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Slowly but surely things would get better as long as you keep trying and hold faith <3

Successfully came back to studying however the goals are yet to be reached, (one step at time Chingus)

Screen time though decreased needs to be more of a significant change

Need a book to get hooked on to

Watching: Newtopia (HILARIOUS LIKE ITS SO UNSERIOUS??) And just started Daily dose of sunshine ( very hopeful about it)

🎵: HIP by mamamoo

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Dang again so much has happened since I last came to this blog that’s it’s kind of confusing to just round it up into a bullet list but that’s life I guess? And goddamn, this life it’s truly a beautiful mess, you never know what can be thrown at your face or what can be snatched right from your hands but the beauty is in living those moments, all of those moments

Started working as a TA which essentially entails I am checking exam papers with much more attention and effort then I need to but alas It turns out I am one of those yapper teachers who fills your copies with “little notes”

med school might actually be a reality and as exciting as it is I can’t help but feel so numbingly scared at the prospect of this commitment for life?? ( getting married might just be easier dear god)

I have found such a pleasant niche of creators on YouTube it’s so Nice you all (one of those days when you wanna kiss the algorithm ig)

I started getting a little familiar with physiology and anatomy but I wish to be more regular with it SO BAD

Watching: although popularly hated “The Trunk” starring gong yoo, okay people I get the criticism and I so would edit out a lot of things but the show is hot and passionate

🎵: asleep among endives by ichiko aobo (i will die for her voice)

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25/02/25

Todays date is kinda soothing to write isn’t it? How didn’t I notice that before (and this is exactly why I love returning here so much it’s lovely how so many things around can weirdly be kind of nice just when you notice them?)

My test is on the 28th and even though I haven’t been really hyped for it like I was for the first one which I owe to the disappointment sitting for the first one caused me and the accompanying uncertainty about what do I really want to do in life, I still don’t want to be that one person who just doesn’t even try a little and that’s what I hope anyone reading this can take away to their day

Just try a little, no need to go above and beyond oll the time but only the amount you have In yourself to give without running yourself dry

On other news I discovered a audio note taking app otter yesterday which has been working quite well but I still would like to have batter option so if anyone knows any audio note taking app which shows you transcripts like that please do let me know and thank you for reading <3

🎥: Daily dose of sunshine continues to be the biggest source of external peace and relaxation THE SHOW IS SO WORTH YOUR TIME CHINGU

🎵: discovered this new song from a friends Ig story called ROOP by NAYEL and i am so grateful to life and the world for having music xd

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Is it just me or do we all sometimes forget the perfect technique we had once figured out to study a particular material, then rediscover it while just fucking around during your study time only to realise HOW GODAMN BRILLIANT IT WAS and just have that ✨ hallelujah ✨ falling in love all over again moment (yes I am still talking about a study technique but UNDERSTAND IT LITERALLY SAVED MY LIFE)

🎀Explanation 🎀

For the entirety of A levels even though there was a lot of material to cover but since the time allocated was also designed in a way that we would have sufficient time to study each individual topic I never had any issue with my primary habitual study method which was first making notes, then revise that topic and lastly solve questions of it, yes this process might feel too lengthy but I have always found writing to be the way I can retain information the best so yes till now perfect story, hero (me) and heroine(education) living all dilly dally happy happy

Until

The villain enters DADUNNNNNN!! ( sorry webtoon thing I had to do it)

Pre med preparation

Dear god why is there no time? Like ever? And what even is this amount of material and why does it feel like a suicide mission writing down my tasks every day????

To undermine it let’s just say your girl had been struggling struggling because there was always never any time to finish notes before the next exam came in, if I finished notes there was no time to revise them and question LOL

until our knight in shining armour came back just when the kingdom needed it because it was screwed: make short questions out of all the information you need to retain and orally answer them as many times as you can to memorise (we do not gatekeep here <3)

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If “every day I wake up and make the worst time management choices known to mankind” had a face 💀

The bulk load of tasks I have are genuinely so unnerving I feel like I may just as well give up but dear god I want to prove myself wrong today

Finish the biology lecture

Finish gk parts

Finish Highlighting at least one chemistry lecture

I really wanna do 3 hours of studying and 30 minutes of break so wish me luck <33

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☀️A week in a life of a desi student ☀️

Making a study plan and then actually sticking to it is a ART which I am yet to master, but recently I have been trying to at least finish those things which are the most urgent, one thing which helps is making two lists always 1) all the things you need to do and 2) making a priority order out of list one

Even though I am yet to unlearn the curse of over scheduling I want to believe I will reach there one day, so I shall give myself a little pat on the back for never not trying and so should you <3

Thank you for coming to my desi girl study blog (the name is under construction and we will get their eventually fam)

