#n0chanxes (1)

[anexthetxc]

"You have to go? Now?" Amara wouldn't let them. Who cared about work. She was ready to quit her job to stay with them one more morning without having to worry about the rest of the world -- they could wait. Moments like this where she was able to feel happy, truly happy, were rare, but they were becoming more and more frequent whenever they spent time together.

Amara rolled over so she was laying on top of them, playfully pinning them down so they couldn't go anywhere. "And what if I don't let you go to work?" she asked, holding firm in her position with the surprising amount of strength she hid so they couldn't wiggle free. "So you're a little late. Stay here a bit longer. With me," she added, the final words holding a bit more weight to them.

@n0chanxes // starter from Amara

[imamxdel]

“Yeah, it’s noticeable. You look awful.” Areum, not wanting Ves to be alone, went ahead and sat down next to him against the wall. “Do you need me to pick you up something? Food? I’d offer to cook, but I’d be worried about burning down this place -- even if it isn’t that nice,” she said, glancing around the rental with a surprised look. “By the way, how did they give you such a bad rental? Mine’s so much nicer.”

@n0chanxes​ // continued X

[thxvclvxts]

ON THE TYPIST: AN INTERROGATION.

ARE YOU NAMED AFTER ANYONE?

yes and no? i mean... the spelling of my name has to do with a family member. but we’re talking my given name, and i don’t go by my given name on the internet, so this means nothing to you all at all lol.

WHEN WAS THE LAST TIME YOU CRIED?

i don’t remember, i just remember i was at work

DO YOU HAVE KIDS?

nope

DO YOU USE SARCASM A LOT?

i wouldn’t say a lot, but i do use it

WHAT’S THE FIRST THING YOU NOTICE ABOUT PEOPLE?

unless i’m meeting a person, i don’t really pay attention to them. usually it’s hair.

WHAT’S YOUR EYE COLOR?

dark brown

SCARY MOVIE OR HAPPY ENDING?

lately, it’s scary movies

ANY SPECIAL TALENTS?

i pick up on new instruments quickly

WHERE WERE YOU BORN?

california

WHAT ARE YOUR HOBBIES?

writing, learning music by ear, singing(?), sketching, watercolor (not much these days, tho)

DO YOU HAVE ANY PETS?

1 budgie, he’s a lil old man

WHAT SPORTS DO YOU PLAY / HAVE YOU PLAYED?

i was in marching band in high school

HOW TALL ARE YOU?

5′1

DREAM JOB?

music teacher (currently i am working towards my music education degree)

FAVOURITE SUBJECT AT SCHOOL?

anything music related (except music theory, which can kiss my ass)

TAGGED BY: @hxghlysuspect (i was tagged on my main, but hERE WE GO lol, ty for tagging me <3)

TAGGING: @clxnia, @n0chanxes, @loropechika, and anyone else who would like to do it

[keonfrog]

ON THE TYPIST: AN INTERROGATION.

ARE YOU NAMED AFTER ANYONE?  no my mom just wanted her name in mine. same with my sister lmaooo WHEN WAS THE LAST TIME YOU CRIED? Thursday? DO YOU HAVE KIDS? hell no DO YOU USE SARCASM A LOT? too much, it’s regretful WHAT’S THE FIRST THING YOU NOTICE ABOUT PEOPLE? Not too sure, probably different for every one.....or just noses idjqeifo WHAT’S YOUR EYE COLOR? Blue :( SCARY MOVIE OR HAPPY ENDING? Happy endings!!  ANY SPECIAL TALENTS? Does the patience to work with kids count? WHERE WERE YOU BORN? Georgia WHAT ARE YOUR HOBBIES? Anime and video games...basic DO YOU HAVE ANY PETS? One hella fat cat WHAT SPORTS DO YOU PLAY / HAVE YOU PLAYED? I used to play softball, cheerleading and soccer HOW TALL ARE YOU? 5′5 DREAM JOB? bcba or maybe clinical director haha no FAVOURITE SUBJECT AT SCHOOL? Any and all science classes. Astronomy, zoology, psychology, chem, chem 2, geology, geo 2, bio 1 and 2, physics

