#much neededdd

[pearlescentparade]

hello!! I'm very very sorry if this seems abrupt at all but I wanted to share some azure lore bits revealed by co-director juno ... I dearly wish I could link and share the screenshots that someone shared of juno discussing azure's facts, but unfortunately I can't do that as an anon (and I'd rather not reveal my primary blog, as it is very personal ^-^') ... if you'd like to see the messages for yourself, they are in the official two time forum, but you may need to scroll quite a bit just to view them

messages aside, here's the basic gist of the azure lorebits that were shared!!

azure was rebirthed in a field of nightshades after their death to two time, they were buried in said field and the flowers now share some of their essence after they transformed

azure doesn't completely resent two time; in fact, they miss them a lot and wants to have them back in their life. however, their current post-transformation form forces them to feel the hatred and resentment provoked by the spectre (essentially, the spectre enhanced the negativity that azure feels and makes them excessively violent in the process)

when azure transformed, vines sprouted out of their back and their head, taking the appearance of tentacles only because the fibers cause the illusion of the tentacles being made of a shiny, slick material. the tentacles are actually very sharp and thorn-like

^ adding onto this point; azure can grow nightshades from their tentacles and hair because of the vines' properties :)

before two time killed azure, azure was a very amiable individual and liked to help people. they also loved studying plants (they were very into botany) and knew how to cultivate plants into medicine for use (also a personal interpretation, but it's implied that azure was very careful when making their medicine and gave their patients the exact dose they needed, as juno mentions that azure was far more mindful and aware of their limits than two time was)

nightshades are most likely azure's favorite flowers/plants because of their medicinal properties and vibrant purple color

with all that information aside, I personally could see a (post-forsaken) two time x reader x azure where reader got sick from accidentally eating poisonous berries and two time bringing them to azure in a panic, and azure tending to them with grace and expertise ... and reader says after being treated, anticlimactically, "wow, it sure was a good thing you were one of the only botanists in the whole cult, azure!"

by the way, if it isn't taken already, may i be referred to as the azure-addict anon? i know it's a lot, so if that's too much, you can also just use the🪻emoji for me :D either one works!! i love your blog dearly, and I hope youve been doing well!! I honestly wanted to interact with you a lot sooner, but I was admittedly feeling too timid to do so... my apologies ^-^'' please take your time with requests, drink lots of water, and stay safe!! its nice to meet you :)

– azure-addict or 🪻anon

azure-addict anon im going to kiss you /p I NEEDEDDD THIS INFO CUS IDK LIKE ANYTHING ABOUT AZURE BESIDES THEIR RELATION TO THE CULT AND TWO TIME OMG,, thank u for this :] i will keep them in mind and hgehghe ,.,,, azure x reader x two time ,,,,, drools (can u tell i love throuples!!!!

ANBD OUGHGH,,,, im glad uve come out of ur shell and decided to send in something!!! do not be afraid, i dont bite!!! i always encourage anyone to talk to me, and its very exciting when new anons pop up :] thank u for ur support and the lil reminders! be careful with what u wish for cus i fear i need 2 lock in for schoolwork so reqs might take longer,, this is what i get for being a dual enrollment tryhard smh ;; it's very nice to meet you too <3

[studioeisa]

here to ask you about svt x interviewer because i’m glad to know i wasnt the only one going crazy over andrew garfield and amelia’s chemistry😭

serena, my love, that wip is on the list because i saw andrew & amelia on my timeline again and i neededdd something like this to happen to a member (comments open as to who y'all think it should be for! lol 😭)

mc works as an entertainment reporter or someone with a chicken shop date-esque channel

if the former: every time svt is on the red carpet, mc gets to talk to them and she has very obvious chemistry with one of the members. oddly specific/cross-fandom reference, but i need us to envision a member eyeing mc like the iconic bang chan blonde interview

chosen svt member denies it to hell and back btw! like "ahaha... what are you talking about? me, interested in a reporter?" but you know how it is or management asks the member to play into it for #clout. member begrudgingly does so and realizes... wait, i kinda enjoy flirting with mc?

if the latter: a couple of svt members guest on mc's youtube channel! but one member hits it off a little too well with mc, so much so that they're being shipped like crazyyy

mc and svt member go two for two with another video that goes viral, and honestly? they find themselves with chemistry off-screen so ;-) wink wink!

