve written for so if you’d like to read the others you can find me masterlist here. I will be writing for Tony next. 

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You walked into your house, accidentally slamming the door. As you waked past your parents they tried to ask you what’s wrong but you just ignored them and went straight to your room, on the verge of tears. 

Your parents knew exactly what was wrong though. Peter. This was now the seventh date he’s ditched you on. Every time he would use lousy excuses like the stark internship or that he got caught up studying with Ned. Once you called Ned and asked him if he was with Peter and he said no, making you worry about your relationship.

Tonight was supposed to be special though. It was your one year anniversary and after days and weeks of lying he promised that he was going to put everything aside in order to be with you.

You sighed as you slipped off your dress, which you wore for him since it was his favorite color and tossed the present you go for him on your nightstand. As you climbed into bed, you stared at his present and wondered what he was doing.

Meanwhile Peter felt awful. He was currently at the bank fighting an armed robbery with twelve men and hostages. As he looked up at the clock on the wall his heart dropped. Shit it’s 1:00 am! I was supposed to meet Y/N four hours ago!

One of the robbers noticed that Peter wasn’t paying attention and shot his arm. Good thing Tony made the suit bullet proof, but somehow this bullet managed to graze his arm and make a good enough dent for him to bleed out of.

Peter slung a web at the guy who shot him and pulled the gun out of his hand. He tied him up with his web but as he did that another guy shot him in the leg, and the same thing happened with the last bullet. He took that guy down too, after taking the rest of their guns away. By the time Peter was done the police showed up and helped him release all the hostages.

“Thank you Spider-man. These people and I highly appreciate it, but you don’t have to stay here and help us untie them. Plus I think those gunman took a few shots at you.” pointed out the chief of police. Peter looked down at his arm and leg. The adrenaline he had made it hurt less but he was now bleeding a lot more than he expected.

“Yeah your right, I should probably get going.” Peter thanked the chief and tried his best to run outside, but the slight wound in his leg made it difficult. He got outside and slung a web to the tallest building around.

“Peter your bleeding.” 

“I know that Karen.” he said swinging through the streets

“Would you like me to inform Mr. Stark.” She asked.

“No! Do not call him!” Peter said, stopping on top of a building since he was starting to feel weak and tired.

“Well you either need to be picked up or stop somewhere near by, Peter. May I suggest Y/N’s house.”

“I can’t go there either.”

“Well sorry to disappoint you sir, but you are currently on top of her building,” Peter looked around in shock. Out of all places he could’ve ended up, he had to be at his probably angry and upset girlfriend’s apartment. “Peter at least try knocking on her window. I assure you, you will not make it to your apartment or the tower if you don’t stop, get help and rest for a minuet.”

Peter thought about it for a minuet before slowly descending down the fire escape. Once he got to your window he saw you still awake on your phone. He saw the tears that stained your cheeks, which broke his heart knowing he’s the reason for those tears. He hesitantly knocked on your window causing you to jump.

You quickly scurried to the window, with the most priceless expression your face. Before you opened the window though you ran away again to grab a piece of paper. Peter saw you scribble something down at your desk before you came back over to him. The paper said: Are you really Spider-man?

Peter quickly nodded and shot a web to prove it. Once you saw that it was safe and that he wasn’t a crazy New Yorker you opened the window.

“C-could you help me? I just got shot at a few times and I need you to help patch me up.” He asked, struggling to get in the window. You helped him limp into the window and onto your bed.

“I’ll be right back. I’m going to get the first aid kit and some ibuprofen. You stay here and make zero noise.” You practically sprinted out the door and was back in no time. When you came back you saw him still in his mask while wearing a pair of Peter’s shorts and one of his shirts, both of which you stole from him. “Alright, what should I do exactly? I’ve never cleaned out a gun wound before.”

Peter waved you over to sit next to him. You followed every bit of instruction  he was giving you.

