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bubblegyu00 · 8 months ago
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hiiii ! i'm nini i'm 20,, and my ult groups are zb1, xikers, riize (if you're not an ot7, block me immediately), txt, enhypen, bnd, etc !!
i don't have many rules on my page, but please think ethically before you request something !
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cyb3rl0v · 2 months ago
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Better cr intro ~
ABOUT THIS DR
its set in 2010 in tokyo (the romantasized version tho)
it has NANA vibes
concert tickets are cheap and there are multiple concerts happening
I changed the legal drinking age from 20 to 18 (because in the country i live in now its 18)
ABOUT ME
my name is Antonia Persephone but my friends call me Nini, i am 18 years old. i haven't changed much about my appearance, its similar to the one here (I've changed my weight and hair only)
i work as a waitress at a cat cafe and i help out my mom in her metaphysical shop. on Friday and Saturday nights i also sing with my band at a local bar (ill probably post about it later)
i have lots of hobbies but usually you can find me reading a random fiction book or sketching and journaling. i also love doing my own nails and taking videos and vlogging my day, that's why i have a youtube channel where i also post my music
in school im studying drama and in my free time me and my best friend shoot random short movies (she is studying film) and upload them on our own site
i have a pet cat, she is white with the deepest blue eyes you can imagine, her name is either gonna be fifi or terpsie
my nails are always done (because i cannot function without them)
i spend most of my money on books, clothes and food
RELATIONSHIPS
Best friend —> she is 19 years old, we met in highschool and have been inseparable eversince, she is a very talented hairstylist (as well as a director) and always does my hair, she works as a waitress at a local diner and gives me free food eventhough her manager scolds us afterwards (he is her boyfriend, he isnt being serious, he loves us...deep down)
My man —> he is 21 years old, he is tall (around 6'2), he basically looks like lee junyoung (the actor), he has multiple tattoos and piercings, he wears baggy clothes and has an alternative style, he is the drummer in our band, he is a mechanic and also really good at cooking for some reason (i scripted it, that's the reason)
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tinywolf2005 · 4 months ago
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dotzines · 1 year ago
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pris-M-agic Mod intro: nini
For anyone new around here, their primary work is to stay behind the scenes to ensure that every dotzines' project goes smoothly~ Be sure to check the socials below (and to follow dotzines ones too): Carrd: https://kaminenee.carrd.co/ https://dotzines.carrd.co/
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amazingspidermans · 2 years ago
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WHY IS COURSE SELECTION SUCH A FUCKING NIGHTMARE IM LOSING MY MIND
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the-menace-in-pink · 3 months ago
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Been thinking of doing a new intro post for ages dhbghfj
Hi! Nini here — She/Her — Shitposter
Chrollo’s glazer/hater/propagandist/slayer/(insert next weekly status)
WIPs collector
Interests: Hunter x Hunter — Final Fantasy (VI, VII, VIII, IX, X, XII, Type 0, XVI) — Yu Yu Hakusho — Puella Magi Madoka Magica — Nana — JJBA — Monster — Baldur’s Gate 3 — Merlin — hoarding notebooks and writing apps
Authors I’m currently fixating on: Patricia A. Mckillip, T. Kingfisher and Naoki Urasawa
Other: AO3 — NaceInPink
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ninis-dollhouse · 3 months ago
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intro post!!!
hi lovies!!! my name is nini!! this blog is mainly fandom focused with the occasional person yap. if you’d like to see personal stuff from me, my photo dump acc is @ninis-guts !!!
i’ve been on tumblr for five years now!!! i’ve made some of my closest friends here and i hope to make more!!
currently, this blog is 65% about the bear, and 35% about the secret history (this is not real factual evidence i did not calculate this) but if you look through the featured tags on my page search, you can see all my past interests that i still love to talk about!!!
dms and asks are always open!!!! please please please feel free to use either, i love talking to people!!!
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twilit-tragedy · 1 year ago
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Turns out, being the bitch that does the English, grammar, text flow check in school group projects leads to... being the bitch that does the English, grammar, text flow check in scientific articles. Guess who's breaking a messy introduction written by three Portuguese native speakers into puzzle pieces and refitting it into something that resembles a cohesive text by a fluent English speaker? C'est moi. This is going to give me such an endorphins hit when it's finished. I should do this for a living lmao
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girlintodust · 11 months ago
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New intro post! You can find the old one here ♡
Welcome to my little special corner of the world, where I post pretty moodboards and reblog things I like (mainly involving pink and cute things) already 3 months with an active account and this girlblog is one of the few things that keep me sane, love you all.
✩ previously @anaghostprincessblog !
✩ asks and dms are always open ♡
✩ tysm for 2.4k + !!
my posts are under #nini boards ♡ and #nini talks ♡
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⋅˚₊‧ ୨୧ ‧₊˚ ⋅ 𝒜𝒷𝑜𝓊𝓉 𝓂𝑒 ⋅˚₊‧ ୨୧ ‧₊˚ ⋅
˖࣪ ໒꒱ 21 year old teenage girl, aries, bisexual, infp
˖࣪ ໒꒱ my birthday is April 2nd
˖࣪ ໒꒱ i'm a university student majoring in philosophy
˖࣪ ໒꒱ my first language is spanish, but i'm fluent in english and italian
˖࣪ ໒꒱ IMPORTANT: this blog is destined to all things i love which is a mixture of a couple different aesthetics. however, i migth use this account to vent sometimes: i suffer from an eating disorder, depression and anxiety. while i DO NOT encourage eating disorders by ANY means (this is NOT a pr0 an@ acc) i might talk about it or reblog things related, so please be advised. my dm's are always open to anyone who wants to talk, but i will not be giving advice or stats. i might also reblog or post +18 content.
⋅˚₊‧ ୨୧ ‧₊˚ ⋅ 𝓂𝓎 𝒻𝒶𝓋𝑜𝓇𝒾𝓉𝑒 ⋅˚₊‧ ୨୧ ‧₊˚ ⋅
˖࣪ ໒꒱ books: the secret history (henry winter apologist), the solitude of prime numbers, to the light house and mrs dalloway by virginia woolf, anne frank's diary, kafka's metamorphosis (anything kafka really), the stranger by albert camus, jane eyre, wuthering heights, madame bovary, the bell jar, simone de beauvoir's memoirs of a dutiful daughter, alejandra pizarnik's diaries, prozac nation.
˖࣪ ໒꒱ movies/shows: crimson peak, pride and prejudice (2005), the grand budapest hotel, leon the professional, chungking express, all about lily chou-chou, howl's moving castle, the wind rises, marie antoinette, girl interrupted, edward scissorhands, alice in wonderland, the queens gambit, skins, gilmore girls, criminal minds, modern family, fleabag, the last of us.
˖࣪ ໒꒱ music: lana del rey, fiona apple, jeff buckley, mitski, bôa, david bowie, ichiko aoba, her's, the smiths, plums, adrianne lenker, mazzy star, the cranberries, bruce springsteen, elliot smith, beach fossils, cafuné, radiohead, the cure, kate bush, the sundays, slowdive, pj harvey, whirr, lsd and the search for god.
˖࣪ ໒꒱ people: matthew gray gubler, nana komatsu, sylvia plath, jane birkin, hope sandoval, jeff buckley, tim burton, humphrey bogart, audrey hepburn, gregory peck, keira knigthley, margaret qualley, kristine froseth, kirsten dunst, sofia coppola, anya taylor joy, elle fanning, pheobe tonkin, fiona apple, joel miller, aaron hotchner, spencer reid, theo james, pedro pascal, kate moss, franz kafka, vladimir nabokov, albert camus, tanya dziahileva.
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americasfavoritelesbian · 20 days ago
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𝐋𝐎𝐕𝐄 𝐃𝐑𝐎𝐔𝐆𝐇𝐓ྀིྀིྀིྀིྀི 𝐩𝐚𝐢𝐫𝐬 : 𝐫𝐚𝐲𝐚 𝐦𝐚𝐫𝐬𝐡𝐚𝐥𝐥 𝐱 𝐫𝐞𝐚𝐝𝐞𝐫 𝐢𝐧 𝐰𝐡𝐢𝐜𝐡 : 𝐲𝐚𝐥𝐥 𝐰𝐚𝐬 𝐜𝐥𝐨𝐬𝐞 , 𝐧𝐨𝐰 𝐢𝐭’𝐬 𝐣𝐮𝐬𝐭 𝐧𝐨𝐭 𝐧𝐨𝐫𝐦𝐚𝐥 𝐒𝐎𝐍𝐆 || 𝐥𝐨𝐯𝐞 𝐝𝐫𝐨𝐮𝐠𝐡𝐭
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rayah marshall x reader (nini) — intro ib: “love drought” by beyoncé
it used to be simple. just you, rayah, and a bond that felt like it couldn’t be touched. summers melted into late-night calls. she knew your laugh better than her own reflection, and you knew her moods like the back of your hand. but then you moved. different time zones, different priorities, and texts that went from “i miss you” “hope you’re good.” now, it’s been months. maybe a year. you’re back in l.a.— transferred to usc for your dream job: media manager for the women’s basketball team. the same team rayah plays for. you didn’t ask for fate to stir the pot. but when you see her again— that same smile, those same eyes that once made you forget the world— everything starts spinning again. you don’t know what’s left of y’all. you don’t know if she still thinks about you the way you still think about her. but maybe, just maybe, this is where everything begins again. slow burn. love drought. unfinished business. and you? you’re right in the middle of it.