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Ok I finished the stream OHHHHH MY DAYSSSSSS

First, Jack being stuck in the prison was crazy LMAO Pandora's Vault stays winning RAHH

Actually cried watching that tho omfg.

CTOMMY MY BOYYYY MY SON

I'VE MISSED YOU DARLING

Actually driving my insane how the last interaction was between Tommy and Jack. Jack hated Tommy but in the end was glad to see he's doing well :( they're both going their separate ways and living their lives as best they can. They have to live with their pasts but they won't be tied down by them. SOMEBODY SEDATE MEEEEEE I CAN'T DO THISSSS

This specific line is SO GOOODDD because of how much Jack's character was focused around his hatred for Tommy and trying to beat him. He was never able to beat Tommy, with his plans constantly failing. Even when Tommy died he wasn't happy, he could never win. But now he's moving on and giving himself a chance. Metaphorically... we don't need to talk about the literal gambling addiction he was referring to LMAO thank u cc!Jack for giving us c!Jack fans the closure we NEEDEDDD

That stream was just so perfect and means the world to me. I'm so glad they managed to capture the feel of watching an old lore stream. It was messy and spontaneous. There was weird retconning and goofy stuff that you need to take seriously. And it all being done through chat messages helps sell the vibe that the server is calm and empty now. The days of it being filled with energy and creativity are gone. I'M SO SAD I CAN'T TAKE IT ANYMORE😭😭😭😭

[starzify]

oh em gee i love the theme so much!!

EEEK i love you !! i saw this pic of sydney sweeney on pinterest and i NEEDEDDD to make it my pfp hehe

[kanene-yaaay]

Hiiiii! It's juno anon again (once again disgustingly busy, so I didn't have time to interact on tumblr >:| )

I have two things to say! First of all I am Eating all those little headcannons you posted, I am eating them. I am. Eating them I love them so much they're so adorable,,,

Second of all I'm currently feeling absolutely off the walls insane about the idea of Lan Wangji's smile and I neededdd to share my insanity with someone before I explode. I've been reading an absolutely inordinate amount of mdzs fics for someone who has so many things they should be doing But- what really matters is that in all those fics his smile is always described to be a small little thing, sometimes fond or amused, most of the time fleeting or even hidden. And I get it, I do, it's in character but like........

The idea of Lan Wangji, second jade of Lan, always composed and proper just... smiling so helplessly big because of his husband's clever fingers. Eyes all scrunched up from the mirth and the force of his smile, face so open and so brilliant, the blush from his ears long having traveled to his cheeks and the bridge of his nose. Looking like he shouldn't be able to smile any harder but then Wei Ying makes one of his horribly, deliberately stupid comments and Lan Wangji really can't hold on any longer and he throws his head back and scrunches up his nose and his smile is just so bright and so happy and so exasperated (/horribly affectionate) in the face of his husband's attention.

I need him to shake his head and to grip at Wei Ying's robes because he keeps asking Lan Wangji to look at him, and to poke him when he doesn't, but he can't because he's just smiling too big to even try and he looks so radiantly joyful that Wei Ying physically feels the beats his heart is skipping in his chest.

Tldr; Lan Wangji smiling so wide that his eyes are all scrunched shut, and he's blushing and happy and brilliant + Rip Wei Ying, he had a good (second) run

I'm crying I just need them to be happy and soft 🅱️lease

AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA

JUMPING OVER THE WALLS, BITING MY PILLOW, RUNNING IN CIRCLES FOAMING FROM THE MOUTH AT THIS!!!!!!!!!!!

First os all: I absolutely looooveeeeee Wei Wuxian just Being A Menace with his husband and making incredibly exasperated and amused with his mischiviousness and this is aaaaaa!!!