Tagged by: @n0chanxes  and @superwomanfolks ;w; Tagging: @fantasyisles @lcvexdrunk @kpopprincessx @im-youngpyo @facedus

[hxghlysuspect-archive]

quick psa!!

so 1, m still lost in sims 4 AND now con prepping for july

but my laptop is also dying and i cant use it well (like i cant add icons, the mouse is spazzy, and it freezes randomly-). i’m getting a new one in 3 weeks so illbe in a bit of a short hiatus until i get my new laptop. 

i have the following replies drafted & will do them when i return unless you wanna drop them:

@fantasyisles 

@clairdclunc

@head-in-the-clovds ( x 3 )

@cvntagiious

@aeipxthv

@assassinsandco

@svnshinekissed ( x 3 )

@uxkissxkevin (x 2 )

@starsmaligned

@starxstorm ( x 3 )

@n0chanxes

@shewhofeelsnature

@absque-nocte ( x 5 )

@azuravelvets

@atarcxic

[absque-nocte]

5 Love Languages Test

Post your top three love languages.

Tagged: stolen from @sentimentalscientia​

Tagging: @witchinghourgods​ @closetperverts​ @n0chanxes​ @onna-no​ @munniexmuses​

Muse: Ama

1. Quality Time (9)

In the vernacular of Quality Time, nothing says, "I love you," like full, undivided attention. Being there for this type of person is critical, but really being there – with the TV off, fork and knife down, and all chores and tasks on standby – makes your significant other feel truly special and loved. Distractions, postponed dates, or the failure to listen can be especially hurtful. Quality Time also means sharing quality conversation and quality activities.

2. Physical Touch (8)

This language isn't all about the bedroom. A person whose primary language is Physical Touch is, not surprisingly, very touchy. Hugs, pats on the back, holding hands, and thoughtful touches on the arm, shoulder, or face – they can all be ways to show excitement, concern, care, and love. Physical presence and accessibility are crucial, while neglect or abuse can be unforgivable and destructive. Physical touch fosters a sense of security and belonging in any relationship.

3. Words of Affirmation (8)

Actions don't always speak louder than words. If this is your love language, unsolicited compliments mean the world to you. Hearing the words, "I love you," are important – hearing the reasons behind that love sends your spirits skyward. Insults can leave you shattered and are not easily forgotten. Kind, encouraging, and positive words are truly life-giving.

[seoulxsinners]

Ghost

three more to play these other muses

currently, have 1-3spots left open

“rules” of joining the group

supernatural being of some sort

no duplicate FCS (mine are twins so they are the exclusion)

must be OCs

will be 5-7 man group

one manager (taken)

The muns involved so far

@wangrang-rp

@n0chanxes

@latataxwhisper 

@softdreemss

like or im if interested

[kyugy97]

T R A C K E R ;

R E P L I E S OWE; Yugyeom: 1

@wxndxrlusters​ ; Yugyeom + Ji

A S K S ; Yugyeom: 1

@n0chanxes​ ; Yugyeom + Sungwon

R E P L I E S OWE; Yeonwoo : 1 

@roseaue​ ; Yeonwoo + Rose

A S K S ; Yeonwoo: 0

S T A R T E R S ; Thomas: 2

@atlasdefined​ 

@trbled-at-the-root​

I will get to everything, I promise!

[witchinghourgods]

5 Love Languages Test

Post your top three love languages.

Tagged: @absque-nocte

Tagging: @alxvensxoul @n0chanxes @joyfulxrunaway @erebus-kingdom @closetperverts

Muse: Hyunsik

1.  Quality Time (10) In the vernacular of Quality Time, nothing says, "I love you," like full, undivided attention. Being there for this type of person is critical, but really being there – with the TV off, fork and knife down, and all chores and tasks on standby – makes your significant other feel truly special and loved. Distractions, postponed dates, or the failure to listen can be especially hurtful. Quality Time also means sharing quality conversation and quality activities.