☆ ~LULU SPEAKS // FIRST PART OUT LATER ON .. I THINK ??
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the-conversation-pod · 23 days ago
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The Untamed Episodes: The Second Life
AND WE'RE BACK
In Part 2 of our Untamed discussion, Ben, NiNi, Shan (@lurkingshan) and Bookworm (@neuroticbookworm) talk about our love for Jiang Cheng, our hatred for Meng Yao/Jin Guangyao, and why we will always hold out hope for more Chinese BL.
If you missed Part 1, you can check it out here.
Timestamps
The timestamps will now correspond with chapters on Spotify for easier navigation.
00:00 - Welcome 00:55 - Intro: More Notes From The Future 01:45 - The Second Life 09:23 - The Second Life: The Fallout of Wei Wuxian's Choices 16:52 - The Second Life: Meng Yao's Dastardly Deeds 26:52 - The Second Life: The Tragedy of Wen Ning 32:35 - The Second Life: Two 'Fools' 37:41 - The Second Life: Various Random Musings 48:18 - Page to Screen (and Audio, and Anime, and Stage, and…) 56:59 - Afterlife: The Impact of The Untamed on BL and Fandom
The Conversation Transcripts!
Thanks to the continued efforts of @lurkingshan as an editor and proofreader, we are able to bring you transcripts of the episodes.
Please send our volunteers your thanks!
00:00:00 - Welcome
NiNi
Welcome to The Conversation, the Queer Media And Brown Liquor Podcast.
Ben
I'm Ben, the media critic.
NiNi
I’m NiNi, the VIIBs queen.
Ben
And we are your drunk Caribbean uncle and auntie who are sitting on the porch in the rocking chairs.
NiNi
We’re here to talk queer film and dramas, with a special focus on Asian QL.
Ben
So if you like to dive deep into queer stories…
NiNi
If you like cracked out takes on art and commerce in queer media…
Ben
If you just enjoy simping for attractive people…
NiNi
We believe in simping!
Ben
Tune in!
00:55 Intro: More Notes From the Future
Ben 
And we're back. We're gonna continue with our huge two part episode on The Untamed. We finally bullied NiNi into watching it. We got her into the booth with Shan and our good friend Bookworm. I really hope you listened to the last episode because we're going right into Wei Wuxian's second life. 
NiNi
The second life is so much fun. There's some stuff we talk about in here that I could have continued talking about forever. 
Ben
No more beehive commentary from you right now. 
NiNi 
No more beehives, but I just want the world to know that I love Jiang Cheng. 
Ben 
Ah, that poor boy. What a hot mess of a man. Angry purple man. 
NiNi 
My angry purple dream boat, how dare you. 
01:55 The Second Life
Ben 
On to the second life.
Shan 
So this is after Wei Wuxian is resurrected, 16 years after his death. The Jin clan is now holding the most power in the cultivation world. They have the chief cultivator position. Jin Guangyao has had a meteoric rise to power in the time Wei Wuxian has been gone. His father has died. He has gotten married. He has an heir. 
We also have a whole new generation of junior cultivators along for the ride with us, notably Jin Ling, the son of Jiang Yanli and Jin Zixuan. Lan Sizhui, whose identity is a mystery that's not very well concealed. [laughs] Although, we did not mention our beautiful A-Yuan in the first life, just know that we love him dearly.
Ben 
There's too many things to mention. I didn't even go off on an extended period about Madam Jiang beatin’ the shit out of people.
Shan 
I know, right. 
[all laugh]
NiNi
She was such a bitch, but she came through when it mattered, my God.
Shan 
There's so many characters here, but please know that we love them all dearly even if we haven’t gotten the chance to talk about them all. A-Yuan is very close in our hearts.
Ben
We would just be screaming his name for like five minutes.
Shan
Yes! [laughs] So Lan Sizhui is who we come back to in this new timeline and Lan Jingyi is also around, his best friend—his lifelong bosom companion, you might say. 
Major storylines in the second life. We, of course, have Wuxian getting resurrected in Mo Xuanyu’s body, although in the show it's just the same actor the whole time because they didn't want to do that to us mentally, which I appreciate. He is supposed to settle his grudges as part of that spiritual agreement for his resurrection. So he is pursuing the folks who harmed Mo Xuanyu. The big mystery unfolds with trying to figure out the last grudge that he holds. That aligns with unraveling the big mystery of the hidden foes from the first life.
Jin Guangyao, aka Meng Yao, is the villain behind most of the horrible things that happened in the first timeline. And also getting up to all kinds of other noxious shit like marrying his own sister, killing his own son because he's an incest baby, murdering his father via a gaggle of prostitutes, fucking him to death.
NiNi 
That's a thing that happened, people!
Shan 
Yeah, real normal stuff over there. And recruiting a number of folks to do his dirty work, including villains Su She and Xue Yang. He is a half brother to Mo Xuanyu and responsible for a lot of what he went through, as well. So he's just all up in the business. He also murdered Nie Mingjue and tricked Lan Xichen into being complicit in all of that. 
While that's happening, Wuxian is reunited with Wangji. They are following these clues.
Ben 
I'm sorry, we have to be clear that, like, by following the clues we mean Wei Wuxian wakes up. It's like, “Wow, this place sucks. Whoa, where'd that arm come from? All right, let's put this arm in a bag. Well, the arm’s pointing that way. I guess we're going there now.”
Shan 
That's only in the book, bestie.
Bookworm 
So, in the show it's actually just a sword spirit. 
Shan 
The book is way more gruesome. There’s, like, body parts, it’s a whole thing. The show is a little simpler.
Ben
Okay, yeah, they use a sword but it’s literally like, “oh okay, I guess we’re going east? All right.”
Shan
[laughs] Yeah, the sword points them in the direction they should go to follow some clues.
As Wangji and Wuxian work together to follow the sword spirit, unravel the mystery, the juniors are along for the ride. There is a very devastating arc in Yi City where they meet Xiao Xingchen and Song Lan, who we had briefly encountered in the first timeline, and unravel a whole plot about them being tormented by Xue Yang, who is fucking evil. Very much a fan favorite arc, I think.
Bookworm 
It is the best arc and this is also the most tragic arc.
Shan 
It's quite sad.
Bookworm 
Nobody knew what was going on. Everybody got tricked into it. 
Ben 
The Yi City arc is pretty brutal because we basically see how Meng Yao has orchestrated these complex events to torture and murder people he doesn’t like. Xue Yang does the same thing to two roaming cultivators—not boyfriends—which culminates in him turning one of them into a puppet akin to Wen Ning and then driving the other one to death by making him commit evil acts unknowingly. Which is… diabolical.
Shan
After the Yi City arc, that is when Wuxian and Wangji discover the truth of Nie Mingjue's death, which was very intentionally perpetuated by Meng Yao. By unraveling that, they caught on to his whole evil shit. This all culminates in a confrontation at Guanyin Temple where Meng Yao is fully unmasked, Nie Mingjue's corpse rises and is really out for some revenge—which, fair enough, I would be too. Jiang Cheng confronts Wei Wuxian after learning about the golden core transfer that he never consented to. And we finally learn that Nie Huaisang was actually the one who was behind Wei Wuxian's resurrection and orchestrated this whole mystery plot as a way to get revenge on Meng Yao for murdering his brother. 
While these plot things are happening, there are a couple emotional arcs going on. There is, of course, the continuation of the Jiang family drama and the tension between Jiang Cheng and Wei Wuxian, which is now complicated by the involvement of Jin Ling, who is Wei Wuxian's nephew and has grown up an orphan because of Wei Wuxian's behavior. Jiang Cheng needs to learn the truth about Wei Wuxian giving him his core. And they have to kind of work through all of their emotions about that, which don't come to any kind of satisfying resolution, because how the fuck could they?