Can you imagine!! The first tiem Wei Wuxian discovered that Lan Zhan was ticklish and both of their wide eyes as they froze in surprise before in a mess of robes and steps Wei Wuxian began chaisng with aroun, crackling and giggling and promising that he would love to see all the funny sounds his dear husband could make, just like Lan Zhan loved to do with him

The way that the first time he actually manages to tickle him, to make his mind go crazy with laughter and soul flooded with mirth, laughter and smiles ringing free and loud and unashamed because Lan Zhan hardly held back when it came to him and wxx almost freezes with how beautiful, how grandious and hadsome his husband can be even when tickled to pieces.

Thinking about Wei Wuxian gasping exaggeratadly at it and playfully scold Lan Zhan for refusing to tell him such a precious secret before, he freeing one of his hand (or lips) to cover lightly his gigantic smile and whisper about how this is such a dangerous weapon, how the entire world would befall if they saw him being so stunning like this, that he is not allowed to show anyone else this gorgeous smile, and that he could just spend his entire life listening to the melodious tune of his laughter, that no music cultivation could ever dream to be as powerful as it.

Lan Zhan absoluetely dies inside with his every word, of course, but he also continue to make a mental list of all the ways wwx is getting him so he can have some fair, expected payback <3 for now, however, he will simply lay back and squirm under his husbands lovely, warm and unbearable teasing hands

[elikajinnie]

HII AND I just finished reading steal your way into your heart (sorry couldn't remember it properly 😞)

BUT I I WAS SMILING THE WHOLE TIME AND WHEN HE STARTED TO TEXT THE SUBTLE TEASING THE COCKINESS (you controlled it so well it wasn't too much and made it looked like he was full of himself HEALTHY CONFIDENCE YES YES I LIKE IT SM A MAN WHOS CONFIDENT BUT NOT arrogant) I FR LITERALLY THOUGHT I WOULD SLEEP EARLY TODAY AND I CAME ACROSS YOUR FIC AND I WAS MIND BLOWN OMG OMG you made me feel butterflies like I had a slight smile the whole time I read it especially when they texted and it was like OH MY GOD WHEN IS IT MY TURN 🤧🤧🤧🤧🤧GOD WHERE I'LL FIND A MAN WHO HAS ONLY EYED FOR ME SPOILS ME AND KISSES ME LIKE THAT

and literally from sleeping at 12 to sleeping at 3 in the night BECAUSE OF THE TIME I PUT MY PHONE DOWN AND SCREAMED IN MY PILLOW LIKE PLEASE where can I find this man WHEREE 💳💥💳💥💳💥💳💥💳💥💳💥

please if I ever lose my memory I would like to read it again for the first time it made me reconnect with my emotions (fic so good that it made you reconnect with yourself better than touching grass 🫡)

YOURE THE BEST DONT THINK ABOUT THE ASSHOLES WHO SEND HATE TEXTS (they're basement escapees and don't know what being decent is 🫤🫤) I REALLY REALLY LOVED IT SM AND THE WAY HE LITERALLY HAS EYES FOR HER EVEN WHEN THE OTHER GIRL IN THE STORE WAS TRYING TO FLIRT WITH HIM (bare fucking minimum but it's a rarity these days)

HAD TO TAKE A DEEP BREATH WHENEVER HE USED TO CALL DOLL....like the voice memos oh my god....🫠🫠

IM IN LOVE WITH IT ILYSMMM 🫶🫶💝💝TAKE CARE OF YOURSELF AND HAVE A GOOD DAY (sorry for screaming in all caps in your inbox 😞but I was so excited to talk about it and appreciate it and show my love to you ❤️)

HELLO????!?!?!?! IM CRYING THIS IS SO NICE 😭 I LOVE YOU SO MUCH!! THANK YOUUUU 🫶🫶🫶🥹🥹 IM SO HAPPY YOU LOVED IT!!! I APPRECIATE IT SO MUCH!! THIS REALLY MADE ME FEEL BETTER 🫶

