#ng for pip

[bookshelfdreams]

ngl neil gaiman is fascinating. to me.

he's a world famous bestselling author. his works have been translated into dozens of languages, adapted for the screen multiple times, have been foundational to subcultures. he's a pop culture icon.

and for some reason, this mega-celebrity spends his time on this hellsite, in an echo chamber of his own making, talking to the most unhinged portion of his fandom. he recently (today?) shared a screenshot of his inbox; there's over 100k messages in there. the things he chooses to answer range from "weird but ok" to "literally who would think this is a normal thing to say to another human being"; I dare not imagine the shit he doesn't publish.

and like. why. why is he, this 52 year old seasoned artist, subjecting himself to this. why is he encouraging this behavior. what could he possibly get out of it. surely the compliments get repetitive after a while? surely the occasional ego boost can't be worth attracting the kind of attention and messages he must be getting?

I want to put this guy under a microscope.

[pippuns]

finished ff16 :)

[mochieekittenz]

Sit on my face

cw: p*ssy eating, face rid!ng, overst!mulation

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Caleb would not let it go — he’d beg and whine about it all week, like a man possessed. You’d be this close to snapping, ready to shut him up just to get some peace. But he'd just give you those eyes. Big, warm, greedy — begging you to give in. The kind of look that undoes you completely.

So eventually, you do.

And the moment you straddle his chest, hovering over his face, he goes utterly quiet. Staring up at you as if you hung from stars.

The first lick is slow. Deliberate. Just enough pressure of his warm tongue to make your hips twitch. He would wrap his arms around your thighs and pulls you down tighter, burying his face between your legs like it’s the only thing that’ll shut him up.

But you both know that would be a lame joke. He never shuts up.

His arms would wrap around the backs of your thighs, locking you in place, dragging you down to sit fully on his mouth like it was the only place he belonged. “Nngh...Don’t worry pips. I want you heavy,” he whines, voice muffled against you, breath hot and trembling.

You tried to lift your hips once — just to breathe, just to think — and his arms just clamped tighter.

“Don’t,”

His grip stays firm, keeping you pressed right where he needed you. The movement of his mouth turning frantic — tongue plunging inside you now, fucking you with slow, filthy precision, his nose pressed against your clit as if he were sculpted to live there. Every moan, every gasp he lets out, only makes it wetter. Sloppier. His face slick with spit and your slick, chin dripping, tongue never once pulling back. He’s not even being neat about it anymore — he’s downright starving.

“Gods—Rub your pussy all over my face, baby. Fuck...Use me.” he mumbles, barely audible between the obscene sounds he’s making. Slurping. Moaning. Whining.

His whole body is arching under you, hips flexing off the bed like he's fucking the air, desperate for friction while all his focus stays locked between your thighs. His hands gripping your ass and holding you there with impossible control — not rough, just inescapable. The weight of his arms around you feels like a cage. A warm, loving, obsessed kind of cage.

And the first orgasm hits you too fast.

His tongue was too deep, too firm. His moans were too loud, too perfect, and the wet mess of him beneath you had you unraveling before you could even warn him. Your thighs clenched around his head, back arching, but he didn’t stop. He growled, actually growled into you, holding you tighter as you came, his tongue flattening and flicking over your clit with dizzying speed, sucking every tremble out of you like it fed him.

And he doesn't let go after that. No no no.

Your body can be still twitching, legs shaking from the aftershocks, but Caleb just keeps going. Holding you in place like your pleasure was his oxygen. He uses the weight of his evol to keep you pinned down, mouth moving greedily as he starts over — tongue plunging back inside like he was starving all over again.

You can gasp, cry, whine, try to shift — but he just pulls you down harder.

“Mnn...You’re not done yet,” he murmurs, lips slick, eyes dark and shining up at you from between your thighs.

The second orgasm tears through you almost before the first one fades. Caleb fucks you through it with his mouth — groaning into your cunt like he was the one in ecstasy, like your moans were his reward, like nothing in the world mattered but getting more.

Fuck he was so proud of himself.

Your legs are jelly. Your brain static. But still — he keeps going.

Your whole body is overstimulated. His tongue fucking, licking, sucking, relentless, hungry, determined. When you try again to move, to lift yourself off even an inch, he just whimpers “No.”

...

“No, pips. Stay. Come for me again...I know you can. You’re not done...You’re doing so good.”

You can be even crying out now, noises falling from your lips that doesn't even sound like words anymore. Your body burning, nerves screaming, but Caleb looks so blissed out beneath you — tongue working like it is the only thing he was born to do.

And like a dam breaking — you shatter.

Your thighs tense, your breath catch, and heat spill from you in a rush — soaking his face completely. Caleb moans so loud it echoes, holding you down as your hips jerk and you squirt all over his face, your body unable to contain it anymore.

“Good girl,” he rasps “That’s it, that’s it — give it to me. Every last drop, sweets.”

Even then, even soaked and trembling and gasping for air — he kisses your thighs with this dazed, ruined sweetness.

“You're so beautiful...”

He would never get tired of this.

[spiced-cider-snz]

⚠️VANILLA/NON-KINK BLOGS DNI!!⚠️

[Backstage at the circus, in the dusty air and dim light, as an expectant audience files in beyond the curtain, talking, laughing, and probably spilling their popcorn.]