And then finally, there is of course the reunion second chance romance between Wuxian and Wangi. Honestly, their adult romance is so great. Wuxian is resurrected. He immediately reconnects with Wangji. He's having some fascinating mix of memory loss and obliviousness that is his signature and some just emotional denial about the feelings between them. Wangji is having none of that. He is very clear on the fact that he is in love with this man, sticking to his side like glue and not letting anyone hurt him again. So they are traveling together while they solve this mystery. They're having all kinds of very fun ship moments, lots of cute stuff happening. Wangi's getting drunk a lot. 
Ben 
There's a piggyback scene.
Shan
There's definitely some piggybacking happening.
NiNi
There's a definite wedding. I mean, these guys have gotten married like at least three times in the show.
Shan 
Right, exchanging of chickens, very important stuff. [NiNi and Shan laugh] And, of course, standing together publicly in this second life in a way that Wangji was not able to do for Wuxian in the first life. He declares himself very much unambiguously on Wuxian's side in front of all the other clans. He does not give a shit anymore. 
And then of course we learn over the course of this arc that Sizhui is A-Yuan and that Wangji rescued him after Wuxian's death, brought him into the Lan clan and raised him. Wow, what a fuckin’ man. 
They end on an ambiguous note because this is a censored cdrama. [laughs] So instead of the book ending, which involves them getting married and fucking in a field, we get Lan Zhan—very out of character—deciding to become the chief cultivator [laughs] and Wuxian going to travel alone and them having an ambiguously implied reunion right at the very end of the show. But we all know that they got married and had a lot of sex. That's what happened. 
So, yeah. That is the second life in a nutshell.
09:33 The Second Life: The Fallout of Wei Wuxian's Choices
NiNi 
There are two or three really big things that stand out for me, in this arc. One is just seeing Wei Wuxian's regrets. He's looking back at his life like, wow, maybe I shouldn't have done that like that. Or, wow, I was such an arrogant kid, I should have thought about these things in a different way. You see him having regrets as he sees the outcomes of the choices that he made in his first life. 
Alongside that, the choices that he made in his first life have made him kind of a folk anti-hero. He's now the scary story that parents tell their kids about, “Be good or the Yiling Patriarch will come get you.” He's wearing another face, so people generally don't know it's him. So he gets to hear how people are talking about him 16 years later. And he's realizing, “Fuck, I was evil.”
Shan 
He's like, “I did kinda do a genocide. That was my bad.”
Ben 
We really should not downplay that this man literally killed thousands of cultivators.
Shan 
He sure did.
NiNi 
Thousands of people out of anger and arrogance. I mean, you saw how it built up because he really was just trying to mind his own business and everybody kept poking him, but he still killed thousands of people ‘cause he got mad.
Shan
These other clans that hate him, it's for a reason. It's ‘cause he killed all of their family members. It's not some minor petty grudge.
NiNi 
Well, in this arc, but when they hated him before, it was because he had power that they wanted and he wouldn't tell them how he got it.
Shan 
Yeah. In the second life, his reputation is in tatters and people hate him because he killed everybody they love. Which is fair, in my opinion.
NiNi 
It's absolutely fair, completely fair. Totally understand that. 
So that arc is a really interesting arc for me because it carries through all the various relationships. It carries through his relationship with Jiang Cheng because at the end when Jiang Cheng is like, well, what am I supposed to fucking do with this? Okay, you saved my life, but also, hi, got my entire family killed.
Shan 
Fully.
NiNi 
Am I supposed to thank you? I don't know what I'm supposed to do with this.
Shan 
Jiang Cheng was spitting nothin’ but facts in that temple.
NiNi 
Nothing but facts. He was a hundred percent  correct. And he's stuck in this place now because he loves Wei Wuxian. But at the same time, basically his family opened their home to this man and he got them all killed.
Ben
Objection!
Bookworm
Thank you, Ben. 
Ben 
Wei Wuxian did not murder the Jiang clan. The Wens did, and they were going to do it anyway. Wen Chao's active abuse of the hostages was a prelude to them eventually getting killed. When he left them in the cave like that, he intended for them all to die. Wei Wuxian is not the reason why the Wens sacked Lotus Pier. Madam Jiang may be mad because she believes that her husband is probably Wei Wuxian's father, unconfirmed.
Bookworm
Uh-huh.
NiNi 
Pretty much, yep.
Ben
But like, that boy is not the reason why the Wen Clan went on a tear to slaughter their way to more power.
Shan 
That's true. But he is culpable for Jiang Yanli’s death and that is the one that hurts the most.
Ben
Yes, that part he is.
Bookworm 
I also want to make it clear, like, she ran into a battlefield. That woman gave a month old child to somebody and then she just ran into a battlefield. [laughs]
Shan 
Listen, no one's saying Yanli was the smartest bulb. We're not with some of her choices, but NiNi's point, from Jiang Cheng's point of view, is correct.
Bookworm 
That's true. The facts and the emotions that he was spitting at that moment was very true. 
The reason why the story is so compelling is that you have all of these people who had taken very personal losses and they have very personal emotions that are connected to, basically, a political war for power. What are the motivations behind the people who ultimately want to be at the top? What will they do and how will they manipulate the narrative to just achieve that? If they get a scapegoat, all really good. I'm not saying that Wei Wuxian didn't do all of those things. He killed a whole bunch of people, and he was a dumbass who refused to talk to anybody. 
Ben
I'm just being clear that my client, who did kill thousands of people, [all laugh] did not specifically kill his own clan. He shot the sheriff, but he did not shoot the deputy. All right, let's be clear here.
[NiNi laughs] 
Shan 
Let's get back on track, folks. We got a lot of content to get through. 
The reason that Jiang Cheng's arc is so compelling is because, if you think about things from his perspective… like, wow, what the fuck happened to this kid? He was a teenager when his home was destroyed and his parents were murdered in front of him. His brother then—from his point of view—abandoned him, left the clan, to go protect a different family. Adopted new siblings that he prioritized over Jiang Cheng. Never explained himself. Started doing evil shit. Would not tell him anything about why he was doing these things. Ultimately started a battle that culminated in the death of their sister. And then jumped off a cliff. That is what Jiang Cheng's brother did to him, from his perspective. 
And so, it is not hard to understand why he both loves and hates him in equal measure, why he struggles so much to understand him and why he wants to forgive him, but he can't. And Wei Wuxian can never make it right. He made these huge mistakes that they can never come back from. They will never be able to trust each other and be close again.
Ben 
My favorite thing about Jiang Cheng is the emotional core of why he's so mad at Wei Wuxian is Wei Wuxian will never let him be useful. Jiang Cheng feels like he got no credit for getting them out of the cave. He loses his core because he was trying to save Wei Wuxian. He thought he was gonna die, and he doesn't get to have a noble death. He gets turned into a mundane person. 
Then Wei Wuxian helps him get his core back so he can continue to be a cultivator. But then something's clearly wrong with his brother, he then disappears. And they find him again. He's trying to rebuild his clan. Wei Wuxian is supposed to be helping him, but it's clearly not the same. And he can't get through to him. Basically every time he thought he was doing something for Wei Wuxian, Wei Wuxian was doing something for him. But he constantly feels undercut by the brother he admires’ own excellence and ego. Like, he feels like he is forever playing second to Wei Wuxian and he can't ever get over that because now he has Wei Wuxian's core. And he knows that now by the end of the story.
Shan 
Oof. That's some, like, real mind fuck stuff.
NiNi 
Now he's stuck wondering if all the things that he's been and done since then are because of him or because he has Wei Wuxian's core and therefore because he's Wei Wuxian. So he doesn't ever know if he's good enough, now.
Ben 
Exactly.
Shan
My God. Jiang Cheng, they will never make me hate you.
NiNi 
Never, never!
Bookworm 
Never.
Ben 
I understand that angry purple man.
18:13 The Second Life: Meng Yao's Dastardly Deeds
Shan 
I feel like Bookworm should talk a little bit about the way the Meng Yao and Nie Mingjue and Xichen stuff plays out in this arc, ‘cause I know you have a lot of strong feelings about it.
[Bookworm and Shan laugh]
Bookworm 
All right, let's get to it.
Ben 
I really love when I can hear her getting all of her notes together. 
Shan 
She's getting organized.
Ben
I have to organize my slide deck.
Bookworm
I got notes! All right, so in the second arc, we only start by knowing that Nie Mingjue died this horrible death and we have this mystery of his sword and the sword spirit and leading them around. They're just solving the mystery of this murder who, at the time, they did not know that it was a murder. It comes to heads when they go to the Jin headquarters and solve this mystery by basically having Wei Wuxian turn into this tiny paper man and go and perform—I think it's called Empathy—on Nie Mingjue's severed head that is in Jin Guangyao’s secret closet. I cannot believe there are people who defend this man. [laughs]
We get flashbacks of Wei Wuxian finding out exactly how Meng Yao manipulated Xichen into bringing Nie Mingjue and all of them into this sworn brothers pact sort of thing, after the war, and how he used that to slowly erode Nie Mingjue's composure using tainted music. And finally it breaks him. He runs away and the official account is that he is lost, but we know that Jin Guangyao cut his head off with his own sword and then just keep it in his closet. Like a very normal person. 