A MAN LIKE THAT IS NEEDEDDD!!! ONE THAT KNOWS WHAT HIS WOMAN WANTS AND NEEDS 👏 I MANIFEST YOU FIND ONE!! 🙏🙏

TAKE CARE AND SLEEP WELL!! 🫶

[littlecutiexox]

I wanna hear you say how much you can't wait to use my mouth and how messy I'll be after you're done with me

[formulanaughty]

Okkk but I had a dream that I neededdd to share with you. Watching Toto in Brasil got me all crazy but just heart me out. Imagine being Christian oldest daughter and sneaking off with Toto at night. Like yeah sure you pretend to hate him in order to support your dad but in really you can’t wait to sneak to bed with him

I’m 😜🥲😭

forbidden romances my beloved ❤️‍🔥❤️‍🔥❤️‍🔥

this has my brainworms on overdrive actually. like - i don’t even know where to start. hang on i’m just gonna HC this:

maybe you come onto toto at some gala, liquid courage coursing through your veins

he calls your approach as a bluff, saying christian sent you to get him to spill secrets

“you think my father’s smart enough to do that?”

“i’ve seen him stoop lower”

so maybe you spill a redbull secret in return to prove you honestly want him

“if i’m wrong, i get a chance. if not - you never have to speak to me again”

but he doesn’t trust you until the secret in question proves true, the information so beneficial it earns the Mercedes’ team pole position

you get a text while you listen to your dad bitch about the results in the debrief

it’s from an unknown number - an address, a time, and a room number

you don’t even know how he got your number

“what’s got you smiling? we had a shit day out there! there’s nothing to smile about! just— go back to the hotel. i have too much work to do.”

you go happily, taking the time to get ready for later that evening

[robylovi]

my day was pretty good!! how was yours? :D

Ayee I’m really glad your day was good :DDDDD

Mine was pretty nice too! I WENT TO SLEEP AT 10 PM YESTERDAY FOR THE FIRST TIME IN LIKE MONTHS WHCIH FELT GREAT LIKE I HAVEN’T HAD THAT MUCH SLEEP FOR SCHOOL IN A WHILE IT WAS AWESOME QKSHSKSNS We also had like 2 free classes which I neededdd ahsgajs anyways hope you have an awesome rest of day 💗💗

[sleepingbeauty6400]

still stuck in my 05;36 thoughts,

It has led me to evaluate how I’ve passed almost 3 years of school away from home. 

Come to think of it, I feel like I will always miss home despite of how much I love doing it, studying far away. I still remember how warm and peaceful it felt when I was on the plane to home, even a few days to go home I had already felt the same euphoria! it made me realize, no matter how hard I felt about school and life, home is always the first and foremost thing in my mind that is able to make me feel at ease.

I still remember the time i spent back and forth Bandung-Nangor-Bandung everyday, I lived (if you can call me) very independently. I studied outside until 1 o'clock, woke up in the morning at 5, had to decide whether the next day I should stay overnight in nangor or not, brought enough clothes in 3 big bags, to and fro travel pool alone and in the end always return to Bandung. I mean, beyond all college and organizational activities, I could still maintain everything right where it belongs, alone. 

And that makes me feel so relieved, I am now in the place that is most complicated but also the place that can bring the most peace in my heart. I can hug my mom whenever i like, ask dad n kakpris about things i wanted, annoy cici by how mess i can also built, i can hug and cook with keke whenever i wanted, and sleep wherever i like it.

Added, I was released from all the activities titled "its gaby and gaby only against the world” on mind. Even with all the complexity and tasks that were not easier than what was given there, I could finish them easily at home. Less crying, less headaches, and things got better. I got all the love and supports i neededdd

+ this one thing, billbill who fought so much for us ;) (this video is billy lg ngafalin lagu perjanjian lama HAHAHA) :p

it made me realize, what else do I demand from life? God has taken care of my life very well. Stop complain and compare, gaby ;)