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KATE BISHOP & YELENA BELOVA Hawkeye (2021)
#kate bishop#yelena belova#hawkeye#marveledit#marvelgifs#mcuedit#marveldaily#tvedit#dailyflicks#tuserpris#useraurore#usersugar#userrlaura#userraffa#usersalty#userelio#userbbelcher#usereme#usermaguire#L.edits#i miss them#my beloved archer#my beloved assassin
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Imagine your emotionless/stoic F/O suddenly hug you and say “I love you”. Maybe it's their first time saying it, or they rarely show affection, so it's a special moment.
#imagine f/o#imagine fictional other#selfshipping#selfship#proship friendly#fictional other#villain f/o#my f/o tags ->#my beloved assassin#my needle man
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Y'know sometimes I wonder what Ras reaction was to the Justice League. Like he practically offered Bruce the chance to be one of his generals, straight up offered for him to be his heir, and was turned down.
Do you think he's offended. Because oh, so his organization isn't good enough, but that merry band of idiots is?!
#batman#headcanon#mini ramble#dc#dcu#Ras is frothing at the mouth#Ras: Is it because they have a space station?! IS THAT IT?!#justice league#league of assassins#league of shadows#ras al ghul#Talia with tiny baby Damian: Father you are over reacting-#Talia looking at the league: ....#Talia: Father you are not overreacting I am going to snap the aliens neck if he so much as lays a hand on my beloved-
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Sharpe and Hornet dancing.
#maskerat art#hollow knight#hollow knight art#hollow knight fanart#hk hornet#hk art#sharpe#steel assassin sharpe#hollow knight silksong#hk silksong#silksong#hollow knight hornet#digital art#disclaimer: not shipart. i see sharpe as a father figure to hornet. thank u for understanding#i love Sharpe he's like Tiso 2.0 but I'm guessing he will have a bossfight#hollow knight men my beloved...
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Drew this real quick because I fucking love these two so much ???? Especially Bee. I wish they interacted more so badly. PLEASE.
Also learning how to draw these guys.. slowly.
#IT WILL NEVER NOT BE FUNNY TO ME HOW DELIGHTED B GOT ??? FOR VIOLENCE?#the brainrotsreal's art tag ✧˖°:*♡#like okay you have d17/megatron okay#d17 got consumed by vengeance. iconic of him. you SEE him grow more ruthless/ violent........AND THEN YOU HAVE B 127#he got knife hands for 0.00937 seconds and immediately KILLED PEOPLE SO EASILY IM SCREAMING SDJKJSDS#did by accident and then did it gleefully. AND SO WELL TOO LIKE ???? bro got that hunger for violence ig. got that delight.#i wish we got to see d17 and b127 interact more cause imagine b got his knife hands early and d17 was like.... alright start stabbing#and b127 is LONELY. mf is deprived of interaction and CLEARLY clingy. i see him telling d17 to stand down so he isn't hurt.#not necessarily because he has the SAME morals as orion/optimus#like look me in my eye. tell me if d17 didn't say something like “needing an ally not a leader” (friendship bait)#AND UR TELLING ME BEE WOULDN'T FOLD AND HELP HIM? HM? HMMMMMMMM?#like i feel like b's morals are mostly match whoever he's around. if he was around d-17 more? WELP? let's assassinate together bestie!#anyways optimus and elita gotta watch b fr cause mf is already an incredible ally on the battle field SDKJKDSS#like just tell him where to go and that place would DESTROYED. NO WITNESSEES LEFT. LIKE HELLO#transformers one my beloved#d 16#megatron#tf one#tf one megatron#tf one b 127#b 127#transformers one fanart#never know how many actual tags to use istg.#imagine being isolated for years and all that shit went down like what is going on in b's brain rn. mf got 3 friends and then lost one#SO QUICKLY
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𝐔𝐧𝐜𝐨𝐧𝐭𝐫𝐨𝐥𝐥𝐚𝐛𝐥𝐞 ♡˚₊。。。
❧❤ SYNOPSIS: a private moment with your (lovable) red-headed bastard can lead to something a lot… harder. ♡ Pairings/Love interest: Akabane Karma x GN!reader ♡ Genre: suggestive, fluff ♡ TW: sexual theme (but no you’re NOT having sex), a lot of kissing, boner (Karma’s), cursing, Karma is a simp, awkward virgins. ♡ Word count: 2.3k
Note: All characters originated from “Assassination Classroom�� except for y/n. All characters are 18 or older. English is not my first language!!! Sorry in advance if I make any grammar and vocabulary mistakes.
Akabane Karma likes to control other people.
He’s cocky. He’s sadistic. He’s a little piece of shit. Not that he’d be a toxic control freak in a romantic relationship, Karma still thrives on that feeling of holding power over someone, aided by a heart full of love for dominance and a twisted idea of justice. Oh god, he’s a fucking menace.
Yet he finds himself being reduced to uncontrollability the moment you crashed into his life.
It’s uncomfortable and it hurts his gigantic ego. But when you throw that ridiculously pretty smile at him, when you giggle in a heart-achingly adorable sound when he tells a good joke, when you flip him off so badass-ly as his bullshit irritates you, the list goes on—what should’ve been a stab to his pride suddenly turns into tender sparks of light in his stomach.
Akabane Karma knows he’s severely fucked.
But hey, he has no mind to be thinking all that now. Even his most favorite superhero or whatever movie is fading into the background, leaving only thoughts and appreciation for the pleasant weight he holds dear to his lap, for every sweet sound of breathlessness as his lips dance with his partner’s. Karma doesn’t care about anything else but you right now, let alone giving a shit about that unimportant throb of shame at how desperate he’s being.
“Open your mouth a bit more…” Your boyfriend murmurs. His soft, plump lips coaxing yours to part further, creating more space for his greedy invasion.
You oblige immediately. Karma wastes no time tracing your warm tongue with his own, sucking gently on your bottom lip. His hands move from your hips to the underside of your thighs, tugging you even impossibly closer even though there is already no distance left between you two.
Kiss after kiss after kiss. Each one drives him mad with a turbulent need for more. Like a limitless void nothing could ever fill up but you. You.
You’ve destroyed him.
“Karma…” You breathe out against his lips, your own deliciously kiss-swollen and you could tell the redhead almost rushes to chase after them again just by his impatient look. “I… Break’s over, I still need to finish that essay.”
Karma gives you an unapproved look, his voice low and rough from kissing for what felt like five minutes straight. “Oh c’mon, you just gotta ruin the mood, huh?”
It’s not like you want to abandon the fun either. But you have no choice, this research paper is due at midnight and worth a hundred points. As much as it pains you to separate from your unbelievably charming boyfriend during such a passionate moment, you have to lock in. “You mean I should save the mood and ruin my grade instead?”
Karma argues stubbornly. “Why care so much? I can just help you finish it later. Easy.”
“The offer is appreciated, but this is my education so… No.”
Your determination has Karma roll his eyes in annoyance. Holding eye contact, he slowly closes the distance in to press a kiss on your chin, his stupidly handsome face does a great job at slipping the seductive act through your guard. “Not even five more minutes?”
You hesitate, heart thumping as loud and clear as a drum. “No.”
“Hmm…” You feel his soft mouth on your jaw this time, following a path down the side of your neck. And before you can even gather all those strength left and tell him off, your head already automatically tilts to give him more access, earning a satisfied chuckle from your darling devil. “I promise will make it worth your precious time.”