The way this is revealed, you see all of the major players trying to understand what actually happened and why Lan Wangji and Wei Wuxian chose to kind of have this confrontation with this man. And you can see how he pulls the thread in that scene so well. He orchestrated the action where Wei Wuxian pulls out the sword that was sealed because he lost his core and reveals his identity to everybody in attendance—who are all, we have already established, super mad at Wei Wuxian for killing all of their loved ones. And then you see him kind of imply that Lan Wangji has been seduced into helping Wei Wuxian. 
Ben 
He didn't use a homophobic slur, but we heard it.
Bookworm 
Right! Everybody kind of zeroes in on what Lan Wangji is going to do at this moment, and even Wei Wuxian expects him to remove himself from Wei Wuxian's side. He was worried about what this could mean to the Lan sect itself. So he was like, okay I’m just gonna fly solo from here. But it culminates, of course, with Lan Wangji standing by Wei Wuxian and declaring openly that he is gonna walk the single plank path in the dark till the end with him. Which is just, ah, so romantic. 
Jin Guangyao, he has basically very successfully isolated somebody who has a stellar reputation in the cultivation world within a matter of minutes. He questioned his motivations and he wanted that person to declare his allegiance. And when that person was forced to do it, that's it. That was almost a surgical precision of political strategy. That was insane.
Shan 
It was a real showcase for his skill set.
Ben 
On his back foot, he really won that entire encounter.
Bookworm
He did. That was a fight that Jing Guangyao a hundred percent won. I think at that point, everybody wanted to fight them. But obviously, we know that nobody's going to fight Lan Wangji.
So they then flee. We still have, like, two more showdowns after this, which is where he ultimately loses. But this one, Jin Guangyao a hundred percent won. Even if the cultivation world doesn't know that he was a villain at this point, we as an audience are very clearly shown that this was a man who can talk his way out of anything. That is exactly what he has done for so long, for almost 20 fucking years. He has talked his way to the top of a cultivation world. Like, he has risen from being an illegitimate child to the top position.
Shan
His methods are never to get his own hands dirty. His methods for framing Wei Wuxian in the first life, his methods for continuing to do his dirty deeds in the second life are through these villainous dudes that he recruits into his cause. Su She, who is a former Lan cultivator who has a lot of bitterness that he plays on. Xue Yang, who is another one of Jin Guangshan's illegitimate sons. The illegitimate sons are just all over this story. 
The way the story unfolds—and this is, I think, one of our probably biggest critiques of the show—they eventually end up pinning a lot of what Wei Wuxian ostensibly did in the first life on Su She as a second demonic cultivator who was controlling people when we thought Wei Wuxian was. That's a change from the book to the show. It's a change I hate a lot.
NiNi 
I think about it this way. If Wei Wuxian wasn't doing what he was doing, he wouldn't have created the cover that Su She had to do what he did. So I still blame it on Wei Wuxian.
Shan 
Yeah, I'm with you. I think the show wants to let him off a little bit, but I will not be doing that.
Ben 
I think one of the things that I find compelling about Meng Yao is because of his starting line, he will never be as powerful as someone like Wangji or Wei Wuxian or any of the other clan leaders and named characters in this story. It doesn't surprise me that he ends up teaming up with people who for whatever reason also cannot achieve those kinds of heights. Like, Su She’s just not as good as Wangji and he's envious of him. And he hates that Wangji won't acknowledge him. He hates that Wei Wuxian won't even remember his fucking name. 
Shan 
Wuxian every time: “Who are you?”
[NiNi laughs]
Bookworm 
It's so good!
NiNi 
So amazing.
Ben 
It's notable that the three of them who form this little evil trio all hold specific grudges about the way they feel disrespected. Everybody Meng Yao has killed, he kills because at one point or another, they called him the son of a prostitute. And he's like, “Well, I'm adding you to my list.”
Shan 
Fuck you, then. [laughs] You gonna die.
Ben
Mingjue originally shielded him and elevated him based upon his actual ability and merit. And Meng Yao took out one of his grievances in the middle of a battle and got caught doing it. That's when Mingjue turned against him.
It's the same thing for Su She. Like Su She wants to have his own clan be acknowledged after Cloud Recesses is destroyed. You can see this man's like, “now's my chance!”
NiNi 
But he just sucks. 
Ben
He does! 
Shan 
Yeah, he doesn't have the skills.
NiNi
He just sucks!
Ben
Even the Lan juniors are like, “You are bad. You do not know how to play your instrument.”
NiNi 
The fact that they use the fact that he sucks to hide him in the story as a villain until the very end. Like he's playing the song to attack wrong. But everybody just accepts that because he sucks, right? So of course he's playing the music wrong. He's playing it wrong on purpose, but everybody else just thinks that he sucks at it. Him sucking is how he hides in plain sight. I love that so much.
Ben 
Meng Yao's whole group is shittier versions of other people. Like, Su She is a shitty version [NiNi laughs] of Lan Zhan and Xue Yang is an insane shittier version of Wei Wuxian.
Shan
[laughs] It's true. They're like the sad little copycats who will never have glory.
Ben
That's what I think is so compelling about it. Like, how much of the story would have been solved by people just not being rude to Meng Yao.
NiNi
He would have found another reason.
Shan 
I gotta say, I don't think murder is a proportional response.
[NiNi laughs]
Bookworm 
Right. Exactly.
Ben 
How much is my finger worth? All of their lives! [all laugh] All of them!
NiNi 
Oh my God.
Bookworm 
[Xue] Yang was a fucking unhinged serial killer. Holy shit.
NiNi 
Psychopath.
Ben 
Let me tell you, that actor is my favorite of the whole series. I love his ridiculousness the whole time.
Shan 
That's a bold statement. My favorite actor in this is definitely Wang Yibo, who did so much with so little.
Ben
I'm being a little bit facetious there. Of the side characters—
Shan 
Fair enough.
Ben
—of the supporting characters, he's my favorite because they were like, what's the direction? “Just serve cunt.” “Got it.”
[all laugh]
Shan
And he's serving cunt, but we cannot overstate that he is by far the most fucked up evil dude in this story. What he does to Xiao Xingchen and Song Lan is disgusting.
Bookworm 
My god, yes, let's talk about that.
Ben 
We're gonna get into how evil this man is. But when he talked to Wei Wuxian, he's like, “I need your help with this sort of stuff.” And Wei Wuxian is like, “What the fuck? Why would I help you with that?” He's like, “Well, you started all this shit. What is your problem, dude?”
[Ben, NiNi and Shan laugh]
Shan 
It actually is really funny. He says, “come on, be my mentor.” And Wuxian’s like, “no, no, this is not what I'm doing. This is not connected to me.”
NiNi 
I would like very much not to be a part of this particular narrative.
Shan
Exactly!
Bookworm 
No!
Ben 
We have to talk about Wei Wuxian reflecting. “Is this the company I've collected? Hold on.”
Bookworm
Exactly! Like, holy shit, if this man thinks that I would help him, what does that say about me and my actions so far? 
Shan 
What have I been doing? Exactly.
Bookworm
Yes! What have I been doing?
30:56 The Second Life: The Tragedy of Wen Ning
Shan 
We haven't actually talked yet about what Wei Wuxian did to Wen Ning, and we should.
NiNi
Oh man. The tragedy of tragedies.
Ben 
So Wei Wuxian learns from Wen Qing that the Wen remnants are basically being tormented and experimented on by the Jin clan, who are trying to understand Wei Wuxian's demonic cultivation. When he arrives at this site, he loses his shit, sees that they've killed Wen Ning, and then revives Wen Ning as a puppet—that's the term that they use for, basically, his zombies—and sends Wen Ning on a tear beating the crap out of people. After which he tries to develop a method to restore Wen Ning's consciousness, but he has forever trapped this originally very kind boy in a perpetual state of undead. And he will forever be at the control of anyone who can produce the proper tunes to force him to go beat the shit out of people.
Shan
This is another thing that Wei Wuxian does without the consent of the person involved. He turns Wen Ning, who is a very gentle, loving soul, into a weapon, basically. He turns him into an indestructible ghost puppet who Wei Wuxian uses to perpetuate violence and who other people, we learn, can use to perpetuate violence. One of my biggest criticisms of the story—not just the show, but also the novel—is that it never unpacks what a violation that is on Wen Ning.
NiNi 
Basically, if he hadn't done what he did to Wen Ning, Jin Zixuan would still be alive.
Shan 
Yes, and Wen Ning would not be holding the guilt of having murdered him.