“Hm? What’re you…? Oh! Squeak, darlin’, c-careful with that! You’re gonna make meEHhH-! hAahH! aAH-! AAhH-HeECHhmf!”

*delighted tiny beeps*

“Hun, I’m sorry but *snf* you can’t be doin’ that right now, we got a show to be puttin’ on. Besides, m’ already rea-ehHh-lly itchy, and I gaHh…gh-gotta save the tricks for them, yeah?”

*beep*

“You’ll see it change colors plenty in the ring. Right now I’m trying to…g-get it back to red before we sta-AhHH-hrt, and you’reEHh-! eEHH! hEHhchff! -not helping!” 

*disappointed beeps*

*snf*...*squish*... “It’s not going back…ugh…” *sigh* “I can’t…hardly…hmm…Squeak,c’mere a moment.”

*indignant beeps*

“Hup! There we are. Look, I’m sorry. I guess I-I-IiihhHeEHh-! Hhh!…it just itches so much…an-aAHHh-nd…ghh...my allergies…d-do you still have that bit o’ hay?”

*affirming beep*

“Grand. I think I just need to just sneeze out that itch a bit and I’ll be okeEHhh-! HEeAHh-! oh..ThaAHhht’s aH-all dusty…aAHHh! M-my no-heEHh! EehHH! HehHHCHhff! HeAhhcHh! 

H-h-hAhH-ng on.. I-I-EhHh! HaHh! so sensi-HhiiH-AhHh! HahH! HehHCHFF! AHHchFF!...hheh…hHEhHECHmf! hHah!…aAhh!…HaAhh!…Ah!...HaACHFF! HeaHEChff! 

*muffled noseblow*

*ecstatic beeps*

“Yes, that was very good. I think I’ll be alright until the show.”

…*sniff*

“But I think I might step outside for a min’, Squeak. Just to make sure that all the dust in here don’t set me off before I’m ready…again. We’ve still got some time.”

*beep*

The *beeps* are Squeak’s voice, and I’m not sure if I put that into its info blurb. It speaks like a dog toy, and who knows if it understands human speech, or if Pip understands it, but most of their communication is done through gestures and body language regardless. They just kind of…talk at each other and figure it out eventually. 

-Cider

[therebellionhp-au]

I gave in and gave my hellpark oc a redesign😔 things I improved is that he's just Pocket's childhood friend, he has a scarf Pocket made him before getting sick, and he was locked under a rock for about 6 years because he tried attack I ng Damien after getting cheated on by him with Pip also making him the more violent type and he doesn't let anyone within a 10 foot distance of him or he stabs them with his tail. His tail is an estimated 30 feet long and he's 6'12 and a few inches taller than Pocket but his legs are injured so he often can't stand up straight or he can't stand at all.

[pinaasang-umasa]

one sad thing to say!!!!! ang hirap kapag naattach ka na sa puppies ng alaga mo no??? sadly, papamigay na namin yung 3 sa other pips, (5 babies ni snowy now, and for the record nakaka-20 na anak na siya ahdhwushhs - 4 beses na anakan naman to btw 😂)

kaya ayon, ang saddy kasi papamigay namin tom yung isa sa kaklase ng kapatid ko, tho goods naman daw yon pero ang layo na niya huhu wawa naman baby ko :((((

[raxxinrr]

SYNOPSIS: In another world, you and Caleb are just Senior High School students. to be more specific, it is a short filo fanfic made by me :)

DISCLAIMER: this is a fan fiction based on an otome game called LOVE AND DEEPSPACE, this is just a fan fiction I made and the content is not part of the official storyline. It involves characters or settings from the original story, but with significant deviations. It is my way for me to express my deepest love for the game! So this is for fan enjoyment only :)

PS: (expect grammatical errors and this is unedited)

JEEPNEY

First meeting niyo ni Caleb is sa loob ng jeep. Bakasyon ngayon kaya sinusulit mo na dahil malapit na rin ang start ng school. Gagala ka sana mag-isa papunta ng Robinson kasi gusto mo mag-spend ng time alone.

Naka-upo ka sa front seat ng jeep dahil occupied na sa likod at tsaka maaga ka na rin sumakay bago pa mapuno. Si Caleb papasok na sana sa loob kaso nahuli siya kaya hindi na naka abot sa huling naiwan na space. Kaya nagsalita yung driver,

“boss dito ka na lang sa tabi ni ganda, wala pa namang siyang katabi.”

He hurriedly walked to the side of the jeep and looked at you, “pwede ba tumabi, miss?” syempre tumango ka nakakahiya naman kung tumanggi ka. He sat down beside you, so close that your legs are almost pressing against his. Sa una, he’s stealing glances at you, hanggang sa medjo obvious na sa’yo

“may dumi ba sa mukha ko?”

“h-huh?…ahh wala, ang cute mo lang kasi—shit..haha”

You chuckled “Sus..pa simple ka pa diyan.”