It’s unrealistically hard to refrain from giving in when he’s like this, and Karma knows that fact very well. He’s extra observant when it comes to people he cares about, so imagine the tenfold effort since you’re literally on top of his pyramid.
The way you’re so obviously fascinated with him is just enhancing his chance to break that paper-thin wall you called “I still have to work.”
His hot breath fans your skin as he inhales deeply and exhales, relishing the sweet scent he’s grown too attached to. Karma draws soft kisses on your pulse point while his calloused fingers travel up your spine, creating lines of goosebumps despite the T-shirt you’re wearing. His low mumble muffles against your neck. “You’ve been on that laptop all day, can’t even spend a few more minutes entertaining your boyfriend?”
Meeting your protesting gaze, Karma only tilts his head innocently, piercing Mercury eyes sparkling with both mischief and victory, and adoration too, just for you. “What? I thought you said you love me.”
To be fair, that class is just a random elective you take that has nothing to do with your major. So since his very first offer to ditch the assignment, you already made up your mind to do just that. But dating this arrogant little brat, you sometimes can’t withstand the urge to play hard to get. “Fine…”
Seeing that familiar shit-eating grin blooming on his face, you quickly add. “Only because you won’t stop complaining.”
“Yeah yeah, as if you aren’t also bored out of your ass reading those 5 feet long documents.”
You roll your eyes, yet feel no annoyance as you warmly bring your hand up to cup his cheek, thumb brushing across the soft skin that had dusted rosy from the previous affection. Suddenly, you want to see even more of that pink tint as something in your chest floats gently on air when he leans into your palm.
“Kiss me again.”
Karma raises his eyebrows ever so slightly at the sound of your voice, then smirks. “Oh? You want me to do what? Couldn’t quite catch it.”
You want to get mad, although embarrassment and giddiness kind of overcrowd that specific emotion, plus you can’t really deny that Karma’s hypnotizing way of acting smug is one of those traits that wooed you in the first place. “Kiss me again before I change my mind.”
“How bossy.” He lets out a pleased snicker. But instead of the persistent teasing like the bastard he is, you receive that lovely softness on your lips in no time.
The taste of your lips always manages to knock the air out of his lungs and Karma was quick to feel his head spin again. Doesn’t matter if this is the nth time you’ve kissed, he just simply can’t take it. Not with that attitude of yours he finds so endearing, not with your thighs on either side of his hips, not with your sweet lips melting against his own in a silent declaration of fondness.
Fuck. His first thought as you gently bite his lower lip, your fingers fluidly tangling in his hair. Every little action of yours easily becomes his weakness and you never miss a chance to exploit it. But oh fuck. He loves it.
Karma is a human, he has limits. And here his beloved treats his poor self-control like a jump rope, hopping up and down and back and forth so naively while he fights for his life. One of his hands grips your thigh tightly, the other cups your jaw, tilting your face to his heart’s content as he devours your mouth. Nothing is enough. The need for more and more is escalating like vines crawling up a trellis once he’s gotten a taste of heaven.
You two pull away after a long, breathless moment, panting for oxygen in spite of the mutual eagerness. Karma stares into your eyes, admiring the exquisite color of your irises between half-opened lids. That’s until he notices a purse of your reddened lips, forming a shy thin line as you slowly look down at his lap.
Seated on his thighs, you, of course, feel it as clear as day that something is awake and poking at your lower stomach. You avert your gaze right after the discovery, however, since you’re still in the early stages of this relationship, just the sight of his excited tent is already enough to render you both speechless.
Your boyfriend edges forward, hiding his face in the crook of your neck, shielding his expression. But judging from his pink ear, you suppose the prior smoking-hot make out session isn’t the only reason he’s seeming all bashful now.
“Ignore it.” He mutters against your skin, his voice slightly strained. “I’ll calm down in a minute.”
“It’s alright, I don’t mind.” You answered, carding your fingers through his hair with wordless reassurance. Inexperienced most of his life due to trust issues, while it’s apparent that Karma tends to mask his vulnerability with brashness and confidence, you can still imagine how he feels right now must be similar to mentally being stripped naked for the first time, awkward and confused.
And aroused.
When you start rubbing his head, Karma still falls headfirst into your affection like a cat, welcoming in a small breath as his nose is once again stuffed with your scent. “Well, I guess I’m happy that you don’t mind.”
Despite his relief that you’re not bothered by the unexpected fuss inside his pants, he’s still just a little bashful that you saw him at any moment that is not ‘cool.’ Yes, your kisses usually end up with him being more than a little worked up, but it’s not typically this… reactive.
Not getting an answer from the redhead, you speak. “I mean it, Kar.”
Internally giggling at the dumb nickname, you gently plant a peck on his temple, muttering into the soft, silk strands of crimson you wholeheartedly adore. “I don’t mind seeing your… ‘friend’ react to me so strongly. Honestly, isn’t it just trying to say you like me a lot?”
You hear a tender sigh emit on the crease of your shoulder, either an abashed huff or a sheepish laugh. “You’re not helping, y’know.”
You grin, patting his head. “Then stop hiding and tell me what’s gonna help.”
“I’m not hiding.”
Before you can resume your smugness, he continues, timidness too faint to be located in a pool of accusation. “It’s your fault, ‘s all your fault.”
Karma finally forces his own face out of the comfortable spot he was burying in. His cheeks are cherry red, almost identical to the beautiful shade of his hair. Oh, and it’s definitely tugging at your heartstrings, giddy but lingering like a rain pouring on thirsty earth. “How the hell is it supposed to be my fault?”
He rolls his eyes, smirking in an attempt to regain his composure. “See? You’re acting up and conveniently, I happened to find it hot.”
“You’re so ridiculous.”
Karma only laughs in response. Not that he thinks you’ll be weirded out just because he has a physical reaction. It’s more of a personal thing for Karma because he hasn’t had much chance to open up to anyone in his life, so intimacy like this is kind of new and foreign and intimidating. He wants to take it slow so he doesn’t lose himself in the feeling. It’s impossible not to, though.
“Now, since it was entirely your fault…” He drags out while staring at you with intense, calculated confidence. “Hurry up and fix what you’ve started.”
The previous shyness is already thrown far away behind his head so motherfucking fast it’s scary, you soon find yourself feeling small and cornered in his embrace. “...And how should I do that?”
A tiny pause goes by. Karma smiles lazily. “Kiss me.”
You blink, before returning the smile with a more challenging one. “Oho, sure you can handle it? I can see your… ‘brother’ hasn’t calmed down yet.”
Karma can see you glancing down at his misbehaving problem, which is still standing there gloriously despite the betrayal inflicted on its owner.
His throat feels thick and dry, forcing him to unconsciously gulp down. Karma reaches out a hand to grip your chin, tilting your head back up towards him. “What if I told you I don’t want to calm down?”
You look at his lips out of instinct, equally tempted even if you wish to conceal it. To conceal how much you’re aching to fulfill his request right away. “If you say so, don’t mind if it stays up that way for a bit longer.”
“Oh, I surely wouldn’t mind that.” The sentence’s finished with you getting engulfed in another kiss.
This one is hard, bruising in a way, as if he’s trying to tell you something in between the flawlessly melded lips. Whatever that is, you might’ve said yes instantly if he worded it out loud.