Bookworm
The Wen Ning situation is extremely tragic, but also there are two things that protected the Wen prisoners of war when they were sequestered in the Burial Mounds. One was the Yin Tally, the power of demonic cultivation or whatever. And the other, even though he was not intended for that purpose, once he was resurrected and once he was given the consciousness back and once people understood that he could be a weapon, I think it also protected them a little bit more. Around a year or so, they were able to survive on that mountain. And I really don't think in such a politically tense period, it would be possible to do that without a very obvious threat that they can just sort of unleash on people. It also backfired so spectacularly because his control can be just transferred to whoever wants to take it. 
The Wen Ning that we saw before he was transformed, this boy who tried to help everybody, was so sweet and very shy. Even when he wanted to learn things he was just sequestered. He was secluded, he didn't really interact with people because he knew that the Wen clan was not the greatest. You take that character and you turn him into basically just a walking nuke. 
Wei Wuxian: do first, think later. One of the things that really gets my goat is that after the massacre at the Qiongqi Path, he had the fucking audacity to go after Wen Ning. He woke up and he was like, “You murdered these people.” I will never forgive that man for that moment. I was like, what the hell are you talking about? OOF!
Shan 
It was brutal. Wen Ning's accidental murder of Jin Zixuan is what caused the entire Wen clan to turn themselves in and be exterminated. It is what led to Wen Ning being basically imprisoned and his mind taken over while Wei Wuxian was dead for 16 years. He was locked up with bolts in his fuckin’ head. They were experimenting on him. When Wei Wuxian was resurrected, he did liberate Wen Ning. But from there, Wen Ning had an extraordinarily lonely existence because he's the only one of his kind. His entire family is dead. 
And so, it was nice to see at the end him get some measure of peace by being reunited with A-Yuan again, finding Sizhui and being able to travel together and bond over their dead family and their connection to each other. But Wen Ning is indestructible and immortal and he is going to live a very lonely life. I wish the story had actually unpacked that in any way or Wei Wuxian had ever reckoned with his choices and how he harmed his friend.
NiNi 
To me the tragedy goes even further because the reason that Wen Ning is so protected at all by Wen Qing and others in the beginning is because he's already been hurt. When he was a child, he's already been attacked spiritually by, like, this fairy statue or whatever. So he's already weak. And in some ways it feels like Wei Wuxian thought that maybe he could make him strong, but he just ruined him even more. He does make him strong in a way that he wasn't strong before, but the tragedy of it is that he's a sweet, sweet kid that he turns into a monster. And Wen Ning never blames him for it. He is loyal to him till the end. 
Ben
Yeah, but again, how much of that is because he's been turned into a puppet or his natural tendency? We'll never know. 
Shan
We’ll never know. I love Wen Ning.
Ben
A lot of Wen Ning mentioned in this section, good job everybody!
38:07 The Second Life: Two “Fools”
NiNi 
If we’re talking about tragedy we gotta talk about the tragedy of Meng Yao and Lan Xichen at the end, because oh my god, he ruined that man. He destroyed him.
Bookworm 
All right, let's go! Round two!
Shan 
This is why I do not buy interpretations of canon that claim Meng Yao truly loved Xichen, because—
NiNi 
He did not.
Bookworm 
Mm-mm. Mm-mm.
Shan
—you do not do that to somebody you love. Absolutely not.
NiNi 
He loved that Lan Xichen loved him, but he did not love Lan Xichen.
Shan 
Exactly.
Bookworm 
He loved the influence that he had on Lan Xichen. He was so over the moon happy that he had this very influential man that he could just control and do whatever the fuck he wants with him.
Shan 
So this all culminated at Guanyin Temple when Nie Huaisang tricked Xichen, basically, into thinking Meng Yao was attacking him from behind. Xichen automatically activated his sword, stabbed Meng Yao. Meng Yao on his way out as he was dying, chose not to comfort Xichen, but instead to guilt trip him for killing him and not saving him. 
NiNi 
Walked down the fucking sword. He pushed the sword in deeper!
Bookworm 
He sure did.
NiNi 
Bitch!
Shan 
Brutal stuff, Xichen destroyed. We know that after this, he went into seclusion for several years to try to recover from the emotional blow of this happening to him. And that is how it was revealed that Nie Huaisang was the one behind all of this to get revenge for his brother.
NiNi
Xichen, man. Oh, my god.
Shan 
He’s tragic, but let’s talk about Huaisang. Oh my God, what a good reveal.
Bookworm 
Yes, let's talk about the only person who's really good at politics and only wanted to use it for own reasons, not for grabbing power or anything. I mean, it was implied at the end that he would rise to the top. That man knew how to play the game. But he would have just minded his own fucking business if nobody murdered his brother.
Ben
He just wanted to draw his porn and play with his fans.
Bookworm 
Yes! Yes!
NiNi
Gaslight gatekeep girlboss. That's what he was doing.
Shan 
He wanted to sit in the background gossiping, listening, collecting tea just for fun. But no, these bitches had to go murder his brother, and then he had to get involved.
Ben 
He understood what he was up against and his plan is really elegant and it works because he understands his friends. He knows that if Wei Wuxian comes back and you give him a little mystery to solve, this problem will sort itself out. [NiNi laughs]
Shan
He’s like, just point Wuxian at it! 
Ben
He's just like, all I need is to bring him back and Wangji has to find him first.
Bookworm
That’s it. 
Shan
And he gave them little nudges along the way to help them find the clues that they needed. He found and set up witnesses to be discovered. He was gathering all of the tea and making sure to strategically place it around where Wangji and Wuxian could find it.
Bookworm 
Do we see Nie Huaisang at the confrontation when all of this was unmasked by Wei Wuxian and Lan Wangji at the Jin headquarters?
Shan 
He was not in the room.
NiNi 
He's not there. 
Bookworm 
See, so he saw the goddamn mess Jin Guangyao was able to make of that situation and then he was like, “you know what? I'm not gonna leave this to you bitches anymore.” And then he showed up at both the Burial Mounds and at the temple and he played both of those situations to how he wanted. He was like, “Su She, what are you doing? Why are you being weird?”
Shan 
The great thing about the reveal is when you go back and look at earlier scenes, he is in the background of so many crucial scenes where he is gathering information totally unobtrusively. You don't even notice he's there, but he is.
NiNi 
I notice, because I notice the fan. I always see the fan.
Ben
It's in the past too, like he's one of the people who picks up on the intensity of Wangji and Wei Wuxian's relationship. He doesn't have any aspirations about it, but he's clearly aware of it ‘cause he watches it happen.
NiNi 
Not just watches, I'm pretty sure that he showed Wei Wuxian the porn that he then shows to Lan Wangji. 
Ben 
He did.
Bookworm 
He did!
Shan
And there was that whole segment where he was tagging along on their date, bein’ a third wheel.
Bookworm 
That was so funny.
Ben 
He is relying upon them to help him achieve his ends here. But, like, they were also his friends.
Shan 
That is probably one of my favorite mystery reveals in drama. Very good shit.
Bookworm
Excellent. I remember being just gobsmacked with my jaw on the floor when I read the books and got to the reveal. Yeah, I just blacked out and my ears started ringing. I flashbacked everything that happened for the last five books and tried to figure out. It was so good. 
This is exactly why this show has really good rewatch value. Once you know all the information, you see from episode one how all of them connects. It's so satisfying.
44:14 The Second Life: Various Random Musings
NiNi 
Let's do the best moments in the second life in reverse. So, Ben, you go first.
Ben 
Wen Ning revealing the history of the core to Jiang Cheng. Honestly, the entire set of reveals around the end of the Yi City arc and the reveals at the Lotus Pier, because you get to see how fickle the politics of this era have been. As soon as some folks come forward with some information, everybody's like, “Oh my goodness me, oh no.” 
And I really love the confrontation where Jiang Cheng’s being a bitch again and Wen Ning is like, “I've had enough!” And reveals everything that's going on and you see how devastated Wangji is about this too, with him finally piecing together what was wrong with Wei Wuxian all this time. 
I also really like Wei Wuxian mentoring the juniors in Yi City. Because he's actually good at it. And it makes you sad for what Jiang Cheng was hoping he would get out of Wei Wuxian. Because Wei Wuxian actually is good with young people and good at teaching them stuff.
Shan 
He would have actually been a really good head disciple.
Ben 
Yeah, and it's what he wanted. He genuinely had no designs upon Jiang Cheng's legacy. He really wanted to just support him. He thought that maintaining the dynamic that their fathers had was going to be the best thing of his life. Which is what's so sad about it all.