You both spoke to each other until nagkakilala kayo and actually exchanged contacts. Nalaman mo lang na same pala kayo ng school na ina-attend. Both of you hadn’t realized the time since ine-enjoy niyong dalawa yung usapan niyo, hindi niyo namalayan na nasa paradahan na pala kayo sa harap ng mall and coincidentally, parehas kayo ng balak. Hindi mo inaakalang makakasama mo siya sa loob ng mall.

Nag-cine kayo, arcade, nag-shopping, sinamahan ka niya bumili ng skin care, cosmetics and other necessities you need sa Watson. He also accompanied you inside the National Book Store! Syempre, sabay na rin kayong ng late lunch na akala mo’y date na ang ginagawa niyong dalawa…

FIRST DAY OF SCHOOL!

You’re walking through the hallway, napaka crowded (of course naman kasi nga FDS ngayon e) maingay, may mga nakangiti kasi na-miss nila ang mga tropa nila, yung iba devastated kasi may pasok na naman, yung iba mukhang puyat. You smiled excitedly ‘cause you missed this…

Suddenly, someone covered your eyes with a large warm hand,

“hulaan mo kung sino~”

Halata sa boses pa lang, you recognized who it was immediately.

“Caleb! Umagang umaga nangungulit ka!”

“ikaw naman pips, ang sungit mo” sabay alis ng kamay at pasimpleng pisil ng pisngi mo, he wrapped an arm around shoulder and proceed to accompany you. Hinatid ka niya kung saan naka assign classroom mo but before that, he pretended that he’s not familiar sa Building ng SHS kasi gusto ka niya makasama. Kaya ayun, na-late kayo pero naka attend pa rin ng flag ceremony.

KAPITBAHAY

Inutusan ka ng mama mo na magbigay ng linuto niyang pancit at leche flan para sa bagong lipat na neighbor niyo. You obediently took the food that was put on a plate at dinala sa labas, medjo nakakalat ang mga few boxes na mukhang gamit nila. You proceed to knock on their door and to your surpise…

“pips?!? ikaw ang yung kinukulit sa akin ni tanda bisitahin sa kabilang bahay?”

Sabay hug say’yo ng mahigpit na akala mo’y ilang years na hindi na nagkita, you almost spilled the food if it were not for your strength to handle his tight embrace.

“Hoy ano ba?! kita mong may hawak akong pagkain dito! Punyeta ka talaga Caleb!”

Medjo nag-pout siya before pisilin ang pisngi mo, he took the food from your hand and went inside their house while whisling happily.

“tara na pips, sabayan mo na kami ni tanda kumain ng dala mong meryenda.”

After eating together with his Lola Josephine, nag-volunteer ka na ring tumulong sa kanila kahit tumangi si Caleb.

After that, araw-araw ka na lang yinayaya ni Caleb para tumambay sa bahay nila. Laging may naka handang meryenda at videoke para sa inyong dalawa. He always take you in his room and show you his interests to cheer you up when you’re upset or sometimes when you’re getting exhausted of being constantly misunderstood, lagi ka niyang kino-comfort at nagsasabi ng corny jokes mapatawa ka lang. Siya yung tipong pasimpleng ihu-hug ka niya para ma-comfort ka pero ang totoo, he just wants to feel your warm skin against his. Omg!

BEST FRIENDS

After ilang weeks, nasanay ka ng kasabay si Caleb sa pag-dating at pag-uwi na lahat naman ng school mates mo na akala ay kayo na. Halata na e, halata na sa kilos ni Caleb pero ikaw naman itong si manhid, akala mo normal lang since best friends kayo.

(he’s not aware of his own actions and feelings)

May times na parang halata siya na may gusto sa’yo sa paraang pagiging clingy niya or magpla-play siya ng music na “Tibok” by Earl Agustin kasi ‘uso’ raw ngayon.

(in short, in denial siya sa feelings niya dahil ayaw niya masira ang friendship na meron kayo)

Minsan pag magha-hang out kayo ng friends mo, lagi siyang kasama kahit hindi naman invited, kaya laging ina-assume ng friends and classmates mo na you’re both secretly dating pero nung dineny mo tsaka best friend lang talaga tingin mo sa kanya, inaasar na nila palagi si Caleb

(he also denied it but deep down, he felt a bit disappointed and hurt pero totoo naman)

Lagi ka niya hinihintay after class at kapag ikaw na ang naka assign na cleaner, tinutulungan ka niya maglinis, nage-expect ka na rin ng mga comments ng classmates mo like, “hoy! Narito na yung shota ni Y/n oh!”, “hindi ba kayo napapagod maging sweet sa isa’t isa?” or “Ang sipag talaga ng boyfriend ni y/n, sana meron din ako niyan”

Expect him to carry your bag while you both walk out of the school, lagi ka niyang yinayaya minsan kumain ng tusok-tusok at sabay tambay sa favorite spot niyo sa park para mag-usap.

WHAT KIND OF STUDENT IS HE?

Academic achiever yan, kahit bihira lang makinig sa klase lagi naman siyang top student and perfect score sa mga exam and quizzes.

Maraming fan si Caleb, may times na accidentally niyang nakita ang fanpage about him na ginawa ng mga fan girls but he couldn’t care less about it since ikaw lang ang iniisip niya, kung ano ang ginagawa mo.