Each caress and whisper of your mingling mouths sends heat straight to his groin. Karma is a normal, healthy guy— a young adult whose hormone level is at the highest peak of his entire life. Especially now when he has his most favorite person on his lap, looking all gorgeous just for him and carrying out so perfectly the ultimate duty of loving him. Your warmth permeates like stars appearing between gathered clouds. Your touch blooms like unfurling flowers. Your everything feels like home.
Not the empty house that burned loneliness in his skin, reminding him of a boy that was no different from a shadow in a world full of light. No, you feel like his real home.
You mauled his sanity. You murdered his willpower.
Karma’s self-control is purely non-existent in your vicinity. The night ended with your lips swelling and your clothes almost off. Almost. Your research essay’s been taken care of excellently under the hands of academic weapon Akabane Karma. Let’s just say it was a win-win.
A/N: So I caved in and actually wrote a Karma fanfic because I miss him so much and seeing those 10th anniversary on Twitter had me bawling I miss my sillies sm (especially shitty lil Karma my husband our kids miss him) Anyway hope you had fun reading. HAPPY KARMA'S DAY 🎄♥️
#Merry Christmas#akabane karma x reader#karma akabane#akabane karma#karma x reader#karma akabane x reader#assassination classroom#akabane karma my beloved#anime x reader#karma#delulu is the solulu#KARMA'S BIRTHDAY#ansatsu kyoushitsu#pookie please come home 🏠
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Is it still April Fools Day anywhere?
#april fools#the fool#fool#fitz and the fool#Farseer#rote#realm of the elderlings#robin hobb#my art#farseer trilogy#assassin's apprentice#royal assassin#assassins quest#beloved#fitzloved
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calm before the storm
#rote#realm of the elderlings#my art#rote fanart#fitzloved#assassin's fate#assassin's fate spoilers#fitz and the fool#fitz and the fool trilogy spoilers#rote spoilers#fitzchivalry farseer#beloved#the fool#bee farseer#this ended up looking a little messy but oh well
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royass mock character sheets bcos why not..maybe golden fool next i’m cherry picking my fav characters of my fav books in the series
#my art#rote#rote fanart#royal assassin#farseer trilogy#realm of the elderlings#fitz#fitz and the fool#fitzchivalry farseer#molly chandler#the fool#beloved#lady patience#kettricken
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baby corvid just wanted to make friends
#assassin's creed#assassin's creed fanart#jacob frye#evie frye#frye twins#corvid#digital art#fr imagine being isolated from other kids during your entire childhood#ofc at 21yo you'll shake your sister by her shoulders before screaming#“LET'S STOP BEING FUCKING LOSERS EVIE WE'RE MAKING FRIENDS 🗣️🗣️🗣️”#extrovert and introvert siblings my beloved
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[TW: some yandere-like thoughts]
Gosh I’m so jealous of my F/O. I still have a TikTok because that’s where I get my edits of the characters I like. But someone put “I love him so much” on the description of the edit of my F/O and I had a physical reaction. Best I can describe it is rage. Just this feeling rising from my gut to my chest.
No. No you don’t. He is mine. No one loves him as much as I do.
#venting#yandere#yandere selfshipper#tw yandere#tw possessive behavior#comship#jealousy#my beloved assassin#my needle man
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Felt sad, drew the Fool, felt a little less sad (:
Edit: Prints now available here
#remembered the end of Fools Fate and felt worse again#ratsy has just made an excellent point#my emotional support fool#has had like one (1) day of joy in his life#rote#beloved#the fool#assassin's apprentice#ass quest#realm of the elderlings#robin hobb#i hope you like all the little creatures#i didn't have it in me to do a full medieval manuscript ornate boarder so this will have to do#oh ratsy we're really in it now
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No thoughts head empty only my best girl Kibellah... <3
#kibbles my beloved... and her yee yee ahh haircut...#my art#kibellah#rogue trader#warhammer 40000#warhammer 40000 rogue trader#void shadows#warhammer 40k rogue trader#40k#warhammer 40k#death cult assassin#death cult#wh 40k#artists on tumblr#illustration
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Fitz’s desk at Withywoods. How much do you think he put on paper that he just never told us about…
A million thanks to @tragediegh for letting me use the text of that main letter (I asked for gay and sad and yearning and she came through IMMEDIATELY haha) - you can read the whole thing in her incredible new fic Worth the Wait
#rote#fool’s assassin#fitz and the fool trilogy#fitzloved#my art#the letter in the upper left is taken straight from RotE bc the canon text is filled with sad gay yearning already#I’m imagining him getting really drunk one night and doodling about Beloved for hours#also. I spent five minutes drawing the derpiest dragons of all time and then a million hours drawing that brandy glass. idk lollll#it was simply very important to me that there be rainbows across the pages
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roommates luigi mangione x reader 18+
smut summary your roommate luigi has been dealing drugs out of your house for or the past year and a half!!!??
warnings long ass intro, goodgirl-ish stereotype, jealousy, Angst, seriously long arguments, makeup/high sex, unedited, fingering, pussy eating, slapping, UNEDITED seriously

“hey, you live with pep, right?”
you blink, caught off guard. the question wasn’t unusual; the coffee shop was just a few blocks from campus. luigi liked to joke his only experience with roommates was sharing a house with frat boys and their girlfriends—unsurprisingly, they were the ones who usually came by. always with a package he left behind or cash they owed him.
never pretty, single girls.
you knew rebecca was single because she dumped her boyfriend at your birthday party last semester—caught him cheating and, according to campus lore, beat the shit out of both him and the girl. there was blood on the wall for weeks.
“you mean luigi?” you clarify.
“we were study buddies during undergrad. loved him,” she says, rummaging through a leather tote. she pulls out a pale pink envelope, his name scrawled across the front in careful cursive. “ran into him the other day and totally forgot to give him this. would you mind?”
you pause. the envelope feels too personal.
“you should give it to him yourself,” you say, too fast. “he’s throwing a party for the game tonight. you should come.”
“you’re so sweet. but i don’t know. i haven’t talked him in forever and so much has changed…” you feel a storm of something strange wash over you. a part of you didn’t want her to come to the party and you couldn’t place a finger on why. “is he still seeing that humanities major?”
“no, i don’t think so,” you say, trying to sound casual, even though your heart is already betraying you. pride tugs at your voice, holding it steady.
“oh. thank god,” she says. “pep’s always been so nice, but i can never tell if he’s just nice to everyone, you know?”
you’d never lie to a girl about your hot roommate’s love life—especially not just to protect your own feelings. even if they’re louder than they should be.
louder than they should be?!??! god, what were you even saying? your voice echoes in your own head, tiny and unsure. before you can spend another second replaying it, beautiful, blue-eyed rebecca leans over the counter and slides the envelope toward you. her fingers brush yours—intentional, maybe. she’s still smiling.
“listen, if i don’t make it, you’ll give it to him, right?”
maybe it was the optimist in you. maybe it was just a slow evening. or the retrograde. but ultimately, you smile—tight-lipped but genuine—and suddenly, you’re playing matchmaker. pretending your heart isn’t thudding, pretending you’re just being helpful.
the sky’s already gone purple by the time your shift ends. you smell like espresso and sweat, and your hair’s half-falling out of its bun. you don’t bother fixing it.
by the time you get to the house, the party’s already full; bass pulsing through the floorboards, bodies pressed together in the living room, and the back door swinging open every few minutes to clouds of smoke and laughter.
luigi’s posted up in the kitchen, adidas hoodie half-zipped, sleeves pushed up, a red solo cup dangling from his fingers like an afterthought. his hair’s a mess in that deliberate way, eyes sharp but warm when they land on you.