NiNi 
I think my favorite moments actually are moments within those scenes that you're talking about. When everything goes down at Lotus Pier and Wen Ning spills the tea, there's a moment when Lan Wangji asks, “Was it painful?” And I just fucking broke. He's just found out that this man essentially sacrificed himself for his brother and never told anybody. And he's remembering all the times he got on his ass about it. And all he can think is, “Oh my god, did it hurt him when they did this, when he took out his core?” I was ruined, absolutely fucking ruined. 
And then the time that I giggled, I had a great time, is in the Yi City arc, when Lan Wangji is fighting Xue Yang and Wen Ning is fighting the puppets. And Wei Wuxian is like, well, what am I supposed to do? And then he sees the kids and he's like, “I can do that.” That was a great moment for me as well. 
But then my ultimate moment, and I've been obsessed with this moment since I saw it, is when they're back at Cloud Recesses after they've fled the Jin clan and Lan Xichen is hiding them. And he's talking to Wei Wuxian and Wei Wuxian is starting to think a little bit about what Lan Zhan means to him. And then Lan Zhan walks up, hair down and soft, with two bottles of Wuxian's favorite liquor. They should not be drinking in Cloud Recesses because it's one of their 3000 rules or whatever. He don't care. He loves his man. He missed his man. This man could get anything that he wants. So he comes up with two jugs of the Emperor's Smile and his hair all soft and sexy. And I'm like, “oh, they gone fuck tonight!” They did not, but they should have.
Shan 
[laughs] In our hearts they did.
Ben
Bookworm, favorite moments from the second life?
Bookworm 
One of my favorite movements is the one that I already talked about, the whole confrontation at the steps of the Jin manor when Lan Wangji says that he will walk the single plank path with Wei Wuxian. The reason why it's one of my favorites is, that line is the culmination of 16 years of regret. Lan Wangji was introduced to us as this extremely repressed and extremely by the book, follow the rules guy who grew up in this clan whose politics also seem to be, “We are not gonna do anything unless it becomes a direct and very visible active threat. We're not gonna get into the machinations of the dirty politics stuff. We're just gonna stay above it all.” And then this man sees how not commenting, not acting and letting it become a monster which they can then fight has consequences. And how him not questioning and blindly following all of those rules, how his entire upbringing basically led to the death and complete destruction of the love of his life. And then he had 16 fucking years in solitude regretting all of his actions. Then we finally see Wei Wuxian come back and we see the political world wanting to do the same thing once again to Wei Wuxian. He was like, “Bitch, no, not this time.” And he goes for it. That was such an amazing line and the whole arc of how it came about is why it's one of my favorites. 
Another one, this one's subtler. It's all the looks Jiang Cheng gives Wei Wuxian when they get to the Lotus Pier after their confrontation at the Burial Mounds. Like, he stops and looks at Wei Ying and Wen Ning before they enter, like, “Do you really think you can walk into this place?” And then Wen Ning just walks away. Then they get to the main hall and he turns around once again. And he's like, “Do you think I'm gonna let you into the throne room?”And then Wei Ying just sits on the steps without another word. 
That man is so good. Jiang Cheng’s actor.
Shan 
Let's put some respect on his name. Wang Zhuo Cheng is the actor's name and he is fantastic.
Bookworm 
Fantastic. So good. He is such a nuanced character and there's always at least three different emotions that he's feeling at any given moment. Every time it's just a complicated mess of things that's going on in his head and you can see him playing it out. The first time we see him interact with Wei Wuxian after he's resurrected, you see the doubt and you see that he suspects that this is Wei Wuxian. In that scene somewhere, there's a moment where you can see that he is hopeful but he's also just raging. You see that he's so mad and if he finds out that this is Wei Wuxian, he's gonna tear him apart. That's what that looks means. But he's also so sad that is what it has come to. That was his brother and now he wants to kill him, very rightfully so, but you see him just fighting all of those differing emotions inside him and you see it all on his face. 
Jiang Cheng, on the whole, that character is just extremely complicated, extremely tragic and he was played so beautifully.
Shan 
Y'all talked about some of my favorite moments already, but some additional ones that no one's mentioned yet. First of all, let me just give a shout out to second life Lan Wangji and his sense of humor. That man is fuckin’ funny. He is making fun of Wei Wuxian all the time after he's resurrected. It's so subtle, but it's so well done. I love every scene where he is basically mocking him for not remembering things from the past. [laughs] I love every scene where he's teasing him about, “Bitch, I know who you are because you played our love song as soon as you woke up.” But Wei Wuxian never figures it out. He does not understand that that is the reason Lan Wangji instantly knew who he was. I love all of those scenes.
NiNi 
And then at the end he's like, are we ever gonna give this song a title? And he's like, “Bitch, you really can't remember anything, do you?”
Shan 
Come on! [NiNi and Shan laughs] It already has a title.
Bookworm 
Obviously everybody would have caught it at this point, but in the first arc when they were stuck in the cave fighting the tortoise, when Wei Wuxian asks him what is the name of the song, you see him slowly drifting off, you see the scene blurring, but it is very clear that Lan Wangji mouths “Wangxian” at him, 
Shan 
Yeah, he says it. 
Bookworm
Which is is insane. Like how did they get it in?
Shan
I'm gonna give Wuxian a pass for not perceiving that because he was very feverish and passing out when he said it. When he resurrects in his second life, he doesn't know why he knows the song and he doesn't know where it's from. But it's, like, in his soul and he just plays it without even knowing why. That is why Wangji knows who he is immediately, despite the fact that in the book, he's in a completely different body. In the show, he's wearing that silly mask. All of the scenes connected to that are so funny to me. Obviously, there's a lot of comedy in the drunken shenanigans. 
The other part that I like about the second life arc is the moments where Wei Wuxian kind of gives himself away with his fantasies about Wangji. One of the most stark ones to me is, the only memory he has of his parents is of his mother riding the donkey while his dad leads the donkey down the road. And then we see Wuxian orchestrate recreating this moment with Wangji. He gets on Lil’ Apple and he has Wangji walking beside leading the donkey. And the show never actually comments on it, they just show you. It's so clear, like, in his mind, even when he is still not really fully clicked into his feelings, what his fantasies actually are about the life that he wants with Wangji. I love that. 
And then, this all culminates in the ultimate family moment of him realizing who Sizhui is. I fuckin’ love that scene at the end of the show where Sizhui runs up and tells Wei Wuxian that he knows who he is. And it finally clicks for Wuxian that this is A-Yuan. And without Lan Zhan saying a word, he puts it together that Wangji has rescued this kid who he was helping to raise in the Burial Mounds and raised him as his own son. And that he did that in large part for Wuxian. 
You just see the emotions over Wei Wuxian's face as he just puts this together and looks at Wangji. He starts crying. It's such a perfect, happy, joyful moment, him realizing A-Yuan is okay. He survived. He is this kid that he has already come to love as Sizhui, and then realizing that Wangji did that for him. It was beautiful. And then Sizhui clinging onto his leg and just being so happy to be reunited with his Xian-gege from his previous life. Such good shit! 
The show gives it away early on who Sizhui is. So it's not about a reveal there. It's about the emotional culmination of all of them finally putting together who they are to each other. One of my favorite moments in the whole show.
56:32 Page to Screen (and Audio, and Anime, and Stage, and...)
NiNi 
All right, we're three hours. We gotta wrap this up.
Ben 
The only thing I’ll mention in terms of other adaptations, there is an anime version of this, which better mimics the pacing and structure of the novelization. Also, the giggly version of Wei Wuxian that you get in the anime better reflects what I felt like I was reading. Though I do appreciate the way Xiao Zhan approached the character, who realized that all that giggling would be aggravating as hell. He instead does like a very peculiar smirk, which I think is a much better choice for the drama.
Shan
Yeah, it works better on the screen. In terms of story structure, I do prefer the novel structure. Intercutting between the present and flashbacks, it preserves the mysteries a lot better. The show, if you're paying close attention, you can solve everything far in advance because you're just given a lot more information in chronological order that you didn't have while reading the book. So, I do prefer the structure of the book for the mystery purpose. But the show, I think, made the right choices for a screen adaptation.
Bookworm 
We should probably talk about the ending.
Ben
I will say that I don't hate it. Considering the horrors that Twig and I have lived through in queer cinema and BL, they didn't brutally slaughter them or break them up in an unforgivable way at the end of the narrative. I think ending on an ambiguous note is one of the nicest things that this show did for these characters considering the censored nature of this. Everybody who follows any amount of lore knows this is based upon a novel that's way spicier. By not ending on a dour note, I think it makes the curious audience more likely to go read the novels if they want to see what the explicit romance looks like. And I think that's an overall good choice considering the obstacles they were up against. I don't think it's great, but I'm not mad about it. 
The whole show is censored, we know a romance is occurring, but technically one isn't.
Shan 
Bookworm, how did you feel about it?