“Sorry I’m bothering you. I was going to go home and do this myself but I wouldn’t have made it.” He said before hissing at the sting on his leg.

“Sorry, I know this must hurt. And um… this is no bother actually. After the night I had, which in no way is comparable to yours, you made it better. I mean I wish we didn’t have to meet while your injured like this, but your my hero. I know there’s other superheroes out there but you personally help people and I know that when the time comes you’ll be fighting off evil gods or aliens or whatever hell the world will experience next.”

“Thank you, that means a lot to me. I’m sorry your night sucked.” 

“Yeah…I know you probably don’t wanna hear this but, my boyfriend ditched me on our date without even telling me he wasn’t going to show. I was there four hours waiting for him.” You said wrapping up his arm.

“You deserve better than that. So much better than that and I’m sorry.” He said looking down at the floor.”

“It’s not your fault,” You shrugged trying not to look hurt. “It’s not like your the one who left me alone on our anniversary and six dates before that.” You said with a bitter chuckle.

“I have something to tell you actually and you might hate me for it.” Your brows crinkled in confusion. Peter grinned under his masking, thinking you looked adorable when you do that. Peter slowly took off his mask, leaving you with wide eyes.

“P-peter? H-how did this happen? Are you okay?” You asked remembering the wounds you just cleaned.

“Y/N, I’m so sorry I didn’t tell you sooner. I wanted to so badly, but I don’t want you getting hurt. I’m so sorry for leaving you alone on all those dates, especially tonight. I feel so bad that I made you look like a fool and that you had to find out this way.” Peter couldn’t look you in the eye. He was afraid to see how you’d react and how hurt you might be. You grabbed Peter’s face and turned his head to you.

“I’m happy you told me, but please be more careful. New York may need Spider-man but I also need Peter Parker.” He nodded at your words and pulled you into a tight hug. The hug felt like it lated an eternity as you both buried your faces in each others neck.

Once you finally pulled away you both laid in your bed facing each other. He explained to you everything that happened in Germany and what the Stark internship actually was. He explained how Ned found out and how he actually became spider man.

“I love you, you know that right?” Peter said, moving your hair out of your face.

“Yeah, I love you too.” You sad before giving him a small but meaningful kiss. “Oh wait, I have something for you.” You turned over and grabbed the box on your night stand. Peter sat up to see what you were doing.

“Babe, I don’t deserve that.”

“Yes you do. Now open it.” Peter took the present while rolling his eyes. He opened the lid to the box and took the shirt.

“Thanks…” He said confused.

“Turn it around silly.” Peter did as he was told and the Star wars logo with a bunch of signatures on it. “I know you were sad about not being able to go to comic-con with Ned and I know how badly you wanted the cast’s autographs, so I had Ned take me with him so I could get them for you.”

“This is the best and most thoughtful gift anyone could ever get me. I’m never wearing this by the way, it’s going in a frame.” He said making you giggle “I got you something too. I was carrying it in my suit, expecting that I would still be ale to go on our date.”

Peter reached down and picked his suit up off the floor. Once he found the tiny box he gave it to you with the cutest smile on his face. You opened the box and your heart melted. It was a crown ring with both of your initials on it.

“I know you’ve been eyeing a ring like that for a while now, but it was super expensive so I worked out a deal with Mr. Stark to get it. He helped me pick out the jewels and one of his guys did the engraving on the inside.”

“Peter I love it. Thank you so so much.” You said while slipping on the ring.

“Happy anniversary.”

“Happy anniversary.”

You and Peter spent the next two hours snuggling in your bed until he finally had to go back home. He slipped into his suit and before pulling his mask over his mouth he kissed you and swung out the window, leaving you with a smile as you watched your hero go.