“you’re late,” he says, but he’s already moving to pour you a drink. something just a little sweeter than what he gives anyone else.
“had to close,” you say, sliding the envelope from your pocket and holding it out. “rebecca dropped this off for you.”
the brown-haired boy takes it, glancing at the cursive with a flicker of something unreadable. “cool, thanks,” he mutters, shoving it into a drawer without opening it.
you frown when he slides the envelope into the drawer like it’s junk mail. “you’re not going to read it?”
luigi glances at you, then at the drawer. “read it?”
“yeah,” you say, stepping closer. “i don’t know. it just seems like something she… put effort into.”
“y/n,” he huffs a soft laugh. “it’s not that kind of letter.”
you tilt your head. “what kind is it?”
“business,” he says. “boring stuff.”
“rebecca doesn’t seem boring.”
“she’s not. but this is,” luigi says, slipping his specialty drink into your hand—all sugar-sweet, just the way you like it.
“i’m glad you think so,” you watch him carefully as you continue your sentence, “cause i invited her over tonight.”
he tilts his head at you. “what? why would you do that?”
you shrug, trying to sound breezy. “she said you two were close. that you used to study together.”
a pause. too short to mean nothing, too long to not mean something.
“right, uh…” he tilts his head and tries to come up with more fulfilling response. “i guess i had a lot of study buddies that year.”
“okay well,” you frown at his lack of excitement. “she seemed nostalgic about it. she obviously misses you. she still calls you by your nickname and everything.”
the brunette watches your expression as he leans a hip against the counter, close now—close enough that you catch the faint smell of weed hiding underneath his signature cologne. he smiles playfully.
“so you figured i’d be thrilled to see her again? y/n, what would we even talk about?”
you’d been undergrad together, but never really together, not the way rebecca might’ve been. you wonder: were they hooking up? the story about the thought of rebecca, a dance major, seeking out robotics captain luigi mangione for help seemed strange. but who knows? there were always elective classes, chance meetings, and volunteer opportunities.
theories racketed your brain. she was his type obviously. she was everyone’s—confident, beautiful, the kind of girl who didn’t need to try to be the center of the room. the kind of girl people orbited around. the kind he’d probably want to be around—loud, magnetic, always laughing.
regardless, it wasn’t your business. you and luigi were roommates. friends, more or less, and only because the lease said so. crossing that line, even in conversation, felt weird. invasive. risky.
“don’t be a dick,” you say. “she seemed excited to see you.”
luigi raises an eyebrow. “to what, rekindle our academic bond?”
you roll your eyes. “i thought you’d be at least be little grateful i scored you a pretty date.”
“right, y/n,” he drawls out. “i’m so grateful you went out of your way to reunite me with another one of my study partners.”
“she’s gorgeous and she’s single.”
luigi watches your face carefully. “she put you up to this?”
“here i thought you were all about having a growth mindset,” you point out.
luigi sighs before another eye-roll. “i’m growing tired of this conversation. stop doing favors for people you don’t know.”
“you know, i think that’s why you’re still single.” you say, taking another swing of the sugary alcohol. “you’re close-minded.”
“i’m still single because i know what i want,” he corrects. “and you’re one to talk. you haven’t brought a guy home since you moved in.”
“don’t lump me in with you. i don’t bring guys home because i’m classy.” you say, though he was right. you weren’t seeing anyone. you just wanted to give off the impression that you were.
the brown-haired boy raises both his brows, amused. “alright then, who?”
you straighten. “i’m not telling you.”
“you get to pimp me out to strangers and i don’t get to know who you’re seeing?”
“oh, lighten up, i’d kill to have a love letter handwritten and delivered. it’s romantic!”
luigi shakes his head. “she owes me cash, y/n. it’s not a love letter.”
you feel your shoulders drop a bit, but maintain your stance. “no one decorates an envelope like that for a business transaction, luigi. give her a smile, at least.”
“if i give her a smile, do i get to know about your secret little love affair?
“it’s not like that.” at all. hopefully, rebecca could coerce him into a couple more drinks and he’d forget about this interaction completely.
“just you’re just hooking up, then? is he coming out tonight?”
“it doesn’t matter,” you give him a playful wave—desperate to end your lie—and start making your way up the stairs, but not before throwing a glance over your shoulder. “i’ll be right back. i need to change.”
“hurry back down,” luigi barks after you. “you’re seven drinks behind!”
you don’t go looking for him when you come back down.
the lights are low now, pulsing to the bass, and the house is full—warm with bodies and laughter and the smell of weed curling out through the open windows. you hear his voice somewhere, low and easy. you don’t look for rebecca but she’s here, you know it. you can feel them together somewhere in the room—close, magnetic, like a glittering coin on the pavement you have no interest in picking up.
jack—one of luigi’s older friends—spots you before you can pretend you’re just passing through. he was tall, and had just recently started a fancy press job in new york. he barely came back down for holidays, so you couldn’t help but notice him in your kitchen. he leans against the counter, tequila in hand and a half-smile already pulling at his mouth like he was waiting for you.
“y/n,” he says, eyes flicking over you, slow. “thought you’d locked yourself in for the night.”
“i tried,” you say. “someone threw a party under my house.”
“right, forgot, luigi’s infamous for being inconsiderate.” he pours you a drink without asking. “but if it gets you out here looking like that, i’m not mad about it.”
you blink, surprised, but not. jack’s always had that look about him, like he enjoys pushing a little past the line just to see what you’ll do.
“new york taught you how to flirt?”
he grins, offering you a brand new red solo cup. “no, those lessons were learned at harvard. i’ll can tell you all about it outside if you’d like.”
you glance away, take the drink. you can feel luigi somewhere behind you now, his presence like heat on your back.
“he letting you off your leash tonight?” jack presses, tone light, but there’s something sharper under it. “or is this a jailbreak?”
you huff a laugh, lifting the cup to your lips. “what leash?”
“c’mon,” he says, cocking his head. “you two play it off well, but you’ve got the kind of orbit that doesn’t happen by accident.”
“we’re just roommates,” you say.
“sure,” jack smirks. “and i’m a priest.”
before you can come up with something clever to toss back, a voice cuts through the conversation.
“oh my god, there you are!” rebecca practically bounces up to you, her face lighting up like she just spotted her favorite celebrity. she hugs you before you can even react, nearly knocking the drink out of your hand. “i couldn’t find you anywhere. this is amazing! thank you sooo much for inviting me!
you blink, surprised but trying not to show it. you haven’t seen rebecca this excited since, well… ever. how’d she get this drunk this quickly? had you really spent that long changing?
“careful, you’re gonna choke her out,” jack says, replacing her life-threatening grip with arm slipped around your waist, hovering close enough to make you feel the heat of his touch. you stiffen but don’t pull away, unsure if it’s because you’re actually okay with it or just frozen in the moment.
“sorry, sorry, i get handsy when im drunk,” rebecca says, eyes bright. you think back to your birthday party and agree silently. “don’t worry, jack, i have no plans on stealing your date.”
he leans in close, voice warm. “guess i’ll just have to hold on tighter, then.”
“date?” the word cuts in like a hook—low, sharp, unmistakably amused.
you glance up. luigi enters in behind rebecca, hands shoved in his pockets, the faintest tilt to his mouth like he’s trying very hard not to look annoyed. or worse: interested.