Bookworm 
Like I said before, I am very used to watching stories culminate in a very ambiguous ending. I've seen so many movies, just ends in a shot of like, I don't know, two people standing staring into the distance. Like Ben said, you are aware that this is a censored BL. That is one of the things that impacts how you receive this ending a lot. 
I read the books first, I could see all of the things that they had to walk around to make this get through the censors but also make an effort to depict the romance in any way they can. When I got to the ending, I will be honest, I started screaming—
Shan 
You did, I was there. It was actual screaming.
Bookworm 
When he stopped Wei Ying, and Wei Ying turns around and they go into the song, I was heartbroken. I was so mad. At that point, I have all the information. I know that they're not gonna end how they ended in the books. But still, it was so heartbreaking to watch this man walk away from Wei Wuxian. It is such an out of character moment. There is no way the Lan Wangji that I read about and the Lan Wangji that was depicted in the show for so long would walk away from Wei Wuxian. 
When we eventually got to the end of the song and Lan Zhan calls Wei Wuxian’s name and he just turns around and we end on this frame where we assume that Wei Wuxian sees him and just breaks into the smile… there was no other ending where the art could survive and get to its audience.
I'm sad that we did not see the actual story, but it was left open to our imagination that Lan Wangji found him again and they're gonna get back together, and I was happy with that.
Shan
Almost every cdrama ends this way. And this includes het cdramas, not just queer ones. Where, if a character has been morally gray, if a character has used magic, if a character has done anything that precludes them from being a perfect, pure person, they're not going to get a happy ending. They're going to get an ambiguous ending. This is just how cdramas work. So, I read the ending as exactly what needed to happen to get this show to air. 
Absolutely, there's no way in hell that Wangji would ever become the chief cultivator because he fuckin’ hates clan politics and he's bad at it. No way that he would ever do this or that anyone would ever want him to. But I recognized that instantly as Chinese nationalism rearing its head for censorship reasons. He needed to devote himself to the state. He had to separate from Wei Wuxian because they weren't allowed to have a happy ending because they use magic and because they did morally gray things. Wei Wuxian had to go and wander the world alone to atone for his sins, quote unquote. These are all really classic censorship things.
I feel strongly that the creators of this show trusted the fans to know why they needed to do these things and to just brush off the pieces of it that don't make sense and understand the real ending. Outside of the trappings of the plot of what happened there, we saw them exchange these meaningful looks. They did a fucking duet together. And then we end on this beautiful scene of Wei Wuxian standing on a cliff playing their song and turning around after hearing Wangji call his name. And smiling as his eyes fill with tears. That is a gorgeous ending. I am so impressed that they were able to work that in in a way that would not preclude the other things they needed to do for censorship reasons.
NiNi 
I'm annoyed, I'm just gonna say it, but I also know why it happens. But the fact that it ends ambiguously is not what bothers me. I really just do not believe that Lan Wangji would ever take over the clan or that he would let Wei Wuxian leave while he did it. It just doesn't fly for me even with everything going on with Lan Xichen. To me they should have just ended where they see Wen Ning and Lan Sizhui off and then they could have just ridden off into the sunset. 
Shan
Yeah, they definitely could not do that for censorship reasons, but I hear you.
NiNi 
I know, I feel like that's the ending I would have been the most satisfied with. Even if the last shot of them was just of them there, standing together and Lan Wangji giving him that look that says we have to part or Wei Wuxian walking away and Lan Wangji standing there, even that would have been more ambiguous to me because I could have spun it in my head as “oh, he's just watching his man walk away and then he's going to run and catch up with him.” But the whole part where he goes back to the clan and he becomes the clan leader, that just doesn't fly with me.
Bookworm 
NiNi, you know what the fix for this is. You just have to read the books. That's the plug.
Shan 
Read the books and a long list of fanfic that I will be sending you later today.
Bookworm
Yes.
NiNi 
Already, Twig has provided, I have read the smutty parts of the books, thank you, Twig. So I have read the full and proper ending and I am quite satisfied with that. And Shan is gonna send me a list of fics, so I’m fine. I'm not a fic girl usually, but in this story it's absolutely necessary. Just too many gaps that I need to fill.
Shan
That's why there are 50,000 fanfics on AO3 for this show. [laughs]
Bookworm 
There are so many fanfics. At one point you read so many of them that you forget what's canon and what's fanon. That's how it goes.
NiNi 
I'm waiting for Shan to curate me a list.
Bookworm 
I do wanna include an earnest plug for the books, though. I think the creators want you to, they've done their best.
Shan 
Yeah, they want you to go there.
Bookworm 
Exactly, they want you to go to the books. And without spoiling much of it, if you want a little bit motivation to go to the books, Lan Wangji only gets drunk once in the show. It happens so many times in the books. 
NiNi 
More than once, more than once. He passes out a few times.
Shan 
He does, but there are more extended drunken shenanigan scenes in the book. There are several.
Bookworm
The wall slowly comes down. Wei Wuxian gets slowly just unraveled, trying to understand what the fuck is going on with Lan Zhan, why is he acting like this when he's drunk? Those are my favorite sequences and I hope it convinces you to go read the books.
NiNi 
Between now and May it's textbooks and case studies. After that we'll see what happens.
Bookworm 
I'm talking to the people, NiNi. I'm also in the same graduate school hell with you.
Ben 
Begging the listeners to go read the books.
Shan
Go read these damn books.
01:07:04 Afterlife: The Impact of The Untamed on BL and Fandom
Ben
We're living in the post-Untamed world. This show brought a shit ton of people to BL who had not been here before. And a bunch of people who had not engaged with Chinese daytime dramas, probably ever, genuinely started watching them after this. Despite how the censors may feel about a queer/not queer work being so popular, this show has had a huge impact on many people's willingness to engage with Chinese media. After the addicted stuff, we had basically written off China. And The Untamed, even five years later, continues to be the reason why people keep hoping that the Chinese creative teams will be able to get more stories to us.
The downside of all of this, fans are still super feverish about this. And AO3 ends up getting banned in China.
Shan 
There was, as always happens in fandom, people writing real person fiction about the actors instead of fan fiction about the characters. And Xiao Zhan's fans got very upset about people posting smutty real person fiction about him.
Ben 
We've talked about some of the fan issues with getting overly possessive about the idols and the actors. This is part of what the party cracked down on. After Word of Honor maybe pushed the envelope too far and the ensuing drama after that, we haven't really gotten much big Chinese BL since then. We started seeing more of it again last year, but there are still projects from, like, 2020 that have been shelved that we've been hoping get released to us. 
It's complicated because you can tell that the powers that be want the attention and tourism associated with it, but it doesn't conform to some of their civic management goals. It's not like the Chinese people are any different than everyone else in the world. They eat the fuck out of BL. Like, they're the primary consumers of 2gether. So, I don't know.
Shan 
There's been a real dearth of quality Chinese BL since. The few productions that started to come out last year are mostly being produced in other countries like in Singapore or in Hong Kong. We're starting to see danmei productions and adaptations happening in Thailand or in Taiwan, that's how these things are getting made now. 
Despite that, the fandom around this show is immense. It is not slowing down. The books have been out for 10 years. The show has been out for six years. New fans still find it every day. Create new fan works every day. New meta all the time. New fanfic all the time. It endures. This is a story that has really connected with people globally. It's something pretty amazing to see.
NiNi 
I would like to personally thank Xiao Zhan and Wang Yibo in particular. Because sirs, you did what you needed to do.
Shan 
Amen, sister.
NiNi 
And what you needed to do was break my heart on a regular basis and be extremely attractive while doing it. Good job.
Ben
I'm really surprised by how much the show succeeded. They did not have a lot of money. They were filming in kind of unsafe ways, two people literally died making this show. But it's kind of wild how much genuine talent they got on this production. Like, nobody's really slacking on this. It's a really impressive project considering this is a web drama.
It's hard to really give final thoughts on the show. I just end up incredibly impressed by what they managed to pull off.
NiNi 
I think to close, I will just say a short summary of everything we've just talked about as follows: The Untamed is a story about an itinerant, freelance, accidental genocidal maniac and the man who pays all his bills and defends his life. And it's amazing. And you should go watch it. That's all we have to say.
Shan
It's a must watch, I think, from The Conversation.
NiNi 
What's the point of even rating it? 
Ben 
Yeah, it's not one that I really wanna give a real rating to. Under the Ben scope, it'd be like a 9. Most people should watch it.
Shan 
Yeah, it kind of transcends that ratings thing that we normally do. If you care about BL, if you care about queer media, if you care about Asian drama, you should watch this show. It's foundational.
Bookworm 
This is a very carefully constructed narrative with so many moving parts. And I think that's the appeal. It just gives you so much to noodle on. Don't be scared that this will not be your cup of tea.