2.  Physical Touch (7)

This language isn't all about the bedroom. A person whose primary language is Physical Touch is, not surprisingly, very touchy. Hugs, pats on the back, holding hands, and thoughtful touches on the arm, shoulder, or face – they can all be ways to show excitement, concern, care, and love. Physical presence and accessibility are crucial, while neglect or abuse can be unforgivable and destructive. Physical touch fosters a sense of security and belonging in any relationship.

3.  Acts of Service (6)

Can vacuuming the floors really be an expression of love? Absolutely! Anything you do to ease the burden of responsibilities weighing on an "Acts of Service" person will speak volumes. The words he or she most want to hear: "Let me do that for you." Laziness, broken commitments, and making more work for them tell speakers of this language their feelings don't matter. Finding ways to serve speaks volumes to the recipient of these acts.

[thxvclvxts]

+1 follower

@n0chanxes​

muse: Elena

“Have you ever wondered what it would be like to just go off the grid for awhile?” Elena tilted her head. Alright, so maybe work had been a little crazy as of late. But she didn’t necessarily mind it. She always dealt with it in the past. She could deal with it now, too. But her queue was full and she had a lot of stories she needed to put out this week. “Like not even permanently or anything like that. Just like... a week or a month, just be completely unavailable. I think it could be refreshing or something like that.”

[kyugy97]

TRACKER/UPDATES

R E P L I E S OWE; Yugyeom: 2 

@abxavterno ; thread: I’ll be yours for tonight; Yugyeom + Soohyuk

@wxndxrlusters ; Yugyeom + Ji

A S K S ; Yugyeom: 1

@n0chanxes ; Yugyeom + Sungwon

R E P L I E S OWE; Yeonwoo : 2 

@n0chanxes ; thread: Milkshakes; Yeonwoo + Jina

@roseaue ; Yeonwoo + Rose

A S K S; Yeonwoo: 2

@wxndxrlusters 

U P D A T E ;

Adding a new muse, non Korean FC, male. 

Loosely Based off of Conner from Detroit: Become Human.

[witchinghourgods]

ANSWER TWENTY ONE QUESTIONS, TAG PEOPLE YOU’D LIKE TO KNOW BETTER!

tagged by: @twxnhx

tagging:  @alxvensxoul @absque-nocte @joyfulxrunaway @n0chanxes @panthexon

1. nickname: Steph

2. real name: Stephanie

3. zodiac: Capricorn

4. height: 5′11″

5. what time is it? 2:11pm

6. favorite musicians/groups: Rain, 2pm, ateez, btob

7. favorite sports team: -

8. other blogs: brotherzsadist, gbi-b (personal blog that has been neglected), boraxebs (first muse)

9. do i get asks? I do, they’re mostly from my rp partners. I rarely get other people or anons anymore

10. how many blogs do i follow? on this blog, 255

11. any tumblr crushes? my fraaaaaaands

12. lucky number: I like the number 4

13. what am i wearing rn? vw tee from my old job and a pair of legging

14. dream vacation: anywhere outside the US

15. dream car: don’t have one

16. favorite food: stuffing and shrimp alfredo

17. drink of choice: all juices

18. languages: English, some Spanish, toddler level Korean (I can fully read and write Hangul)

19. instruments: Violin

20. celebrity crushes? I don’t crush on celebrities anymore, I just have my favorites that I adore

21. random fact:  All my muses stem from an idea/story that I’ve been working on and roleplaying since I was 12. It all started from the Blade movies and b2k fanfction, faces obviously changed once I got into the kpop community and things added when I started reading the Black Dagger Brotherhood series

[anexthetxc]

Amara knew the words before he even said them, but to hear them back meant everything to her. All the stress of their respective horrible days seemed to dissipate around them as they shared that soft kiss, seemingly speaking for both of them as they seemed to have trouble finding their words, yet it felt perfect in that moment. No words needed to be said for her to know how he felt about her; there was no doubt in her mind that he loved her as much as she loved him.

Her hands wrapped delicately around his wrists while he cradled her face. Her nose brushed against his again, repeating his words in her head three times over before she could focus back on taking care of Sky after his rough day. The darkening mark on his jaw came back in to her focus.