Makulit to, isa siya sa ‘boys at the back’ kahit good boy, pero magaling ito mang-gago ng kaklase niya. May oras na nakikisali siya sa mga kaklase niya magtago ng bag o maglagay ng bato sa bag ng kaklase niya.

Varsity player ‘to ng basketball, siya yung palaging pinipili ng coach nila for the fact that he’s one of the best players. Bago siya magsho-shoot ng bola, hahanapin ka muna sabay ngiti “para sa’yo ‘to, pips ko!” nakakagulat na lang na he never misses, ganon siya kalakas at ganon din kalakas ang dating niya sa’yo.

Lagi ka niyang tinutulungan sa assignment mo at projects since same naman kayo ng STRAND na kinuha (STEM since he’s going to be a pilot) aattend din siya and magstu-study at an aviation college after mag-graduate high school.

He loves to take care of you, daig pa ang mag-asawa kung makapag alaga siya sa’yo kahit wala namang label?

Seloso ito, pag physical education class niyo na at required na may partner na lalaki— galit na galit na akala mo’y gf ka niya na nagchea-cheat. Nag-request pa siya sa subject teacher niyo secretly na I-pair ka na lang sa babae (dinedeny pa rin niya feelings niya noong tinanong ng teach niyo na “gf mo ba siya?”)

Laging may dalang dalawang lunch box ‘to sa school; isa para sa kanya at isa para sa iyo. May oras din na ‘accidentally’ niyang nakalimutan magdala ng isa pang lunch box pero punong puno yung dala niya, halatang pang-dalawahang tao para lang magpa-subo sa’yo. Deep inside, kinikilig kayong dalawa kasi nagshe-share kayo ng spoon and that means nag-indirect kiss na kayo. Lagi siyang nakangiti habang nagluluto ng baon niyo kasi ayaw niyang kumain kayo sa labas, he only wants to see you eat healthy foods he makes.

[teacookiesandpeace]

Deleted scenes from outsp

Pip goes to heaven and dies

dreami ng with boys ❤️

But suddenly you feel that you're falling down and wakes up

[lelibug]

British Government continues to go after the vulnerable & the voiceless...? Obviously, because they can't look at themselves in a mirror.

Now Sunak is going after "Sicknote Culture"..... (??)

Typically sick of them.

It's the government's Sick System that needs overhauling.

They said that "normal ups and downs were becoming" overly medicalised". A DANGEROUS road to go BACK Down....

The problem always WAS people labelling serious mental health conditions as "ups & downs of life".

This caused IMMENSE harm to those involved, their family & those surrounding them.

Presumably a broken leg and the odd heart attack and stroke could then be argues to be the same, no? They've always been the ups and downs of life, just had to "get on with it", right?

"Sicknote culture" wouldn't even be so bad if the NHS services were fit for purpose and ABLE TO HELP people with psychological health conditions, or medical problems that waiting lists make WORSE...

... which is precisely what happened to me.

I was disabled by a serious medical condition because it took 18 Months to get a diagnosis, by which time I was already severely disabled and even THEN got NO treatment for it 🤔🤬🙎🏻‍♀️🤦🏻‍♀️🤷🏻‍♀️🤨🙄😒 I was shoved out the door with nothing but a goodbye because not only no treatment plan, I was sodding discharged.

Needless to say I'm now buggered, and seeing no end to the decline it keeps putting me through.

There are too many people like me. I had a good job. A good life. I took a 50%+ "paycut" after being left so long it was not only unfixable it was progressive, and I was left squandering because ESA & PIP SUCK. Even had to go to tribunal because the idiot I saw couldn't work out the person in a wheelchair Couldn't Walk. Like — No one sits in those things for f*ng Fun!

So instead of respecting the NHS screwed me and a million more over by their tactics, they're victimising, bullying, harassing, threatening & TERRIFYING sick, vulnerable and disabled people.

If you want to claw back MILLIONS in an easy swoop go after the PPE thieves with the same gusto you do that someone has been overpaid 89p of benefits, instead of going after people in pain or despair, or both... Eh, Sick Gov Sunak?

{Rant Over}

🫡😇

[daramdarararam]

ang saakin lang naman, sugalan ng STARMUSIC ung BINI at BGYO ng pangmalakasang music producers/writters like THYRO ALFARO, OR FLIPMUSICPH pips kasii ang gagandaa talagaaa ng kantang gawa nilaaa!!! ALAMAT TALAGAA FAVE PPOP GROUP KO KASI SUPER SOLID NG DISCOGRAPHY NILA!! TANGINA KASI PALAGI IPINIPILIT KAY JONATAHAN MANALO!! HINDI NYA GENRE UNG SA MGA GANTONG PPOP GROUP HUHU!!! LIPAT NALANG SILA MUSIC LABEL LIKE VIVA

[nice2meetyouu]

Pa-kwento lang.

Nakakatakot makipag-date ngayon. May nabasa akong post sa isang fb group, ito ang sabi:

Tama ba ang nararamdaman ko?

Hello pips 😅, medyo mahaba to. So bali ako ay 28M at 25F sya.