Shan
You'll find something to love.
Bookworm
There is so much going on that something will grab you and you will just be forever obsessed with the story. Go watch it or go read it and then come talk to us about it. Tag us.
NiNi
That is going to wrap us up after three hours and 20 minutes of unedited time on—
Ben 
I'm so hungry.
NiNI
—The Untamed.
Shan 
We did pretty good!
NiNi 
I've been chomping on grapes this entire time, thank god.
Bookworm 
I have to go make dinner. 
NiNi
Alright, we out. Say bye to the people, Bookworm.
Bookworm
Bye people!
NiNi 
Say bye to the people, Shan. 
Shan 
Bye, y'all.
NiNi
Say bye to the people, Ben.
Ben
Peace!
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cyb3rl0v · 2 months ago
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₊˚⊹♡ Songs that remind me of my main dr
⋆.˚ Mantra - Jennie : it reminds me of my relationship with my best friend, how close we are and how we always support each other through everything, how we always have each others backs no matter what
⋆.˚ Seoul City - Jennie : the vibe reminds me of nights walking through the streets of my town after going out to clubs with my friends
⋆.˚ Up - Bang Yongguk : just vibes again
⋆.˚ Overdrive - I.M : the vibe (again) reminds me of the feeling i got when i met my s/o, the knot in my stomach, how i was not able to get him out of my mind (i know its not the meaning of the song but you get it...vibes)
⋆.˚ The Death of Peace of Mind - Bad Omens : reminds me of my s/o...that's it, that's everything lol
⋆.˚ Change (in the house of flies - Deftones : the vibes again give off toxic relationship, the one i had with a girl back in high school (kinds traumatic bit it still fits so idc) (based on events here)
⋆.˚ Railway - Bang Chan : reminds me of my s/o, the way i felt when we kissed do the first time, the way i instantly became obsessed with him and...yeah
⋆.˚ Horos (Dance) - Sicario : it reminds me of me and my s/o dancing at night at the beach while on vacation in Chios one summer
⋆.˚ MATZ - ATEEZ (Hongjoong & Seonghwa) : the vibe gives off me and my best friend (not lyrics, vibe)
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pet4u · 6 months ago
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INTRO POST !!! ꒰ yet again 。 twas @ himeketamine > abuswepet ꒱
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໑ haii im nini ノ kyo !! as yu all know ꒰ the 1s that do 。。。 i got t worded (╬`益´) ꒱ soooooo im back yet again to grace tumblr with my evil domineering radqueer presence ꒰ bats lashes ꒱
໑ chrono 19 intra 4-7 ! it , shi , hy ノ hymn prns 。RADQUEER , pro consent , pro c harmless paras , PRO para ALLERGIC 2 ANTIS 。꒰ follow yur own fuckin dni thanks ꒱
໑ akutagawa , kyomoto , ichimatsu , kangel fictkin ! haver of many alter egos (>人< 💧) repressed kemonomimi puppything
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♡ cis ꧇
blasian , short , stalker , artist , aspd , mdd , autism , adhd , anxiety , bpd , memory loss , csa , cocsa 。
♡ tris ꧇
loli , harmful , character , cuteharmful , zombie 。
♡ trans ꧇
BJD , nymphet , harmed , sexdoll , chinese , sealpup , fawn , innocence , cultist , snuff victim , groomed , adored , stalked , addict , corpse , weight , harmed 。
perma ꧇
dead , kid , 2ooos , high , hyper , idiot , silly , bruised 。
myy paras teehee 💭 , 🗝 , ⚰️ , ❣️ , 🥀 , 💐 , 💤, 🛍️ , 🎎 , 👁 , 👻 , 🦿 , 🥤 , 🫁 , 🐾
BMFBMF RADQUEERS PSPSPSP HAIII HUMPS YU AS YU SCROLL BY 。uhgmmg evill moral igafers pleaseeeeee tie me 2 a tree && have yur way with me ,,,,
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sweetkiikii · 2 months ago
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nini’s intro ꒰ა ♡ ໒꒱
a little info about me ♡ : iam 17 !! also go by she / her and iam a Muslim from Palestine and I really love bunnies and exo my fav music genres are r & b , kpop , bedroom pop and Shibuya kei
♡ ໒꒰ྀི ⸝⸝ɞ̴̶̷ ·̮ ɞ̴̶̷⸝⸝ ꒱ྀིა
my interests are : korilakkuma , Chiikawa , Sanrio plushies mainly cinnamo and my sweetpiano ,calico critters , Roblox , kpop , anime , pusheen , miffy , romcoms, mystery or survival , milk choco and icecream , choco milk ૮꒰◞ ˕ ◟ ྀི꒱ა
music taste 🎼 :
kpop based ♡ : exo , nct , red velvet , Illit ,txt ,triples,enhypen ,tbz,hellovenus,twice , f x , ses aespa , monsta x , kara, iu , yena , izone , stayc , gfriend ,ioi ,cye , saymyname,hearts2hearts, tws ,tvxq ,shinee,riize,snsd , zb1, kiiikiii, bol4, loona ,apink ,gfriend ,orange caramel ૮ ˙Ⱉ˙ ა
non kpop ♡ : frensie , Ichiko aoba , lamp , clairo , coco & Clair Clair , Faye Webster ,beabadoobee, Kang aru, the marias,pinkpanthress ,yel , kiki vivi Lily , yukika ,cas , frensie , hermin ꒰ˆ.⸝⸝. ˆ꒱੭゙
dislikes :c : hot weather , not being able to listen to exo ,exams , wet hair , copycats , posers , when forced to socialise, cheese , school , men , judgemental people 🎹
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phantomialie · 1 year ago
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!!Intro!!
Hey hey!
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❥ ABOUT ME:
Welcome to my blog. My name is Phantomia/Seraphim (Phantom or Sera for short) and this is a mainly UTAU blog.I'm an illustrator and-.… well that's about it. I write and animate too but rarely. I post whenever I feel like, which may contain some YN stuff!!
❥ GOLDENTALE & MERITALE:
I am the rightful creator of Goldentale! An Au of mine that surrounds the villain/main character, Chara! And of course my own character, Niny. The Au itself technically still isn't finished, therefore plot holes are expected from this silly little Au.
Meritale is an Au about our lovely Sanses becoming sirens!! There is no lore within this, just a fun little Au about some siren boys. Know that none of the Sanses in this Au belong to me!! I only own the designs of the tails. (I LOVE sirens.)
❥ DNI LIST:
Zoophiles Proshippers Comshipper MAPS lolicons Etc..
❥ASK BOX:
Please, do not ask me to draw selfcest. I don't mind it and don't really care much about it to be honest, but I personally don't ship it. Like mentioned before I only do YN stuff when it comes to shipping. (or just self-inserting teehee) You can ask me just about anything !!
❥ OTHER SOCIALS:
phantomialie (Tiktok) PhantomiaLie (Twitter)
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Toodles <3
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asktheimmerheimsiblings · 13 days ago
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MSA OC intro + bios!
OOC: currently working on the official art for the siblings + their ghosts, so have some placeholder picrews as well as later seeing how Muse, Rider and Skulls' appearance possessed by Muse look like (sources will be beneath the cut!) Also, heads up, the family's main color is green, but has literally nothing to do with whatever possessed Arthur and Mystery in the videos.
Skulls (🎧)
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Name : unknown outside of his last name (Immerheim)
Nickname/Stagename : Skulls
Age : 24
Occupation: DJ at The Raveyard
Likes: music, iced lattes, producing, (Muse)
Hates: horror, (Muse)
Instrument: DJ Desk
Short Bio: A popular DJ for The Raveyard, where he regularly sets the bar pretty high for special effects usage during sets, mainly due to him using supernatural powers thanks to his regular possessions by a sly ghost named Muse before gigs. Tends to do all-nighters, thus he's a fan of iced lattes and experiments with those on how strong you could possibly make those. Has a full on Love-hate relationship with the ghost that follows him around, Muse. He loves what she's allowing him to do during his gigs, but she's also as much of a nuisance to him, especially when he's currently in creative flow.
Nia Immerheim (🎃)
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Name: Nia Immerheim
Nicknames: Nini, ghost girl, lil' troublemaker
Age: 22
Occupation: social media writer for The Raveyard
Likes: Horror, toffee treats, mysteries, Rider, Muse, mythologies
Hates: boredom, loud noises
Instrument: synth/Vocaloid
Short Bio: Skulls' younger sister and a social media writer for the club he works at. Due to the family's long legacy of getting haunted, Nia has developed an insane interest in horror and mythologies (the same time happened to Skulls' distaste for horror) and tends to be jealous of her brother to get possessed by Muse, meanwhile Rider, her poltergeist that constantly follows her around, is more interested in pranking others.
Picrews used:
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