"We'll get through this together," she repeated his words back to him with the assurance that after a few months together, right here, was exactly where she wanted to be. The same hands that had choked a man to death a few hours earlier now gently cradled the neck of the man she loved with every emotion she'd ever felt. "I meant to tell you a long time ago..." Amara had known from the first night, actually. "That with you -- this is where I want to be. I don't want to be anywhere else without you. I don't care what happens. Just be in it." Her hand lowered again to gently grasp his and press it against her chest. "I love you, Sky. There's nothing that could ever happen that would make me change the way I feel about you. I promise I'll be right here."

Moments like this were--- Well, no. There'd hadn't yet been a moment exactly like this in their time together had there? Sure, he'd come home tired, with a sore cheek even, but nothing like this. There was so muc... more this time around, and all of it made it so hard to pull away. But Amara made everything so easy. What a pefect, odd, sentimental delimma to be in, when listening to Amara gently direct him away was so easy, but only made him want to stay glued to her side all the more.

Thankfully, the ultimate choice was clear as day and easier than breathing. One moment Sky was reluctantly moving away. But the next he was stopped. Brows knit just slightly, fatigue gone the moment he thought something was wrong, that Amara needing something, anything at all. And then? God and then. One lingering second let the words sink in. One blink had all the warmth in the world flooding Sky's gaze and relaxing every muscle in his body. One step brought him closer as he carefully let go of Amara's hand, only so both of his own could cup soft, rosy cheeks. And one long, lingering, weighty kiss calmed, warmed, and filled his heart to its very core.

And this time, he did pull away, had to pull away so that a hand could brush through Amara's hair, so stinging eyes could lock, and so smiling lips could part.

"I love you too. I.. With every... ounce of who I am."

[anexthetxc]

Amara reached up to pat Sky's head when she felt him start to fall asleep against her. She turned to kiss the crown of his hair once, smiling, and let him sleep, compared to her who was so used to being away in to the early hours of the morning that she didn't feel the urge to sleep. Not when a precious memory was beginning to develop.

She pondered over his words during the drive. She hadn't been able to say it when he did, that he meant as much to her as she did to him, how despite the few months they'd been together she didn't want to imagine a life without him. He was her safety net in the chaos of her changing life and wanted to continue to be a part of it, whether she stay working behind a desk or doing something she was actually good at.

Amara paid for the trip to the loft first and gently woke him up by kissing his cheek a few times, then grasping his wrist to pull him out of the car. She'd led him in to his own home (she knew the passcode, of course) and started to pull him towards the front room. "You worked hard," she affirmed and began to pull off his jacket and tie. "Go get cleaned up. I'll be here when you get back," she promised, taking a hold of his clothes and keeping them by her side.

But when they started to separate, even that small amount of time they'd be apart to shower, seemed like it was too much. Amara followed after him and caught his wrist again, the words building in her throat that she wanted to say. "Sky. I...I love you."

Parting from her.. it was never easy. Chance were that it never would be easy, even under the best circumstances, which this decidedly wasnt. Even still, as she pulled away, ready to get back to work that wasn't even her own, Sky shifted in the lingering seconds of quiet.

"So have you," Came a soft, low sigh as a hand cupped one cheek while lips pressed gently against the other. The same hand gently pulled her close against his chest, because he was tired, and he was selfish and so, so deeply needed her close. Eyes slipped closed for a lingering handful of seconds.

"And here you are, still working, just for me.. I.." Lips pressed shut for a single shake of his head. "I can't... put to words how much you mean to me, Amara, how much you being here, now, with me, sorting through all of this means to me but.." He pulled back just enough to press their foreheads together one more time.

"I meant what I said on the phone. We'll get through this, and we'll do it together" It was with that, and one more nod, one more kiss, that Sky parted and buckled down. They worked seamlessly together, placing, pulling, sorting, and marking papers. It took hours, yes, but easily less than half the time it would've taken if Sky had tackled it alone. It was just shy of 3:00 Am when they'd finished and Sky had hailed a rideshare to his loft. He'd last maybe the first 30 seconds before his head lolled, resting against Amara's shoulder, eyes fighting to stay open.