“i didn’t know you two were close,” luigi continues, eyes skimming over you and jack like he’s filing something away.
god. you were never going to hear the end of this.
“we’re not,” you say too quickly.
“yet,” jack adds, easy as anything, his arm still resting a little too comfortably around your waist.
you open your mouth, but before you can respond, rebecca gasps dramatically beside luigi.
“oh my god, pep, you’re so nosy,” she teases, looping her arm through his like it belongs there. “let them flirt. it’s cute.”
you blink, surprised, but try to play it off. jack chuckles. luigi doesn’t.
jack shifts, clearly picking up on the tension, and attempts to pull you away, “we were just headed out for a smoke, actually, so—”
“she doesn’t smoke,” luigi says, like it’s some sort of fact he’s decided for you.
you feel your face sink a bit, embarrassment flashing hot under your skin. really? this is how he repays you? cock-blocking you after you set him up with miss fucking pennsylvania?
“what? no, i—”
luigi cuts in, eyes steady, eyebrows raised like he’s already caught you in a lie. “you what?”
you falter. you don’t. you never have.
jack glances between you two, clearly catching on. “hey, it’s not a big deal,” he says, hands half-up in peace. “just thought you might wanna come out back. talk. chill.”
luigi’s mouth twitches, but it’s not a smile. “talk. chill. sounds thrilling.”
rebecca snorts as glances between the three of you, like she’s clocking something—then leans in, stage-whispering, “if i didn’t know any better, i’d say someone’s feeling a little left out.”
jack holds up his hands in mock innocence. “it’s just a cigarette, pep. not a proposal.”
you shift, caught somewhere between wanting to defend yourself and wanting the floor to open up and swallow you whole. “i—i’ve tried it before. once.”
luigi raises an eyebrow. “and that makes you a smoker?”
you glare at him, embarrassed. “no. i didn’t say that.”
“then why the hell are you trying to impress him?”
jack steps closer now, his voice calm but firm. “look, if there’s a problem here, we can talk about it.”
but luigi doesn’t respond to jack. his hazel eyes stay locked on you, cold and unreadable. “upstairs bathroom light’s been on for the last half hour,” he says, his voice casual, but it cuts through everything. “again.”
you pause, caught off guard by the sudden shift. “what?”
“it’s messing with the breaker,” he says, more pointed now. “you wanna help me fix it, or do you need more time with him?”
your face flushes deeper, but you don’t know what to say. you glance at jack, who’s looking at you, a little frustrated but still giving you space to make a decision.
rebecca tries to cut in with a forced smile. “okay, okay, let’s not make this a whole thing,” she says, giving luigi an exaggerated pat on the arm. “you’ve got ‘house duties’. go before the place falls apart. both of you.”
you take a deep breath, torn between the need to stay and the undeniable pull of getting away from this mess. reluctantly, you turn to follow luigi.
he doesn’t look back, but you can feel the weight of his presence as he heads toward the stairs. you follow, hesitating, trying to ignore the feeling of eyes on your back.
the door clicks shut behind you, and for the first time tonight, it’s just the two of you.
“you’re being mean,” you finally say, voice tight. “i set you up with the ten of tens, and you repay me by embarrassing me in front of jack?
“embarrassing you?” he repeats in disbelief. “are you serious?”
“i would’ve never done that to you!” your voice comes out sharper than you mean it, laced with something like betrayal. “i wouldn’t humiliate you in front of someone i knew liked you.”
“yeah?” he bites back, his fawn-colored eyes darker than ever. “well, maybe if you actually paid attention, you’d realize he doesn’t just like you. jack’s been circling you for months.”
“what the fuck are you talking about?” you snipe. “and even if that were true, who cares? we were just talking.”
“you don’t see it,” he says, shaking his head, furious and exasperated all at once. “you never fucking see it.”
“see what?”
“he’s not subtle, and he’s definitely not harmless. he’s just waiting for you to be dumb enough to give him a shot.”
“so what?” you say. “he’s not the first guy to flirt with me, luigi.”
“he’s the first one you let,” he argues.
you throw your hands up. “jesus, who cares? he was talking to me. you know, like people do at parties. i wasn’t naked in his lap.”
“could’ve fooled me.”
that’s it. the last thread of patience snaps.
“you’ve got a real talent for making me feel like shit,” you say, each word heavy with hurt. you’re not crying. you’re not giving him the satisfaction of breaking down. but god, does it feel like he just ripped something out of you.
you don’t wait for him to say anything else. you turn on your heel, walk straight to the door, and shove it open with more force than you meant. the sound of it slamming behind you feels louder than it should, final in a way you weren’t prepared for.
he doesn’t follow.
. . .
the house is silent for days. luigi’s always been out earlier than you, and you’ve mastered the art of avoiding him—turning your head just in time to not catch his eye, slipping out the door when you hear his footsteps getting too close. there’s a strange comfort in the silence, in not having to confront what happened. but the silence is bound to break eventually.
he starts leaving little things behind. a hoodie on the couch, a mug in the sink, his shoes at the door. it’s like he’s trying to find a way to be around without being around, but it’s only making it harder for you to ignore him.
you can feel him watching, though he doesn’t say anything. you’re aware of every shift in the air, every time his footsteps get too close to your door. the air in the house gets heavier, filled with all the things neither of you are saying.
days pass like this: him and his quiet little offerings, and a stream of overly confident ex-frat guys making appearances at your coffee shop. you’ve been spending more time at work more than ever.
one afternoon, a girl—polished nails, perfect ponytail—leans over the counter and says, “hey, are you luigi’s roommate?”
you groan internally. “yes.”
she slides a thick envelope toward you. “can you give this to him?”
you should say no. it’s on the tip of your tongue. but instead, you nod once and slip it into your bag.
the house smells faintly like weed when you get home—soft and sour, like it’s sunk into the walls. you don’t think much of it until you knock once on luigi’s door, step in to drop off the envelope and. he’s on the floor, shirtless, back against his bedframe like he’s been there for a while. his curly hair is a mess, sticking up in soft waves like he’s dragged his hands through it too many times. his eyes—bambi-colored, warm and red-rimmed—find you instantly.
he blinks up at you like he wasn’t expecting to ever see you again.
“you’re home,” he says, half to himself.
you glance at the envelope you just dropped on the desk. “don’t get too excited. it’s just another envelope.”
the brown-haired boy blinks, confused, slow to react. “wait—can you just—”
“already did my part,” you cut in, stepping back.
“can you just talk to me?” he says. it’s not demanding. it’s quiet. weirdly soft. “yell at me. call me a dick. something.”
you shake your head. “we’ve argued enough.”
he stumbles closer, barefoot and slow, like he’s trying not to spook you. “y/n, come on, i didn’t mean to—”
“then why did you do it?” you cut him off, but the frustration that floods your voice doesn’t quite match the hurt you feel.
you just want him to apologize. you shake your head, trying to make sense of the confusion swirling in your chest. “i don’t you want me to say, luigi. that i felt humiliated? that i was standing there trying to have a normal conversation, and you acted like i was doing something wrong? like i was—i don't know—cheap or something?"
luigi frowns. "i would never say that.”
"you don’t have to," you snap. "the look on your face said it. the tone in your voice said it. everyone could hear it."
"i just didn't want him near you!”
“why does that matter?”
