#mudscamp queue

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((I’m queuing up the few scraps of content i’ve made these past few months in an attempt to get myself rolling again... 

Anyways. Finn is a good babysitter. 🥺

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🗝

Send 🗝 to force my muse to talk about a topic they never want to speak of

"I try not to think about it, b-but sometimes? I still feel like I just...like I got hollowed out and beat down so much th-that there ain't no comin' back from it. Eden twisted me up into somethin I-I still don't recognize."

"B-but what am I gonna do about it? I can't take any of it back, can't fix it... I-I can barely stand thinkin' about it."

"...I...I guess that's why a-all this caretaker stuff's so important to me. Makes me feel like I got a purpose, like I'm a person again. A-and then... I look at someone like Finn a-and I just get terrified th-that they’ll wind up like that too. I’d honest to god rather face down the Lich th-than let that happen.”

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OOooooo she got her babies back!! !

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Mun vs. muse

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what your honest opinion of your mother?

Truth serum! Ask my muse questions and they’ll have to answer honestly

That gets a nice cringe outta her. “She... I feel for her, b-but she’s just so goddamn frustrating.”

“I mean, I-I get it, okay? She never really wanted kids ‘n only stayed with my Dad cause she thought she had to. Shard does that to a girl! I-it’s awful!”

“B-but at the end of the day, me ‘n my sisters were still her responsibility, a-and she still left us so she could go start fresh ‘n have fun on the mainland. Lookin’ back... I-I was so hurt by that; w-we all were. Rosemary didn’t even get a chance at livin’, she was so busy with everythin’ my mom dumped on her. It just ain’t fair...”

“Time after time, she puts herself ‘n her values before people, a-and I...I just don’t understand. H-how can anyone be so heartless?”

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A few seed packets, for simple things like beans, carrots, and potatoes.

Leave an object in my ask and my muse will react to it being given to them.

“Oooh, well thank you!”

“I-I was feelin’ a mite guilty for not startin’ any seedlings this year... B-but hey, no time like the present, huh?”

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You're too late...They're gone

“Yeah, I-I can tell.”

“D’you know where they went?”

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oh willow your back already we just tying up for ya since it the least we can do since one of us was to blame, your kids are with a friend so no funny business

She sighs, trying very hard to not let her frustration get the best of her.

“W h i c h  friend? Please, I-I really gotta get to them.”

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((uff this came out grainy as shit

((anyways, throwback to this thread and when Willow looked like that and was 80x more confident

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well willow going to find herself the unwilling new queen of shard

((Maaaayyybe...maaaaybe not....

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((Hey so like back in the beginning of February, I went through my posts in chrono-mode and just had a good ol’ time, but I also wrote down my reactions and saved it as a draft because??? reasons. Everything below is the og post!

Live notes from my throwback thursday-but-actually-its-wednesday:

-oh god the old art

-I used to characterize Willow WAaYYY differently holy shit; she started off with actual confidence?? wtf

-and remember when the tone was actually in line with AT

-do appreciate that little me was droppin' hints about Willow's past from day 1

-how old are Willow and the kids?? we just don't know; we've n e v e r known

-younger me thought she was hilarious. she was right.

-apparently Willow had an evil mudscamp twin

-remember when this blog was about mudscamps?

-she keeps saying "heck" instead of "fuck" jhgffghjk

-remember when I had to share a desktop with 8 family members and sneak on to post things in the middle of the night?

-Willow almost drowned once

-Queenie is just...absolute queen in every way, i'd d i e for her

-DEAR FUCKING GOD THE BUFFSCAMP

-Owl Wizard has always been so good... She's so important and I love and miss her more than words express;;

-The transformation scene... OW mun redrew that at some point and it was so lovely!!!!

-Willow for sure got like, d rast i ca ll y more anxious and timid once she was turned into a human. Maybe that actually kinda makes sense narratively? she had reason to be unafraid before people started paying attention. she also felt extremely uncomfortable in a human body at that point

-god i love king "i think im going to cause problems on purpose" frozen

-totally wack that at the start of this blog, Willow was completely illiterate and had 0 first hand experience with any technology more advanced than a windmill

-RAPH.... ABSOLUTE DARLING

-so many of these posts are just comedy go l d out of context

-apparently anons were threatening to sacrifice her to cthulhu for a while?????

