#my heart's exploding. it's fine

[robertphilip]

I just know Giselle goes ham on the holidays. the apartment is decorated top to bottom, and once they get move into their new house?? oh the outside is covered in lights, and the lawn and backyard are filled with decorations, she makes a million gifts for each member of the family, and their first Christmas together, she made new stockings for Robert and Morgan and, years later, she made one for little Sofia while she was still pregnant, and she makes ornaments for their tree, and bakes gingerbread cookies and decorates them to look like their family and friends, oh she loves Christmas so much, it's true, it's true

[vaskemire]

[sunsetsmakemesad]

The thing about ph is that a lot of people who watched the anime didn't go on to read the manga so when you ask them their opinion on it they say it's average

[maudiemoods]

I have a weak and sensitive heart

[hugovlad]

Do any of my mutuals want to be paid $5 to knock me out with a baseball bat. Not only will it be awesome, I also need to get more than 4 hours of sleep so that I can stop daydreaming about introducing people's heads to a hammer

[surskip]

well i posted that post like 4 months ago how 2024 will be good, and so far, just reaching 3 months in, my grandma died and my uncle got cancer and my sibling's apartment flooded so bad they had to move back here. so well. only up from here really 👍 in less than a week my other uncle will be here for 2 weeks (booked the tickets before the flooding) but there is little room to spare so lets see how that goes

[nashdoesstuff]

guess who just started watching literally anything they could get their hands on just because it has a certain scottish man in it

[yes i am talking about david tennant i love this man so much you don’t understand i am shaking him viciously]

[salora-rainriver]

Being on ADHD meds is hilarious. Everything from street drugs to gingko biloba is a potential risk, and it’s never a weaksauce risk like nausea or a mild headache. No, it’s either “your heart might explode” or “call your doctor if you’re experiencing hallucinations and seizures”.

Also funny is telling your hippie mom about these interactions:

[thereaderblues]

I'm done mourning, time to start meme-ing

[sapphic-squid]

Look I don’t listen to the studio recording of we are broken often. But the end of the version on the final riot where she’s just repeating ‘we just wanna be whole’ over and over again kills me just little ngl

[cloneboywonder]

I looked at my dads phone today bc I’m nosy and he was texting a guy abt fobbie tickets and he started it with “my daughter is the biggest fallout boy fan in the world !!!!!” Like I’m literally going to cry I’m so glad me and my dad love each other again :-(

[wonderxshows]

hmgksjjwns

[crownconstellation]

happy 10 am eastern standard time. i want to talk about my girlfriend

this is just a giant word jumble but i just like her so so so so so so so so much and I need to spill that all over the floor. like it’s insane how much I like her I’ve really never felt this seriously about another person before

so like. ive been in a handful of e-relationships (and have stayed friends with everyone ive dated except for one [1] person. so if you decide to read this hi oomfies) but none I’ve ever considered a Serious Relationship no matter the age i was during any of them or how long we dated simply bc of my personal policy on dating, which was that i’ve never really wanted to think about things too deeply and rush things too far ahead. moving too fast has always scared me! this even ended up being why i ended the one relationship where i did not in the end stay friends with the other party, which was the one relationship I’ve ever had that wasn’t really a mutual breakup — they wanted to take things more seriously than i was ready for, especially bc I was at the time still an undergrad student who’d never had a job or any real sense of responsibility.* how could i see myself staying with someone for the long haul if i could barely see myself as being able to take care of myself in the near future? kind of reasoning.

when we first started dating, my girlfriend knew that & we both knew each other’s thoughts and feelings on romance, and neither of us was actually really expecting to stay in the relationship very long; we were both expecting to try things out and decide we worked better off as friends. but surprise!!!! it’s been three entire years since we started dating and i really really really genuinely look forward to seeing how far we can go!!!!! I still need to become more responsible for myself before i can go forward with anyone but she’s the first person I’ve ever felt enthused about regarding the possibility of taking that one step at a time with someone else to the point where we just keep on stepping and don’t stop. once she made a joke about us getting Pokémon themed wedding rings because we saw them on a Pokémon merch site we were browsing and i got so excited at the idea i had to go lie down on the floor for a minute. i’m saving money to see her next year maybe for Valentine’s Day if she’s fine with that bc i think it would be so cute…. i use our anniversary as both my computer and phone password. i just like her so, so so so much. I really adore her & i’m so grateful to have her. she’s willing to offer me her effort and patience and i want to give her the same and i want to see how far we can go together and btw I am shredding a paper towel in my hands as I type because im just so. (coughs blood) I really genuinely adore my girlfriend so much oh my god ive literally never felt this way about another person before

* note, the breakup is not why we did not stay friends. we actually did try and stay friends at first! the friend breakup is another story but we’re not talking about that right now ❤️

[vixidi]

THIS IS SO BEAUTIFUL IM GONNA DIE 😭😭😭😭

>> The Song <<

Tada!! A lyric comic about Bkg's feelings up until his death. BIIIG spoilers, sorry! Below the readmore is my blabbering about this a lil

So, the song itself is about the narrator comparing falling in love to Icarus's plight. How despite the dangers of love and the pain that can come, he'd rather fall than have never loved at all.

Similarly, Bkg's feelings of recognizing his love and accepting it, regardless of how it ends up, is what I wanted to portray. While meant to be abstract, this could be seen as moments Bkg is thinking about where his feelings felt strongest just before his death.

I had a lot of fun! Sorry its angsty, considering I've only ever done fluff til this point LOL. I'll make it up to you!!

[fated-normal-767]

Anyways !! Obviously it’s giving hypno kink video but more importantly it’s easy content farm slop with mildly scary vibes which reminds me of stuff I used to watch in elementary school which reminds me of all that time I spent literally flashing a light in my eyes to try and see what color blindness was like / see those microbe stuff yknow the ones the funky colors in your line of sight , which reminds me that my brother now needs glasses which makes me think hm . I wonder if I do as well . And if I do then if it’s because of that . It’s nostalgic is what I’m getting at .

Ohhh I know what you mean I used to do that closing your eyes really hard and rubbing them to see the firework type colours or the staring at one specific light so it’d do the thing that looks like screen burn in for a few seconds + I watched these ‘CAUSES HALLUCINATIONS IN 80% OF PEOPLE WATCH CAREFULLY!!!!’ type videos obsessively in 2020 so I kind of get the nostalgia a little too

[sickdogz]

why is my heartrate actually lower than normal after drinking a monster. also on the topic i think it's kind of funny that caffeine doesn't actually make me more tired- something i thought when i was younger- i just had undiagnosed narcolepsy and everything made me more tired