“it just does, okay?”
you cross your arms over your chest. “that’s not an answer, luigi.”
“i know… i know, i’m sorry i’ve been a mess, and i made you feel like shit, and i’m sorry,” he begins quietly, rubbing the back of his neck. “but you have to understand… it’s not easy for me to say any of this. i’m not used to feeling like this.”
you glance at him, not quite following what he’s getting at. “feeling like what?”
he takes a slow step forward, eyes locked onto yours with an intensity that almost feels like it’s burning him. he’s close enough now you can smell the remnants of whatever he’d been smoking—and hell, he was right. you really weren’t a smoker. you feel yourself shrink underneath the cloud, eyes studying his tired face.
“feeling jealous. feeling… like i was losing something i couldn’t live without. when i saw you with jack, smiling at him, it… god, it just hit me,” he says, his voice strained. “and i couldn’t stand it. the way you looked at him—it’s like i wasn’t even there anymore. like i was invisible to you.”
you stare at him, processing everything, and it’s like the weight of his words hits you all at once, but your pride refuses to let you soften just yet. “so what? you thought humiliating me was the answer? making me feel like shit in front of jack and rebecca.”
“no,” he says quickly, his voice raw. “god, no. that was never the plan. i just… i don’t know what the hell i was doing. i just saw you with him and my head—” he stops, shaking his head, clearly frustrated with himself. “i wasn’t thinking straight. i know it’s no excuse. i fucked up. but i want to fix it. please, y/n, i want to fix this.”
“i don’t even know what to say to you,” you murmur, your voice quieter now, but your arms still crossed defensively over your chest.
he steps forward again, desperation in his eyes. “you do, though. you do. i swear to god, i never meant to make you feel like this. i’ve… i’ve been an idiot. i don’t know how to fix it, but i can’t stand seeing you like this. i can’t stand knowing i’ve hurt you.”
“i’m sorry, y/n.” he continues, his voice dropping even lower as his arms come around to embrace you, “i know i messed up. but i care about you, more than i can say. i didn’t want him looking at you like that, not when you’re… so much more than that.”
you’re quiet for a long moment, letting yourself nuzzle into his warmth. “you should’ve just said something,” you say softly, the edge still in your voice, though it’s starting to fade.
“i know. i wish i had. i just didn’t know how to handle it. i didn’t want to mess things up between us.” his voice drops to a whisper. “but i can’t stand the thought of you thinking i don’t care.”
you look away, feeling the weight of everything swirling between you both. “i don’t know, luigi. i’m still pissed.”
the brown-haired boy exhales sharply. “yeah, i get that. i do. i’m not asking you to forgive me right away. but…” he hesitates before he pulls himself off of you, his voice almost embarrassed. “but maybe we can try… i was thinking maybe we could just to smoke, for now. just to calm down. and then we can talk more.”
your brows lift.
“you’re trying to bribe me into forgiving you with weed?”
luigi laughs under his breath. “no. maybe. i don’t know. i just… thought maybe we could use a pause.”
you eye the joint warily. “i’ve never smoked before.”
“i know,” he says gently. “and you don’t have to. just stay here with me.”
and somehow, you do. you sit on the edge of his bed while he lights up, still shirtless and stupidly pretty in the soft light. he takes the first hit, exhales slow, then offers it to you.
you hesitate.
“it’s okay,” he says, voice dipped in something tender. “you don’t have to be cool about it. i’ll talk you through.”
you take it. breathe in. cough, a little.
luigi grins. “cute.”
you narrow your eyes, but the minutes slip by quietly, and the high starts to settle into your limbs—warm, slow, like honey. the anger that once pulsed sharp behind your ribs begins to dull at the edges, softening into something you can’t quite name. he gently guides you closer to him on the bed. as you both pass the blunt back and forth, the tension is still there, but it’s lighter now, less heavy. his skin brushes yours—bare and warm—and you feel the heat of him even through the haze.
“you know,” luigi says softly, his voice low, like he’s afraid to break the moment. “you’re pretty all the time.”
you glance at him, brow arching.
“but when you’re mad at me…” he trails off with a small huff, running his fingers down the line on your chin. “it’s a problem. because i still wanna kiss you. even when you look like you want to kill me.”
you roll your eyes, trying not to smile, but it’s a losing battle. “you’re just saying that because we’re high and in your bed.”
“nah,” he says, and this time his voice drops even lower, more serious. “i’ve been thinking it since sophomore year.”
“i think you’re confusing me with someone else.” you laugh. “we didn’t know each other sophomore year.”
“what do you mean?” he frowns. “that was the first year you worked at the coffee shop.”
“sure, yeah,” you agree. that was correct. but you two didn’t even know each other until halloweekend junior year. “how would you even know that? you don’t even like coffee.”
“you’d never remember me,” luigi adds quickly, rubbing the back of his neck. “i’d just sit there and try to study. you were always there, like… humming to yourself behind the counter. or talking to old people like they were your best friends. i don’t know. you just—made everything feel more fun.”
you stare at him, processing.
he shifts closer, just slightly. the bed dips. his shoulder brushes yours again. you don’t pull away.
his fingers find your hair, brushing it back from your cheek, so gentle it makes your chest ache. “i’m sorry for being a dick,” he says. “at the party. before that. all of it. i didn’t know how to say any of this. and i didn’t want to screw it up.”
“you kind of did,” you say, but there’s no bite to it. just truth.
“i know.” his thumb traces lightly along your jaw. “but if there’s still a chance… i want to try.”
your heart skips. the weed makes everything feel softer, but the clarity in his eyes is real.
“can i kiss you?” he asks, voice low. nervous.
you hesitate for just a second. then you nod.
and when he leans in, it’s slow. he’s giving you every second to pull away. but you don’t. your eyes flutter shut and his mouth finds yours, warm and tentative, until the kiss deepens with something that feels like all the things he never said. you melt into his warmth, one hand on his bare chest, the other tangled in his curls. his hands are everywhere, tracing the curve of your back, sliding under your shirt.
you gasp into his mouth as he quickly finds the softness of your hip, pulling you closer and tugging your leg over him so the heat of your core is against him. shaky breaths escape you as his lips travel up your neck.
“y/n, hold on,” luigi murmurs, his body feverish beneath yours as you feel his raging bulge poking into you with every small movement you make. “are you sure?”
“yes.” you were misty-eyed and barely breathing but completely sure, your arms wrapping around his neck, teasingly scratching his back with your nails. “you don’t have to be so careful with me.”
the brown-haired boy lets out a short laugh as he leans in for another kiss. “don’t say shit like that,” he murmurs.
you weren’t usually this confident. but other than this weekend, you couldn’t picture luigi as anything other than sugar sweet.
“or what?”
“or i’m not gonna be able to control myself.”
“control yourself?” you repeat, feeling a hazy laugh escape your lips without reason. “luigi, you could never hurt me.”
“yeah?” luigi hums. “you sure you can take it?”
“i want to,” you say, overconfident. “i want you, luigi.”
and before you could even adjust, he was on top of you, his tongue down your throat as you pressed yourself into him, feeling his hard cock against you.
you gripped his bicep as his two large fingers found your heat, giving you no time to adjust. he moved with precision and purpose, thrusting and curling as you were forced to look into his brown eyes.
“good girl, so wet f’me,” he whispers. eyeing you down, admiring the wet patch he’s created through ur panties.