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28 April, 2025

Life has been kind enough which in all its glory is more than enough <3

Picked up reading, again FINALLY and have been pretty consistent, so yayyy (if anyone knows any active bookblrs please add me to that community, i am still high key confused as how this community section works, if there’s any reading clubs PLEASE COMMENT AND GET ME ON TO IT CHINGU)

instead of getting paid, got handed a 139 more copies to check ;-; but at least they keep my occupied and being structure to my life, and the deadline ain’t too rough

Got an appreciation award for my alevels results which was such a gratifying experience, lowkey getting emo (when I am not)

On my younger sisters advice I was on the quest of finding something to love about myself which will stay the same way forever, you will be glad to know I found it ✨it’s being the biggest nightmare of a bitch to dumbfucks who try to mess with me and being the most loving as I humanly can to every sweetheart who crosses my path✨

There was a time where I would have not done for myself and just accepted the shit people would throw at me, won’t give them a piece of my mind because I didn’t want to appear mean, while they clearly were being rude, and this is a sign to you as well FUCK THAT SHIT, YOU CANNOT MAKE ME BE MISERABLE ABOUT MYSELF OR MY LIFE, YOU CANNOT MAKE ME AGREE TO YOUR OPINION, YOU HAVE NO OPTION OTHER THAN TO RESPECT MINE, if you don’t give me the grace I won’t give you simple as that

🎥: Hyena Korean

🎧: Saadi gali ajaa

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19th April 2025

On the quest of making Saturdays my weekly check in days with you all (thank you for giving a flying fuck and coming here HIIII) And myself because I am romantic at heart and I love checking in with my soul <3

as life as TA continues, my classes don’t start till June, with each passing day I realise how right my teachers were when they would say cheating in mocks don’t get you anywhere, you can’t cheat your way into finishing A levels or for that matter any exam so why ruin the one chances you get to understand your lack of knowledge at topics and fix it before it’s too late, because at the end of the day who do you think you are actually frauding?

(Sorry for the little rant just copies which have been blatantly copied from the mark scheme piss me off and then just worry me for that person who I am being told to give full marks because the instructions say so but I know for a fact that they don’t deserve it and this would lead to doing them more harm then good, my morals take a hit everytime I guess)

I FOUND THE MOST COMFORTING VLOG CHANNEL EVER I will link them because you all need to see them, the peace and serenity I just feel after watching them? PURE BLISS

Reached a new level of appreciation for the fact that I am done with A levels and how much Almighty helped me in the process to do so, could have never done that without My Allah and the people in my life, my heart beams with gratefulness

Evening walks continue at full swing this week and god I love the park in my neighbourhood

So I guess overall it has been a week of love and reflection but I hope you know minor bumps did happen to me too, its normal that they happen and that we get anxious and sad but it’s a choice we have to make to surpass them and reflect on the goodness which surround us <3

🎵: Jaadu By Sachet-parampara

🎥: still healing from WLGUT so ahahahhaha 😃

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23/11/24

We are going though it people but I have a little buddy to keep my motivated now, I would be lying if I said the arrival of winter didn’t slow things down a little at least on the waking up early front (oh my god it’s stupidly difficult) but here’s hoping my commitment to myself to be at bed by 12am and making myself hot chocolate every morning as a reward does the trick

🎵:The playlist I made in honour of judge from hell still going strong with the vibes

Track: highest in the room

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🎀Week in a life of a kdrama fan student 🎀

Life of an education ridden kdrama fan is nothing but a struggle 😭 however my lord knows my kdramas give me so much motivation to fight through xd My current will to live provider is “Judge from hell” and guys when I TELL YOU ITS SO GODDAMN GOOD???

and will to live destroyer is Industrial Chemistry jargon plus the phylum’s of animal kingdom in Biology but honestly I have to admit once you start studying the chapter it definitely gets less scary so I guess this is you sign to

Start that straight out of a horror movie level unnerving chapter you have been avoiding for weeks on end by promising yourself a carrot (for me it’s kdrama) best of luck <33

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Life has been recently a little too insane for my liking, starting from the day my medical admissions results came out, the confusion as to what I am going to study, where my path lies and the frustration which comes as a bonus when life feels as if it’s stagnant and I have no future

HOLY SHIT THAT WAS DEEP WTF?? XD

But the point of returning to my favourite blog is I am tired of feeling that way, I want to return to the comfort of having a schedule and just again trying, trying to live a nicer life, do a little better than yesterday so hello chinguss welcome to the study blog of a kdrama fan

Todays task list which I want to finish by the next time I come back here

Finish 2 questions papers

Get done with Zoology Revision

Finish my study goal

Wake up at a decent time

Control my screen time

Currently watching: Study group (DUDE ITS SO FUN???? Please do watch highly recommend) and somewhat Squid game on the side (I am also loving it but I am watching it with my sister so can’t watch it anytime I want ;-;)

🎵: Nothing by Bruno Major