1. So ayun na nga nababagalan ako sa progress ng gf ko. Currently 2yrs+ on her current job earning at minimum. I already told her na lumipat na but still nagsstay parin don. While ako almost 3yrs naman na sa current work and twice na ding napromote. (FYI Sal.Dif. 20k-ish/160k-ish)

2. Plan naming mag migrate pero mukang ako lang yata ang interested sa Plano na 'yon. Gusto ko lang naman mafeel yung effort na sana inaalam nya yung nga bagay bagay regarding sa lilipatan namin kaso wala. Parang feeling ko tuloy ako na ang nag iipon for show money ako parin ang magpoprocess ng lahat.

3. When I talk naman regarding work career and Im targeting for the next position parang walang substanc ang reply nya. Parang " aah , oo, kaya mo yan , go" di ko mafeel . While sya hindi ko marinig na magkwento sya for career advancement. Parang walang balak. Puro rant sa boss nya pero di magawang umalis. How ironic diba?

4. Minsan paparinig ng gustong bilin. Minsan gusto ko ding sagutin na bakit di mo afford ? 🤣 Mabilis naman ako makapick up ng ganon pero ayoko lang ng bigay agad. Parang willing naman ako ibigay yon pero yung " thought na di mo nga kaya bilin tapos sakin mo ipapabili " Willing ko ibigay ng mga bagay pero kung afford nya pero ibibigay ko using my own money without her paying for it. Tama ba yon???

Any advice po? Willing to hear positive and negative comments.

Thanks

The Walking Red Flag 🚩🚩🚩

Thoughts:

Bakit nya ba jinowa 'yung girlfriend niya? Anong nakita niya? Mahal nya lang ba 'yung tao dahil sa sahod? Hindi nya ba alam ano 'yung work ng girl noong nagkakilala sila?

Nagegets ko na ambisyoso siya at as someone na naghahangad ding makaipon, valid na naghahangad lang sya ng ikauunlad niya in the future. Kaya lang, kung magdedecide kang magcommit, for me, dapat kaya mo siyang tanggapin for who she is as she is right now. Kung siya 'yung tipo na chill at enjoy-enjoy lang, eh 'yun siya. Kung dealbreaker sa 'yo, edi sana hindi ka pumasok sa ganyan, thinking na things will change (and immediately, at that).

Mukhang naghahanap na lang naman siya ng magvavalidate sa feelings niya pero this post made me feel so uncomfortable. Pakiramdam ko, audition ang dating these days where you get judged for being who you are. Okay lang sa 'kin 'yan sa getting to know stage kasi you don't want to be stuck with someone incompatible. I mean, it's a matter of finding someone to live life with. Pero don't tell people you love them tapos isheshame mo sila for their condition, mindset, salary, and perceived behavior.

Hindi ko alam 'yung side ng girl and posibleng wala nga rin talaga siyang ambag sa partnership na 'to kaya nafufrustrate 'yung nagpost. Pero bakit hindi nila mapag-usapan?

Saka 'yung number 4. Kakatakot. Nagbibilang ng ibinibigay or nangmamata? Hindi naman natin alam kung nagpaparinig talaga. Baka naman nagkukuwento lang. 'Yung kapatid ko madalas magshare tungkol sa branded bags, wallet, at kung anu-ano. Ibig sabihin ba nagpaparinig siya, at kahit nagpaparinig siya, eh kung ayaw ko bilhin, kailangan ko ba ipost pa online? Mukhang ang sama ng loob niya kung magbibigay siya.

Puro judgment. Nakakapagod. Sila dapat mag-usap tungkol dyan e.

On a personal note, ayoko nang maging vulnerable tapos majajudge and shame for showing negative feelings, for being sad, for making the decisions I made, tapos maa-abandon. Lol.

[bumbaynanilalang]

helu tumblr pips. tanong ko lang kung may idea kayo regarding sa renewal ng nbi clearance. okay lang ba kahit di na tanggalin yung earrings or pinapatanggal talaga. may nabasa kasi ako na no need na daw iremove pag renewal lang naman. medj stress ako kasi di pa fully healed helix piercing ko huehue

[wrthlss1]

D-1 letter

(long one, hindi kita inuutusan but please read till the end of the ps 🙏)

Hii hii! First of all, congratulations sa fammeet Gabybyy! 🥳🥳 If you're reading this, that means I met you na. Hindi pa man nangyayari, I know that it'll be a happy moment for you, and for all the beautiful pips 🤍 I'm so proud of you, Gabybyy!

This is a start of something new, and I wish you can reach your goals and dreams. Always remember that you're loved, admired, and appreciated. Whatever you wish to do, we'll always support and protect you.