[anexthetxc]

To her, it wasn't worth the abuse he went through. Seeing someone she cared so much about stressing over his future and being overworked to settle an evil father just didn't make it worth it. Sky was too precious of a person to handle this sort of abuse.

But Amara wouldn't try to be the one to change his dreams, if that's what she could even call it.

"You're too good," she mumbled, her hands coming to press gently against the sides of his neck to keep his proximity. There she was, holding her boyfriend even though she'd killed someone a few hours earlier for money. Though considering the hit, she wasn't taking an innocent person from the world. That's what she kept telling herself; she wasn't killing good people.

Amara let their comforting silence linger for a bit longer. A few more moments of close touches and having to pull away so she wouldn't keep him there at work any longer. There were still more files she needed to sort through.

"Ok," she whispered, unwillingly pulling away despite wanting to stay that way all night. "If it's even possible, I want to get you home and clean so you can relax. You've worked so hard today."

Allowing her to gently move him was the easiest thing in the world, especially in times like this, when it felt like that whole world rested square on his shoulders. But he couldn't think on that too much, lest it make the weight feel even heavier than it did.. than it always did.

Eyes slipped to an almost desperate close at that gentle kiss, Sky having moved so, so easily with her touch, in a way that only she could ever manage. He leaned in himself, to press a feather-soft kiss against her lips before brining their foreheads to rest against each other's. Silence lingered for a few heartbeats before the future CEO managed a soft, heavy breath.

"I know..." Both hands moved, taking gentle hold of Amara's as his mind sifted through a lifetime's worth of thoughts. "I know that I'm... young. That so much could change.. Maybe even change for the better but..." Lips pressed for an exhale, eyes slowly slipping open as brows knit,

"But that.. That's why I have to see this through.. Because so much can change. There's so, so much I want to change here. I want to change how this company does things. I see the potential to help.. so so many people if some things change in how its run. And after so long, I'm so close to that. To running a business that grows and thrives and helps others too. If I..." A heavy swallow came with a single shake of his head, brows knitting closer together.

"If I quit now, so close to that change, the chance? If I never at least tried I.. I don't think I'd be able to rest."

[anexthetxc]

"No. You don't need to, you're still young, you -- you have a whole life where things can change for the better." Amara didn't know who she was talking to at this point, trying to convince herself of the same thing. Because honestly, she was terrified of what she was considering for herself.

Of going from a semi stable job (that she hated) to being a full time hitman for a gang. Where was the stability in that? And where would the stability be should something ever happen to her; if something did happen, then what would happen to Sky where she couldn't protect him.

She set down the last file she'd been working on and put her hand between his shoulders, gently rubbing his back in the calming touch she could. Watching him stress over something like this had to be so awful, especially when there was so much weight in his future. Amara had to guide him to stand up so they could face each other properly, her hand hovering over his cheek before she gave up and pressed a tender kiss to the developing bruise over his jaw like she'd done earlier.

He'd promised her not even an hour earlier that they'd be ok and she believed him. "Talk me through it," she said. "What's going to happen if you do decide to stay and do this, or if you were to walk away."

Hands shifted around papers in the near silence of his office, and reached over thankfully for a sorted stack....only to pause at that quest, lingering in the air. Lips parted, but his brain had no words to supply them just yet. And in the silence? He swore the mark of his cheek hurt just a little more.

"I...." Still wordless still useless, lips closed with a thick swallow as both hands pressed once more against the polished red-brown wood, and as the silence lingered, his head hung between broad shoulders. Eyes pressed closed for a handful of seconds, gaze lingering on the stacks of papers before them when they opened again.

"I need to..." Lightly glossed lips finally parted, voice low and quiet with every gently weighted word, head giving a single, idle shake. "Even if I didn't then... I've given up and lost... so much.. Too much to not at least see this through.. Otherwise so much of that..." Lips pressed closed again, a hand lifting, feeling idly over the sort spot on his jaw. "All of this it... It would've all been for almost nothing.."