#my sketches are usually messy enough so I can post it on insta without getting flagged

[orengejoshi]

Hey mate are you. Like. Still pregnant or have you had the child yet???? If so. YAYYYYY. Baby little human being. :3

Yeah! Feb 27th at 34 weeks. so they're already 2 months old💚 (time flies wtf)

a little early and nobody exactly knows why but I just got the crazy pains one day, when it got strong and consistent enough to make me worry I went to the hospital. they told me nothing's going on, it's nowhere strong enough... so I was sent home. and then I gave birth in my bathroom 4 hours later. (I love the healthcare system!!)

bc apparently that is not more painful than a chronic pain disease that I have. every month. since I was 16.

so I "didn't LOOK like I was in enough pain" I can handle a lot more than any human should be able to handle. (much like Flug. I have the "bizarre pain tolerance" superpower)

I made like 5 sketches for one of your asks and I'm still not done. I have so many ideas for it.

for now I'll show you this private commission I work on. I hope when I'm done I can say for who it is (it's insane)

(also in reality I can't handle ANY pain, I'm just also mentally ill and refuse to show "weakness" to people. the reflex to smile and stand up straight and act normal is so ingrained... it's a problem. so people never believe me when I say I suffer haha)