I may not be active but I'll always stay, supporting and loving you silently. ☺️😚🤍🤍 Please always take care of your health. 🤍

Always loving you for being born,

l:

Ps. Just wanna explain why I wrote you a letter here. First, kita mo naman siguro penmanship ko 🥲 Sana di mo isipin na di man lang ako nag effort magsulat ng letter when you wrote me one. 😓 I just want you to understand what I wanna say and kahit anong gawin ko, magulo sulat ko 😓😓 Also, it's my way of showing you the letters I wrote before hehe Hope you'll read the other posts under this hashtag kahit na iilan lang hehe

I want to explain my gift pala! Pagpasensyahan mo na 😅 When I see your stories everytime someone gives you flowers or food, napapaisip ako na sana I can express my support din. I know you love flowers so I decided to give you one, something I made. If I remember it correctly, you like white roses so I decided to give you a mini bouquet of white and red roses. Isa pa, they symbolize love, loyalty, and new beginnings. 🤍❣️🤍 The other one is a forget-me-not, hoping you won't forget me. 💐 Those flowers won't wilt, a reminder that I'll always admire you and it won't change. Also, I made it so you can bring it with you if you want, or keep it somewhere. I just hope you'll feel special. Pasensya na it's not that great, it's my first time making one 😅 I know how to crochet for a long time na but I only make something whenever I want to give it to someone. I'm not that confident kasi most of the time they're not appreciated 🥲😓 You made me want to make something and kahit na hindi ako satisfied, I'm still happy I tried my best for now to express my admiration. Yun lang. Thank you and loveyou gabybyy! 🤍🤍🤍

[elyzari]

Hustisya at Pagkiling: Mga Tema ng Hindi Pagkakapantay-pantay sa A Good Girl's Guide to Murder ni Holly Jackson

Isang young adult mystery ang aklat na “A Good Girl's Guide to Murder” ni Holly Jackson na nagdadala sa mga mambabasa sa buhay ni Pippa Fitz-Amobi, isang masigasig na high school student na may matinding hangaring malaman ang katotohanan. Ang isang karaniwang school project ay nauwi sa malalim na imbestigasyon nang magpasya si Pippa na ungkatin ang hindi pa nalulutas na kaso ni Andie Bell, isang kapwa estudyante sa high school, yumanig sa kanilang maliit na bayan ang kanyang pagkamatay, limang taon na ang nakalipas. Kahit na opisyal nang isinara ang kaso at may pinangalanang suspek, natuklasan ni Pippa ang mga nakatagong sikreto at mga twist na nagmumungkahi na maaaring hindi pa natutuklasan ang tunay na kwento (Book Review: A Good Girl’s Guide to Murder | Pikes Peak Library District, 2024).

Natuklasan ko ang serye ng aklat noong 2021 nang mahilig pa akong magbasa ng maraming libro. Agad akong nahumaling sa kwento dahil sa kaakit-akit nitong plot. Kaagad akong bumili ng pisikal na kopya ng unang libro sa serye, at hindi nagtagal binili ko rin ang pangalawang libro, "Good Girl, Bad Blood". Sa kasalukuyan, mayroon akong dalawang kopya ng ikatlong libro, "As Good As Dead", kung saan ang isa ay regalo mula sa kaibigan, at ang isa naman ay binili ng aking ina. Bukod sa pagiging nakakaaliw, kawili-wili ang serye dahil makatotohanan nitong inilalarawan ang ating mundo at kung paano ito gumagana.

Tumatalakay din ang A Good Girl's Guide to Murder sa mahahalagang isyu tulad ng rasismo at hindi pagkakapantay-pantay. Sa pag-iimbestiga ni Pippa Fitz-Amobi sa kaso ni Andie Bell, natuklasan niya kung paano nakaapekto ang mga pagkiling at pribilehiyo sa kaso. Sa kanyang pagsisiyasat, nakita ni Pip na inalis sa lipunan ang pamilya ni Sal. Madaling sinisi ng bayan si Sal Singh, ang nobyo ni Andie, dahil na rin sa mga stereotype tungkol sa lahi, na naging dahilan upang siya’y gawing madaliang target (Kate’s Review: “A Good Girl’s Guide to Murder,” 2020). Madalas ipagpalagay na si Sal Singh ang pumatay kay Andie Bell kahit na kulang sa konkretong ebidensya. Ang kanyang South Asian na pinagmulan at ang immigrant na estado ng kanyang pamilya ang naging dahilan upang maging target sila ng pagkiling sa maliit na bayan. Mabilis na hinusgahan ng pulisya at mga residente si Sal bilang may-sala, na naglalarawan ng sistematikong rasismo. Ayon kina Banaji et al. (2021), nangyayari ang sistematikong rasismo kapag ang hindi pantay na oportunidad at resulta batay sa lahi ay likas o nakapaloob sa istruktura ng isang lipunan.

Napansin din ni Pippa kung paano pinoprotektahan ng yaman at estado sa lipunan ang ilang tao, habang ang iba, tulad ni Sal, at nananatiling bulnerable. Sa paghahanap ni Pippa ng katotohanan, ipinapakita ng kwento kung paano naaapektuhan ng mga hindi pantay na sistema ang hustisya at hinihikayat ang mga mambabasa na kuwestyunin ang kanilang pinaniniwalaan. Ikinumpara ni Pip ang buhay ng mga pribilehiyadong karakter tulad ni Max Hastings sa mga hindi gaanong nakaririwasang pamilya, tulad ng mga Singh. Madalas na nakakalusot sa pagsisiyasat at mga parusa ang mga mas nakaririwasa dahil sa kanilang estado. Si Max, halimbawa, inakusahan ng sexual assault at pagpatay sa serye. Gayunpaman, hindi siya nakaranas ng anumang kaparusahan dahil ginamit ng kanyang mga magulang ang kanilang yaman at impluwensya upang protektahan siya mula sa mga legal na epekto ng kanyang mga krimen, na naglalarawan ng kawalan ng pagkakapantay-pantay.