-old willow was savage as hell sometimes goddamn

-she deadass, physically threw Sammy and Lily's birth mom away.....we love an icon

-the first comic I ever made for this blog is sweet as hell; i insulted the art in the og tags and just...you're gonna come a long way, kiddo

-Perb steppin the hell up to defend the fam against Eden?? sick as hell!!!!

-Eden has not changed one fucking bit

-Finn ALSO steppin the hell up!!! and the thread where Willow actually gets to meet him is so sweeeeet!!!

-do y'all remember puppy princess?? precious x1000000, absolute angel, im cryin over her

-TEENAGER WILLOW M!A WAS A THING AND SHE CUTE

-Willow actively trying to get someone to curse her is just so fuckin funny to me

-Saharah is here!!!! She is and always has been so pretty too godDAmN

-Raph babysitting the kids....kill me now before i go into cardiac arrest

-anon asks sammy what he wants to be when he grows up...."uh, a mudscamp...?" ICONIC

-willow stood the hell up to magdolin once holy shit??? famous last words but also u go girl

-willow FINALLY starts saying fuck

-fun fact: I didn't come up with Puppet Wizard until WAY later in the blog. She was a pretty late addition, which is funny considering how integral to the story she became

-SHEY

-I ALwaYS FORGET THEY MET CAUSE SHEY TRIED TO ROB WILLOW

-Skeletor is here for some reason??? and I am fucking ELATED

-just....this ask.... "Anonymous asked: My favourite thing to do is to watch best friends punch each other to death over me. I like that. Keeps my swag swag levels up. What's your hobby?"

-this was an awkward time for my art style....art puberty

-people keep leaving willow notes and forgetting that she can't read

-anon: "Sammy, how do you see your mom?" sammy: "With...my eyes??"

-willow has so many kickass moments in these old posts what the fuuuuuuck

-I think the mudscamp-by-day, human-by-night days were my favorite!!

-anons once gifted mudscamp!willow a jacuzzi

-i think this is about the time Willow started getting more timid, and again, it does somehow feel like a natural development. her lack of powers keeps coming up and situations start becoming a lot more dire, and interestingly enough, she starts getting real submissive around people she l i k e s. The fawning kinda behavior is definitely a result of abuse.

-WILLOW GETS A DRAMATIC CLOAK FOR WANDERING THE MOORS AT NIGHT AWWW YEAH

-Willow hasn't known what year it is for at least three years

-OW mun once spammed willow with puns and it was AMAZING

-one time lily dressed up as a ghost for halloween...just a lil sheet over her lil mudscamp self...PRECIOUS

-this post

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"Don't get me wrong, I ain't doin' anything to needle nose that'd get me in trouble with my boss. But whatever he starts he's startin' with me, and I WILL finish it if he wants to take it there."

She cringes at the barb, still reeling from how fast the friendly conversation jumped to tension.

“I-- Okay, Shey I-- I’m sure th-there ain’t anythin’ he’s tryin’ to start here...”

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oh trust me, we haven't forgotten what you did either

“..........”

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only a matter of time before he hurt you too

“...”

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never forget willow Simon was dating our queen while she had amnesia and then he was cheating on her with you, he may not be as bad as your ex husband but he no saint either

“I-I am very aware o-of all that, a-alright? A-and I ain’t tryin’ to say my boyfriend’s a saint. I mean, f-for heaven’s sake, I-I’m just as responsible for that.”

“Wh-what we did was hurtful a-and we shoulda handled things better, a-absolutely. I-it still does not compare to the kinda evil that Eden was. 

“...And it just...it sucks, h-havin’ it brought up a-at all, let alone used as a weapon against someone I love. I-I’m done talkin’ about Eden.”

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okay we assume it a i love mom tattoo then

Well t h a t just makes her snort and start laughing. No other comment, and no other comment needed.