#my first regular anon ... waow.....

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Hi I'm the same emby hucow anon (gonna use 🍄 for ease) and YES????

I have soo mu h chest dysphoria but more recently, as I've transitioned (socially) and I managed to find my style and learned to embrace myself more (joys of being in my mid 20s) and stopped constantly retraumatising and dissociating during sex (long, depressing story) I managed to learn to love my body including my chest and wound up into dollification, bimbofication and hucow AND I learned they're stupidly sensitive so now when my partner and I shower together and he started scrubbing my body I end up in subspace by virtue of him just....rubbing my chest and it feels so good.

Anyway, point is, I became more feminine since cutting ppl out that were purposely misgendering me or not bothering to try bc that meant I could actually embrace myself and it turns out boobs are not the devil, they're wonderful actually, but society makes it that they suck

boobs are awesome it just sucks that they're seen as female by default :/ I've probably said this before here but I wish I could be seen as androgynous despite having massive knockers but alas that isn't possible where I live

also this isn't completely related but that last bit reminded me of how absurdly hard it is to find bras in larger sizes. you can't ever find something that's cute AND your size AND affordable