Mga Sanggunian: Banaji, M. R., Fiske, S. T., & Massey, D. S. (2021). Systemic racism: Individuals and interactions, Institutions and Society. Cognitive Research: Principles and Implications, 6(1). https://cognitiveresearchjournal.springeropen.com/articles/10.1186/s41235-021-00349-3

Book Review: A Good Girl’s Guide To Murder | Pikes Peak Library District. (2024). Ppld.org. https://ppld.org/book-reviews/good-girls-guide-murder-1

Kate’s Review: “A Good Girl’s Guide to Murder.” (2020, September 22). The Library Ladies. https://thelibraryladies.com/2020/09/22/kates-review-a-good-girls-guide-to-murder/

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July-Nov wrap up ✨

A Gathering of Shadows - V E Schwab DNF’s @60%

I was hoping for an explosive sequel to A Darker Shade of Magic, but generally, I found this story too slow moving. Every time the drama and tension started to build, we were quickly pivoted to a different plot thread that hadn't had time to develop yet. I got too frustrated to finish this book.

Ghost Chilli - Nikkitha Bakshani 3🌟

I received an early copy of this book. Fast paced and an easy, this story follows Muskan as she feels her life is falling down around her. Bogged down with low self-esteem, strained relationships and childhood trauma, Muskan struggles to see a way out of her situation, simultaneously taking her issues too seriously and not seriously enough. Ultimately an enjoyable read, but I found there was no definitive resolution to this story, and for all her faults I couldn't it in me to be on Muskan's side.

The Remains of the Day - Kazuo Ishiguro 2.5🌟

I won't lie, I don't think literacy fiction is for me.

The Six Deaths of the Saint - Alix E Harrow 5🌟

This is a 30 page, perfect story. While the concepts of the story aren't new, the swell of tension and emotion, and the development of the main character, made this story both refreshing and devastating.

Sociopath - Patric Gagne * 4🌟

I loved this book. I've seen reviews and know this is a fairly divisive memoir, but as a narrator, Gagne is incredibly engaging and charismatic, which is honestly fits her. It was incredibly emotive to hear about Gagne struggling to understand and come to terms with being tangibly different from other people, and even more so in her fight for a diagnosis that fits how she feels about herself but no longer exists in the DSM. I think some of the beauty of this book is Gagne's unabashed confessions of being unbothered by lying to get what she wants, and while it can make you question if everything in this memoir did happen, it ultimately doesn't matter - because it ties in with being a sociopath.

Bookshops & Bonedust - Travis Baldree 3.5🌟

A mashup of cosy fantasy and adventure, I found this more enjoyable than Legends & Lattes. However, I was once again disappointed by this story.

Everything I Never Told You - Celeste Ng 4🌟

I cried.

A Good Girl's Guide to Murder - Holly Jackson 4🌟

I ate this up. I was fully in suspense for the entirety of the story, I literally couldn't put this down. I had to know what happened to Andie and Sal, I loved how it bought to light their characters, and the chemistry between Pip and Ravi was just *chefs kiss*. And while I was left guessing at every introduction of a new character, my original theory was actually pretty close to what happens.

*audiobook

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Kakak Kandungku dan Sentuhan yang Mampu Memuaskan

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Kejadian ini bermula saat saya masih duduk di bangku kelas 5 SD, umur 11 tahun. Kakak saya duduk di Bangku SMP kelas 2. Kami 3 bersaudara, Kakakku anak pertama, dan Aku anak terakhir dari 2 saudara laki laki. Kedua Orang Tuaku Kerja d perusahaan Rokok swasta terbesar di Kota Tahu Jawa Timur.

Tika (Nama Kakak), punya tubuh yang proporsional saat kelas 2 SMP, B* sudah penuh dengan Isi pay*daranya…, Put*ng kecil dengan lingkar put*ng coklat yang mengga*rahkan. Tingginya saat itu msh 154, berat badan 38, B* 32 B. Wajah standard nilai 7, kulit kuning langsat dan berbulu halus di tangan dan kakinya.

Kejadian pertama terjadi saat aku sedang sakit typus, setelah opname di RSUD Gambi*** di kediri selama 15 hari, saya diperbolehkan pulang untuk rawat jalan. 3 hari setelah rawat jalan d rumah, kedua orang tuaku pergi ke Surabaywcwa untuk menghadiri acara nikahan selama 3 Hari.

Untuk itu, selama ibukku tidak ada, Tika kakakku merawat dan menjagaku setiap saat (kebetulan saat itu libur sekolah untuk tingkat SMP). Hari Pertama, Kakak yang malamnya tidur sekamar denganku bangun, bersih bersih rumah, tidak lupa sambil masak air hangat untuk menyeka tubuhku..!!!

Hampir tidak ada keganjilan dan n*fsu apapun yang tersirat di wajah kakak, dia membuka smua bajuku hingga tinggal C* ku yang tertinggal. Kakak menyeka, mengusapkan sabun dengan penuh kasih sayang, sabar dan telaten.