“that’s all for me, yeah?” he continues airily. he swipes his fingers across the waistband of your panties, letting it catch and snap lightly against your butt. you gasp, and he grins, pleased with himself. “or did you wanna call up jack one more time? make his fuckin’ night?”
“no,” you hum. “i only want you.”
“good girl,” he murmurs into your skin as he begins to kiss down your body. he harshly rips the fabric of your panties off your body.
you pout. “those were expensive.”
“i’ll buy you anything you need,” he says. “just let me have my way with you.”
helpless and impatient, you whine, when he spits against your core, lubricating his movements so he can abuse every one of your senses. his tongue darts inside your weeping cunt, moving freely with the oozing wetness that gushes over, moaning with every sweet gasp that escapes you.
“luigi," you writhe, fingers grappling blindly at the curls that lay matted against luigi’s forehead. "please please please.."
his response is muffled against your pussy as he licks every ounce of arousal that your cunt provides, spurred on by the fruitless push of your heels into the mattress and the tightening of your thighs around his skull. he's eager to make up for lost time, sealing his lips around your clit for the last time so that your spasming, legs locking into a momentary paralyzed position until he's pressing palms into your dewy thighs and forcing them farther apart to delve further into his meal.
you can’t help but let out a whimper when he pulls his mouth off of you, dragging you to the edge of his bed by your ankles. “luigi,” you cry out, helpless.
“don’t be a brat,” he says before throwing. a hard smack to across your face. “i’m gonna give you exactly what you need.”
tugging at his sweatpants down, letting them fall, and pushing his boxers down just enough for his huge veiny cock to sit up hitting his stomach.
your heart races at the sight of him, you already know he’s gonna stretch you out. he loves the look of fear in ur eyes as u take him in. without any warning at all, he starts ploughing his massive cock into ur soaked innocence. you scream at the impact, tears welling in your eyes as he fucks you with no remorse.
your legs unconsciously wrap around his waist. his hands grip onto your hips tightly, surely leaving bruises for you in the morning. you feel a slap come down on your ass cheek, you let out a sharp moan, and another hard slap makes you writhe in pain.
“where you goin’?” he retorts, somewhere between playful and arrogant. “don’t run from it, baby, you said you’d be a good girl f’me.”
“luigi, fuck, hold on—” you cry out when he goes in deeper.
“fuckin’ take it, quit complaining.” he gripes before taking your tit in one hand, teasing your nipple in between his fingers.
you shiver at the sensation. “luigi!”
“just like that,” he grunts. “scream on my cock like that, sweetheart. let the neighbors know.”
he put his whole body into fucking you, tightened his grip around your throat and leaned down to whisper in your ear, pushing you further down and you squirmed underneath him.
"you want me to fill you up, huh?" he says, voice low and filthy. "want me to come inside you?" his thumb finds your clit, putting the slightest pressure as he circles slowly, pushing you closer and closer to the edge.
you can’t answer, not with words. just a desperate whimper as your legs lock tighter around his waist, hips rolling up to meet him. "come on, princess,” luigi coos. "don’t make me do all the work. least you could do is tell me what you want.”
"p-please… luigi. i can't—” you whimpered, tears pricking the corners of your eyes—not from pain, but from sheer, ineffable need. your inner muscles clenched desperately, trying to pull the orgasm out.
“poor pussy probably never felt this good, huh?”he groans into your ear, you writhe against him once more.
“s’close,” you cry out, finally. “want you to breed me.”
luigi moans at the request, flipping you over as you let out moans that got muffled by the pillow, a handful of your hair around his fist as you closed your eyes in pleasure, your fists gripping the sheets to try and anchor yourself as he whispered in your ear. every thrust, truth and praise. such a good girl for me... you're mine... this pussy's all mine... no one's gonna fuck this pretty girl like i do..." until you become undone around him, his own cum mixing with your juices as your cunt clenched around him.
luigi’s body sinks into the mattress beside yours, the bed dipping gently beneath him. the air is thick with the scent of sex and weed—hazy, intimate, almost golden in the low light. it clings to the sheets, to your skin, to the quiet between you. but there’s no regret. no leftover ache. whatever had fractured between you hours ago feels far away now, softened by touch and breath and the comfort of being near each other again.
you’re still staring up at the ceiling, letting the moment settle into something that feels like this—peaceful, but maybe a little fragile. then, almost without thinking, you ask,
“so… if this didn’t work, what was your backup plan?”
luigi lets out a quiet laugh, like he’s caught off guard. “you think i had a backup?”
“you always do,” you tease, shifting slightly to look at him.
he hesitates, glancing at the ceiling like he’s deciding how much he’s willing to share. then, finally,
“i wrote you something.”
you blink. “like a song?”
he snorts. “jesus christ, no.”
“oh.”
“don’t look so disappointed, it was just as corny,” he says. there’s a pause, then a soft laugh from his side of the bed. not mocking. nervous.
“i, uh…” he continues, and he’s already blushing, you can hear it in his voice. “it was a letter. i wasn’t gonna show you unless i had to. like, absolute worst case scenario.”
you shift, propping yourself up on one elbow so you can see him better. “you wrote me a love letter?”
he makes a face. “no, i wouldn’t call it that.”
you turn to face him, amused. “what would you call it?”
“something i’m gonna throw away as soon as you fall asleep.”
you pout, turning fully to face him now. “what, it wasn’t romantic?”
“that’s not what i said,” he mutters. “it’s just… you said that thing in the kitchen. about how you’d kill to have someone write you a love letter.“
you meet his gaze, a little shocked by how tender it is, how much sincerity he’s not even trying to hide.
“wait,” you say, heart beating a little faster, “where’s this letter?”
he looks away, obviously flustered. “uh… probably buried at the bottom of my backpack somewhere.”
you narrow your gaze. “you’re lying.”
he turns toward you with a smile, but it’s more like a nervous grin. “yeah, well… if you’d seen it, you’d understand why.”
you pout immediately. “it doesn’t matter what it says. it’s my first love letter.”
the fan hums its tired rhythm above you, steady and slow. beneath the blanket, your fingers find his—softly, like a thought half-formed, like instinct.
“you seriously not gonna let me read it?” you ask eventually.
he doesn’t answer right away.
“maybe not tonight,” he says.
you nod, and that’s fine. it’s more than fine.
you stretch your arm across the space between you, hand resting just barely on his chest. his heart beats steady beneath your palm. real. ordinary. a little fast.
“hey,” you say softly.
he looks at you.
“don’t lose it.”
“the letter?”
you nod.
he watches you for a long second. then says, “i won’t.”
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𝐀𝐦𝐨𝐫𝐢𝐬𝐭 ♡˚₊ 。。。 ᴋ. ᴀᴋᴀʙᴀɴᴇ ᴅᴀᴛɪɴɢ ʜᴇᴀᴅᴄᴀɴᴏɴ
❧❤ SYNOPSIS: What it’s like to date THE Akabane Karma… ♡ Pairings/Love interest: Akabane Karma x GN!reader ♡ Genre: fluff, slight hurt/comfort ♡ TW: too much yapping, might be very OOC this is just my opinion ♡ Word count: 1.5k
Note: All characters originated from “Assassination Classroom” except for y/n. All characters are 18 or older. English is not my first language!!! Sorry in advance if I make any grammar and vocabulary mistakes.
Oh god I love him
My bish.
Been happily married to him for 8+ years so here's a fic to describe my experience (Delusion is my middle name.)
Akabane Karma has a very Akabane Karma way to love.