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Late nights- Sam Wilson

Sam x reader

Up next: Natasha Romanoff 

I know I haven’t posted a late nights in a while, sorry about that. I got excited about my everything and it kind of pulled my attention away from this. I hope you guys love this fic with Sam though. Let me know if you’d like to be tagged :)

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It’s been six months since the Steve fought Tony in Siberia and broke everyone out of prison. You were tired of hiding and missed your old life but wouldn’t trade any decision you’ve made for the world. Although staying inside the safe house all day wasn’t ideal, you truly believed in Steve and was glad you were there for him.

As you stared out the one way windows (you can see out not in) you head a soft knock at your door, pulling you out of your thoughts.

“Come in” You said quietly, but loud enough for them to hear you. The wooden door slowly opened, letting you hear every creak the hinges made.  You didn’t turn your head to see who it was as you felt your bed dip next to you.

“You know, yo don’t have to stay in your room all day right?” You shrugged your shoulders, still looking at the rain that ran down your window. “Steve, Nat and I went out yesterday.”

This is what got your attention. You snapped your head around with wide eyes and your mouth hung open.

“You went out?! Without me!? Sam I’m being starved of sunlight, and going crazy having to be with you all the time. You can’t you do this to me, I want justice.” You joked, dramatically crossing your arms.

“Calm down. We just went to see how Bucky’s whole process is going so far.”

“I would’ve liked to see Bucky. I didn’t fight along side him for nothing, Sam.”

“That’s what I told Steve.” He chuckled, shaking his head at you. “So how are you holding up?”

“I’m okay. Just miss the other avengers, you know? What about you? I have’t talked to you in a while.”

“I’m doing alright.” You nodded. Neither of you knew what to say after that, so you sat in a odd silence for awhile. “So when we went to go see Bucky, we also talked to T’challa and I asked him for some movies and he just so happened to have your favorite one.”

Sam pulled out your favorite movie from behind him making you smile. You used to have movie nights with Sam almost any night you were both available and you haven’t had one since you left the compound.

“Do we have popcorn?”

“Yeah.”

“Yes! Okay you set up the movie, I’ll make the popcorn.” You quickly hopped off your bed and went straight to the kitchen. When the popcorn was done you took it out the microwave and poured extra butter on it, just how Sam liked it.

You padded your feet back to your room and was welcomed to the sight of Sam already underneath the covers, with his arms out for you and the popcorn. You slipped in next to him a cuddled up to his side, with the bowl between the both of you.

As the movie went on Sam couldn’t focus. His thought were running wild and they were all about you.

“Can I ask you something?” You simply nodded your head against his chest. “Do you regret helping Steve? I mean you seem to hate it here.”

“No. The accords weren’t right to begin with and to top it off an innocent human being was being hunted by the government and half the avengers. It was wrong. And I don’t necessarily hate it here. Just not used to it yet.”

“You know, I was talking to Steve and Nat earlier and they asked me why we keep playing this game. They think we should be together already instead of pretending like nothing is happening between us.” This made you sit up and pause the movie, giving your full attention to this conversation.

“Do you think we’re playing a game?” You asked shyly.

“uh... No-not really. I-I mean maybe, I don’t know.” Said Sam getting flustered with his feelings.

“I like what we have Sam. I do, but at the same time there’s something missing. We know everything about each other. No matter what’s going on or who’s around us we always went to sit to next to each others so we can snuggle or whatever. To be honest I’ve been telling myself that we’re platonic, there’s nothing going on, it’s just Sam, but I want more.”

“You do?”

“Yes goofball, I thought that speech I did made it pretty clear.” You chuckled while Sam sarcastically rolled his eyes. “To be honest, I love you Sam. I don’t know what I’d do without you.”

“I love you too Y/N.” He said before kissing you, making your days in hiding much, much better.

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Where did this ant man thing come from? haha

Dude, I have no idea. All of a sudden my dash is like 40% Antman and Thanos butt stuff and I am not sure how I feel about it 😅

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The Holiday is such a great movie! Maybe, when my assessment is finished, I should re watch it as a reward. :)

Oh, I know! The epiyome of a feelgood movie. That and The grinch are my Must watch's every December.

And that sounds like a great reward!♡