Malam harinya Kakak menemaniku tidur di kamar, dia serius membaca sebuah buku…kadang kadang terdengar d*sahan Nafas berat keluar dari mulut Kakak…hhhhheeeehhh….!!!! Hari Kedua, seperti biasa…setelah bangun kakak bangun dan beres2 rumah,

Jam 8 kakakku Tika ke kamar masih memakai baju tidur, membawa Ember berisi air hangat untuk menyeka tubuhku lagi.., aku membuka bajuku sendiri kecuali C* ku. Pandangan kakak terlihat lain, dia mengamati semua bagian tubuhku…!!!

Kakak: dek…biar gak pusing..adek rebahan aja…sambil kakak seka tubuhnya.

Iya mbak, jawabku. Nafas berat mengawali kakaku saat mulai menyeka tubuhku…!!!

Kakak: mbak nyekanya gak pake kain ya dek…biar bisa gosokin badan adek.., biar rata ngasih sabunnya.

Iya mbak, Jawabku. Kakak mulai membasuhkan air di tubuhku …usapan ..usapan tangan kakakku membuat sedikit geli (mer*ngs*ng) tubuhku…!!! Hingga tanpa sadar Pen*s Kecilku berdiri tegak di balik sangkarnya.

Kakakku: C* nya di lepas aja ya dek, biar mbak bisa bersihkan sel*ngk*ngannya….!!!

Jangan tho mbak, isiiin aku…(Jawabku).

Tapi kakakku tetep melorotin C*ku sambil bilang…udah…ga usah isin…khan sama kakaknya sendiri.

Waaahh…kebelet pipis tho dek kok burunge ngac*ng (berdiri)…kata Kakakku Tika.

Aku jawab…gak mbak, khan tadi udah pip*s waktu mbak nyapu…!!!

Lahhh..terus kenapa iki kok gerak2 ngac*ng gini manuke…goda Tika Kakakku, sambil mbasuh air hangat di sel*ngk*ngan…test*s…dan p*haku.

Aku merasakan geli yang aneh di tubuhku saat Tika nyentuh lembut test*s sambil sesekali nyenggol Pen*sku yang udah gundul di khitan saat umur 8 tahun…., aku spontan bilang….

Mbak udah mbak…geliii…jadi pingin pip*s.

Tika kakakku malah senyam senyum…, sambil bilang…tunggu sebentar ya…mbak tika ambilkan tempat pip*s.

Tika keluar Kamar, tidak lama masuk kamar tapi tidak membawa ember tempat pip*s…, malah ganti baju daster.

Loh mbak…mana tempat pip*snya…, tanyaku bingung.

Tika diam saja, malah naik keatas tempat tidur…, sambil bilang…udah dek ardi tenang ae…, nurut kata mbak…biar cepet sembuh.

Iya mbak…jawabku.

Kakak langsung megang bur*ng kecilku..di sabun..di usap usap…kemudian di basuh air dan di lap pake handuk…

Mbak…tambah geli..pingin pip*s mbak….rengekku).

Tiba..Tiba Kakakku naik ke atas tubuhku.., sambil mengangkat ke atas baju dasternya….(Aku makin bingung apa yang mau di lakukakan mbak Tika)

Tika bilang…dek..pip*snya di sini aja ya…!!! (Sambil tangannya nunjuk ke v*ginanya)…

Belum sempat aku jawab..Kakakku sudah..megang Pen*sku…di tempelkan di V*ginanya…kemudian di gosokkan ke V*ginanya..!!!

Uuuuhhhh…ardi…., mbak tika pingin kamu pip*s di dalam sini…, mbak tika pingin ardi cepet sehat…jadi buanglah pip*s dek ardi di sini (v*gina)…!!!

Aku tidak paham apa yang di lakukan mbak tika, tapi aku melihat wajah mbak tika memerah, bibirnya di gigit..sambil pay*daranya di remas2.., ooowwwggghh…ooouuhhgg…suara dr mulut kakak saat v*ginanya bergesekan dengan pen*sku.

Akupun menahan geli…dan semakin tegang saja pen*sku. …eeeehhhhhmmm…mbaaak… Gelliii mbaak…gelii tenan…,

Mbak tika megang pen*sku…aku merasakan Pen*sku seperti di tekan masuk pelaaaan ke dalam sebuah l*bang…,

Tahaaan ya dek ardi….burungnya mau tak masukkan ke temp*knya mbak tika, biar dek ardie bisa pip*s di dalamnya…..,

Aku mengangguk..iya mbak, jawabku.

Kakakku makin kuat nekaaaan dan nindih pen*sku…, tampak sedikit kesulitan dan menahan rasa sakiit saat menekaaan pen*sku….,

Aaaahhhhh…..sakiiiit….ardiiiieee….(Sambil ambruuk di atas tubuhku) , teriakan mbak tika saat aku merasakan pen*sku masuk ke dalam sebuah lubang…sempiit..geliii…angeet…dan berdenyut.

Aku merasakan sebuah cairan meleleh di p*haku…, setelah beberapa saat…mbak tika bangun dan melihat d*rah keper*wanannya mengalir…, dan membersihkan d*rahnya dengan handuk…!!!

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