Karma is rich and can afford fancy restaurant dates, but he prefers more casual dates: coffee date, study date, arcade, park, mall, concerts, outdoor movie, late night walks, throwing rocks on the rooftop of some dickhead’s houses he/you hate, going around causing troubles with you becoming his accidental accomplice, etc. He loves the light-heartedness and silliness of them.
(It’s lowkey romantic when you run away from security hand-in-hand.)
On nighttime dates, he’ll sneak you out during random midnights by climbing through your window (if you live with family) or barging through the front door just so you can go on an adventure with him.
No one’s stopping him, no one can stop him anyway.
His love language is a mix of Quality Time, Act of Service, and Gift Giving.
Quality Time: He likes being near you. Doesn’t matter if he was on his game console and you were on your phone scrolling through Tumblr or if you both are working like a dog on two different laptops, doesn’t matter.
He doesn’t mind the comfortable silence as long as he can still feel your presence or see you.
Daily contact is needed. Not that you have to chat 24/7, but enough communication (that’s the bare minimum). If you can’t see each other at all, he wants to at least text a bit or talk on the phone.
The feeling of closeness is comforting to him considering how he never really has it growing up.
Act of Service: As much as he subconsciously does little things for you like paying close attention to what you tell him and your body language, doing research on things you like, giving you his jacket when he notices you slightly shiver without you even asking him to, reminding you to eat (though his ass doesn’t eat regularly either), making you your favorite dishes—Karma secretly melts when you pays him the similar amount of attention.
You don’t have to do allat, just be yourself and love him in your own way is enough to show him that you really care.
Gift Givings: Karma spoils you to death (he’s rich af).
You stare at a bracelet for more than a few seconds at a mall? Boom he already got it nicely wrapped up while you go to the bathroom. You say a shirt is cute? Boom he’s taking his wallet out right now. You wonder whether you should get fruit smoothie or milkshake? Boom he’s paying for both. You woke up on a random Thursday morning? Boom there’s a silly, stupid looking plushie sitting on your bed with a small note, “It looks like you :P”
This is lowkey the way he’s been taught growing up—which his traveler parents would throw gifts and souvenirs at him once every blue moon they came home as a way to express that they ‘cared’.
But he isn’t like them. The gifts he buys you aren’t empty envelopes that’s called ‘love’ nor half-assed apologies for ignorance. These are just physical emphasis of what he feels for you, just something extra to add to the genuine love he already shows daily.
Physical Affection: Karma is quite closed off and despite his effort to seem like a nonchalant, I-don’t-need-no-one lonewolf, he’s diagnosed with touch starvation.
But he has trust issues, plus that colossal reputation of a “cool guy” he has to maintain, he doesn’t like it when people become too physically comfortable with him. Or at least deep down he’s programmed himself to think that he doesn’t like being touchy-feely.
(Which is the reason why bro’s always caught standing there like a sims character when Koro-sensei lovingly pats his head or Itona that one time too lol)
Inwardly, he’s a bit flabbergasted to find out (be honest with himself) that he actually doesn’t mind receiving some physical love. From people he trusts and is close to only, of course.
This explicitly includes his ✨romantic partner✨
Though despite the above belief of Karma being a touch-starved boy, I feel like he doesn’t show his true color until weeks or even months into the relationship. And still mildly bashful sometimes when he initiates the affection until completely get used to it, which can take 1-2 years or more.
I feel like he doesn’t mind PDA, but he doesn’t want to overdo it either. So usually Karma would just hold your hand, placing his hand on your waist or wrap an arm around your shoulders.
But he’d show more than just the slight touches in cases where he wants to tease you or to shoo “competitors” away, or just… when he feels like it.
Words of Affirmation: Words on the other hand isn’t something Karma will do much, he’s capable of doing so though. Compliments may be spilled once in a while, he’d rather keep them in his head. He loves you, but he’ll express it through actions instead of words because his huge ego doesn’t want to sound “overly sappy.” It’s just not his style.
This makes his “I love you”s hit harder than they’re supposed to since he doesn’t say it often.
As much as Karma cherishes his partner, he’s still a playful little shit.
He’ll poke fun at you and tease you just because. He does know when to stop and remembers certain boundaries not to cross, but still pisses you off sometimes because he.is.so.annoying.
If something he said hits a sore spot for you, he’d try to throw his pride down the stairs and apologize almost instantly because hell, how could he hurt you?? On the other hand, if you’re just having enough of his relentless teasing, then no, he wouldn’t beg for your forgiveness.
Instead, Karma would buy you some small gifts or favorite food, or crack a joke, anything to pull out even the slightest, littlest lift of your lips.
Then he’ll surprise you with a hug or a kiss, trapping you in his arms until the tension evaporates entirely.
He’s hateable but lovable at the same time ugh
Jealousy Karma we need.
He’s outward and inwardly chill most of the time.
So it’s not like him to constantly be worked up and worried about your loyalty. He trusts you a lot, if he doesn’t you two wouldn’t be dating. He knows you aren’t gonna cheat on him or do anything behind his back.
But the jealousy can be caused by something outside of your relationship, like someone shows too much interest in you. But I feel like this can only apply when that person makes him feel threatened in terms of “perfection.”
Karma doesn’t show it but his insecurities can still be triggered, he’s only human after all. So on the bad days he feels like his “love rival” is a bit too good and compatible with you, that’s where you can see a jealous version of your boyfriend.
He’s gonna be more pissy and quiet, (or just sulky in general, even clingy), and he urgently needs the confirmation that you love him. So please don’t ignore the signs and show him just that.
Being a rising bureaucrat is exhausting, but Karma wouldn’t let it affect the person he deeply treasures.
We all know Karma doesn’t trust easily. So if he goes out of his way to confess and date you, he’s extraordinarily, horribly smitten.
He grows up alone and neglected, most people in his life either hate him or respect him out of fear. So I don’t think he’s willing to let go of someone he finally, finally feels safe and loved with if the reason is simply stress/busyness.
Time management is hard, of course. But if he wants to he would, and Karma wants to.
It might be overwhelming at first, pressures from different aspects of life might kick both of you in the ass. You two probably would find yourselves arguing more than normal. But even if he’s tired and stubborn, Karma won't let you stay angry at each other overnight because his partner is so dear to him.
He’ll try to be at home every night, but omg Japan’s work culture… that can be impossible on some days due to overtime work.
He’ll text you or call you during breaks, more callings on the nights he’s stuck at work—your voice is emotional support and keeps him going. If you fall asleep during FaceTime he’ll just keep the phone there and glancing at your sleeping face once in a while, lowkey feeling more comforted while going half batshit insane with paperworks.
He’ll make it up to you afterwards.
So yeah, once you both get the hang of it it’ll be fine again. Busyness is just a dumb excuse for a relationship to fall apart, that means effort wasn’t being put in enough from both sides. Your relationship with Karma is far away from this.
I feel like when Karma finally finds someone to be openly affectionate with and the said person gives him the same amount of care, it’s healing his inner child too. (I cried)
Please love him I love him so much.
A/N: It's almost 2025 and I'm still not over assclass I want them back so bad my class E babies :((
#delulu is the solulu#Happy New Year fic I guess#akabane karma my beloved#akabane karma x reader#akabane karma#karma akabane x reader#karma x reader#karma akabane#assassination classroom#anime x reader#ansatsu kyoushitsu#pookie please come home 🏠
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